Sometimes, when my mind is in just the right space...I feel him. Concretely feel him with me.
Everything around me is normal. The music playing through my phone, the wind chimes...
Standing here at the gates of Hell
Thinkin' to myself, "Go on up, ring that bell."
Just step to the head of the line and knock
Knock like you know where you're at
and know where...
bound a reason to your existence
find a need to fulfill some satisfaction
rejoice, play with a new toy
trails of absurdities
fading lost realities
should escape and act...
this all will change some day
when it doesn't matter anymore
will made us hate ourselves
how we try to control and cried
for the reasons, look too absurd now
life is a game...
your so schizo and paranoid
are you really alive
brutally focused on your chains
liked your persona in my mind
too afraid to live and get out
of your faltering prisons...
Think the not getting something , missin something in our lives causes a magnified , exaggerated over expressing of it in social media places
Perspective... to not only have the highs and the lows and to know the difference and that the in between time not only gives perspective but builds character.
I hate it when people don't do what they told you.
I know people may not be that important to you so words you say to them mean nothing to you but dang it! just don't say anything...
You are ther one and only woman for me. I think of no one else, can imagine no one else so close to me. I long for your touch, and your touch alone. Shannon you are my everything...
I never knew that this day will come again... not so soon atleast.
I was never the one to pretend but now...
I was keeping a straight face, putting a smile when everything inside...
am living with every ghost
which once lived in me
now it's all so dark and empty
only misery roam and rules this soul
nothing have really filled those holes
should wake up
use nature to turn nightmares into reality
tired of patterns of future's despair
believing in darkness, away from the lights
should scream on a mountain, all my...
"The Silent Goodbye"
Hello, how are you doing?
It’s really nice to meet you.
Let’s be friends.
Hello, how are you today?
Did you have a bad day?
We can talk about it, if you...
You are not allowed, you know, to tell the truth
It is far a worse crime to ask for help than to admit to something wrong
For in this house of secrets only the strong...
So, how patriotic are you?
"The New Colossus" by Emma Lazarus
Not like the brazen giant of Greek fame,
With conquering limbs astride from land to land;
Here at our sea-washed...
Like now..today. or yesterday. I cried ! want to cry now. I can't. I am too ashamed reading online, here and other side all luscious story about me. I heard them from public too...
running in circles
defining and preaching purpose
mourning about the death
when you're alive
talking to yourself
convincing yourself to watch
beauty and lies more
It's all about the Light. Only. It's the Source of everything there is.
My body craves only you
My mind whirls with passion and joy
When we speak...
Even when we fight...
I love you immensely.
I cannot get enough of looking at you
Another story I wrote which is on deviantart.
The Untold Story of Robin Hood:
"The legend of Robin Hood has been passed on for centuries, but no one knows the true story. The...
My hair has gotten rather long, it gets in the way now.
I need to feel your hand brush it back, as I gaze down at you. My thighs straddling your hips. Brush it back, then lace...
all songs of winter
echoing in the past's graveyard
drifting to the mist of riddled beliefs
sun has giving up on you
all the falling leaves burring your will
to reach a...
awaken from slumber
staring at the enemy
witnessing the same fcker in the mirror
standing up again, walking on the road of extinction
why not find some joy till we disappear...
everytime you show
i don't want to see and know
afraid to be blind and want more
why give it a name, why walk on that road
slowly giving in to insane feelings
I am hating this hacker Kennywest spamming my board for the 911 skunk..9111969. anowara Jr. or her other identity under cherry.. medical supplier of Canada..91668..she is the skunk...
I guess I feel that my strength had been tested earlier. I like to dissect my thoughts, in a way that seems to make it easier to not be a victim of them, even after they have...
trapped by emotions
failed attempts to be wise
consuming dark shadows of temptations
in wishful dreams they hide
bound by extremism, welcoming
the poisons to delude in...
effecting perception to adapt
depressing, deranged fairytales
presented by each reaction
everybody lies, seeking comfort
that we're not alone
justifying the guilt to find...
what's wrong with feeling alone?You should be happy to have such freedom!Take a walkand draw.Find an interesting book,then go to the beach to read until the sun has set.Write about...
You know I love you even when I couldn't believe it.
It's hard for me to just say I love you coz for me it means a lot. It's not a thing I...
sitting in a shell of isolation
frozen, deaf to the wall of noise
exploring the only dimension of grey
imprisoned in silent distant screams
feeling no need to need people's...
Lines on the Shore by moi
Music: Jesse Marchant
Lines on the shore
November is in it's stride
The last light of an undulating year
Flowing out estuary...
So I had to leave town to go to my dad who is in the hospital. Thankfully he has gotten better and I'm hoping he is released today. It's been 5 days already and very hard and...