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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

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    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20 22-25, F 93 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    Loneliness is- if u have tried 100 social

    websites and found no friends. I feel unloved on every social site. I dont know why im here, i seek pitty and i get pitty but then they all leave and i stay again lonely, so what are those sites for if nobody stay ?
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 7 Responses Jul 15

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    The thing with depression is

    that unless you have it, or have had it, you can never fully understand what it is like. This is my way of explaining it. Depression is like you have been thrown into the middle of the ocean, but you've never learnt how to swim. There are people around you screaming at you to...
    ameliap ameliap 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Im lying alone and all I can see is black.

    My eyes are wide open and I can't sleep to sleep tonight. All my life, I am forced to pretend, to act, to cover up the sorrow, pain and misery I'm going through by painting a smile on my face. "Enjoy being alone, you can be yourself", i lie to myself. All I'm looking for is...
    BurnMySoul BurnMySoul 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 26

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    I have fought depression

    and loneliness since my ex fiancee cheated on me 3 years and I had to leave.
    IamMell IamMell 31-35, M 3 Responses Jul 19

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    why i am so alone always .

    ..when GOD will give me somone who will not cheat me
    brokenangelia brokenangelia 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I hate sounding like everything is a sob story

    but I can't deal with my thoughts anymore because one day ill have ultimate highs and the next, one tiny thing can throw me off and ill want to throw objects around the room and I realize it's what every person is going though but telling me it's not serious and ill get over it...
    katherinejaneee katherinejaneee 16-17, F 7 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    At this point i am mentally destroyed.

    I find my thoughts to be torturing me at all times. Like during school most people look outside to admire the sky. I mostly look outside and think if i jump out this window will it kill me on impact. I mean I find it so pathetic i just dont know anymore
    JoeGriffin67 JoeGriffin67 13-15, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    I don't remember the last time i was happy.

    I try so hard to keep up with life. I always compare myself with other people. I see them having a great job or graduating college and I feel like a low life because I'm not doing any of that. I have bad anxiety and depression that I can never hold a job or friends. So I have...
    lovelyveesus lovelyveesus 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 26

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 18-21, F 14 Responses Jul 13

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    Who I Am.

    You ask me who i am and i will answer with this. I am the face that is forgotten, My name that is not spoken, I am the person that time forgot, I am the one that people forget, I am seen but not looked at, I talk but am not listened to, I am full of love but noone cares for me...
    polorbears polorbears 31-35, M 16 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 19 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about

    killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends, and I never will. Everytime I think i find out, they abandon me and make me more suicidal than ever. I am so sick and tired of this waste of an...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 32 Responses Jul 16

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    hey all ! ... this is important

    and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i expected people will help me out from my heart broken stage and yes to maximum extend people helped, thanks a lot... then i began...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M Jul 22

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    I fight depression and bipolar fits,

    my aunts husband is a big issue i must face. I was abused for three years by him and now that i am back with my mom my aunt wont speak to me or let me see my cousins who i raised till i was sixteen almost seventeen and whom i love as if they were my babies. I havent seen them in...
    jesikahluv jesikahluv 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 22

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    I want to die. Everyone thinks i'm worthless

    and nobody cares. Several times my dad told me he doesn't care about me anymore. I want to commit suicide and just get it over with. and my friends... the other day they all planned to leave me behind and that's what they did :( i don't have anyone by my side... no friends, my...
    devin156 devin156 16-17, F 8 Responses Jul 8

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    just got up this morning

    and remember my childhood life. from 3rd-9th grade. i didn't remember what I was doing at school, but i remember my mom always called me after school and ask "how's your day? how's your friends?" the thing is i always answer "it's okay :)" so they wouldn't worry what actually...
    cascadesky cascadesky 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    Marie Digby - Miss Invisible picture of my

    childhood life till I'm a teenager except the last part "And one day just the same as the last Just the days been in counting the time Came a boy that sat under the bleachers just a little bit further behind..." 'cause nobody ever came.
    cascadesky cascadesky 18-21, F Jul 23

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    if i think what i have earned in the 26 years

    of life then a the answer is nothing.... i am innerly destroyed by my friends by my family members and my love. why i had so cold friends in my life just to get hurt? or the know that there is no one in the world that is really caring for me....i have th list of people that...
    brokenangelia brokenangelia 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    Happiness On The Other Side Of The Rainbow

    Depression... Can affect people of any age it's just a dark lonely enveloping people until the breaking point where people start to think should I really be trying anymore?.... I know I've fought it throughout my life but I got out of it and I've never been happier now I think...
    ElizebethRivers ElizebethRivers 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 21, 2013

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    hey all ! ... this is important

    and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i expected people will help me out from my heart broken stage and yes to maximum extend people helped, thanks a lot... then i began...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    They say "Pain is temporary,

    and forever is the gain" But in reality pain never stops and it all goes to vain, After all the suffering You start to sense your life is just a disdain From birth till death, from dusk till dawn You keep wondering where your happiness has gone, Bad decisions and regrets eat you...
    depressedguy22 depressedguy22 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 6

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    my life seems to be full of negative

    experiences! I am bless with a great family who i love with everything but we never talk about issues. Iv always been alone and had no one to talk to, my depression started 6 years ago and iv tried all sorts to make myself feel better but i bottle everything up and its all...
    angelheelz angelheelz 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 20

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    Sleep is the only freedom I know.

    I have a lot of issues my god lol
    kpweant1 kpweant1 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 25

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    My Last Letter When I Was 14.

