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I Find Murder And Violence An Aphrodisiac

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    I'm going to be completely honest with this. I don't understand why people get so shocked and scared when they hear about a murder. I'm not doing this for attention, this isn't a...
    HuatRUTalkinBout HuatRUTalkinBout 13-15 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    This story is part of my healing process. I thought I had beaten this years ago. I never thought about how much damage was caused by the men in my life. From the age of 4 things...
    valfree8121 valfree8121 41-45, F 4 days ago

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    I am a man who has been a victim of domestic violence. I have never lifted a hand and hit a woman, or man for that matter. I married a woman who had a background of domestic...
    alan61a alan61a 51-55, M 3 Responses Feb 19

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    my best friend had it rough.. her mother suffered from domestic violence, her father used to beat her up. Ofcourse that affected her, she only told me the story once, not...
    KatherineSnow KatherineSnow 18-21, F Feb 3

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    hello everyone, i hope you're all having a lovely day (: i'm not a survivor of domestic violence nor have i been in a domestic violence relationship, but i didn't no where else to...
    vikiii vikiii 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 5

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    I will now share my first experience murdering someone. Ill give you a little insight. ^_^ It wasactually a couple years ago. I skipped school cause i was bored out of my mind...
    Eve34 Eve34 18-21, F 3 Responses Feb 2

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    Today, my "permanent" protective order expires. A few thoughts: A "permanent" protective order shouldn't last only 2 years & it shouldn't be nearly as difficult to obtain one...
    emilyflys26 emilyflys26 31-35 Feb 9

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    Today, my "permanent" protective order expires. A few thoughts: A "permanent" protective order shouldn't last only 2 years & it shouldn't be nearly as difficult to obtain one. But...
    emilyflys26 emilyflys26 31-35 Feb 9

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    My moms boyfriend has been in the picture for almost all my life and I'm 22. I can't really remember a time of peace in my moms house. I know we lived in a domestic violence...
    PurpleHoneyBee PurpleHoneyBee 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 10

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    For the last 2 years I've been in and out of both an emotionally and physically abusive relationship. Recently we split up because I finally had enough! But I'm not at all over...
    nosleep08 nosleep08 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I don't know what to do, I can't sleep and I'm always scared something might happen to me or someone I love. A few days ago our house was the target of an aggravated robbery, two...
    BeatenHeart91 BeatenHeart91 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Cant Stand Violence Towards Women
    goodnites1011 goodnites1011 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I really want to be murdered and my body never found. Part of the reason is for my family to suffer. The other reason I can't seem to commit suicide right. I really hate myself. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 4

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    I dont think abortion is murder. Why?? Because its not living. The baby is a parasite. Doctors say you should at least cary the baby to,31 weeks. That's of you want the baby to...
    themagijudal themagijudal 22-25, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    I never really would act on these and I definitely didn't ask for them but I don't hate the thoughts either because they're just thoughts. I really think of this only when it comes...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    I have dreams of murdering people and I love it. I could watch as my mother lies in a large, dark red puddle of metallic foul smelling blood with a horrible look on her ugly face...
    jiayong jiayong 13-15, F 11 Responses Feb 16

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    I've been having thoughts about murdering my entire family. I always feel like this every second of the day. I just want to take my father's gun a shoot every single one of them...
    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F Feb 19

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    It's just one of those things you need to experience to actually understand. You get frustrated with everything that's going on, so you go on a walk, and you find a park or a...
    xam3580 xam3580 18-21, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    i wish i could find my dream girl already who loves me for me and who will push her cute little tummy out for me all the time while we cuddle or even while shes just walking thru...
    garrett1990 garrett1990 22-25, M 8 hrs ago

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    Find Tinnitus Miracle Scam Today If you pick a tinnitus cure you should recognize that making use of the incorrect plants could worsen the situation instead of cure it. Most well...
    Meltairred1974157 Meltairred1974157 18-21, M Feb 9

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    angiestong angiestong 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I wish I could find somebody irl who I could count on for support. Someone who will be there for me. I want someone who will make me feel good and I could do the same for them. I...
    cat1024 cat1024 18-21, M Jan 31

