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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 57,337 People

    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    Nothing in this world can give me happiness

    anymore. I feel like im about to lose it. I want to just dissappear from everything. I dont care for my well being hoping that one day I'm involved in a fatal accident to just end it all. i can't exactly describe it but I'm not the person I use to be. I use to be full of...
    mywow1994 mywow1994 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    How can there be so many people on the planet

    and so many lonely. I smile but inside I'm screaming HELP ME! Just care...Hold me, love me. Don't just say hello and keep walking. Don't tell me you can't give me what I need, when I ask for a hug. Don't ask how I'm doing when you don't care. Don't be there only when it's...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    (I just wrote this reply to someone

    who was commenting about feeling better, and what follows is my reply, but because it wasn't particularly appropriate to the thread as a whole I decided to post it here) That's nice, everyone deserves to be happy. However one must be careful not to expect all depressed people...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    I wish that I at least have someone there

    for me, but I have no one. I fight depression and I'm lonely. What's sad is that I feel more comfortable alone. When ever I'm near someone, I feel insecure. I don't like the feeling, so I separate myself from everyone close to me.
    holmgirl2 holmgirl2 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    Im ready to just give up.

    I feel empty and alone. Even when im around family. i feel like im about to have a complete mental breakdown. Their has been so much loss in my life, I'm use to just being alone. I feel like im disconnected from everything. I can't even talk about it to anyone. its just...
    mywow1994 mywow1994 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Telling someone with depression to "just be

    happy" or "just smile" is like tossing a kid with no arms into a lake and saying "just swim"
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 4

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 11 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    This made me cry my eyes out.

    . https://www.facebook.com/video.php?v=10153133506335682
    davisbre davisbre 22-25, M a week ago

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    I've been feeling more lonely

    and depressed the past week. I know I have to accept who I am and things that have happened. It feels like I can't trust anybody. It feels like I live in a world of selfish people. Even when I'm told good things about myself I have a hard time believing it and I keep wondering...
    orangesky275 orangesky275 36-40, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm struggling. I'm low

    and hate my life. Can't ever work. I'm so lonely not many friends. I have no one really to talk to. My son 16 has a disabilty learning. Sadly no one sees or understands. He argues and yells and sadly I feel mentally beaten up. But he doesn't understand. I feel like my...
    flydragonfly flydragonfly 36-40, F 6 days ago

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    I feel alone everyday.

    sometimes I wish when I have a bad day I could talk to someone or go somewhere. I don't do any thing everyday. I sleep half of the day away so I don't have many hours of the day to be alone and bored. I don't even talk to family. my mom has never showed interest and my dad is an...
    Cupcakejunky Cupcakejunky 22-25, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Loneliness causes depression.

    Depression causes loneliness. Welcome to the full circle.
    Thesoutherner Thesoutherner 66-70, M 5 Responses Sep 15, 2014

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 20 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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    Today, for the first time in a long time,

    I felt a glimmer of hopelessness, again. I've been doing so much better in the last year. I've learned so much about myself, I've discovered what's important to me, I've been making my own decisions, and I've even made some friends. However, in the last week or so, there have...
    juliaa21 juliaa21 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    The last couple of days have been rough.

    Each day I look out my window and see the gray cold sky. The feeling of emptiness deep inside my soul paints my day. Looking in a mirror I try to see my former self and not the aging and Parkinson's person who is looking back. I wish I could stop thinking so I can make it...
    ars196 ars196 41-45, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst

    of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but I mean I'm 21.. I didn't seriously think of it. My sister yelled at me and called me a bunch of things for worrying enough to even go to the doc...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 43 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    Depression really is a *****.

    These last couple of weeks have been a living hell. The darkest moments in my life, and my parents and even my brothers are mad at me for how i have been. They think i chose to be depressed, no ine chooses this. I dont know how to talk to them, i dont even want to.
    lukeryan lukeryan 16-17, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I've started uni and

    now i live on campus. I've hated this idea from the beginning because i don't feel comfortable around people. I don't know what to do. I have no-one i can talk too about this...feeling of constant loneliness. I don't know if it's a symptom of depression or if it's causing my...
    ZarahsInsanity ZarahsInsanity 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    With joy and optimism!