    When I was fourteen I was really depressed so I decided to kill myself. Before I died I wanted to leave a note to my only friend Karla and this is how it went: Stars like diamonds in the sky, They are the things that help me get by. They shine so bright in my eyes, They are the...
    Unabletoconnect Unabletoconnect 18-21, F 8 Responses Sep 2, 2013

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about

    killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends, and I never will. Everytime I think i find out, they abandon me and make me more suicidal than ever. I am so sick and tired of this waste of an...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 8 Responses Jul 16

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    I have struggled with depression

    since I was 12 or so (I am 31). Even with meds, it's getting worse. I can't function. It takes everything I have to get out of bed and eat something for the first time in two days. I lost my job because of it, lost my husband, and most importantly, I've lost myself. Or have I...
    Maritmus Maritmus 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 21

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    I've had a rocky relationship with my daddy

    this past year. He's never had to deal with a child with so many mental illnesses and most days he just doesn't know what to do. Which makes him have bursts of anger because he's so frustrated with life. But today was so very different than all the other days. We weren't...
    Anniethinksyourebeautiful Anniethinksyourebeautiful 13-15, F 3 Responses May 21

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    Hi, I just want to say

    that I am here for anyone who needs someone to listen or someone to give them advice. I will be honest and I will be myself. I know how you feel and it sucks so much. It hurts so much, feeling all alone with so much feelings yet so much emptiness. I just know that I don't want...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    Life is too much. There's nothing left to live

    for. I won't do it because I'm a coward and I don't want to hurt those around me. But I'm all alone really. My family isn't a family, I live in a broken home. I have precisely 0 friends and it kills me. The self hatred is slowly eating away at my insides and will eventually take...
    ThisIsASecretAccount ThisIsASecretAccount 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 17

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    I never meant for my life to turn out the way

    it has, i had dreams once, dreams that i dont talk about very much anymore because there is no point, i feel like i got robbed, 14 years old and having your dreams die aint exactly good for confidence and over all development, i made the choices that landed me here now and im...
    sizzahands86 sizzahands86 26-30, M 7 Responses Jul 16

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 12 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    My whole life (20 just turned,

    male) I've been excelling in things. I always had lots of friends, been involved in sports and was quite good at them which allowed me to interact with girls quite easily. I feel like I did everything that was expected of me. I got good exam results, got a very good job for an...
    Dollers24 Dollers24 18-21, M 5 Responses Jul 21

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    I Don'T...

    I don't cry alone at night I don't wish I was dead I don't feel sad or mad all the time I don't miss the person I love that I can never have I don't cut myself when life's too much to take I don't hide my feelings from my family I don't not feel anymore I don't have trust...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    I don't have any friends

    and barely any family. Maybe coming on this site was a sign that maybe i want to try and take some steps forward with myself. As much as i battle with depression everyday the worst part is. I have no dreams or aspirations. Nothing in my life i enjoy. Whether its going out to...
    theblacktiger theblacktiger 22-25, M 6 Responses Jul 16

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    I'm very unsure whether the sadness

    and loneliness that I feel most days, today it even make me unable to sleep, are just sadness or signs of depression :'(
    agnest agnest 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 23

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 44 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 38 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    So last night my husband came to me

    and asked what's been wrong with me because he can tell when I'm not okay. I told him once before I felt like I was depressed but didn't get much of a response back from him. Last night I told him I had been feeling very blah and not like myself. He asked me why and all I can...
    Hellowhitt Hellowhitt 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 20

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    I was diagnosed with depression 2

    and half years ago. Then I thought it was circumstantial, I was freelancing so money was slow, because of that I have no social life and sunk into depression. Sports and prayers helped me, esp when in surrounded around ppl. Then I had a relapse and lost a lot of weight in 3...
    suryothai suryothai 36-40 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 26-30, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    Somedays are worse than others.

    Somedays I'm more frustrated than depressed. I think those are the days I'm closer to identifying what's wrong with me, so I guess those could be seen as "good" days, just depends what you're looking for I guess. Happy or progressive? I want to feel a little less lonely. It's...
    CurioBabbit CurioBabbit 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    I hate my life. I've never really been a happy

    person but I wasn't depressed until about 2 years ago. My grandpa and my aunt both died of cancer. My family although were close, I don't trust any of them about this none of them know. Whenever I try to make friends I drive them away. And the one friend I had from the start...
    scratchgolfer scratchgolfer 16-17, M 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    It's been more progressive everyday.

    .... Slowly losing my humanity, my ability to feel, care, and will to carry on Everyday is a challenge to find a reason to get out of bed I keep telling myself i dont want to do this anymore, and yet i do.... Why?..... I keep saying i refuse to hurt those i love, but if the...
    KiritoKazuto KiritoKazuto 18-21, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    It's a daily battle to not let it all cave in

    and destroy me. I feel alone pretty much all the time which is hard to deal with but I somehow get through the day.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 3 Responses Jul 21

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    Hey guys ! I know most people will just skim

    past this and not bother reading this, but i just wanted not just to share my story but offer support to others i may just be 16 but already o have learnt a lot i have been fighting depression since i was 12 , I still fight it today but things are a lot better , i have hope...
    zannahuth zannahuth 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 20

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    I dont seem to be or feel very motivated.

    Im sad and down all the time. I have to get out of this rut. I feel like im slowly withering away!😞
    Janeysunshine Janeysunshine 36-40, F 7 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    The feeling of depression: You wake up in the

    morning, wish you didn’t wake up at all (why couldn’t I just continue to sleep…?). You come to a realization you are here again, it is another day. The shape of your mouth wears to some degree that of a reversed smile. Life purpose is missing. You turn on the TV and try...
    theworldasitis theworldasitis 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 13-15, F 1 Response May 25

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    yoganandarita yoganandarita 51-55, F 32 Responses May 6

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