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    So I'm looking for it. To find out what it is, first, and to find out how to get it, second. And along the way I hope to publish the results online. I sincerely hope that enough...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 4 Responses Feb 4

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    I don't know if he loves me. Could be some. I know it's not enough. Not enough to care if he hurts me, alienates me, drives me away. I think it's sad. I'm confused by the person he...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F Feb 17

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    Singapore is one of the world’s most important commercial hubs with great job opportunities for many people all over the world. Finding jobs in Singapore can be a hard job but...
    davidrichardno davidrichardno 26-30, M Feb 18

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    Finding friends are hard to find. It's hard finding life time friends. Everyone wants to sleep with your spouse or sleep with your family member. Or even steal from you.
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Why is it so hard to find someone that I get along with? I know I can be a good father and husband. Just need to find that one girl that I can somewhat spoil.
    lamandamy lamandamy 26-30, M Jan 29

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    It seems i have came to a point in my life where it seems i cannot find that special someone else and the longer it goes on i start to believe that its better that way, i still...
    scottishlostsoul scottishlostsoul 22-25, M Jan 30

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    At home I was always a rebel against my heritage and our religion and I didn't truly get it. I got involved with several men, some much older than myself because of my need to...
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I come from a small city in upper ohio, and struggle to find another guy who is not flamboyant about their sexuality. I am closeted to all but 2 people in my circle and like it...
    Ohioian91 Ohioian91 22-25, M Feb 3

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    I am not finding many people my age group here on E.P. not interested in talking with all of these kids. Points of view change with age. In my 60's those in their 30's-40's seam...
    TheOldMountianMan TheOldMountianMan 61-65, M 3 Responses Feb 8

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    She has never felt so far away and I have never felt more alone, than tonight. I wish that I could find hope in something else, but I never have been able to. The loneliness is...
    InsaneDane InsaneDane 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Mind, body and soul. The mind in the since that we can talk for hours on end about almost nothing. That even when we do fight we can still find a compromise. Just a strong...
    Novemberman Novemberman 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 13

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    Here's what I think of when I think of my ideal guy: 1. We share common interests, as well as different ones 2) we get along with each others friends 3. Have the same or similar...
    Ladybugprincess Ladybugprincess 13-15, F Feb 13

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    Well one of the guys I used to work with at my college last year wished me a Happy Valentine's Day and you know I said you too. Then he messaged me later saying that he finds me...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 7 Responses Feb 14

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    I honestly find myself very ugly. I am not at my idea weight. I feel like I break out to much. yet this school year 5 people have told me they find me attractive. two of my guy...
    iwouldntmind iwouldntmind 16-17, F Feb 15

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    Well after another valentines day alone I am starting to wonder how long I can stay without someone. I really want to find a girl who shares my desire to get fat. I find chubby...
    coolsean1 coolsean1 18-21, M Feb 15

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    Dear World, I am aware that there is no such thing as 'true love', that happiness comes through hard work, and that for most, the harsh reality of 'settling down' is just another...
    buzzingbee buzzingbee 26-30, F Feb 16

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    lost. My kids are grown and gone. My life is at a crossroads and I need to find a clue as how to proceed. maybe I need to find me. what I like. who I want to be. where I want to be...
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Finding true love scare me alot. Dunno if I can handle it. I'm used to bad relationships but I honestly don't want anymore of those. It drains me, makes me feel bad about myself...
    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F Feb 16

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    It's interesting, being in a group of friends who also have DID. Our alters have found love in one another and there are at least two within me, paired up with two alters of the...
    AScarletDream AScarletDream 22-25, T 1 Response Feb 17

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    It's so weird to feel so sure of your way, yet so lost at the same time. I am pretty young, yet I know exactly what I want to do and where I want to go in the future. I've planned...
    VolumeChi VolumeChi 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I want someone who appreciates the small things, like waking up in the morning and taking things slow. I hate when people rush because you're not living life to its fullest. I want...
    Raewyn95 Raewyn95 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    erickmoose erickmoose 26-30, M 3 days ago

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    ... And I am trying not to be afraid of that! Tonight my kids are with their mom. my GFs child is with her ex. We could spend the evening together, but today I have felt that...
    OldNRusty OldNRusty 41-45, M 1 Response Jan 28

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