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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 56,012 People

    I wanted to share this with YOU.

    ..in this group...fighting the depression and loneliness. How did we get here? Perhaps we finally believed the negatives we were bombarded with growing up. This video is amazing. Enjoy.http://www.ted.com/talks/shane_koyczan_to_this_day_for_the_bullied_and_beautiful TED Talks...
    KemiKill KemiKill 36-40, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I always feel like my mom picks on me

    and never wants to listen to what I have to say. I love her but I don't always like her.
    hoodie21 hoodie21 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    And I want to kill myself a lot.

    I hate myself so much. My childhood & blame just eats at me... And destroys everything, including my peace of mind. I just want to rest. You know really rest. I don't want to kill myself. I do but I don't. I just don't see myself ever loving me.. It's such a struggle to breathe...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured 18-21, F 15 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    liznicole15 liznicole15 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    it just gets worse and worse,

    i used to be able to hide it but i don't even have the energy to hide it anymore or pretend i'm anything else then depressed.. everytime i wake up i feel so depressed,and everytime i fall asleep i feel depressed because i know i'll just wake up here again. i don't want to commit...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I am fifteen I lost my mother

    when I was 10 then it didn't really affect me at the time but as I got older it really hit me hard and my father was never there from the start so I kinda had to fend for my self for awhile . when I was 11 I started living with my aunt and every time I would ask when is mommy...
    Razziness Razziness 13-15, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 43 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    Roses are red nuts are brown this is a

    depression group sit Yo happy *** down
    Princeofnothing Princeofnothing 18-21, M 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    I am still not over the loss of my twin brother

    and as much as I act ok I never feel it I feel so broken I'm surrounded by friends and family who love me yet I still feel alone I haven't felt whole since he died I always feel down medication helps but I still can't let go of what happened
    Furyohfury Furyohfury 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I caught the flu on friday

    and no longer able to fight it i finally went to ER last night. As I was being checked in the person asked my marital status....and for a brief moment I thought "married". My husband passed away the Fall of 2013. I still reach over towards him when coming to a stop. I still eat...
    goodwitch011070 goodwitch011070 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 24

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    At the end of the day no one gives a ****.

    Not friends, not family, everyone is selfish and self-absorbed. They don't really care, the only thing people give a **** about is their own ***. I feel like I have no one. No place to escape, no arms to run into. Nothing.
    moongirl03 moongirl03 18-21, F 12 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    I just want to say thank you

    for those who've shared experiences, conversations, and emotions with me here, and i hope in any way big or small that ive helped, comforted, listened and also shared with you.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    How can there be so many people on the planet

    and so many lonely. I smile but inside I'm screaming HELP ME! Just care...Hold me, love me. Don't just say hello and keep walking. Don't tell me you can't give me what I need, when I ask for a hug. Don't ask how I'm doing when you don't care. Don't be there only when it's...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    I think that I have beat my depression!

    It's a great feeling to be able to throw a razor away and not give a damn.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    I wanted to share my story in hopes

    that it will help someone. I was born in Detroit Michigan to two wonderful parents. Moving North when I was a year old. When I was 7yrs old my father died of Lung cancer. By the time I was 8 yrs old my mother had a new Boyfriend who was a complete ***. I spent the rest of my...
    Alli6372 Alli6372 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    I'm just ******* done with people dragging me

    down. In school I can't even show my ideas without people going ahead and not even agnolaging I'm there. I mean serreously WTF! I just got a new counswerler named Sam after Jen left. I have been at my lowest point for months and I'm just done. I still think of suicide and my...
    Lolatux Lolatux 13-15, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    It hurts. It seriously,

    physically hurts. They'll never understand, and really, they don't want to.
    KyrBella KyrBella 13-15, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Going to the Dr tomorrow morning to have my

    medication switched hopefully :) for those who don't know I've been battling depression for a few years now I've attempted suicide many times but never went all the way through with it I always pretend to smile and be happy so u guys wouldn't have to worry about me but I wantto...
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    cleverrish cleverrish 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I'm getting bad again.

