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I Freak Out If Im Out Of Cigarettes

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    don't you?not to have a lighter is just as bad
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M 6 Responses Feb 1, 2010

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    haha every smoke has been there,

    desperate for a cigarette and then you can't find one. After a bad snow storm snowed me in for a few days, I refuse to let that happen so I always make sure I'm stocked up for any situation. It also helps being in a home with a number of other smokers. Always access to...
    sammy0216 sammy0216 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    Gotta Have The Smokes

    I am so pissed off and bitchy if I don't have my smokes, I smoke when I first get up, smoke after I eat, smoke after I'm done getting ready for work, smoke in the car, smoke at work on breaks, etc etc etc. It messes up my whole routine if I'm out of smokes and it makes me really...
    lithiumkat lithiumkat 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    Know The Feeling...

    I can go an hour or two without smoking (not that I want to) but more than that and I become decidedly unpleasant. I can feel it happening, and as much as I try to fight it I just have no patience or tolerance -- the slightest annoyance and I just snap. For me it's more when I'm...
    bpo77 bpo77 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Its 2:16 In The Am And I Just Got Back With More Smokes!

    Yes it is totally worth the time it takes to get into the car and drive 2 miles to the gas station. I probably COULD have gone to sleep when I still had a smoke for the morning. I usually have a couple packs stashed around my room, but I've been sick.
    Phreeek Phreeek 26-30 Apr 21, 2011

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    somethin' s missin' !

    I considered ciggies as one of the most simportant things in my life ... Some might say it sounds pathetic ... Whatever I dont care Since it takes my stress away ... I can release myself in the smoking moment ... I apologize if it troubles others ... All I could do is isolating...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Cant Be Having That Lol

    Tts not so much that I freak out, more like turn into a raving psycho lol. Im kinda paranoid about running out so I make sure it doesnt happen by keeping a spare pack around always. Im not going back to rolling cigs with dog ends and post it notes again, not good lol. Yeah tragic...
    Gemzaayy Gemzaayy 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    What Am I Going To Do

    Recently I ran out of my new favorite cigarette Eve menthol 120s. I went to the store and they were also out. They did have my second favorite cigarette More menthol 120s. I bought a cartoon and I do enjoy Mores, but I needed my Eves. Later that week the store did have Eves...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Can't Be Doing

    I can't be doing without my baccy!! I'm a drug addict anyway and I am waiting to go into Rehab. I am having to give up lots of security blankets, my Methadone,my Valium, my anti-depressents! I think if I have to give up my rolly's ,I'll go stark raving mad!! I'll go without food...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    MyChemicalBreakup MyChemicalBreakup 13-15, F 6 Responses Dec 4

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    I get a little freaked out when I see spiders. I think in my head ( what if they crawl on me). When I see spiders I just walk away. I remember I was about to remove my clothes for...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 21

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    My long distance boyfriend is coming to see me in 3 days. Most people would be happy but I'm freaking out because I live with my folks and there's another person who lives with us...
    AJMClassof2014 AJMClassof2014 18-21, F Dec 2

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    Last night, I told a friend all the things that I've been hiding since 2006. Most are related to the military. Today, I'm panicking because I'm experiencing an irrational fear that...
    PhresnoPhoenix PhresnoPhoenix 36-40, M 3 Responses Nov 20

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    What's my ******* problem? I've been acting so weird the last few hours. I feel really awkward
    MusicJunkie6794 MusicJunkie6794 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 20

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    This morning I happen to come across the place where I saw the crash the other day. Someone there must've recognized me since she approached me. She then told me that the man had...
    johannesc4 johannesc4 13-15, M Nov 29

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    My husband has been transferred to a country notorious for rejecting visa applications,and while his has gone through without incident,mine is pending for a month now!!!we...
    brutallyhonestpariah brutallyhonestpariah 31-35, F Dec 1

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    I saw my friends little brother playing with his sisters doll XD
    Fallenprinceofthedarkside Fallenprinceofthedarkside 18-21, M Dec 4

