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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 47,429 People

    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 13-15, F 1 Response May 25

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 21 Responses Jul 26

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    i have nobody my parents no want me

    and i dont know if my fiances gona stay or leve me :(
    immortallovexx immortallovexx 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    I have been maried for 4 years now.

    My was diagnosed. With bipolar one about 2 years ago. Now I can't go to her about the worries and thoughts in my head beacuse that would put to much stress on her. I have tried got to family and friends but everyone is to busy to take time to talk to me. Now i lost my job last...
    deleon929 deleon929 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I Don'T...

    I don't cry alone at night I don't wish I was dead I don't feel sad or mad all the time I don't miss the person I love that I can never have I don't cut myself when life's too much to take I don't hide my feelings from my family I don't not feel anymore I don't have trust...
    deleted deleted 26-30 6 Responses Oct 9, 2013

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    Same Bullshit, different day :-( I wish i had

    somewhere to go and just get away from the so called husband, calls himself a man, he is a friggen liar, all i hear is bullshit from him. i want to leave, i think our children are old enough to handle the seperation. If i had a place to go, i would leave :( I can' stand this...
    womenneeded womenneeded 41-45, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Somebody please message me,

    I need to talk to someone quickly before I do something stupid...
    Notterzz17 Notterzz17 13-15, M 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I live in a dark dark place.

    There's no way out of the darkness. The harder I try the deeper I sink. Nothing brings me out. I don't think anyone knows or maybe they just don't care. I stay quiet and in my room as much as possible lost in my own thoughts. I look for ways out. I don't have any friends. I can...
    cinch cinch 46-50, F 13 Responses Aug 7

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    With joy and optimism!

    ! No point in getting mad over small things in life! Anything that comes my way, i'll tackle with my heart!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 22-25, M 12 Responses Sep 14

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5

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    I have had depression my entire life,

    i have done everything to fight it and nothing works. Recently i had been better, i got out of a crappy relationship, got out of a crappy life style of just sit and do nothing and being told what to do every day and met some one who i actually have a real connection with and...
    gloomygrim gloomygrim 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel

    about a woman in prison. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
    marcuscash marcuscash 18-21, T 5 days ago

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    yoganandarita yoganandarita 51-55, F 31 Responses May 6

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    Loneliness is- if u have tried 100 social

    websites and found no friends. I feel unloved on every social site. I dont know why im here, i seek pitty and i get pitty but then they all leave and i stay again lonely, so what are those sites for if nobody stay ?
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 15

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    (I just wrote this reply to someone

    who was commenting about feeling better, and what follows is my reply, but because it wasn't particularly appropriate to the thread as a whole I decided to post it here) That's nice, everyone deserves to be happy. However one must be careful not to expect all depressed people...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 4 Responses Aug 28

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 12 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    It's hard to continue living your life

    when all you can think about is ending it.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    This is quite hard to admit to

    but i realise now that all this time I was avoiding fessing up to the fact that what I'm feeling every day is just not normal its not necessary. Depression is all in the mind and the way to change it is in my opinion to admit, admit that you can't cope. That you're having...
    M19943 M19943 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Great to find out that your wife of 5 years

    only "tolerates" you. Just not sure what to do anymore. She is the love of my wife. I am really depressed about this, only reason i am going into work today, is so that i do not have to see her until later today.
    Kyrawolfie Kyrawolfie 26-30, T 6 Responses a week ago

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    I'm actually getting over being depressed

    slowly. I have this huge fear of falling back into it though. It scares me very much and it actually leads me to having flashbacks of the times that made me have depression.
    tfiosqueen tfiosqueen 16-17, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I've had a rocky relationship with my daddy

    this past year. He's never had to deal with a child with so many mental illnesses and most days he just doesn't know what to do. Which makes him have bursts of anger because he's so frustrated with life. But today was so very different than all the other days. We weren't...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 13-15, F 3 Responses May 21

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    The past 6 years have been a constant battle of

    depression, loneliness, paranoia Etcetc. I'm in that time of my life where I either want to give up completely or work hard to get motivation and fix it. There's days where I say I just wish I wasn't here, but it's not that, I just wish I was happy instead.
    Exoduss Exoduss 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 23

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    I almost killed myself today.

    The sad thing is that it wasn’t because some major traumatic event happened it was because I feel like I can’t escape from the sadness and I feel so worthless in every aspect of my life. My childhood best friend was able to talk me down but I sat there starring at pill...
    SomebodyAnybodyEverybody SomebodyAnybodyEverybody 16-17, F 15 Responses 5 days ago

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    How darkest this sadness can be?

    I want to sleep forever.
    IsabelMath IsabelMath 18-21, F 11 Responses Aug 16

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 18-21, F 14 Responses Jul 13

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about

    killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends, and I never will. Everytime I think i find out, they abandon me and make me more suicidal than ever. I am so sick and tired of this waste of an...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 32 Responses Jul 16

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    Loneliness causes depression.

