I Feel Very Unwanted

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 595 People

    conniee3 conniee3
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Aug 27, 2014

    I feel... Unneeded. Unwanted by everyone.

    I **** things up for a lot of people, which is another reason I stay away from everyone as much as possible. I hate being a nuisance, but that's all I've become. I don't want to live anymore. I just want to die so I don't bother anyone else.
    DynastyTM DynastyTM
    13-15, M
    Oct 11, 2015
    wingcommander wingcommander
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 12, 2015
    conniee3 conniee3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 2, 2014

    Nobody likes me, I'm use to

    that by now that's why I spend so much times with guns, there reliable when you need them, will always be at your side, your primary doesn't care if you have a backup, your backup doesn't care if you have a primary, your handgun will stay with you even when your out of amo, and...
    ghost123098 ghost123098
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

    every time ,every place,

    even here, "we can talk if you want" the magical wordd, then zzzzzzzzz nothing you find your self unwanted, thy say go out, hell no, way say the ****.ing words at the first, but in life it's much easier, you have looks, that look every time **** of, i wish I could get back to...
    justforgottenSOS justforgottenSOS
    22-25, M
    Oct 12, 2015

    i think everyone wants to feel wanted

    and valued and those that deserve it the most don't receive it
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Oct 24, 2015

    unwanted and alone...

    . this is when I'm realizing I have no friends... I have no one to talk to during the day, no one who cares how my day was...
    selfless1 selfless1
    31-35, F
    Oct 24, 2015

    perhaps (and maybe even likely) i just have a

    skewed perception of things, but seems every time i start getting to know folks that express an interest in me lately, they disappear and start dating someone else...or if i introduce a friend to other friends of mine, they like the other friends a lot more than they like me...
    701TaintedLove 701TaintedLove
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    I Always Wanted To Kill My Classmates.

    My story. http://youtu.be/2_YTIOvzY2g -Big Mike. BigMikeRadioProgram.com
    TheBMRP TheBMRP
    26-30, M
    Jan 27, 2012

    I Feel Like Noone Wants Me

    I dont understand why I havent found a girlfriend yet its been nine years and every year gets even harder to keep trying.But some part of me just think it would be best to just give up.Today I woke up better than ever but still feeling unwanted I actually commiting myself to a...
    angelus1988 angelus1988
    22-25, M
    5 Responses Feb 17, 2011
    conniee3 conniee3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 24, 2014

    On the edge of a tall building's ceiling.

    ..the best place to be at peace.
    biggirlscry biggirlscry
    13-15, F
    Oct 11, 2015

    I Am Unwanted By The One Thing I Want Most

    I think the title says it well. I am head-over-heels for him. We have known each other since were 11. We were in such deep love. I know this because I felt it with my whole being. But today... He said he was done with me. He has done many horrible things towards me, yet I STILL...
    deathcab4cutie deathcab4cutie
    16-17
    Aug 13, 2012

    People should just show a little bit more

    feelings. But **** it you know.
    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805
    18-21, M
    Oct 16, 2014
    conniee3 conniee3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Oct 20, 2014

    I've felt completely unwanted

    and unimportant for most of my life. I've just always felt like I was disposable, like if I wasn't here things would be better for my family because all in all I'm just a huge disappointment... I've had one boyfriend... All the rest of the guys I've started talking to have...
    MarissaRachelle MarissaRachelle
    22-25, F
    Jun 26, 2014

    I GUESS I AM NOTHING TO ONE TO ONE :/ LIKE MY

    UNCLE SAID EVERY ONE FOR THEN SELFS AINT NOBODY HELPING NO ONE.
    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 13, 2014

    I should leave him, but I love him.

    I feel like I'm scratching and pleading for my own husbands attention. He comes home and if I'm not making a sandwich or cleaning or taking off his boots I'm invisible. Every word feels like a lashing of hate. I can not compete with the competition I never expected. A wife of...
    tristaspuella tristaspuella
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 17, 2014

    Why do I everything wrong?

    I tried to cook For my family but I apparently did that wrong when I did it right? I tried to clean but oh I did that wrong, I bathed the dog and you got it I did that wrong too! I guess I'm just always in the wrong
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2015

    Whyy Can'tt Youu Justt Tell Mee What Youu Feel,

    Becausee Howw Youu Actt Is Confusinq Mee...
    conniee3 conniee3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 12, 2014
    conniee3 conniee3
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 31, 2014

    Sad But True!!!

    One thing that I knew up until recently was that I was sincerely loved and wanted.  It is true that you can have it all in one moment and lose it all in the next. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 15, 2009

    Ever since I was diagnosed with

    schizo-affective at 20, which was later changed to bipolar 2, I have felt people would be glad if I died or better yet, disappeared. I have never broken the law, I do volunteer work in the community, animals like me, but most people treat me like a leper, or would if they found...
    depressedrecluse777 depressedrecluse777
    41-45, F
    1 Response Dec 20, 2015

    Nobodys Girl

    How very sad to be over forty, completely single, with no real prospects on the radar screen.  I was very shy growing up, so I've never even had a real boy-friend.  Not really.  I was a "one of the guys" kinda girl.  More...
    NobodysGirl NobodysGirl
    41-45
    12 Responses Sep 8, 2009

    I could us a smile right now

    but **** it i always have to keep my head up high.
    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805
    18-21, M
    Oct 13, 2014

    I Feel Unwanted All The Time...

    Everytime I find a person that wants to be friends with me it doesnt last long. Its like after they spend time with me they see how dumb i am. See i have dislexia and im not smart. I know this, and i hate this. the school system failed me. they didnt push me to be more. every...
    ttlisaof2 ttlisaof2
    31-35, F
    Nov 1, 2011

    I hate how people ignore me

    when I'm talking to them. It makes me feel like I'm just wasting their time or saying something worthless :(
    AnAnonymousGal AnAnonymousGal
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Oct 12, 2015
    conniee3 conniee3
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Sep 1, 2014

    Its A Sucky Feeling To Have!

    I have felt very unwanted a lot throughout my lifetime. Its a feeling that I think I will pretty much always have to deal with because due to some events from my past. I am trying to cope with the feelings, and try to push them aside, and realize that I am wanted, btu when I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 18, 2010

    So I didn't eat again today.

    It's hard to eat when the only person in your life looks at you and talks to you like you the most annoying thing on earth. I just wish I could stop being me. I hate myself because he hates me. There's no good use of me anymore.
    tristaspuella tristaspuella
    26-30, F
    Oct 19, 2014

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