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I Feel Violent Sometimes

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    I feel a strange need to kick someone's as.

    s... I just don't have that special someone in my life. -.- Maybe I should invest in a punching bag.
    Knixveus5 Knixveus5 18-21, M Jun 10

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    Fights On Dirt and mud It’s in my blood No

    soap can clean it out Look at me wrong And you’ll bring it on Ring the bell and let’s start this bout Violence is the essence of my soul I breathe it there is no doubt Until you’re finally dead and cold Revenge I’ll always seek out I can be in the most tranquil place...
    darkreality68 darkreality68 41-45, M Jun 22, 2014

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    I'm 14. my brother drinks sometimes

    and has anxiety, so when things get bad he throws stuff and yells and punches walls. I'm scared because I don't want to end up like him. when I get frustrated I feel the need to physically lash out, but I really try not to. sometimes I take stuff out on my parents too, I need...
    toostressedtobeblessed toostressedtobeblessed 13-15, F Jun 22, 2014

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    Breaking Faces...

    Sometimes I can imagine myself taking out everyone. I mean everyone, brutally. It'll give me butterflies sometimes. I get the whole visual in my head, of breaking faces, splattering blood, the works.  No, I'm not a homicidal freak. I just get angry. Comes from holding in...
    bdmthrfkr bdmthrfkr 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 2, 2012

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    When I Hear About The Evils In The World

    I just can't help it. When I hear that a girl is raped in an airport, or a child is killed, I feel the urge to go out and do something about it. Justice is slow and often ineffective, so I would feel that my punishments would be better. Give these monsters what they deserve...
    drastunir drastunir 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 22, 2011

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    I have never been in a fight in my life

    and I hate to see street fights, but recently I've been feeling violent when I get angry. I'm that type of person who is alway calm in all situations I just suppress my feelings and go along with whatever everyone else does. I feel like I'm going to pop now I have people around...
    ColdDayMemory ColdDayMemory 22-25, F 3 Responses May 11, 2014

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