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I Get Depressed

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    I don't know what love is any more I feel

    abandoned and I can't trust any one lost my dad lost me grandma in death and me mother never understand she never with me I just wonder will it get better I don't even know why I live ever day I don't want to get up just fall in to a deep sleep and never wake up I can never...
    saulcabrera saulcabrera 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 9

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    Got A Headache

    Today was a dreadful day and I was actually starting it off quite well. I found out that the car maintenance/dealership had already fixed some thing on the car, however, the communication barrier in Germany is pretty bad. I asked them about the all the things that I wanted fixed...
    2008frenchie 2008frenchie 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2010

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    eeeosborne eeeosborne 13-15, F Jul 21

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    I get depressed very often lately

    because nothing lately is going well. I try to look on the positive said and to keep happy but it just isn't enough. I became so numb to this feeling and it needs to stop! I'v been on depression pills for over 2 years now amd the doctor ups the dosage every time i say they don't...
    stephaniejade7 stephaniejade7 16-17, F Jan 14

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    Spells of It..

    I just get depression spells. They've been dwindling, but when i think they're gone they always come back.... I want to be rid of them forever. I get depressed over silly things, which is why i think i need a psychiatrist. Anyway. I usually can get myself out of the moods i get...
    candiipup candiipup 22-25, F Mar 31, 2008

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    I Despise The Feelings Of Being Depressed

    I'm sick of that dreadful feeling where anger and irritation fills the days or you can't help but hate the world for longer than what should be considered normal. Suddenly suicide is on the mind, and the world is against me, the world they world doesn't even know exists. I have...
    Rushio Rushio 16-17, M Nov 22, 2013

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    Misunderstood

    The past two years ago I have become so vulnerable. When I was younger I used to get abused by my dad. Everyday I get criticized on the way I look by my Mom. My mom would always tell me how fat and ugly I am. But her and my dad are the only one who see's it none of my friends or...
    RhythmOfLove RhythmOfLove 16-17, F Jun 9, 2012

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    Do Not.......

         Do not undertermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Donot set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know whats best for you. Donot let your Life slip through...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 22, 2010

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    Why Im Depressed

    I was born in Vancouver,Canada in 1981. Moved to Mexico City for the first 5 years of my life. The physical abuse started before I was born, my dad would punch my mom in The stomach and beat her. I can remember from about 3-4 years old and on. My dad wasn't an alcoholic or drug...
    libra604 libra604 26-30, M Jan 28, 2012

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    it's been hard to find complete happiness the

    past couple of years, and now I've been like..Actually depressed for the past 2 months. the situations I have going on take such a toll on me. I'm so irritable and become so angry at life sometimes and feel like a failure. I want things to change. I want to be happy..
    Thinking42morrow Thinking42morrow 18-21, M Feb 8

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    My depression gets worse

    and worse, I almost cry everyday. But when i don't do anything about it, it turns to pure anger. I juat want to fight someone. I think I'm going to start seriously training in mixed martial arts.
    robor98 robor98 16-17, M Apr 13

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    It's been a while now

    since I can't sleep properly at night and I'm always in bed thinking and not bothered to go outside. Even if I go outside il want to go back home. Do I call this some sort of depression ?
    Nadaax Nadaax 18-21, F Jan 25

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    Do Not.......

         Do not undertermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Donot set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know whats best for you. Donot let your Life slip through...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Aug 22, 2010

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    Crispy25 Crispy25 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 27

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    I Try to Be Happy But Life Brings Me Down Now and Then

     There is so much of my life that I take for granted.  There are so many people that have it worse off then I do.  I should be pleased with the things I have and the people in my life that love me.  I have a great future to dream about for myself if I work...
    denverguy denverguy 36-40, M 7 Responses Aug 25, 2009

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    Rightnow

    and i dont know what to do about it  :(
    surfinusa surfinusa 41-45 1 Response Sep 21, 2008

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    Days Like Today...

    I have slight depression issues that arise every now and then. It is not too often that I have to deal with the depression, but today is definitely one of those day. It is never good to have both depression and stress at the same time, at least not for me. Today I just feel like...
    shiningstar13 shiningstar13 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    I used to be more depressed,

    but now I gotten better. But, this is what I recommend for anyone with depression. This is how I technically got over it. Only once in a while I'm depressed, but not all the time. It's better. Grab a journal. The first page, write goals. Example: -Clear Acne -Lose Weight...
    KiraAnkoku71 KiraAnkoku71 22-25, F Jan 24

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    While I do suffer from depression,

    this is actually about my general opinion on depression: I spotted an interesting BBC documentary on depression on YouTube today. I honestly think part of the problem has to do with the pressure society puts on you to "get it together". We smack each other around with cliche...
    OmBeauty OmBeauty 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    Mother's Day Is A Hard Day For Me

    Our daughter was born with heart trouble in1989 her value was closing up. Doctors thought she would not need surgery until she was five years old.Wrong she had to at three and a half months old. So that Mother's Day was so special I had my husband,our daughter's my mother...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046 46-50, F 4 Responses May 6, 2010

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    I Have Ptsd And Depression

    No telling how long I`ve had depression but was diagnosed with PTSD in 2007 and have been on anti-depressant since then. I know that I`ll be taking meds the rest of my life but at least I know what is going on and most of the I`m ok but every once in a while something will kick...
    Pmacphoto Pmacphoto 66-70, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2012

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    The problem is with the depression comes two

    things, 1) A desire to smoke weed and get stoned, 2) I get horny as hell and can't look at women without thinking what would be fun with them. Now number one is something that I could do quite easily but I abstain from which makes it all worse (I think I am generally too old...
    pwis2648 pwis2648 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 15

