Post
Experience Project iOS Android Apps | Download EP for your Mobile Device

I Fell In Love And It's Destroying Me

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 1,193 People

    My heart now has a hole shaped

    where you used to be. Falling asleep in your arms and waking up and looking into your eyes. These are the things that are going to kill me. Looking at pictures of us and seeing the way we looked at each other. The worst day of loving someone is the day you lose them.
    Frankie71 Frankie71 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Love is like Football.

    I'm the scrawny wanna be quarterback that's two feet tall and has no hope for making the team, no matter how much I try. Love, in a word, is useless. It's people's way of procreating the species, but that's pretty much all it's useful for. Other people find joy in it, but I don...
    WhiteRiceWithChicken WhiteRiceWithChicken 18-21, M Aug 25, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Do you believe in 'love at first sight'?

    Cause that's how it was for me when I first saw her. I didn't know who she was back then until she sat down in front of me. That was a year ago, and now I feel like I haven't made any progress to get it know her yet.
    ACTN ACTN 13-15, F Feb 19

    Your Response

    Cancel

    love is like a baby it's nice

    and cute but it's hard work
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 28, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm IN LOVE💜💛❤💖💙 with this kid in

    my home room he sits right behind me he has a gf I just found out my heart in shattered into little picecs
    Imokandhappy Imokandhappy 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I finally let someone in.

    I finally let someone know every singe thing about me. Looks like they found out too much about me and don't want me anymore. There's no communication between me and my boyfriend whatsoever. Everyone I tell whats happen tells me to break up with him. Easier said than done. I don...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F 4 Responses Jan 18

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I can't do this anymore.

    I can't feel like this. It hurts me from inside out. I hate everything about everything and it's because of him. Because he's perfect and he doesn't want me.
    Xeniabolton Xeniabolton 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I fell in Love with my Best friend

    and I can't do anything about it.. He wants to stay friends, and he is suicidal. I need to help him, but he is so depressed, he is not only destroying himself he is destroying me as well. :'(
    audralina09 audralina09 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I love her. She is simply amazing.

    She is the most beautiful person I have ever known. Who is she? My best friend. I'd tell her. There's not a single thing I would love to do more than tell this person that I love her more than anything. She has a boyfirend. He is such a nice guy. I am an *******. I'll be...
    michael9666 michael9666 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 26, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Zoejulie Zoejulie 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 17, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    it hurts because I'm falling out of love.

    I don't know why it's just we aren't meant for eachother I guess but it still hurts.
    CeleBB CeleBB 16-17, F 3 Responses Nov 13, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    stevenarchie stevenarchie 56-60, M Sep 4, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I fell in love and the person I fell in love

    with,fell out of love for me to be with her ex.It makes me wonder how phony can a person be,bullshitting me about how much I mean to her,and telling me that she hasn't felt for anybody the way she felt for me.After the self induced "suicide" of her love for me,she's having the...
    rishabh619 rishabh619 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 31, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 19

    Your Response

    Cancel

    And she dreamed. She dreamed him say: You are

    the single most beautiful and perplexing thing that has happened to me. There have been others, but none as lovely as you. And maybe it's in the way you say my name and that little smile your lips slowly come to make when you look at me with those brown eyes. And when I reach...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F 2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I changed my number today

    so he cannot contact me. things changed so much in this last month. six years of my life gone.
    missnissa missnissa 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 28

    Your Response

    Cancel

    We dated for a year but recently got back

    together. He told me he loved me and had sex with me. He left me for some girl shortly after. I haven't been able to be happy for quite some time.
    ifonlylyfewasafairytale ifonlylyfewasafairytale 18-21, F 6 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I don't know if it is love

    or something.. In my life when I'm in a relationship with someone, I never feel safe and sound.. I never believe if someone said that he loves me.. Because I know, he would leave me anyway.. Somehow deep down I want to believe it but it is so hard for me.. Some people say...
    heartandbrain heartandbrain 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 21

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I’ve fallen head over heels

    for her and can’t let her go. Oh, how I wish I could wrench my heart out of my chest so I don’t have to feel this deeply & thus get so easily hurt.
    megmegmeggers megmegmeggers 18-21, F Aug 16, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    If you lose what you love,

    you lose a peace of your heart.
    jack3683 jack3683 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    RaspberryTommyCat RaspberryTommyCat 13-15, F Apr 21, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    jess31114 jess31114 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 1, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    i love him and he's hurts me all the time

    but I couldn't let him go !! i wish I could let you like you destroy me all the time. .....
    mariouma3108 mariouma3108 31-35, F Feb 19

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I like a girl I have absolutely no chance with.

