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I Feel Violent Sometimes

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    I feel a strange need to kick someone's as.

    s... I just don't have that special someone in my life. -.- Maybe I should invest in a punching bag.
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M Jun 10

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    Breaking Faces...

    Sometimes I can imagine myself taking out everyone. I mean everyone, brutally. It'll give me butterflies sometimes. I get the whole visual in my head, of breaking faces, splattering blood, the works.  No, I'm not a homicidal freak. I just get angry. Comes from holding in...
    bdmthrfkr bdmthrfkr 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 2, 2012

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    Fights On Dirt and mud It’s in my blood No

    soap can clean it out Look at me wrong And you’ll bring it on Ring the bell and let’s start this bout Violence is the essence of my soul I breathe it there is no doubt Until you’re finally dead and cold Revenge I’ll always seek out I can be in the most tranquil place...
    darkreality68 darkreality68 41-45, M Jun 22, 2014

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    When I Hear About The Evils In The World

    I just can't help it. When I hear that a girl is raped in an airport, or a child is killed, I feel the urge to go out and do something about it. Justice is slow and often ineffective, so I would feel that my punishments would be better. Give these monsters what they deserve...
    drastunir drastunir 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 22, 2011

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    I'm 14. my brother drinks sometimes

    and has anxiety, so when things get bad he throws stuff and yells and punches walls. I'm scared because I don't want to end up like him. when I get frustrated I feel the need to physically lash out, but I really try not to. sometimes I take stuff out on my parents too, I need...
    toostressedtobeblessed toostressedtobeblessed 13-15, F Jun 22, 2014

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    I have never been in a fight in my life

    and I hate to see street fights, but recently I've been feeling violent when I get angry. I'm that type of person who is alway calm in all situations I just suppress my feelings and go along with whatever everyone else does. I feel like I'm going to pop now I have people around...
    ColdDayMemory ColdDayMemory 22-25, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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    Sometimes, I lay on my bed thinking about how it would be to have someone with me, whether it's a person or an animal. Just someone to keep me company as I cry.
    aarigel aarigel 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    well at least I was in a relationship. I don't know what it is anymore. she asks to get rid of the title but continue "dating" I'm reluctant but I agree, who knows why she wanted...
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    I just hate people even ones that love me and take care of me and i cant stop this feeling like i cant trust anyone even people which i know since childhood even my therapist...
    Georgian1998 Georgian1998 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I do too and let my wolf come out and run sometimes. You are not alone.
    Drgnmrph Drgnmrph 31-35, T 4 hrs ago

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    i met the love of my life almost 6 years ago. he was the sweetest gentle sensitive man. he proposed 6 months in and i honestly thought my dreams were coming true. i was the...
    akyesnomaybe akyesnomaybe 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I give advice to everyone to be happy to not thing about negative stupid things i tell them to be aposative everytime while i'm the one who feel more about those things i'm not...
    Sozdar Sozdar 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    It's starting to get hard. Being a completely different person online compared to my real life. Online I tend to be a little more outgoing and confident. All the current friends...
    Tuva Tuva 31-35, M 8 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I feel like dying because I think it would be better than living.... There are so many people that don't understand how much it hurts to be depressed and know that it's...
    KoltonKnoch KoltonKnoch 16-17, M 11 hrs ago

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    i feel alone sometimes. i am bi married non drinker not into sports at all broke most of the time but yet work my *** off. gotta be more to life than this. seems like...
    stlguy45 stlguy45 41-45, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    When I'm alone I can think about what I want to do with my life. I can just cry and it makes me feel better. Sometimes the only person who can make me feel better is myself
    RatchetGurl101 RatchetGurl101 16-17, F 17 hrs ago

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    I like my violent thoughts these days, strange of me to like them but I do. Some nights, I have dreams about this guy who just goes around hurting people, physically. He cuts them...
    evreno evreno 13-15, M 22 hrs ago

