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I Freak Out If Im Out Of Cigarettes

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    Know The Feeling...

    I can go an hour or two without smoking (not that I want to) but more than that and I become decidedly unpleasant. I can feel it happening, and as much as I try to fight it I just have no patience or tolerance -- the slightest annoyance and I just snap. For me it's more when I'm...
    bpo77 bpo77 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Cant Be Having That Lol

    Tts not so much that I freak out, more like turn into a raving psycho lol. Im kinda paranoid about running out so I make sure it doesnt happen by keeping a spare pack around always. Im not going back to rolling cigs with dog ends and post it notes again, not good lol. Yeah tragic...
    Gemzaayy Gemzaayy 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    What Am I Going To Do

    Recently I ran out of my new favorite cigarette Eve menthol 120s. I went to the store and they were also out. They did have my second favorite cigarette More menthol 120s. I bought a cartoon and I do enjoy Mores, but I needed my Eves. Later that week the store did have Eves...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    haha every smoke has been there,

    desperate for a cigarette and then you can't find one. After a bad snow storm snowed me in for a few days, I refuse to let that happen so I always make sure I'm stocked up for any situation. It also helps being in a home with a number of other smokers. Always access to...
    sammy0216 sammy0216 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    Gotta Have The Smokes

    I am so pissed off and bitchy if I don't have my smokes, I smoke when I first get up, smoke after I eat, smoke after I'm done getting ready for work, smoke in the car, smoke at work on breaks, etc etc etc. It messes up my whole routine if I'm out of smokes and it makes me really...
    lithiumkat lithiumkat 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    Don't

    don't you?not to have a lighter is just as bad
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M 6 Responses Feb 1, 2010

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    somethin' s missin' !

    I considered ciggies as one of the most simportant things in my life ... Some might say it sounds pathetic ... Whatever I dont care Since it takes my stress away ... I can release myself in the smoking moment ... I apologize if it troubles others ... All I could do is isolating...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 26-30, F 16 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Can't Be Doing

    I can't be doing without my baccy!! I'm a drug addict anyway and I am waiting to go into Rehab. I am having to give up lots of security blankets, my Methadone,my Valium, my anti-depressents! I think if I have to give up my rolly's ,I'll go stark raving mad!! I'll go without food...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    Its 2:16 In The Am And I Just Got Back With More Smokes!

    Yes it is totally worth the time it takes to get into the car and drive 2 miles to the gas station. I probably COULD have gone to sleep when I still had a smoke for the morning. I usually have a couple packs stashed around my room, but I've been sick.
    Phreeek Phreeek 26-30 Apr 21, 2011

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