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I Feel Vulnerable After Writing Ep Stories

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 141 People

    Hell Yeah.........are You Kidding ?

    As Marji, I wrote things.............I believe I carved a new road here on E.P. Back when I first joined, this site had not seen the likes of someone like me. A retired prostitute, a child of i.n.c.e.s.t., I wrote of the abuse I suffered at the hands of many men, my abortion of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 2, 2010

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    Baby Steps

     I've been here for 3 years. Every time I write a story I still stay on the light side, funny side or the nostalgic side.  It may take me another  year or never to share all my experiences and feelings.  It's not easy to reveal emotions , events and...
    wiseowl wiseowl 61-65, F 6 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Still I Write One

    I used to feel really vulnerable at first, then I met more people on EP and felt their love and care. Now I enjoy the honesty and freedom of writing my feelings without being judged.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 10, 2009

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    I Feel Vunerable... and I Like It

     I've been so tight lipped for so long that it feels good to have some where to go to let it all out. When I keep everything in I don't feel vulnerable, but I do feel rejected. I realize now that opening up helps me to accept myself more and to worry less about what others...
    prettyselfish prettyselfish 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    What To Expect

    Am I going to get nasty comments on how I'm a *** or about how I complain too much and need to get a life? Am I going to get advice on how to fix everything and be expected to take it and suddenly life will be all better? Am I going to have my own personal pity party? I never...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487 18-21, M Jul 17, 2011

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    Sometimes I Cry

    sometimes when i am writing it brings up some sad feelings.i like to write them though,it helps me get a better look at myself.
    mamaslittlebaby mamaslittlebaby 18-21, M Mar 12, 2009

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    ....

    I always feel so ******* vulnerable after writing some stories here on EP, especailly stories about my past, and things that I have gone through, and even more about my feelings, my fears, and all that crap....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 14, 2010

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    I Understand

    I just posted a forum on feeling sorry for people who have no faith in Christ, and all hell broke loose. I reported and flagged the person who caused all the chaos, but I don't even know if that will make a difference. The EP staff suggested that I change my title of feeling...
    MySweetLord MySweetLord 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Hate It.

    You put **** out there, stuff that you wouldn't dare talk about in real life, and then you wait for a response. I don't know what is worse, no response or a bad one.. I think none.. I could just as easily write this bollocks on paper and not expect a reply. I've written so...
    newmurderer newmurderer 66-70 Apr 20, 2010

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    Yeah

    At times I wonder why I put stories up, I suppose its cause I worry about whose going to read them. Alot of times I want to talk about things because then it might help me get over them, but honestly a lot of times I feel people are just judging me. I don't really like people...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M Jul 3, 2011

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    Sometimes...

    Occasionally i write stories about myself that i am not proud of... there are secrets that i keep even from myself upon occasion, and the idea of sharing them with the world is nerve wracking... and sometimes, the events I've recounted were so traumatic, that even writing about...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 19, 2009

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    Not Yet, But..

    I`ve never written an ep story, just joined.. but I can certainly relate.. because of my past experiences from other forums.. I guess it has a lot to do with social anxiety. the fear of beeing judged negatively by others. I probably have bipolar disorder (not yet been diagnosed...
    Norowl Norowl 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    Vulnerable

    Sometimes, it does affect me too after I write a story.  Once I write, it is somewhat hard and then when the finish product is there, it seems harder to deal with.  If I go back to read it, I can get vulnerable.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 5, 2011

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    This One Does It!

