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I Feel Vulnerable After Writing Ep Stories

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 143 People

    I Gave You A Secret.

     you have some of my secrets and i said them to you. but sometimes i regret putting them up, but it helps, it gets them off my chest. but i still feel akward telling the world my daring secrets.
    theshortloud1 theshortloud1 18-21, F Dec 27, 2009

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    It Takes So Much

    some of my stories have drained me.i put to much emotion in those,stories.i love wrighting them.my hope is to help others.
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Mar 14, 2009

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    Brings Back All the Emotions

     some of the stories i post are  the way it actually happened.and some are personal.they bring back the tears and pain.it leaves you and makes you naked.but post them i will.i hope if someone who reds it ans is going through something  like that,can read it and...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 2 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    Vulnerable

    Sometimes, it does affect me too after I write a story.  Once I write, it is somewhat hard and then when the finish product is there, it seems harder to deal with.  If I go back to read it, I can get vulnerable.
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr 36-40, F Sep 5, 2011

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    Sometimes I Cry

    sometimes when i am writing it brings up some sad feelings.i like to write them though,it helps me get a better look at myself.
    mamaslittlebaby mamaslittlebaby 18-21, M Mar 12, 2009

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    Still I Write One

    I used to feel really vulnerable at first, then I met more people on EP and felt their love and care. Now I enjoy the honesty and freedom of writing my feelings without being judged.
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 10, 2009

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    Hate It.

    You put **** out there, stuff that you wouldn't dare talk about in real life, and then you wait for a response. I don't know what is worse, no response or a bad one.. I think none.. I could just as easily write this bollocks on paper and not expect a reply. I've written so...
    newmurderer newmurderer 66-70 Apr 20, 2010

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    Sometimes...

    I do write about some very disturbing facts of my past. Sometimes after writing those types of stories, I do feel vulnerable and often a little tearful. But, on the other hand, I am glad that I wrote it down. :-) It's good to get that stuff out and into the open. It's more...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Feb 23, 2009

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    "When we were children,

    we used to think that when we were grown-up we would no longer be vulnerable. But to grow up is to accept vulnerability... To be alive is to be vulnerable." Madeleine L'Engle
    yesenia25 yesenia25 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 29, 2014

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    Hell Yeah.........are You Kidding ?

    As Marji, I wrote things.............I believe I carved a new road here on E.P. Back when I first joined, this site had not seen the likes of someone like me. A retired prostitute, a child of i.n.c.e.s.t., I wrote of the abuse I suffered at the hands of many men, my abortion of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 2, 2010

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    Being 100% honest and opening up is terrifying.

    I want to voice my opinions and experiences somewhere but it's completely new to me. I have multiple disorders and am kind of lacking my own personality due to childhood trauma but I hope that this will help me come to term with things and understand myself a little better and...
    Alyssa5977 Alyssa5977 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 24, 2014

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    What To Expect

    Am I going to get nasty comments on how I'm a *** or about how I complain too much and need to get a life? Am I going to get advice on how to fix everything and be expected to take it and suddenly life will be all better? Am I going to have my own personal pity party? I never...
    StrippedxPride487 StrippedxPride487 18-21, M Jul 17, 2011

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    This One Does It!

    I'm crabby!  I don't give a **** about anything right now.  Just how much is a person to take.  Sometimes life really sucks and I'm so freaken tired of it.  I'm tired with life.  Name one Fuc*n area in my life that I'm not having to deal with every day of...
    WarriorMom WarriorMom 51-55, F 10 Responses Mar 31, 2009

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    Even Little Posts

    I feel exposed and vulnerable when I post on here.. it's scary opening up. I've only made a few posts.. i haven't shared much yet.. and am pretty nervous.. but I"m going to try and do more, even if it is scary at times
    hayliepartychick hayliepartychick 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 13, 2013

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    Traumatic Memories

    I can share all day and night about the positive feelings- the emotions of bliss, love, excitement, etc. But when I do share the darker side, the moments in my life when I wasn't sure I'd live to see another minute... the abuse, the loss of children, etc.-- inside, I am shutting...
    angelwings626 angelwings626 41-45, F 7 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I Feel Vunerable... and I Like It

