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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

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    There comes a time when giving up is the best

    option. Just give in to death. I'm weak, so it will do more good than bad. It's either I die or I make a mistake of hurting someone else. I'm done with conscious thought. I've given enough and I've served whatever purpose. Now all is left is when and how. Disappear.
    Lunakicker Lunakicker 22-25, M 2 Responses Apr 19

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living

    abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family told me to seek medical help, and finally gave me the courage to take a step forward. I've dealt with severe depression and bipolar for as long as...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    i was questioning myself about what is life .

    .when u born and grow...ur parent protect u... support u....trust u no matter if u dont realy worth for it....one day they left with no expectation and no demands...and then every day u want them back... i still feel my mom is around me because i just cant calm down since she...
    thinknew84 thinknew84 26-30, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    hi..this is the first time i ever used a blog.

    .. i was so lonely..that i google what i was feeling and this website blogger appeared..i m single 30 living im pakistan... i lost my father when i was young.. mom few months bk ...i go to work..sits extra hours to be away from myself may be.. am lost broke... i miss her and i...
    thinknew84 thinknew84 26-30, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    The meds don't always help; there's different

    levels of depression. Theres crying, screaming, silence, times where you cant breathe, can't stand excess noise, etc...but not everyday is bad. In fact, there's many good days. They're just hard to remember because we focus too much on how to get over the bad ones. I'm feeling...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    You call me stupid? I fake a smile everyday

    and you believe it. I force a laugh and you think I'm happy. Who's stupid now?
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 6 Responses Mar 18

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    It's hard to continue living your life

    when all you can think about is ending it.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    But can escape for a bit

    if i try. EP Link
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 4 days ago

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    its another long tiring day of 14 hours at work.

    ... i stayed extra hours...just to make myself tired enough to sleep when home.... i at timea feel these walls ...roof tells me something or try to give some message...may be m losing myself every day..weekend are scary....i am trying to find weekend job to skip home on weekends...
    thinknew84 thinknew84 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I went to the graveyard yesterday.

    It was my mommy's birthday and I brought flowers for mommy's and daddy's grave. After I placed down the flowers I started to talk to my mommy and daddy about the things that I experiences lately. People were looking at me with sad faces. And were talking quietly. They said...
    Miridia96 Miridia96 18-21, F 9 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    when I'm depressed I eat

    and sleep a lot but I don't gain weight. O and I'm a housekeeper so I always feel unappreciated along with feeling unappreciated in my personal life.
    Introvert01 Introvert01 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 19

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    Ever have a day where you want to just take the

    day off from life? Curl up into the fetal position and disappear, cry, yell, and get all other emotions out of you, in hopes that you may feel normal for a little while?
    readum16 readum16 26-30, F 12 Responses Mar 16

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    Forgetting, and simply not caring.

    Wanting but not getting. Trying and failing. Hiding but not running. Dying while still living.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Thanks to healthcare.

    And pill makers. And greed. EP Link
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    pix78 pix78 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    helpmeimfukkedup helpmeimfukkedup 13-15, M 30 Responses Jan 10

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    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    happyattimes happyattimes 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    I finally decided to write my last note.

    ..I know no one will claim me pr miss me...im sorry for the people at my work ..they will never suspected how deep and heavy my depression was...I tried..I gave all I had...I was a fighter.. proud of who I was...but I have to die..for my own safety...
    Sabina76 Sabina76 36-40, F 36 Responses Feb 25

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    i can imagine what a good life is

    because i don't know what that is. It sucks being depress and crying for help with no one listining. Being alone is worst when you are super down and need someone to talk to there is no one ever there. feeling like your worthless and can't do it on you're own. that is my life...
    lolipopolie18 lolipopolie18 22-25, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    And today is no different.

    I am struggling with loneliness but I may have to be alone but I can still be here for others. The only way I can make myself feel like I deserve to live is if I can help people with their struggles. I have lots of compassion and very little outlet for it :( As strange as it...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 20

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    I'm so depressed and lonely right now.

    Lost any joy I had with whatever games I own. And nothing nice to watch on TV. No friends or girlfriend to call. Nothing to do, just lying on my bed trying to decide whether to sleep or get up and do something. Why am I typing this? don't know, something to do I suppose.
    aeinhardt aeinhardt 18-21, M 12 Responses Mar 11

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    because of depression i find it hard to focus

    on school and i am very close to failing my first year at college. I'm going to end up working my minimum wage job for the rest of my life and I'll never be able to move out of my brother's house. i feel like a failure.
    superfluous66654 superfluous66654 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Telling someone with depression to "just be

    happy" or "just smile" is like tossing a kid with no arms into a lake and saying "just swim"
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 4

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    How can there be so many people on the planet

    and so many lonely. I smile but inside I'm screaming HELP ME! Just care...Hold me, love me. Don't just say hello and keep walking. Don't tell me you can't give me what I need, when I ask for a hug. Don't ask how I'm doing when you don't care. Don't be there only when it's...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    The sad part about depression,

    is when u burst out crying alone in your room, and u realize that no one truly knows how unhappy u are bcz u don't know how to explain whats going on and no one wants to listen either..
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 10 Responses Jan 11

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    For you who don't understand what depression is

    or don't feel it: Depression is the empty feeling in your stomach. It is the feeling of wanting to cry almost every second of everyday. It is feeling lonely even when you're around people, and wanting to be alone and at the same time wanting to feel important. It's the nagging...
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 10 Responses Jan 19

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    (I just wrote this reply to someone

    who was commenting about feeling better, and what follows is my reply, but because it wasn't particularly appropriate to the thread as a whole I decided to post it here) That's nice, everyone deserves to be happy. However one must be careful not to expect all depressed people...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    DeAnnsharon DeAnnsharon 41-45, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20 22-25, F 95 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    another day of sadness.

    ..sitting alone infront of dinner plate...after having 13 plus hr at work thinking to walk away... when i opem my home door thrs no one to greet ask....its all quite and quite...i wish this will end up soon in me ...
    thinknew84 thinknew84 26-30, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    A friend of mind is claiming to have Cancer

    and I don't know whether or not to believe him. A lot of what he's saying isn't lining up. He has says a lot of things for attention before and have lied to me about really big things in the past. He also claims to be in love with me and whenever I tell him I'm not interested...
    cielwoof cielwoof 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 37 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    I feel so sad and no energy

    or desire to workout or do anything
    charmedangel1978 charmedangel1978 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    freerollingatheist u have block

    so i cant really reply u...
    thinknew84 thinknew84 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    Everyday feels lonely to me.

    I live with my grandparents since I have remembered. I have parents and a sister a year younger than me. However, she lives with my mother. I live with my grandparents on my father's side, however, my father lives separately from my grandparents. I have no neighbours to play...
    BIP235 BIP235 16-17, F a week ago

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    Note to self: The good thing is I fight the

    depression whole heartedly . its a disease and I don't want it in my mind. slowly one day maybe I want to get rid of this sad feeling. I have seen the other side, the side where I can be happy, content and that is an equally addictive feeling. everyday for the rest of my life I...
    Baaroque Baaroque 22-25, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just want to get as far away from society

    and the bullshit of everyday life. Maybe go up to Alaska and live off the land
    shyguy247 shyguy247 26-30, M 8 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    I have troubles everyday over this stuff my

    name is Holly and I'm 17 and in a wheelchair just message me if u want
    Hollybird17 Hollybird17 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend is upset

    that I can't trust him. This little demon called depression is in my ear telling me lies I can't help but believe.... even when I know they're wrong.
    BriHarper14 BriHarper14 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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