I Freak Out If Im Out Of Cigarettes

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    Panic: I just opened the last carton of

    cigarettes I have in my bedroom. I have more in the house and I know I can't smoke 200 cigarettes in a day but it still scared me.
    UnhealthySSBBW UnhealthySSBBW
    26-30, F
    Sep 26, 2015

    Yes I have close to a full carton,

    but I cannot stop thinking about cigarettes at the moment. Think I'll just buy another carton tonight just because there's never too many cigarettes around!
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 21, 2015

    Don't

    don't you?not to have a lighter is just as bad
    moreandless moreandless
    56-60, M
    5 Responses Feb 1, 2010

    Gotta Have The Smokes

    I am so pissed off and bitchy if I don't have my smokes, I smoke when I first get up, smoke after I eat, smoke after I'm done getting ready for work, smoke in the car, smoke at work on breaks, etc etc etc. It messes up my whole routine if I'm out of smokes and it makes me really...
    lithiumkat lithiumkat
    26-30, F
    5 Responses Oct 6, 2010

    Its 2:16 In The Am And I Just Got Back With More Smokes!

    Yes it is totally worth the time it takes to get into the car and drive 2 miles to the gas station. I probably COULD have gone to sleep when I still had a smoke for the morning. I usually have a couple packs stashed around my room, but I've been sick.
    Phreeek Phreeek
    26-30
    Apr 21, 2011

    Cant Be Having That Lol

    Tts not so much that I freak out, more like turn into a raving psycho lol. Im kinda paranoid about running out so I make sure it doesnt happen by keeping a spare pack around always. Im not going back to rolling cigs with dog ends and post it notes again, not good lol. Yeah tragic...
    Gemzaayy Gemzaayy
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2012

    What Am I Going To Do

    Recently I ran out of my new favorite cigarette Eve menthol 120s. I went to the store and they were also out. They did have my second favorite cigarette More menthol 120s. I bought a cartoon and I do enjoy Mores, but I needed my Eves. Later that week the store did have Eves...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 7, 2012

    somethin' s missin' !

    I considered ciggies as one of the most simportant things in my life ... Some might say it sounds pathetic ... Whatever I dont care Since it takes my stress away ... I can release myself in the smoking moment ... I apologize if it troubles others ... All I could do is isolating...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva
    26-30, F
    16 Responses Nov 11, 2009

    Can't Be Doing

    I can't be doing without my baccy!! I'm a drug addict anyway and I am waiting to go into Rehab. I am having to give up lots of security blankets, my Methadone,my Valium, my anti-depressents! I think if I have to give up my rolly's ,I'll go stark raving mad!! I'll go without food...
    cath17 cath17
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 1, 2012

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