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I Felt As Though I've Lost My Soul

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    Antidepressants Erased My Soul

    I've been in an extremely peculiar state for the past 8 months. I have literally lost everything inside of me and no longer have a sense of "inner being". My personality has been completely erased, along with the inner psyche I've spent a lifetime building. When I attempt to...
    DeVoid DeVoid 31-35, M 7 Responses May 2, 2011

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    And I Am Not Sure If I Will Ever Find It.

    i always have had a part of me that feels out of place.that i don`t belong.i try to ignore it,but sometimes it`s just to much.i have a deep seated rage that comes to the surface whan that happens.and when people wroung me,i can feel my skin burn.somewhere i lost part of myself.i...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Mar 28, 2009

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    How Did It Get To This?

    Lets start with who i am a little more. Im 30 years old and i live in sweden, my interestes are music friends books computer games (to a degree) used to love them, but not so much anymore. how i am as a person is a little bit more complicated, it all depends on what kind of...
    Icarium Icarium 31-35 2 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    The Tales

    around 18 months ago i discovered the mother of my child and long term partner was having an affair, this resulted in us splitting, then of and on for another 12months, she carried on between me and this other male, as things got very emotional and my life continued to crash into...
    mango325 mango325 22-25 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    Can't Feel My Innerself Anymore

    from many years i was trying to keep myself focused on my studies but i never won over my mind its feels like ,my habits control me. but whenever i failed in life i always try make new plans for my future and then again fail in following them. now it feels like if i continue it...
    sumit0008 sumit0008 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 29, 2010

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    My Affair Of The Heart

    "Sometimes we have to wait for the heart to realizewhat the mind already knows"The moment that connection was made and an emotional bond formed was the end of my life off-line.I have been captured in that moment, unknowingly the damage I was causing myself and my real life.Every...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Oct 24, 2013

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    I Feel Lost

    I am 35 yrs old and have been with my wife for almost 20 yrs. We met when I was 15 and she was 21. We have a 16 yr old daughter witch i love more than life. But i don't think i can be with my wife anymore. I still love her, but I am on such a different level now it drives me...
    sheens2831 sheens2831 31-35 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    The feeling's terrible.

    You're completely numb from inside, nothing makes you happy, you can't live in the present no matter how hard you try. But, I'm going to find my soul one day. You wait and watch, you.
    IDontWantNoTrouble IDontWantNoTrouble 26-30, M Dec 20, 2014

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    We have been communicating for over 2 years. We had our times that I would not hear from him, usually like a month. It's been almost 3 months since I've heard from him. He won't...
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    I've lost all of it, I can't think of a single thing random 😢😣
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    My life has been pretty tough, but I keep a positive outlook, determined to have a good rest of my life. My parents divorced when I was 2. While I was lucky that they put us kids...
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    Hello everybody who thinks they lost their salvation, impossible no matter what it is impossible how did you lose it or better yet where did you lose it, God will not bless you...
    scrupulosity777 scrupulosity777 46-50, M 5 Responses Mar 26

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    I've never fit in with male social groups. I've never liked sports, never been able to join in when guys talk about women in the way guys do. I've always associated better with...
    manlikewoman manlikewoman 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 26

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    I cry every single day, I have lost me, I lost my happiness. I lost everything, my life felt apart, I don't even know how to continue. I thought that nothing could break me down...
    claud26 claud26 26-30, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    The existence of soulmates, is a debatable topic. Many would say that their soulmate exists. Some who have been rejected countless times, don't believe in it. I guess there is no...
    BlakeUndefined BlakeUndefined 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I was in love with this woman who fell in love with me we work together at the library she was a janitor and I was the security guard it's a bad town that needs a security guard...
    dfries63 dfries63 46-50, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Being in a tough situation is not easy especially if that situation is still existing. Each one of us has our own ordeals, ghosts from the past and our down moments that sometimes...
    ShadesofWhite67 ShadesofWhite67 26-30, F Apr 14

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    Have you ever met someone who is funny, kind, gentle and soft hearted? Have you realized you've fallen for them, almost completely? I have and now I feel its too late to turn back...
    CazieM CazieM 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    If you really think about it, the idea of soulmates is rather insulting, as well as destructive. Sure people talk about it as if it's some grand romantic concept, but seriously...
    Army0917 Army0917 31-35, M Apr 3

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    I thought I was inlove with this boy he was perfect when he was sober. We met at work his name was Ryan I broke my rule no dating employees but he was different. We worked...
    Dayday4204 Dayday4204 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    My husband and I have been married for 7 years. The past two years it seems like we are room mates. He even sleep in the living room instead of our room. We go on doing our...
    Brokenbipolar Brokenbipolar 31-35, F Mar 27

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    When I was 4 years old, my parents separated. my dad was an alcoholic, he used to beat my mom everyday. We moved out to Plymouth and got an apartment until we could get back on our...
    amberbell1001 amberbell1001 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    I've always thought that life is a test, and certain situations or hard times that happen test your character and make you who you are. It's weird but I feel like the more hard...
    AlexJM95 AlexJM95 18-21, M 3 Responses Apr 3

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    I've put on my Happy mask for a while now. It's failing me a little bit now. I just don't know what to do anymore...
    Michell31550 Michell31550 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    So, 2 years ago my boss was federally indicted - but wait! I was my employer's confidant - at least I thought I was - I knew the most intimate details of my boss's life...
    omaLostinatl omaLostinatl 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    In regards to my last post: I've called my doctor and he told me that the bleeding is nothing to worry about, that everything should be just fine with the little guy. On a much...
    JanaElisabeth JanaElisabeth 16-17, F Mar 30

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    I couldn't say how many books I've read since leaving university last year but it's in the hundreds! You get a good life lesson in having to research things for your thesis, which...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    In my waking life and even now, I dont think it matters to write on experience project. No one cares. The situation is a penny to a one hundred dollar bill. When a penny is dropped...
    LDll LDll 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Making mistakes and meeting the wrong people only made me stronger and more careful. I truly believe that we learn from our mistakes and that's what I've done
    mayyasothman mayyasothman 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    And I've been through hell
    emyleejane emyleejane 26-30, T 4 Responses Apr 9

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    You people have no idea what I've been through
    photographyismylife photographyismylife 13-15, F 7 Responses Apr 16

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    Am Stronger Because of All I've Been Through
    hope1022 hope1022 22-25, M a week ago

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    I have to adapt to life in countless ways. I've learned that if you don't adapt, and adapt quickly, you'll be miserable, filled with self-pity, and not be the person you were meant...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    I'm probably not the only one who feels SO strong that they're weak.I KNOW I can survive anything,any loss,most tragedies.I've had to pull myself through the flames so many times...
    jcnlitlbit jcnlitlbit 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Of course . I would hope . Sometimes I feel like I've grown weaker but maybe I'm just Scared .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Apr 8

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    God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. I am the woman I am today because of all I've been through. I am happier, kinder and a lot more understanding of people and...
    Grace1077 Grace1077 26-30, F 5 Responses Apr 9

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    I've always wanted to do this and decided to pull the trigger, well, 12 years ago. Allison is now 17 years old or will be in June. I haven't been a good letter writer. My...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 4 Responses Apr 10

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    Something happened at school involving a person I've known since kindergarten and have been friends since the start of middle school (last year), and another friend of mine. It isn...
    marshababy33 marshababy33 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 13

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