    Depression causes loneliness. Welcome to the full circle.
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M 5 Responses Sep 15

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    It's Me And You Against The World.

    It was a Thursday night that Mama drove me to Micheals to get art supplies for a English project. It was already dark and rainy. Which the rain was rare here, but either way the both of welcomed it with loving arms. As I felt the bumps and shakes of the road, I could tell my...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I'm fighting depression.

    .... I can't do anything right without messing up and failing....... I can't stand to look at myself.... Only music helps with the pain.....
    DepressedForLife1 DepressedForLife1 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    The thing with depression is

    that unless you have it, or have had it, you can never fully understand what it is like. This is my way of explaining it. Depression is like you have been thrown into the middle of the ocean, but you've never learnt how to swim. There are people around you screaming at you to...
    ameliap ameliap 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I live each day on the verge of tears,

    with a smile pasted on my face to keep everyone from knowing.
    RosieJay RosieJay 18-21, F 11 Responses 5 days ago

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    I want to die. Everyone thinks i'm worthless

    and nobody cares. Several times my dad told me he doesn't care about me anymore. I want to commit suicide and just get it over with. and my friends... the other day they all planned to leave me behind and that's what they did :( i don't have anyone by my side... no friends, my...
    devin156 devin156 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 8

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    When you bring two of your friends together

    that doesnt know each other and they become better friends than you and them :(
    NiBliTzz NiBliTzz 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am 24 and I'm quite a handsome guy.

    But being handsome will only take you so far. Trust me. I have learned that you are NOTHING in life if you can't communicate socially. I have some kind of creative disorder, if thats what you call it. My brain can't talk and connect with other people due to anxiety, genes...
    theAnonMouse theAnonMouse 22-25, M 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    For all of you fighting this,

    I'm one of you, I write a blog, on how I fight my everyday life.. How I cope with being a full time student and at the same time fighting depression and bipolar http://bipolar2medstudent.blogspot.com/
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Trying my hardest to keep a smile & fight

    through this... It is very hard & even though I smile inside I'm hurting and just want to break down .. Just tired of being strong and trying to get through the day....
    MsAnonymous1 MsAnonymous1 18-21, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    You know when you're

    so depressed that you can't even move? And it feels like you're physically sick? And you just want to talk to someone about it, but you don't want to say anything to anyone? So instead of faking smiles and laughs and 'lol's you just keep to yourself, but you only feel worst...
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 13

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    I hate to admit this

    but the old psychologist cliché about your childhood trauma can apply to me. To be fair, nothing extraordinary happened but a lot of little things that piled up inside me and now consist a reason for depression that i try to avoid. Avoid. The only thing i can do. Ignoring and...
    BogdanBolinski BogdanBolinski 18-21, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    my days are worthless .

    .. people always laughing and when i do cut they always ask why it seems like they only care when i cut or harm myself. yes i have plenty friends but friends are never there when you really need them
    mckenziegeddings mckenziegeddings 13-15, F 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 44 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    ......... everyday is an understatement.

    let's say every moment, every second, every millisecond. there's not one moment in time where I am filled with purpose lately. I want it, I seek it, I don't get it. what I equate it to is being cursed.
    BIackyChan BIackyChan 22-25, M 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Don't know if I can do this many more looking

    at they's pills thinking should I just end this here right now
    Fabgal1 Fabgal1 22-25, F 18 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've recently gained two more great friends.

    They're two of the most open and accepting people I've ever meet! I've kinda told them about my anxiety problem, but I laughed it off when they started asking questions. Right now I feel like I need to talk to them about my suicidal thoughts. But at the same time I don't feel...
    Naginion Naginion 13-15, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    Hi, I just want to say

    that I am here for anyone who needs someone to listen or someone to give them advice. I will be honest and I will be myself. I know how you feel and it sucks so much. It hurts so much, feeling all alone with so much feelings yet so much emptiness. I just know that I don't want...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 37 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    Its something I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy.

    ...I think if I had someone to be completely honest with and tell all my secrets to...I'd be a lot less burdened. But until then I'll be in my room dreaming of a better life.
    TPLove TPLove 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    XxSxarletxX XxSxarletxX 16-17, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    My Last Letter When I Was 14.

    When I was fourteen I was really depressed so I decided to kill myself. Before I died I wanted to leave a note to my only friend Karla and this is how it went: Stars like diamonds in the sky, They are the things that help me get by. They shine so bright in my eyes, They are the...
    Unabletoconnect Unabletoconnect 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2013

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    Sometimes I wonder why I'm on this website,

    when the friends I have on here don 't really even try or want to talk to me!
    HeartlessdemonKing HeartlessdemonKing 13-15, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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