I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 72,462 People

    if I was gone, would you really care?

    miss me? if your answer is yes, then why? why do you think I'm special enough to be missed? I'm no better than the next person and there is definitely nothing special about me.....forgive me...I'm very tired and my feelings are everywhere but the questions still remain! *sigh*
    angelpumpkin36 angelpumpkin36
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 14

    My goal: That I be more today

    than fate had in store for me yesterday, and that I be more tomorrow than fate will have for me today.
    Woody6 Woody6
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Apr 11

    I have Depression and anxiety

    but my family just thinks I'm a freak. I guess you could say I'm the black sheep. They told me crazy and freakish. They tell me I'm stupid and fat. My mom calls me fat all the time, to the point I'm starving myself. It's not like I ate constantly. I'm vegetarian and my family...
    XxTimeLordxX XxTimeLordxX
    13-15, F
    6 Responses Apr 14

    I am writing this. Cause I wanna die.

    no I won't kill myself. life is just too precious. But I'm tired of thinking about dying. I'm tired of being lonely and depressed and I'm just frustrated and sick and angry. I hate controlling my tears. but I hate crying. I just wanna burst out. rip myself apart. That.. right...
    DarkPrincess10 DarkPrincess10
    18-21, F
    15 Responses Dec 7, 2014

    I was depressed and lonely

    for a long time when my mum died but now I try and help people get through there problems and see the light at the other side, so if anyone is feeling down I don't mind cheering you up, I know what it's like to have no purpose for life xx
    Hannahmc18 Hannahmc18
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jul 2, 2015

    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy
    22-25, F
    11 Responses Jul 13, 2014

    I thought I was getting better

    but today I had my first relapse and now I just don't know
    Lifesobserver Lifesobserver
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Apr 6

    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke

    1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is nothing to the Age of Ages. There yet is hope for you in Christ. All other things are void of actual help. Some may help in soothing the problem...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 3

    I have a bf and he is four years older

    than me. We have been in a secret relationship for two years now and we can't imagine losing one another. The problem now is that my parents found out about it and now they're making me feel like it's a sin to have this kind of feelings for him. My parents have never understood...
    averagegirl03 averagegirl03
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 16

    I want so much to be what I wasn't then.

    But I'm haunted by the fact that it's too late. So all those who clearly suffer from what I suffered from: don't be me.
    Woody6 Woody6
    41-45, M
    1 Response Apr 14
    Gina1993 Gina1993
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 6

    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind
    26-30, M
    11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

    I wish it was easier to make friends easier to

    just converse with someone anxiety and depression has taken over my life
    spiritualvirgo82 spiritualvirgo82
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 20

    Too bad. I just found this site

    and signed on only to learn that tomorrow it shuts down. I've been wishing all day for live to end but won't go the suicide route because of my boys but really don't know how to keep on going. Well, since the site is closing I guess I'm just talking to myself so it just brings...
    StevenEric StevenEric
    46-50, M
    3 Responses Apr 20

    Even in a crowd full of people,

    I feel like I'm the only one.
    DaisyKaine DaisyKaine
    18-21, F
    4 Responses Jan 26

    You know that feeling?

    When you're just waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed. Just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of desperation. You're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. You just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
    18-21, M
    8 Responses Nov 2, 2015

    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607
    22-25, M
    18 Responses Jul 26, 2014

    You call me stupid? I fake a smile everyday

    and you believe it. I force a laugh and you think I'm happy. Who's stupid now?
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies
    13-15
    5 Responses Mar 18, 2015

    Another 8 more days until EP shuts down I

    wanted to get to know ppl and maybe make friends or even find love but I took to long in building the guts to do so depression surely sucks especially if you think no one understands. People think I like laying in the bed all day they think I like having thoughts race through my...
    spiritualvirgo82 spiritualvirgo82
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Apr 12

    I just want to get as far away from society

    and the bullshit of everyday life. Maybe go up to Alaska and live off the land
    shyguy247 shyguy247
    26-30, M
    6 Responses Nov 12, 2014
    GlorianneMcD GlorianneMcD
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Oct 10, 2015

    Honestly why I'm here the communication thing I

    think I am addicted to chatting people and I kinda do wish I could break that habit
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 17

    My thoughts tend to overplay reality!

