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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

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    I am writing this. Cause I wanna die.

    no I won't kill myself. life is just too precious. But I'm tired of thinking about dying. I'm tired of being lonely and depressed and I'm just frustrated and sick and angry. I hate controlling my tears. but I hate crying. I just wanna burst out. rip myself apart. That.. right...
    DarkPrincess10 DarkPrincess10 18-21, F 15 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    I feel like people just don't get me.

    I'm on the outside looking in. Do you ever think you're going to die alone..
    sunnyB84 sunnyB84 31-35, F 7 Responses Jan 26

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    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    Depression? It's like drowning,

    but not being able to die.
    steph0807 steph0807 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30, 2015

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 8 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    So this is despair: when I can't think of a

    place I'd rather be, and I'd rather be anywhere else but here. I wonder what it would be like to cease to exist on this spot. Would it be worse than sitting here?
    Woody6 Woody6 41-45, M 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 23

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    Why am I feeling that we're drifting off/apart?

    It feels like someone is losing interest. I'm not sure who. It's not like before...I'm not sure what it is. Is it just me or is this the start of my fear? This friendship is supposed to be forever or are we fools to believe in such a thing. My fear of just losing someone so dear...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I think that I have beat my depression!

    It's a great feeling to be able to throw a razor away and not give a damn.
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I don't know why I feel depressed.

    There were some aspects in my life and I thought I'd be a lot happier if I managed these things the way it should be. After successfully managing these aspects in my life, I still feel depressed and lonely. Most of the day I'm facing the laptop or if not I just staying silent...
    rafaeladel rafaeladel 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I just want to get as far away from society

    and the bullshit of everyday life. Maybe go up to Alaska and live off the land
    shyguy247 shyguy247 26-30, M 7 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 22-25, F 12 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    I cry, but no one hears.

    No one knows, how hard I fight to put the smile on my face. No one understands why it is so hard some days, I don't even know why. And that is why they don't understand because I don't understand.
    readum16 readum16 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Ever have a day where you want to just take the

    day off from life? Curl up into the fetal position and disappear, cry, yell, and get all other emotions out of you, in hopes that you may feel normal for a little while?
    deleted deleted 26-30 9 Responses Mar 16, 2015

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    WHY cant anyone be aware of suicide

    and depression??? It is such a serious concept. Millions and millions of people suffer from depression, its horrible! It feels like you are being trapped inside a cage with nobody around.... except your thoughts. My thoughts are so terrible and horrifying.... it makes me wonder...
    thechocolatemaniac thechocolatemaniac 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 28

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    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20 22-25, F 94 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    You know that feeling?

    When you're just waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed. Just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of desperation. You're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. You just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown 18-21, M 8 Responses Nov 2, 2015

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    going through your life without ever had a

    girlfriend. I'm 29 and never had a girlfriend or approached a girl because im Asian and making below average. I'm sure that will happen to me
    monotonouso monotonouso 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 36 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    With joy and optimism!

    ! No point in getting mad over small things in life! Anything that comes my way, i'll tackle with my heart!
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    I was on Facebook this morning seeing how

    everyone has gone to places and doing things while here I am doing the job I hate from the core for the money having an ambition in mind but everyone things it's impossible for me. The most important person in my life told me I was an idiot and that made me feel how useless I am...
    Xerit Xerit 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 26

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    Hey! Why are you so hard on yourself?

    Don't you know how beautiful and lovely you are? What do you mean I lie? :/ Hey I'm no liar! You're the one lying to yourself! saying, "I ain't good enough, no one love me, no one cares, I'm no good, everyone else is better than me!" STOP IT will yah? I'm sure somebody...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I hope you did and will have a good day.

    Please be positive and be kind to others. We'll never know what they're going through. I hope it gets better for you. Please see the beauty in life. Kick that negativity off! Conquer the trials and hardship! Tell this cruel life, " In your face you cruel life!!! Who's...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    living in a city that rains all the time is

    depressing. I'm not surprised the suicide rate is so high.
    Audreydarling Audreydarling 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 19 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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    How can there be so many people on the planet

    and so many lonely. I smile but inside I'm screaming HELP ME! Just care...Hold me, love me. Don't just say hello and keep walking. Don't tell me you can't give me what I need, when I ask for a hug. Don't ask how I'm doing when you don't care. Don't be there only when it's...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 23, 2015

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    Sometimes it's hard to pretend to be happy

    other times I'm surprised at how good I am at it...they think all is well but they don't hear the self loathe in my head they don't see the scars on wrist and those who do don't understand my reason. It's pointless they say but it doesn't feel that way it's like a release of all...
    Aaliyah1405 Aaliyah1405 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    The never ending darkness.

    The never ending hurt. It never ends. I want it to just be ok, I want to feel love. But after all this I've learned to love the hate, since hate is all I get.
    Sicgoat173 Sicgoat173 16-17, F 5 Responses a week ago

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    Suicide? noooo! Please DON'T.

    Don't do it! Never! There's always a better way. If you feel so miserable and you think it's the only way out, YOU'RE WRONG! If you're being bullied or abused or some people are just so stupid enough to not see your worth... don't give them the satisfaction of proving they were...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa 22-25, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    komalp komalp 36-40, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I had an abusive boyfriend.

    I manged to get out of that relationship but I can't seem to recover. Its been 6 months and my life is still a wreck. That relationship caused me to drop out of college. So now I have no friends, no job and basically no life. I can't sleep either which only adds to my misery. I...
    v1ct0rtilla v1ct0rtilla 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 27

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    I Don't Iike that My Husband is close to

    that *****.. He can't Differentiate between Good and Bad. . It is so Depressing ... Just want to Get rid of this Feeling
    Amnik Amnik 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 11 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    I was depressed and lonely

    for a long time when my mum died but now I try and help people get through there problems and see the light at the other side, so if anyone is feeling down I don't mind cheering you up, I know what it's like to have no purpose for life xx
    Hannahmc18 Hannahmc18 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 2, 2015

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    i often have to remind myself

    that i am stronger than i think I am. I long for the day when i no longer have to.
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Oct 11, 2015

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 43 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    I suffer from hyperhidrosis

    or excessive sweating. Does anyone else in the UK suffer from this?
    pbarn pbarn 31-35, M 5 days ago

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    GlorianneMcD GlorianneMcD 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 10, 2015

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    therapy tomorrow. fourth session.

    ..and ive spilled nonstop for the whole session. its like severing an artery...a flood. but i have no idea why i am so incredibly tense today...this evening. i feel like something is going to crack. i dont want to end up in tears at the therapists. i know that its what...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 5 Responses Feb 2

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    This is the loneliest

    and saddest I've been that I'm ready to give up. What's so wrong with me that people won't stay? I'm just so tired of this. I just want to feel wanted...
    po90p po90p 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 24

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    helpmeimfukkedup helpmeimfukkedup 13-15, M 29 Responses Jan 10, 2015

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    In my opinion, most people

    who suffer from depression have really big hearts. We love everyone around us. We want to help everyone. We want to be there for everyone. We do what we can to make sure others are happy. We notice things, things that most won't. We are a good judge of character. We have a...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown 18-21, M 9 Responses Dec 4, 2015

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    It's hard. Cutting, pain.

    loneliness. I have to go out there every day and smile, nobody believes me because my family has money and my life seems 'perfect' but it's not if you look past the reflection in the mirror, we have secrets and my family expects for me to suck it all up and smile, be their...
    chasingmylife chasingmylife 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    You call me stupid? I fake a smile everyday

    and you believe it. I force a laugh and you think I'm happy. Who's stupid now?
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 5 Responses Mar 18, 2015

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