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I Get Acutely Depressed Sometimes

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    i get depress all the time and since I'm 9 years old to 17 i cut my self and try to kill my self 4 time but my mother or somebody else find me I'm tierd that everything i do or want to do i cant i always gave up before i finished or start and my mom always make me fil bad about...
    gougoue1 gougoue1 16-17, F 4 Responses Jan 13, 2010

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    oke so i guess its time 2 post some stories so eh i was kinda always depressed already since i was young it started when my parents divorced i had to live with my mom that i hate...
    Mirasel Mirasel 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 8

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    it just gets worse and worse,i used to be able to hide it but i don't even have the energy to hide it anymore or pretend i'm anything else then depressed.. everytime i wake up i...
    OccultumLapidem OccultumLapidem 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've been randomly feeling depressed since I was in the third grade. At least that's the earliest that I can remember, and remember vividly. I locked myself in my room and put a...
    Jaivous Jaivous 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    Sometimes i feel like i shouldnt be allowed to call myself depressed because so many people have it worse
    Xychorite Xychorite 16-17, M Feb 8

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    I'm just all of the above and then it's heightened by my overactive mind. My main crush doesn't like me back and I know cuz I told him. He's not into guys, but he has an over...
    NobodyLove NobodyLove 18-21, M Feb 11

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    I used to be a good and sincere guy. But then bullying and emotional home violence and then continued failure broke me. Now I don't have anybody to share how I feel. I need dire...
    anshul2gaikwad anshul2gaikwad 18-21, M a week ago

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    I feel different sometimes like I'm not the real me. The real me loves life and going out and helping people. The real me loves running, boxing and lifting weights.the real me is...
    Thefightingangel Thefightingangel 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I hate myself sometimes and that sometimes is now. When I look in the mirror, all I see is a weak, ugly, insecure, talentless, pathetic little girl. I have too many flaws to be...
    crumblingcookies crumblingcookies 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 4

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    I have been suffering from depression since as long as i can remember, and one thing i have learned is that you cant beat depression, you can only survive it. i feel aweful all the...
    depressed399 depressed399 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 9

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    Sometimes you feel so low that feeling happy feels a long way up. Sometimes your escape hatch released before you got a chance to use it... I spent the night researching how I'm...
    friendlygent friendlygent 26-30, M Feb 10

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    Things improved for a while since I got a part time job at the YMCA. But it's been about 3 weeks now and the novelty is wearing off. I still have nearly no friends who regularly...
    NicoNever NicoNever 22-25, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Sometimes I wonder what I can do that'll make a difference anymore. Sometimes I just wanna be left alone but I fear the consequences of telling people to stop talking to me...
    CindyLEvans CindyLEvans 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    Whenever I see someone smiling or laughing I become depressed, whenever I see someone smart person smiling or laughing I become depressed, whenever I see a mother loving her baby I...
    pracie25 pracie25 18-21, T Feb 8

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    Its funny how people use the word 'depressed' so freely. Some dont even know the true meaning of depression yet they seem to be saying they are depressed like its the same as the...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F a week ago

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    I am depressed. I hate those words. I can't admit to my therapist that I am, in fact, a depressed teenage girl. They don't understand. You can only understand if you are or were...
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F Feb 3

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    We don't have enough sex and I'm the one that instigates it 98% of the time and I'm sick of it. We've had this fight many times and still nothing changes. I'm going to see just how...
    cicisays13 cicisays13 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    Because of how horrifying and depressing my stories lately... :/ please don't think im all this weird, depressed, suicidal, emo girl or whatever... i do love black and im pretty...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    Sometimes I wish I had the guts
    thumper15 thumper15 18-21, F Feb 3

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    In my school, I am always bullied with bunch of the students over there. I have been studying in this school "Aga Khan Academy Hyderabad" as if I am leaving in a hell for 2 years...
    jeminnpatel jeminnpatel 13-15, M Feb 10

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    Everyday I think about just leaving everything and going to live in a tent in the bush. I feel like I have to many responsibilities to do this. An ageing father, a mother with...
    BloodRose96 BloodRose96 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Sometimes when I think about how I feel now I think back to times when I had a stomach bug. My stomach would be in a lot of pain. I'd feel awful. I was doing everything I could not...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F Feb 14