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    Help

    I get so depressed. it's an awful feeling. I'm never good enough. I'm always the quiet girl. I wish I was happy. I know it won't happen for awhile
    Maeli536 Maeli536 18-21, F Aug 3, 2013

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    I Just Want Help

    I'm 16 years old, from England and I want to know something. Do you think I could see a councillor or something without my parents finding out? I know you'd probably say I should talk to my parents about it but there's no way that I will. I have issues. It completely embarrasses...
    amysfc95 amysfc95 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    Slow Death

    i dont normally talk about stuff like this. im 24 years old now and i have always been depressed and and wanted to die. when i was young i got a hearing loss so i had to ware hearing aids.the public school i went to sent me to a different school so i could be with another school...
    slowdeath slowdeath 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 27, 2010

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    I Get Depressed With Life

    I look around me and I see happy people or are they people who pretend to be happy! I just tell people yes I'm ok which is true to a point unless I really let life get me down. Why I do that is they really don't know me and my life is so depressing so many heartaches over...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046 46-50, F Mar 19, 2010

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    For some reason, I get depressed on my Birthday.

    I can't explain it, but maybe because I've had so many let downs. This year will be different!
    Effybear77 Effybear77 22-25, M May 18

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    I Want Things To Change So Badly

    I am now 31 years old and I have a social anxiety disorder that has destroyed my life in making any friends.  I have been afraid of what people think of me even people I don't know!  I realize its crazy but everyday is a replay of the last day.  I have a roommate and he is the...
    firstkid52650 firstkid52650 31-35 1 Response Oct 20, 2011

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    Yes I cry. Yes I feel sorry for myself. Yes I say I don't no how I can cope anymore. Yes I'm sad. NO I AM NOT DEPRESSED! I don't need medical help. I just need to be heard and...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 31-35, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I always act happy so no one really knows how depressed I am I'm just the weirdo that doesn't talk and doesn't have friends but I can't make friends when I get scared to talk to...
    christinelol christinelol 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Well. I'm honestly just quite annoyed. Not because I am depressed or the fact that I am miserable right now but that no one I seek help to will acknowledge how bad I am right now...
    MissxThing MissxThing 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I am sick to death of people not taking myself and others with depression seriously! Yes there is always someone out there, worse off. And yes there's people out there literally...
    AFriend2All AFriend2All 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 5

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    I feel empty I feel in a dead end this terrible feeling is already noxious my job options are so short with my degree every time that I apply for any company or position they tell...
    forsa85 forsa85 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 6

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    If I'm not numb, I'm depressed. If I'm not depressed, I'm numb. That's no way to live but I can't find my way back.
    poojibp poojibp 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My husband died on Sept.22, 2014 after a three day illness. It was a shock...and I still feel like it couldn't really have happened. I don't really like the title of this group...
    jobee1950 jobee1950 61-65, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been depressed for awhile now and have been going to a therapist but not much has changed. I don't have many friends, my mom yells at me constantly, and I'm just done with...
    br1ttanymarie br1ttanymarie 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    Why does it come in spikes like this? I never know how to stop it from happening or what even brings it on. I just feel really depressed and disappointed about everything very...
    sweetiebomb sweetiebomb 22-25 Oct 28

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    I'm depressed and today was one of those days when I just couldn't overcome it. I had a really disturbing dream last night and when I woke up this morning I couldn't get the image...
    LorelaiSky LorelaiSky 26-30, F 1 Response Oct 28

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    I am looking for my life partner from any FIRST NATION WORLD, where life is not as depressed as where i am presently living. I lived some years in UK and I never felt depression as...
    amarindersingh amarindersingh 36-40, M Oct 29

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    I just need to vent to somebody real quick because if I open up my feelings at all to family or friends, I am shut down. I was born with terrible acne. I have had it my entire life...
    MerleMyLove97 MerleMyLove97 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    i am so depressed right now my head is pounding so hard....it doesn hurt,it just pounds
    kpooky kpooky 22-25 Oct 30

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    Very depressed. Don't want to live anymore!!
    justyouandme123 justyouandme123 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 30

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    I'm tired of being sick and tired. But obviously I'm not tired enough because I don't care to change my situation RIGHT NOW. I'm so depressed that all I do is lay in bed. I can't...
    Rosebox Rosebox 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 1

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    I'm a person who has very low self esteem and at times I just get depressed because of the things I'm missing or just lingering in bad memories and things I should have done...
    Crazycoral84 Crazycoral84 26-30, M 1 Response Nov 1

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    I dont really know if I really am depressed, but it seems like I cant ever stay happy for a long period of time. My emotions constantly fluctuate from sadness to happiness. There...
    TyThe90sKid TyThe90sKid 22-25, F Nov 1

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    I just feel lonely and hollow a lot like there is nothing to live for... I try my best to stay happy around others and it definitely works but it's tiring most of the time. Im...
    fatality500 fatality500 13-15, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    There's quite a lot of you out there who say you are depressed. Well, if you ever need someone to talk to then hmu lol. I want to cheer up EVERYBODY on here who is hurting!! lol.
    prairielady1 prairielady1 22-25, T Nov 3

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    Do u think there is something wrong with me mentally? Idk if this would help but my mom did drink and smoke when I was like ya not born yet. Also she was depressed so that kinda...
    MyaA13 MyaA13 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 4

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    I am 16 years old and feel as if I let things get to me more than the average person. I feel lonely in the world. I'm constantly in arguments with the adults in my life, and I’m...
    jaygotthejuice jaygotthejuice 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 4