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    I Think The Woman Who... Is Wearing Out Her Welcome

    I don't like the way she spends my money without asking or talking about it but really watches my spending. Thirty dollars at a liquor store (I'd like something to drink, too) fifty for somebody's vital records when she doesn't need any vital records, and seventy for something...
    MPsslavetommy MPsslavetommy 66-70, M Jun 25, 2010

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    Just Briefly

    I don't wanna' feel used. I want to deny it.Just because I bought her a car, a bed, a living room set, a couple of diamond rings (she has two hands after all), paid some big debts for her, gave her an HDTV, and she's living under the roof on which I am paying the rent, I shouldn...
    MPsslavetommy MPsslavetommy 66-70, M 1 Response Jan 24, 2010

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    A Sad Fact of Life

    It's happened too often in my past. Almost every relationship that I've been involved in it turns into finding out that they wanted something other than love and commitment from me.  I can honestly say that there have only been two times in my life...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 Aug 17, 2009

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    Good Person

    i know i am a good person. i was with a bf that did nothing but lie to me. i don't know why i still love him but i do. i am waiting for this to pass. it just seems so intense to me still. i just found out that everything i thought i knew about him wasn't even true. my friends...
    MyraG MyraG 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 29, 2009

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    I hate giving someone so much of your time, money, love, and compassion and they don't appreciate it as much as you need.
    SecretExperiences907 SecretExperiences907 18-21, F Mar 16

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    I used to write books all of the time, I think I've written about 3? Maybe 4? Full books, anyway, I had an amazing imagination, I always smiled, but things happened and now all I...
    insomniastrikes insomniastrikes 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    I miss how things were about 2-3 years ago... it was just full of so much laughter, fun, adventure and excitement... Never really knew what to expect every day. Now everything is...
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 58 mins ago

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    I need advice ...I can be needy sometimes in a relationship ..I was with an abusive spouse 24 yrs and its my insecurities and anxieties from that relationship that then take over...
    angelicpixie angelicpixie 41-45, F 4 Responses 17 hrs ago

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    I did not know a fake smile can hide so much inside i don't know how much longer i can keep my feelings locked up inside me
    iqra765 iqra765 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    I keep secret journals. Online and hard copies. I usually need to write out my feelings in order to feel better about them.
    Scoodaloop Scoodaloop 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    When I was younger, 14/15, I was a person who used to cut on a daily basis. In the beginning it was for attention from a guy. However it started to feel good. It went from that to...
    TheGiverofLove TheGiverofLove 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I'd like to share my story. I'm 24, he's 19. I'm already working, he's still a student. I'm a Muslim, he's Catholic. It was very wrong from the very beginning yet I still pushed...
    Jojane Jojane 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 16

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    Ah ****. Here we go again. Hello dear members of the EP world. So I tried my luck at being a normal functioning adult who doesn't run to the Internet to complain about everything...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My two cents on animals through an essay I wrote for class: Title: The Duty of Life It is generally accepted that killing another human being is worse than killing a...
    BSAeagle60 BSAeagle60 18-21, M 1 Response 21 hrs ago

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    I battled depression. And I got over it by myself. No doctors, no friends, no parents. Diagnosed in 2013 knowing I had been suffering it for years, and today... in 2015 I can...
    nataliafacheux nataliafacheux 18-21, F Mar 5

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    it's my choice and it tells me that I'm wanted and my body has a use for men mostly. I've had bad days lately now I need to feel something from anyone so I need to get dressed up...
    CheatingTracy CheatingTracy 22-25, F 22 Responses Mar 7

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    after my now Ex girlfirend of 11.97 months left me and went off to screw with another guy less then a few weeks after breaking up with me (strange I know right I wonder if there is...
    ECrierie ECrierie 16-17, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    in just as year as 1 year I all most lost everything my sister too cancer n the girl I love through a ****** up satsaturation I had no control over other ppl get involved ppl being...
    skykidx1 skykidx1 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 13

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    Alright so tonight I went to a quinceƱera.. and I thought it would take my mind off things you know this from home and tired of feeling unimportant but sadly I felt very...
    betsyfloyd betsyfloyd 13-15, F Mar 15