    I thought I had my life turned around until it all came shattering down. I have realized that you can't break the broken but the shards can still hurt.
    cmarie231 cmarie231 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Today I just feel like I'm scum,

    like everybody that I want to realize is very far from me, and I'm useless. people like me doesn't deserve parenthood, I feel like I'm a terrible mother
    SarahiK SarahiK 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    im 24 never had a relationship to any girl

    and it really got me deep inside, im in college rytnow and thought maybe i just focused my self into study rather than looking for gf..i wanted one but i dont know what to do, i know some decent girls in school but my fear is if ever they aggree to go out with me i might ended...
    joniel24 joniel24 70+, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    How do you move past it?

    I'm almost 32 and I've never been in a relationship... if romance and love and adventure were meant for me, I figure it would have happened by now or at least experiences would have happened to prepare me for THE ONE. But I've been told by my peers that I'm too hideous to...
    4everlonelyalone 4everlonelyalone 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 21

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    i am experiencing a berry unique problems.

    i have a crush on my cousin. but we just meet twice i don't know why this feeling like this. all i know is. i like here. i want here. but i don't know what move i should do. and i need first to know if she had a feeling same as what i feel. what should i do? please give some...
    roldanvidad roldanvidad 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    I'm taking my life tonight.

    I'm ready and I'm done
    bigdaddy79 bigdaddy79 31-35, M 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    I am so lonely at this point.

    Everyone around me has a relationship, and I've never even had one. I had a crush on my best friend a while back, and I was dared to kissed him, but because I did everything went awful and I ended up single, lonely, and depressed. It's been 2 years, and I feel that the only...
    treblemaker1023 treblemaker1023 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I was bullied for a long time

    and had one friend for about a year until he betrayed me and I had no friends for about two. This is a few years ago in middle school but ever since then I've hated myself, been generally depressed, and been suicidal. Even when in high school I got friends and all the bullying...
    idonthavetimeforthisshit idonthavetimeforthisshit 16-17, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    It's hard to continue living your life

    when all you can think about is ending it.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20 22-25, F 93 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    Loneliness causes depression.

    Depression causes loneliness. Welcome to the full circle.
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M 6 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    I live in a dark dark place.

    There's no way out of the darkness. The harder I try the deeper I sink. Nothing brings me out. I don't think anyone knows or maybe they just don't care. I stay quiet and in my room as much as possible lost in my own thoughts. I look for ways out. I don't have any friends. I can...
    cinch cinch 46-50, F 12 Responses Aug 7, 2014

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    I finally decided to write my last note.

    ..I know no one will claim me pr miss me...im sorry for the people at my work ..they will never suspected how deep and heavy my depression was...I tried..I gave all I had...I was a fighter.. proud of who I was...but I have to die..for my own safety...
    Sabina76 Sabina76 36-40, F 39 Responses 6 days ago

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 37 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    For you who don't understand what depression is

    or don't feel it: Depression is the empty feeling in your stomach. It is the feeling of wanting to cry almost every second of everyday. It is feeling lonely even when you're around people, and wanting to be alone and at the same time wanting to feel important. It's the nagging...
    Ladybugprincess Ladybugprincess 13-15, F 11 Responses Jan 19

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    With joy and optimism!

    ! No point in getting mad over small things in life! Anything that comes my way, i'll tackle with my heart!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 13-15, M 12 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    Thanks to some amazing friends,

    I finally had the courage to set up an appointment with a counselor. Hopefully, I'll get the treatment I need now.
    3lli 3lli 18-21, F 1 Response 4 mins ago

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    helpmeimfukkedup helpmeimfukkedup 13-15, M 31 Responses Jan 10

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    Depression makes me feel stronger at the time

    of recovery, do someone agree with me ??
    Ashfauq Ashfauq 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 23

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    The sad part about depression,

    is when u burst out crying alone in your room, and u realize that no one truly knows how unhappy u are bcz u don't know how to explain whats going on and no one wants to listen either..
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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