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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 42,305 People

    Nothing is greater than having to endure over 2

    years of being suicidal and going through it all one AND COMING OUT OF IT ALIVE. (I wish people did support me though. If you have supportive friends/a supportive family, then good for you :) ) You deserve to feel proud for making it as far as you have. You've held on when you...
    electriccloud electriccloud 16-17, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Loneliness is- if u have tried 100 social

    websites and found no friends. I feel unloved on every social site. I dont know why im here, i seek pitty and i get pitty but then they all leave and i stay again lonely, so what are those sites for if nobody stay ?
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 15

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    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    First time here... i feel lonely in my shell of

    tears, trying to reach out, i get angry at times. Where is my usual happiness and craziness gone? So hard to reach out, i usually get on with it, ride the wave... Yes so i guess i suffer from depression.. Hereditary, all my family has it; but i don't want medication. Been strong...
    angelPeace33 angelPeace33 36-40, F 6 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I want to die. Everyone thinks i'm worthless

    and nobody cares. Several times my dad told me he doesn't care about me anymore. I want to commit suicide and just get it over with. and my friends... the other day they all planned to leave me behind and that's what they did :( i don't have anyone by my side... no friends, my...
    devin156 devin156 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 8

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    I miss the old happy me.

    I hate the new depressed ugly me.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 12 Responses 3 days ago

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    sunflowercali sunflowercali 18-21, F 10 Responses 3 days ago

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    It's getting worse everyday,

    I feel like I'm starting to go insane. I don't want to kill myself because I'm afraid of the pain. I just want to not wake up one day. I'm so done with living
    laurapeniuk laurapeniuk 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    I moved to the other side of the world at the

    beginning of this year. I have made two very close friends, a couple, but aside from that I have no one else. I've suffered from depression for a long time. It's fed by loneliness. I have an ingrained belief as a result of this depression that going to those two friends for...
    Dignify Dignify 18-21, T 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm an angry person. Usually I can hide it

    pretty well; but when pushed over my limit, I seem to morph into this completely unrecognizable person. I become a violent, hysterical, and unreasonable human being. I've hurt myself; punching the wall, hitting myself, broken glass and gotten the shards stuck in my hand, etc...
    Anniethinksyourebeautiful Anniethinksyourebeautiful 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Another day of darkness

    and pain, sometimes I think, why can't I be numb. After all this pain that is so constant, shouldn't I be numb by now. But it still hurts more and more for every day that goes. Every time I think that it can get worse then this, it can't hurt more than this, and then it does...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    The thing with depression is

    that unless you have it, or have had it, you can never fully understand what it is like. This is my way of explaining it. Depression is like you have been thrown into the middle of the ocean, but you've never learnt how to swim. There are people around you screaming at you to...
    ameliap ameliap 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 18-21, F 14 Responses Jul 13

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    Ever since I was young I've always felt alone

    and isolated. I was overlooked by everyone and still am. Nothing I do or have done matters I've only been alive 21 years yet I've left along a long line of failure and idiocy trailing behind me. I've wanted to kill myself every day for the past 8 years or so I've come close...
    aimlessglitch aimlessglitch 18-21, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 21 Responses Jul 26

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    A bomb is ticking in my head.

    ...I am feeling so lonely again. Anyone here to talk?
    kushpata kushpata 26-30, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel alone all the time ever

    since my friend has moved away. We used to do everything together. She used to be like my sister. She protected me from the bullies in the world. She supported my differences. Now she isnt here....and theres a hole in my heart. Ill always be alone
    hashiba hashiba 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've had a rocky relationship with my daddy

    this past year. He's never had to deal with a child with so many mental illnesses and most days he just doesn't know what to do. Which makes him have bursts of anger because he's so frustrated with life. But today was so very different than all the other days. We weren't...
    Anniethinksyourebeautiful Anniethinksyourebeautiful 13-15, F 3 Responses May 21

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    I've had depression problems

    for years and they haven't left since they've started
    mikewmc2011 mikewmc2011 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    I'm tired Not like I want to go to sleep tired

    I'm tired of breathing I'm tired of moving I'm tired of just Being My whole essence is tired The inly sleep I want is the kind you never wake up from
    ImNotReallyFine ImNotReallyFine 13-15, M 7 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have to keep as much

    as I can from my parents otherwise they will tell my school and take me out, I can't even tell my therapist everything which is hard considering I'm starting CBT.
    jvenables jvenables 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    She paints a lovely picture,

    but there's a shocking twist. The paintbrush is a razor and the canvas is her wrist.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    yoganandarita yoganandarita 51-55, F 31 Responses May 6

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    Feeling so utterly alone.

    .. I just want to trash the whole house and break down...
    MysticallyForbidden MysticallyForbidden 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Seeing as how my entire family lives in another

    country and I live here for job reasons, I can honestly say that I battle my inner demons constantly. I do have a few close acquaintances, but getting home from work everyday to an empty place with not even a pet, it totally kills me. Depression, loneliness, suicidal thoughts...
    thethirdman49 thethirdman49 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I feel so alone. Even

    when I am around my friends and family I feel like no one really cares about me. I can't breathe when I'm at school. I feel like everyone is judging me. There are just so many people surrounding me.
    xBMTHx xBMTHx 13-15, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    How darkest this sadness can be?

