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I Freak Out If Im Out Of Cigarettes

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    somethin' s missin' !

    I considered ciggies as one of the most simportant things in my life ... Some might say it sounds pathetic ... Whatever I dont care Since it takes my stress away ... I can release myself in the smoking moment ... I apologize if it troubles others ... All I could do is isolating...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 16 Responses Nov 11, 2009

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    Know The Feeling...

    I can go an hour or two without smoking (not that I want to) but more than that and I become decidedly unpleasant. I can feel it happening, and as much as I try to fight it I just have no patience or tolerance -- the slightest annoyance and I just snap. For me it's more when I'm...
    bpo77 bpo77 31-35, M 2 Responses Sep 11, 2011

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    Gotta Have The Smokes

    I am so pissed off and bitchy if I don't have my smokes, I smoke when I first get up, smoke after I eat, smoke after I'm done getting ready for work, smoke in the car, smoke at work on breaks, etc etc etc. It messes up my whole routine if I'm out of smokes and it makes me really...
    lithiumkat lithiumkat 26-30, F 6 Responses Oct 6, 2010

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    Can't Be Doing

    I can't be doing without my baccy!! I'm a drug addict anyway and I am waiting to go into Rehab. I am having to give up lots of security blankets, my Methadone,my Valium, my anti-depressents! I think if I have to give up my rolly's ,I'll go stark raving mad!! I'll go without food...
    cath17 cath17 36-40, F 1 Response May 1, 2012

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    Cant Be Having That Lol

    Tts not so much that I freak out, more like turn into a raving psycho lol. Im kinda paranoid about running out so I make sure it doesnt happen by keeping a spare pack around always. Im not going back to rolling cigs with dog ends and post it notes again, not good lol. Yeah tragic...
    Gemzaayy Gemzaayy 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2012

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    Don't

    don't you?not to have a lighter is just as bad
    moreandless moreandless 56-60, M 6 Responses Feb 1, 2010

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    haha every smoke has been there,

    desperate for a cigarette and then you can't find one. After a bad snow storm snowed me in for a few days, I refuse to let that happen so I always make sure I'm stocked up for any situation. It also helps being in a home with a number of other smokers. Always access to...
    sammy0216 sammy0216 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 16, 2014

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    What Am I Going To Do

    Recently I ran out of my new favorite cigarette Eve menthol 120s. I went to the store and they were also out. They did have my second favorite cigarette More menthol 120s. I bought a cartoon and I do enjoy Mores, but I needed my Eves. Later that week the store did have Eves...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 7, 2012

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    Its 2:16 In The Am And I Just Got Back With More Smokes!

    Yes it is totally worth the time it takes to get into the car and drive 2 miles to the gas station. I probably COULD have gone to sleep when I still had a smoke for the morning. I usually have a couple packs stashed around my room, but I've been sick.
    Phreeek Phreeek 26-30 Apr 21, 2011

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    Like when ppl hug me its like fire ants under my skin.i scream out of no wear I hit my self......and idk y tbh......it scares me a lot because I'm not sure what's happening and I'm...
    emo200 emo200 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    newbienurse newbienurse 26-30 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Me wonders how many get this way regularly. Is this what you mean by fine????
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 26

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    UGGH If i dont get to talk to him today before i have to go to my appt im gonna die ;~; I MISS HIIM
    brynai brynai 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    Most definitely me, I watched Breakfast at Tiffany's and she is me or I'm her that is with less eloquence.
    space4rent space4rent 36-40, F Apr 9

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    Har har. Now I don't actually have to lie when I say I'm fine. -_-
    DrowningInRed DrowningInRed 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    So I haven't worked since November due to a knee injury. I've been waiting on an appointment with the specialist to look at my MRI results and last Thursday I finally got in to see...
    misspaperwait misspaperwait 22-25, F Mar 26

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    I just recently started smoking. A friend started smoking last year and she smoked when we hung to together. I first started by finishing her cigarettes. Then I started wanting...
    Lilyflower00 Lilyflower00 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I've never been the type to be smoking cigarettes. In fact, I basically thought they were gross. Until I met my fiancé, I started smoking like a chimney. At first I thought it...
    Jclove1 Jclove1 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I'm staying up and doing 5 straight sets of doubles which will be a personal high for me. That means: smoke 2 Marlboro 100s, all the way down to the orange part. As soon as you...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 12

