I Fell In Love And It's Destroying Me

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    I am madly in love with someone.

    .. It's the first time in my life I have ever felt connected to anyone. She is perfect in ever way, almost... She's beautiful, smart, successful, and emotionally unstable. Perfection. I myself am a psychopath. I am diagnosed... Some of you may find this odd, me being in love and...
    TheWindBlown TheWindBlown
    26-30, M
    Aug 17, 2015

    It’s hard to wait around

    for something you know might never happen, but it’s even harder to give up when it’s everything you want. When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut… it will heal, but there will always be a scar.
    joyevaa joyevaa
    36-40, F
    Jul 16, 2014

    I fell in love with a girl I met on a

    matrimonial website. This was two years ago. After we had started talking and getting to know each other, we felt comfortable in each others company. we would spend all hours on the phone and through the night as well whilst sleeping. At the time time she told me she worked as a...
    Feroz81 Feroz81
    36-40, M
    Aug 6, 2015

    There's a girl in my choir class who's just

    so beautiful and I love her personality and her voice and everything about her and it's killing me that she doesn't realize how much I'm trying to be friends with her and it's so irritating I hate it I'm always thinking about her
    Verchiel Verchiel
    22-25, T
    Jul 24, 2014

    I don't know if it is love

    or something.. In my life when I'm in a relationship with someone, I never feel safe and sound.. I never believe if someone said that he loves me.. Because I know, he would leave me anyway.. Somehow deep down I want to believe it but it is so hard for me.. Some people say...
    heartandbrain heartandbrain
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 21, 2015

    I finally let someone in.

    I finally let someone know every singe thing about me. Looks like they found out too much about me and don't want me anymore. There's no communication between me and my boyfriend whatsoever. Everyone I tell whats happen tells me to break up with him. Easier said than done. I don...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Jan 18, 2015

    I fell in love with a guy in my class,

    but I can't be in love. I need to work on my career. I'm not sure if I should even ever have children at this rate. Everything is too much responsibility.
    sohomestuck sohomestuck
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2015

    I've always like a guy

    since I was in 2nd year high school, even though I had a relationship with another guy, I knew that I like him. He's been a good friend to me and he was there when I broke up with my ex. He's the one who comforted me and made me feel special despite of the fact that I feel so...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer
    18-21, F
    May 30, 2014

    I fell in love with a beautiful girl

    and what made it worse was that we became such close friends with each other in such a short space of time, because normally with me it takes years for me trust somebody, but her it didn't take long at all. She became pretty much the whole reason for me to fight the severe...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jul 15, 2014

    From the moment we met I knew I was falling

    for you. I knew i shouldn't have let myself. I knew you could never really feel the same way about me. And that I would/could never of been good enough. But I did and you did. Well I thought you did.. You said you did. You said a lot of things actually.. I was stupid enough to...
    NotWorthSaving NotWorthSaving
    31-35, F
    17 Responses May 27, 2014

    It's a long story but

    for 3 ******* YEARS I have had a big crush on a girl in my grade (in in 10th grade now). She's pretty and popular and all of the guys seem to like her. But I more than just like her. I'm a shy guy I'm not they cocky confident guy. this whole girls only like confident and cocky...
    theghost1255 theghost1255
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 7, 2015

    I think I'm in love with him ,

    I always seem to find myself getting lost in his beautiful brown eyes, I love his touch. I thought I was a little to old to get butterflies when he holds my hand or call me beautiful . I want to give him the world but I hope it's not to much to push him away, or it ends up...
    Crystalbaby90 Crystalbaby90
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 20, 2015

    "And my mates are all there trying to calm me

    down 'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town I'm swearing if I go there now I can change her(his) mind turn it all around I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words, And she'll(he'll) listen this time even though they're slurred, So I dialed her(his) number and...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 13, 2015

    Okay, I was in a relationship

    for six years, then I met a guy who changed my whole world. I never cheated on my previous partner, but I emotionally did, when I realized what I was doing I broke up with my partner and pursued this new guy. I have had a bad up bringing, abused and eventually orphaned, this...
    pocketchicken pocketchicken
    26-30, F
    30 Responses Feb 21, 2014

    I can't do this anymore.

