Three words when used at the right time can mean anything in the world is at your fingertips.At other times the same three words can leave you to question.Do I do what I want...
You broke me and for that I thank you from the deepest part of my heart.
It took you breaking me into unrecognizable pieces for me to see myself.
I couldn't see myself as a whole...
It’s amazing how thankful I’ve been this time around for his silence. I used to think I couldn’t go a day without hearing from him. Every hour that my phone didn’t make...
"You hold me without touch. You keep me without chains"
Our distance wears heavily on my mind. I rely on your words to get me through my days without feeling your...
True vulnerability could never exist
Hurt would overpower the healing
Walls of cement
Blocks of words spoken
And unspoken, just the same
Close minded thoughts
Sometimes, when my mind is in just the right space...I feel him. Concretely feel him with me.
Everything around me is normal. The music playing through my phone, the wind chimes...
Standing here at the gates of Hell
Thinkin' to myself, "Go on up, ring that bell."
Just step to the head of the line and knock
Knock like you know where you're at
and know where...
I always doubt myself so much. A friend of mine just told me that I should write professionally as a career and it made me want to cry. Psychology is the career path I have...
this all will change some day
when it doesn't matter anymore
will made us hate ourselves
how we try to control and cried
for the reasons, look too absurd now
life is a game...
Desire and passion;
they walk with coupled hands
through unploughed fields
to lonely windswept heights
on paths of longing
that cut through barren lands...
those dream drenched...
am living with every ghost
which once lived in me
now it's all so dark and empty
only misery roam and rules this soul
nothing have really filled those holes
should wake up
use nature to turn nightmares into reality
tired of patterns of future's despair
believing in darkness, away from the lights
should scream on a mountain, all my...
running in circles
defining and preaching purpose
mourning about the death
when you're alive
talking to yourself
convincing yourself to watch
beauty and lies more
I like spending time in the Realville hardware store, sorting through the nuts and bolts of life!
My body runs cold
Winter and summer
My skin like an ice sculpture
He runs hot
Through every season
His skin like a man with a fever
I want to meet in bed
And even each other out
Another story I wrote which is on deviantart.
The Untold Story of Robin Hood:
"The legend of Robin Hood has been passed on for centuries, but no one knows the true story. The...
My hair has gotten rather long, it gets in the way now.
I need to feel your hand brush it back, as I gaze down at you. My thighs straddling your hips. Brush it back, then lace...
all songs of winter
echoing in the past's graveyard
drifting to the mist of riddled beliefs
sun has giving up on you
all the falling leaves burring your will
to reach a...
awaken from slumber
staring at the enemy
witnessing the same fcker in the mirror
standing up again, walking on the road of extinction
why not find some joy till we disappear...
everytime you show
i don't want to see and know
afraid to be blind and want more
why give it a name, why walk on that road
slowly giving in to insane feelings
over thinking, over analyzing the chapters
of void, exploring the possibility to
have the lost control and innocence to
dream like a child for a useless toy
to distract me...
I guess I feel that my strength had been tested earlier. I like to dissect my thoughts, in a way that seems to make it easier to not be a victim of them, even after they have...
trapped by emotions
failed attempts to be wise
consuming dark shadows of temptations
in wishful dreams they hide
bound by extremism, welcoming
the poisons to delude in...
sitting in a shell of isolation
frozen, deaf to the wall of noise
exploring the only dimension of grey
imprisoned in silent distant screams
feeling no need to need people's...
So I had to leave town to go to my dad who is in the hospital. Thankfully he has gotten better and I'm hoping he is released today. It's been 5 days already and very hard and...
Yes, to my core, I need to be Dominant. It is not just a foreplay, not just a desire. It has been and possibly will be a lifelong thing that I had, my personality that I was born...
calculating survival rate while realizing
the unwanted trying to escape the obvious fighting
causing one to get tired and accepting all won't change
single way to survive...
i saw it, felt it
for some moments i smiled
at the desires trying to convince
and pushing one to fly
one living in a mental grave
said his goodbyes to the sky
all of my stories are of love or death. so are my songs, and my poems. this is how I'm really feeling, but can't find the ways to tell people so I try to do it through my writing...
My leg extending from beneath the covers as I stretch from my nap. My eyes still throughly sealed, my mind is quiet, not even hearing the surrounding noises. You run your fingers...
running after some unrealized desire
forgot, while distracting myself
it's not what i want, crave for
being blind, playing along with nothingness
why introduce a new lie to...
Some cling to drugs and sex for the rush. Some escape tgrough skydiving, cliff jumping, parasailing, skiing, drag racing, ect... There is no drug on earth like...
I feel the breath of a whisper from your lips upon my skin
Though you are a thousand miles away
I hear your voice solid and strong echoing in my mind
Even when I am surrounded by...