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    I just love how the most talentless tone- deaf people who can carry a car better than a tune get the lead in our school musical and the people who can actually sing become the...
    Jookie216 Jookie216 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I have probably 8 assignments missing in my first and second period, over 15 in my third period, and three in my fifth period. And I come home everyday and tell my parents I don't...
    DarkOnTheInside13 DarkOnTheInside13 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My girlfriends parents hate me and I love my girlfriend and I'm not going to be able to talk to her for so long because her parents found out we were together still. They'd found...
    SomeoneLikeNoOne SomeoneLikeNoOne 16-17, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    My best friend (who's a guy) recently got broken up with. And at first I was happy because his (ex)girlfriend was horrible to him and also partly because I was excited to have him...
    brimc7 brimc7 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    I did that thing, of when you think some holiday treats that have been in the jar too long are okay. Yeah, so in my apartment, we have these little jars where we put cookies...
    TheBlasphemousOptimist TheBlasphemousOptimist 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Is anyone else freaking out about getting everything ready for college?
    Rachel335 Rachel335 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    I lost my headphones and I can't seem to find then any where. I'm kinda freaking out about it. lol
    EFairy EFairy 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I am freaking out a little, but I'm excited. I am only 8 weeks. I'm only 19 and I'm just really nervous. Any advice on how to take all of this in? I don't knoww where to start
    forevertrue123 forevertrue123 18-21, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, I'll Be The Wings That Keep Your Heart In The Clouds" And honestly I have been begging for answers That you and only you can...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F Dec 3

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    My mom smokes, and I live with her so I can take care of her. She had a stroke in 1998, mainly due to her smoking. I can't stand the smell of cigarettes- especially her's. They...
    psychologicallydamaged psychologicallydamaged 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 21

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    I don't choose to smoke so why should I have to walk by people and breathe it in. when I was younger I used to break out in hives if I sat near one of my classmates who's parents...
    callmebreezy callmebreezy 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    Oh for shame, an underage smoker.I smoke for the same reason I cut. To relieve stress. I'm not addicted or anything, I can quit whenever I like. I just miss the feeling. The day my...
    MakaWolf MakaWolf 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    I just don't care anymore. I made a deal with my boyfriend if I let him smoke weed he would let me smoke cigarettes so now I can do it without him bugging me and he got me into...
    Malia1010 Malia1010 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    Marlboro Smooth's are my brand of choice when it comes to Cigarettes. Camel Menthols are pretty good too. Started smoking when I was 19. I don't what it is about Smooth's that...
    Tothelastdivine1994 Tothelastdivine1994 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 1

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    I don't really HATE cigarettes I hate what they do to the person who smokes them. My dad smoked and didn't stop upto the day he past away.
    Rebelscorpio Rebelscorpio 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 6

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    I am quitting, and I am already noticing that I have more energy throughout the day. I smoke weed everyday and will continue to do so, but I am quitting cigarettes after 7 years of...
    CountryQueen623 CountryQueen623 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 6

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    pffft ,, a "bit" ?? ,, EP please , i am the definition of a freak ,,,,, in fact ,, what's the definition of freak -_- ?? ... wait , time to abuse google XD there .. a freak...
    TiTiChocolate TiTiChocolate 18-21 a week ago

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    I love how Missreeedy blocked me because I called her out on trolling on this page. I also love how she assumes that I smell bad even though she's never met me when actually I don...
    blackroses75 blackroses75 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    Well im turning 15 soon and im a smoker. Not a heavy smoker but yes i do smoke... I sometimes regret and say i want to stop and sometimes i say "**** it" yes i know its really bad...
    lester1212 lester1212 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    Nope....I don't bash anyone who does but I just have no desire to destroy my lungs or have my teeth rot out of my head.I will never smoked them and have never smoked them in my...
    AfanOfbigNaturals AfanOfbigNaturals 41-45, M Dec 6

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    where are all the freaks who wants to talk freaky and share pictures?
    dawayne420 dawayne420 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    I'm a lady in the street, but a freak in the bed! I've got a one-tracked mind because I'm a freak!
    BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper BrokenHeartedOlicityShipper 70+, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    i dont smoke because "it's cool".it's not cool but i can't stop because im addicted to it.sometimes my schedule is packed i dont even have time to eat so i smoke and have a cup of...
    lushsummer lushsummer 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I am a total freak....need and want good loving multiple times daily nearly every day...if you live nearby lets talk.
    hotshoetom hotshoetom 61-65, M Nov 22

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    I'm such a freak, I have dreams about killing people and stuff like that.
    brownzugar brownzugar 16-17, M 3 Responses Dec 7

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    They play their own instruments,and sing well...they don't care that much for societal norms...YES,the long -haired freaky people are here!
    bookerdana bookerdana 51-55, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I love freaks of all kind ;)
    Daddysdaughters Daddysdaughters 41-45, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I think there's life outside this planet. There's no way we can be alone in the universe when we can barely explore our own freaking Moon. If there's other life out there I doubt...
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 26

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    I had no plams on dating him. I met him through an old friend. I was at a dance at the county fair. Larry came over and gave me a hug and introduced me to his girlfriend and her...
    regalshewolf regalshewolf 41-45, F 1 Response Nov 27

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