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I Force Myself to Eat

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    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    Can't Ep and Eat

    This is not the real story. This is just a recent phenomenon since i began to EP 9 days (?can i even remember?) ago. I immediately became addicted to EP, the first time I used it. I cannot face eating anything during or after EP sessions. I feel sick quite a...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    Food

    I haven't willing ate food in months. I always feel sick afterwards no matter how much or little I eat. So I make myself eat food. And it sucks. And I don't know what t do. Arg.
    SCChick1990 SCChick1990 18-21, F Jan 26, 2009

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    I force myself to eat.

    Not because I wouldn't eat if I didn't, because I would. And not because I need to gain weight, because I don't. I force myself to eat because it is something I can control. I've never been in control of my life, but it's always been easy for me to control what I could eat. So I...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F Sep 3

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    Don't Stop!!

    I was overboard eating so much my arms began to look bigger than my friend Nadia's giant 40'' hulk arms..I was overcompensating for last nite when I didn't eat my 100k cals like I chow down on like a piggie I'm getting so fat my belly reaches below my knees and made me fall and...
    bigbootygirl3 bigbootygirl3 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    My eating disorder

    I have something called EDNOS. It is an acronym for "eating disorder not otherwise specified". Mine is closely related to binge eating disorder, but not exactly. I do it because my whole life I have been underweight and my highest weight has been 108 pounds or 7 stone 10 pounds...
    nomeatforshrimp nomeatforshrimp 13-15, F Jul 21, 2012

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    I Like Food

    Really I do, its just that I generally don't have much of an appetite. I can go an entire day (including a visit to the gym) without feeling the need to eat. I also tend to prioritize work/school/writing over sitting down for a meal....its far too easy for me to get into what I'm...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 26, 2009

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    My Weekend Plan

    Two days off and even if I'm full to bursting I am simply going to force myself to keep eating the whole time so that I can gain about 14lbs in two days.  I know my feeder will help me get the food down and take care of me but I simply want this big push to get some fat on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 20, 2010

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    So I'm not anorexic or anything, it's just sometimes I don't have an appetite. I had some sunflower seeds and a little dry cereal. My little brother fixed me a little leftover...
    MiniMe57 MiniMe57 13-15, F Aug 20

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    So I stopped eating a little over three weeks ago. Lack of a will to live I feel, it's been weird for me. I've always been a foodie, I love food a little too much if anything. Over...
    Ladybuddha1 Ladybuddha1 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I hate my body. Does anyone have any ANA tips or when I'm forced to eat any foods to really avoid?
    kayleejames kayleejames 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    Whenever I feel really impulsive I isolate myself in my room because I don't want to do something stupid like have impulsive sex, buy useless things, and do something that gives me...
    ponycupcake ponycupcake 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Ugh I'm so tired of being fat but when I try to starve myself I can neverrrrrr do it cuz when I see food I eat . I weigh 128 and I'm 5'1 I wanna be atleast 115 . So I'm going to...
    Kaileyynicole Kaileyynicole 16-17, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I'm dating a man in the Air Force who is stationed in Quatar. He will be home right after Christmas! We have been together for almost a year now...I miss him so much :)
    Irishgirl456 Irishgirl456 41-45, F 2 hrs ago

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    Alright, I don't starve myself or make myself throw up or anything. But I binge. I haven't been eating as much in the past week or so (Not starving, I've just cut down and started...
    raehmm raehmm 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    You're beautiful regardless of what you think of yourself. I, myself don't think you are beautiful because I know you are... From the inside and out.
    Angelanorexic Angelanorexic 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Im gonna get fat :( ate it all to myself
    LostInLife19 LostInLife19 18-21, M 9 hrs ago

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    During my sophomore year of high school I suffered from ENDOS. In my sophomore year, I realized that I wasn't happy with my body, and I was gonna do something about it. It...
    rumblingheart rumblingheart 16-17, F Aug 18

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    This happened about 2 years after My original story where I was forced to basically be a girl.So as most of you know, my wardrobe at home consisted of only girl clothes, even down...
    Lovingthepanties Lovingthepanties 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 3

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    So basically i have an eating disorder and i think my teacher was figuring out that i had one and i need to know if you guys think that he started to figure it out or not. At lunch...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I have to starve myself. But everytime I try to at school my friends force me to eat. And I cat throw up at school without someone finding out. What do I do I need to starve. I...
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I debated wether to join this group or one that uses the term "might have" an eating disorder. I've studied it. Logically I know I do. But sometimes I feel just utterly paranoid...
    danii92 danii92 18-21, F Aug 27

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    So for the past couple of years, (2011-now) i would go to school and just push through without eating, and by my last year in school I wasn't eating everyday, I could go the day...
    TaylaT21 TaylaT21 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 2