    I can't feel like this. It hurts me from inside out. I hate everything about everything and it's because of him. Because he's perfect and he doesn't want me.
    Xeniabolton Xeniabolton
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

    I'm 25, I met a guy that made me feel

    completely caref for, so much so that I decided to give him my v-card. Over a month after everything was great we spoke daily he'd tell me how much he liked me, cared for me, but recently hes "fallen off the earth." Meaning no text responses, or phone calls its completely out...
    Lolaray77 Lolaray77
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 19, 2015

    I never thought we would be over.

    After almost 5 years. My heart is shattered in a million pieces. I thought we were forever. I am still so in love with you and it's killing me. I'd rather die than feel this pain. My heart hurts.. Literally. I can't stop the tears from falling. I'm slowly dying inside.
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 25, 2015

    We dated for a year but recently got back

    together. He told me he loved me and had sex with me. He left me for some girl shortly after. I haven't been able to be happy for quite some time.
    ifonlylyfewasafairytale ifonlylyfewasafairytale
    18-21, F
    Apr 13, 2015

    Why couldn't he just love me back?

    It's not his fault, i understand.. I ask.. But, no one can answer my bootless cries. Cest la vie, i guess. You love, you hurt, and you pray that you'd get to love again.
    deleted deleted
    Aug 5, 2015

    I've been forever in love with this guy

    that lives up the street from me. We used to hangout when I first moved into the neighborhood & naturally he became like an older brother to me. Once all the older kids started middle school we also drifted until I started high school we had this on/off sort of friends thing...
    SamiLy SamiLy
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 26, 2014

    I changed my number today

    so he cannot contact me. things changed so much in this last month. six years of my life gone.
    missnissa missnissa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 28, 2015

    My ex broke my heart

    and all i think about is her.. Now i'm into someone new but it's so confusing.. She doesn't want a relationship but we hang out all the time.. She kissed me once.. And still says she doesn't want a relationship.. She's stayed the night at my house a couple of times and cuddles...
    MysticGohan18 MysticGohan18
    18-21, M
    1 Response May 12, 2015

    Falling in love sucks.

    It destroys me every day because I fell in love with the wrong person and don't have the guts to tell them
    Britt199b Britt199b
    18-21, F
    Jul 15, 2014

    Lonliness is a feeling of emptiness,

    an alone feeling of helplessness.
    Dhimanozil Dhimanozil
    Apr 29, 2015

    Today my ex yelled at me in school

    for asked her friends why she hated me.. She ignores me completely.. Whenever i say hi she ignores me and act like i don't exist.. I went over to her house because i was furious.. She embarrassed me in front of so many people over 1 question.. We argued and now i feel like...
    MysticGohan18 MysticGohan18
    18-21, M
    Mar 24, 2015

    My BF never care about my feeling.

    He only care about right or wrong.
    Momolly Momolly
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 2, 2015

    Whenever you text I usually get butterflies in

    my stomach but tonight every time you text my heart breaks more and more.
    pjotmitfioshp pjotmitfioshp
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 29, 2015

    I posted this as a response to have you ever

    fallen in love: my answer I wanted to share again because it was the first time I had put it into words how I felt... "I did fall in love... Crazy thing is it wasn't till I was a lot older that I actually 'Fell - in love.' (I'm gonna go off on one now as I never broach this...
    Milvane Milvane
    36-40, M
    1 Response Jan 25, 2016

    i got back with my ex

    but he doesnt seem to give me the love i thought i deserved
    norahcutie norahcutie
    26-30, F
    Apr 28, 2015

    My heart now has a hole shaped

    where you used to be. Falling asleep in your arms and waking up and looking into your eyes. These are the things that are going to kill me. Looking at pictures of us and seeing the way we looked at each other. The worst day of loving someone is the day you lose them.
    Frankie71 Frankie71
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Jul 4, 2014

    If you lose what you love,

    you lose a peace of your heart.
    jack3683 jack3683
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

    There are so many groups I could post this in.

