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I Fell In Love And It's Destroying Me

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    I fell in love with a girl I met on a

    matrimonial website. This was two years ago. After we had started talking and getting to know each other, we felt comfortable in each others company. we would spend all hours on the phone and through the night as well whilst sleeping. At the time time she told me she worked as a...
    Feroz81 Feroz81 31-35, M Aug 6, 2015

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    I never thought we would be over.

    After almost 5 years. My heart is shattered in a million pieces. I thought we were forever. I am still so in love with you and it's killing me. I'd rather die than feel this pain. My heart hurts.. Literally. I can't stop the tears from falling. I'm slowly dying inside.
    JustWantItToWork JustWantItToWork 26-30, F 2 Responses May 25, 2015

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    If people refuse to look at you in a new light

    and they can only see you for what you were, only see you for the mistakes you?ve made, if they don?t realize that you are not your mistakes, then they have to go.? #BitTer_TrutH#
    Dhimanozil Dhimanozil 22-25 May 14, 2015

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    I finally let someone in.

    I finally let someone know every singe thing about me. Looks like they found out too much about me and don't want me anymore. There's no communication between me and my boyfriend whatsoever. Everyone I tell whats happen tells me to break up with him. Easier said than done. I don...
    Brokenheart06 Brokenheart06 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 18, 2015

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    We dated for a year but recently got back

    together. He told me he loved me and had sex with me. He left me for some girl shortly after. I haven't been able to be happy for quite some time.
    ifonlylyfewasafairytale ifonlylyfewasafairytale 18-21, F Apr 13, 2015

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    I fell in live with this guy

    and its destroying me in side that he doesn't like me.
    skyegraeler skyegraeler 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29, 2015

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    I fell in love with my best friend

    when we were freshman, I thought he cares about me and feel the same way as I did... But turns out he only wanted to get laid and quite cheated on me with someone else, who can give him what he wanted. I felt betrayed and hurt that I just felt numb... Depression, broken memories...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 31, 2015

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    Today my ex yelled at me in school

    for asked her friends why she hated me.. She ignores me completely.. Whenever i say hi she ignores me and act like i don't exist.. I went over to her house because i was furious.. She embarrassed me in front of so many people over 1 question.. We argued and now i feel like...
    MysticGohan18 MysticGohan18 18-21, M Mar 24, 2015

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    I fell in Love with my Best friend

    and I can't do anything about it.. He wants to stay friends, and he is suicidal. I need to help him, but he is so depressed, he is not only destroying himself he is destroying me as well. :'(
    audralina09 audralina09 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 21, 2014

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    I love her. She is simply amazing.

    She is the most beautiful person I have ever known. Who is she? My best friend. I'd tell her. There's not a single thing I would love to do more than tell this person that I love her more than anything. She has a boyfirend. He is such a nice guy. I am an *******. I'll be...
    michael9666 michael9666 18-21, M Nov 26, 2014

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    I can't do this anymore.

    I can't feel like this. It hurts me from inside out. I hate everything about everything and it's because of him. Because he's perfect and he doesn't want me.
    Xeniabolton Xeniabolton 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 16, 2014

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    I think I'm in love with him ,

    I always seem to find myself getting lost in his beautiful brown eyes, I love his touch. I thought I was a little to old to get butterflies when he holds my hand or call me beautiful . I want to give him the world but I hope it's not to much to push him away, or it ends up...
    Crystalbaby90 Crystalbaby90 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2015

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    Oh, and I can't forget the fact

    that I literally can't go a single day without him popping into my head. It's horrible. It just really kills me loving him so much and then. *BOOM!!!* reality ***** slaps me in the face and reminds of the fact that I will probably never see or hear from him again. So yeah.... :3...
    aviodthisnoid aviodthisnoid 16-17, F Jul 19, 2014

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    I fell in love with a beautiful girl

    and what made it worse was that we became such close friends with each other in such a short space of time, because normally with me it takes years for me trust somebody, but her it didn't take long at all. She became pretty much the whole reason for me to fight the severe...
    dstarbuck dstarbuck 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 15, 2014

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    I don't know if it is love

    or something.. In my life when I'm in a relationship with someone, I never feel safe and sound.. I never believe if someone said that he loves me.. Because I know, he would leave me anyway.. Somehow deep down I want to believe it but it is so hard for me.. Some people say...
    heartandbrain heartandbrain 26-30, F 3 Responses Mar 21, 2015

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    It's a long story but

    for 3 ******* YEARS I have had a big crush on a girl in my grade (in in 10th grade now). She's pretty and popular and all of the guys seem to like her. But I more than just like her. I'm a shy guy I'm not they cocky confident guy. this whole girls only like confident and cocky...
    theghost1255 theghost1255 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 7, 2015

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Sep 1, 2015

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    I changed my number today

    so he cannot contact me. things changed so much in this last month. six years of my life gone.
    missnissa missnissa 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 28, 2015

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    theatregeek13 theatregeek13 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 12, 2014

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    "And my mates are all there trying to calm me

    down 'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town I'm swearing if I go there now I can change her(his) mind turn it all around I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words, And she'll(he'll) listen this time even though they're slurred, So I dialed her(his) number and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 13, 2015

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    If you lose what you love,

    you lose a peace of your heart.
    jack3683 jack3683 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    RaspberryTommyCat RaspberryTommyCat 16-17, F Apr 21, 2014

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    And she dreamed. She dreamed him say: You are

    the single most beautiful and perplexing thing that has happened to me. There have been others, but none as lovely as you. And maybe it's in the way you say my name and that little smile your lips slowly come to make when you look at me with those brown eyes. And when I reach...
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 22-25 2 Responses Aug 26, 2014

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    Whenever you text I usually get butterflies in

    my stomach but tonight every time you text my heart breaks more and more.
    pjotmitfioshp pjotmitfioshp 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 29, 2015

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    There are so many groups I could post this in.

