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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 51,204 People

    It does get better For years

    and years I have suffered from Major Depression, ever since I was a teenager. It really became a problem as a teen, when I went to an all male high school where sport was a religion. Although academically gifted, my physical and athletic prowess was adversely affected by the...
    EmperorJulian EmperorJulian 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 28

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    With joy and optimism!

    ! No point in getting mad over small things in life! Anything that comes my way, i'll tackle with my heart!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 13-15, M 12 Responses Sep 14

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    I feel completely alone in a world with people

    all around me I have a lot on my mind and no one that I can talk to I hurt deeply and it sucks my man don't get me at all we view thing so differently just wish I could talk to some one
    ladyd6986 ladyd6986 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I want to die. I can't remember the last time I

    didn't Feel like that. my psychiatrist told me I should make an effort. since I'm still here, isn't that what I've been doing? I wish someone could help me. its the hardest thing for me to ask for but I've been begging them to help me for months and nothings changed. I just want...
    c130patra c130patra 26-30, F 23 Responses Nov 3

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    I feel like my life is not going in the

    direction I want it to go. I'm tired of being alone I don't have many friends that I can trust and just feel like I'm never gonna be happy. I need help
    Katielee317 Katielee317 18-21, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 11 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    Days When u mention just the word "day" It

    can mean a lot of things The day u will breath again The day u will feel loved again The day u will love again The day u will live again The day u will feel happy again The day u will die The day where the misery ends The day where anything could happen The day out of 365 days...
    watsleftinlife watsleftinlife 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    Every single day is a battlefield.

    Sometimes I catch myself breaking down crying or feeling miserable and the day is going somewhat good. Of course, I know some of the causes on why I feel like this such as my parents fighting, and me feeling abandoned at school and not having a lot of friends, and other things...
    sassysarah98 sassysarah98 16-17, F 10 Responses 2 days ago

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    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 14

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    I live in a dark dark place.

    There's no way out of the darkness. The harder I try the deeper I sink. Nothing brings me out. I don't think anyone knows or maybe they just don't care. I stay quiet and in my room as much as possible lost in my own thoughts. I look for ways out. I don't have any friends. I can...
    cinch cinch 46-50, F 13 Responses Aug 7

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    I've been off anti-depressants

    for probably 7/8 months now. I don't know. I was happy and would forget to take them so I just stopped. I've always had more of a seasonal depression anyway. For fall and winter...Yay... When I'm happy, things are great but the sadness is soul crushing. My thoughts race and...
    FutureMrsCobos FutureMrsCobos 18-21, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    The thing with depression is

    that unless you have it, or have had it, you can never fully understand what it is like. This is my way of explaining it. Depression is like you have been thrown into the middle of the ocean, but you've never learnt how to swim. There are people around you screaming at you to...
    ameliap ameliap 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    No. It was never like me.

    To escape conversations. To walk around the school alone in free time. To talk with nobody. Not even myself. To get irritated with the slightest of the things. To rant about every ******* thing. To not even see the good. To cry silently. To yearn for something but never voice...
    DarkPrincess10 DarkPrincess10 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometime during the past summer,

    I started to be consumed by the overwhelming feeling of loneliness. Even though, I hung out with a few of my friends, but it didn't seem like it truly worked. In a way, I feel like my loneliness gets worse, when I'm around people because I notice everyone having many friends or...
    CrypticIris CrypticIris 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 36 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    shazmn shazmn 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I'm so lonely I think I have depression

    and I don't know what to do because I don't want my parents to find out because they will be upset. I'm trying to make friends at my new skl but I just can't find that special person or group. What should I do
    ddiiaannaa1998 ddiiaannaa1998 16-17, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Is there really a "happy ever after" sure

    dosent seem like I'm good enough for a gf
    SportsGraphCollector SportsGraphCollector 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5

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    It's hard to continue living your life

    when all you can think about is ending it.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 6 Responses Sep 30

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    If you take a look at Kat Williams,

    his persona on stage is totally different then the one you see in interviews. Everyone wants to be around the stage guy. Most comedians are cynical. Marlon Wayans, another comedian once explained that comedy is an art-form that comes from ones struggles and pain. Which makes a...
    TheVisualist TheVisualist 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 12

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 18-21, F 14 Responses Jul 13

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 44 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    Wearing sweatpants and watching a movie by

    myself. Not a good time for depression to kick in.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Types of Pain The pain of loneliness The pain

    of routine The pain of fear The pain of excitement The pain of envy The pain of memories The pain of love The pain of mystery The pain of the unknown The pain of coincidences Does anyone actually understand what type of pain ur going through? When u hear the phrase "I...
    watsleftinlife watsleftinlife 26-30, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    You know when you're

    so depressed that you can't even move? And it feels like you're physically sick? And you just want to talk to someone about it, but you don't want to say anything to anyone? So instead of faking smiles and laughs and 'lol's you just keep to yourself, but you only feel worst...
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 13

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    (I just wrote this reply to someone

    who was commenting about feeling better, and what follows is my reply, but because it wasn't particularly appropriate to the thread as a whole I decided to post it here) That's nice, everyone deserves to be happy. However one must be careful not to expect all depressed people...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 4 Responses Aug 28

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    I can never have good days.

