Vulnerable - Sometimes, it does affect me too after I write a story. Once I write, it is somewhat hard and then when the finish product is there, it seems harder to deal with. If I go back to read it, I can get vulnerable.
Whateverrrrr 0 Sep 5, 2011
Baby Steps - I've been here for 3 years. Every time I write a story I still stay on the light side, funny side or the nostalgic side. It may take me another year or never to share all my experiences and feelings. It's not easy to reveal emotions ...
wiseowl 7 Responses 3 Dec 27, 2009
This One Does It! - I'm crabby! I don't give a **** about anything right now. Just how much is a person to take. Sometimes life really sucks and I'm so freaken tired of it. I'm tired with life. Name one Fuc*n area in my life that I'm not having to...
WarriorMom 10 Responses 5 Mar 31, 2009
Not Yet, But.. - I`ve never written an ep story, just joined.. but I can certainly relate.. because of my past experiences from other forums.. I guess it has a lot to do with social anxiety. the fear of beeing judged negatively by others. I probably have bipolar disorder (not yet...
Norowl 1 Response 0 Aug 30, 2011
I Understand - I just posted a forum on feeling sorry for people who have no faith in Christ, and all hell broke loose. I reported and flagged the person who caused all the chaos, but I don't even know if that will make a difference. The EP staff suggested that I change my title...
MySweetLord 3 Responses 1 Oct 5, 2009
It's Refreshing Yet Sad - Most of the stories I post are personal to me and the only ones who know about them are those who are in the moments. Writing on here makes me simply feel refreshed and renewed about all those memories and moments in time. This site has changed me allot...
crossbonesandstars 0 Mar 29, 2009
I Feel Vunerable... and I Like It - I've been so tight lipped for so long that it feels good to have some where to go to let it all out. When I keep everything in I don't feel vulnerable, but I do feel rejected. I realize now that opening up helps me to accept myself more...
prettyselfish 2 Responses 0 Oct 5, 2009
Hell Yeah.........are You Kidding ? - As Marji, I wrote things.............I believe I carved a new road here on E.P. Back when I first joined, this site had not seen the likes of someone like me. A retired prostitute, a child of i.n.c.e.s.t., I wrote of the abuse I suffered at...
deleted 2 Responses 2 Jan 2, 2010
Sometimes... - I do write about some very disturbing facts of my past. Sometimes after writing those types of stories, I do feel vulnerable and often a little tearful. But, on the other hand, I am glad that I wrote it down. :-) It's good to get that stuff out and into the open...
deleted 1 Response 2 Feb 23, 2009
Even Little Posts - I feel exposed and vulnerable when I post on here.. it's scary opening up. I've only made a few posts.. i haven't shared much yet.. and am pretty nervous.. but I"m going to try and do more, even if it is scary at times
hayliepartychick 6 Responses 5 Oct 13
What To Expect - Am I going to get nasty comments on how I'm a *** or about how I complain too much and need to get a life? Am I going to get advice on how to fix everything and be expected to take it and suddenly life will be all better? Am I going to have my own personal pity...
StrippedxPride487 0 Jul 17, 2011
Still I Write One - I used to feel really vulnerable at first, then I met more people on EP and felt their love and care. Now I enjoy the honesty and freedom of writing my feelings without being judged.
LordVoldemort 4 Responses 0 Mar 10, 2009
Traumatic Memories - I can share all day and night about the positive feelings- the emotions of bliss, love, excitement, etc. But when I do share the darker side, the moments in my life when I wasn't sure I'd live to see another minute... the abuse, the loss of children, etc...
angelwings626 7 Responses 1 Nov 17, 2010
Brings Back All the Emotions - some of the stories i post are the way it actually happened.and some are personal.they bring back the tears and pain.it leaves you and makes you naked.but post them i will.i hope if someone who reds it ans is going through something ...
ghostofmyself 2 Responses 1 Oct 6, 2009
.... - I always feel so ******* vulnerable after writing some stories here on EP, especailly stories about my past, and things that I have gone through, and even more about my feelings, my fears, and all that crap....
deleted 0 Dec 14, 2010
Sometimes... - Occasionally i write stories about myself that i am not proud of... there are secrets that i keep even from myself upon occasion, and the idea of sharing them with the world is nerve wracking... and sometimes, the events I've recounted were so traumatic, that even...
