missions..colliding with unknown decisions
living in filth and trying to become
free, cleansing yourself from the shtt
you have become..a junkie so high
like a fckng...
"Loves true torture" My mind is never quiet, while my thoughts create a major riot. Pondering things unknown and never seen, always wishing for loves glittering gleem. For whom do...
Sometimes you think of writing something but you can't figure out words. Your mind rushes through a lot of things at one time and that's when it strikes that you should pen these...
of futures...love to give up
wish to escape...from selling coffins
in present...and wanting one
imprisoned by needs...society's code
i hate my job..i really hate it...
I sit on the edge of myself, tracing memories in the sand.
Sad for no particular reason, happy for you.
Finally alone with my thoughts...would you like to hear?
I sit on the edge...
running through our veins...our child
we loved..and created in us
feeding it more everyday...knowing more
and breeding more...in the graveyard of soul
It was in that moment when the crowd was the largest, the throng the most raucous..He came back to me, galloping recklessly through the recesses of my mind. Rare and sublime one...
urge to change
one into you
answer for freedom..existence
to look things your way, with old ripped dirty shoes on
fly into your way..dark or joyous
the solution to everything...
Here I am on this journey ordained by God, the spiritual path that will lead to many things of benefits to others and myself. For years I have grown wiser, stronger, more...
it isn't my wish
you to become what i suspect
but you're on that road already
you just don't see it yet
the road in which you feel safe...
what you know is fueling that path...
It's easy to see, this heart and soul connection that exists between you and I. It's there, every minute of the day. It is evident in your smile, the way you light up in my...
Who am I? Who should I ask, I wonder. How many people do I have to ask in order to find out? Can't just ask myself?
"As the wind
traveling over the plains
and the plateaus..
over the seas
and over the grounds,
with the clouds
and through the leaves of the trees,
along with the wings of the birds...
another day another story
cherishing the hate gifted to us
knowing more, making all pointless
what makes sense is silence
in which we judge ourselves
and living in the prison...
She closes her eyes and listens to the sound of the wind rustling through the trees. She lets the darkness envelop her as tears slowly make their way down her cheeks…
i see you
with what you're and you will become
but you see them as delusions..my insanity
to tell you, what you're now is what you detest
one day...maybe not..maybe you like...
you can't find one
who don't even know where they're
you will be loved and destroyed by me
all is well around me..except within me
seconds of melancholic void
maybe i feel...
I thought i only write when i was down. when something hit me hard, then i could scribble all that, documented those rough times in a book or any writing material.
I thought i...
Everyone can say they are lonely. Married people talk about their loniness, but only a single person can know true solitude, the aloneness of the morning midnight hours...
of the place in i live and think
reasons are there...but i am blinded
by my own flaws and insecurities
to know what can it become
if i was not what i am...
there is no such thing as
nothing left to lose
there always is..something we
have in us...we once loved
even some sweet moments of joy
which filled our soul with butterflies...
gaze upon thee
infinite sea...which you try to swim through
never reaching the end of the puzzle you made
raise from the body and your mind
take a flight to the dimensions...
endless trying to feel
till you die
some of us died already inside
walk in those shoes...infatuation with dreams
told you all, this is the way
how you live life..
each day passing by
leaving more memories...some regrets
mostly getting close to our fate
enjoy it all...it's a luxury to have a life
and enough to fulfill some wishes...
open a book
which has never opened before willingly
with some truths..some lies you do hide
a reality of your state and those hidden emotions
which you...all your life...
So here I am eyes open in an awkward position staring at the ceiling thinking wtf am I doing here.
It is 2am and it has been a few days ago that I decided to start writing again...
I'm the type of person who easily gets tired when it comes to relationship, but it doesn't mean I'm not going to make an effort for it. It's just, if you see me making an effort, I...
Sinking to the depths is not how I picture him departing. Not slowly breathing in and diving deep below the blue turbidity. No, I picture it differently in my head. I envision him...
It is incredibly hard to keep my heart open. My friends have the key. They come and go as they please. But with love, there is a constant voice in my mind telling me to keep...
robbed me, death of my humane functions
will follow you my love, even if it's a path of self destruction
in nights in which i cried, is this real, is this really happening, i...
stand in the line with your kind...
to me you don't exist..your tricks..games
keep your ego..and keep your beautiful smiles
i am not here to watch your fantasies...
came..and changed the moments of silence
drugged me..i thought of many things..flew through my reality
that...i am alive and i shouldn't be afraid to open my eyes...
and feel..this door, this place i have found
under and above the ground, in the corners of our mind
a power to create mists in you wander and fly
your depths are far...
I am amazed at how much of our lives, emotions, and sensations can be explained through simple words. These moments, however, are not what life is made of. The moments that have no...