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I Fight a Constant Battle With My Mind

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    I Wish It Stop For A Moment.............!!!!!!

    hurt...................sadness................anger...................sleeplessness................panic...................stress..................and anxiety are just the few among many i am feeling in my mind. it feels like a dustbin which i have forgotten to empty. i wish i...
    snuffal snuffal 26-30, F Jan 2, 2012

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    "Just be yourself", especially in the work

    place , is difficult and at times toxic to ones soul. "Be yourself" , as long as you have not had experiences outside of their small town , small minded , narrow vision of the world. Too many people are willing to tell you that you must be a lying braggart rather than believing...
    callingonaheart callingonaheart 56-60 Aug 21, 2014

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    Mind Funk

    My mind is always analyzing and always on the go.. I try to calm myself down but unfortunately my mind won't let me sometimes and when my body is completely active and won't stop moving my mind is relaxed and slows down to a crawl..
    dejavudreamer dejavudreamer 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 15, 2008

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    Right Now I Don't Understand

    I feel like I'm getting reckless, careless with ****.  I need to watch out.  Now is NOT the time to **** up.  Stealing, and then on the way home this evening, I ran a red light and a lady in an SUV almost hit me when she was turning on an arrow.  :/  What...
    filthydieseltech filthydieseltech 22-25, F 6 Responses Oct 22, 2009

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    In A Fight For Peace

    I am in a constant battle within my mind. My husband says he can see it on my face everyday. He thinks I overthink things. But the fact is I am always running through events and scenarios. When something happens I obsess about what I should have said/or not said that would...
    wingsofreedom72 wingsofreedom72 36-40, F 3 Responses May 16, 2011

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    Conflicted

    My mind is a very confusing place. sometimes it feels like i have two minds or something, i get so conflicted. i over think everything, to the point where it gives me the worst anxiety. then, another part of my mind is all like "chill outttt, why are you so uptight?" but i really...
    r548 r548 18-21, F Mar 24, 2011

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    Some Problems Are Real

    Thankfully most of mine are all in my head. lol!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 22, 2011

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    Light And Dark

    When one says "battle", I picture swords flashing, horses screaming, men dying right and left. Much like the battle scene in The Chronicles of Narnia or Eragon or even Star Wars.  And in a sense, that's how the battles with my mind work.I am constantly at war with myself. People...
    MasterOfStudies MasterOfStudies 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 18, 2011

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    And This Time, I Won =)

    Some of you may have noticed that I've been having a rough time lately. Depression has been bugging me a lot and stuff - not necessarily good stuff - has happened. There has been a lot of ups and downs. Mostly downs. I've lacked energy to do....well, ANYTHING. Even going up the...
    peanlo peanlo 18-21, F 17 Responses Aug 22, 2011

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    A Poem

    Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet, I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met, How you felt around me? The memories we shared, And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared. I looked into her eyes I got lost in their...
    Sorangie Sorangie 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 11, 2009

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    Ha Ha

    my mind has a goal it's to drive me crazy. Stick around long enough and I'll tell you who wins
    Passionfruit3 Passionfruit3 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 9, 2009

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    i promise to my self that i will be what i want , i will be what i wanna be and i will make my self proud of my self , i will make me smile because of me, the problem is "WILL...
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    I want to die. I've been sad for a very long time. this family is tearing me apart. I think of the past. it never goes away. I need help but no one will stay
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    honestcloud honestcloud 26-30, F Jan 21

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    I'm not gonna give up so easily.. but now clouds of doubts are surrounding me if I will make it or not. My health is detoriating.. The treatment has drained me both physically and...
    avatar1990 avatar1990 22-25, M 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I need to somewhat write a rant or write down my feelings, I decided to do it on here, idk why though since nobody even gives a ****. It'll probably be long.. anyways. I feel hurt...
    shiannee17 shiannee17 16-17, F 7 Responses Jan 4

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    Ever since I was born I've battled with depression my doctors don't know how to stop it when I was younger they tried putting me on so many meds and nothing has worked and I still...
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    Depression has been a part of my life since I was 11 years old, when I was diagnosed as Manic Depressive and prescribed Sertraline (Zoloft) to help manage it. Since then, it has...
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    I was actually diagnosed with Bipolar depression not that long ago and I have recently been really depressed. I'm hoping that I'll fall back into the happy time soon. Today I've...
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    BECAUSE OF MY ONGOING AND NEVER ENDING BATTLE WITH SATAN AND DEMONS AND THE ENTIRE UNSEEN WORLD.......I AM FEELING ----> COLD AND DEAD INSIDE, FROZEN, EMPTY, LIFELESS, WORTHLESS...
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    I find other women make a snap judgement and are constantly competing with each other. It seems so childish and pathetic to me. Very rarely will I come across another woman who...
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    every lasting fight with my mind, over my body. its like a battlefield over middle. only with advance modern weapons. the bombs dropping all around, the small arms fire suppressing...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    I share this in hopes that it will help at least one person. No matter what you're going through just know that there are more people than expected who can relate. Hopefully this...
    stargazerxo stargazerxo 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 3

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    Silent tears dripping down my face, the sadness will not leave me, I try to will it away but to no avail, my mind is in a dark forest with no direction, I am lost.
    Dixiechic66 Dixiechic66 46-50, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    “You fool!” a voice says to me. I gasp. “Who said that?!?” “What would you be free of? Free from what exactly? Pain? Suffering? Uncertainty? You think you're the only...
    WearOutKyd WearOutKyd 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 21

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    I fight for what I love. I don't fight just to fight.
    robotredneck robotredneck 18-21, T 7 hrs ago

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    Self harm used to be a joke to me and now I know it's serious. People joke about being depressed or emo and don't even know what it's like. No one could truly understand the pain...
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