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I Fight Depression and Loneliness Everyday

do you fight depression? do you fight loneliness? then come and join people who know and understand... 64,804 People

    thinknew84 thinknew84 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I am broken. I am sick.

    My soul is torn, shattered, I'm needy. That's ok. Because I was never raised. I was never cultivated. It's ok. I'll be ok. I think.....I just want to be fixed in the ways that I've been so broken. I didn't do this on my own. I know that "my life is in my hands" but if...
    expressivelyMe expressivelyMe 36-40, F 8 Responses Aug 5, 2014

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    Last night was just hell I told my mum to go

    flip herself, boarded my room door and pretty much burned myself. I'm such a mess, why the fudge did this bullshit thing called depression posses me and fudging **** all over my life
    SpiritOfOrpheus SpiritOfOrpheus 16-17, M 4 Responses Aug 22

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    thinknew84 thinknew84 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    I'm a 36 year old man broken too sever to ever

    be fixed. When I was growing up, I didn't have a care in the world. As I got older, things began to happen to me. I never had a girlfriend in school because the girls called me ugly and retarded. In my teen years, things got worst instead of better. I couldn't pay a woman to...
    pityful36 pityful36 31-35, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    If only I had that one person,

    that person who I knew cared about me. That would make an unmeasurable difference in my life.
    luis3971x luis3971x 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Why does she abandon me

    when I mostly needed her, I've put up with all her **** for 5 years and she just breaks up with you and and abandons me, suddenly when I move on and have a new person in my life she is trying to win me back.
    eggysaurus eggysaurus 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    ATTENTION: ALL DEPRESSED,

    LONELY, and ANTISOCIAL PEOPLE!!! Hi.
    Zack607 Zack607 22-25, M 18 Responses Jul 26, 2014

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    kasiyat kasiyat 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I just want someone to hold me close 😓 I

    hate being alone Someone come hug me
    Chesher Chesher 18-21, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    I hate my life so much.

    When I was younger I was bullied every day in school due to my shyness. They never told me why... they just hit me and called me names. I never had friends because of that either. Nobody wanted to help me to save themselves from the bullies. After a while I had a boyfriend. But...
    Miridia96 Miridia96 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    happymess21 happymess21 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think that I have beat my depression!

    It's a great feeling to be able to throw a razor away and not give a damn.
    deleted deleted 26-30 7 Responses Nov 4, 2014

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    I keep trying to be happy.

    But, I get these moments when my hands shake and all I want to do is bury myself deep into ground and hope nobody pulls me out. I sometimes miss the feeling of cutting myself. I miss being heartbroken and feeling like my chest has been hollowed out. I miss it becuase I at least...
    Arkiex Arkiex 18-21, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    This might sound stupid

    and selfish, but I hate the feeling of not knowing if people are thinking of me when I'm not in front of them. Sometimes, I feel like no one thinks of me and I'm kind of just there. I feel like i just blend into the backround and I never catch anyones eye. Sometimes, I want to...
    1004love 1004love 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    How can there be so many people on the planet

    and so many lonely. I smile but inside I'm screaming HELP ME! Just care...Hold me, love me. Don't just say hello and keep walking. Don't tell me you can't give me what I need, when I ask for a hug. Don't ask how I'm doing when you don't care. Don't be there only when it's...
    rubyjuly rubyjuly 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 23

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    Smurphlet874 Smurphlet874 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Tonight I was at my churches growth group

    which I help lead. I was sitting there as this bright happy vibrant person said things that made me feel like wow someone gets it. Someone is walking this path with me. I came home to a dark house my partner in bed fast asleep and even knowing my alarm will go off at 4:30 I...
    Starbuck82 Starbuck82 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    Since I went through a break up.

    ..this is how I've been feeling all along.
    margarett19 margarett19 26-30, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Aint That The Truth!!!!!!!

    when i was younger....id put my arms in my shirt and pretend i had no arms. Would restart video games whenever i knew i was going to lose. Slept with all my stuffed animals as a child so none of them got offended.. had that one pen with 4 colours and tried to push all the buttons...
    soulsearchingforever soulsearchingforever 31-35, F 16 Responses Dec 29, 2012

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    I was depressed and lonely

    for a long time when my mum died but now I try and help people get through there problems and see the light at the other side, so if anyone is feeling down I don't mind cheering you up, I know what it's like to have no purpose for life xx
    Lonelyhannah18 Lonelyhannah18 18-21, F 6 Responses Jul 2

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    I fight depression everyday,

    and everyday I go on 7cupsoftea.com All the people on there are amazing and there is a lot of information that has helped. Please consider checking it out... http://www.7cupsoftea.com/24380155
    saigebeck101 saigebeck101 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am writing this. Cause I wanna die.

    no I won't kill myself. life is just too precious. But I'm tired of thinking about dying. I'm tired of being lonely and depressed and I'm just frustrated and sick and angry. I hate controlling my tears. but I hate crying. I just wanna burst out. rip myself apart. That.. right...
    DarkPrincess10 DarkPrincess10 18-21, F 13 Responses Dec 7, 2014

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    Let Me Help You With The Fight:

