I Free Write

Sometimes I just Love to free write about just whatever is on my mind. It's a beautiful day out the birds are singing the dogs are playing it's really quite amazing outside. It makes me wish I had that DSLR that I want cause then I'd...

It's morning and I'm searching for the me I said good night to. Words don't seem to flow this early like emotions do, so I can't simply reach out as with a beggar's cup and catch the staggered stream. Dreams are like sponges sometimes...

There once a woman who was bitch. Someone told her so one day. She should "I'm not a bitch."
 

Numb, dumb, impatiently numb. Is it curable?  Is it lyrical?  Could I make an opera?  Could I sing in one?  No more questions this is not a questionnaire.  What fools do is ask foolish questions.  Can you eat spirits?  What's...

Dark there looking out the window.
No stars i say.
A knife in the moon light.
Birds sing to the waves of dark.
Boat on the lake.
And the trees go by.
A lady stands by my side.
Words i have spoken she sed.
I no you cry the blood of...

to break a heart,to break a heart is to tear one apart,to tear one apart completly from within,from within the heart shatters to pieces,to pieces so thin they could be passed through the eye of the needle,the needle slowly pricking at...

Me
I'm not perfect, nor will I ever be.
Trapped in my own insecurities,
screaming just let me be,
someone just set me free.
Me
Foolish me
the good in me i'll never see.
I cannot blame anyone for the way I turned out,
it's always been...

I've always loved expressing myself creatively. As a child I told stories and express myself through drawing, and once I learned to read it just opened up a new world for me. Words are so powerful. I remember reading Beverly Cleary...

A hole 
A rip in the fabric of your existence
And I knew that it was not true
I knew that it could only have been created by my deceiving mind
I never have something worth giving. I only hope it is so. I only
Would like...

The rubber band man,take what you need,stretch him out,and snap him back,oh what a familiar attack.Push mejust fucking push me.An angry man is blinded,rage is the only thing he can seethe heart races,the body trembles,the blood boils...