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    A Sad Fact of Life

    It's happened too often in my past. Almost every relationship that I've been involved in it turns into finding out that they wanted something other than love and commitment from me.  I can honestly say that there have only been two times in my life...
    Michellewhois Michellewhois 56-60 Aug 17, 2009

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    Good Person

    i know i am a good person. i was with a bf that did nothing but lie to me. i don't know why i still love him but i do. i am waiting for this to pass. it just seems so intense to me still. i just found out that everything i thought i knew about him wasn't even true. my friends...
    MyraG MyraG 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 29, 2009

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    Just Briefly

    I don't wanna' feel used. I want to deny it.Just because I bought her a car, a bed, a living room set, a couple of diamond rings (she has two hands after all), paid some big debts for her, gave her an HDTV, and she's living under the roof on which I am paying the rent, I shouldn...
    MPsslavetommy MPsslavetommy 66-70, M 1 Response Jan 24, 2010

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    I Think The Woman Who... Is Wearing Out Her Welcome

    I don't like the way she spends my money without asking or talking about it but really watches my spending. Thirty dollars at a liquor store (I'd like something to drink, too) fifty for somebody's vital records when she doesn't need any vital records, and seventy for something...
    MPsslavetommy MPsslavetommy 66-70, M Jun 25, 2010

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    addyz addyz 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    I've been falling out of feeling, out of reading, out of dreaming, I feel nothing, at times food does not appeal to me, I can't sleep, You know. I just keep listening to music, and...
    FirefallRose FirefallRose 16-17, F 3 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I used to have these feelings all the time... I tried a couple times but the blade was to dual to do anything except give me a cut so shallow that I didn't hardly bleed at all. I...
    witchgirl69 witchgirl69 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Well it would be lie if I said I don't have suicidal feelings at all anymore but they are tremendously reduced. I used to have them much more. When I was 18 I thought about it...
    Maybeincubus Maybeincubus 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm quite pathetic right now. The guy I had been seeing told me yesterday he is feeling guilt of stepping out in his marriage. I don't understand after our first two meets he was...
    abbydallas abbydallas 36-40, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    It is the absolute worst feeling when someone hurts you and they have no idea they're breaking your heart into a million pieces...
    DeathThrone DeathThrone 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I used to be very closed off. Didn't let anyone get close to me. Years of being bullied and ridiculed by folks at home, in the neighborhood, and school left me hollow and alone...
    justliss justliss 31-35, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was turned sissy by older sis with moms help. They took me shopping for my first pads when I turned 13-they decided it was time for me to be a big girl so I got my own pads...
    sissykrisb sissykrisb 51-55, T 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    This morning I felt really good about myself until a couple coworkers remind me of stupid things that I say. I am not perfect. I am nervous when I don't feel I have enough...
    Saphirediamonds Saphirediamonds 31-35, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Yes I am feeling better with my weight loss, actually happy! The fasting and eating my meals in a small amount is helping quite well, especially that whenever I go to the city from...
    VisionOfLove VisionOfLove 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I've been feeling so lonely lately. I miss having someone to spend all of my time with. I was dating someone who was like my bff. We did everything together. I have friends but...
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    used and manipulated. I don't understand the manipulation part. I feel sad and lonely when I realize that I once again allowed my self to be used. that they don't care. that my...
    evolnillef evolnillef 70+, F 5 days ago

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    I miss those things that I usually do when I was young. Those late night reading of my favorite books, those funny cartoons that I used to watch, those finger foods that me and my...
    nbsbgal nbsbgal 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I'm used to being ignored at school. I've been ignored, bullied, and excluded for 11 years in my school and I'm already used to it. I can't wait to be out of school in 2 years. I...
    adriana0102 adriana0102 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    the person I use to be is still inside being protected from the haters, of this world, They have brought out a side of me I don't like, smile as I pass by but as soon as you pass...
    sweetfragrances sweetfragrances 51-55, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have been reading the fountainhead again, I find myself to be a weird cross between Roarke and Keaton. I feel most like Roarke, but I am like Keaton in that I try to be who the...
    caer caer 31-35, M a week ago

