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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 60,139 People

    I'm stressed. message

    and comment me peoples
    playr435 playr435 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    well on top of everything else.

    .... I just got the house I was staying in broken into and the only thing stolen was my 50 inch tv
    playr435 playr435 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    It's a constant battle to keep my head up,

    to attempt to follow the sun. As much as I want a choice, I know that w children there is no out... Nor a choice
    werifesteria1 werifesteria1 36-40, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    The sad part about depression,

    is when u burst out crying alone in your room, and u realize that no one truly knows how unhappy u are bcz u don't know how to explain whats going on and no one wants to listen either..
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 8 Responses Jan 11

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    With joy and optimism!

    ! No point in getting mad over small things in life! Anything that comes my way, i'll tackle with my heart!
    QuietFreedom QuietFreedom 13-15, M 11 Responses Sep 14, 2014

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    I went to the graveyard yesterday.

    It was my mommy's birthday and I brought flowers for mommy's and daddy's grave. After I placed down the flowers I started to talk to my mommy and daddy about the things that I experiences lately. People were looking at me with sad faces. And were talking quietly. They said...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 24

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    I cutted my wrist again

    and each time it feels a bit worse I am drowning please I need u guys by my side
    Sara2102 Sara2102 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    Stay strong! Even thou sometimes it's hard,

    have trust in yourself be brave
    inconnue9 inconnue9 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    In your loneliness and pain,

    you've created a nasty little imp for an imaginary friend, as many many people have, including me, and you listen to its stories about "rotten worthless you" for entertainment and masochistic comfort, because it's hard to find comfort anywhere else. I'm not criticizing, I'm...
    WattDeFalk WattDeFalk 56-60, T 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    (I just wrote this reply to someone

    who was commenting about feeling better, and what follows is my reply, but because it wasn't particularly appropriate to the thread as a whole I decided to post it here) That's nice, everyone deserves to be happy. However one must be careful not to expect all depressed people...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 3 Responses Aug 28, 2014

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 44 Responses Sep 22, 2012

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    i've ever been in place

    where i am not exist for others, place where no one wants to sit next to me, place where friends are just people who stuck with you, place where no one will even care if your phone die.
    Gina1993 Gina1993 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    Apple548 Apple548 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm so depressed and lonely right now.

    Lost any joy I had with whatever games I own. And nothing nice to watch on TV. No friends or girlfriend to call. Nothing to do, just lying on my bed trying to decide whether to sleep or get up and do something. Why am I typing this? don't know, something to do I suppose.
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Mar 11

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    I just want to get as far away from society

    and the bullshit of everyday life. Maybe go up to Alaska and live off the land
    shyguy247 shyguy247 26-30, M 7 Responses Nov 12, 2014

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    Embarrassed much? Yes.

    It is embarrassing, isn't it? It is embarrassing to be ruled by feelings such as sadness, emptiness, fear, low self esteem.. 45 years old and I find myself starting over again. What once came too easily, now seems unreachable. I know. I KNOW that it is me stopping me. I know...
    discovery5 discovery5 41-45, F 12 Responses Jan 16

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    I hate to feel lonely .

    .. I hate sleeping by myself I want someone to hold me .. love me... care for me the way I would care for them.. it has become a daily routine put on your face go to work smile and only want to come home to the loneliness.. back to the cold empty bed that I hate so much.. I...
    littletab littletab 46-50, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hello everyone My name is Alexys,

    I am currently 16 years old. Before I start my story I want to say that life is precious no matter what and nobody should ever take away their life. I'm 16 my birthday is Dec 24 Christmas Eve, cool Huh? Well I've always been a good normal child, I remember playing with my...
    imalexys imalexys 16-17, M 1 day ago

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    For you who don't understand what depression is

    or don't feel it: Depression is the empty feeling in your stomach. It is the feeling of wanting to cry almost every second of everyday. It is feeling lonely even when you're around people, and wanting to be alone and at the same time wanting to feel important. It's the nagging...
    Icrossmyheart Icrossmyheart 13-15, F 10 Responses Jan 19

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 17, 2014

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    You call me stupid? I fake a smile everyday

    and you believe it. I force a laugh and you think I'm happy. Who's stupid now?
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 6 Responses Mar 18

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    I'm still fighting it.