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    The thing is, nobody expects it from me, I told my mom that I was seriously worried about my thoughts and she just laughed and said "haha, real funny." Anytime I'm in a huge crowd...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 3 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    I have something amazing to share. This weekend might have changed my life forever. first of all, I'd like to thank everyone who showed me support in my situation. I've never felt...
    redlipscandy redlipscandy 18-21, F 9 Responses 2 days ago

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    As a black woman, admitting this to myself, realizing that this is something I truly feel and taking steps to attend to this matter is a hardship. I hate to admit to such a thing...
    Nevermorn8 Nevermorn8 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    there has to be a world out there where everything is so much simpler and the rule of common good rules the land and not the rule of common greed. this world we live in is so...
    KiraKiller KiraKiller 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I don't know why but I always feel like there has to be more to life than what I have and it makes me feel pretty down a lot of the time. I feel lost and that I'm not really doing...
    Ella147 Ella147 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    When you don't feel happy, I'll love you LOL! When you feel lonely and sad, you can think about the new place you want to go, the country you want to travel to and the good things...
    HappyOrUnhappy HappyOrUnhappy 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    I always forget to do little things. I have ADD so my impulse control is **** and I always move on to something else before I finish things. Its making me really anxious. Because I...
    Spoticus Spoticus 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    First off I am not a violent person. But I do have very bad thoughts. Thoughts of me beating the s*** out of someone, like a bully. I saw this video on Youtube a few days ago...
    bfsd150 bfsd150 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel like I want to kill myself, that feeling just randomly hits me at full force and i feel like my life is out of control so i cut myself or burn or sometimes I...
    IHateYourSmile IHateYourSmile 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    It is a difficult challenge that I face. Sometimes I just be lonely. The feeling always pass. I love to study and write poems when I am alone. Sometimes I have the greatest...
    Babeondwy Babeondwy 41-45, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm wondering if they realized that I'm gone, or if they miss me...
    lostgirlonep lostgirlonep 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I do bother people. I feel like sometimes people only talk to me because it's something to do. I end up becoming atleast in my eyes an obligation or a burden in some way. I try to...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Especially at school..........
    StahpCopyingMyName StahpCopyingMyName 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I feel like I am not here. I don't exist to my friends and family. When I am having a hard time, I have no one to turn to. I have always had to go it alone. No one calls to make...
    ImConvinced ImConvinced 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I go invisible when someone ignores me
    LonAnmol LonAnmol 18-21, M Jul 21

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    I look up at night sky, I love that sky because it feels alone alone like me.
    DriftingLeaf DriftingLeaf 18-21 Jul 21

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    Apart from on this site and Instagram to an extent But elsewhere on the social networks? nope, I'm ignored. I post something about my life, I post my pictures, post links to news...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    Clouds got darker, winds swirled so violently. Loneliness got deeper. My mind can't escape those years long past-that is when all innocence was lost ! That shy young girl didn...
    Seekingmeaning Seekingmeaning 41-45, F Jul 21

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    U & Me forever this way www.nidhisuraj.com There are so many Love Stories in this world. Few stories become so famous but few are unsaid and been buried with time. Few...
    evan003 evan003 18-21, F Jul 21

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    And it makes me sad, but at the same Time, I'm so shy I think it's better.
    Naockey Naockey 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I feel like now its hard for anybody to understand hoe how I feel. I am sensative in general but also being pregnant more sensative.I feel like no one who isnt pregnant understands...
    muffin30 muffin30 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I am going to take the opportunity right now to vent. I am aware that there are many other people going through more stressful things in their lives. And because of that I have a...
    dreamingquietly04 dreamingquietly04 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    thinking abt going for the night.seems no1 wants to talk 1-on-1 anymore
    jewwlie jewwlie 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I feel like a massive **** head. All I ever do is drink, take drugs, party and come to work looking and feeling like garbage. I just have such a crap attitude these days. I feel...
    DazzleX DazzleX 18-21, M Jul 16

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    I sometimes make stupid mistakes or say something stupid at work. then I end up thinking about it for the rest of the day and it puts me in a bad mood. ugh
    Allcatsareawesome Allcatsareawesome 18-21, F Jul 16