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I Freak Out If Im Out Of Cigarettes

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    Can't Be Doing

    I can't be doing without my baccy!! I'm a drug addict anyway and I am waiting to go into Rehab. I am having to give up lots of security blankets, my Methadone,my Valium, my anti-depressents! I think if I have to give up my rolly's ,I'll go stark raving mad!! I'll go without food...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    Scary Thought!!!

    I've ran out of cigarettes before and turned into a right ol' *****. My mum had to get some for me....I was, like, 15 at the time... That was the last time I did. Since then I ALWAYS, without fail, make sure that I have enough....If I don't then it's a stop off at the local...
    Martika Martika 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 20, 2011

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    somethin' s missin' !

    I considered ciggies as one of the most simportant things in my life ... Some might say it sounds pathetic ... Whatever I dont care Since it takes my stress away ... I can release myself in the smoking moment ... I apologize if it troubles others ... All I could do is isolating...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Cant Be Having That Lol

    Tts not so much that I freak out, more like turn into a raving psycho lol. Im kinda paranoid about running out so I make sure it doesnt happen by keeping a spare pack around always. Im not going back to rolling cigs with dog ends and post it notes again, not good lol. Yeah tragic...
    Gemzaayy Gemzaayy 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    Gotta Have The Smokes

    I am so pissed off and bitchy if I don't have my smokes, I smoke when I first get up, smoke after I eat, smoke after I'm done getting ready for work, smoke in the car, smoke at work on breaks, etc etc etc. It messes up my whole routine if I'm out of smokes and it makes me really...
    lithiumkat lithiumkat 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    Don't

    don't you?not to have a lighter is just as bad
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M 6 Responses Feb 1, 2010

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    Its 2:16 In The Am And I Just Got Back With More Smokes!

    Yes it is totally worth the time it takes to get into the car and drive 2 miles to the gas station. I probably COULD have gone to sleep when I still had a smoke for the morning. I usually have a couple packs stashed around my room, but I've been sick.
    Phreeek Phreeek 26-30 Apr 21, 2011

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    What Am I Going To Do

    Recently I ran out of my new favorite cigarette Eve menthol 120s. I went to the store and they were also out. They did have my second favorite cigarette More menthol 120s. I bought a cartoon and I do enjoy Mores, but I needed my Eves. Later that week the store did have Eves...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Know The Feeling...

    I can go an hour or two without smoking (not that I want to) but more than that and I become decidedly unpleasant. I can feel it happening, and as much as I try to fight it I just have no patience or tolerance -- the slightest annoyance and I just snap. For me it's more when I'm...
    bpo77 bpo77 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    The more and more experiences I dive into on here, the happier I am because I am realizing that there on more freaks out there like me lol....I normally try to hide how sexual I am...
    Steveohm Steveohm 22-25, M Jun 29

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    Okay I'm freaking out. I have so much anxiety right now that I'm shaking. Last night I told my best friend something that not a single person knows. And I don't know if I can go to...
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's 2 am here and there's someone walking around outside the apartment building whistling a creepy tune :/
    smugbear smugbear 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    Ronald McDonald creeps me out too but the Burger king guy I swear to god looks like he's going to hide in the shadows waiting for you to go to sleep before he attacks. He will then...
    WelcomeToPlanetWeird WelcomeToPlanetWeird 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I haven't been doing well as of late I've been a lot moodier and far crankier and I think years of unhappiness came to a head the other day. Before I go into that my unhappiness...
    WelcomeToPlanetWeird WelcomeToPlanetWeird 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    I'd buy a whopper just to get him to stop following me around...
    restitutor restitutor 22-25, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Eeeeeeekkkkkk run run RUN!!!!!
    Thedarkvaporeon Thedarkvaporeon 13-15, F 3 hrs ago

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    Um I'm sorry but if your over 21 and your messaging me that's kinda creepy! Trust me when I say I dint wanna date any older men, so please for the love of god find someone your own...
    TrentonKemp TrentonKemp 16-17, M Jun 30

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    Bored as **** someone inbox any freaks out there .? ;p
    13xoxo 13xoxo 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I don't even know where to start mainly because all my life I've been an outcast. When I was young my real father left me and so my mom worked a lot to keep food on the table and...
    Arwenlethena Arwenlethena 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    Hey, a lot of us here are really into our cigarettes. We should have "EP Chain-Smoking Sunday" and as many of us who want to can join in and we can cyber-smoke as a group. Here is...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Sooooo. I smoke. I'm only about 14 years old and the most I've smoked is six of them back to back in one hour. My friend used to get packs from her dad's store and she'd share with...
    pleasedonthugme pleasedonthugme 13-15, F 8 Responses Jul 14

