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I Get Acutely Depressed Sometimes

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    i get depress all the time and since I'm 9 years old to 17 i cut my self and try to kill my self 4 time but my mother or somebody else find me I'm tierd that everything i do or want to do i cant i always gave up before i finished or start and my mom always make me fil bad about...
    gougoue1 gougoue1 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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