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I Felt Worthless Because of You

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    Mom... You always used to tell me I was beautiful. And in the next sentence, you'd explain to me that 'boys' would like me more if I lost weight. Don't you know how I tried? I starved myself, at times, blatantly ignored my body's needs and just didn't eat for days on end. And...
    Elwing Elwing 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 12, 2008

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    I Waited

    I waited for so long for you to come back to haunt me. the undying love I have for you will only be only for you to fill. I can love someone else and to be honest I will be happy I will no longer wait for you anymore. you had your chance to come back, but you will never have...
    candygirl189 candygirl189 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 15, 2013

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    There Is Not Just One Person

    To you person A- I know you had cancer and you were going through menopause but that didn't give you the rite to get drunk everynight and scream horrible things to me like that I'm worthless, fat, ugly, stupid, a failure. I self harmed because of you. I cried myself to sleep...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2008

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    I wish that I didn't have problems with the

    people who are supposed to love me unconditionally. You treat me like I'm nothing and constantly fight with me. And it's not any better with everyone else. No one seems to treat me like they care
    kny6781 kny6781 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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    I Let You

    I can't believe I wasted all that time on you when you really didn't care about me... You moved on so I am definitely moving on now. It was your loss.( I wrote this months ago and it still rings true.)
    reset reset 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 19, 2011

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    Because Of You

    because´╗┐ of you i feel unwanted because of you i hide myself from everyone because of you i find it hard to trust because of you i feel like dying because of you i learn to play on the safe side so i dont get hurt because of you i cry in the middle of the night because of...
    noname2071 noname2071 13-15, F Mar 13, 2012

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    A mother is supposed to love her child no

    matter what...she made me feel the exact opposite of love ever since I was about 11. I never really had a lot of friends because of her. She always judged people based on their race or even just looks. She made me wear the most ridiculous outfits that didn't even look good on me...
    BlondeGirlBunny BlondeGirlBunny 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    Why Can't I Forget You

    Why can't I get over him, my first love I did everything I could, I had a girls night, I went out, I dated a few guys why can't I forget? I'm I not doing it right? He betrayed me so why should I keep thinking about him? I don't know I'm hoping I get over him soon because I just...
    candygirl189 candygirl189 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 30, 2013

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    No one else can make you feel worthless,

    unless you value their opinion more than you value yourself.
    OwlsGoHoot OwlsGoHoot 31-35, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Well, I Felt Ugly, Anyway

    Recently I was trying to figure out my new camera, and trying to re-adjust the color and light settings because the color looked very "off". So I was sending pics to a friend of mine so that he (an amateur photographer) could suggest the adjustments I should make.After a few pics...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 16, 2012

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    Lesson Learned

    This guy I was seeing made me feel so bad about myself that I still haven't gotten over it. I only told my sister and my best friend and I can't face telling anyone else. It's probably not as bad as some people may think, but I never came across someone who made me feel the way...
    Lonneke Lonneke 21-25, F 6 Responses Apr 26, 2007

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    Worst Pain In The World

    The worst pain in the world is loving someone so much, thinking and believing you'd be with them forever...just like they said, only to be left alone. It's so hard for me to cope and try to live. I loved him and still do, but it hurts a thousand times more know he doesn't feel...
    nolongermyslef nolongermyslef 18-21, F Sep 4, 2012

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    You Made It Seem Like You Cared, But You Dont

    You made it sound like you cared, for the first time someone who feels the way i do and wants to make it last, at least thats what i thought...... I wait for you to get better, worry and have nightmares that ive lost you, get so physically sick and depressed over it im at my all...
    KiritoKazuto KiritoKazuto 18-21, M Aug 21, 2013

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    Can'T Make You Love Me

    I tried so hard to make you love me. I tried to be perfect for you. I lost 70lbs for you. Went into debt for you. I gave it 150% Smiled when I wanted to cry. Traveled hours to see you every chance I could. Always hoping, wishing, praying that you would say those three little...
    leggypeggy leggypeggy 26-30, F Mar 18, 2013

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    Because of Me

    This is a statement I can only direct to myself.  It's because of things I've done, and how I've acted, and who my actions have affected.  I'ts my fault, and it's my burden to bear. 
    SisBoomBah SisBoomBah 26-30, F Feb 1, 2008

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    I Love Her More Than She Will Ever Know...

