I am sorry i let you bleed, that i pushed you till the cuts were so deep.
I gave you the blade, stood there and watched as you bleed out, i might of well have.
As you slump to the...
I have learned to simply refrain from expressing my fears and pain to her. Having them met with a silent disdain offers me no comfort or relief and no doubt adds to her discomfort...
First of all, without no doubt, I love to be in love
Though, couldn't tell lie, I love good sex
The point is
One is so hard to find, obviously for me, there is no way out
Its not for everyone but benzodiazepines is the only way I found weight loss really easy, its not for everyone but it it DEFINITELY works. Made me lose over 20lbs in less than 2...
A shell in which to sneak away
When the truth is too hard
Peeking around the fragile walls
Thinking I'm being smart
But my body always wants out
Freedom and release
The books I write are something like a biography,everyday struggles I face make their way onto the pages Of my books,I don't have to be named the main character for people to know...
Im falling down and down
You reached out to offer me help
But i refused to ever stop myself
Falling further in love with you
Today I attended a summer session for advanced/honors students even when my whole being screamed at me, begging me not to...I thought at first, "this was a mistake. Something awful...
On Thriving and Surviving
Surviving is to continue to live or exist, especially in spite of danger or hardship. I have been surviving all of my life. To survive is to tap into a...
One can acknowledge himself only throughout The Other. Our wishes, morals, acts, virtues, judgement etc. are founded throughout the interaction with The Other. I am really proud of...
It feels so good when he leaves kisses on your back, when he gently brings your fingers to his lips. The way he does that leaves you breathless. You don't want this moment to end...
Billy Collins is one of my favorite poets. He shares his wisdom about writing in this poem:
Advice to Writers
Even if it keeps you up all night,
wash down the walls and scrub...
Every where i go you have stained it in some way.
How can i erase you, how do i forget you?
My hearts not done, your footprints are everywhere i go.
Memories of the good days, the...
Driven from inside as if mechanized
The source is just behind his eyes
A glint of light within it's depths
A burning flame forcing steps
My needs the same I cannot stop
I think I've got separation anxiety!
She's only been gone a couple of days
And I find myself pacing back and forth...
Back and forth, porch to kennel...kennel to porch,
Amazing enough to have as a lover
Not enough to keep
Open up my heart
Take what you need
Help yourself to my mind
Embrace my friendship
Read my thoughts
Only now you'll leave...
I need to write like I need to breathe, but lately there is no place for my words to fall. I am tired of being all over the map looking for a place to land.
I have a therapist...
I have deep and complex thoughts and I can carry these thoughts through conversations with myself in my head, but I can never get them out of mouth, sometimes not even onto paper...
Since I moved to the Middle East in 2009, I kept a journal. I didn't write in it everyday, but I did write in it faithfully. I expressed my innermost feelings, sorrows, passions...
These words will be few, so I shall use them wisely.
The people I have met in this new experience of life, this website. Have been many, each person with different personalities...
Do you ever feel like jumping off of a cliff, just to see where it takes you?
Just to see if the wind would carry your weight?
Are you too full of bravado to admit your mistakes...
Between my message and your reply hours of longing
Sweet pain, that's how I can describe my feeling
Happiness, mixed with passion .. is your words' flavour
Like a hot liquid...
You know that feeling? That feeling of hope?
It's out there, somewhere
It could be, well, anywhere
Where, Where, Where
Hope is somewhere...
I was thinking of this concept of a story. A girl during freshman year came out as lesbian and has always though of herself as a lesbian. She's now a junior in high school and has...
You and I
two parallel lines
never tear apart
never find each other
tho secretly i wish
at some time in the future
at some point of infinity
our path lives cross
Earlier this week I was out shopping with an aunt when I came across a group of 5 females.
Being the curious, nosey person I am I wanted to know what was so funny.
I walk by...
"If I Were A Gemini" By Mary 6/24/14 6:24 P.M. Tuesday
I would think that I was a twin with this war within
Unfounded,ungrounded emotional feeling as of a roller coaster ride
When faucets drip dry and the water is still
When conscious are the rhythmic measures instead of the zill
Journeys have an end and knowledge is reserved
Arguments can be silenced...
“aycha”, A beautiful, wonderful and strong person. I like all of her comments, replies and views; consider being lucky to meet a person like her. She is so good in her views...
12:03 am right now out of everyone on the planet I only wish I could talk to you
Falling in and soaking in his lust filled pools.
Sliding into the depths of the black ink.
Never gasping or struggling.
Enjoying being submerged while our desires are in sync...
Speed shortens distances and makes circles smaller. Stop signs get dangerously big and the brakes take longer to use. The horizon stretches to Nowhere and to Maybe. A tiny black...
deep in the dark
i hear a voice
"come to me angel
to a heavenly place"
i smirked and said
"angel could not be me
heaven is indeed a place
but i will go my own way"
Never test good people because they are like diamonds.
When you hit them, they will not break, but they will only slip away from your life.
you smile because i am a big flirter
i wont deny it
yet i smile for you are the only one keeping my heart
you told me crazy
i think i really am
when madly in love with you
In the dark I think of you
Underneath these stars
Brilliant shine so far away
Yet I enjoy them just the same
Proximity doesn't promise
To give me all I want
Stars so wondrous...
forget about love
once upon a time, destiny is on our ways and finally we met, happily ever after
it is time for lust
monday encounter, fantasy lights up the night, joyfully for...
who keeps my heart yet refuse my love
i miss you
i really do.