I Feel Vulnerable

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 109 People

    You Could Easily Hurt Me And You Know It

    With you, my guard is almost completely down. I place my fears, my dark secrets, and my dreams with you, and I share everything. I am almost completely open to you. I listen and obey you, even when I have other plans. I am allowing you to mold and shape me into what you want. I...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 14, 2011

    Fallen.

    It feels like someone pulled the rug from under my feet when i wasn't even looking and let me fall, broken, to the ground...and everyone stood watching....laughing...not laughing because of the fall...but because i was so naive to expect anything different.....bf.
    TheRealMimi TheRealMimi
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Apr 2, 2010

    Vulnerable..

    I was at a friends house and we were both in bed sleeping later in the afternoon because we had had a long day. I kept drifting off to sleep, waking up with her dad standing by the door watching me sleep. I shut my eyes pretending i was asleep, every time i opened them there he...
    mellybo mellybo
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 11, 2011

    Today a 'friend' read through a private letter

    and denied it. The letter contains some very personal feelings (my ex was abusive and I left him this letter when I managed to get away) The things in the letter are things I don't talk or think about anymore and I'm embarrassed and angry about the whole thing.
    DreamingUpaStorm DreamingUpaStorm
    22-25, F
    Jun 22, 2014

    19 Year Old Man Who Feels Weird Being Vulnerable

    I have never had a girlfriend, never had sex, never kissed, never hugged or had any intimate experience with a woman ever. I feel trapped in a loop; I can't experience these things as I don't approch women as I've low self confidence, and as a result my self confidence drops and...
    stubg stubg
    18-21, M
    Dec 2, 2013

    Especially After This Casey Anthony Trial

    If someone chooses to murder me, they now know that our justice system doesn't protect the victims. If that person has the know-how and opportunity to hide their tracks with any half-assed effort, my murderer can (and probably will) go free, under our laws. I feel like, I need to...
    Infinite9 Infinite9
    70+, F
    Jul 6, 2011

    I Often Do...

    Feel very vulnerable...i guess it's because of what happened to me. But there's not a moment in the day that i don't feel vulnerable. its just depends on how vulnerable i feel at that time of the day...
    FlyAwayDreamer18 FlyAwayDreamer18
    18-21, F
    Apr 10, 2010

    i really like this girl

    and i feel like she could break my heart. i've never felt like this about anyone. it makes me want to distance myself from her so that i dont end up hurt but i also want to be around her all the time...
    artandtravel artandtravel
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Sep 23, 2014

    Aftermath Of Story Telling

    feel vulnerable and blue after the story telling last night blame it on the strong cuppa coffee in the afternoon causing my insomnia blame it on the person who inspired me to write and share my story
    rio765 rio765
    22-25
    Nov 29, 2013

    Feeling Bad

    I woke up this morning in a bad mood. I couldn’t shake it either.I was thinking about things that upset me such as:·         Angry comments from my daughter’s father about the medication she takes (he’s hardly involved in her life).·         Being jealous...
    zeeva70 zeeva70
    41-45, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2013

    I'm Afraid

    My vulnerabilities are making me feel weak right now. The simplest things could break me. I feel a little bit outside of my body, like I don't fit anywhere. I am uneasy, skeptical and afraid. I don't want to let anyone get too close because I don't want them to know. I don...
    Lucidblue Lucidblue
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Nov 1, 2011

    Not So Bright Side Of Me !!

    Now a days I do feel vulnerable most of the times.Although I am aware of this weakness of mine but still I find it difficult to overcome it. I had never been vulnerable in my school or college days...in fact I used to be a pretty strong minded person.Everyone used to look up...
    Aliva Aliva
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Apr 7, 2010

    I've seen a new level of my own vulnerability.

    I feel weak and exposed, and it shows.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Nov 22, 2014

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