    ! No point in getting mad over small things in life! Anything that comes my way, i'll tackle with my heart!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 13-15, M 11 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    Everyday for the past couple years has sucked

    for me. I always feel like an outcast compared to everyone else. I just wish things were better than they are.
    YOLODude10 YOLODude10 13-15, M Mar 23

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    You call me stupid? I fake a smile everyday

    and you believe it. I force a laugh and you think I'm happy. Who's stupid now?
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 6 Responses Mar 18

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    heronD heronD 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    Open my eyes, world is coming into perspective.

    Grey fog still, limbo awaits achingly. I awake from my fake life, my dreams. Sygh its the same dull day reoccurring all over. Z
    mydilemmas mydilemmas 36-40, F Mar 23

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    Every thought is a battle Every breathe is a

    war And I don't think I'm winning anymore
    Fizzy0875 Fizzy0875 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    Sometime I feel like I don't matter to anyone.

    I hear it everyday, maybe what people say about me are true. It just hurts me so much that whenever I like I'm on the mend, there is always someone to knock me back down again. It's a never ending battle.
    YukiStar20 YukiStar20 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I feel empty and direction less.

    . my heart is getting broke day by day!
    saivaibhav9 saivaibhav9 18-21, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think that I have beat my depression!

    It's a great feeling to be able to throw a razor away and not give a damn.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I just want to get as far away from society

    and the bullshit of everyday life. Maybe go up to Alaska and live off the land
    shyguy247 shyguy247 26-30, M 8 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    helpmeimfukkedup helpmeimfukkedup 13-15, M 30 Responses Jan 10

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    Growing up I was always a loner & an outcast.

    It bothered me a lot but as I grew older, I got used to it. I did have "friends" (more like acquaintances), but they each had their own "BFF". I was hardly ever invited to their outings...I would have to ask myself. I always felt like an outcast whenever I did go out with them...
    black2987 black2987 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 37 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    anarchiam anarchiam 18-21, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    Sometimes I feel as if I don't belong on this

    planet. I feel older than I am and as if my soul has been around for a very long time. I wish I could be spirited away to the dark reaches of space because that is where I belong.
    Catherdra Catherdra 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    For you who don't understand what depression is

    or don't feel it: Depression is the empty feeling in your stomach. It is the feeling of wanting to cry almost every second of everyday. It is feeling lonely even when you're around people, and wanting to be alone and at the same time wanting to feel important. It's the nagging...
    Ladybugprincess Ladybugprincess 13-15, F 11 Responses Jan 19

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    I just don't know anymore,

    I can't remember a time in my life when I didn't always have this nagging voice in the back of my mind telling im never good enough.. and I guess since its been going on so long, I have just accepted it and now its like its a part of me of who I am. I don't necessarily have alot...
    Sinshu Sinshu 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    And I want to kill myself a lot.

    I hate myself so much. My childhood & blame just eats at me... And destroys everything, including my peace of mind. I just want to rest. You know really rest. I don't want to kill myself. I do but I don't. I just don't see myself ever loving me.. It's such a struggle to breathe...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured 18-21, F 14 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    i wish that i can tell my parents

    or anyone how i have been feeling for a couple of weeks now. i havent been going to school for weeks and my parents just goy a call earlier today.
    lukeryan lukeryan 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 22

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    it's always been hard

    for me ever since i can remember life has been knocking me down just to pick me up and knock me back down again. nothing good ever stays in my life, anything good that comes either leaves or dies. well i finally thought that i broken this curse or whatever i had when i met him...
    MissJessieGurl MissJessieGurl 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I finally decided to write my last note.

    ..I know no one will claim me pr miss me...im sorry for the people at my work ..they will never suspected how deep and heavy my depression was...I tried..I gave all I had...I was a fighter.. proud of who I was...but I have to die..for my own safety...