I Find Solace In Cigarettes

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    Now

    I could use one now. Whenever things get tough. Whether it's a personal problem or I think about other sad situations, I need a cigarette. I'm not addicted though. I'll have one, 2 months go by, i'll have another. but when I do have them, despite the harsh burn at my...
    peachplumpear peachplumpear
    16-17, F
    Dec 24, 2007

    Quit

    Alas, after smoking for years I have chosen the healthy road. I know you've all heard it before, but my body is my temple. I am slowly cutting out everything bad for my body. 
    peachplumpear peachplumpear
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 6, 2009

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