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    I started smoking when I was 9 years old. I stole some cigarettes from my parents and it felt awesome right away. By now I smoke about 2 packs a day, up to 3 or 4 when I am out...
    superlord superlord 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Well yeah, ofcourse I don't smoke cigarettes or anything that has tobacco. Cause I am allergic. Yes there's actually people that is allergic to tobacco. It's not common but we do...
    itsjustbrit itsjustbrit 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Started when I was 12.  Reds, Marlboro 100s since high school.I'm going to chain smoke some right now.  Cigarettes rock.  Smokers rule.
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 5 Responses Jul 4

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    Cos I don't smoke cigarettes
    st3ph3rzz st3ph3rzz 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    i am smoking since last few months and i have tasted a lot of cigarettes brands but i never found any taste like the taste of wwinston and camel thanks
    aqeeljhon aqeeljhon 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 11

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    I absolutely love smoking . I started it when I was 10 and a half years old and I loved it from the first inhale. Now I am 28 years old, heavy smoker highly addicted to my...
    Dean00200 Dean00200 26-30, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    While smoking was very fashionable in my youth, I choose to forgo it. My parents were avid smokers, 3 plus pack a day each. Cigarette companies advertised the healthy benefits...
    pakettle pakettle 66-70, M 1 day ago

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    I stand out and am usually alone. I don't care what I do, and if that labels a freak then go **** yourself, II will continue to be a freak.
    lon3lygam3r lon3lygam3r 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 14

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    My mum is a smoker she smokes a lot sometimes she rages really bad and I have to actually introduce her to a cigaret because she doesn't calm down with out them I will never smoke...
    Angel2345 Angel2345 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I want a freaky girl it women to do what ever she wants to do freaky stuff to me I am so horny right now I want to feel your wet p
    dmedina513 dmedina513 36-40, M Jul 5

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    There's nothing really to tell, I suppose. it's more just a love of a clove. The warm crackle, the slight taste of vanilla when I lick my lips (what can I say, I'm a goth kid at...
    DulceMuerte DulceMuerte 26-30, F Jul 8

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    Like really though... There are so many weirdos out here on this site. Instead of meeting mutual-minded introverts who are mature enough to have clean conversations (like myself...
    introvertpower94 introvertpower94 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 8

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    Who created this experience? Should have been me... Since early age I've loved music. I was buying 45s at 5 years old with my pocket money and saving up at 7 or 8 to get Axis...
    nunos nunos 51-55, M Jul 4

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    So awhile back someone told me that I was the glass half empty kind of person. Well technically speaking that's just stupid. Whether the glass is half empty or half full, it...
    ChrisAJ1970 ChrisAJ1970 41-45, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I just broke up with my girlfriend of 7 years because I don't get no *** it's been 6 months I haven't get sex I was already for that and I deal with it but yesterday I left her...
    dmedina513 dmedina513 36-40, M Jul 5

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    It feel like a freak this morning I am a good looking guy that is looking to go yo your crib and give you a load I have backed up cause my ex girlfriend has not giving some add in...
    dmedina513 dmedina513 36-40, M 1 Response Jul 5

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    I am so sick of the way my wife tries to control everything about me. I've been with her for 10 years now and I can't take it anymore. She can't even accept that she's a control...
    LewisCollins LewisCollins 31-35 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Freaks do it best💋.....(;
    JayKnotz JayKnotz 13-15, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I always wanted to try being in the position of power with a strap on. I like being called Mistress, having my body worship and pleasured at my discretion. But sometimes it's not...
    MissMasque MissMasque 13-15, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    Ok so one time i was in my room sleeping and there's an extra bed there for guests. On this particular night my mom slept there i think because i had a hard time sleeping i dont...
    oliviahoney oliviahoney 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    there is just something about it that completely pulls me in...I could sit out on a lawn chair all day and even at night.
    starysky98 starysky98 13-15, F Jun 30

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    Why does everyone have to be so judge mental? Sure, maybe I'm content with video games and I don't like parties. That doesn't make me a loser. Yes, I cry a lot, but that's because...
    LoserLibs LoserLibs 13-15, F Jul 5

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    I can't force myself out of bed. I missed out on going to the movies and hanging out with friends. FU anxiety!
    ElephantCozmo ElephantCozmo 16-17, F 8 hrs ago

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    When I came out to my parents, I said that I loved them no matter what decision they made to do with me. And that this wasn't a choice, it's who I am. And then I told them I was...
    Brendat18 Brendat18 13-15, F 5 hrs ago

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    I'm glad. That's the first and most important thing I have to say about it all. I remember I was raised with these expectations of how I'd be and I believed them. Maybe I'm wrong...
    fairytalesandspiderwebs fairytalesandspiderwebs 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    The thought of just preparing for freshman year is stressing me out. - I have to buy a graphing calculator - I want to look at my friend's geometry textbook and get an idea of...
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F 1 Response 22 hrs ago

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