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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

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    i feel like i hate everyone in my life

    and I want to abandon it and start over somewhere new. im tired of feeling like i cant connect with anyone. im so outgoing but i feel completely alone. im an honest and fun person (i guess only to me). im sick and tired of always being by myself. or feeling like no one gets me...
    alwaysgloomy alwaysgloomy 18-21, F 14 Responses Jul 13

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    cristalbae1 cristalbae1 16-17, F 7 Responses 4 days ago

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    Yep. Done. And. Dusted.

    Over. Everything.
    cristalbae1 cristalbae1 16-17, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've had a rocky relationship with my daddy

    this past year. He's never had to deal with a child with so many mental illnesses and most days he just doesn't know what to do. Which makes him have bursts of anger because he's so frustrated with life. But today was so very different than all the other days. We weren't...
    Anniethinksyourebeautiful Anniethinksyourebeautiful 13-15, F 3 Responses May 21

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    I feel alone all the time ever

    since my friend has moved away. We used to do everything together. She used to be like my sister. She protected me from the bullies in the world. She supported my differences. Now she isnt here....and theres a hole in my heart. Ill always be alone
    hashiba hashiba 16-17, F 16 mins ago

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    I fight depression and the fear of abandonment

    everyday. What makes it worst is that I am married and still fear it. Try to explain it to my wife and she helps for awhile and than distant herself. It becoming a up and down roller-coaster.
    dom8869 dom8869 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have to keep as much

    as I can from my parents otherwise they will tell my school and take me out, I can't even tell my therapist everything which is hard considering I'm starting CBT.
    jvenables jvenables 13-15, M 1 Response 34 mins ago

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    Someday so wake up I'm fine I'm happy

    and can't wait to get the day started.But at times I just wanna be left alone and not talk to anyone and just isolate myself from everyone I feel like my so call friends don't understand anything I feel like they don't care to find out anything about me. How am I doing how am I...
    Halo85 Halo85 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I live in a dark dark place.

    There's no way out of the darkness. The harder I try the deeper I sink. Nothing brings me out. I don't think anyone knows or maybe they just don't care. I stay quiet and in my room as much as possible lost in my own thoughts. I look for ways out. I don't have any friends. I can...
    cinch cinch 46-50, F 13 Responses Aug 7

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    I want to die. Everyone thinks i'm worthless

    and nobody cares. Several times my dad told me he doesn't care about me anymore. I want to commit suicide and just get it over with. and my friends... the other day they all planned to leave me behind and that's what they did :( i don't have anyone by my side... no friends, my...
    devin156 devin156 16-17, F 8 Responses Jul 8

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    I look inside myself

    and all I see is.. black
    XxSxarletxX XxSxarletxX 16-17, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5

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    Everyday I go through life hiding my inner

    thoughts and sometimes I isolate for days and I isolate because I have hurt people and it kills me to see them in pain. Everyday I hide emotions no one has ever known the deep dark emotion I have and as I crawl deeper to the pit I can't stop everything I do I do wrong and I just...
    Superacota Superacota 13-15, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I have been fighting Depression,

    Suicidal thoughts/actions, and self-harming every single day since I was in eighth grade. Which was about six years ago. I started to self-harm when bullying got to out of hand at the new school I was going too. I then started to become more addicted to the feeling of it on my...
    Cassadilla1822 Cassadilla1822 18-21, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    The past 6 years have been a constant battle of

    depression, loneliness, paranoia Etcetc. I'm in that time of my life where I either want to give up completely or work hard to get motivation and fix it. There's days where I say I just wish I wasn't here, but it's not that, I just wish I was happy instead.
    Exoduss Exoduss 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 23

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    TheKDoomsday TheKDoomsday 13-15, F 1 Response May 25

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    Took me a lot of thinking

    until I decided to write to the internet world how I feel. I suffer from depression for about 5 years now, and it gets worse each year. So many reasons why I'm depressed I believe, I had a rough life and rough experiences. I live in Saudi Arabia which is a shithole. I used to be...
    wolf262 wolf262 26-30, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    The thing with depression is

    that unless you have it, or have had it, you can never fully understand what it is like. This is my way of explaining it. Depression is like you have been thrown into the middle of the ocean, but you've never learnt how to swim. There are people around you screaming at you to...
    ameliap ameliap 16-17, F 3 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    I've suffered depression

    for almost as long as I can remember. I can still remember when it first started affecting me, i was still in primary school, before school started one day I arrived early and found myself crying in some quiet corner alone. A few years ago, i found myself falling in love with...
    RitchB93 RitchB93 18-21, M 1 day ago

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    Sometimes I wonder why I'm still alive.

    It's too late. I will never have the life I thought I would. Nobody wants me, I'm damaged goods. Relationships never work because I'm not good enough. Why can't people just be real?? I wonder how much longer I have to endure this life??
    XjustbreatheX XjustbreatheX 31-35, F 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    Being left by your 'friends' just makes

    everything worse. Someone please talk to me 😣
    Notterzz17 Notterzz17 13-15, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    My Last Letter When I Was 14.

    When I was fourteen I was really depressed so I decided to kill myself. Before I died I wanted to leave a note to my only friend Karla and this is how it went: Stars like diamonds in the sky, They are the things that help me get by. They shine so bright in my eyes, They are the...
    Unabletoconnect Unabletoconnect 18-21, F 8 Responses Sep 2, 2013

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    Write about your experienceIt is nothing new

    because I have been doing this since the day I found out the world we live in is a hell and I am one of its biggest mistakes. It’s more like I have to try hard to not getting joked on by people I don’t care about and failure means physical, mental, and spiritual torture.
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Even though I just joined EP I'm not new here.

