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I Found Some Old Emails From My Ex And Cried

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    Ditto!

    Must I elaborate? ....... Well duh of course!! haha .... I didn't so much cry. In fact I don't think I can over him anymore. I did however get a sense of depression and I suddenly snapped out of it and closed the book in which they were placed. It read something like "you are my...
    LosingIt LosingIt 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 29, 2007

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    Gone

    ok so I deleted him completely off of everything. It hurt too bad to see the good things, knowing how bad they make me feel now.
    wonderstruck77 wonderstruck77 31-35, F Apr 13, 2013

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    Life's a Real B****

    My ex finance and I broke up and I met this really cute younger guy about a week and a half later.  He took me too the beach and for the first time in months I was laughing again and finally felt the way I once had.  Well I decided that since my ex was seeing other...
    ThankG4xanax ThankG4xanax 21-25, F Sep 2, 2007

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    Gemma :) And Why I Love Her..

    Today I was surfing through my computor looking for this picture of me and one of my friends Eva, and since Pasc takes all the pictures at nearly every gathering I thought that I would look through my emails to see if she had emailed it to me. And I kept going back and back...
    Flairity Flairity 16-18, F 1 Response Nov 9, 2006

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    And Now They're Gone.

    My first love and I corresponded frequently, and most of our emails were on an a email account that I started using less and less... I never did save them to a system or a disk and one day, I went to log into that account and it had been deactivated. I cried. We've both long...
    silvermoon silvermoon 31-35 Oct 25, 2007

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    Still Vivid Memories

    I found some e-mails from May from my ex-boyfriend, which I still love and I thought what great friends we were and how much we did for each other and wondered how come it ended with him avoiding me and ignoring me. I still like looking at the sky and think about what we talked...
    whatsername whatsername 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20, 2007

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    From D

    I found some this morning, ones that I had saved, and old messages from him. It reminded me of how bad it used to be. How I wanted to hate him but couldn't and how much I loved/love him. There was one in particular, where he told me how guilty he felt for being with me. I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jan 19, 2009

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    Weird How This Works..

    I got rid of most of the stuff that he gave me when we were together. I still have the beautiful vase from the first flowers he bought me.  I never will forget that as they delivered them to my ex's house and he brought them to me. LOL he came carrying this huge bouquet of...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 10 Responses Aug 14, 2008

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    E-Relics of the Past

    Although I try to avoid getting into the past, sometimes it's just hard to not go back into your inbox and look at better times.. I still have old text messages from my last ex. they are just two simple messages, one saying "Love ya babe" and another saying "Guess what...
    gruneaugen gruneaugen 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 19, 2007

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    The Chat Logs

    I didn't so much find E-mails, but chat logs. It really hurts to read those and then look at how we are now. I barely talk to him and he makes no great effort to contact me, the last time I talked to him was on the phone when he called because I had text him and he couldn't...
    MirandaJMaddox MirandaJMaddox 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18, 2007

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    Still In My Heart

    i'm experiencing the same pain, and it's kinda hard to just let go. the more i tell myself he's gone, the more i regret the way i lost him. i know i need to accept the fact that he's now someone else's, but my stubborn inner child keeps on saying that we were meant to be, that he...
    wishywashy wishywashy 21-25 2 Responses Feb 14, 2008

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    I Have Done This Yes.

    I had some messages on myspace that my ex sent me...I just got around to deleting them this weekend actually. But I didn't read them this time around, I just deleted them all. I wanna be done with that part of my life, and as good as it was, it's gone, so why torture myself with...
    LylaRocks LylaRocks 26-30, F Jul 7, 2008

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    It Had Only Been a Month...

