I Felt Helpless Today

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    Again, I am in that "I don't know" state.

    I'm scared about a lot of stuff, but today, it bothers me that my achievements and all of the praises that I got will be ruined because of a very stupid mistake. I don't know how to deal with this, I'm finding solutions though, but I need to make this post to release the extreme...
    fascisheanne fascisheanne
    22-25, F
    Jan 3

    I Give Nothing

    I have nothing to give my children, my husband has everything in his name...why do I feel I shouldnt even be here? No job, cant drive damn I am skin laying around ready to be thrown away.
    tata81 tata81
    26-30
    3 Responses Aug 20, 2009

    For Too Long..

    I have been trying to defend myself against lies for years and years now.  The lies are told by my ex-wife.  I do not know how to.  It has not gotten easier and i doubt it will ever stop.
    newerich newerich
    36-40, M
    Sep 8, 2008
    endlessenvirons endlessenvirons
    36-40, M
    Sep 3, 2015

    The Dust Of Force

    The dust of force won't be healing When the fox and lion are dealing In response to all evil desires Turning them into glorious satires Great desires, yet mixed with pain when forces turns them back to a strain The fox and lion will be so brave Dwelling instead in a deeper cave...
    3omdomri 3omdomri
    26-30, M
    Jun 28, 2012

    the other night i started drinking with my best

    friend. it was fun until i decided to go sleep he followed me and i remember falling and i felt him undress me i didn't understand. i wanted to scream but i couldn't because i was afraid. and now i still do he almost took advantage but i was able to get free but he didn't want...
    Zephira Zephira
    18-21, F
    Aug 2, 2014

    I started watching the notebook.

    And I had a breakdown. I feel wonderful. *sarcasm*
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 28, 2014

    Actually yesterday. My friend told me

    that I'm forever alone and since this girl asked me out I should say yes (I'm bi. No hate) and she started bitching me out cuz I always reject people. Then my mom was bitching me out cuz I didn't wanna talk. And then my ex wanted to kill herself and hurt herself. I can't take...
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou
    16-17, F
    Jun 27, 2014

    Facing My Own Demons

    It started about 11 months ago an ordinary day  i was caught in a dark hole of depression and in a desperate grab to life i posted on a suicide website and one person responded,her name was Conni......  Over the past few months we have come to know each other...
    Blind Blind
    36-40, F
    5 Responses May 15, 2008

    I woke up in such despair.

    For the life of me I couldn't remember a time when I was so helpless and lost. But then I said to myself, "you can do this, you can figure this out" I retraced everything I did last night. Walked out into the yard and searched by the hammock I laid on most of the night, and...
    endlessenvirons endlessenvirons
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 19, 2015

    My Poor Baby

    I joined this group one week ago today. I joined because I was standing 3 feet from my son when he fell off the kitchen chair, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. He hit his chin on the table, and his teeth went through his bottom lip. I was mid "Get down from there...
    MommyGoneMad MommyGoneMad
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

    I Felt Helpless

    When I woke today,I felt helpless,Not knowin',What was in store,A funny thing happened,As the day progressed,The helplessness subsided,A dream,Finally coming true,I'm helpless,No more.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    Feb 4, 2012

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