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I Felt Helpless Today

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    Facing My Own Demons

    It started about 11 months ago an ordinary day  i was caught in a dark hole of depression and in a desperate grab to life i posted on a suicide website and one person responded,her name was Conni......  Over the past few months we have come to know each other...
    Blind Blind 36-40, F 5 Responses May 15, 2008

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    Actually yesterday. My friend told me

    that I'm forever alone and since this girl asked me out I should say yes (I'm bi. No hate) and she started bitching me out cuz I always reject people. Then my mom was bitching me out cuz I didn't wanna talk. And then my ex wanted to kill herself and hurt herself. I can't take...
    Kailenalovesyou Kailenalovesyou 13-15, F Jun 27

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    the other night i started drinking with my best

    friend. it was fun until i decided to go sleep he followed me and i remember falling and i felt him undress me i didn't understand. i wanted to scream but i couldn't because i was afraid. and now i still do he almost took advantage but i was able to get free but he didn't want...
    Zephira Zephira 18-21, F Aug 2

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    My Poor Baby

    I joined this group one week ago today. I joined because I was standing 3 feet from my son when he fell off the kitchen chair, and there was nothing I could do to stop it. He hit his chin on the table, and his teeth went through his bottom lip. I was mid "Get down from there...
    MommyGoneMad MommyGoneMad 26-30, F 2 Responses Feb 2, 2012

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    For Too Long..

    I have been trying to defend myself against lies for years and years now.  The lies are told by my ex-wife.  I do not know how to.  It has not gotten easier and i doubt it will ever stop.
    newerich newerich 36-40, M Sep 8, 2008

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    The Dust Of Force

    The dust of force won't be healing When the fox and lion are dealing In response to all evil desires Turning them into glorious satires Great desires, yet mixed with pain when forces turns them back to a strain The fox and lion will be so brave Dwelling instead in a deeper cave...
    3omdomri 3omdomri 26-30, M Jun 28, 2012

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    I Give Nothing

    I have nothing to give my children, my husband has everything in his name...why do I feel I shouldnt even be here? No job, cant drive damn I am skin laying around ready to be thrown away.
    tata81 tata81 26-30 3 Responses Aug 20, 2009

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    I Felt Helpless

    When I woke today,I felt helpless,Not knowin',What was in store,A funny thing happened,As the day progressed,The helplessness subsided,A dream,Finally coming true,I'm helpless,No more.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 4, 2012

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    I just don't know what to do anymore... I don't think I've ever felt that bad in my whole life. I just feel so helpless and trapped and I just have no one to talk to... I pushed...
    funyarinpa funyarinpa 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I know I said I wasn't going to email you anymore because you have your other new life now so this is my alternative. I talked about you today with a person I met and told them how...
    julius5626 julius5626 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    Airport Tickling- I love vacations, but normally, I hate flying and airports. Anyway, I was at the airport recently. I had a layover on my trip, and I had stay at this ariport...
    Ticklishguy777 Ticklishguy777 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    I feel helpless not that I can't do something for myself but for someone I really wanted to help because I lack the guts to do so.
    blizzard88 blizzard88 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 17

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    I am useless but not helpless I am still strong there is still hope in me
    jeniffer200 jeniffer200 13-15, F Aug 22

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    I wish this madness was over, because I hate sitting back here being helpless watching all the pain and suffering your going through.
    Verix Verix 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I can't make you come back. I hate myself that I don't have any control over your actions. You are like an unresponsive brick wall that does not allow me to get through. I feel so...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    Today wasn't my day I felt really bad but hey life goes on don't Do u guys think I'm cute or naw :)
    AlexMafia15 AlexMafia15 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 3

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    They didn't pass away but we fell out over something I think wasn't worth falling out over. A message I didnt complete because I got distracted whilst texting and never got to...
    Quanitta Quanitta 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    Just can't express the happiness I felt today.
    ilovesakura ilovesakura 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I cut myself today. I am so ashamed. I haven't done something like that since I was a teenager. I used to cut myself all the time when I was younger. I had some issues growing up I...
    Thinkofme Thinkofme 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    I finally did it! If you have seen my other stories, you'll know how dragon I feel. Today, I took another step. My grandma was looking after me for the day, as well as my cousins...
    VolcanoTheDragon VolcanoTheDragon 13-15, F Aug 13

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    I felt so good yesterday and I did some week pulling and other stuff, minor but too much the next day after surgery..I am being paid back today for that. I am sore, and got sick...
    kathouse68 kathouse68 66-70, F 4 days ago

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    I was wearing a floral top, blue flare jeans, and brown cowgirl boots. I was driving my car back to house from the mall. I really had to go at the mall because I don't like using...
    girlygirl2 girlygirl2 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 15

