see myself as i am
fading away, smoke of those dreams
have become reality
wasted feelings..imprisoned in misery
letting go..for a moment
and thinking it was fate..my life...
for...this all..my rise and endless fall
tried..or i thought i did...but i feel like shtt..
let's accept what is here..right front of us..
can we forget the past..that...
of all what you say about me
put a bullet through my head, let me be free
tired of these fkd up emotions
tired of burning very inch of my soul
everyday, with new...
One day, while using Google images, shockingly, I found my painting online! I clicked once, zoomed in and couldn’t believe it. But then, I knew, it was impossible, for I haven...
I can't remember the last time I was angry
and after a veeery long time..
for the first time, I'm angry >:(
I'm the unfriendly and introvert type and I have trust issues. In...
I found my old book, The Holographic Universe, with a bookmark in the middle of thick content of the remarkable theory. The Theory that explains. The bookmark peeking out of the...
I hate my husband, he's not sweet and romantic. We always have a fight because he's not holding me or guiding me when we're outside on a date or even when we're with friends. It's...
He saved us and washed us out of sin! Worthy is the lamb!
Love come down, like a flood, from the heaven to the earth!
Washed us and our sin become white through Jesus Christ...
to the one..
who talked with me for months, about a place
who pushed me away from my cave
held my hand, told me that she loves me and i am saved
so i went on a journey of...
wants me to fly, spill the blood
start the ritual, hallucinate and reach the sky
embrace the sun, burn myself alive
so i could feel alive..for a while
if i die...
idk how many regrets i have...been insane half of my life
always wandering, morbid self destructive curiosities
what i remember is...i lived in moments..in which i...
the will to chase stupidity
the hopes, dreaming eyes open
a drug created in your mind
to find something
bored of the same..
delude and change
If home is where the heart is I'll never truly find my home. You packed my heart up when you left and carried it with you. My restless soul will never feel the comfort of home...
saw things move...fly..die
in the paralyzed state of my mind
observed the morbid curiosities burning souls
lived so much in my mind, forgot all my goals
punishing myself for...
i swim through in the swamp of my disease
like to wander, new places, be free
sleep or awake, always in cold dark breeze
no words for what all this, am i dead
my soul wants to...
Torturous hands claw at my mind,
Wrenching my thoughts from their hiding places.
Exposing them to the air and allowing them to breathe.
They become real; emotions smeared across...
On the day that I die
I will fly so high
Like angels in the sky
We will dance in the rain
And there will be no pain
Only love to gain
I'll say that I love you
And there will be...
Mortal remains in an alabaster watershed. Feel the pins and needles dancing on the eyes of your soul, reminding you of desperate days gone by and crystalline...
I wrote this about someone I was close to about 8 months ago. These words couldn't have been more true.
"I love you so much you fill my every waking thought.
I love you so much...
FIELD OF LEAVES
on a bare and earthen field of leaves
me with my own disdain
and my own pain
as I struggle for words to say
to make it...
IF SHE'D ONLY LOVE YOU.
If she'd only love you
the dark and the light
the pleasure and the pain
all the pieces that don't clean up well
that don't look good
in the light of...
SHE SLEEPS ABOVE ME.
She sleeps above me.
And I wonder where we are, where she is.
Does she see me? Can I feel her in my heart where I thought she would stay?
Am i swathed in...
If you don't love me, I won't love you either. It's only fair.
in the name of love..you..all kill
became something i wasn't
you have what you craved for
now let mo go
let me have some peace
don't wanna talk...
that vein that breeds the disease inside
the one pushing you to the path of suicide
infected blood, making you die inside
shatter the illusion get rid of that
First off, I apologise if my prose is not good enough. I am French and my English has been improving since I joined this site in the winter. I try to be descriptive but perhaps...
I say you are certain, then try to find the denotative form to define, yet all that is written in many dictionaries is without error, proven by evidence, something true, so I need...
Don't admire me my words,
Because most were born from pains;
As a child in words I'd shelter,
When I heard thunder before life's rains
And with the onslaught of a...
The most common question I am asked when people find out I am a writer is "Where do you get your ideas?". Guess what? The answer is really simple: "Look around you". My ideas come...
Standing here today, clawing at the shrinking fleshOf a long lost wildflower summer, I'm thirstingFor the blood that once engorged my youthful veinsWith lustfull play and innocent...
Beauty belongs to the beholder, for the same sight is changed through different eyes.
At 22, I already feel I had grown up too fast. Way before my time. Matured before my time. So they define it.. That constant reminder "oh you're mature for your age". It...
this filthy, dark cave
in which lay paralyzed
broken music as my muse
to escape what's right in front of me