    I'm crabby!  I don't give a **** about anything right now.  Just how much is a person to take.  Sometimes life really sucks and I'm so freaken tired of it.  I'm tired with life.  Name one Fuc*n area in my life that I'm not having to deal with every day of...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 10 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    Even Little Posts

    I feel exposed and vulnerable when I post on here.. it's scary opening up. I've only made a few posts.. i haven't shared much yet.. and am pretty nervous.. but I"m going to try and do more, even if it is scary at times
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Traumatic Memories

    I can share all day and night about the positive feelings- the emotions of bliss, love, excitement, etc. But when I do share the darker side, the moments in my life when I wasn't sure I'd live to see another minute... the abuse, the loss of children, etc.-- inside, I am shutting...
    angelwings626 angelwings626 41-45, F 7 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I Gave You A Secret.

     you have some of my secrets and i said them to you. but sometimes i regret putting them up, but it helps, it gets them off my chest. but i still feel akward telling the world my daring secrets.
    theshortloud1 theshortloud1 18-21, F Dec 27, 2009

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    It Takes So Much

    some of my stories have drained me.i put to much emotion in those,stories.i love wrighting them.my hope is to help others.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Mar 14, 2009

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    Brings Back All the Emotions

     some of the stories i post are  the way it actually happened.and some are personal.they bring back the tears and pain.it leaves you and makes you naked.but post them i will.i hope if someone who reds it ans is going through something  like that,can read it and...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 2 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    Sometimes...

    I do write about some very disturbing facts of my past. Sometimes after writing those types of stories, I do feel vulnerable and often a little tearful. But, on the other hand, I am glad that I wrote it down. :-) It's good to get that stuff out and into the open. It's more...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 23, 2009

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    I got excited about writing about this this experience, minor though it might seem to others......because I feel a huge affinity with water. I feel invigorated standing next to the...
    AKLady15 AKLady15 26-30, F 2 Responses May 25

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    ahh fresh shower but still feel dirty .....don't feel loved.
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses May 4

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    i dont know why whenever i got a quick or a deap shower i feell like am newborn emotionally and physically and even my mind i feell like thoughts are floating in a sea everything...
    Granet Granet 22-25, F 8 Responses May 16

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    feeling clean its like a fresh start
    youngkinyteenmom youngkinyteenmom 18-21, F 1 Response May 4

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    Whether ill, injured, and plain dirty from farm work to working out. Nothing and I mean nothing makes me heal or feel more human than a good long hot shower! Love them!
    wjk1849 wjk1849 46-50, M 2 Responses May 8

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    Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. OK time to stop being a *****
    casualtyofwar casualtyofwar 22-25, M May 9

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    Ahhh all nice and clean straight from the shower nothing better :)
    nstar1983 nstar1983 31-35, F 11 Responses May 6

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    It doesn't matter if or how much I love someone, sex is gross. Plus you totally can cuddle in the shower, don't let anyone tell you different.
    rhythmix rhythmix 18-21, F 4 Responses May 8

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    Having that warm water sprinkle all down your body and wash all your cares away. Ah...
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    Hence, why I've been trying to capture the insects and spiders I find inside and release them outside. Most of the ones I find in and around my house aren't that dangerous. It's...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 4 days ago

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    anonymousgirl1906 anonymousgirl1906 13-15, F 1 Response May 17

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    NotADramaQueenK NotADramaQueenK 70+, F 2 Responses May 23

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    Barbiebased1 Barbiebased1 13-15, F 1 Response May 8

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    Some people just know what they want to do with their life but for me it's never been clear cut. I have a lot of things I'm good at but nothing I'm really great at. When I was a...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses May 11

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    I love writing stories of guys crossdressing, or of guys meeting one for the first time. So on and so forth. Can't do that here. There is not enough room, plus they like to...
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    tomanyfeeling28 tomanyfeeling28 26-30, F May 25

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    I like him but idk whether he like me or not.b4 this i can't even talk to u la G but recently we start to be friend.before this I just smile at u n u smile back n me and vice versa...
    ShyGirlbutStraightForward ShyGirlbutStraightForward 22-25, F 1 Response May 14

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    Everyone always talks about how they're heartbroken and how they struggle to move on. I see so many sad posts about people being left and how they can't get over a relationship...
    Skollon Skollon 18-21, F 2 Responses May 19

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