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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 63,384 People

    I have never been in a relationship.

    I have friends but they are not always around because they have their own lives. I pretend to be fine but I am the loneliest person I know. Sometimes all I need is for someone to hold me and say "it is going to be okay... I got you".
    iamkesho iamkesho 22-25, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Sometimes the loneliness is crushing.

    I'm told that I'm pretty and that I have a great personality. Yet I'm alone. Sooo... yeah. I miss intimacy. I miss feeling special. I miss sex. Idk how to describe my feeling. I'm starting to hate my bed. I sleep on the couch so I can feel like someone is there smh.
    kitakat00 kitakat00 26-30, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    So today I did something

    for myself, something to cheer me up. I know this sounds very simple but today I did my nails. I found a bottle of clear nail polish, a manicure set and I took my time making my nails pretty. I also found some hand cream and now they're pretty,soft and smell amazing. It's a...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I was depressed and lonely

    for a long time when my mum died but now I try and help people get through there problems and see the light at the other side, so if anyone is feeling down I don't mind cheering you up, I know what it's like to have no purpose for life xx
    Lonelyhannah18 Lonelyhannah18 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 2

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    Sometimes I feel, I guess the closest word

    that I can think of is clausterphobic. Today that is how I was feeling. I could be in an open field and I would still feel clausterphobic. It's a horrible feeling. I just want to get out of wherever I am and just go. Go somewhere that doesn't exist probably. When I was a child...
    Etheros Etheros 46-50, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Embarrassed much? Yes.

    It is embarrassing, isn't it? It is embarrassing to be ruled by feelings such as sadness, emptiness, fear, low self esteem.. 45 years old and I find myself starting over again. What once came too easily, now seems unreachable. I know. I KNOW that it is me stopping me. I know...
    discovery5 discovery5 46-50, F 11 Responses Jan 16

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    I sometimes feel like I'm not real,

    like I'm a 3rd person watching myself. It happens quite a lot and I was really starting to wonder what was going on. I'm still a kid and a very lonely kid, I don't have what most people call 'close friends' or 'best friend'. I had one but because my personality is a lot like my...
    Kurunoo Kurunoo 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I want to die but don't have the balls to do it.

    I'm sick of being a 29 year old failure who achieved nothing in life. I just wish to be killed
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 5 Responses a week ago

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    Me and my boyfriend fight a lot about my

    depression. I try my hardest to be happy but I just dislike myself so much that I feel like everyone else can see that I'm a nobody. Even while being in a relationship I feel so isolated from everybody. My mum doesn't understand she just tells me to give myself a good talking to...
    alice0493 alice0493 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I'm so depressed and lonely right now.

    Lost any joy I had with whatever games I own. And nothing nice to watch on TV. No friends or girlfriend to call. Nothing to do, just lying on my bed trying to decide whether to sleep or get up and do something. Why am I typing this? don't know, something to do I suppose.
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Mar 11

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    I have been going out of my way to make sure I

    go out and am around people during the weekend it has helped me not feel so lonely or depressed . But I need to work on doing more things by myself because I can't always rely on other people to keep me company. I wish I had a big dog to go on walks with and take on trips...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want to give all my money to my dad

    before I kill myself. he paid a lot of money for my highschool and college and I turned out to be a 29 year old failure who achieved nothing. I just want to buy some insurance of sort + my savings then die so my dad can have his money back
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's hard to continue living your life

    when all you can think about is ending it.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 18 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 11 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    How can there be so many people on the planet

    and so many lonely. I smile but inside I'm screaming HELP ME! Just care...Hold me, love me. Don't just say hello and keep walking. Don't tell me you can't give me what I need, when I ask for a hug. Don't ask how I'm doing when you don't care. Don't be there only when it's...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    I'm so upset my whole life sucks go see my

    profile iv had a bad life
    MacyTherien MacyTherien 18-21, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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    I'm tired of people telling me to get over it.