     I've been so tight lipped for so long that it feels good to have some where to go to let it all out. When I keep everything in I don't feel vulnerable, but I do feel rejected. I realize now that opening up helps me to accept myself more and to worry less about what others...
    prettyselfish prettyselfish 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    Yeah

    At times I wonder why I put stories up, I suppose its cause I worry about whose going to read them. Alot of times I want to talk about things because then it might help me get over them, but honestly a lot of times I feel people are just judging me. I don't really like people...
    doritos1254 doritos1254 26-30, M Jul 3, 2011

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    Baby Steps

     I've been here for 3 years. Every time I write a story I still stay on the light side, funny side or the nostalgic side.  It may take me another  year or never to share all my experiences and feelings.  It's not easy to reveal emotions , events and...
    wiseowl wiseowl 61-65, F 6 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    Not Yet, But..

    I`ve never written an ep story, just joined.. but I can certainly relate.. because of my past experiences from other forums.. I guess it has a lot to do with social anxiety. the fear of beeing judged negatively by others. I probably have bipolar disorder (not yet been diagnosed...
    Norowl Norowl 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 30, 2011

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    ....

    I always feel so ******* vulnerable after writing some stories here on EP, especailly stories about my past, and things that I have gone through, and even more about my feelings, my fears, and all that crap....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 14, 2010

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    Sometimes...

    Occasionally i write stories about myself that i am not proud of... there are secrets that i keep even from myself upon occasion, and the idea of sharing them with the world is nerve wracking... and sometimes, the events I've recounted were so traumatic, that even writing about...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F Mar 19, 2009

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    I Understand

    I just posted a forum on feeling sorry for people who have no faith in Christ, and all hell broke loose. I reported and flagged the person who caused all the chaos, but I don't even know if that will make a difference. The EP staff suggested that I change my title of feeling...
    MySweetLord MySweetLord 36-40, F 3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

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    btiny13 btiny13 70+ 5 Responses Mar 6

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    Always the case for me, but ESPECIALLY when Im sick. I get a half hour window of feeling good after a long hot shower!
    Stonewall0404 Stonewall0404 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 3

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    Do you know the feeling after you wake up from a nap? This sleepy feeling that wants you to close your eyes again and sleep trough the day? Yeah? Just take a nice, cold shower...
    CeMi1706 CeMi1706 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I know that I feel better when I feel sleepy and that happen every time after shower , just want to relax and listen to nice track
    as3adsamy as3adsamy 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 2

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    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 28

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    My partner told me she's not feeling nothing for anymore and to be honest that gets me happy because she made it easier for me to tell her that i don't either
    pablo303 pablo303 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 7

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    Who Knew Love Could Destroy You Into A Million Pieces :-
    K7R4N7LC K7R4N7LC 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Sadly, showers had been the cause of my souring mood today. Sigh.
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    JacobJastrow JacobJastrow 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 28

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    I just took a shower and now im freezing because the hot water ran out too fast?? Idk
    jenniferkaye09 jenniferkaye09 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    its gonna be along night...
    Kanimaz Kanimaz 13-15, F Mar 5

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    shortfry3 shortfry3 13-15, F Mar 7

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    all of my life I've put myself on the back burner to help friends and family and in a blink of an eye I turned 36. I've never been in a relationship, I've never really done...
    monteJ monteJ 31-35, M Mar 8

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    I don't take showers in the morning because I find myself late for school. Time passes quickly when the waters hot and I don't want to get out.
    hhannahhbabe hhannahhbabe 13-15, F 5 Responses Mar 15

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    Mom and dad are always on at me for taking too long in the shower. "What are you doing in there?" Lol. One day I might tell but sometimes I can't resist the tickling warmth. A...
    Emily2002uk Emily2002uk 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Taking a shower is always beneficial. I shower many times during a heat wave.
    SaxonWhip SaxonWhip 61-65, M Mar 20

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    Unless the water pressure was weak. Or hot water was absent.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    And now is one of those times... Off to bed with me! Good night EPeoples.
    3Dogmatic 3Dogmatic 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    It is so refreshing. And it felt like all my worries, stress and the heavy emotion that clung to me was washed away by the cool water. There is a reason why I tend to shower quite...
    AtashinoSunflower AtashinoSunflower 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    A shower a day keeps me happy
    tinklover tinklover 31-35, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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