I Fell In Love With Someone I Could Never Be With

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    And now they're gone

    and my life feels meaningless, I don't know what to do or who to turn to because I have nobody who actually cares enough to listen to me. Nothing seems to be going well since she left, my grades in school has dropped, I keep arguing with my parents, I've lost my friends and I'm...
    arcticmonkeys9 arcticmonkeys9
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    I have known him for a year

    and a half now. I had always known I LIKED him, as a friend. But lately, I've found myself attracted to him. There is two big issues, ones bigger than the other. One, I don't know if he loves me back, and I don't want anyone, not even him, to know I'm in love. AND he's illegal...
    HowKendall HowKendall
    13-15, F
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    So I began to chat with a married woman

    and we got sexual together. I'll never be able to have her for myself, but at least we can play around together. She's ok with that.
    deleted deleted
    Jan 6, 2016

    The co-author of my soul still cannot

    interpret One,... single feeling alone
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter
    Sep 14, 2015
    suzels suzels
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 20, 2015

    I had him. I loved him.

    I lost him. He meet her. He loves her. She had his baby. I'm never getting him back. I miss him. He's happy. I'm dead inside. The end.
    MirandaReiAnn MirandaReiAnn
    26-30, F
    6 Responses Jul 27, 2015

    It'll never happen because no matter what I try

    to do and try to keep her she will move away and do something else she says we're friends but we never get to see each other like this girl is my confidante like she knows everything there is to know about me why won't this work?!?
    matthew1323 matthew1323
    18-21, M
    1 Response Jan 26, 2016

    and its so infuriating.

    and stupid. so. *******.stupid.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Dec 23, 2014

    Its truly a forbidden love

    but it was love at first sight... we shared a passionate moment without the use of our mouths and body... I wish... I met him before she did
    BluuKidX05 BluuKidX05
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 23, 2016

    I know I posted about my whole story with Rodney

    before but.. At 11 years old, he was all I could ever think about back then. I didn't really care about anything else and the age difference was really such a bumemrr. And now that we aren't in contact anymore and he is out of state maybe even country it's really hard but I...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe
    18-21, F
    Oct 3, 2015

    It's an infatuation honestly,

    isn't love and which developed into an obsession but like this photo's caption my attitude to it all now is whenever I think about him/see his face in my mind it's like "I would like you to kill me now, but I fear not even death would destroy this memory." Not being able to...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response May 7, 2015

    of course i did. its me.

    I'm a ******* idiot
    deleted deleted
    Dec 18, 2014

    She just thinks of me

    as a friend, she doesn't know I fell way too fast, and way too deep. She doesn't know how I feel about her, and I don't know how to tell her. I know she'll never be mine, but I still long for her
    Stormla Stormla
    18-21, F
    Aug 4, 2015
    cesca09 cesca09
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2015

    I should never have met you.

    I fell in love completely and all at once with the very idea of you. A fantasy kind of love that only exists in stories, I became an addict to what you were offering to me. The problem is, the idea and the reality didn't quite match up. The heartbreak for the love I thought I'd...
    Saintlysinner Saintlysinner
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Apr 3, 2015

    and sometimes you loved them too much

    that you just can't believe it has to end so soon. right here and right now, swearing there was so much more to just end that soon.
    vf702 vf702
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jun 16, 2015

    She's the air that I breathe

    and she doesn't even know it.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 26, 2015

    Well, there isn't much to say.

    I know a girl, and she's amazing, and from what I know we have much in common. But she doesn't even speak to me. I could drop off the face of the earth and she wouldn't notice.
    JacKeys JacKeys
    18-21, M
    1 Response Nov 9, 2015

    There's so much I wanna say to you.

    ...so much I wanna do with u....so much I wanna have with u....so much....but I can't. just can't.
    SuriAnne SuriAnne
    36-40, F
    1 Response Mar 27, 2016

    It's the cruellest feeling.

    Your brain knows nothing can possibly happen you get used to that but your stupid heart just won't let go. Every time they walk in the room, you hear their voice, catch sight of them, that dumb stupid heart kicks it all off again. The huge soaring high, followed by a crashing...
    CaffeineJunky CaffeineJunky
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Aug 1, 2015

    I feel like an idiot

    for missing you.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Nov 13, 2015

    I fell in love with my friend.

    Oh i just loved him so much. He was my senior high school classmate. And i had crush on him. He is my hero (i think) and he's also my idol because he is so passionate when it comes to his hobbies. He loves to draw, sing and write poems. He is the reason why i started writing...
    isahruth isahruth
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jan 19, 2015

    Love isn't anything new to me

    and is something I've felt for several individuals. This last time though completely rocked my world and I still haven't been able to recover from it. It isn't so much I fell in love with someone I couldn't be with its mostly I fell in love with someone I could never of pictured...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 12, 2016

    She raped my innocence

    but I don't really mind...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Nov 16, 2015

    I dreamt I had a dream about you.