Shierke 0 Mar 19, 2009
It Takes So Much - some of my stories have drained me.i put to much emotion in those,stories.i love wrighting them.my hope is to help others.
ghostofmyself 0 Mar 14, 2009
Hate It. - You put **** out there, stuff that you wouldn't dare talk about in real life, and then you wait for a response. I don't know what is worse, no response or a bad one.. I think none.. I could just as easily write this bollocks on paper and not expect a reply. I've...
newmurderer 0 Apr 20, 2010
I Gave You A Secret. - you have some of my secrets and i said them to you. but sometimes i regret putting them up, but it helps, it gets them off my chest. but i still feel akward telling the world my daring secrets.
theshortloud1 0 Dec 27, 2009
I Always Feel Better After A Shower - i always feel better after a shower because i take my time especially if water is hot,then i get out dry off,and put my all over,and sometimes shave,
bluesky50 1 Response 0 Nov 27
Aftermath Of Story Telling - feel vulnerable and blue after the story telling last night blame it on the strong cuppa coffee in the afternoon causing my insomnia blame it on the person who inspired me to write and share my story
rio765 0 Nov 29
Always Feel Better After A Shower - There is nothing better than getting into a shower feeling that warm water and the various shower head spray settings sending water to various parts of your naked body from mild to ruff and it feels good hitting certain body parts that...
huntmar 0 Nov 23
I love writing stories because I can talk about things that will never happen. There are no limits in writing. I can write about finding that one perfect guy for me. I can write about anything...💕
braylinbennett 2 1 day ago
I love writing stories on Ep and reading them. It's a new hobby and it keeps me out of trouble.
Blatinasrock 0 5 days ago
19 Year Old Man Who Feels Weird Being Vulnerable - I have never had a girlfriend, never had sex, never kissed, never hugged or had any intimate experience with a woman ever. I feel trapped in a loop; I can't experience these things as I don't approch women as I've low self...
stubg 0 a week ago
Love My Mornings Alone! - I have to agree that I always feel better after a shower. When I first wake up I the morning I just don't feel like doing anything, and I have five kids to get around for school. My day always starts off hectic and ends the same way, lol. When it is time...
Sapphirebaby000 1 Nov 20
Always Feel Better After A Shower - if the water is right i can stay in for an hour or more,using good products,i look for ward to taking a shower everyday,
bluesky50 1 Response 1 a week ago
Outcast Part 3 - I was going to black out again, when I saw something, that not heaven could even give that would be better. Light. The scent of outside. My luck is just so strange, once just amazing, the other just terrible. The forest gave me new strength. I was nearly there...
lonewolfdestiny 1 Response 1 Nov 10
Outcast Part 1 - Outcast. A word I always dreaded. I can still hear the echo of guns and mocking laughter. They are everywhere, closing every second... I am alone. And death is at my doorstep. My eyes are wide with fear. I dare not to say a word, in terror of being found. Nowhere...
lonewolfdestiny 2 Responses 2 Nov 9
Need Helpsss Please - i am currently writing a story that i want to get publish but i need a co-writer any one interested?
BabyCakeBunny 1 Response 0 Nov 14
Outcast Part 2 - I crashed into the woods just before I blacked out. I saw the dream I saw nearly every night. The hot, sandy tongue, wincing grey furballs, and a howl in the distance. It always confused me, until now. It was different. There was something else. I saw my mother...
lonewolfdestiny 0 Nov 10
I - turned my shower to full pressure mode, sat down in the tub, hugging my knees, facing the opposite way and feeling the pressure of hot steamy shower on my back. It simply felt like the water was boiling away my stress, making me think of absolutely nothing except of how good...
firefly0serenity 2 Responses 1 Nov 18
After a nice long shower... I think that's when I feel relax.
superderfcrazybitch1000 2 Responses 0 1 day ago
There's nothing like a shower after a long hard time outdoors with exercise, gardening or anything that requires exertion and sweat. To see the dirt, perspiration and oils go down the drain is one of the best feelings in the world as you feel that clean exuberance that comes from...
cards3 0 1 day ago
I love taking showers. I love how relaxed and refreshed I feel afterwards. Its a good way to begin and end the day. I especially love getting showers at night because I can get into my warm pjs and hop right into my bed. And as for getting my morning one...It helps to wake me up...
Smileeboo 2 Responses 2 22 hours ago
I Love It - I love crying in the shower to let everything out I'm so use to do it even when my day was great I'd still cry in the shower. After I get done with the shower I gather myself and put myself together and become strong again.
kimberly3286 1 Response 0 Nov 19
Yes it is such a great feeling. It always makes me feel 100 times better no matter what. So relaxing
Colton94 1 Response 0 a week ago
Morning And Night... - There is nothing like a shower to refresh and revitalize! It honestly makes me feel human again. Yummy scented shower gels and clean shiny hair. I can't understand people that don't like to shower every day!
justmeand11 1 Response 3 Nov 10
Awesome - I can be having the worst day ever, where everything and anything goes wrong but all it takes is a hot shower. I am instantly in an amazing mood, I feel like I can do anything. A hot shower is also awesome for sore muscles, I know baths can be great too but there is...
lostgoth 1 Response 1 Nov 17
Showering Cleanses In More Than One Way - With the hot waters you not only wash away the dirt and sweat of the day, but also all the energy residue people have left with you during your interactions of the day. That is why you feel brand new. :-)
Desiderius 1 Response 1 Nov 23
Oh Yes - sweating the whole day, sticky, and the dust all over,thats when you ***** naked stand under the shower and let the water run over your body. you feel better the moment went the water starts running. then . . . . . . PJ and in bed lol
Blesskop1 1 Response 2 a week ago
when i take a shower i feel like i wash away everything bad that happened before and i can start again!
zeezee669 0 6 days ago
I can't go to sleep without taking a shower. I feel dirty and grimy without one. I also like to take that time to get my embarrassing urges to dance and sing out of the way. Showers are wonderful.