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    It's 4 30 am and I just woke up from the scariest nightmare ever!!!! •nightmare• I was downtown... On the ledge of a ****** apartment roof hiding behind a vent thing...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F Feb 16

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    I hate this. This feeling that eats away at me inside. The thoughts that go around in my head, keeping me awake so I'm unable to sleep. I think the only reason I haven't ended it...
    AAisUnbroken1995 AAisUnbroken1995 18-21, F 4 Responses a week ago

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    sometimes I want to kill myself others, i want to kill everyone around me, im insane.....
    TheRealFenix TheRealFenix 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I don't have any friends or close family. I do have a live in boyfriend of a year and a half... But even so sometimes I still just feel so alone. My mom and grandmother have...
    thereallittlemermaid thereallittlemermaid 22-25, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Doctor : Now let's talk about you. What makes you depressed? Angry? What was your childhood like? Me : Um yeah..OMG What's that? *points to the ceiling* Doctor : What? What ? Me...
    shioshishio shioshishio 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Sometimes I wish I could just fly far away from home and come back 4 years later..... Maybe it's just me but I'm starting to feel and say to myself the whole idea of having a...
    HeartStrings3 HeartStrings3 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Time's passage astonishes me. It's not so much a progression as it is something that just keeps getting swiped out from under me. Or, sometimes, I just am astonished at how I'm...
    Ewoo Ewoo 16-17 1 Response 3 days ago

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    today = mess. im so anxious . my anxiety and social anxiety have gotten so bad. i think i may be depressed again as well. not all good news. everyones out and having fun and im...
    angelgoinghome angelgoinghome 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    I take an antidepressant, but sometimes, it's doesn't work. Like, it's just a horrible feeling, I can feel the medicine, but at the same time I can feel the depression. It's just...
    XxFuckYouxX XxFuckYouxX 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've just recently come to terms with being depressed. I didn't feel I was. Depressed was for people who were sad, upset, hated themselves, cut themselves, thought about suicide...
    Haerodiel Haerodiel 22-25, F Feb 4

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      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    I spent my two week Xmas holiday depressed in bed, I'm on day 10 of lying to work saying I'm working, but I'm depressed in bed. My relationship is tearing me down
    RoseTintedB RoseTintedB 31-35, F 2 Responses Feb 5

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    I know, I shouldn't let it get to me....but when it's Valentines Day, and I'm very romantic, and all I have is silence as my companion....then I get depressed. Which hurts my...
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    For three years now I have been depressed. It started out as repeated failure, then spiraled out from their to isolation, anti-social disorder and social anxiety. I thought that if...
    Guest4111 Guest4111 13-15, M Feb 18

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    I'm so depressed its not even funny. I'm so mean to all my family and everyone and I'm just really angry. I feel like killing myself and I hate people...like...I HATE people. My...
    hellerpeople hellerpeople 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    The worse thing about being depressed and lonely is not knowing that no one cares about you but knowing that no one will try to care.
    paradisiacal paradisiacal 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    They aren't 'just cold' in the middle of summer. It wasn't 'just the cat" who left perfect parallel lines on their wrists. They aren't 'just hungry' and they didn't 'already eat...
    callmeLyz callmeLyz 13-15, F Feb 1

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    I'm scared..I can't cut...I can't cry....I don't want a therapist and I don't want to contact the Suicide Prevention Lifeline... What should I do? I'm completely depressed and want...
    SpectrumOfTears SpectrumOfTears 13-15, F 2 Responses Feb 1

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    I don't like to pity myself, but I need to vent. About 7 months ago, I became bestfriends with a girl and we got super close. Now, we never talk and the only person I have is my...
    brookledsome brookledsome 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 2

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    I'm suffering from mild depression. I realized that we are almost dating for 2 months and by now, in my previous relationships or with people i've talked to, something would go...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I've been so depressed since I turned 17. I cried almost everyday with too much pressure and stress from the surrounding. Sometime I find no hope in life, and I just wanna end it...
    Julietxxx Julietxxx 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    It's strange to come back to this website 2 almost 3 years later, and realize I'm in the same boat I left in. Still cutting, still depressed, still wasting my life. The only thing...
    Lynnboatright Lynnboatright 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 3

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    And it makes me even more depressed.. I want to be happy, but my smile is always fake..
    proanonymous proanonymous 18-21, F Feb 3

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