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    It's the kind looming calm you feel during the

    setting of the sun. That perfect dusk emotion... It's a beautiful melancholy that comes with a sudden urge to feel 'alive', then gradually dulls as you realize just how isolated you are from the rest of the world. It's weird, and I can't distinguish its detrimental effects from...
    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 21, 2014

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    I need to document this.

    This is when I start wondering if I'm really bipolar, which I don't want to be. I've been having a serious bout of depression since the end of July. A couple of shitastic things happened then, and the past year or so has been not super great, so I've just been barely dragging...
    awolf13 awolf13 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 18, 2014

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    everytime i start to get feelings

    for someone its only short term and im tired of being single but i dont feel the connection long enough to get in a relationship with the person
    Dandrew96 Dandrew96 18-21, M Jan 13

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    I just do. I have a strange feeling

    and I don't know what it is. Last night I was filled with that energy again like my blood became electricity. I felt out of it and far away and confused. I started to lose it and had to hide in the bathroom. Mentally I heard the words "And they shall be liberated from their...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 6, 2014

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    We in dis *****, finna get crunk,

    eyebrows on fleek, dafuq?
    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F Nov 29, 2014

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    I know I have a good writing,

    my friends tell me that. And I love to write notes when I was younger and was still a student. Now that I have work and I'm mostly in front of a computer, it feels so weird that when I write something, it looks like a grade school student had written it. And if I also sign for...
    thecharmedone004 thecharmedone004 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 15, 2014

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    I wanna feel good.. The person closest to me

    recently died, the girl I was seeing decided to break things off, I guess she thought once my life for bad, to make it even worse huh? Yeah I'm used to this feeling. I need people, I need any other feeling besides this feeling. Heart attack 24/7, horrible.. Someone prove to me...
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M Oct 15, 2014

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    Yep, I told someone my deepest secrets,

    something I thought I'd never let out. Why? I have no idea, I don't trust people, why the hell didn't tell her? I'm starting to trust someone, I think. I don't know the feeling, but it feels right I think.
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M Sep 16, 2014

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    Or Is It Normal?

    There is a boiling feeling in my stomach, there's a tornado running through my veins, there's a deafening hiss passing through my ears, there's a blinding noise blocking my sight, there's a cold sting trembling my hands, there's a misty weight weakening my knees, My breath...
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 11 Responses Feb 25, 2009

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    I just haven't been myself lately at all.

    I guess it must be the stress from exams. High stress levels for half a month is not ok. I've just been so easily aggravated and restless and unhappy. That's not me. I'm usually silly and upbeat and content. Ugh. College stop making me bitter.
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3, 2014

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    As a guy sometimes i feel like i have to not

    look at things because it would seem kinda pervy, for example other day family member was moving i was helping him and there was 2 other girls there and both of them had on yoga pants so every time they would like walk infront of me or like bend over to pick up a box i would...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Sep 18, 2014

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    Well, Hmm...

    I just got back home, not too long ago. I had stopped by the hairdresser to fix my hairdo. And then I went shopping for a present for my therapist. Tomorrow will be our LAST session and then I will be assigned a new one. :-/ I feel weird, because I talked a lot of smack about my...
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Jun 22, 2009

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    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    Stressed. Depression.

    Sadness. Self-pity. Regret. These are but a few of the words that come to mind when trying to describe my mood as of late. Now before you call a suicide prevention number on my behalf, please know that I am aware that the condition these words describe will pass. The problem...
    CaptainHowdy21 CaptainHowdy21 22-25, F Dec 18, 2013

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    In a strange mindset right

    now that I can't really explain.....it's like I'm not myself.....I feel so detached from everything around me. I also almost feel as though I'm in limbo. Why am I here? What is the point? Life just goes on and on. I'm stuck in it. Stuck in this pathetic body that can't do...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 13, 2014

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    Joined For Another Reason

    I was asked why I felt weird and had different ideas at that time, being back to work. I am feeling weird because I miss you, even though I know where you are, that we will talk again very soon and that you will always be there for me.  I am...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 25, 2009

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    I have been feeling water drops on me lately Idk

    where it's coming from. I'll feel it out of no where and when I go to feel there's nothing when I'm wearing pants or a long sleeve it feels like it's touching my bear skin and it's usually cold. It comes out of random I could be inside or outside and I'll feel it. Does anyone...
    MellyMelsz MellyMelsz 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2014

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    I swallowed a grape on accident.

    :/ My first time swallowing a grape lol.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    My wisdom teeth are messing with my face,

    like bad.... And I think I'm getting sick -_- Tis not a good night
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 25, 2014

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    Have you ever had that feeling

    where you just wanna scream until your lungs collapse?
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 10, 2014

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    Whats Life

    am i going crazy or life is going faster then ever before... i am 18 years old is it just i am growing up or somehow it really is true? it feels so weird tho i never felt life being so fast like this is it that im closer to getting old... but how can life be faster hour is by...
    annablondezz annablondezz 18-21 1 Response Jun 25, 2009

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    Its been a week that I always woke up very

    early, then now I am sick. :( It's hard. I have lots of work to do but I just can't do it.
    cindievortex cindievortex 18-21, F 1 Response May 9, 2014

