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I Fell In Love And It's Destroying Me

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    It's so hard to not love someone

    who you have shared so much intimacy with. It's crazy. My mind is saying no but my heart won't let go
    KeeWee812 KeeWee812 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2014

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    My ex broke my heart

    and all i think about is her.. Now i'm into someone new but it's so confusing.. She doesn't want a relationship but we hang out all the time.. She kissed me once.. And still says she doesn't want a relationship.. She's stayed the night at my house a couple of times and cuddles...
    MysticGohan18 MysticGohan18 18-21, M 2 Responses May 12

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    My heart now has a hole shaped

    where you used to be. Falling asleep in your arms and waking up and looking into your eyes. These are the things that are going to kill me. Looking at pictures of us and seeing the way we looked at each other. The worst day of loving someone is the day you lose them.
    Frankie71 Frankie71 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4, 2014

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    I wish I could have the old teacher i knew back

    he made me really care about school and when he turned his back on me I was heartbroken I fell in love he was important to me.... It's too bad I'm not as important to him and never will be :/
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 13

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    Things are the still same with me now.

    This guy. He is hot and cold. He tells me he loves me, he is so good to me. He told me this when I left hole for work and right before he left for States. And he roped me in. He made me feel hopeful about the long distance relationship. Made me go the extra mile. And then the...
    thisIsAnne thisIsAnne 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 31

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    I fell in live with this guy

    and its destroying me in side that he doesn't like me.
    skyegraeler skyegraeler 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    I changed my number today

    so he cannot contact me. things changed so much in this last month. six years of my life gone.
    missnissa missnissa 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 28

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    RaspberryTommyCat RaspberryTommyCat 13-15, F Apr 21, 2014

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    At least I think it is love

    that I have ever so carelessly fallen into. If you have read my other experience you would know about the lifeguard. If not go read it. This will not make sense to you if you do not understand it from the beginning. So, the yesterday was Saturday, and as per schedule I took...
    asid0000000 asid0000000 13-15, F 2 Responses May 3

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    It's so hard cause this person doesn't know how

    I feel. And if I tell him it's going to destroy the friendship between us. And I can't afford to loose him cause I trust him so much. And it's killing me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2014

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    If you lose what you love,

    you lose a peace of your heart.
    jack3683 jack3683 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    ShallowPink ShallowPink 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2014

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    I'm finding it so hard to move on from my

    heartbreak it's been a year and I still feel so much for him. I feel so broken and empty. I just want to feel me again. Does it get any easier? ...I just want to know tht there's still hope I just feel so alone..
    brooky123 brooky123 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    This might sound crazy

    and just a cliche teen, considering my age, that supposively I cannot love for I'm too young and I don't know what love is. If that's the case then, when is the right time to love? I honestly think I fell in love, it just felt more than liking someone, it felt real. It was...
    lportra24 lportra24 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 8, 2014

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    Lonliness is a feeling of emptiness,

    an alone feeling of helplessness.
    Dhimanozil Dhimanozil 18-21 1 Response Apr 29

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    I never thought we would be over.

    After almost 5 years. My heart is shattered in a million pieces. I thought we were forever. I am still so in love with you and it's killing me. I'd rather die than feel this pain. My heart hurts.. Literally. I can't stop the tears from falling. I'm slowly dying inside.
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork 26-30, F 1 Response May 25

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    From the moment we met I knew I was falling

    for you. I knew i shouldn't have let myself. I knew you could never really feel the same way about me. And that I would/could never of been good enough. But I did and you did. Well I thought you did.. You said you did. You said a lot of things actually.. I was stupid enough to...
    NotWorthSaving NotWorthSaving 31-35, F 17 Responses May 27, 2014

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    theatregeek13 theatregeek13 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    Falling in love sucks.

    It destroys me every day because I fell in love with the wrong person and don't have the guts to tell them
    Britt199b Britt199b 16-17, F Jul 15, 2014

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    Do you believe in 'love at first sight'?

    Cause that's how it was for me when I first saw her. I didn't know who she was back then until she sat down in front of me. That was a year ago, and now I feel like I haven't made any progress to get it know her yet.
    ACTN ACTN 13-15, F Feb 19

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    Well my story it´s quite short I was in my way

    to school by bus and then there's this boy who sits next to me ... He was so f... gorgeous that my heart stoped and then I thought well it´s just a crush but it's growing and growing even more Don't know what to do ...
    Andrestark Andrestark 16-17, M 2 Responses Apr 29

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    Ugh being in love makes me feel like ****!

    Like my insides are twisting and I have no control over what I'm feeling and I hate it!😫
    jinxxypoo134 jinxxypoo134 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 15, 2014

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    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 19

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    Zolaura Zolaura 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    We dated for a year but recently got back

    together. He told me he loved me and had sex with me. He left me for some girl shortly after. I haven't been able to be happy for quite some time.
    ifonlylyfewasafairytale ifonlylyfewasafairytale 18-21, F Apr 13

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    I fell in love with this guy 4 years ago.

