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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 59,985 People

    This has been an ongoing battle

    for me for many years. I hope one day to be able to win this fight
    Jackiecarter Jackiecarter 36-40, F 1 Response 20 hrs ago

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    He made me suffer and

    now he's at his best. i have been suffering for two years and he never cared. i just cant help myself to move on.. i cant make friends anymore.. and still he blames me for my condition. i fell in love with a sickly man and he ruined me.
    DrHimadri DrHimadri 26-30, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    You call me stupid? I fake a smile everyday

    and you believe it. I force a laugh and you think I'm happy. Who's stupid now?
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 6 Responses Mar 18

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 22-25, F 14 Responses Jul 13, 2014

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    It's been a year (and a bit)

    since I was diagnosed with depression. I did not think then I would see the end of the month much more 2014 but I survived... It has been a struggle but I'm fighting every day... Hope someone is reading this and understands...
    blaquetulip blaquetulip 26-30, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    I feel like no one likes me

    and that I just don't fit in anywheres :-(((
    bvvec bvvec 13-15, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Telling someone with depression to "just be

    happy" or "just smile" is like tossing a kid with no arms into a lake and saying "just swim"
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 4

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    I think that I have beat my depression!

    It's a great feeling to be able to throw a razor away and not give a damn.
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 12 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    How can there be so many people on the planet

    and so many lonely. I smile but inside I'm screaming HELP ME! Just care...Hold me, love me. Don't just say hello and keep walking. Don't tell me you can't give me what I need, when I ask for a hug. Don't ask how I'm doing when you don't care. Don't be there only when it's...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    What's so wrong with me?

    Why can't anyone love me? Just feeling really depressed and pathetic right now.
    rwaddell81 rwaddell81 31-35, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    The sad part about depression,

    is when u burst out crying alone in your room, and u realize that no one truly knows how unhappy u are bcz u don't know how to explain whats going on and no one wants to listen either..
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 11

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    It's hard to continue living your life

    when all you can think about is ending it.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    Apple548 Apple548 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I have tried to kill myself last night & I'm

    so scared for not having control I need ur support please..😢
    Sara2102 Sara2102 18-21, F 20 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I am writing this. Cause I wanna die.

    no I won't kill myself. life is just too precious. But I'm tired of thinking about dying. I'm tired of being lonely and depressed and I'm just frustrated and sick and angry. I hate controlling my tears. but I hate crying. I just wanna burst out. rip myself apart. That.. right...
    DarkPrincess10 DarkPrincess10 18-21, F 12 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    I don't know what to do anymore.

    I've been battling depression for about seven years, and it's always a on/off kinda of thing. But I've had anxiety for as long as I remember and obviously, the two things are linked together. It starts as an anxiety attack and it kinda goes downhill from there. I would just...
    wonderergirl wonderergirl 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 20 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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    With joy and optimism!

    ! No point in getting mad over small things in life! Anything that comes my way, i'll tackle with my heart!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 13-15, M 11 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    I just want to get as far away from society

    and the bullshit of everyday life. Maybe go up to Alaska and live off the land
    shyguy247 shyguy247 26-30, M 7 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    It's just one of those days

    where i feel completely hopeless and hazy without a clue as to why.
    AutumnAki AutumnAki 16-17, F 21 hrs ago

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    Aplus82 Aplus82 31-35, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 37 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    'Cause I've a weak heart,

    baby, I've a weak heart Such a weak heart, baby, I've a weak heart ♫
    v1ni v1ni 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    i chased a girl once 4 years wasted i spent my

    time after in the dark devastated 4 years flew by in the blink of an eye now my only real friend is the moon and the pitch black sky im sure she had her reasons to be with abusive men over and over again and again i wish she would have given me a chance to save her from these...
    twiztidrob93 twiztidrob93 18-21, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ok so now i have fallen into a really deep

    depression. I also recently found out one of my best friends girlfriend dumped him for literally no reason and he is cutting again and is suicidal. Now because there is nothing i can do for him I've also gone slightly suicidal and slight cutting. I feel ****. Im not calling a...
    Usernamesalreadytaken Usernamesalreadytaken 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    I went to the graveyard yesterday.

