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I Feel Very Unwanted

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    Nobody likes me, I'm use to

    that by now that's why I spend so much times with guns, there reliable when you need them, will always be at your side, your primary doesn't care if you have a backup, your backup doesn't care if you have a primary, your handgun will stay with you even when your out of amo, and...
    ghost123098 ghost123098 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    So I didn't eat again today.

    It's hard to eat when the only person in your life looks at you and talks to you like you the most annoying thing on earth. I just wish I could stop being me. I hate myself because he hates me. There's no good use of me anymore.
    tristaspuella tristaspuella 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    Its A Sucky Feeling To Have!

    I have felt very unwanted a lot throughout my lifetime. Its a feeling that I think I will pretty much always have to deal with because due to some events from my past. I am trying to cope with the feelings, and try to push them aside, and realize that I am wanted, btu when I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 18, 2010

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I could us a smile right now

    but **** it i always have to keep my head up high.
    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 16-17, M Oct 13

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    I should leave him, but I love him.

    I feel like I'm scratching and pleading for my own husbands attention. He comes home and if I'm not making a sandwich or cleaning or taking off his boots I'm invisible. Every word feels like a lashing of hate. I can not compete with the competition I never expected. A wife of...
    tristaspuella tristaspuella 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 17

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    I've felt completely unwanted

    and unimportant for most of my life. I've just always felt like I was disposable, like if I wasn't here things would be better for my family because all in all I'm just a huge disappointment... I've had one boyfriend... All the rest of the guys I've started talking to have...
    MarissaRachelle MarissaRachelle 18-21, F Jun 26

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    All The Time!

    I'm sure I'm not alone when I say this. But I feel very unwanted all the time. Either I'm not good enough or something, I always feel vibes from others that I'm not wanted. Whatever.
    Ichilicious Ichilicious 26-30, M 5 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I GUESS I AM NOTHING TO ONE TO ONE :/ LIKE MY

    UNCLE SAID EVERY ONE FOR THEN SELFS AINT NOBODY HELPING NO ONE.
    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 13

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    I Feel Unwanted All The Time...

    Everytime I find a person that wants to be friends with me it doesnt last long. Its like after they spend time with me they see how dumb i am. See i have dislexia and im not smart. I know this, and i hate this. the school system failed me. they didnt push me to be more. every...
    ttlisaof2 ttlisaof2 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2011

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 20

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    No one ever understands me.

    No one tries to. In always the one who has to compromise myself, my feelings and my thoughts and in sick of it. My mom doesn't care about me-she'd rather take the side of my abusive so called siblings and risk me being sexually abused by them again. My boyfriend is never around...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 27

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    I Always Wanted To Kill My Classmates.

    My story. http://youtu.be/2_YTIOvzY2g -Big Mike. BigMikeRadioProgram.com
    TheBMRP TheBMRP 26-30, M Jan 27, 2012

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 6 Responses Aug 27

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Nobodys Girl

    How very sad to be over forty, completely single, with no real prospects on the radar screen.  I was very shy growing up, so I've never even had a real boy-friend.  Not really.  I was a "one of the guys" kinda girl.  More...
    NobodysGirl NobodysGirl 41-45 12 Responses Sep 8, 2009

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    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Whyy Can'tt Youu Justt Tell Mee What Youu Feel,

    Becausee Howw Youu Actt Is Confusinq Mee...
    conniee3 conniee3 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    Sad But True!!!

    One thing that I knew up until recently was that I was sincerely loved and wanted.  It is true that you can have it all in one moment and lose it all in the next. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 2 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 3

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    People should just show a little bit more

    feelings. But **** it you know.
    LIFEGOESON805 LIFEGOESON805 16-17, M Oct 16

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    I Feel Like Noone Wants Me

    I dont understand why I havent found a girlfriend yet its been nine years and every year gets even harder to keep trying.But some part of me just think it would be best to just give up.Today I woke up better than ever but still feeling unwanted I actually commiting myself to a...
    angelus1988 angelus1988 22-25, M 5 Responses Feb 17, 2011

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    I Am Unwanted By The One Thing I Want Most