    Because I know we can never be real.
    aag311 aag311
    41-45, M
    Dec 7, 2014
    chlieseeds chlieseeds
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015

    sometimes you fall for someone

    and don't notice until you land on your face ?I wish I didn't feel this way about him
    gabbithagreat gabbithagreat
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jul 26, 2015

    I fell in love with you from the first day

    that we met. You liked me, but that's just it. Nothing more, nothing less. I have pushed what I feel for you in the deepest part of my subconscious. And it hurts so much to know that we can never be what I've always dreamed we would be.
    deleted deleted
    Aug 9, 2015
    deleted deleted
    May 15, 2015
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Apr 4, 2015

    Falling in love was easy,

    the hard part is knowing you cant be together.
    deleted deleted
    7 Responses Mar 31, 2015

    I fell in love with a man in college.

    When 9/11 happened he got called up active duty for the Air Force and was deployed for over a year. When he returned I felt like he was not the man I fell in love with. He asked me to move away with him. My pride and goals got in the way and I said no. I have since married but...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Mar 24, 2015


    Scarletsorbet Scarletsorbet
    31-35, F
    Jan 14, 2016

    I hope you know, there isn't anything

    that I wouldn't do for you.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 9, 2015
    Iamarunner Iamarunner
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Nov 15, 2015

    Maybe it wasn't love .

    . Maybe it was a dream that slipped through my fingers at the moment it became tangible , You were an elusive dream A butterfly with broken wings began beating inside the shallow cage of my ribs Each time we spoke I was pulled through a thousand miles Softly into your voice...
    deleted deleted
    2 Responses Jul 8, 2015

    Its killing me. Its killing my sexual urges

    and my personality. I think of her always. and feel dead inside.
    deleted deleted
    Aug 1, 2015

    i cant say i know what love feels like,

    but i keep liking married man. i would never act on it, but i cant stop thinking what it would be like to be their secret lover,
    SarahMayTee SarahMayTee
    18-21, F
    Nov 3, 2015

    They are so amazing, they like what I like,

    they jam the same music, they're sweet, loving, caring, they can be mean and aggressive, they likes the nasty weird things I do, and they listen and want to be apart of my life. makes me feel so loved and they don't like me.. well I think they don't and they have a girlfriend...
    LesbianLovin LesbianLovin
    18-21, F
    1 Response Nov 7, 2015

    Low key. It's bullshit.

    I ******* hate it. He says it's what best. He can talk of me, but not to me. He stares all the time. He claims he gives me the world but how if I'm hidden from it? I am NOBODYS SECRET.
    MirandaReiAnn MirandaReiAnn
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Aug 4, 2015

    I am in love with a man

    who is more than double my age. I could go on and on about how wonderful he is - but obviously I think he's great.. I have been pining after him like a hopeless teenager for about 2 years now. He has no idea. He would never be open to a relationship with me. He is far too much...
    NotFromThere NotFromThere
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Mar 24, 2015

    I fell in love with a girl 3 years older with a

    kid and I'm still in high school. But she went back with her ex but I really liked her. I never told her.
    hecticeuphony hecticeuphony
    18-21, M
    Sep 26, 2015

    I wish I could go back.

    Change it all. I wish that it could be diffrent, that I could have made you feel something. That we could have had something. But I made a mistake. Somewhere along the road I made a mistake. I didn't show you soon enough. I didn't give you hints. I tried to let you lead. But you...
    Thelostsoulslasthope Thelostsoulslasthope
    16-17, F
    Jan 31, 2016

    I fell in love with someone 19 years younger

    than me ... We dated on and off for two years ... He was my best friend, we did everything together and he was my best lover I ever had .... As things progressed ,His family could not accept our relationship and would not have anything to do with me .. This caused a huge strain...
    tcross71 tcross71
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 19, 2015

    But, oh, the experience of

    that love makes the heartache just a little more bearable.
    joyfulcloudofsorrow joyfulcloudofsorrow
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jan 22, 2016

    it's funny you know? the thought

    that maybe, just maybe you can be with that one person who can do everything to make you smile or make you cry.. and then finding out just how much you really love them... and then you realize it's too late. that their in love with someone else...
    mystiere13 mystiere13
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 23, 2015

    Such a sh*tty feeling,

    but it taught me one of the most important lessons in life. You don't always get what you want.
    Dezaria Dezaria
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jun 16, 2015

    It was so long time that I didn't fall in love,

    it was ten years after my big first love and another relationship five years later. So I had another chance to love after about a decade, but he didn't want a relationship, he used to say that he doesn't belong to anyone. But I belonged to him everytime he wanted.
    hashsoul hashsoul
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Nov 1, 2015

    And she's so hard to get over.

    My heart is broken!
    cda2331 cda2331
    41-45, M
    Jan 21, 2016

    I'm too young to be with him.

    We have much love though.
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jul 27, 2015

    i fell in luv with a 21 year old.

    but he was my cousin.
    Bocababes Bocababes
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2014

    So there is this guy I like,

    at first I was just playing around with him but out of nowhere I fell for him. He likes me too but he thinks we are just not right for each other . And that we should be friend. It just breaks my heart because I always get hurt at the end.
    clobusan clobusan
    18-21, F
    Nov 22, 2015

    Two years ago I had a gf from Nigeria we met

    through work I really loved her and I wanted us to be forever, but things didn't work out because we have such a big cultural difference. It kept interfering with our daily loves we did things that were uncommon for one another that it would end up in arguments and fights. She...
    SineyElle89 SineyElle89
    26-30, T
    1 Response Jun 16, 2015
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