    I've been on EP before I closed my other account for personal reasons. Yes I do fight depression and loneliness every single day of my life. Sometimes I'll win sometimes I'll lose but I'm trying to make it go away all together but my self-esteem is just at a level 0. I'm sick...
    MascotDude MascotDude 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i'm so sad these days

    and I feel like i'm missing someone I've never met. I just need someone to talk to.
    bookwormcentral bookwormcentral 16-17, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 4 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    Sleep is the only freedom I know.

    I have a lot of issues my god lol
    kpweant1 kpweant1 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I wake up and feel horrible

    as I know what the day has planed like every other day I get up feel empty loanly upset and as I have no one around I think about it all witch I can't help as I don't just feel a hurt feeling but I feel phisical pain that even tho it's bad but the pain diverts my thoults so...
    Rossthayer Rossthayer 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Trying To Love...

    Falling in love...or being in love when you suffer from depression seems like a monumental task to the person suffering from it... It takes an incredible amount of trust. You have to look at yourself, wade through all the negative self talk that you hear in your head all the...
    kittysoftpaws kittysoftpaws 36-40, F 12 Responses Dec 31, 2012

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    My dad died a few months ago

    and i miss him a lot. Honestly,he was the only person i could trust when it comes to all my feelings and problems but now he's gone its really hard. I don't feel like i can share any of my problems to my mum. I never really have told her anything. Im lonely and i cry myself to...
    bubbleskk bubbleskk 13-15, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    It's not being depressed

    that gets me down... It's when I find reasons not to care that I'm depressed that I get scared
    jlynn211 jlynn211 26-30, T 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    yoganandarita yoganandarita 51-55, F 31 Responses May 6

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 26-30, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I have been struggling

    because people tell me that I am a good, lovely, awesome person. But I am not. Its like, even if I hurt them, they choose to ignore all my disgusting flaws. Or just generally, because they only see my good side. You cannot judge the whole picture if you only see a fraction of it...
    LostApothecary LostApothecary 16-17, F 5 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Everyday is a battle,

    I am always facing my demons, and sometimes even the devil himself but I won't give up; not now, not ever because I know once this is over, I will be stronger than ever
    KolbySC KolbySC 18-21, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't talk to anyone about anything

    and it's ripping me apart. I'm so quiet and just want everyone to be happy I have a lot of self issues and all my friends are going to college I'm just extremely alone
    jcelli jcelli 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 13

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    Its been a while since ive opened up about my

    life and my feelings to anyone. My life is pretty much a mess right now. It always has been. I've never gone a day without crying and it just hurts a lot. Im glad i joined EP because even though im new here i feel like we are all a family for some reason lol but you know yeah
    bubbleskk bubbleskk 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 38 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    I am so unhappy and don't know

    where to go and what to do. I need someone t talk to...
    Justenjoytheshow Justenjoytheshow 31-35, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hi, I just want to say

    that I am here for anyone who needs someone to listen or someone to give them advice. I will be honest and I will be myself. I know how you feel and it sucks so much. It hurts so much, feeling all alone with so much feelings yet so much emptiness. I just know that I don't want...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    I Feel Sad And Lonely

    I'm 20 years old. I feel like I should be having the best time of my life right now, but I'm not. I feel so lonely and worthless. Nobody wants to hang out with me. I always call people and everyone is "busy". I don't even know why this is happening to me Why me? Weekends are...
    sadgirl20 sadgirl20 22-25, F 93 Responses Jun 2, 2010

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 21 Responses Jul 26

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    How darkest this sadness can be?

    I want to sleep forever.
    IsabelMath IsabelMath 18-21, F 11 Responses Aug 16

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    I am so depressed. I literally think about

    killing myself every single day of my life, but I'm too much of a coward to go through with it. I'm sick of living. I have no friends, and I never will. Everytime I think i find out, they abandon me and make me more suicidal than ever. I am so sick and tired of this waste of an...
    blipsycat1 blipsycat1 18-21, M 32 Responses Jul 16

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    My Life

    I'm perceived as the funny guy. The guy that makes jokes. In a way it's a facade. I use it to hide who I am. What's inside of me. I appreciate humor so when I talk to people I use it. I'm very creative. They say a poor life gifts you with arts. In a way I should be thankful... My...
    baconrind baconrind 26-30, M 11 Responses Feb 3, 2013

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    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    No doubt I will loathe myself

    for this tmw, but here's another thing I just wrote. Reading helped me when in my younger years I was suddenly plunged into a world of depression and not even understanding what it was I was dealing with, or what I was supposed to do with my life that suddenly had become an...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Loneliness is- if u have tried 100 social

    websites and found no friends. I feel unloved on every social site. I dont know why im here, i seek pitty and i get pitty but then they all leave and i stay again lonely, so what are those sites for if nobody stay ?
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 6 Responses Jul 15

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    You know when you're

    so depressed that you can't even move? And it feels like you're physically sick? And you just want to talk to someone about it, but you don't want to say anything to anyone? So instead of faking smiles and laughs and 'lol's you just keep to yourself, but you only feel worst...
    Breeya Breeya 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 13

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    Today has been bad. I couldn't get out of bed .

    ... I just slept for 15 hours. I feel friendless and alone with no way out. I am a razor's edge away from a razor's edge. Getting tired of fighting.
    cvann5 cvann5 51-55, M 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    (I just wrote this reply to someone

    who was commenting about feeling better, and what follows is my reply, but because it wasn't particularly appropriate to the thread as a whole I decided to post it here) That's nice, everyone deserves to be happy. However one must be careful not to expect all depressed people...
    dontcareforlabels dontcareforlabels 41-45, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    "No one knows what it's like To be the bad

    man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows what it's like To be hated To be fated To telling only lies But my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscious seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free" - The who / Limp Bizkit - Behind...
    Gammler Gammler 22-25, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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