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    Good Person

    i know i am a good person. i was with a bf that did nothing but lie to me. i don't know why i still love him but i do. i am waiting for this to pass. it just seems so intense to me still. i just found out that everything i thought i knew about him wasn't even true. my friends...
    MyraG MyraG 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 29, 2009

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    Just Briefly

    I don't wanna' feel used. I want to deny it.Just because I bought her a car, a bed, a living room set, a couple of diamond rings (she has two hands after all), paid some big debts for her, gave her an HDTV, and she's living under the roof on which I am paying the rent, I shouldn...
    MPsslavetommy MPsslavetommy 66-70, M 1 Response Jan 24, 2010

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    I Think The Woman Who... Is Wearing Out Her Welcome

    I don't like the way she spends my money without asking or talking about it but really watches my spending. Thirty dollars at a liquor store (I'd like something to drink, too) fifty for somebody's vital records when she doesn't need any vital records, and seventy for something...
    MPsslavetommy MPsslavetommy 66-70, M Jun 25, 2010

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    A Sad Fact of Life

    It's happened too often in my past. Almost every relationship that I've been involved in it turns into finding out that they wanted something other than love and commitment from me.  I can honestly say that there have only been two times in my life...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 Aug 17, 2009

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    that feeling is so energizing and comforting
    sierraseptember sierraseptember 26-30, F 10 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I wish I could say used to but I just woke up from a nap and I was half way through taking a monstrous leak, as they sat the show must go on! And now I'm soaked
    Ebonerr Ebonerr 22-25 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    It's not something I want to elaborate on. It's something that just is. Like every thing else this feeling will pass.
    DreamRiver DreamRiver 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Feeling confident in how I been feeling. It feels liberating and amazing.
    Underdogtop Underdogtop 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    And feeling a little hurt. You're special to me but I guess I'm not special to you. Apparently it's one sided. As always......
    lovesthenightsky lovesthenightsky 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    As I lie awake at 2:30 in the middle of the night in total darkness, the only light coming from the tablet that I tell my secrets to, I think of you. I wish tonight that you were...
    Niknak9225 Niknak9225 22-25, F 22 hrs ago

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    I just often don't know how I'm feeling and it confuses me. Right now I'm feeling very happy and excited but still deep down I feel like I'm missing something. And I don't know...
    Alessyy Alessyy 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    ...i used to keep a journal in a text document program like Word or Text Edit...i have deleted many of them. i threw out so many journals all the way back from age 5. i have had...
    cosmosdrift cosmosdrift 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    i used to be a very, very happy young girl. i had a bright future ahead of me, i was a good kid, had many friends, healthy relationships with my family members, and was top of my...
    littlemissblondie littlemissblondie 16-17, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've had DPD for like 2 and a bit years. I used to smoke weed with my boyfriend at the time and I assumed that being incredibly anxious all the time was what "high" was meant to...
    Fluxus Fluxus 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I am not the person I used to be, in every aspect this could be taken. Re-read and think, then breath and feel the relief of no longer being that person you used to be.
    BastardBlue BastardBlue 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I used to be fun, crazy and energetic. I used to have wild adventures, inappropriate sex and sing like nobody could hear me. I used to dance and laugh. Now, now I'm old and...
    BookGrl BookGrl 41-45, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    AHH! I've tried to control it. I've tried to let it out just screaming. trying to release the raw anger and emotion. but it isn't helping. I need to get my release the only other...
    MasterKush25 MasterKush25 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Why you? Where is the man I once knew? The one who I thought would never hurt me, especially not gonna make me cry? Where is the man that I fought for? Who's so gentle and loving...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Last year, i realized that i have been working too much for the past few years. Now I am showing poor performance at work. I can't concentrate and forget things very often...
    Nionio Nionio 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Why does everything have to progressively get worse? I miss when my life had more meaning. When I could say "I'm OK" without lying. I'm too tired to continue this pointless fight...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I used to be open about my feelings-until I wised up and realized that the common thread in human nature is self interest. Anytime you show the slightest amount of vulnerability to...
    sambular1313 sambular1313 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    Whatever and however you are today is a result of the rest of your past. What I find sad is actually not remembering what happened In those times, what makes you You! Lately I've...
    KeithTheDude KeithTheDude 18-21, M Jan 31