    Then my loneliness and depression set it until I get confirmation otherwise!! Ugh!
    angelpumpkin36 angelpumpkin36
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Apr 7

    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws
    36-40, F
    9 Responses Dec 31, 2012

    I think that I have beat my depression!

    It's a great feeling to be able to throw a razor away and not give a damn.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Nov 4, 2014

    This guy asked me out last year

    and it turned out to be a joke. He started acting real nice lately, said he was sorry, invited me places, flirted with me. Right when I got my hopes up, one of his friends said he's going on a date with another girl Sunday. I cried in front of everyone.
    Bre54 Bre54
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Apr 6

    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe
    36-40, F
    7 Responses Aug 5, 2014

    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle
    36-40, M
    8 Responses Feb 7, 2011

    I have amazing friends,

    I don't deserve any of them, I just drag everyone down and they deserve so much better, I shouldn't dump my problems on them
    gothicgazelle gothicgazelle
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Apr 7

    It's so stupid how you've feeling

    so good one moment then you just want to cry your eyes out the next. The feeling of worthlessness even how good and nice you are to people is so heartbreaking. It's even more frustrating when you keep trying to stand up but people and the world just push you and kick you to the...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 6

    Everyone needs compassion,

    a love that's never failing, let mercy fall on us. Everyone needs forgiveness, the kindness of a Savior, the Hope of nations. Savior, He can move the mountains My God is mighty to save. He is mighty to save. Forever, author of Salvation He rose and conquered the grave. Jesus...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 3

    I have been separated now

    for 7 months or so and I felt that I am dealing with it ok and moving on with my own life. Today my ex thought it would be funny to start shagging his new girlfriend whilst he talked to me on the phone. And you know I really don't care what he does now but throwing it in my...
    briskkie briskkie
    41-45, F
    13 Responses Nov 26, 2015

    How can there be so many people on the planet

    and so many lonely. I smile but inside I'm screaming HELP ME! Just care...Hold me, love me. Don't just say hello and keep walking. Don't tell me you can't give me what I need, when I ask for a hug. Don't ask how I'm doing when you don't care. Don't be there only when it's...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Jan 23, 2015

    I went to the graveyard yesterday.

    It was my mommy's birthday and I brought flowers for mommy's and daddy's grave. After I placed down the flowers I started to talk to my mommy and daddy about the things that I experiences lately. People were looking at me with sad faces. And were talking quietly. They said...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Apr 24, 2015

    I have a horrible past.

    I thought that with time I'll be better, because I didn't understand that my problems was REAL. But my pain and my problems are just becoming bigger and bigger and I'm always fighting with my self. With all emotions deep inside me. The hate and the pain are destroying me.
    Yunee Yunee
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Apr 17

    Hi, girls. I am hot guy,

    add me pls, skype - mengak
    mengak mengak
    26-30, M
    Apr 10

    For those of you who have lost your desire to

    pray, to sing,I'm asking God to put that melody back in your hearts tonight; cause you to lift your voice, even though you don't understand. Your Father in Heaven loves you, do not forsake Him...do not forget the benefits of the Lord. God bless you.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 1

    hello.. feeling very let down these days .

    .. I feel very alone and lonely... many people abuse me here for what I do in ep.. it's my life and I'll do whatever I want to.. how are they to abuse me and call me fake? feeling very bad about myself..
    riyaasharma riyaasharma
    36-40, F
    9 Responses Sep 19, 2015

    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20
    22-25, F
    93 Responses Jun 2, 2010

    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2
    36-40, F
    42 Responses Sep 22, 2012

    Today was a hard day!