    He is bisexual but he just doesn't know that. His friendly attitude towards me slowly kills me inside. He is still there and i have nothing else to do but watch him kill me.
    zerofreak zerofreak 18-21, M May 30, 2014

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    My BF never care about my feeling.

    He only care about right or wrong.
    Momolly Momolly 22-25, F 4 Responses May 2

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    I can't do this anymore.

    I can't feel like this. It hurts me from inside out. I hate everything about everything and it's because of him. Because he's perfect and he doesn't want me.
    Xeniabolton Xeniabolton 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

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    Oh, and I can't forget the fact

    that I literally can't go a single day without him popping into my head. It's horrible. It just really kills me loving him so much and then. *BOOM!!!* reality ***** slaps me in the face and reminds of the fact that I will probably never see or hear from him again. So yeah.... :3...
    aviodthisnoid aviodthisnoid 13-15, F Jul 19, 2014

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    If people refuse to look at you in a new light

    and they can only see you for what you were, only see you for the mistakes you?ve made, if they don?t realize that you are not your mistakes, then they have to go.? #BitTer_TrutH#
    Dhimanozil Dhimanozil 18-21 May 14

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    I don't know if it is love

    or something.. In my life when I'm in a relationship with someone, I never feel safe and sound.. I never believe if someone said that he loves me.. Because I know, he would leave me anyway.. Somehow deep down I want to believe it but it is so hard for me.. Some people say...
    heartandbrain heartandbrain 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I finally let someone in.

    I finally let someone know every singe thing about me. Looks like they found out too much about me and don't want me anymore. There's no communication between me and my boyfriend whatsoever. Everyone I tell whats happen tells me to break up with him. Easier said than done. I don...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 18

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    There's a girl in my choir class who's just

    so beautiful and I love her personality and her voice and everything about her and it's killing me that she doesn't realize how much I'm trying to be friends with her and it's so irritating I hate it I'm always thinking about her
    Verchiel Verchiel 18-21, T Jul 24, 2014

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    I've always like a guy

    since I was in 2nd year high school, even though I had a relationship with another guy, I knew that I like him. He's been a good friend to me and he was there when I broke up with my ex. He's the one who comforted me and made me feel special despite of the fact that I feel so...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 18-21, F May 30, 2014

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    Today my ex yelled at me in school

    for asked her friends why she hated me.. She ignores me completely.. Whenever i say hi she ignores me and act like i don't exist.. I went over to her house because i was furious.. She embarrassed me in front of so many people over 1 question.. We argued and now i feel like...
    MysticGohan18 MysticGohan18 18-21, M Mar 24

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    love is like a baby it's nice

    and cute but it's hard work
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2014

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    I fell in Love with my Best friend

    and I can't do anything about it.. He wants to stay friends, and he is suicidal. I need to help him, but he is so depressed, he is not only destroying himself he is destroying me as well. :'(
    audralina09 audralina09 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    I fell in love and the person I fell in love

    with,fell out of love for me to be with her ex.It makes me wonder how phony can a person be,bullshitting me about how much I mean to her,and telling me that she hasn't felt for anybody the way she felt for me.After the self induced "suicide" of her love for me,she's having the...
    rishabh619 rishabh619 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 31, 2014

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    it hurts because I'm falling out of love.

    I don't know why it's just we aren't meant for eachother I guess but it still hurts.
    CeleBB CeleBB 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2014

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    And she dreamed. She dreamed him say: You are

    the single most beautiful and perplexing thing that has happened to me. There have been others, but none as lovely as you. And maybe it's in the way you say my name and that little smile your lips slowly come to make when you look at me with those brown eyes. And when I reach...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    I laid eyes on a redhead beauty several months

    ago at my workplace. Her image is printed in my mind, but there's no peace within until she's mine. Everything about her is lovable. From her gorgeous looks to her witty, wild, fun, shy personality, I love her so. While I can go on about her, the love I have at the same time is...
    Stormeyes Stormeyes 18-21, F May 23

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    Whenever you text I usually get butterflies in

    my stomach but tonight every time you text my heart breaks more and more.
    HeartsandFlowers203 HeartsandFlowers203 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 29

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    I fell in love with a guy in my class,

    but I can't be in love. I need to work on my career. I'm not sure if I should even ever have children at this rate. Everything is too much responsibility.
    sohomestuck sohomestuck 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 27

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    Okay, I was in a relationship

    for six years, then I met a guy who changed my whole world. I never cheated on my previous partner, but I emotionally did, when I realized what I was doing I broke up with my partner and pursued this new guy. I have had a bad up bringing, abused and eventually orphaned, this...
    pocketchicken pocketchicken 22-25, F 33 Responses Feb 21, 2014

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    i got back with my ex

    but he doesnt seem to give me the love i thought i deserved
    norahcutie norahcutie 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 28

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    i love him and he's hurts me all the time

    but I couldn't let him go !! i wish I could let you like you destroy me all the time. .....
    mariouma3108 mariouma3108 31-35, F Feb 19

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