    Sometimes I feel like she might have feelings towards me but as soon as they are there the are gone too. I just graduated high school and she is on her last year of college so yeah I'm a bit intimidated. Anyways she keeps sending me mix signals Wednesday was the second day she...
    Axel4045 Axel4045 18-21, M Aug 23, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Today my ex yelled at me in school

    for asked her friends why she hated me.. She ignores me completely.. Whenever i say hi she ignores me and act like i don't exist.. I went over to her house because i was furious.. She embarrassed me in front of so many people over 1 question.. We argued and now i feel like...
    MysticGohan18 MysticGohan18 18-21, M Mar 24

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I fell in love with a beautiful girl

    and what made it worse was that we became such close friends with each other in such a short space of time, because normally with me it takes years for me trust somebody, but her it didn't take long at all. She became pretty much the whole reason for me to fight the severe...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 15, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Things are the still same with me now.

    This guy. He is hot and cold. He tells me he loves me, he is so good to me. He told me this when I left hole for work and right before he left for States. And he roped me in. He made me feel hopeful about the long distance relationship. Made me go the extra mile. And then the...
    thisIsAnne thisIsAnne 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 31

    Your Response

    Cancel

    ( I know I'm 14, but there wasn't one saying I

    have fallen head over heals for a guy in my year) I've known him for 2 years and liked him for 1 of them. It's nothing I've ever felt for a boy, yeah I've had puppy crushes but nothing like this... The reason I started liking him is because we got closer, I never used to see...
    ILoveMyKiwiPuppy ILoveMyKiwiPuppy 13-15, F Feb 28

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It's so hard cause this person doesn't know how

    I feel. And if I tell him it's going to destroy the friendship between us. And I can't afford to loose him cause I trust him so much. And it's killing me.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 1, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Me too., thats why i dont fall in love with

    absolutely NoBody!!!' I have a heart of stone now!!!
    Janeysunshine Janeysunshine 36-40, F 2 Responses Jul 24, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm finding it so hard to move on from my

    heartbreak it's been a year and I still feel so much for him. I feel so broken and empty. I just want to feel me again. Does it get any easier? ...I just want to know tht there's still hope I just feel so alone..
    brooky123 brooky123 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 19

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Today was the first day I saw him in over 2

    months. When our eyes met this morning it cut like a knife. After everything that he had done to me, I'm still so in love with him. I sat in class today and my chest and stomach were tied in knots, he was all I thought about. I keep clinging on to the relationship him and I had...
    tibber4lyfe tibber4lyfe 13-15, F Aug 26, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It’s hard to wait around

    for something you know might never happen, but it’s even harder to give up when it’s everything you want. When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut… it will heal, but there will always be a scar.
    joyevaa joyevaa 31-35, F Jul 16, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Falling in love sucks.

    It destroys me every day because I fell in love with the wrong person and don't have the guts to tell them
    Britt199b Britt199b 16-17, F Jul 15, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I fell in love with this guy 4 years ago.

    He is bisexual but he just doesn't know that. His friendly attitude towards me slowly kills me inside. He is still there and i have nothing else to do but watch him kill me.
    zerofreak zerofreak 18-21, M May 30, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I've been forever in love with this guy

    that lives up the street from me. We used to hangout when I first moved into the neighborhood & naturally he became like an older brother to me. Once all the older kids started middle school we also drifted until I started high school we had this on/off sort of friends thing...
    SamiLy SamiLy 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    From the moment we met I knew I was falling

    for you. I knew i shouldn't have let myself. I knew you could never really feel the same way about me. And that I would/could never of been good enough. But I did and you did. Well I thought you did.. You said you did. You said a lot of things actually.. I was stupid enough to...
    NotWorthSaving NotWorthSaving 31-35, F 17 Responses May 27, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I fell in love with a girl

    who doesn't like me back. All I can think about is her.
    rithic rithic 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 26, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    It's so hard to not love someone

    who you have shared so much intimacy with. It's crazy. My mind is saying no but my heart won't let go
    KeeWee812 KeeWee812 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel
    fetishacx fetishacx 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 13, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I fell in love with a guy

    who I've known since I was in 5th grade. We went to catholic school together then on to public high school. We are 2 years and 5 months apart in age so he was a junior when I was a freshman. I fell in love with him my sophomore year and we dated for 2 months before my parents...
    wolfrae wolfrae 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 20

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Really feel like absconding with a loving man

    right now and starting up a new life!!!! I really need a man who would reciprocate my love... Like seriously 💝💝💝💝
    joyevaa joyevaa 31-35, F Jul 20, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    I'm 25, I met a guy that made me feel

    completely caref for, so much so that I decided to give him my v-card. Over a month after everything was great we spoke daily he'd tell me how much he liked me, cared for me, but recently hes "fallen off the earth." Meaning no text responses, or phone calls its completely out...
    Lolaray77 Lolaray77 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    theatregeek13 theatregeek13 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Okay, I was in a relationship

    for six years, then I met a guy who changed my whole world. I never cheated on my previous partner, but I emotionally did, when I realized what I was doing I broke up with my partner and pursued this new guy. I have had a bad up bringing, abused and eventually orphaned, this...
    pocketchicken pocketchicken 22-25, F 33 Responses Feb 21, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel

    The way we met was disastrous its my only

    regret. Eyes loved you on first sight and heart embraces love for only you. If you could only see fear in my eyes
    natalie343 natalie343 31-35, F Oct 12, 2014

    Your Response

    Cancel