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I Felt Worthless Because of You

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    Well, I Felt Ugly, Anyway

    Recently I was trying to figure out my new camera, and trying to re-adjust the color and light settings because the color looked very "off". So I was sending pics to a friend of mine so that he (an amateur photographer) could suggest the adjustments I should make.After a few pics...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2012

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    I wish that I didn't have problems with the

    people who are supposed to love me unconditionally. You treat me like I'm nothing and constantly fight with me. And it's not any better with everyone else. No one seems to treat me like they care
    kny6781 kny6781 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24, 2014

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    There Is Not Just One Person

    To you person A- I know you had cancer and you were going through menopause but that didn't give you the rite to get drunk everynight and scream horrible things to me like that I'm worthless, fat, ugly, stupid, a failure. I self harmed because of you. I cried myself to sleep...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2008

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    Lesson Learned

    This guy I was seeing made me feel so bad about myself that I still haven't gotten over it. I only told my sister and my best friend and I can't face telling anyone else. It's probably not as bad as some people may think, but I never came across someone who made me feel the way...
    Lonneke Lonneke 21-25, F 6 Responses Apr 26, 2007

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    I felt worthless all of my life.

    But i tell u, i never had a bad heart. Either way i allways had a heart of gold. And been treated like im nothing. All the years i thought there is something wrong with me but it wasnt. People this days are so cruel that if u let their actions get into u , u can become really...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35 1 Response Dec 4, 2014

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    Why Can't I Forget You

    Why can't I get over him, my first love I did everything I could, I had a girls night, I went out, I dated a few guys why can't I forget? I'm I not doing it right? He betrayed me so why should I keep thinking about him? I don't know I'm hoping I get over him soon because I just...
    candygirl189 candygirl189 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 30, 2013

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    You Made It Seem Like You Cared, But You Dont

    You made it sound like you cared, for the first time someone who feels the way i do and wants to make it last, at least thats what i thought...... I wait for you to get better, worry and have nightmares that ive lost you, get so physically sick and depressed over it im at my all...
    KiritoKazuto KiritoKazuto 18-21, M Aug 21, 2013

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    People...

    Mom... You always used to tell me I was beautiful. And in the next sentence, you'd explain to me that 'boys' would like me more if I lost weight. Don't you know how I tried? I starved myself, at times, blatantly ignored my body's needs and just didn't eat for days on end. And...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 1 Response Apr 12, 2008

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    Men

    Two very significant men made me feel worthless at one point or another in our relationship and when i felt like that to the upmost of my heart i had to leave. Now they both want me back. I can't understand for the life of me why men take women for granted untilt they are gone.
    goldie25 goldie25 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 12, 2008

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    I Let You

    I can't believe I wasted all that time on you when you really didn't care about me... You moved on so I am definitely moving on now. It was your loss.( I wrote this months ago and it still rings true.)
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    A mother is supposed to love her child no

    matter what...she made me feel the exact opposite of love ever since I was about 11. I never really had a lot of friends because of her. She always judged people based on their race or even just looks. She made me wear the most ridiculous outfits that didn't even look good on me...
    BlondeGirlBunny BlondeGirlBunny 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 24, 2014

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    Because of Me

    This is a statement I can only direct to myself.  It's because of things I've done, and how I've acted, and who my actions have affected.  I'ts my fault, and it's my burden to bear. 
    SisBoomBah SisBoomBah 26-30, F Feb 1, 2008

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    I Waited

    I waited for so long for you to come back to haunt me. the undying love I have for you will only be only for you to fill. I can love someone else and to be honest I will be happy I will no longer wait for you anymore. you had your chance to come back, but you will never have...
    candygirl189 candygirl189 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    I Love Her More Than She Will Ever Know...

      I am 25 years old , I love one girl since last 3 years. She is very beautiful & anyone can fall in love with her. We were working in a same company. Our departments were different so sometimes we had a glimpses. Whenever she & her friends were crossing us she was always...
    rohit1986 rohit1986 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    Can'T Make You Love Me

    I tried so hard to make you love me. I tried to be perfect for you. I lost 70lbs for you. Went into debt for you. I gave it 150% Smiled when I wanted to cry. Traveled hours to see you every chance I could. Always hoping, wishing, praying that you would say those three little...
    leggypeggy leggypeggy 26-30, F Mar 18, 2013

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    Worst Pain In The World

    The worst pain in the world is loving someone so much, thinking and believing you'd be with them forever...just like they said, only to be left alone. It's so hard for me to cope and try to live. I loved him and still do, but it hurts a thousand times more know he doesn't feel...
    nolongermyslef nolongermyslef 18-21, F Sep 4, 2012

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    Because Of You

    because´╗┐ of you i feel unwanted because of you i hide myself from everyone because of you i find it hard to trust because of you i feel like dying because of you i learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt because of you i cry in the middle of the night because of...
    noname2071 noname2071 16-17, F Mar 13, 2012

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    Omg my ex always hated this too. I txt a lot, I put a lot of thought into my messages and when you reply with only "K" it makes me feel what I've said was worthless to you. Why...
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    You know I felt guilty for cheating on you.... but then I gave it some thought, you get cheated on by all your girlfriends because you deserve it..... if it happened twice or a...
    butterflyofchange butterflyofchange 18-21, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I didn't think I was, but you know what? I guess I am. After a relationship ends, all of the baggage comes out, and now I see how you really felt. You don't think I ever loved you...
    LanniLette LanniLette 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    I don't know how you feel. But all want is for you to know how I felt about you.. I know you want to move on, and go find someone that can make you happy, and not fail like me. And...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    You Mr. E------, let me tell you what I think about you and your account here...after all, you yourself asked me to go through your posts and stories and tell you if you had passed...
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    RubyLane RubyLane 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I was laying here thinking its been 2 weeks (Jan. 8th was the last time i wrote u) since I've said anything to u. Thats the longest we've gone without talking since I meet you...
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    So my most recent ex-boyfriend of course knows how much I still and always will love him. We had a great 2.5 year relationship, but then he got some opportunities in Alaska for...
    CaliforniaCobra CaliforniaCobra 26-30 Jan 1

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    idk how to feel about it. i really dont. i miss you. if you were to take me back id probably say yes. even though my mind says no. idk if you love me, if you do it definitely not...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    I just want to know if your feelings for me were real or if they were just part of your dark shadows and you wanting to control me through love? Was it really just sex to you? How...
    LoverInTheClouds LoverInTheClouds 22-25, F Jan 3

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    its actually over. but ill never ever forget what we had. its pretty sad that i honestly dont even know if you loved me. you go from the break up to being perfectly fine. like you...
    Ebolaa Ebolaa 16-17, M 2 Responses Jan 4

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