      I am 25 years old , I love one girl since last 3 years. She is very beautiful & anyone can fall in love with her. We were working in a same company. Our departments were different so sometimes we had a glimpses. Whenever she & her friends were crossing us she was always...
    rohit1986 rohit1986 26-30, M 2 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    Men

    Two very significant men made me feel worthless at one point or another in our relationship and when i felt like that to the upmost of my heart i had to leave. Now they both want me back. I can't understand for the life of me why men take women for granted untilt they are gone.
    goldie25 goldie25 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 12, 2008

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    For my whole life I have felt worthless. The only thing that I was ever good at was school. I wanted to be so many different things when I was little. But my family would always...
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    If you ever feel alone, worthless, upset, or just ready to give up, just reach out. I'll always be right here, ready to catch you when you fall. Ready to tell you that you're loved...
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    You're not alone and you're not worthless. If you ever need someone to vent to, talk to, or be there for you I'm here. Feel free to message me whenever, I love helping others and I...
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    You're not alone and you're not worthless. If you ever need someone to vent to, talk to, or be there for you I'm here. Feel free to message me whenever, I love helping others and I...
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    I cant believe it has been almost four years since I last heard your voice, felt your warm hugs.. You hugged me on my 20th birthday, gave me my birhtdaygift, money for a Tattoo I...
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    I am sick of you, but I love you. I see you everyday with the same memories Of you constantly ignoring me. I don't deserve that. I don't deserve that at all. I have been listening...
    CharMinji CharMinji 13-15, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I was 8 and me and my friends were talking, one of my friends said " guys! Guess what! We pee out of a tiny little hole and under that there is another hole!" I felt confused, but...
    rainbowmuffins rainbowmuffins 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 15

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    You didn't, because you don't exist any longer.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 11 hrs ago

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    I don't feel pain since I got beat up real bad and yes it has good points like if your accident prone but bad because you don't know how much damage you do to your self
    calthecal calthecal 22-25, M Oct 25

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    Because you are my property . Because your mine Because I needed to taste smell feel & eat you alive Because I needed to feel that fire in my soul again Because you are smart...
    BornOnDaBayou337 BornOnDaBayou337 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    The Hunger Pain Persists after Your Gone The lioness was out of her cage. I know you felt it in your belly, my low growl in the high valley. this was primal lust mixed with a...
    GypsyHeartedPoet GypsyHeartedPoet 36-40, F 21 hrs ago

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    CCR - "I Put A Spell On You" I put a spell on you because you're mine You better stop the things that you're doin' I said, "Watch out, I ain't lyin', yeah" I ain't gonna take...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 4 Responses Nov 6

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    Ive been alone so long. In this cloudy dreamstate in which i live. That its almost hard to relate to so called normal people anymore. I dont share interests, or hobbies, or even...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M Oct 29

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    AWomanofSubstance AWomanofSubstance 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    This is for everyone, but mainly young people. Everywhere you look you see or hear the message that you are not good enough the way you are. You will not get a boyfriend...
    lookingformyminnion lookingformyminnion 51-55, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Running into an acquaintance. The very awkward 'should I stop and chat or nod and keep walking'.... Awkward conversation ensues about the weather and some such because you really...
    nelloyamongstelpope nelloyamongstelpope 26-30, F 3 Responses Oct 23

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    You know, I'm just super shy and I've never been a wallflower. Guys have never really given much attention either, so I wanted to know what you guys think.WHICH IS A LOAD OF...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 23

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    I walk into school every morning, and every morning i have this hope that you'll notice me....sometimes you do and you give me the cutest smile i've never seen. I see you in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 25

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    I try not to think like this because you can't carry the past with you but I don't think some understand just how bad it hurt. Not that long ago I broke down in front of one friend...
    strawberryletter22 strawberryletter22 18-21, F Oct 25

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    Payton20014 Payton20014 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 7

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    I'm a sad kid who probably needs help and you've seen my scars and heard my darkest thoughts. Somehow I feel like you were not expecting such a ****** up girlfriend because I did...
    LiesGreedMisery LiesGreedMisery 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I Want You I want you. I want to throw you against a wall, wrap your legs around my waist and kiss you. Kiss you until we have to stop to catch our breaths. I want you and only you...
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