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    15 styles of distorted thinking 1.Filtering: You take the negative details and magnify them, while filtering out all positive aspects of a situation. A single detail may be...
    ChicaAudaz ChicaAudaz 18-21, F Oct 2

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    Sometimes it is just so hard to keep picking yourself bk up and brushing yourself of and saying try again this time it won't happen. I'm so tierd of fighting everyday of my life to...
    homewardbound1990 homewardbound1990 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    How would you define what time is? Do you believe it to be a subjective experience? Is there truly a standard of time ? Do you believe that our internal clock mirrors the one of...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 5 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    it used to be me in her arms not so long ago, my voice she wanted to hear last, my vords she wanted to view fisrt.... was it all a dream. Now she spends her night in her arms and...
    chanjen chanjen 41-45, F 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Why do I always get more depressed than usual at night? I guess it's because I'm alone with my thoughts, with nothing or no one to distract me. Eh, FML.
    SimplyAtheist SimplyAtheist 22-25, M 8 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I feel this way all of the time; not because I have psychopathic thoughts, but because my thoughts are hard to follow.
    atomocity atomocity 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 10

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    There I stood wrapped in my own misery in a reluctant recluse trying to hide the tears that swelled every now and then trying to shove away the world that crept into the regular...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Oct 18

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    My faith in God has been all over the place for a few years now. I have considered myself Christian for all of my life, but for a few years I have been leaning on being agnostic...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F Oct 4

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    No matter how bad your day or your life for that matter is going, there is always someone out there who is having a worse one. For me all I have to do is recall my brother-in-law...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 2 Responses Oct 7

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    "-I feel it here on my skin-like demons, cry with joy... Cause I know hell follows me. Out here in the garden of angels, I felt what it was like to be free...-" -Laurel (Into the...
    sheepInwolfsclothing sheepInwolfsclothing 22-25 Oct 2

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    I'm not sure how staring and being creepy is going to make anyone give up their phone number. Whether I'm going to school or go to the store, I just honestly hate being stared down...
    PocketUke PocketUke 18-21, T 1 Response Oct 3

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    I made a post dedicated to one of my friends who committed suicide last year for unknown reasons. Of course, the norm was to say "I'm sorry for your loss, he sounds like a great...
    Gemz2411 Gemz2411 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 8

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    More and more, I find the voice getting louder. I see how I know things i think about or thoughts that come to me are coming to pass. For example, this morning I thought about my...
    JJjenniejones JJjenniejones 41-45, F Oct 9

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    What of One Day you decided to quit playing by the rules of the world. To just say "I never agreed on following the laws and so I won't" and just do what you want to do...
    Nickname4me Nickname4me 18-21, M 3 Responses Oct 19

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    If you've struggled with not knowing what to believe, whether it be faith, love, etc... Most people believe, get their answer through someone else. For they display the evidence of...
    AquariusLife AquariusLife 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 19

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    When games give you the power to be good or evil you're like "YEAH BUDDY TIME TO KILL EVERYTHING!" And then I come play the game. "I could kill this guy but he didn't know that...
    Ginkofishin Ginkofishin 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 20

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    How cool would it be to get kidnapped by a female cannibalistic cult? I would certainly love to be ripped to shreds by my fellow ladies! Then sacrificed to the dark female Goddess...
    ThereIsNoName ThereIsNoName 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So I started watching OITNB season 2 with my sister. And we both like it. But she doesn't want to wait to watch it with me. She wants to watch ahead. She said she'd re watch it...
    pinkypie5 pinkypie5 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit Thoughts and Your A Christian!
    Heavenbound5511 Heavenbound5511 36-40, F 3 days ago

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    I've always suffered from anxiety and thoughts and worries that would pop into my head at random. They used to revolve around disease or paranormal/religious thoughts, and even...
    Patronusmagic Patronusmagic 18-21, F Oct 8

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    The words that are spoken with such ease, yet have such heart felt intent. The giggles that surface when certain things are said. The wit and humor that flows with such depth...
    ThoughtFulMoments ThoughtFulMoments 36-40, F 5 Responses Oct 15

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    I'm not sure if I'm really glad about this. I am sometimes, but not always. My huge problem is the way I think. The way I think about people and their opinions (about me...
    Wejlo Wejlo 16-17, M 3 Responses Oct 1

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    If people could read my thoughts they would probably ship me off to an insane asylum or something. Some of my thoughts are definitely something you wouldn't want to see. In my...
    bvbandmcr bvbandmcr 13-15, F 3 Responses Oct 21

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    If people could read my thoughts I would never Be able to go out in public again. The risk of being around a pregnant woman while she can read my thoughts would be devastating I'd...
    SecretObsessions SecretObsessions 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The flame within, burning through your chest. Thoughts that continuously...run through your head. The rapid heart beat, that exhilarates your every nerve within. The smile on your...
    ThoughtFulMoments ThoughtFulMoments 36-40, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    I saw you today. It was a little strange. Lately I've been having some not so professional thoughts about you when I've seen you. Have you been able to sense it? Do others in the...
    been2 been2 36-40, F 2 Responses Oct 1

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    I have many strange thoughts in my mind. It is worth to ask, how I create this thoughts ... anyway, I am glad no one can read it, lol. Ofcourse if you want t know about it, I can...
    Psage90 Psage90 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 1

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    I am honestly happy people can't read my thoughts otherwise they might possibly think i need a straight jacket. Also my thoughts aren't exactly the best when it comes to people. If...
    ScarM3 ScarM3 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 4

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    I have strange thoughts that scare myself. Like what if gravity stopped? What if I die in my sleep? What happens when we die, do we go on? If there is heaven will we remember our...
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F Oct 11

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    I have weird thought processes, sometimes negative and angry. Volatile thoughts and I would never let anyone know, I would be mortified if someone could read my mind. My thoughts...
    ultimatehacker ultimatehacker 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 16

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    I do think about suicide a lot. I like how the thought detaches me from my homey ordinary life. No university degree, no worrying if I am attractive enough, interesting enough...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Oct 19

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    It always comes back to this. Me, alone with my evil thoughts. I don't even recognize that voice anymore. The one that says 'Do it, hurry up before you hurt anyone else. Kill...
    lekrap lekrap 22-25, F Oct 21

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    Sometimes I cannot stop fantasizing about killing people who have offended my senses of justice and respect for basic human dignity. Today I had such an experience: there's this...
    sadconfused707 sadconfused707 41-45, M 2 Responses Oct 22

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    I'm not sure how people would take my thoughts if they would fully come out. I have to censor myself a lot cause I already have problems making friends & it's not that many like...
    Mr504 Mr504 36-40, M 5 days ago

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    As I share my thoughts, I feel like I am planting seeds in a garden. Just like the seeds planted in a garden, once the thoughts are shared, it is important to come back to the...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M 11 hrs ago

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    Everybody on this website if you follow me I will make your wish that you always wanted come true so follow me and lord Satan. Hail lord Satan
    SonofSatan6666 SonofSatan6666 18-21, M Oct 8

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    Follow me, I follow back ☺ @mariaeleni_idgaf
    rejextharry rejextharry 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 19

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    Follow me on Instagram please and i will follow u back please
    sugarpills sugarpills 13-15, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Follow me on Instagram and I will follow back please my Instagram is cristhanyely_
    sugarpills sugarpills 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Alot of my thoughts are so random. I'll think about one thing and before I even finish that thought I move on to a very unrelated topic. My mind bounces around though. It also...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 30

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    One could say I've had it all. Beautiful loving wife, four healthy children, a good career more ups than downs. But I lived with a secret that scared me to the core but I could not...
    MichelleReneeEdwards MichelleReneeEdwards 46-50, T Sep 30

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    One could say I've had it all. Beautiful loving wife, four healthy children, a good career more ups than downs. But I lived with a secret that scared me to the core but I could not...
    MichelleReneeEdwards MichelleReneeEdwards 46-50, T Sep 30

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    I hear you say "Hey, Vess!" My brain scatters and my thoughts shatter, as I turn around to see who it is. Oh, it's you. The girl who was in my classes every year since grade 7...
    whentheyscream whentheyscream 18-21, M Oct 1

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    The thoughts get louder and louder. They are over powering. With one simple message suicide is the answer.
    CuddlesNSnuggles CuddlesNSnuggles 13-15, M 4 Responses Oct 1

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    If people could read my thoughts, they would have hurt feelings XD, they would wanna kill me, and throw me away in a but house and throw away the key :P but that's alright because...
    Fetish4life Fetish4life 18-21, T Oct 1

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    If people could read my thoughts, I'd probably end up in prison hahahaha. No one would want to be my friend
    Mahsa99 Mahsa99 13-15, F 8 Responses Oct 2

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