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    Ummm should I pretend this is not weird 0.

    o ummm ok I guess that's enough internet for a day didn't feel like putting that kid out tho
    IsMyStory IsMyStory 16-17, F Dec 12, 2014

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    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M Sep 22, 2014

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    Its comforting but also kind of scary to know

    yourself and your motivations... Be able to honestly look at yourself and know why you do this or that. I can't help but get this feeling that something bad is going to happen soon, I can't escape the idea that there's something coming that's going to be a pivotal moment in the...
    iamFrightened iamFrightened 18-21, M 1 Response May 13, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel manic,

    on the verge of some hysterical breakdown.I used to think it was the caffeine but I don't drink caffeinated beverages anymore.Not in ages.It's like I want to let go of something,de-pressurise,fill up on a fresh batch of...What? Stability? Sanity? What I crave is oblivion,though...
    KurMujunTheJoker KurMujunTheJoker 18-21, M Feb 22

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    Why can't people have normal conversations

    without implying some type of sexual innuendo..? Please prey on someone your own age.. or not at all.
    RayneZ RayneZ 13-15, F Jul 13, 2014

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    So, it's been 12 days

    since I last SI. It hasn't been long, but I feel happy for myself. It's hard resisting all the urges, but what's harder is seeing my partner's face when I tell him I need to SI. So, 12 days today. I had a really difficult time resisting urges yesterday afternoon, went to bed...
    Kneetar04 Kneetar04 18-21, F Aug 21, 2014

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    s0undgarden s0undgarden 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 17

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    Sick, insominia, loneliness,

    uncomfortable, anxious, stressed, desperate, sadness, confusion. What do I do now? Am I going to throw up? Everything is annoying right now and out of place. I am lost and its making me feel sick. And it hurts. It's painful. Even the word painful is painful. I'm never going to...
    angel510 angel510 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel much weird.

    Why we are here in this world. If there is no one in this world, how it would be. Or if I go outside of world, how I feel. These small thoughts make me so weird that I cannot delineate.
    Raisul5531 Raisul5531 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 24, 2014

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    Definitely

    Like there's a heat in my chest. Not really burning, but... just a warmth. It's odd. It started about an hour ago I don't know where it came from.
    Infinite9 Infinite9 70+, F 1 Response Jun 14, 2011

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    Guys....... for the first time in my life.

    . smthg which if brought up make me feel like dyin just didnt.... the thing was brought up i felt shocked but it faded it didnt last and i didnt even tear I felt mature abt the thing and..Im so confused..what do u think is going on..?
    Dareme66 Dareme66 18-21, F Dec 20, 2014

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    So I feel very weird today,

    I just want to get out of my body and not in a good way :(
    mombo0987 mombo0987 26-30, M Feb 10

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    I'm in the mood everything

    but nothing at the same time
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Talked to my ex that i havent talked to

    or seen in two years and boy was it awkard
    Heyababe Heyababe 18-21, F Nov 26, 2014

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    After going to dinner with a lot of my friends,

    I realized none of them really knew me. They knew me as the girl they did x with, worked with, or shredded with. They knew a part of me- a genuine part that worked with what they wanted. I didn't feel stimulated- I felt nothing. I was surrounded by 15 people who I've claimed...
    tefaire tefaire 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 8, 2013

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    I have no Christmas spirit at all.

    Ehh whatever, **** it.
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M Dec 14, 2014

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    Weird In A Good Way

    Sometimes, its so awesome to be weird in a good way because, in the middle of a problem it could be helpful by making people laugh while making yourself laugh as well. But sometimes when it comes to a serious and certain situations, its somewhat inappropriate. Weird world with...
    ThelaughingSky ThelaughingSky 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 11, 2012

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    Its About Love....

    I hate this feeling, but I think its correct, at some point I start to hate love, just because it hurts, Not me, I dont care about myself. Its about my peers, those who matter. Whenever one is in pain because of love, love as in, their relationship mainly, its out of your...
    Floydian Floydian 22-25, M 7 Responses Mar 5, 2009

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    I don't know, I just feel dissatisfied with my

    life. I just feel all whatever. I don't really care about anything. I'm just existing. That's how I felt today at school. I think it's depression based on the Internet :/ others wouldn't understand. It's like you're expected by the people you socialize with to be super outgoing...
    dykotomy dykotomy 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Holy ****! This old man on Facebook said he was

    a lesbian girl my age and stuff but when we talked he was a man
    jeyhere jeyhere 13-15, F Feb 4

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    So the other day during passing period this

    girl looked at me for the longest time as I was passing by her. Almost like she was glaring at me. And I was just thinking "why" because I've never done anything to her or even met her before. It wasn't an accidental glance either :/ Anyway I went home thinking about how people...
    PartyPat2336 PartyPat2336 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 6, 2014

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    Weird Moods The Last Couple Of Days

    I can't even really explain them. The week started off strong and has since slowly declined. I felt like I've been going through the motions lately and feel empty and inexplicably lonely and sad. Even EP isn't as much fun as it used to be (though that is probably a *good* thing...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response May 9, 2013

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    IS IT NORMAL to feel in love

    and happy with someone. But still feel something to another person?
    iamnotshy iamnotshy 22-25 Jul 23, 2014

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