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    Food

    I haven't willing ate food in months. I always feel sick afterwards no matter how much or little I eat. So I make myself eat food. And it sucks. And I don't know what t do. Arg.
    SCChick1990 SCChick1990 18-21, F Jan 26, 2009

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    My eating disorder

    I have something called EDNOS. It is an acronym for "eating disorder not otherwise specified". Mine is closely related to binge eating disorder, but not exactly. I do it because my whole life I have been underweight and my highest weight has been 108 pounds or 7 stone 10 pounds...
    nomeatforshrimp nomeatforshrimp 16-17, F Jul 21, 2012

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    My Weekend Plan

    Two days off and even if I'm full to bursting I am simply going to force myself to keep eating the whole time so that I can gain about 14lbs in two days.  I know my feeder will help me get the food down and take care of me but I simply want this big push to get some fat on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 20, 2010

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    LoverOfAllSouls LoverOfAllSouls 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 9, 2014

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    Can't Ep and Eat

    This is not the real story. This is just a recent phenomenon since i began to EP 9 days (?can i even remember?) ago. I immediately became addicted to EP, the first time I used it. I cannot face eating anything during or after EP sessions. I feel sick quite a...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 4 Responses Jan 28, 2009

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    Don't Stop!!

    I was overboard eating so much my arms began to look bigger than my friend Nadia's giant 40'' hulk arms..I was overcompensating for last nite when I didn't eat my 100k cals like I chow down on like a piggie I'm getting so fat my belly reaches below my knees and made me fall and...
    bigbootygirl3 bigbootygirl3 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 7, 2013

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    I Like Food

    Really I do, its just that I generally don't have much of an appetite. I can go an entire day (including a visit to the gym) without feeling the need to eat. I also tend to prioritize work/school/writing over sitting down for a meal....its far too easy for me to get into what I'm...
    vinividivici21 vinividivici21 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 26, 2009

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    So I do do it but I want more food I'm

    beginning to get hungry constantly
    Thefatgainer13man Thefatgainer13man 13-15 1 Response Feb 4

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    You're right. I'm not "pretty like a model" I don't have a "skinny body" But what I DO have is confidence in myself and respect for myself. I'm not the "cutest girl on the block...
    froofykittenxoxo froofykittenxoxo 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    I want to be tied to my bed and force fed till I faint
    Thefatgainer13man Thefatgainer13man 13-15 5 hrs ago

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    selfishness here i am saying all this, doing it for my satisfaction eager to reveal and identify motivation, fuel to act even the rare kind, humble, caring people they do good...
    anotherclone anotherclone 26-30, M 8 hrs ago

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    I might I don't want to believe so but I don't eat much have no need too I hate meats so I don't get enough protein and almost every morning I throw up and sometimes at night...
    Eloradanan98 Eloradanan98 16-17, F 10 hrs ago

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    I've cried every night for the week. I slept on the floor underneath our bed last night trying to get my head and my body to just shut up. Of course he picked the worst week of my...
    stillspinning stillspinning 22-25, F 10 hrs ago

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    I have tried fingering myself and it feels nice but i can never get it right, any tips?
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    Eating Eggs on Toast with Fried Fish Oh Hi There again Fellow Egg Eaters, Often when I am a woman on the go with very little time to grab a bite to eat before going off in my...
    BlueJeanedPrincess BlueJeanedPrincess 56-60, F 12 hrs ago

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    Eating Eggs with Toast Oh Hi There, Egg Eaters, I am a woman who eats eggs for breakfast and lots of them. Mostly they are either poached or fried but I have eaten them soft...
    BlueJeanedPrincess BlueJeanedPrincess 56-60, F 12 hrs ago

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    I realized that my problem is that i beat myself up too much. but how do i stop something like that?
    hellokitty206 hellokitty206 18-21 13 hrs ago

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    I always wonder if I killed myself will people care about me cuz right now it seem like no one cares about me only my best friend that care and I tried to kill myself so many time...
    lookket lookket 18-21, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I know I already wrote about anorexia but i need to clear something about its partner, Bulimia. When you first think about Bulimia you probably see a girl eating an abnormal amount...
    gypsyme gypsyme 13-15 17 hrs ago

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    so, today I heard some pretty bad things about myself. I'm trying not to let it phase me, but it still upsets me. I had to let go of a friend this year, and if I'm being honest...
    Azureeblue Azureeblue 31-35, F 7 Responses 18 hrs ago

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    In fact, I'm starting now. I'm officially starting my diet. I'm not going to eat another simple carb or sugary, fattening food again. I'm a great person but because of my...
    purplepumpkin17 purplepumpkin17 16-17, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    {{4:56AM}} So much about me is so f*cked up. Most things I can never tell people because it's so personal.~ I need to better myself for me and if I want to live the life I truly...
    xMellowButterflyx xMellowButterflyx 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    There is something about someone pushing me down and feeding me sweets and frosting until I gag that seems like it would be nice. I want someone to want me to eat and tease me...
    bingeater bingeater 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Oh man, I just can't anymore. I have a nice home, friends/family, good grades, I have enough money, I have everything I just hate everything at the same time. I have everything...
    AnonymousJSS AnonymousJSS 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Stuffing Myself on Chinese Food One thing that Linda and I enjoy doing together, besides getting our clothes dirty while wrestling in the mud, is going out to pig out at the local...
    BlueJeanedPrincess BlueJeanedPrincess 56-60, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Stuffing Myself on Ice Cream and Chocolate Sauce I am a woman who loves to eat and when I am just relaxing, one food that I love eating a large amount of is ice cream with...
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    Tie me down and make it happen please I'd be so happy and I can eat a lot too
    chubbyhubby250 chubbyhubby250 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    this is a true experience, and just for note I don't like peeing myself at all. I don't mind desperation in private, but I don't like it in public or find it fun at all. This for...
    kgirl17 kgirl17 18-21 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Since 4 months I have been fattening myself up every single minute of the day I gained weight rapidly each and everyday thanks to a friend here with my girlfriend I turned into an...
    M19946 M19946 18-21 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I need help It started when I stopped eating because we didn't have food in the house. I was sick of the cycle of getting a little food and feeling hunger pangs all the time. So...
    shootdownthestars shootdownthestars 16-17, F a week ago

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    I am just so frustrated and angry with myself right now. I have been trying to get to a normal weight and maintain it for YEARS and I just cannot seem to get there. I am stuck on a...
    Robinzasio Robinzasio 41-45, F a week ago

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    I have been having a problem with food for the last few months. I am recovering from a stimulant addiction where I almost never had to eat, maybe a few times a week tops. I can't...
    EmTheRedhead EmTheRedhead 22-25, F Aug 22

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    I'm on medication to stabilise my moods, the problem is it gives me hunger pangs! I used to be a size 6, I've expanded to a size 12 like this extra weight just appeared in the...
    beckyboo1029 beckyboo1029 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    SOOO I can go three days without sleeping and still go on wit actvites. I do it forcefully, and normally that's when I have my panic attacks that last te longest,,, Lacking sleep...
    imanski imanski 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    My Fake Mother's boyfriend's family drugged me, yet again. I think I'm Going to go crazy! I was eating some pasta that I made, and I noticed that the pasta had traces of paper in...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 3 Responses Aug 18

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