    ...since my boyfriend broke up with me via email.  Well, according to him, we'd broken up before that, but we talked it out and I THOUGHT we'd decided to stay together.  But I went home one weekend and there it was - "I'm sorry, but I can't do this anymore.  I...
    taquitobelle taquitobelle 26-30, F 3 Responses May 10, 2007

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    Malaysia

    I had a boyfriend I loved for 2 months exactly. His name was "Dan." He was from Malaysia, and so was his roommate "Pat." We were all close friends, so we knew each other for a while before we started dating. Turns out he was a kleptomaniac and...
    jokinpa jokinpa 18-21, F Aug 10, 2007

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    My Ex Went Back to Australia

    I am with a girl but I miss my ex everyday for past 3 years... I still love her and have cried over her recently
    bornbad bornbad 21-25, M Nov 5, 2007

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    Love Vs Hate

    I made the mistake of letting someone who really loved me go. I messed up so much with him that he won't even be my friend. Each word that I read from his letters are like knives. It's been years and yet, I feel like it's still a fresh pain. I don't know what to do and I wish...
    miniskirtjerk miniskirtjerk 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 21, 2007

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    The Internet Hurts

    I deleted the emails. Then he found me on MySpace and I checked him out and his girlfriend and cried some more. Then I left MySpace and this week he found me on Facebook and I told him I couldn't see his face and details everytime I logged on, it's just too hard. Then I cried...
    Dreyko Dreyko 21-25, F 2 Responses Sep 12, 2007

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    ..

    Same for me...I still look at his myspace everyday :(
    SabrinaScarlett SabrinaScarlett 16-18, F Oct 26, 2007

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    I Miss Him Still

    I've moved on from him but not by choice, I was sort of forced out of his life.  I found old letters from him just telling me how much he loves me.  Now I'm with another man who I dearly love but I found ,y ex again and I still love him.  Anyways, I saw how much he...
    MetsukiKanashii MetsukiKanashii 16-18, F 1 Response Mar 9, 2007

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    Advice Before You Love

    He was my first love, and about two months ago I was clearing up my mailbox and found this email which he sent me way at the beginning of our relationship. Back then it was just a nice read, nothing significant. But this time when I read it, it overwhelmed me with nostalgia over...
    7doorsapart 7doorsapart 16-18, F 3 Responses Dec 12, 2007

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    ...but Not For the Reasons You Might Think.

    I cried when I read the old emails because I realized he never loved me. They say hindsight is 20/20 and I guess that's true because in reading through the emails all of the signs were there that he was cheating. That he was "just not that into me" that he was going...
    beautybee beautybee 46-50, F Oct 7, 2007

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    Not Because They Were Nice...

    he was such an ***. i cried because in the begining he was telling me how beautiful and amazing it was. and then three months aftr i broke up wit him he sent me such horrible emails. and i found the notes he wrote me a while ago and started crying. cause i know that i am the...
    asdflkjghlove asdflkjghlove 16-17, F Jul 27, 2008

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    Not Emails.. But..

    last night, i was cleaning my room with my friend over and i found all of these things related to my ex: a book of hers my bracelet for the carnival we took her son to pictures of us.. a few were of us kissing.. ::sigh:: her socks i borrowed once and never gave back and...
    BarNapkinPoet BarNapkinPoet 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 5, 2007

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    Some Old Emails From My First Love..

    So the other day, I was looking through old emails, deleting ones I saved that I no longer needed, etc. when I came across an old email from my boyfriend at the time. I started to cry.. it was a poem. It is too long to type, but it was adorable. He wrote it himself, for me. It...
    breakingbenjamin67 breakingbenjamin67 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 25, 2007

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    WOW

    These emails made me cry I completely forgot I had an old account that I shared with my exhusband. It made me cry. not cause I still love him or anything just the fact that I was completely navie to him cheating. I seen all the old work emails from the girl he cheated on me with...
    MiseducatedChik MiseducatedChik 26-30, F Feb 9, 2008

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    Stupid Past

    It wasnt to long ago actually, i was on another website reading my commenst and I decided, what the heck, lets see my first ones. As I cycled through the pages of the past, I saw my ex's. from when I was with her. Anyways, after I thought deeply about it, I fell in love with her...
    Thatonekid Thatonekid 16-18, M 3 Responses Oct 25, 2007

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