    .. How does one find again what has been lost? Not simple meaningless things, but the things that make life seem real, true and complete... worth living... the depth of love and passion that so few experience... impossible to forget once it has been realized... the tender...
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333
    46-50, F
    9 Responses Sep 19, 2015
    RaspberryTommyCat RaspberryTommyCat
    18-21, F
    Apr 21, 2014
    Zolaura Zolaura
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 28, 2015

    And she dreamed. She dreamed him say: You are

    the single most beautiful and perplexing thing that has happened to me. There have been others, but none as lovely as you. And maybe it's in the way you say my name and that little smile your lips slowly come to make when you look at me with those brown eyes. And when I reach...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick
    2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

    I am in a very uncomfortable relationship

    but feeling hard to end it cause we are cooperating. I can't give up my project. I feel like I am in love with an onion that's making me cry everyday. I can't draw a clear line between work and close relationship. I'm just so stupid to start this.
    Momolly Momolly
    22-25, F
    May 14, 2015
    deleted deleted
    Sep 1, 2015

    At least I think it is love

    that I have ever so carelessly fallen into. If you have read my other experience you would know about the lifeguard. If not go read it. This will not make sense to you if you do not understand it from the beginning. So, the yesterday was Saturday, and as per schedule I took...
    asid0000000 asid0000000
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 3, 2015

    I fell in live with this guy

    and its destroying me in side that he doesn't like me.
    skyegraeler skyegraeler
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 29, 2015

    love is like a baby it's nice

    and cute but it's hard work
    ashleysokolik ashleysokolik
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 28, 2014

    Well my story it´s quite short I was in my way

    to school by bus and then there's this boy who sits next to me ... He was so f... gorgeous that my heart stoped and then I thought well it´s just a crush but it's growing and growing even more Don't know what to do ...
    Andrestark Andrestark
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Apr 29, 2015

    Oh, and I can't forget the fact

    that I literally can't go a single day without him popping into my head. It's horrible. It just really kills me loving him so much and then. *BOOM!!!* reality ***** slaps me in the face and reminds of the fact that I will probably never see or hear from him again. So yeah.... :3...
    aviodthisnoid aviodthisnoid
    18-21, F
    Jul 19, 2014

    Really feel like absconding with a loving man

    right now and starting up a new life!!!! I really need a man who would reciprocate my love... Like seriously 💝💝💝💝
    joyevaa joyevaa
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2014

    I love her. She is simply amazing.

    She is the most beautiful person I have ever known. Who is she? My best friend. I'd tell her. There's not a single thing I would love to do more than tell this person that I love her more than anything. She has a boyfirend. He is such a nice guy. I am an *******. I'll be...
    michael9666 michael9666
    18-21, M
    Nov 26, 2014

    If people refuse to look at you in a new light

    and they can only see you for what you were, only see you for the mistakes you?ve made, if they don?t realize that you are not your mistakes, then they have to go.? #BitTer_TrutH#
    Dhimanozil Dhimanozil
    May 14, 2015
    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2015

    I fell in love with my best friend

    when we were freshman, I thought he cares about me and feel the same way as I did... But turns out he only wanted to get laid and quite cheated on me with someone else, who can give him what he wanted. I felt betrayed and hurt that I just felt numb... Depression, broken memories...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 31, 2015

    I'm tired of people saying they love me then

    going and dating other people and rubbing it in my face. It makes me mad and it hurts. A guy I know likes me but he hides it by being mean to me and it hurts me so much. I am going to be a loner forever and ever
    Hesmyvampireking Hesmyvampireking
    13-15, F
    3 Responses Sep 13, 2015

    I wish I could have the old teacher i knew back

    he made me really care about school and when he turned his back on me I was heartbroken I fell in love he was important to me.... It's too bad I'm not as important to him and never will be :/
    deleted deleted
    May 13, 2015

    It's so hard to not love someone

    who you have shared so much intimacy with. It's crazy. My mind is saying no but my heart won't let go
    KeeWee812 KeeWee812
    26-30, F
    Aug 9, 2014

    Me too., thats why i dont fall in love with

    absolutely NoBody!!!' I have a heart of stone now!!!
    Janeysunshine Janeysunshine
    41-45, F
    Jul 24, 2014
    ShallowPink ShallowPink
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2014
    theatregeek13 theatregeek13
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

    I fell in Love with my Best friend

    and I can't do anything about it.. He wants to stay friends, and he is suicidal. I need to help him, but he is so depressed, he is not only destroying himself he is destroying me as well. :'(
    audralina09 audralina09
    22-25, F
    Feb 21, 2014

    I like a girl I have absolutely no chance with.

    Sometimes I feel like she might have feelings towards me but as soon as they are there the are gone too. I just graduated high school and she is on her last year of college so yeah I'm a bit intimidated. Anyways she keeps sending me mix signals Wednesday was the second day she...
    Axel4045 Axel4045
    22-25, M
    Aug 23, 2014
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