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I Felt As Though I've Lost My Soul

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 123 People

    And I Am Not Sure If I Will Ever Find It.

    i always have had a part of me that feels out of place.that i don`t belong.i try to ignore it,but sometimes it`s just to much.i have a deep seated rage that comes to the surface whan that happens.and when people wroung me,i can feel my skin burn.somewhere i lost part of myself.i...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Mar 28, 2009

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    My Affair Of The Heart

    "Sometimes we have to wait for the heart to realizewhat the mind already knows"The moment that connection was made and an emotional bond formed was the end of my life off-line.I have been captured in that moment, unknowingly the damage I was causing myself and my real life.Every...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Oct 24, 2013

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    I Feel Lost

    I am 35 yrs old and have been with my wife for almost 20 yrs. We met when I was 15 and she was 21. We have a 16 yr old daughter witch i love more than life. But i don't think i can be with my wife anymore. I still love her, but I am on such a different level now it drives me...
    sheens2831 sheens2831 31-35 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    The Tales

    around 18 months ago i discovered the mother of my child and long term partner was having an affair, this resulted in us splitting, then of and on for another 12months, she carried on between me and this other male, as things got very emotional and my life continued to crash into...
    mango325 mango325 22-25 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    Can't Feel My Innerself Anymore

    from many years i was trying to keep myself focused on my studies but i never won over my mind its feels like ,my habits control me. but whenever i failed in life i always try make new plans for my future and then again fail in following them. now it feels like if i continue it...
    sumit0008 sumit0008 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 29, 2010

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    How Did It Get To This?

    Lets start with who i am a little more. Im 30 years old and i live in sweden, my interestes are music friends books computer games (to a degree) used to love them, but not so much anymore. how i am as a person is a little bit more complicated, it all depends on what kind of...
    Icarium Icarium 31-35 2 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Antidepressants Erased My Soul

    I've been in an extremely peculiar state for the past 8 months. I have literally lost everything inside of me and no longer have a sense of "inner being". My personality has been completely erased, along with the inner psyche I've spent a lifetime building. When I attempt to...
    DeVoid DeVoid 31-35, M 7 Responses May 2, 2011

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    The feeling's terrible.

    You're completely numb from inside, nothing makes you happy, you can't live in the present no matter how hard you try. But, I'm going to find my soul one day. You wait and watch, you.
    IDontWantNoTrouble IDontWantNoTrouble 26-30, M Dec 20, 2014

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    I disapprove of every conspiracy of which I am not a part.
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    im willing to seel my soul to the devil for a better living.. im tired of this life i have,, everything is this world works and flow with money because without money youre nothing...
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    Please forgive me . I will go crazy soon . Maybe i was feeling crazy then or im just really stupid for being jealous . I am sorry . Its hard to control emotions and i find it more...
    EternallyEphemeral EternallyEphemeral 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    LittleBastet9 LittleBastet9 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    AHH!!! Just when I thought I was losing direction... Thanks Jimi. Gonna play this game, just 'cause there's no other way. Gonna keep it up, just 'cause I can't give up. "Keep...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    half a saint and half a debauchee, i'm a crazy, and my path is that which God wills.. ma own loved ones destroyed me, God created me and flung into this ****** world... some say...
    seniordingdong seniordingdong 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Yeah, it's like all the **** that I've been through has brought me here to where I'm at life right now. Understanding myself instead of going against myself. Having patience. It's...
    stashd stashd 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    In a literal sense, sometimes I don't feel real. I feel like I'm without substance and my entire life is really just a dream I'm having in another person's sleep. I sometimes...
    justarandom justarandom 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    It's gotten to the point where I don't care what people think of me. You think I'm strange? Don't talk to me. You think I'm ugly? Don't look at me. And if you're gonna say...
    songwrxter songwrxter 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    This is so true we've all been through stuff in our lives but if we're lucky we learn from it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    so much. but if you ask anyone my age, you find that you are not alone. I have been through events of tremendous sadness, experienced horrific events, felt loneliness that I...
    intimacyfound intimacyfound 41-45, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I lost 20 lbs in May and June now because of a knee injury I can't work out and have used that to the advantage to get fat Again. I'm back up to 221. This time I want to pass 231...
    chubbyhubby250 chubbyhubby250 36-40, M a week ago

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    I know I have had enough. I have had enough of these feelings, these thoughts, everything. I continuously jump between feeling empty and feeling like my heart is breaking. I cannot...
    RebellioustoanEnd RebellioustoanEnd 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    My fiance cheated on me a few months ago and even though I told him I forgive him I still can't get over it. I think about it every day. He's a great father and relationship isn't...
    duckluver86 duckluver86 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    Before I begin I just want to say that I am not here to complain I'm here only to share my story because I feel I have no one else too tell. my mom remarried when I was about five...
    bluebear6 bluebear6 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 24

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    IF I've done something wrong ( provided I see it & am not being "browbeaten" )
    cashetty69 cashetty69 51-55, M Aug 24

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    I know I will survive because I've been through too much to break now. I'm a survivor and know that when **** gets hard you have to toughen up and move through it. I'm just tired...
    trin2013 trin2013 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 23

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    My family broke when I was 7 because my dad was abusive had an affair ( several times, in fact I personally think he should be in a mental institution for all the **** he has done...
    Hayden23 Hayden23 13-15, F 8 Responses Aug 22

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    Hold my hand through this night As the voices shake and my vision blinds With fires that swore to seek revenge Eyes filled with rage that would not relent Never have I felt...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 22

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    Until a few years ago I always felt that my entire adult life was going to be filled with abuse, nehlect, and was never going to be loved like I want to be loved. I married at 19...
    Harleygirl65 Harleygirl65 46-50, F 14 Responses Aug 22

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    He's my oldest brother. I haven't spoken to him in five years. I doubt I ever will again. I'm open to giving him another chance, if he got off meth and stops drinking. I have a...
    SapphicMinion SapphicMinion 26-30, F 8 Responses Aug 22

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    "Strangers can become best friends as easy as a best friends can become a strangers."
    TheWordsOfDeadGirl TheWordsOfDeadGirl 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    The problem with having time on your hands, well for me anyway, is the time to overthink things. I pick apart conversations that I've had and find things to be disappointed about...
    Littlemissshy25 Littlemissshy25 46-50, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    I've been strong for so long, I can't remember what it's like to not HAVE to be. For once I want to be able to freely give and receive love without ever feeling that it's only...
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    Almost two years ago to the day I had the worst call of my career. I have never truly experienced panic except for that day as I had child slip away in front of me in my ambulance...
    Hussarian Hussarian 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    Experiences makes us what we are….. very true, provided we learn lessons from it to become a better person. Experiences enrich our lives and in due course of life ultimately...
    Jonaki1 Jonaki1 56-60, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I have lost my direction in life. There are things that I want to accomplish, but I have no motivation to do so.
    jaynepayne jaynepayne 31-35, F Aug 18

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    You live in your own little world The world outside doesn’t matter to you You’re too enthralled by all the wonders that behold you in your world, Wonders so totally new and...
    FluttershyLabeouf FluttershyLabeouf 18-21, M Aug 18

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    I wouldn't say lost. People cant relate to me per say. So then has me thinking a lot.
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Most of the time I'm really happy but then they're are time where I get really sad and I mean like I will contemplate self harming again or sometimes suicide. I just feel really...
    JoshKilbride2 JoshKilbride2 13-15, M Aug 17

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