    It was my mommy's birthday and I brought flowers for mommy's and daddy's grave. After I placed down the flowers I started to talk to my mommy and daddy about the things that I experiences lately. People were looking at me with sad faces. And were talking quietly. They said...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 24

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    Right so I am 29 years old

    and coming up on 30. I haven't had a real relationship before (had 1 gf who was on a rebound i reckon when i was 19) and I have no luck with dating and not even internet dating. I spent 4 years in the navy after leaving school and I started gaining a lot of weight which is...
    Roadkill8386 Roadkill8386 26-30, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    I am determined to beat this out.

    I have been fighting depression for almost 6 years now. I have had depression since I was 12 years old. I got to the point where I had given up on everything. I was pretty much the poster child for every symptom of depression you could think of. But, my parents kind of scoffed...
    StellaLaSmarts StellaLaSmarts 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    playr435 playr435 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ever have a day where you want to just take the

    day off from life? Curl up into the fetal position and disappear, cry, yell, and get all other emotions out of you, in hopes that you may feel normal for a little while?
    readum16 readum16 26-30, F 11 Responses Mar 16

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    I'm so depressed and lonely right now.

    Lost any joy I had with whatever games I own. And nothing nice to watch on TV. No friends or girlfriend to call. Nothing to do, just lying on my bed trying to decide whether to sleep or get up and do something. Why am I typing this? don't know, something to do I suppose.
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Mar 11

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 44 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    Embarrassed much? Yes.

    It is embarrassing, isn't it? It is embarrassing to be ruled by feelings such as sadness, emptiness, fear, low self esteem.. 45 years old and I find myself starting over again. What once came too easily, now seems unreachable. I know. I KNOW that it is me stopping me. I know...
    discovery5 discovery5 41-45, F 12 Responses Jan 16

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    I'm still fighting it.

    I'm trying to be happy, but what's the point in trying if it's just going to be ruined in 5-10 minutes? I really just wish I could get it over with but I can't, so here I am...still fighting through it. I just wish that when someone says they're gonna try and help me feel better...
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 9 hrs ago

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    tears just keep on falling uncontrollably.

    letting itself go where gravity pulls it. letting itself drench thy cheeks. every drop escapes from the barricade you created; closing your eyes can't hinder it. no matter how hard you try it just can't. crystal-like liquid flowing ain't crystals. they are blades. it hurts...
    icedwithin17 icedwithin17 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I go days of without speaking,

    the only person I frequently asked talk to is myself. I consistently feel numbness. I find so many reasons to die but I can't find any substantial reasons to live. I just feel apathetic towards existing
    jevhan jevhan 22-25, M 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    so im a shy awkward skilless emotionless person

    um i dont like asking for help i have a rule dont ask for favors dont give out favours stay to your self its safer im scared of alot mostly of life in genral. ah i dont know i dont want pitty i dont want people to be all oh god ur not normal lets be sad and make u feel more...
    ineedausername123 ineedausername123 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20 22-25, F 95 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    (I just wrote this reply to someone

    who was commenting about feeling better, and what follows is my reply, but because it wasn't particularly appropriate to the thread as a whole I decided to post it here) That's nice, everyone deserves to be happy. However one must be careful not to expect all depressed people...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    well on top of everything else.

    .... I just got the house I was staying in broken into and the only thing stolen was my 50 inch tv
    playr435 playr435 22-25, M 18 hrs ago

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    I mean I do not like it

    but I enjoy every second of it! I relish being told I am good enough to be loved, bringing somebody up to the top pinnacle, dropping them off & telling how you meet all kinds. Then suffer another breakdown. Never mind, this is self imposed. Nor do I care relationship takes work...
    poiema poiema 36-40, M 4 days ago

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