    Did get up for a appointment, i felt how the anxiety started to build up inside of me.. But I got my clothes on and got ready. Then it was time to go. And I couldn't do it. I was stuck in the sofa. I texted my wife to tell her I couldn't make it.. She told me it was alright, I...
    realcomplicated realcomplicated
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 14

    Ever have a day where you want to just take the

    day off from life? Curl up into the fetal position and disappear, cry, yell, and get all other emotions out of you, in hopes that you may feel normal for a little while?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Mar 16, 2015

    I escape from reality

    and was hoping for freedom, and I lay here inside the greatest person's arms , the kindness I never got and feel happy. I love you
    Gina1993 Gina1993
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 18
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Apr 14

    (I refer this to Christians going through

    TRIALS or/and TEMPTATIONS, lest a fellow wishes to wrongly counter the write-up)  Dear Christians and whomever this may concern, God doesn't give us what we can handle but helps us handle what we are given, because, just as impure gold is passed through fire and made pure, we...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    3 Responses Apr 10

    With joy and optimism!

    ! No point in getting mad over small things in life! Anything that comes my way, i'll tackle with my heart!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    9 Responses Sep 14, 2014

    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever
    31-35, F
    16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

    Dear Depression, You almost killed me

    yesterday. Well, you've almost killed me plenty of times, but yesterday... I was gonna do it. I managed to fight you off somehow. I don't know where the strength came from. It's hard for me to understand what you find amusing about making people feel worthless about themselves...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
    18-21, M
    6 Responses Feb 21

    Ever feel like your life is a joke

    that you haven't been let in on?
    Woody6 Woody6
    41-45, M
    4 Responses Apr 6

    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    36 Responses Jan 18, 2013

    To all who still think about suicide

    or have a depression. You don't have to be alone. We can be friends and I'll try to make you feel better and see the bright side of things. I hope you get well and never ever give up, alright? ^^,) respond here or pm me if you want to get in touch. Take care now. Have a nice...
    soyyoprincesa soyyoprincesa
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 21

    When life is rough, pray.

    -----:------:------:----- Pray, when life is great.
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    1 Response Apr 1

    I know you'll be better without me,

    but I'm having a hard time convincing myself I'll be better without you.
    heartless0000 heartless0000
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Feb 23
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    14 Responses Jan 7

    No one loves meh No one will ever love meh I

    go though life everyday being lied to I am beginning to feel myself get depressed more and more each day I thought that o best depression I thought I was okay I am so fat I know that I don't need food so I don't know why I have to eat I need to be skinny I want to be loved I...
    MousieLovesYou MousieLovesYou
    16-17, F
    6 Responses Apr 13

    In my opinion, most people

    who suffer from depression have really big hearts. We love everyone around us. We want to help everyone. We want to be there for everyone. We do what we can to make sure others are happy. We notice things, things that most won't. We are a good judge of character. We have a...
    ExploreroftheUnknown ExploreroftheUnknown
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Dec 4, 2015

    I have struggled with depression

    since my mom passed away four years ago.what makes it even more difficult for me to handle is having kids.they are to young to understand why I feel the way I do.and I dont want it effecting their lives.
    ashley028 ashley028
    26-30, F
    10 Responses Apr 13

    For you who don't understand what depression is

    or don't feel it: Depression is the empty feeling in your stomach. It is the feeling of wanting to cry almost every second of everyday. It is feeling lonely even when you're around people, and wanting to be alone and at the same time wanting to feel important. It's the nagging...
    Smileydork Smileydork
    16-17, F
    9 Responses Jan 19, 2015

    greetings , well I once dated a white guy

    and he had a child ,everything was perfect until he started acting weird, short tempered he totally changed , well since I dated him to feel loved and be happy ,I quietly left him cos I know what I deserve .....to be happy not being somes thing to shout on every day ???? , I...
    zeenhleh zeenhleh
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Apr 9
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