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I Felt As Though I've Lost My Soul

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    My Affair Of The Heart - "Sometimes we have to wait for the heart to realizewhat the mind already knows"The moment that connection was made and an emotional bond formed was the end...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 24, 2013

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    Antidepressants Erased My Soul - I've been in an extremely peculiar state for the past 8 months. I have literally lost everything inside of me and no longer have a sense of "inner...
    DeVoid DeVoid 31-35, M 4 Responses May 2, 2011

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    The Tales - around 18 months ago i discovered the mother of my child and long term partner was having an affair, this resulted in us splitting, then of and on for another 12months...
    mango325 mango325 22-25 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    How Did It Get To This? - Lets start with who i am a little more. Im 30 years old and i live in sweden, my interestes are music friends books computer games (to a degree) used...
    Icarium Icarium 31-35 2 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    And I Am Not Sure If I Will Ever Find It. - i always have had a part of me that feels out of place.that i don`t belong.i try to ignore it,but sometimes it`s just to much.i have a...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Mar 28, 2009

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    Can't Feel My Innerself Anymore - from many years i was trying to keep myself focused on my studies but i never won over my mind its feels like ,my habits control me. but whenever...
    sumit0008 sumit0008 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 29, 2010

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    I Feel Lost - I am 35 yrs old and have been with my wife for almost 20 yrs. We met when I was 15 and she was 21. We have a 16 yr old daughter witch i love more than life. But i don...
    sheens2831 sheens2831 31-35 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    I dont know where to begin, maybe because there are so many beginning to this story. At this point i feel i have lost my faith or rather im losing my faith in life...in my life. I...
    Lostnalive Lostnalive 22-25 Apr 3

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    I don't like depressing people, but I've figured out that I'm one of them. People call me a genius, which I believe I am. But I don't think people has seen the true genius in which...
    kodatimes kodatimes 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Excuse me sir, But have you seen my smile? I'm afraid I've lost it I haven't seen it in awhile.
    HeyItsKaylaMay HeyItsKaylaMay 18-21, F Mar 30

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    I wrote this a while ago, it seems such a long time. I was reading it again, and I'm so much happier now. I am where I'm supposed to be. I thought I was in Love. To forgive and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 29

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    I had so much faith that everyone was going to work out. I was determined to commit myself to my relationship with my Saviour and trust that whichever path He takes me is the right...
    puberro puberro 70+, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    I don't want to sound like a dunce, I'm sure the first reaction to this post will make many recoil. It will not be written well because it's coming straight without editing. I...
    ryukyu ryukyu 26-30, M a week ago

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    Boys, boys, boys. I'm even sick of the word now because I've felt so much drama and sadness radiate off of that word alone. Today though, I found closure from drama that had...
    gxbriellejade gxbriellejade 16-17, F Mar 31

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    I've been through hell and back. My life was a war zone filled with enemies that I couldn't control. Each enemy took a piece of my soul that I can't retrieve. I was hurt millions...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Mar 23

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    I used to always be so happy and make all my friends and family laugh. I still do every now and then, I usually act like I'm okay and happy, just to make others happy. I love...
    txblank91 txblank91 22-25, F Apr 6

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    I've never 'fit in' and never felt like I belonged somewhere or felt like a unique individual. Wonder if I belong anywhere.
    mahnouls mahnouls 16-17 Apr 8

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    I'm a college student whose boyfriend allows to go to school full time and not work as much. He pays all the bills and since I made a choice early in life to not drive, he drives...
    PoisonLace PoisonLace 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    When I was in high school I suffered from some serious depression. I thought I would end up killing myself before I was even 20. I'm 20 now, and have come a long way. But I'm not...
    littlebirdy420 littlebirdy420 18-21, F Mar 20

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    I never thought things would be this way. I always wanted to leave here but seem so stuck. I've become exactly what I hate.
    dillont dillont 26-30, M Apr 6

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    Though it is partially my fault due to the fact I have S.A.D (Social Anxiety). But it is not my fault! All through life I've suffered with bullying and depression, and at this day...
    maraaa maraaa 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 16

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    I wish I wasn't torn between the two of you..I've spent the last half hour crying because I'm so depressed about this ****. I can't make this decision.
    youlostheridiot youlostheridiot 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    It's been almost two years since I've heard from him. I actually met him here on Experience Project. Though he was a bit older than me, I grew to really care about him alot as a...
    OerbaDiaVanille OerbaDiaVanille 22-25, F Apr 6

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    I've had this mask pasted on my face many times, but I've found ways to melt the glue and move on with my life <3
    Boo37 Boo37 13-15, F Apr 6

