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I Force Myself to Eat

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    I Like Food

    Really I do, its just that I generally don't have much of an appetite. I can go an entire day (including a visit to the gym) without feeling the need to eat. I also tend to prioritize work/school/writing over sitting down for a meal....its far too easy for me to get into what I'm...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 26, 2009

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    Can't Ep and Eat

    This is not the real story. This is just a recent phenomenon since i began to EP 9 days (?can i even remember?) ago. I immediately became addicted to EP, the first time I used it. I cannot face eating anything during or after EP sessions. I feel sick quite a...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    Don't Stop!!

    I was overboard eating so much my arms began to look bigger than my friend Nadia's giant 40'' hulk arms..I was overcompensating for last nite when I didn't eat my 100k cals like I chow down on like a piggie I'm getting so fat my belly reaches below my knees and made me fall and...
    bigbootygirl3 bigbootygirl3 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 7, 2013

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    My Weekend Plan

    Two days off and even if I'm full to bursting I am simply going to force myself to keep eating the whole time so that I can gain about 14lbs in two days.  I know my feeder will help me get the food down and take care of me but I simply want this big push to get some fat on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 20, 2010

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    My eating disorder

    I have something called EDNOS. It is an acronym for "eating disorder not otherwise specified". Mine is closely related to binge eating disorder, but not exactly. I do it because my whole life I have been underweight and my highest weight has been 108 pounds or 7 stone 10 pounds...
    nomeatforshrimp nomeatforshrimp 13-15, F Jul 21, 2012

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    Food

    I haven't willing ate food in months. I always feel sick afterwards no matter how much or little I eat. So I make myself eat food. And it sucks. And I don't know what t do. Arg.
    SCChick1990 SCChick1990 18-21, F Jan 26, 2009

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    Why can't my mother understand! Every night I destroy myself into tears cause I feel like I didn't eat that much food. Now that dad is away and mom is working I'm forced to stay...
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    Roommates are gone for the weekend. I'm going to try and eat all the food in the house. How wants to cheer me on?
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    I think I learned to hate myself To say I hated myself As a way to punish myself for being Powerless in the face of hurt And unable to express my anger With all the things I...
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response 27 mins ago

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    One day I went over to my friends house for a sleepover. her parents weren't home for the night and so she was like "lets have an eating contest!" this was before I really started...
    growinggirl123 growinggirl123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 11

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    Verix Verix 18-21, M 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    I hate myself! I hate that I'm on here complaining about myself and my life, when it really isn't that bad. So many other people have a far worse situation then I do. And it makes...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    I always seem to find myself talking to myself in my time of need but I seem to be there for everyone else. So where are my friends? Or a better question who are my true friends?
    Devin711 Devin711 13-15, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Ballet16 Ballet16 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 25

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    TeaspoonEm TeaspoonEm 16-17, F Jul 12

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    Loner1990 Loner1990 22-25, M 2 Responses Jul 13

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    CaraLina CaraLina 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    Stay away from eating disorders and prevent them when you can! They will basically destroy your life, your relationships with friends, love, and family, your body, your mind, YOU...
    starsarediamonds starsarediamonds 13-15, F Jul 7

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    DrowningInPain2 DrowningInPain2 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 6

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    PepperX PepperX 22-25, F Jul 15

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    catxfreak catxfreak 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    Analog25 Analog25 18-21, M Jul 13

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