    The number one thing I see on here is depression, what a tough topic to cover… It affects all ages, it affects people to different extents, and each person is unique. I’ll try to cover things that will help EVERYONE who is feeling down and I really hope I make an impact on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 36 Responses Jan 18, 2013

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    I thought I was slipping into depression,

    turns out I was just hungry :]
    bR0k3nWings bR0k3nWings 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 14, 2014

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    Depression? It's like drowning,

    but not being able to die.
    steph0807 steph0807 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 30

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    You call me stupid? I fake a smile everyday

    and you believe it. I force a laugh and you think I'm happy. Who's stupid now?
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 6 Responses Mar 18

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    It's like you get a mix of anxious,

    worried, upset and sometimes angry all at once to the point where you feel physically sick and sometimes everything blurs and you have like a panic attack for no reason at all or about the stupidest thing. And if you do something say hurt yourself or you think too deeply about...
    Voldermin Voldermin 18-21, F Aug 21

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    Telling someone with depression to "just be

    happy" or "just smile" is like tossing a kid with no arms into a lake and saying "just swim"
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 4

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    I hate how when I cry,

    my dad comes over and asks what's wrong. If I cry or yell he just calls me crazy. How can I tell him anything when he's mad at me for being a messed up child.
    1004love 1004love 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    I find it funny how my mother can identify

    if others have depression due to them waking up every day and going out with friends, yet when I just wake up every day and don't even go out, she thinks it's normal. She doesn't even realise I think about suicide every day. I don't even care anymore. Whether I live or die, it...
    BeCautious1 BeCautious1 13-15, M 1 Response Aug 20

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    helpmeimfukkedup helpmeimfukkedup 13-15, M 29 Responses Jan 10

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    How I Beat Depression

    First off, I want to say that I'm not a doctor, nor would I want to be. More and more, it just seems they are pawns of Big Pharma, handing out prescriptions like candy. This is NOT right! Our bodies, minds, and spirits are nourished by food, exercise, interaction with others, and...
    Cargoyle Cargoyle 36-40, M 7 Responses Feb 7, 2011

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    thinknew84 thinknew84 31-35, F 25 Responses 1 day ago

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    Happy good day :) I thought

    since im having a good day I would post about It. my mood has lifted and the suns finally come out to play. I thought it would make a nice change from all my recent negative depressing posts lol. I guess if u wait and try hard enough it does happen, so hold in there everyone it...
    LJglasgow LJglasgow 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    When your life is stopped nd u feel its shred

    off if you breathe high ... Suffocation all over.
    thinknew84 thinknew84 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Hope?

    Loneliness is one of the more constricting emotions I experience. It’s the emptiness of being invisible in a room full of people. It’s the desolate feeling of struggling without stirring compassion. I see people move forward with their lives and I see those who are involved...
    CoopSmith CoopSmith 26-30, M 5 Responses Nov 30, 2013

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    I spend most of my weekends simply hating

    myself. I thought I could figure it out but it's tough. I guess it is chemical - I just don't really know what to do. I don't seem to be willing to do the things needed to get more out of life or maybe my expectations are all out of whack. Feeling like I really don't get it...
    scrp117 scrp117 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 22

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    For you who don't understand what depression is

    or don't feel it: Depression is the empty feeling in your stomach. It is the feeling of wanting to cry almost every second of everyday. It is feeling lonely even when you're around people, and wanting to be alone and at the same time wanting to feel important. It's the nagging...
    Smileydork Smileydork 13-15, F 10 Responses Jan 19

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    Ever since I lost her,

    I've never been the same. With her leaving me a part of me died, and the rest wants to go with... I wanted to marry her and it turned out I was the other man. I was the affair... I Was a blind fool... A thing for her pleasure while he was away... She used me... Took my virginity...
    Jdude423 Jdude423 16-17, M 5 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I feel so lonely

    and antisocial that I chat with a cleverbot.
    LizzyDrago LizzyDrago 18-21, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    Its soo hard it takes over my life all i know

    is just being in my.own at home with mobody
    sweetguy20144 sweetguy20144 26-30, M Aug 23

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    Everyday I wonder if I will ever find her.

    The person who is meant to be with me. Sometimes I think that there is no one there. I've tried so many times to find her. But still she is not to be found.
    MaxusPope MaxusPope 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 20

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    Embarrassed much? Yes.

    It is embarrassing, isn't it? It is embarrassing to be ruled by feelings such as sadness, emptiness, fear, low self esteem.. 45 years old and I find myself starting over again. What once came too easily, now seems unreachable. I know. I KNOW that it is me stopping me. I know...
    discovery5 discovery5 46-50, F 11 Responses Jan 16

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    I'm so depressed and lonely right now.

    Lost any joy I had with whatever games I own. And nothing nice to watch on TV. No friends or girlfriend to call. Nothing to do, just lying on my bed trying to decide whether to sleep or get up and do something. Why am I typing this? don't know, something to do I suppose.
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Mar 11

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    A Crap Life

    Everyday i hate waking up i dread it. same old crap going through the motions smiling even if i dont want to i have a family but feel i am taken for granted eveyday i still feel as if i live alone at the moment i am even having trouble feeling happy about anything and considered...
    mamdo2 mamdo2 36-40, F 43 Responses Sep 22, 2012