    .. How does one find again what has been lost? Not simple meaningless things, but the things that make life seem real, true and complete... worth living... the depth of love and passion that so few experience... impossible to forget once it has been realized... the tender...
    hippiechick333 hippiechick333 46-50, F 9 Responses Sep 19, 2015

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    ShallowPink ShallowPink 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 9, 2014

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    My heart now has a hole shaped

    where you used to be. Falling asleep in your arms and waking up and looking into your eyes. These are the things that are going to kill me. Looking at pictures of us and seeing the way we looked at each other. The worst day of loving someone is the day you lose them.
    Frankie71 Frankie71 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 4, 2014

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    From the moment we met I knew I was falling

    for you. I knew i shouldn't have let myself. I knew you could never really feel the same way about me. And that I would/could never of been good enough. But I did and you did. Well I thought you did.. You said you did. You said a lot of things actually.. I was stupid enough to...
    NotWorthSaving NotWorthSaving 31-35, F 17 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I'm tired of people saying they love me then

    going and dating other people and rubbing it in my face. It makes me mad and it hurts. A guy I know likes me but he hides it by being mean to me and it hurts me so much. I am going to be a loner forever and ever
    Killingmesoftly78 Killingmesoftly78 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 13, 2015

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    BeyondGreenEyes BeyondGreenEyes 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 19, 2015

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    Okay, I was in a relationship

    for six years, then I met a guy who changed my whole world. I never cheated on my previous partner, but I emotionally did, when I realized what I was doing I broke up with my partner and pursued this new guy. I have had a bad up bringing, abused and eventually orphaned, this...
    pocketchicken pocketchicken 22-25, F 30 Responses Feb 21, 2014

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    i got back with my ex

    but he doesnt seem to give me the love i thought i deserved
    norahcutie norahcutie 26-30, F Apr 28, 2015

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    I am madly in love with someone.

    .. It's the first time in my life I have ever felt connected to anyone. She is perfect in ever way, almost... She's beautiful, smart, successful, and emotionally unstable. Perfection. I myself am a psychopath. I am diagnosed... Some of you may find this odd, me being in love and...
    TheWindBlown TheWindBlown 26-30, M Aug 17, 2015

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    I've been forever in love with this guy

    that lives up the street from me. We used to hangout when I first moved into the neighborhood & naturally he became like an older brother to me. Once all the older kids started middle school we also drifted until I started high school we had this on/off sort of friends thing...
    SamiLy SamiLy 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 26, 2014

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    My BF never care about my feeling.

    He only care about right or wrong.
    Momolly Momolly 22-25, F 4 Responses May 2, 2015

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    Me too., thats why i dont fall in love with

    absolutely NoBody!!!' I have a heart of stone now!!!
    Janeysunshine Janeysunshine 36-40, F Jul 24, 2014

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    I fell in love with a guy in my class,

    but I can't be in love. I need to work on my career. I'm not sure if I should even ever have children at this rate. Everything is too much responsibility.
    sohomestuck sohomestuck 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 27, 2015

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    Really feel like absconding with a loving man

    right now and starting up a new life!!!! I really need a man who would reciprocate my love... Like seriously 💝💝💝💝
    joyevaa joyevaa 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    Why couldn't he just love me back?

    It's not his fault, i understand.. I ask.. But, no one can answer my bootless cries. Cest la vie, i guess. You love, you hurt, and you pray that you'd get to love again.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 5, 2015

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    Falling in love sucks.

    It destroys me every day because I fell in love with the wrong person and don't have the guts to tell them
    Britt199b Britt199b 16-17, F Jul 15, 2014

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    My ex broke my heart

    and all i think about is her.. Now i'm into someone new but it's so confusing.. She doesn't want a relationship but we hang out all the time.. She kissed me once.. And still says she doesn't want a relationship.. She's stayed the night at my house a couple of times and cuddles...
    MysticGohan18 MysticGohan18 18-21, M 1 Response May 12, 2015

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    I posted this as a response to have you ever

    fallen in love: my answer I wanted to share again because it was the first time I had put it into words how I felt... "I did fall in love... Crazy thing is it wasn't till I was a lot older that I actually 'Fell - in love.' (I'm gonna go off on one now as I never broach this...
    Milvane Milvane 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    At least I think it is love

    that I have ever so carelessly fallen into. If you have read my other experience you would know about the lifeguard. If not go read it. This will not make sense to you if you do not understand it from the beginning. So, the yesterday was Saturday, and as per schedule I took...
    asid0000000 asid0000000 16-17, F 1 Response May 3, 2015

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    I wish I could have the old teacher i knew back

    he made me really care about school and when he turned his back on me I was heartbroken I fell in love he was important to me.... It's too bad I'm not as important to him and never will be :/
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 13, 2015

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    It's so hard to not love someone

    who you have shared so much intimacy with. It's crazy. My mind is saying no but my heart won't let go
    KeeWee812 KeeWee812 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2014

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