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I Felt As Though I've Lost My Soul

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    Antidepressants Erased My Soul

    I've been in an extremely peculiar state for the past 8 months. I have literally lost everything inside of me and no longer have a sense of "inner being". My personality has been completely erased, along with the inner psyche I've spent a lifetime building. When I attempt to...
    DeVoid DeVoid 31-35, M 7 Responses May 2, 2011

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    Can't Feel My Innerself Anymore

    from many years i was trying to keep myself focused on my studies but i never won over my mind its feels like ,my habits control me. but whenever i failed in life i always try make new plans for my future and then again fail in following them. now it feels like if i continue it...
    sumit0008 sumit0008 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 29, 2010

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    And I Am Not Sure If I Will Ever Find It.

    i always have had a part of me that feels out of place.that i don`t belong.i try to ignore it,but sometimes it`s just to much.i have a deep seated rage that comes to the surface whan that happens.and when people wroung me,i can feel my skin burn.somewhere i lost part of myself.i...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 1 Response Mar 28, 2009

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    I Feel Lost

    I am 35 yrs old and have been with my wife for almost 20 yrs. We met when I was 15 and she was 21. We have a 16 yr old daughter witch i love more than life. But i don't think i can be with my wife anymore. I still love her, but I am on such a different level now it drives me...
    sheens2831 sheens2831 31-35 2 Responses Jan 28, 2010

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    The Tales

    around 18 months ago i discovered the mother of my child and long term partner was having an affair, this resulted in us splitting, then of and on for another 12months, she carried on between me and this other male, as things got very emotional and my life continued to crash into...
    mango325 mango325 22-25 1 Response May 11, 2009

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    My Affair Of The Heart

    "Sometimes we have to wait for the heart to realizewhat the mind already knows"The moment that connection was made and an emotional bond formed was the end of my life off-line.I have been captured in that moment, unknowingly the damage I was causing myself and my real life.Every...
    Jay04Sch Jay04Sch 36-40, F Oct 24, 2013

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    How Did It Get To This?

    Lets start with who i am a little more. Im 30 years old and i live in sweden, my interestes are music friends books computer games (to a degree) used to love them, but not so much anymore. how i am as a person is a little bit more complicated, it all depends on what kind of...
    Icarium Icarium 31-35 2 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    The feeling's terrible.

    You're completely numb from inside, nothing makes you happy, you can't live in the present no matter how hard you try. But, I'm going to find my soul one day. You wait and watch, you.
    IDontWantNoTrouble IDontWantNoTrouble 26-30, M Dec 20, 2014

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    I've changed a lot since I was Badlybroken. So much so that I wonder if I ought to change the name? I'll leave the stories because I was that person. A person who thought it was...
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    There are days that even coffee won't even wake me up. Though it is doing it's best to try. A restless night's sleep has me in a daze. A storm came through at about 2am. Now a...
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    I've been through my own hell countless of times so give me your best shot. I know what I want and I'm not afraid to get it. I will always be by your side and I'll sometimes let my...
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    When I was younger I never thought I was normal, but as I've grown up I've come to terms with the fact that the word 'normal' doesn't really have a definition. It's synonymous with...
    donttellthem donttellthem 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Coloursearching Coloursearching 22-25 5 Responses Jul 18

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    It happens more than it should. I overindulge. Is it wrong? It feels right .
    femaleonfire femaleonfire 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 16

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    ccdoll486 ccdoll486 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    This was the worst trauma of my childhood. In my church they preached vivid sermons about the horrors of hell and the infinite intensity and duration of the suffering. I was...
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    Very true I love it when my man does it
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    He left! I have no way of communicating with him. I feel like I am walking around this world with a grey raincloud hovering above my head constantly precipitating my thoughts with...
    bjssoi bjssoi 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    so heres my friend we share our everything with each other ... but he did something like i feel that i m not important to him , he posted on fb that he exist only coz of the person...
    Dreck007 Dreck007 18-21, M Jul 14

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    I've stopped being Angry with society and I don't conform my looks and behaviour according to societies standards anymore. I don't care about who's judging me and I've just...
    NamzyNayNay NamzyNayNay 16-17, F Jul 13

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    I love him but i don't think he feels the same way
    sarawoods sarawoods 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I am Christian, Pentecostal Christian to be exact. I have been for about 6-7 years. I'm an activist, I support LGBTPA group. I'm all for it. I'm a feminist. I always have to say...
    SavingLucy17 SavingLucy17 16-17, F Jul 13

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    and that..I am very grateful for..
    raggedeagle raggedeagle 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Well. I don't know how to start this. I should begin with a bit of background info about myself, well, on here you can call me Ghouly. I'm a minor, I'm still in high school, this...
    ghouly ghouly 70+, F 1 Response Jul 11

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    Hii!I’ve been in unrequited love for 4 years now. I know it hurts a lot.I wrote a book on this topic too.The book trailer for my debut novel “You are my Wonderwall...
    youaremywonderwall youaremywonderwall 22-25, F Jul 11

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    Don't mix my personality and attitude. My personality is who I am. My attitude depends on who you are.
    LauraW0 LauraW0 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 10

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    I would rather be weak....
    basttt basttt 41-45, F 7 Responses Jul 10

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    I like to think that I've been made to endure all of the experiences I have just to make me be a better person. Like if in my past life I wasn't a good person so I'm being shown...
    ShyButterfly04 ShyButterfly04 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 10

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    In the old house, I ran out of shelf space.
    DrWhom DrWhom 51-55 1 Response Jul 10

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    I have never had a boyfriend and I've never been kissed or had my first date. Boys seem to not be interested in someone like me. When i was in high school I didn't get ask to prom...
    lolipopolie18 lolipopolie18 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    Ball Curled under my feet The nails painted as you painted me When I was younger You said I would shine brighter and brighter In your eyes, the certainty of love In my soul...
    Ymfas Ymfas 26-30, M 4 Responses Jul 9

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