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I Freak Out If Im Out Of Cigarettes

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    Can't Be Doing

    I can't be doing without my baccy!! I'm a drug addict anyway and I am waiting to go into Rehab. I am having to give up lots of security blankets, my Methadone,my Valium, my anti-depressents! I think if I have to give up my rolly's ,I'll go stark raving mad!! I'll go without food...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    Know The Feeling...

    I can go an hour or two without smoking (not that I want to) but more than that and I become decidedly unpleasant. I can feel it happening, and as much as I try to fight it I just have no patience or tolerance -- the slightest annoyance and I just snap. For me it's more when I'm...
    bpo77 bpo77 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Its 2:16 In The Am And I Just Got Back With More Smokes!

    Yes it is totally worth the time it takes to get into the car and drive 2 miles to the gas station. I probably COULD have gone to sleep when I still had a smoke for the morning. I usually have a couple packs stashed around my room, but I've been sick.
    Phreeek Phreeek 26-30 Apr 21, 2011

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    Cant Be Having That Lol

    Tts not so much that I freak out, more like turn into a raving psycho lol. Im kinda paranoid about running out so I make sure it doesnt happen by keeping a spare pack around always. Im not going back to rolling cigs with dog ends and post it notes again, not good lol. Yeah tragic...
    Gemzaayy Gemzaayy 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    What Am I Going To Do

    Recently I ran out of my new favorite cigarette Eve menthol 120s. I went to the store and they were also out. They did have my second favorite cigarette More menthol 120s. I bought a cartoon and I do enjoy Mores, but I needed my Eves. Later that week the store did have Eves...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Gotta Have The Smokes

    I am so pissed off and bitchy if I don't have my smokes, I smoke when I first get up, smoke after I eat, smoke after I'm done getting ready for work, smoke in the car, smoke at work on breaks, etc etc etc. It messes up my whole routine if I'm out of smokes and it makes me really...
    lithiumkat lithiumkat 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    somethin' s missin' !

    I considered ciggies as one of the most simportant things in my life ... Some might say it sounds pathetic ... Whatever I dont care Since it takes my stress away ... I can release myself in the smoking moment ... I apologize if it troubles others ... All I could do is isolating...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 26-30, F 16 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Don't

    don't you?not to have a lighter is just as bad
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M 5 Responses Feb 1, 2010

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    I learned early that running out

    and not being able to get more at the moment when you need one was not a feeling I enjoyed! Thankfully living in a house of smokers means I'm rarely far from a cigarette or pack. But after a particularly bad snow storm a few years back, I always make sure I have packs stored...
    sammy0289 sammy0289 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 31

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    i dont know...it depends. if theres any people out there who hate everything about themselves in such fine detail, but also loves myself when i want to, who spends hours and days...
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    Fed up with life, some times I want to run away from all this stressful life, I can't express pain outside and that silently killing me inside of me. I don't know, whom to blame...
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    the name says it all. haha hit me up and find out more.
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    Lately I've been feeling/thinking that I would be better off with out my husband. I love him very much but I just feel better when he isn't around. I've grown accustomed to being...
    URLOVED4EVA URLOVED4EVA 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I like to act like a monster when I **********. Act as freaky and crazy as possible
    ferretthefred ferretthefred 18-21, F 10 Responses 1 day ago

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    Shared my first cigarette with a friend at 12. Went full on smoking 7 months ago and it is one of the best desisions I have made. I understand the health issues associated with it...
    VioletSea VioletSea 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I´ve never smoked my all life. Instead to buy cigarettes I put the money what I normally would spend for cigarettes in my piggy bank. So I saved already money for many beautiful...
    Loretta78 Loretta78 36-40, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I was so young that time when my Dad got tubercolosis because of using cigarettes. He undergone almost 8 months theraphy with injectible medicines.. I had no idea what was going on...
    annieIn21 annieIn21 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    For women, I don't care if you're pretty or fair looking, as long as you have cigarettes on your hand, you've lost my first impression on you.
    vitnesse vitnesse 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    I've been told by several women that I shoot a huge load, and with force behind it. Some have even asked how do I cuum so much...I guess I'm just a freak
    Josh1978 Josh1978 36-40, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I put on the patch today. Been threatening my wife with quitting. She always says she will. Takes chantix for months but doesn't quit. It's hard to quit when your spouse doesn't...
    G0dzilla G0dzilla 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 24

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    everyone in my family smokes. my grandma , my mom , my father , my sister, my aunt , my uncles. but not me.... and I hate the sight of cigarettes. help?
    aliveness aliveness 16-17, F 7 Responses Aug 24

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    I understand that people have the right to spoke and you know kill themselves doing it, but have courtesy for the people around you who are not trying to die from smoke inhalation...
    Josimms23 Josimms23 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    i really hate cigarettes! i hate the smell and the taste of cigarettes. i used to smoke a pack and a half a day off and on for 20+ years. In 2007 i developed asthma from smoking. i...
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    eztahhelp eztahhelp 18-21, F Aug 22

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    The moment when you think you run out of cigarettes and then you find a stick left.. That's a wonderful feeling :)
    halohai halohai 18-21, F 8 Responses Aug 21

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    everything has its own place..daily...even hourly I tend to clean because I feel that a clean and organized home reflects your outter life...if your dirty and unorganized...then it...
    yummy5541 yummy5541 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    loneheart76 loneheart76 36-40, M 3 Responses Aug 21

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    Loving this acronym! Next time I'll explain why I feel fine.
    piscesdame piscesdame 26-30, F Aug 20

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    I post comments on yahoo news reports and this one psycho using the name "commenter" started out accusing me of stalking him because I made posts on news reports that he did or...
    Comprehensive2 Comprehensive2 31-35 Aug 19

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    These dreams and flash backs hurt, all the pain ive suffered these past couple years is just so damaging, i think my sister will walk through the door and hug me tight but then i...
    KillaSparks KillaSparks 16-17, F Aug 19

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    My sense of smell is so sensitive that I can smell smoke coming from a cigarette from far away. It's even worse when it's outdoor and windy as the smell of the smoke is carried on...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 18

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    SEXUALITY STORY Well, this was not the way you should come out to your parents. I did it on Facebook. I started dating a girl and changed my relationship status. Everyone freaked...
    AlexFucker AlexFucker 13-15, T 2 Responses Aug 18

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    *A bit* is not enough. I'm just saying, when I get married he's getting all the freak in me and then some. lol
    RealmRunner RealmRunner 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 18

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    what may I ask classifys you as a freak
    jesusindastreetsatinindasheets jesusindastreetsatinindasheets 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 18

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    any freaks out there that are willing to come out and talk about our Experience O.o
    brighteyes67 brighteyes67 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    Are you stressed out when your boyfriend doesn't reply to your messages of affection(Excluding flirting)?? It makes me feel so unloved!!! :(((((( And it sometimes makes me feel...
    charicealpaca charicealpaca 18-21, F Aug 16

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    It's been two weeks and three days since I've had a cigarette. Still getting my fix by using a vape though. The way I figure it, the vape has to be better than cigarettes. It's...
    Ny316 Ny316