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    Blah... I don't smoke cigarettes or pot. I live in Colorado and it has become an all consuming issue. I'm over it.
    inzboat inzboat 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 27

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    I smoked my last pack 🔫 if your 18+ I'll pay you to get me cigarettes <33
    drunkpunker drunkpunker 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I hate cigarettes!! They are horrible and I don't understand why people smoke them knowing that that cigarette is putting chemicals into their body and killing them slowly.
    stevencardoso stevencardoso 13-15, M 2 Responses Apr 14

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    No onw who reaches the level of higher awareness and has a chill and happy relationship with cigarettes like me and people like me have, we love smoking as much as we want and know...
    smokingrocks1 smokingrocks1 56-60, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    nswwoy nswwoy 51-55, M 5 days ago

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    I enjoy freaking people out. With what I say, my secret talents, and my drawings. I always get the same expression and I think it's so funny. My drawings are usually bloody...
    JaxxSIO JaxxSIO 13-15, T Mar 31

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    I think the distress I'm enduring here in Middlesbrough with the health professional or the staff at Webb house supported housing is because I'm receiving benefits and I'm...
    Soullesss Soullesss 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Its been a while, But pulling in this death will make me feel worse than just being: alone and miserable. Helps me chase the 'thought' away when part of me is given to a small...
    Orchards Orchards 22-25, M Apr 8

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    I grew up around people who smoked and never understood it. My mother, my aunt, and my grandfather. Heck there was a time in school when my friends were trying it but it just made...
    AvgDudeJ AvgDudeJ 26-30, M Apr 16

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    I have a question I'd like to ask, and maybe get some advice. I'm 19, now legal age to smoke where I live. My parents know I used to smoke but think I have quit. I go to school in...
    nohopekid nohopekid 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Not long now before I can have a cigarette craving one like mad least I will get to have one in a minute when my mum goes out to pick my brother up from school.
    Mushypanties12 Mushypanties12 18-21 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My regular brand is Marlboro Red 100s, but my local market was out of them, so I ended up with Newport Reds. They're actually pretty good and seem to be stronger than Reds. Do...
    NotTheHealthiestInFL NotTheHealthiestInFL 36-40, M 2 days ago

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    I don't belong here, that's it and that's all. I would rather be somewhere secluded, surrounded by nothing but the wind. I can feel it now. Bare feet in the dirt or a body of...
    lovelywarpedlemon lovelywarpedlemon 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    My mom married this total deadbeat a few years ago because she got knocked up, and ever since then we've had to live paycheck to paycheck and sacrifice a lot of stuff. The worst...
    LittleWolf21 LittleWolf21 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I truly am a freak, straight up. I love the weirdest things, things only a few very special people on this Earth know of haha.
    Colourfi Colourfi 13-15, F 6 Responses Mar 31

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    Im a lil freak cuz I watch **** and ********** while texting my male friends they want me bad and I get off on just that!
    MedinaAbdul MedinaAbdul 22-25, F 7 Responses Mar 31

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    omg, i just got selected for this elite school. and there were like more than 300 applicants for one seat and i got a bloody sholarship of 50%. i am freaking awesome
    aahanabhavya aahanabhavya 16-17, F Apr 5

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    I treat people as people, rather than pieces to fit into the spaces of my life. That makes things a bit less predictable, but a lot more respectable and enjoyable for everyone...
    Taurusedi Taurusedi 31-35, M Apr 5

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    JackSepticEye quotes: (High five) Top of the morning to ya laddies, my name is JackSepticEye and welcome to *whatever game he's playing* YOLO *******! SPEED IS KEY!!! Welcome back...
    Windygirl84 Windygirl84 18-21 1 Response Apr 11

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    I am a freak love **** and pusssy
    smallprick smallprick 22-25, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    sex freak? oh yeah! not much I wouldn't or haven't done.
    Vaportrail70 Vaportrail70 41-45, M 2 days ago

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