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    I'm not in the mood to write a lot at this moment. It's always when it's near the sunrise when I get the urge to write. I am longing for a good life right now. It's a reality I...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M Jun 22

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    I really love my boyfriend. And hes 20 and i am 17. He takes care of me really good and hes the best ive ever met in my life :) We recently got into a relationship but we have...
    Malha24 Malha24 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I'm so tried of being hurt and used by every guy.I open up to them then the just use me.I am so guarded anymore.I don't even let my family know how i feel. That's how I am i guess...
    punkglampire punkglampire 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I'm sitting here at three in the afternoon on a Saturday, drinking something I don't even like, watching movies I should have seen before but never had, wondering what the hell I'm...
    Searchingformyshalom Searchingformyshalom 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 20

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    I use to cut but not bc I wanted to end my life. if was to take away the pain I felt or anger. it was a distraction from those feelings that I didn't know how to handle. I'm trying...
    pandaangel pandaangel 26-30, F Jun 19

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    "Age " At 22, I already feel I had grown up too fast. Way before my time. Matured before my time. So they define it.. That constant reminder "oh you're mature for your age". It...
    Coranpharel Coranpharel 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 19

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    I have trouble expressing myself and I push my feelings away without realizing. When my unlce passed away I took it hard and a part of me died. No one cared about my uncle, he was...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    I used to be super shy and pretty much to myself. I was also sensitive and used to let people step all over me. The person I am now is completely different than the person I was...
    Melissaaxx Melissaaxx 16-17, F Jun 18

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    When I was younger, I used to be much more confident. I was daring and I walked up straight. I could talk to anybody with full ease. I didn't take no shyts. Not saying that I'm now...
    MienaMena MienaMena 26-30, F Jun 18

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    I am stressed out for finals and pulling my hair out. Friends are using me as a shield and its stressing me out I used to be an positive person and I am starting to get messed in...
    ErbiumbInTheEr ErbiumbInTheEr 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I used to concerned about the outcome of simply expressing myself... For fear that the intensity & beauty of my passionate nature & love for life would addle people's brains...
    AdoraGel AdoraGel 31-35, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    I used to be an ├╝ber conservative Christian. Anti-LGBT (out of "love"), uptight about sex, concerned with proper theology (aka western conservative evangelical). Then I had kids...
    VineGal VineGal 41-45, F 3 Responses Jun 16

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    Currently I'm in my first actual legitimate heartfelt relationship, it's that way for the other person too. And as I go farther and farther into this, I have more and more to...
    Elegit Elegit 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 15

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    I do miss things the way they used to be. I miss believing in love, believing in friendship, believing in myself to a small degree. I miss laughing with my spouse. so hard that...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor 51-55, F 1 Response Jun 15

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    Way to many thoughts and feelings about the numerous men in my life right now... 1) My first real boyfriend- we dated for 2 years and he was my first kiss and love. we Broke up...
    laxmeg9 laxmeg9 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 14

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    Even when I'm with a friend I can feel lonely. They can be with other friends and just ignore me, and that makes me feel like crap. If I'm in a room full of people or friends I can...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jun 14

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    I was emotionally and mentally abused by my father as a child. Sometimes it even spilled over into physical abuse. Most of my life has been spent wishing I'd never been born or...
    Romantheridiculous Romantheridiculous 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 14

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    So found out 3 days ago that an old friend who refereed to me as a bad friend as i confronted him about providing my ex drugs whilst she is battling depression, is now currently...
    Renevatio Renevatio 22-25, M Jun 13

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    Because I thought I stopped liking guys. I broke up with my boyfriend and now, one month later, I'm starting to think it was just my boyfriend that I stopped having feelings for.
    Lansy Lansy 18-21, T Jun 11

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    But like they Say...$hit Happens.....
    Imhungrytoo Imhungrytoo 51-55, M Jun 11

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    I used to be optimistic... hopeful. i used to be curious.. I always wanted to help somebody with a problem no matter how weird or big. I wanted to do everything. My favorite color...
    Aleayatheladybug Aleayatheladybug 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 10

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    these thoughts are random... i type as it comes to me. i am just so overwhelmed with emotions i have to get this all off my chest. I am a mom of five kids, with one baby on the...
    ctzellers ctzellers 18-21, F