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I Find That My Mind Not Only Wanders, But Leaves Me Completely

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    The Mind

    The mind, A funny thing, Never constant, In fact, Sometimes, Completely wonders away, Usually, When I most need it.
    storywriter2 storywriter2 46-50 May 23, 2012

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    Where It Goes, I Do Not Know

    but it sure must have fun when it gets there.... I only wish I could tag along sometimes.
    lms2 lms2 46-50 1 Response May 19, 2012

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