    I'm trying to be happy, but what's the point in trying if it's just going to be ruined in 5-10 minutes? I really just wish I could get it over with but I can't, so here I am...still fighting through it. I just wish that when someone says they're gonna try and help me feel better...
    emylauren27 emylauren27 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 37 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    VictoriaN105 VictoriaN105 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I really just want to die I can't handle normal

    life. What's wrong with me? Why can't I just be normal? Everyone else has something they love and they're good at. They're not deadweight. They have worse lives than me. Why can't I handle it and they can? Why am I such a screw up?
    themeice themeice 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I've been fighting this shot

    since I was 13, I'm 25 now. Everybody always says thing won't be this way forever. I'm starting to feel that line is a bunch of bull. I'm really getting tired of this fight. I'm ready to stop fighting, it really isn't worth it anymore.
    DancesWithUnicorns DancesWithUnicorns 22-25, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    I have tried to kill myself last night & I'm

    so scared for not having control I need ur support please..😢
    Sara2102 Sara2102 18-21, F 19 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am writing this. Cause I wanna die.

    no I won't kill myself. life is just too precious. But I'm tired of thinking about dying. I'm tired of being lonely and depressed and I'm just frustrated and sick and angry. I hate controlling my tears. but I hate crying. I just wanna burst out. rip myself apart. That.. right...
    DarkPrincess10 DarkPrincess10 18-21, F 12 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    people say i had depression

    because i dont have anything to do, bored with routine and friendless.... i wish i could say that instead of admitted that im sick
    Gina1993 Gina1993 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Events that suck, making your life tougher,

    don't always cause addiction to self-pity. In fact a mind sharpened by adversity is a Blessed tool. Again, build good habits.
    WattDeFalk WattDeFalk 56-60, T 1 day ago

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    The depression is taking over tonight.

    Can someone talk to me?.. please.
    suicidalsweetheart111 suicidalsweetheart111 16-17, F 16 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    It's hard to continue living your life

    when all you can think about is ending it.
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F 5 Responses Sep 30, 2014

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    And I want to kill myself a lot.

    I hate myself so much. My childhood & blame just eats at me... And destroys everything, including my peace of mind. I just want to rest. You know really rest. I don't want to kill myself. I do but I don't. I just don't see myself ever loving me.. It's such a struggle to breathe...
    mentallytortured mentallytortured 18-21, F 14 Responses Nov 11, 2014

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 12 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    helpmeimfukkedup helpmeimfukkedup 13-15, M 29 Responses Jan 10

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    I go days of without speaking,

    the only person I frequently asked talk to is myself. I consistently feel numbness. I find so many reasons to die but I can't find any substantial reasons to live. I just feel apathetic towards existing
    jevhan jevhan 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I miss my boys. I am

    so very alone after my divorce and haven't seen my boys in three years. It's not that I don't care about them, it's that they live over 1,000 miles away and I can't afford to visit them. They are growing up without me and I hurt without them. Days like today I walk the thin line...
    cvann5 cvann5 51-55, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    May we awake every morning relishing a few

    moments warm secure and depression-free, before painful memories return to change us back to that less-healthy state. I fight depression building on those remembered moments of morning calm... because I know that's my true heart finally getting through the habitual noisy whining...
    WattDeFalk WattDeFalk 56-60, T 1 day ago

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    I have always felt unhappy

    since was a teenager and that people around me did not understand me. I had friends, of course, but most of them were not the sort of friends that I would feel comfortable telling them everything. For some reason I just could not feel connected with my so-called friends, and I...
    lonelywriter2015 lonelywriter2015 26-30, M 15 hrs ago

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    Y'know the Bre'er Rabbit story of the tar baby?

    You can choose not to fight it & realize it's a fake. Is the first feeling you notice necessarily truest? I've learned WELL-BEING can be a choice more easily as you REGULARLY PRACTICE some study. Thankfully not proudly, your friend.
    WattDeFalk WattDeFalk 56-60, T 1 day ago

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    I could curl up and die a homeless bum,

    or drink myself to death, but I choose to read and write at the library instead. The wealth of human creativity is my addiction, my church, my purpose. Knowing humans survive disaster we can't imagine keeps me humble and thankful for what I do have.
    WattDeFalk WattDeFalk 56-60, T 2 Responses 1 day ago

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