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    My 18th birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks and I'm starting to dread it. Why do people make such a big deal out of it, other than the fact that it's the majority age? I've...
    Imbolcumbra Imbolcumbra 16-17, M Jan 30

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    "I used to be so happy, but without you I feel so low. I watched you as you left, but I can never seem to let you go. 'Cause once upon time you were my everything. It's clear to...
    gabster0425 gabster0425 13-15, F Jan 30

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    I can see amber, cloudy and greyGold Scarlet and Purple all look the sameHeading down to those deadly yellowsBeneath the lonesome bluesCan you see it like I doWalk in my...
    4thehellofit 4thehellofit 46-50, F Jan 29

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    Sometimes I can be my worst enemy. I can be so self destructive. I've cut myself in the past, yes, but more than that I have so much self hatred that I have yet to work through...
    rebekahanastasia rebekahanastasia 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 29

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    A this time I am kind of 'over rushed' about all my feelings, I am in love, (almost) depressed, I am feeling lonely, hopeless and feel confused, all day long. I just can't make...
    GentleReader GentleReader 13-15, M Jan 29

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    Last weekend I went over to a friend's house. She had recently got a job at Gamestop and I began asking her how it was. She liked it and I am glad she does. She then suggested I...
    bnrous6949 bnrous6949 18-21, F Jan 28

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    I used to think Proof reader reads everything. Not any more.What is that he has on me, that, my sounds does not work. I scream, I called out to be a Lair.I read their story. Their...
    lostsister64 lostsister64 41-45, F Jan 27

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    When I was small, I liked to draw, sew, paint, and do all the beautiful girly stuff. But now I'm all about the boyish things. I'm so curious why I don't do the girly things that I...
    JulieK8 JulieK8 18-21, F Jan 27

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    A few years ago I pretended to be a guy on this chat site, I loved it! being a guy is totally different! and I loved having a bro-ship! haha seriously, it was the best year of my...
    BarelyAdulterated BarelyAdulterated 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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    I'm not sure exactly how to word all this, but I'll do my best. First off I'd like to say that I am the type of person that wants everyone around me to be happy. It's less...
    sweetgem8 sweetgem8 41-45, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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    I used to be such a romantic. But living and loving whole heartedly has beaten it out of me.
    LavenderDarling LavenderDarling 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 22

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    But alas! Nostalgia ain't what it used to be...
    tyrihans45 tyrihans45 66-70, M Jan 22

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    About 5/6 years ago I moved to Bournemouth in the uk to start a new life and to get away from my unsupportive and hateful mother who refused to allow me to live with her in the...
    Inthedark16 Inthedark16 36-40, F 4 Responses Jan 22

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    After extensive research and seeing a psychiatrist I have been diagnosed with narcissist abuse syndrome. Never in my life would I ever expect anything like this from someone but I...
    theunknown1985 theunknown1985 26-30, M 8 Responses Jan 22

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    I used to be able to make ppl laugh so easily and always have a smile on my face but now I'm always serious and I can never relax. I have so many responsibilities. I'm from a...
    marckengenie1 marckengenie1 18-21, F Jan 21

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    I KNOW that EP is NOT what it used to be. I found EP by accident while cruising the Internet one day. I first joined EP three years ago (Jan or Feb of 2013), and I was hooked. But...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 21

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    Help, I am not feeling safe tonight, I might have to go to the ER for mental safety check. I am feeling tired of trying to live with depression. I do not want to take my...
    nevets68 nevets68 46-50, M 3 Responses Jan 21

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    in our lifes we all had those moments when u feel lost , so lost ...nothing around you is familiar your standing in the middle of people you dont feel a connection, your alone...
    nevergiveupyourdreams nevergiveupyourdreams 31-35, F 6 Responses Jan 20

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