.....i find that am constantly comparing my life to others .......i feel like sometimes life is not worth it ..but that i should never forsake the life that was given to me ...some people say life is too short but quite the contrary life is damned long when there is little to...
life? I thought some things were dead, buried and forgotten but no, they are as much alive as though they had happened only yesterday.
Relationships often leave a bitter trail of tears in my life. Over time, disillusionment sets in when dreams are shattered and vows broken...
and the taunting. Then later, it was the slaps and the strangling. It always happened when he felt I was challenging him.
A marriage of 10 years.
I did not know what to do except to get away. I applied and successfully left the country to go to a foreign land to start a new...
a real live Commodore 64..turn it on and realise that it's actually a piece of crap.
Now I'm left wondering whether all the nostalgic memories of an idyllic childhood are all just a web of lies I made up in my own head.
I've never felt this low.