I Felt Worthless Because of You

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    I Love Her More Than She Will Ever Know...

      I am 25 years old , I love one girl since last 3 years. She is very beautiful & anyone can fall in love with her. We were working in a same company. Our departments were different so sometimes we had a glimpses. Whenever she & her friends were crossing us she was always...
    rohit1986 rohit1986
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Oct 6, 2010

    Can'T Make You Love Me

    I tried so hard to make you love me. I tried to be perfect for you. I lost 70lbs for you. Went into debt for you. I gave it 150% Smiled when I wanted to cry. Traveled hours to see you every chance I could. Always hoping, wishing, praying that you would say those three little...
    leggypeggy leggypeggy
    26-30, F
    Mar 18, 2013

    Because Of You

    because of you i feel unwanted because of you i hide myself from everyone because of you i find it hard to trust because of you i feel like dying because of you i learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt because of you i cry in the middle of the night because of...
    noname2071 noname2071
    16-17, F
    Mar 13, 2012

    People...

    Mom... You always used to tell me I was beautiful. And in the next sentence, you'd explain to me that 'boys' would like me more if I lost weight. Don't you know how I tried? I starved myself, at times, blatantly ignored my body's needs and just didn't eat for days on end. And...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude
    31-35
    1 Response Apr 12, 2008

    Well, I Felt Ugly, Anyway

    Recently I was trying to figure out my new camera, and trying to re-adjust the color and light settings because the color looked very "off". So I was sending pics to a friend of mine so that he (an amateur photographer) could suggest the adjustments I should make.After a few pics...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    31-35, F
    Dec 16, 2012

    Lesson Learned

    This guy I was seeing made me feel so bad about myself that I still haven't gotten over it. I only told my sister and my best friend and I can't face telling anyone else. It's probably not as bad as some people may think, but I never came across someone who made me feel the way...
    Lonneke Lonneke
    22-25, F
    6 Responses Apr 26, 2007

    Men

    Two very significant men made me feel worthless at one point or another in our relationship and when i felt like that to the upmost of my heart i had to leave. Now they both want me back. I can't understand for the life of me why men take women for granted untilt they are gone.
    goldie25 goldie25
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 12, 2008

    Worst Pain In The World

    The worst pain in the world is loving someone so much, thinking and believing you'd be with them forever...just like they said, only to be left alone. It's so hard for me to cope and try to live. I loved him and still do, but it hurts a thousand times more know he doesn't feel...
    nolongermyslef nolongermyslef
    18-21, F
    Sep 4, 2012

    Why Can't I Forget You

    Why can't I get over him, my first love I did everything I could, I had a girls night, I went out, I dated a few guys why can't I forget? I'm I not doing it right? He betrayed me so why should I keep thinking about him? I don't know I'm hoping I get over him soon because I just...
    candygirl189 candygirl189
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 30, 2013

    There Is Not Just One Person

    To you person A- I know you had cancer and you were going through menopause but that didn't give you the rite to get drunk everynight and scream horrible things to me like that I'm worthless, fat, ugly, stupid, a failure. I self harmed because of you. I cried myself to sleep...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 11, 2008

    A mother is supposed to love her child no

    matter what...she made me feel the exact opposite of love ever since I was about 11. I never really had a lot of friends because of her. She always judged people based on their race or even just looks. She made me wear the most ridiculous outfits that didn't even look good on me...
    BlondeGirlBunny BlondeGirlBunny
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 24, 2014

    I Waited

    I waited for so long for you to come back to haunt me. the undying love I have for you will only be only for you to fill. I can love someone else and to be honest I will be happy I will no longer wait for you anymore. you had your chance to come back, but you will never have...
    candygirl189 candygirl189
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 15, 2013

    I wish that I didn't have problems with the

    people who are supposed to love me unconditionally. You treat me like I'm nothing and constantly fight with me. And it's not any better with everyone else. No one seems to treat me like they care
    kny6781 kny6781
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 24, 2014

    You Made It Seem Like You Cared, But You Dont

    You made it sound like you cared, for the first time someone who feels the way i do and wants to make it last, at least thats what i thought...... I wait for you to get better, worry and have nightmares that ive lost you, get so physically sick and depressed over it im at my all...
    KiritoKazuto KiritoKazuto
    18-21, M
    Aug 21, 2013

    Because of Me

    This is a statement I can only direct to myself.  It's because of things I've done, and how I've acted, and who my actions have affected.  I'ts my fault, and it's my burden to bear. 
    SisBoomBah SisBoomBah
    26-30, F
    Feb 1, 2008

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