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I Gave Up On Myself

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    treegurl94 treegurl94 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 5, 2014

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    treegurl94 treegurl94 16-17, F Jun 20, 2014

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    This morning I woke up

    and knew I missed my bus, and for the first time, I was thankful. I'm in my last year and I get so tired of going to my hell-hole of a high school just to get judged by not only my peers, but my teachers. I think I've missed about 15 classes this year alone. I'm not proud of it...
    alexis3000 alexis3000 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 26, 2014

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    It was after I made a mistake.

    I thought I should die.I shouldn't be here.My friends had opportunities to make the same mistake as I but me being the stupid teenage girl. I did it. I had nose bleeds,I cut,I didn't eat,I cried my self to sleep for months. My heart wasn't shattered, it was in pieces so much...
    Parbatie Parbatie 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 10, 2014

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    Loved, Hoped, Believed, Got Traumatized, Cant Do Anything Anymore. Literally

    First time writing stuff like this, as you can see from the quality of the title. i dont even know what to write. Its just that i am so tired of everything , i guess sharing stuff anonymously where i cant be affected directly is kind of the only way to get stuff of my chest. I am...
    kragoth135 kragoth135 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 29, 2013

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    I have an urgent need to forgive myself for something I did in high school. For years I've been very harsh with myself about this mistake and I've been telling myself that what I...
    NamelessNomad NamelessNomad 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I don't have many things I love about myself but I do love that I try to be as honest and kind as I can to others.
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    i'm still sick.so i cut my hair myself. it's refreshing!
    juryandrews juryandrews 31-35, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I love edging... And I haven't touched myself in four days in a row. Right now I'm laying in my bed, with only a shirt and underwear. You can't imagine how hard I am. And I'm just...
    desp391 desp391 26-30, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I'm fifteen. I'm a sophomore and I've been continually depressed since last summer when the first girl I legitimately fell for got really mad at me and then moved away. I just sent...
    GuiltyLover GuiltyLover 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    I was in the military and got posted to a base in some dead end town 600miles from any friends or family. I met a girl and dedicated my life to her and her children since before...
    JENorris JENorris 26-30, M 4 Responses Jan 17

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    Its almost 5:30 in the morning and I'm still awake, I am wondering what my dad really thought of me. I thought he'd loved me, but really maybe he only loved my kids. Every one...
    shygirl1986 shygirl1986 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I really hope this doesn't make me sound like a terrible person, if it does, please know that I am just trying to speak from the heart. If I am terrible, I guess I will realize it...
    sevensouth sevensouth 36-40, F 1 day ago

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    JessieJ16 JessieJ16 16-17, F Dec 26, 2014

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    I lost myself. All my hopes and dreams went down the toilet long ago. I was once thin and beautiful but didn't think so. Therefor I gave up on everything. Now I am ugly and fat I...
    dragthewaters4 dragthewaters4 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    I tried so hard to resist cutting I begged myself I told myself I couldn't I even went through the torture of hiding it through my ahead again but I gave in and once j was insulted...
    sadnesskillsme sadnesskillsme 13-15, F 3 Responses Jan 11

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    I made a mistake I told myself I would never make, I let someone else be my happiness. Now I feel like my world is being torn apart. I had never believed in love, and I had...
    Unbloomed Unbloomed 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    I'm Bi and I've known since grade 4...and now I'm in yr 11 and in yr 8 i told my bff (well at least she was before hand) that i am bi and she promised to not tell anyone but of...
    Ashes27 Ashes27 13-15, F Jan 6

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    I truly feel blessed with that. I went through some horrible experiences but I could go on and forgive everyone, not for them, but for me. I try to remind myself to sympathise...
    StrongWoman9 StrongWoman9 26-30, F Dec 25, 2014

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    TheBossWithTheMoney TheBossWithTheMoney 26-30, T 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    This is a very complicated situation. I've been with a woman since August of 2001 and we have 5 children together. Our relationship has been one with a lot of ups and downs. We...
    jarae jarae 26-30 1 Response Jan 4

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    Some say life is a sprint, others say it's a marathon. My life is more like a no holds barred steel cage match. That's how I felt when I went to the atm at my bank on a Sunday to...
    Modiwolfshit Modiwolfshit 41-45, M Jan 7

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    We lie to ouselves, we force our lips to smile, we force out a laugh but they are never going to be enough. We get broken continuously and eventually the glass that we were breaks...
    joeinafaith joeinafaith 13-15, F Jan 15

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    just one digit I did'nt expect that I typed number 5 on the last digit of my number instead of 0. So im expecting his calls and messages but I did'nt get anything . Im so stupid...
    simplegirl101 simplegirl101 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2014

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    I gave up gymnastics its been a long time I miss it so much.
    Artist156 Artist156 16-17, F Jan 16

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    One time my and my spotter were perched on a rooftop in the suburbs of an undisclosed location when a stupid predatorophile attempted to enter someones house unauthorized. Some how...
    AmericanKnight AmericanKnight 18-21, M 17 hrs ago

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    I hated how I say to people that Im proud of myself and I loved it. I hated how **** I am. I hated how I can be so confident. I hated how I interact with others. I hated how I feel...
    shishishosho97 shishishosho97 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    Honestly I am 34 and no high school education. I had kids at 18,29,21 . Been married 2x and never done a damn thing for myself . I come from a place and daily that has the...
    KittenHasClaws1980 KittenHasClaws1980 31-35, F 2 Responses Jan 2

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    I have to say my kids have to be the best in the world I really did a great job as a mom and dad to them now they have their own kids and they are doing a great job with them both...
    monica0215 monica0215 51-55, F 1 Response Dec 25, 2014

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    The title says it all. Well yeah, I really do hate myself. I've been hospitalized 3 times in the past year for suicide attempts, self-harm, and drug use. I've done so many things...
    shecancareless shecancareless 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    lambkin lambkin 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 6

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    mercifulpennies mercifulpennies 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    rabinafrost rabinafrost 18-21, F Dec 27, 2014

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    I hate everyone. I mean it. I'm done caring about other people who don't even see me. I just want to be left completely alone. I don't want anyone. I don't want anyone to care...
    ImYourLady ImYourLady 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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