    "Just sleep it off, you won't be sad tomorrow." Depression isn't just about being sad. Sadness is about 15% of it. 35% is a mixture of guilt, anxiety, isolation, self-loathing, and hopelessness. The last 50% is the emotional equivalent of watching paint dry. I spend most of my...
    DoneAnd0ver DoneAnd0ver 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I can't take all this pain,

    my boyfriend left me and came back and then said he likes someone else, I'm crying hard, I don't know what to do anymore I want to be with him but people keep saying leave him, he did love me at one point, I know he still does..
    depressedqueen12 depressedqueen12 16-17, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I lost the ability to experience any normal

    human emotion. all I have every day is depression, disappointment, hatred and resentment. a while back I went back home to visit family after six years and I realize I was unable to have any fun. nothing cheers me up. I asked myself what I want because I can afford them now...
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20 22-25, F 95 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    hi im 41, very depressed person cant seem to

    find any friends wich is hard in a rural area anyhow but it is a lonely thing when you don't fit in anywhere and not from the area, if theres anyone who would like to chat that would b great after giving all effort of being outgoing friendly and kind im still sitting here...
    traintonowhere01 traintonowhere01 41-45, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    I don't have any friends.

    My mom doesn't work but she is always talking to her friends. My dad is at work the whole day. So I just sit in my room all day, lonely and listening to music. I guess I have my dog but he doesn't keep much of a conversation going. He is a great at cuddling though.
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jul 23

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    LookingForTheSunshine LookingForTheSunshine 31-35, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    hey guys! I'm having the worst days of my life

    rn. I moved to a new city 6 months ago and I still haven't made friends particularly because I'm too shy and I don't want to be rejected. I spent the 15 years of my life in the previous city and had wonderful friends who I thought loved me and I loved them back just as much...
    veiledsorrows veiledsorrows 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am 17 and I have been depressed

    for years. I hate life and everyone on it. I want to give up but I'm scared to commit suicide. I guess I'm too much of a coward to be a Coward. My mother died and my father is too. I never talk to my brother or sisters and I don't want too. I'm over weight, deformed, and broke...
    NoMore99 NoMore99 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate this loneliness.

    I miss everyone
    Gina1993 Gina1993 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I just want to get as far away from society

    and the bullshit of everyday life. Maybe go up to Alaska and live off the land
    shyguy247 shyguy247 26-30, M 7 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    helpmeimfukkedup helpmeimfukkedup 13-15, M 29 Responses Jan 10

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    Well my boyfriend got kicked out of the place

    we were living in and I chose him over staying and now have a good friend pissed at me because of the things he said, but are true... now I don't know how I am getting to New York to be closer to family and work on my relationship without being nagged at for the way he sometimes...
    Firefly8380 Firefly8380 31-35, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    With joy and optimism!

    ! No point in getting mad over small things in life! Anything that comes my way, i'll tackle with my heart!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 18-21, M 11 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    thinknew84 thinknew84 26-30, F 6 Responses Jul 23

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    You call me stupid? I fake a smile everyday

    and you believe it. I force a laugh and you think I'm happy. Who's stupid now?
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 6 Responses Mar 18

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    I think that I have beat my depression!

    It's a great feeling to be able to throw a razor away and not give a damn.
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I am writing this. Cause I wanna die.

    no I won't kill myself. life is just too precious. But I'm tired of thinking about dying. I'm tired of being lonely and depressed and I'm just frustrated and sick and angry. I hate controlling my tears. but I hate crying. I just wanna burst out. rip myself apart. That.. right...
    DarkPrincess10 DarkPrincess10 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    When mother is pregnant with me,

    she and my father would always fight each other. My father is a drunkard and has a lot of issues of his own and my mother is a perfectionist. Even before i set foot on school, i already know that there is something wrong with me. Im also aware that I am a smart girl. I am...
    WifeOfVegeta WifeOfVegeta 26-30, F 9 Responses Jan 30

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 37 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 22-25, F 15 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    i dont kow if i am lonely

    because i am depressed or am i depressed because i am lonely all i know i am both depressed and lonely. been this way since 6 years and i don't see any light at the end fo this tunnel....!!!
    anoopjosh anoopjosh 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    I always feel bad about myself

    when I see random people being happy with their friends or partner.. Why can't I be like them? What's my fault? What did I do wrong? Is this a punishment from God?
    halohai halohai 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Telling someone with depression to "just be

    happy" or "just smile" is like tossing a kid with no arms into a lake and saying "just swim"
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 4

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 43 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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