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I Get Acutely Depressed Sometimes

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    i get depress all the time and since I'm 9 years old to 17 i cut my self and try to kill my self 4 time but my mother or somebody else find me I'm tierd that everything i do or want to do i cant i always gave up before i finished or start and my mom always make me fil bad about...
    gougoue1 gougoue1 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    Mittons Mittons 18-21 Jan 3

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    I'm pretty sure I know the difference between feeling sad and being depressed. Sometimes I feel quite sad, almost tipping in to the verge of something of a depression. Fortunately...
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    You wouldn't even be able to tell on the surface. I tend to hold it all inside. It's very rare when I feel 100% happy. I don't want anyone to think I fake being happy because I am...
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    Feeling depressed lately. Not really sure why. Wishing I felt motivated and happy. But instead I seem to be tired and in pain, and just unhappy. My husband seems to be happy, he's...
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    I used to have this best friend named Audrey. We were best friends for 5 years. Audrey made me feel special and like I belong. We had many good memories and we also had a lot of...
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    Outside I hear the wind blowing, the rain falling this morning. A small storm I'm sure, I haven't bothered to look. It's still dark outside, dark in the house. Why does darkness...
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    it's always on and of . im starting to wonder if depression ever truly goes away. I thought my meds were working and I was getting better and then all of a sudden one afternoon I...
    EnjoyTheSilenceX EnjoyTheSilenceX 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    Everywhere I go I don't belong Everywhere I go I am lonely Everywhere I go I am ignored Everywhere I go I am talked about Everywhere I go I am depressed All I want to do is die...
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    December 29. Moving On. "Learn the art of acceptance. It's a lot of grief." —Codependent No More Sometimes, as part of taking care of ourselves, it becomes time to end certain...
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    I'm over it!!! I'm sick of her pointing out my flaws and nagging me!! I know I have anger issues she doesn't have to rub it in my face!!! I wasn't even mad at her and she knew who...
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    my best friend hasen't txted me back, or kik-ed me back for the entire winter break. i'm so depressed and i really miss her a lot, idk WTF to do, he sister will only talk to me for...
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    Does anyone else get short bursts of depression? Sometimes I am really happy, and then all of a sudden, I get really depressed. All I want to to be alone, but not lonely. I feel...
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    Sometimes I think I'm just going mad since I was born in a Christian Family. Because of a such horrible past which I can't entirely forget, I always liked doing devilish things. I...
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    I don't know how to make people understand my point. i am straightforward and i always say whatever is there in my heart but no harsh feelings.Due to this only people often...
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    My life went on, every difficulty I faced, I tried to prove to be stronger. On the outside, I looked happy and my life seemed easy going to others. On the inside, I was struggling...
    mewmy mewmy 26-30, F a week ago

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    I just want to be held and to feel the tender warm touch of a woman. I crave affection when i am depressed and lonely. :( Holding a stuffed animals just is not the same...
    Stephanieloveowl Stephanieloveowl 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    December 27. Near the Top. I know you're tired. I know you feel overwhelmed. You may feel as though this crisis, this problem, this hard time will last forever. It won't. You are...
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    I get so depressed and although I want to talk to people, I hate spreading negativity and then I worry that they will talk bad about me. Sometimes I just really wanna let off some...
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    I really do think i'm depressed. My guardian won't take me to a doctor to see if something is wrong with me because she says i'll just use it as an excuse for the rest of my life...
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    It's weird to admit that. Actually it's almost scary to admit being depressed. Until recently I couldn't even form the words 'I'm depressed', and honestly I still have trouble...
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    So, I'm a 16 y/o who's depressed, big deal... That's what I want to be believe. Anyway, I've been depressed for over 2 years, it affected me so much that it got to the point that...
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    December 26. Growth. Just as when we were children and grew out of favorite toys and clothes, we sometimes grow out of things as adults - people, jobs, and homes. This can be...
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    I'm almost 100% sure I am I can't sleep at nights, small problems make me feel like **** and throughout the day I just don't feel happy. Even yesterday on Christmas. Also cutting...
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    sometimes i just want somebody to look me in the eyes and say ur not fine so cut crap.
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    Sometimes it's not the lies others tell us that hurt but the ones we tell ourselves
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    No one likes me. I have indeed let them down. The question is now, "Do I leave while they drown?" If I am already dead should I save the living? I am never not afraid. I am always...
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    Life is full of test and challenges but sometimes those can really mess up a person and I hide it some people notice how I don't smile as much and all the cheer and happiness I...
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    Sometimes I feel like I'm the main character in a show about a guy having a mid life crisis like califonication or Bo jack horseman. This is extra bad because I'm a 19 year old...
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    I want to go for a bike ride right now but knowing it would be more enjoyable with a companion really discourages me. It makes it impossible to enjoy anything sometimes.
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    i have sleeping problems. so i often think i wish i could sleep more.. now i'm really depressed. i hate night time. i have to go to hospital to get the result of cancer on 7th...
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    Anti-social may not be the best term to describe me. However, socially-limiting is a more appropriate description. I am really good at starting conversations with people, but I...
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    Everybody is always so fuc*king "fine". But we are not. Sometimes, we are hurt and bruised and nearly completely shattered and this, sir, is not what one calls fine... No one knows...
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    Dear Lucy, I am so sad and lonely. I feel overwhelmed in crowded loud places. Nothing makes me feel good. I'm out of place. You're not around to talk to about all this. You rather...
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    i feel like Ive lost interest in life sometimes i just want to put a end to it i have no friends,nothing to do,my mom is abusive my dad died,i have social anxiety,have not slept...
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    I wish days like this didn't happen. I feel sad,lonely,unwanted sad,and embarrassed. I hate myself,and I hate who I am. I hate feeling like this...I literally don't feel right in...
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    I am completely comfortable having no friends (other than my husband). Is that normal? I really have no desire for friendships. And no I am not depressed.
    ikissedafrog ikissedafrog 41-45, F 19 Responses Jan 8

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    Sometimes, I kinda just fall backwards into this pit of despair. It catches me off guard, maybe an argument or a comment or anything that could be a trigger. But when it happens...
    Sophilu Sophilu 18-21, F 9 Responses Jan 10

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    I do not understand who I am sometimes or my nonchalant attitude in such important times. How can I be so insensitive or irresponsible. My life is only consumed by guilt. I wish to...
    cremedelafraiche cremedelafraiche 16-17, F Jan 11

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    My parents are fighting and I don't know what to do. I'm having trouble at school and there's this pressure that I have to be perfect. Perfect grades, perfect family, perfect...
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    It feels like the whole world has passed me by. Now I know that's a melancholic exaggeration, but it's been really hard to feel that I belong. Sometimes I Imagine myself in the...
    ACrueljape ACrueljape 22-25 Jan 12

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    It's like a paper cut, a sharp little pain you feel. I know it's there. On some days I just ignore it and put a bandage on and keep going. ..Other days, I can't ignore it. The...
    hazellmo0n hazellmo0n 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    i just want to give up i don't feel like its worth it just to get up to feel so worthless so pointless. just to be depressed and sad and lonely i don't see a point in that. I...
    zeewedgie zeewedgie 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Mostly when I'm feeling sad or depressed. Having someone holding me or someone to cuddle with makes me feel better most of the time.
    Cherilyn16 Cherilyn16 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 13

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