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    I was on the couch watching pretty little liars and I just let go and soked my Grey leggings it felt so good. I do this all the time and I love it. I'm a lesbian any other lesbians...
    tristansagastume tristansagastume 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 3

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    Outside playing with some kids and I urge to pee so bad. We were playing hide and seek so while I was hiding I pulled my panties to the side and let it flow it felt so good
    sdffg007 sdffg007 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    This morning I woke up and bad to pee but my mom woke up before me and took a shower it felt like forever because I had to pee real bad so I tries to hold it in and when she...
    Guywhopees Guywhopees 18-21, M 5 Responses Aug 13

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    And it felt so good. Doing laundry has a while new purpose.
    wetsalot wetsalot 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 16

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    I talked to him for the first time in a couple weeks. Its like breathing liquid fire. I am in such pain, i feel like the days are turning into years and really we've only been...
    janexdoe janexdoe 18-21, F Aug 17

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    I went to our local woods. It was quite an overcast day and I walked along the main paths looking for a secluded enough spot. I found one down a little mud track, but could hear...
    Bartimaues Bartimaues 31-35, M Aug 21

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    I went to the movies and I got the largest soda I could and got unlimited refills to see how long I could last. After my third refill I was bouncing up and down in my seat, I drank...
    MakeSmiles MakeSmiles 18-21, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    Haven't felt this good in a long time! Such a great day it was :D
    Lynnie21 Lynnie21 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    For a while, I have been a play girl. I met all these guys on ep. Having two boyfriends and one guy I flirt a lot with. I will talk about the first one. He loves me a lot I can...
    definiteintegral definiteintegral 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    Today was the first time in months I wished you were here I even cried today, I haven't cried in years Its just today I feel so lost, I feel there's no one to guide me I feel like...
    walkonthewildside walkonthewildside 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    I had a great day today. My first day of teaching since before summer vacation. It was great to see my students again. We had the usual small talk about what they had been doing...
    Skywalker1979 Skywalker1979 31-35, M a week ago

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    Today I got up late. I stayed in bed watching Tom and Jerry cartoons. My sissy gave me breakfast in bed; Honey nut cheerios and an almost stale muffin and pepsi soda. We take turns...
    KiannaJ KiannaJ 22-25, F Aug 16

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    It's horrid! I have felt very faint on a number of occasions. I wont go through them all but i will go through the main ones. I was at school once, i wasn't feeling well and had...
    Elle2002 Elle2002 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    I was supposed to have a job interview today, but just as I was getting ready to leave, the recruiter called to tell me management was "busy" today and wanted to cancel. At least...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 10 Responses 4 days ago

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    Felton pleaded guilty last month to attempted criminal possession of a weapon and criminal possession of a firearm. As part of a plea deal that allowed him to avoid jail time...
    123watt 123watt 22-25, F Aug 8

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    Today I made memory's that I'll cherish forever. I met so many new people today that I honestly enjoyed, and I thank god for the chances he gives me in life to do the things I love...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F Aug 9

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    I was watching this film 'Into the Storm' at the cinema today and it made me rethink about the few decisions I've made. I've noticed how family is important...how fleeting and...
    GrumpyMe GrumpyMe 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    One night I was sitting on my bed, I think I was reading but I'm not sure, anyway all of a sudden this feeling of unbearable loneliness came over me and I felt totally empty. Have...
    WanderFree WanderFree 13-15, F Aug 12

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    I've been holding myself together recently. I struggle to get out of bed for work, let alone go in and paste on a smile and happy demeanour. I have to keep this pretend happy...
    Zexy129 Zexy129 22-25, F 4 Responses Aug 14

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    I broke down at school today in the nurses office crying and I skipped my third class today because I spent it in the nurses office crying for about hour then I was fine
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 19

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    Last night I had a dream that I was extremely angry and everything in that dream felt real. The yelling felt like I was yelling for real and the anger felt real.
    jm4life jm4life 16-17, M Aug 22

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    I must say that I have had the pleasure for the second time in my life to see a married couple celebrate 50 years of being married. That does not happen every day not even once in...
    mamabutterfly mamabutterfly 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    Pretty much it's pointless to look for someone that is moderate or quite interesting as today. Only fanatics or crazed out people today.
    psycopower90 psycopower90 22-25, M Aug 25

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    I've been extremely down today. It sucks and it's hard to carry on. I've had people try to cheer me up and I'm thankful for them. It's helped me alot today. But all i can think of...
    Saram1985 Saram1985 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Her cousin, after 3 years of battling leukemia, died the other day. Today was her wake, and I went to support my friend, because I knew that she and her cousin were close, and I...
    quietorloud quietorloud 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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