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    I know that I've been sleeping and I know that I've been dreaming. But now the sun is streaming and I swear that I've been here before.
    abbey04 abbey04 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    hey guys long time no see, sorry I've been gone so long. been in and out of the hospital again, and I just got dumped by my bf, this year just keeps getting better -__- I don't...
    Jaybugg Jaybugg 22-25, F Mar 16

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    Over the last 3 years of trying to lose weight and become a real adult over the course of my early 20s, I feel like I've wasted enough time getting ready. On Jan 2, I woke up with...
    coconutgirl27 coconutgirl27 22-25, F Mar 18

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    Yesterday morning I was listening to praise music before we left to help out at the church office. There are three lines that deeply touched my heart. After everything I have...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F Mar 29

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    I've been sad for a couple of days now and im just on my own like I don't even like hanging with my squad and I don't know why and I just need a friend or somebody who is nice I...
    iloveyoutooboo iloveyoutooboo 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Story of my life. I miss her everyday, I love her so much and hope that she's okay, But she doesn't know just how much i care, what i feel with her when we talk is rare, I guess...
    Islandkween Islandkween 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month...
    laceykight laceykight 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    falling Inlove is nothing compared to what it seems and to what it actually is...The word love it's self is so misinterpreted, I believe love is as strong as you make it.... I...
    daltondane99 daltondane99 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    First, I want to take a moment to praise and thank God for this day He hath made! This morning I was listening to Rev. Nigel Mumford's CD on healing prayer. He was here on Sunday...
    RhodeIslandLady RhodeIslandLady 56-60, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    When I was a kid I was very aware of everything around me. I'm very different from most people. Of cause I want the same things as many people. Money, sex a big house a loving...
    AnonymousPet AnonymousPet 31-35, M Mar 25

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    I met this little person here on EP. She brightens my day, which begins with a joke , making me laugh so much, oh so much. She's so little, has a busy day, fights with her school...
    Qatalyst Qatalyst 22-25, F 11 hrs ago

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    I cut myself once...and it felt really good. But now a days I tell myself that I can't. My mother has never been there for me and she never even wanted me. My older sister who I...
    MaddieMoo14 MaddieMoo14 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I hate it, I hate where I am now. I know I should just try and be positive. I know life isn't always easy but I always had life easy. I know other's have it worse then me but I can...
    Angela1989 Angela1989 22-25, F Apr 6

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    I'm attracted to females yes, but I sometimes wish I could just hold on to someone for who I am.
    ranchan ranchan 22-25, T Mar 25

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    I have been broken down to the point where I'm not sure of who I am anymore. It seems easier to just give up than keep going right now. I drink a lot and self medicate and I have a...
    freefalling20 freefalling20 18-21 1 Response Apr 3

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    I haven't been intimate with anyone for a year perhaps more. I can't so this single ****. I should've been smarter when I was young. What does an atheist scream when they ******?
    AnonymousPet AnonymousPet 31-35, M Mar 25

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    Its funny how you look back at certain situations like how did I get through that? You never know how strong you are until you think about what you've been through and what you...
    goldengirl24 goldengirl24 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Have you ever been in love with someone, that makes you forget everyone around you? It seems as if you barely pay attention to anyone else? Your style and hair changes. Everything...
    PrimadonnaAnnie PrimadonnaAnnie 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I don't get excited for anything anymore- even things I am looking forward too. Don't know where my enthusiasm has gone. Maybe I'll just pretend and it will become real.
    dubdvl dubdvl 31-35, M Mar 23

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    Damn I'm : Sexy, pale, thick, thin, boring, quiet... It's a long list.
    AdelaideHayashi AdelaideHayashi 22-25, F Mar 17

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    My life has forever changed from the past 2 years. I am no longer myself! Who used to just live in today and not worry about anything. Now I have become this hard rock. Someone who...
    endlesslyyyforever endlesslyyyforever 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    I am pleased to know such a anticonsimerism by act.
    Childofagnome Childofagnome 70+ 2 Responses Mar 21

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    If by 'stronger' you mean '****** up' then yes, I'm stronger.
    StellaNoir StellaNoir 31-35, F 9 Responses Mar 22

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    Sometimes I apologise too much due to paranoia it's so embarrassing
    JonnyBurrows10 JonnyBurrows10 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    as a teen boy, I assume that this may be normal... but sometimes I just feel like I donĀ“t want to go on with this comedy. My dad left, my uncles left, my grandmother left, my mom...
    jsabina11 jsabina11 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 4

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    Throw me to the wolves and I will return leading the pack.
    LoveAlmostAll LoveAlmostAll 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 5

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    Happiness, drama, depression... It's just a all a cycle but u don't have to get depressed. There are ways to over come it all. Read a good book, find ur passion, and the easiest...
    SilentHollywood SilentHollywood 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago