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I Force Myself to Eat

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    Food - I haven't willing ate food in months. I always feel sick afterwards no matter how much or little I eat. So I make myself eat food. And it sucks. And I don't know...
    SCChick1990 SCChick1990 18-21, F Jan 26, 2009

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    My eating disorder - I have something called EDNOS. It is an acronym for "eating disorder not otherwise specified". Mine is closely related to binge eating disorder, but not...
    nomeatforshrimp nomeatforshrimp 13-15, F Jul 21, 2012

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    I Like Food - Really I do, its just that I generally don't have much of an appetite. I can go an entire day (including a visit to the gym) without feeling the need to eat. I also...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 26, 2009

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    Don't Stop!! - I was overboard eating so much my arms began to look bigger than my friend Nadia's giant 40'' hulk arms..I was overcompensating for last nite when I didn't eat my 10...
    bigbootygirl3 bigbootygirl3 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    My Weekend Plan - Two days off and even if I'm full to bursting I am simply going to force myself to keep eating the whole time so that I can gain about 14lbs in two days.  I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 20, 2010

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    Can't Ep and Eat - This is not the real story. This is just a recent phenomenon since i began to EP 9 days (?can i even remember?) ago. I immediately became addicted...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    I'm not gonna lie. I have thrown up. Multiple times. I'm not proud of it. But. I do. It's been 2 days since I last tried. I think about it often. Yesterday I was in the bathroom. I...
    Diana14R Diana14R 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Well my dad used to tell me off for eating. I always had a revved up metabolism which continued well into my teens. I could rival any teenage boy. But I was active- I never...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I love being force feed and having no say in how much I'm forced to eat oh I just love it. I wish I could have a feeder that would force me to eat and eat and won't stop till he's...
    tabbycat110 tabbycat110 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I hate that I prefer being by myself. Occasionally I force myself to go out with people but most of the time they reek of negative vibes and are Debbie downers. I get sad when I'm...
    mayvalentine mayvalentine 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 23

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    A lot of times, I wish I can change myself. Sometimes I wish I had a different body shape, different eyebrows, that my skin looked cleaner. Sometimes I wish I was smarter, more...
    almaera almaera 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I stopped eating at school. I don't know why but i just never went to my locker and ate at breaks, but when i get home i stuff my face with all this food like i usually do. I eat...
    ILYBlackVeilBrides ILYBlackVeilBrides 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    The worse i feel about myself the more and more i eat!!!!!!! I have that low feeling where I'm afraid to look in the mirror or down at my thighs. I keep getting urges to binge on...
    Because2014 Because2014 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    I hardly ever eat I only eat dinner because my mom forces me too she thinks I eat all day but I don't and I don't tell her. All my friends know cause it had to tell them because...
    kayxmay kayxmay 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My friend was being the designated driver and drove my car home one night... I was drunk, and on the way home she had ran a light and gotten pulled over. Her purse was at my feet...
    feelingtrapped09 feelingtrapped09 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    So, I think my anorexia is coming back. I've been eating a lot recently, but throwing it all up. I'm sick of doing that. All I want is to be skinny. I hate myself and when I...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I am hoping to find some relief in venting about my personal war on fat. I feel a bit narcissistic posting about vanity, but it goes deeper than my exterior appearance. My self...
    peacockskeleton peacockskeleton 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Eating disorder was never my main illness, it think it developed due to my Schizotypal Personality and Depression, but I know what is to struggle with eating disorder...I can say...
    lauruze lauruze 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    I would love to be force fed and watch as my belly bulges to new levels of fatness, and grow until all I can do is eat more and more and weigh 2000 pounds
    superfat400j superfat400j 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I want someone to force feeding me 'till i'm pass out cause I'm a pig and i want to expend my stomach 'till i can't stop eating and i'm fattening up just to seen me.
    piggybilly piggybilly 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Day three of my fast, broken. My boyfriend had a day off from work and he's with me all day, 24/7. I was able to blow off breakfast and lunch but he insisted we went grocery...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I am at war... with myself. Actually, it's more like tug-of-war. My Life is in a long game of tug-of-war with My Body (either way, I consider myself a soldier, but you can think...
    Amsch95 Amsch95 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    I am pathetic. My emotions are consuming me. I just wanted to end it. Yet, the unsteady hand of the blade could not cut. As hard as i tried to move it closer to my pale flesh, the...
    NotTheOnlyOne23 NotTheOnlyOne23 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    The meds I'm on for ADHD and depression suppress my appetite so much. But even when I try to eat I hear myself think 'how could you want that? You fatass. You'll never look good...
    underageloner underageloner 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    I think eating healthy really changes you in a good way and you feel better about yourself. I've been eating 5 meals a day for so far 3 weeks and I've seen a difference in my blue...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I love myself, I have taken care of my self, I have daily good habbits of brushing the teeth twice, cleaniness, proper eating, and have taken proper care of my body, because I am...
    shlproy123 shlproy123 26-30, F Mar 20

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    I don't know, honestly. Everyone thinks I have an eating disorder. I'm not sure. Honestly....I don't really know what anorexia is...*sigh*. I just know that medically.....I'm...
    Josephineong Josephineong 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    I have an eating disorder, but know one in my family takes me seriously. I know I have Binge Eating Disorder and I have had it for a long time now. I can't stop putting food in my...
    Marisa67002 Marisa67002 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I'm 32 years old, 5'3 & 96lbs. I just don't eat. I'm a single mom of two and I think the stress I've been going through caused me to relapse. I was doing good for almost 6 years. I...
    SuzieChapstick SuzieChapstick 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    So, it has been a while since I've found myself on here. I was doing really well after coming back from a holiday in Egypt. Surprisingly, my boyfriend and I lost weight (as the...
    Mel999 Mel999 18-21 2 Responses Mar 18

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    I have an eating disorder that I struggling with. It started in highschool my junior year and I was cheerleading. Something triggered it again about a year ago and I am traveling...
    Anarai Anarai 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I really hate the thought of what I'm eating was once a living and beautiful creature. There are so many of us, especially one but she'll just deny it if I say her name, that won't...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Apr 1

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    I find my biggest confliction with my eating disorder is my weed habit. I smoke pot for my insomnia/depression and I love it. I was on a whole bunch of meds that made me feel...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I've been eating argo cornstarch for about 1 and a half. I relly want to stop beecause i really don't feel that it is doing me any good. I first tasted it when i was a kid through...
    Shareka4 Shareka4 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Trust me, I like eating healthy and everything but sometimes it's so hard for me to stick to it. Sometimes when I don't have enough money I get back to my old habits and gain...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 15 hrs ago

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    So... i'm around 5'1 and a half, I weigh about 12.5 stone. Needless to say that i'm quite a bit overweight. But holy ****... I don't know what happened, but everything's going...
    Narfypoitzort Narfypoitzort 18-21, F Mar 19

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    My arms throbbing with pain after being hit on the arm with a plank of wood. The woman continues to scream. Continues to shout. Continues to remind me why everything is my fault...
    revolucion revolucion 22-25, M Mar 19

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    I salute those who can. I don't know how the **** you guys do it. I try to. I tell myself, 'I better not eat carbs today'. Then I feed my kids. They don't finish their food. I hate...
    Jeggo Jeggo 31-35, F Mar 29

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    Well this is some long introduction of me or things about me. So let's start :-) Im Mj an asian girl who have seen many bad things in life. I have done so many mistakes in my life...
    PartyPoison04 PartyPoison04 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    Now I'm nearly 30 and I was pretty sure this **** would be over by now. I actually have a healthy-ish diet now because I worry about my health too much and I can't hold down my job...
    tenyearsonstillhurting tenyearsonstillhurting 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 31

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    So for the past two days I have ate a bowl of oatmeal for breakfast (I didn't load it with brown sugar and butter, just plain). I have also packed fruit for lunch then a regular...
    MissAma MissAma 26-30, F Apr 1

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 4

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    I battled anorexia for about two years. I haven't had a really bad starving period for over a year now. I've gained some weight since I've been trying to not monitor what I eat so...
    JadedDivinity JadedDivinity 18-21, F Apr 5

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 6

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    I would dream of food, but always stay away from it and tell myself I couldn't have it. when I woke up in the morning I always thought to myself "I wish I had eaten it in my dream...
    innerself000 innerself000 18-21 Apr 7

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    Hi everyone~ I have this problem where I eat my food really fast and can't really seem to chew things/ remind myself to chew before swallowing. Does anyone have any advice as to...
    WhitePainting WhitePainting 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I didn't really have a full-blown eating disorder. I used to make myself throw up. a lot. I would eat a meal then feel so sick and so gross that I would immediately run to the...
    countryanon countryanon 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    My adult son has binge eating disorder. We have four children, all living at home, and this problem puts a gigantic shadow over the whole family. My son is totally obsessed with...
    perseverer perseverer 51-55, F 2 Responses Mar 21

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    ( Short story: Prologue) My last hope Everything stops. Times stands still. There he lies on the cold ground. Here I’m standing just staring down as death whispers on the end...
    TweDee TweDee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 21