    I don't even remember the last day I didn't think of things that would make people scared out of their minds. Or a day I haven't wanted to punch someone in the throat.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Nothing like counting the forever marks of a

    razor on your wrist, which I had found 72.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    I'm married, and I love my wife dearly,

    but I spend most of my time alone. she works two jobs and being disabled and home all the time I get lonely, especially when my depression gets the best of me.
    XxAlphaCentaurixX XxAlphaCentaurixX 26-30, T 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    ever since I found out my husband cheated on me

    i feel miserable I have anxiety depression always feel like crying my head feels weird I am sad all the time I have 3 kids and is so hard because I don't want them to suffer if I get divorse he doesn't help me feel better and I don't know if I want to b with him anymore
    jeaneth82 jeaneth82 31-35, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    My Last Letter When I Was 14.

    When I was fourteen I was really depressed so I decided to kill myself. Before I died I wanted to leave a note to my only friend Karla and this is how it went: Stars like diamonds in the sky, They are the things that help me get by. They shine so bright in my eyes, They are the...
    Unabletoconnect Unabletoconnect 18-21, F 7 Responses Sep 2, 2013

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    It has never been more true

    than now. Yesterday I comforted two of my friends, and while I love them very much, I couldn't help thinking of all the times when… I don't know… when they could have cared more about me. It seems as though I have no one…
    Masqurade Masqurade 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 21 Responses Jul 26

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    I think that I have beat my depression!

    It's a great feeling to be able to throw a razor away and not give a damn.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 9 Responses Nov 4

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    I just wanna be loved & not cheated on.

    .... is that too much too ask
    tojoe24 tojoe24 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am at my worst right now,

    compleatly broken. And it keeps getting worse. Nobody understands, all they can see is that sometimes I have great days. I smile and joke, I'm me. But most days I am broken, I cry so much my eyes are always swollen, I can't always stay in class since I start crying. I am failing...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    loser203 loser203 13-15, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    And I want to kill myself a lot.

    I hate myself so much. My childhood & blame just eats at me... And destroys everything, including my peace of mind. I just want to rest. You know really rest. I don't want to kill myself. I do but I don't. I just don't see myself ever loving me.. It's such a struggle to breathe...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured 18-21, F 15 Responses Nov 11

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    After years of trying to find a solution to fix

    why I feel the way I do I still believe it is not ALL me, but rather the people closest to me making feel inadequate, and bringing my spirits down. I've done self-help. I've done therapy. And I've done medication. Medication was the best choice, for me, and provided the...
    rrainfall rrainfall 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been fighting depression

    for about eight years now. I am currently off medication and I am getting worse. I try and talk myself out of my feelings but it's not that easy.I wake up in the morning and I am terrified of the day ahead.Living like this is torture I just want to feel normal?
    emilyaustill emilyaustill 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20 22-25, F 93 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    I lay awake at night,

    and can't help but dig up thoughts and feelings I've been trying to suppress. I ignore them on day to day basis, but in one night their all back again. And very time their brought up I find myself sinking in this depression, every time I sink lower and lower. It continues to get...
    uribegre uribegre 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    'Dance in the rain, because you can't wait

    for the storm to be over to be productive' Iv heard a million of them, those jingles and cliche mantras that taste sour and slighty cheesy in my mouth. Like they try too hard to compel and motivate. But this one stuck for some reason..this one felt like it understood that I was...
    yourtheocean yourtheocean 18-21, F 4 Responses Nov 3

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    I've had a rocky relationship with my daddy

    this past year. He's never had to deal with a child with so many mental illnesses and most days he just doesn't know what to do. Which makes him have bursts of anger because he's so frustrated with life. But today was so very different than all the other days. We weren't...
    TheWhimsicalHeart TheWhimsicalHeart 13-15, F 3 Responses May 21

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    I'm so sick of letting time pass me by

    and just floating around in it because of the state of mind I'm in. Instead of actually LIVING life and making things happen, I'm too tired, down and anti-social to be even bothered to do anything...and time is slipping through my fingers.
    moongirl03 moongirl03 18-21, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've been having such a horrid week

    and I just came back from a party and it was so much fun it cleared my mind from a lot of **** I really wasn't able to handle
    cookingaubrey cookingaubrey 13-15, F 2 days ago

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