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    As it turns out, the experience of pain causes the production of endorphins, giving you a feeling of bliss. Selfharm isn't so weird when you think about it. You manually encourage...
    absenceofsound absenceofsound 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    My parents split a few years ago. My mom fell in love with a neighbor and eventually moved states away. That was the most difficult depressing time of my life. As soon as she moved...
    Shessolovely Shessolovely 18-21 1 day ago

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    The feeling of overwhelming gratefulness and happiness. I used to feel that way when helping others. I don't do that so much now days.
    justcantgetitright justcantgetitright 36-40, M 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I don't know what changed. Maybe i started realizing that everybody have those moment where they just fall apart.. Where they're not the same person! It's ok if people know that...
    victorious25 victorious25 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    I get depressed at times and don't know why and my parents add to that depression. Especially my mom, all she does is ***** at me for smoking weed and make me feel bad about it yet...
    kayceebby kayceebby 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    I thought I know what I want to do or become but life has taken me towards a totally different path that I am at the point of discourage and uninspired things I used to care for
    tvp3 tvp3 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 4

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    Tomorrow would have been one year.. I miss him, but guess that's part of healing. So tired of feeling this way, but I'm somewhat hopefully happiness will come. With all these...
    Storyteller29 Storyteller29 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 4

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    I used to get so upset at the pervy people on here, but now I just laugh at them.
    1Nanotherlife 1Nanotherlife 22-25, F Mar 8

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    The depression was a lot to handle. I felt like either people hated me or disliked me. When people where nice, I thought that it had to be because they where made to or that they...
    Niran3 Niran3 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 11

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    I honestly did, when I was 12 I lost all feeling.. Like I never believed in love, I had no thoughts whatsoever about sex, in fact, if disgusted me.. I never got h0rny.. Ever.. I...
    rainbowmuffins rainbowmuffins 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11

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    I used to cut a lot in my high school years. One time it was so bad I had to wear gauze and duct tape, it bled for 3 days, I was very lucky it healed without having to tell my...
    XsOfTheSoul XsOfTheSoul 18-21, F Mar 12

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    I have changed so much in the last 2 years, it's sometimes hard to believe. Once upon a time, I was the happiest woman in the world. I had the perfect man, a good job, school, etc...
    DarkDesires019 DarkDesires019 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    On mental illness. Specifically my own. I still don't consider myself mentally ill, despite having been diagnosed with a psychotic and anxiety disorder. I'm just the same me that I...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 14

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    I want to get over him and get on with my life, but every time I try to let go of the past I get a dream that makes me think about him more. When I was a teen, there were two guys...
    brokenhearted89 brokenhearted89 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I miss the feeling of wasting away
    Unicornpeasant Unicornpeasant 18-21, F Mar 18

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    When I was 15, I rode the school bus to and from school. My stop was the first in the morning and the last stop on the way home. My friends always sat near the back of the bus. One...
    scopin20 scopin20 51-55, M Mar 19

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    Starting today I'm going to forget you. I'm going to forget the feelings i have for you. And i will stop showing care for you. I won't talk to you anymore. I will not worry about...
    KarenDew KarenDew 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    It's because I'm too nice, isn't it? I genuinely CARE about you and how you're feeling and what your day was like. I give you grief about not smiling enough just so you'll smile...
    MommaBella MommaBella 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I've been on holiday with my Mum to India for 3 weeks which is something I have always wanted to do. I was amazed that we actually went. I got a new job in July and have been...
    WonderingOfTheSoul WonderingOfTheSoul 18-21 a week ago

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    Fear in itself Will reel you in and spit you out Over and over again Believe in yourself And you will walk Fear in itself Will use you up and break you down Like you were never...
    lavendersea lavendersea 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I used to cut myself but now I don`t. I used to be sad but now i`m not I used to want to die but now I don`t I used to think my life couldn`t get any worse and it did but Life...
    loveryley15 loveryley15 13-15 1 Response Mar 9

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    I used to care about what effects my actions would have. About grades, and school, and success, and the future. I used to care about myself. About health, and sanity, and pain, and...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    The thought of what I used to look like and be like bother me everyday. I am in therapy for it and I don't think anything will help. I look normal again but it's weird remembering...
    Happybri123 Happybri123 18-21, F Mar 16