    I want to sleep forever.
    IsabelMath IsabelMath 18-21, F 11 Responses Aug 16

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    We all have had a nightmare in our sleep some

    time, and when we wake up we feel so relieved, like "Thank God it was just a dream!". But what do you do when the reality IS the nightmare? What can you do when the nightmare begins when you wake up? Have you ever feel like this? Because this is how I feel every single morning...
    LookingForTheSunshine LookingForTheSunshine 26-30, F 6 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Life feels too much at times

    and I don't know how I'm expected to continue feeling so small and so insignificant. The only people that keep me company are dead writers. Otherwise, if Samuel Beckett or Dostoevsky don't count, then I go weeks without speaking to anyone. My mother lives in Venice, Italy. I'm...
    effingtheineffable effingtheineffable 22-25, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have been struggling

    because people tell me that I am a good, lovely, awesome person. But I am not. Its like, even if I hurt them, they choose to ignore all my disgusting flaws. Or just generally, because they only see my good side. You cannot judge the whole picture if you only see a fraction of it...
    LostApothecary LostApothecary 16-17, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think I may commit suicide.

    It seems like the better path. Don't give me that bullshit about how "it's a permanent solution."
    RachelYoungk RachelYoungk 13-15, F 14 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Everyday is a battle,

    I am always facing my demons, and sometimes even the devil himself but I won't give up; not now, not ever because I know once this is over, I will be stronger than ever
    KolbySC KolbySC 18-21, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 44 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    I live in a ghost town.

    There is nothing here, no work, The only social setting is the bar which I don't do, one because its illegal to drink and drive. I live far from a big town (45) miles. I have 10 acres and its beautiful where I live, but its far from town im disabled so selling my house and...
    suddenshock suddenshock 56-60, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am hoping to connect with someone

    and make a friend or two. I am completely miserable right now, and like at this moment I just randomly break down. I'm not strong at all and am extremely sensitive and hope that out of joining this sight I can battle my depression loneliness and lack of confidence I've lost many...
    sweetgoddess92 sweetgoddess92 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 17

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    The feeling of depression: You wake up in the

    morning, wish you didn’t wake up at all (why couldn’t I just continue to sleep…?). You come to a realization you are here again, it is another day. The shape of your mouth wears to some degree that of a reversed smile. Life purpose is missing. You turn on the TV and try...
    theworldasitis theworldasitis 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 5

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    Once again I have spent another birthday alone.

    Not even my parents remembered it, I bought some groceries for them today and we had dinner in their house like every weekend and they didn't even mentioned it, during the day I wanted to call somebody to spend the day but I remembered that I have no friends and anyway people...
    Tehprotector Tehprotector 18-21, M 21 Responses 2 days ago

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about

    killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends, and I never will. Everytime I think i find out, they abandon me and make me more suicidal than ever. I am so sick and tired of this waste of an...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 32 Responses Jul 16

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 12 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    The past 6 years have been a constant battle of

    depression, loneliness, paranoia Etcetc. I'm in that time of my life where I either want to give up completely or work hard to get motivation and fix it. There's days where I say I just wish I wasn't here, but it's not that, I just wish I was happy instead.
    Exoduss Exoduss 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 23

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    I don't talk to anyone about anything

    and it's ripping me apart. I'm so quiet and just want everyone to be happy I have a lot of self issues and all my friends are going to college I'm just extremely alone
    jcelli jcelli 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 13

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    They say "Pain is temporary,

    and forever is the gain" But in reality pain never stops and it all goes to vain, After all the suffering You start to sense your life is just a disdain From birth till death, from dusk till dawn You keep wondering where your happiness has gone, Bad decisions and regrets eat you...
    depressedguy22 depressedguy22 22-25, M 5 Responses Jul 6

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20 22-25, F 93 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    Hi, I just want to say

    that I am here for anyone who needs someone to listen or someone to give them advice. I will be honest and I will be myself. I know how you feel and it sucks so much. It hurts so much, feeling all alone with so much feelings yet so much emptiness. I just know that I don't want...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 13-15, F 1 Response May 25

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 38 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    You know when you're

    so depressed that you can't even move? And it feels like you're physically sick? And you just want to talk to someone about it, but you don't want to say anything to anyone? So instead of faking smiles and laughs and 'lol's you just keep to yourself, but you only feel worst...
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 13

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    I feel like crying . My life is

    so filled with failures & I want to have a better life . This year was so full of surprises . & it was so shocking . My family doesn't support me . I want to to go back & finish HS . It's just I'm worried . I'm scared of going back to school . I still have a scar from my past...
    lordeley952 lordeley952 18-21, M 6 Responses 3 days ago

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