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    Ugh I don't know. Before you read this I'm just letting you know that I really hate the word "trigger" it's very misused and it makes me angry. So when I use this word, I am being...
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 5

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    I hate myself. I hate every single inch of myself; my eyes are too dull, my stomach is too fat. I hate how my thighs don't touch but still flatten out too largely when I sit down...
    magickalfiona magickalfiona 18-21 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I think I have always believed that I am not a complete person, that my life is about making up for that, becoming 'better'. Life has seemed to me to be the task of becoming a...
    Angiethebrave Angiethebrave 31-35, F 15 hrs ago

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    So about a year ago, I got on a scale and I wasn't happy with what I saw... so I stopped eating. My mom made me start eating again and made me promise not to get back on the scale...
    smpoetry smpoetry 13-15, F 11 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm vegetarian but I want someone to tell me how much to eat and what to eat each day...
    need2Bcontrolled83 need2Bcontrolled83 26-30, F Aug 31

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    My story is that I have a sickness inside that I don't know how to make go away. It's hard to define this sickness other than a pervading poison that is eating me from the inside...
    Shellybelle Shellybelle 41-45, F 4 Responses Aug 26

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    I don't eat junk or high processed foods. I mostly just try to eat a well balanced diet yet never deprive myself of anything when traveling. I love love love cheese, ice cream, and...
    CosabellaBeauty CosabellaBeauty 26-30, F a week ago

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    I'm really not sure what experience this would fit into, so I'll post it to a few because I need help. The past few days I haven't spoke a lot or eaten a lot. I've just been in my...
    raehmm raehmm 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    You have ever walked through the rocky mountain. There are uneven passages, large boulders, little green, no life. That is more brutal when it is 115F and you have no water. Your...
    deltaofvenus deltaofvenus 22-25, M Sep 6

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    i dont want to change and you cant force me! i am who i am.i cant change myself bcz you dont love it! got it??????or i should repeat it again????? whispering this song : i dont...
    00roshana00 00roshana00 18-21, F Sep 2

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    I absolutely hate having to eat. I do it because I know I have to, but it isn't a priority at all to me. If I lived alone, I'd forget to eat a lot more. Don't get me wrong, I...
    HiddenAnger HiddenAnger 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Does anyone else believe in love at first sight? I fell Inlove at 16 with a man named Angel. I never knew what I was getting myself into dating an Air Force man. Tonight we had our...
    HannahStone HannahStone 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    I used to weigh myself everyday. I don't now because my scale is broken. I purposely skip meals sometimes. I calorie restrict a lot. I binge. I am on both extremities of eating and...
    Jackiebh Jackiebh 22-25, F Aug 25

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    Sup sorry I couldn't post recently I was on holiday! Long story so I will post it in parts. So where was I.... I woke up on the morning my hubby was ment to be back and I was...
    SherbertGainer SherbertGainer 22-25, F 4 Responses Sep 2

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    I think i might have an eating disorder. I puke up my food. I cry after I eat. And I starve myself. I'm too afraid to admit the truth to myself.
    sydthekid15 sydthekid15 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    The urges are coming back stronger than ever and I'm going back to what I was doing before. I have 3 types of eating disorders, B.E.D (binge eating disorder) Anorexia, and bulimia...
    XxBadXVibesxX XxBadXVibesxX 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    My mom hates me. My stepdad hates me. I feel like I should just give up and kill myself. I hate everything about me. I just wanna die. I hate myself more than anyone on the...
    naddo630 naddo630 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    My boyfriend just left to Texas for BMT... He called me once to tell me he sent me a picture of the mailing address... But it was so quick I didn't get to speak... Or tell him I...
    Yumalaii Yumalaii 18-21, F Sep 1

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    I'm fighting off this constant zoo in my head. The constant chatter of people keeping me awake before bed. What is going on, who is watching me? What sick game is this that I'm...
    yennafur yennafur 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    As a Hunter and Avid Angler : YOU know my view on using what I harvest I dont need to elaborate on how fantastic it is either Just putting in my two cents to let you Greenies...
    TsavoHunter TsavoHunter 36-40, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I forget the days as the nights close in they all seem to run together now. For reasons unknown to me the medication agreement I have accepted Has placed me in a mellow zone, free...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    I love things but I make myself believe I don't love them. I hate things and I try to love them. I know how am I yet I try to change! I know that I want to be intersting yet I try...
    Idonotcareanymore Idonotcareanymore 18-21 4 days ago

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    I'm 99% straight and I have many fantasies such as being a human dog, being tied up , but a new one join my list is wanting to be forced a sissy, I want to be forced a sissy by...
    giantsword18 giantsword18 13-15, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Once again Facebook asking me What's on my mind. Dearest, you know?... I haven't words to tell or explain that mess inside of my head. But... Today I want to try. Try to start talk...
    WhineWolfe WhineWolfe 16-17, F Aug 19

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