Lynzee13 1 Response 3 1 day ago
Relax - In my house I'll have a giant tiled room with a shallow lake the whole room will be full of steam and different fruit and flowers and chests with music in strange languages and an orchard, and a punching bag shaped like satan who melts away a bit everytime I punch him and...
Denzebarrrn 0 Nov 18
Quick And Refreshing - But for real relaxation I love a bath.
avatarunknown 3 Responses 1 Nov 18
Unfortunately... - Our bodies absorb dirt from the air, and secrete sebum and other oils and fluids everyday as we live in them. Having a shower controls this to a degree, cleansing the skin. I just live to shower, and I do at least twice a day!
aoutdouze 1 Response 1 a week ago
Stressful job. Long hours. Early mornings. Late nights. Cooking. Ironing. Life. All can be forgotten with a nice, long, hot, steamy shower.
SirLaughalots 2 Responses 3 3 days ago
There is just something about a hot shower. It can wake you up in the morning, relax you in the evening, and lead to other things with your spouse ;) if the mood/timing is right lol. Seriously thigh, showers are just amazing :)
flyboy84 1 Response 0 3 days ago
Was Not Expecting To Write These Many Stories - Almost going on month 11 on EP. Never in my life I would picture of writing so many stories. I guess I had allot to stay. There some people might judge how I write. If they known I have a language based learning disability maybe...
willyg2013 0 Nov 28
This is my escape! I love writing and poetry! I can go on for years writing when i am emotional or blank. I am constantly writing stories or re-playing events of my life in my mind and the paper i bleed my pen against is the exact moment of support when my thought relive the...
islandkween 1 Response 0 3 days ago
Poem 0.0 - So I had to write a poem for my creative writing class. I love writing, writing stories, poem are so ******* hard for me to write. But I did write one. This is my poem, I can't tell if it's ****** or not but enjoy or at least try to ahah. Oh! It's called Windows To The...
Wynnieskye 3 Responses 3 Nov 21
Residual feelings. - its been over a year since my break up with someone who treated my so poorly. I was lied to, deceived, cheated on, and led on. I let so many red flags go unnoticed because I wanted to do everything I could to express that my feelings were absolute. But every...
dannylivinlife 0 Nov 19
When Do You Know It's Time To End It? - We met online. He was very much what I was looking for physically: close to my age, similar build, beefy, hairy, sexy, etc. He was in my city several times a year for work. We chatted for a week the first time, then agreed to meet for...
starbucks1 0 Nov 25
Writing Is My New Best Friend :) - Writing is the best thing ever. I didn't realize until now how much it could help. I didn't realize how I could use it as an outlet rather then repress the feelings and thoughts I never knew how to express. As a kid growing up I never understand...
Hopeforchange13 0 Nov 22
I enjoy writing stories. So you can put a request for a story, and I'll do it! Although I have to warn you, they aren't the best.
derp1324 1 Response 2 6 days ago
Writing is therapeutic - We all have ways of expressing ourselves. Some do it through the clothing that they wear in terms of fashion. Others do it in the composition of artwork, such as painting or sketching. Even some express themselves verbally by venting whether it be in...
NinjaGuide321 1 Response 0 5 days ago
**"astral Projection And My Amazing Stories" Series** - I Astral Travel Most Nights And Talk To The Dead.... PART 1 ******************************************* Hi there I am 31 years old and, I wanted to share my experience with "astral projection". This is PART 1 of my stories...
Kezza31 1 Response 1 Nov 11
I'm usually good at hiding my feelings but lately it's getting harder and all of my friends are like you look like your gonna cry and they keep asking me what's wrong and when I say nothing ( which is usually a lie) there like 'I'm gonna find out what's wrong with u ' the walls I...
courtneyDan 0 3 days ago
I Am Writing A Love Letter - My Dearest L, You know that I am a newbie at EP. I found the site by accident. I didn't know a place like this existed. I started out as newbies do. I read a lot of pieces. Many were silly, some were tragic, some made me laugh, some turned me on...
tdguy 2 Responses 5 2 days ago
Fictional Writing Prompt - So this is a short story I wrote for class in first person about someone totally different than me. How can two sisters be so different? My sister is warm,giving,sensitive to others feelings. She is beautiful with sparkling blue eyes, great hair, and...
Acid1 0 Nov 16