    I think the title says it well. I am head-over-heels for him. We have known each other since were 11. We were in such deep love. I know this because I felt it with my whole being. But today... He said he was done with me. He has done many horrible things towards me, yet I STILL...
    deathcab4cutie deathcab4cutie 16-17 Aug 13, 2012

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    I try and try to make things work been faithful but he doesn't treat me right like a little kid... Make it like I'm worthless.unwanted and don't matter... I tell him what I need...
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    ROCKWELL "Somebody's Watching Me" Who's watching Tell me, who's watching Who's watching me I'm just an average man With an average life I work from nine to five Hey, hell, I...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 1 Response Dec 5

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    Name: Raina (My name is strange, i know) Gender: female I don't know how to describe this feeling, i wonder if anyone feels the same way. ~I feel lonely, i feel as though no one...
    RainaTwilight RainaTwilight 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    i feel dead inside and i feel that i'm going crazy because i cant understand what is going on with me. i don't feel anything and i do at the same time its so confusing like i get...
    sb159 sb159 18-21, F Dec 19

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    I am married to a wonderful man who loves me to my core, I have two amazing children who are my world and bring me so much joy, a great sister and a best friend who lean on me for...
    Smilechik Smilechik 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    As you have read my other stories my wife brought up a divorce. We haven't been getting along very well. I told myself I would talk to her and find out if this is what she really...
    harleyman2169 harleyman2169 41-45, M Nov 28

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    I don't feel like anyone understands or even cares :/ I'm majorly depressed about everything and get so overly sensitive over everything. It will never go away, I'm sympathetic and...
    Mimi94x Mimi94x 18-21, F Nov 29

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    Hi Everyone, I hope everyone in previous messages are feeling a little better...I feel for everyone of you xx I had an abortion a week ago ;( I am not coping very well with it...
    sofiamac sofiamac 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    It is the first time that the death of someone i barely know has been having some effect on me.. My friend's aunty died of cancer on friday 28th Nov. She struggled for 4 years...
    bharkha bharkha 22-25, F Nov 30

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    I fear that I am losing all hope for my mother and Iā€™s relationship to be loving and nurturing like I have seen her be with my oldest siblings. I love my mother, more than a lot...
    nikki2442 nikki2442 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    There was once a You and I, the sun shined in our eyes when we looked at Eachother. We use to entwine fingers, feel more, breathe more. The nights of sneaking out to see each other...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 2

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    I feel like I hate him and I know if I died in this moment I would likely go directly to hell. We have been married for about 7 years, living together for over 8, and met over 12...
    nocturne1980 nocturne1980 31-35 Dec 2

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    Nowadays I just feel ****** about myself. I'm not happy about being myself. I'm so insecure and I can't stand being myself sometimes I really can't. I don't know what to do...
    spacemonkeyea spacemonkeyea 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 3

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    It's crazy. I'm crazy. God, I don't even ******* know. I'm with this amazing guy. His feelings for me are impossible to question. He loves me. I know it. He let's me feel it...
    ohmyfvck ohmyfvck 18-21, F Dec 4

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    The seconds, minutes, hours, and days passing on each one of us merely surviving. I watch, feel, think of too much, wonder where the people in my life have gone? Each holding a...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 4

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    've been spinning out for time Couple women by my side I got sinnin' on my mind Sipping on red wine I've been sitting here for ages Ripping out pages How'd I get so faded How'd I...
    Cocosavethetatas Cocosavethetatas 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Ok, so maybe I'm feeling sick and it's making me sit on my pitty pot a little. I have made so many mistakes, especially where my judgement in men are concerned, which is why I am...
    RhombusInTheSquare RhombusInTheSquare 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 5

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    sometimes I just feel like I just can't do anything and everything is just going to repeat itself over and over again, and when I feel like that I feel lonely. I'm not sure why...
    Jisu1125 Jisu1125 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    My boyfriend works 24/7 as he is a across the country truck driver and can be gone from home for 1 month to 3 months at a time. I feel like my life is passing me by and I want to...
    AngelicEssence AngelicEssence 36-40, F 11 Responses Dec 6

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