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I Get Depressed

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    It's been a while now

    since I can't sleep properly at night and I'm always in bed thinking and not bothered to go outside. Even if I go outside il want to go back home. Do I call this some sort of depression ?
    Nadaax Nadaax 18-21, F Jan 25, 2014

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    I don't know what love is any more I feel

    abandoned and I can't trust any one lost my dad lost me grandma in death and me mother never understand she never with me I just wonder will it get better I don't even know why I live ever day I don't want to get up just fall in to a deep sleep and never wake up I can never...
    saulcabrera saulcabrera 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2014

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    Spells of It..

    I just get depression spells. They've been dwindling, but when i think they're gone they always come back.... I want to be rid of them forever. I get depressed over silly things, which is why i think i need a psychiatrist. Anyway. I usually can get myself out of the moods i get...
    candiipup candiipup 22-25, F Mar 31, 2008

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    I Just Want Help

    I'm 16 years old, from England and I want to know something. Do you think I could see a councillor or something without my parents finding out? I know you'd probably say I should talk to my parents about it but there's no way that I will. I have issues. It completely embarrasses...
    amysfc95 amysfc95 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2011

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    eeeosborne eeeosborne 13-15, F Jul 21, 2014

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    My depression gets worse

    and worse, I almost cry everyday. But when i don't do anything about it, it turns to pure anger. I juat want to fight someone. I think I'm going to start seriously training in mixed martial arts.
    robor98 robor98 16-17, M Apr 13, 2014

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    it's been hard to find complete happiness the

    past couple of years, and now I've been like..Actually depressed for the past 2 months. the situations I have going on take such a toll on me. I'm so irritable and become so angry at life sometimes and feel like a failure. I want things to change. I want to be happy..
    Thinking42morrow Thinking42morrow 18-21, M Feb 8, 2014

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    Mother's Day Is A Hard Day For Me

    Our daughter was born with heart trouble in1989 her value was closing up. Doctors thought she would not need surgery until she was five years old.Wrong she had to at three and a half months old. So that Mother's Day was so special I had my husband,our daughter's my mother...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046 46-50, F 4 Responses May 6, 2010

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    Yep... the hate is oozing back into my system

    once again and I'm trying to fight it but ugh so help me if I end up going back into the state I was in
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 9

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    I Have Ptsd And Depression

    No telling how long I`ve had depression but was diagnosed with PTSD in 2007 and have been on anti-depressant since then. I know that I`ll be taking meds the rest of my life but at least I know what is going on and most of the I`m ok but every once in a while something will kick...
    Pmacphoto Pmacphoto 66-70, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2012

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    Misunderstood

    The past two years ago I have become so vulnerable. When I was younger I used to get abused by my dad. Everyday I get criticized on the way I look by my Mom. My mom would always tell me how fat and ugly I am. But her and my dad are the only one who see's it none of my friends or...
    RhythmOfLove RhythmOfLove 16-17, F Jun 9, 2012

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    Crispy25 Crispy25 26-30, M 1 Response Oct 27, 2014

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    I get depressed very often lately

    because nothing lately is going well. I try to look on the positive said and to keep happy but it just isn't enough. I became so numb to this feeling and it needs to stop! I'v been on depression pills for over 2 years now amd the doctor ups the dosage every time i say they don't...
    stephaniejade7 stephaniejade7 16-17, F Jan 14, 2014

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    I Want Things To Change So Badly

    I am now 31 years old and I have a social anxiety disorder that has destroyed my life in making any friends.  I have been afraid of what people think of me even people I don't know!  I realize its crazy but everyday is a replay of the last day.  I have a roommate and he is the...
    firstkid52650 firstkid52650 31-35 1 Response Oct 20, 2011

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    Rightnow

    and i dont know what to do about it  :(
    surfinusa surfinusa 41-45 1 Response Sep 21, 2008

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    Slow Death

    i dont normally talk about stuff like this. im 24 years old now and i have always been depressed and and wanted to die. when i was young i got a hearing loss so i had to ware hearing aids.the public school i went to sent me to a different school so i could be with another school...
    slowdeath slowdeath 22-25, M 2 Responses Nov 27, 2010

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    I Get Depressed With Life

    I look around me and I see happy people or are they people who pretend to be happy! I just tell people yes I'm ok which is true to a point unless I really let life get me down. Why I do that is they really don't know me and my life is so depressing so many heartaches over...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046 46-50, F Mar 19, 2010

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    I used to be more depressed,

    but now I gotten better. But, this is what I recommend for anyone with depression. This is how I technically got over it. Only once in a while I'm depressed, but not all the time. It's better. Grab a journal. The first page, write goals. Example: -Clear Acne -Lose Weight...
    KiraAnkoku71 KiraAnkoku71 22-25, F Jan 24, 2014

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    Days Like Today...

    I have slight depression issues that arise every now and then. It is not too often that I have to deal with the depression, but today is definitely one of those day. It is never good to have both depression and stress at the same time, at least not for me. Today I just feel like...
    shiningstar13 shiningstar13 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 11, 2012

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    Do Not.......

         Do not undertermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Donot set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know whats best for you. Donot let your Life slip through...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F Aug 22, 2010

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    While I do suffer from depression,

    this is actually about my general opinion on depression: I spotted an interesting BBC documentary on depression on YouTube today. I honestly think part of the problem has to do with the pressure society puts on you to "get it together". We smack each other around with cliche...
    OmBeauty OmBeauty 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 8, 2014

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    I Try to Be Happy But Life Brings Me Down Now and Then

     There is so much of my life that I take for granted.  There are so many people that have it worse off then I do.  I should be pleased with the things I have and the people in my life that love me.  I have a great future to dream about for myself if I work...
    denverguy denverguy 36-40, M 7 Responses Aug 25, 2009

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    Why Im Depressed

    I was born in Vancouver,Canada in 1981. Moved to Mexico City for the first 5 years of my life. The physical abuse started before I was born, my dad would punch my mom in The stomach and beat her. I can remember from about 3-4 years old and on. My dad wasn't an alcoholic or drug...
    libra604 libra604 26-30, M Jan 28, 2012

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    Help

    I get so depressed. it's an awful feeling. I'm never good enough. I'm always the quiet girl. I wish I was happy. I know it won't happen for awhile
    Maeli536 Maeli536 18-21, F Aug 3, 2013

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    This is awesome right here.

    The all natural cure
    NewEra0916 NewEra0916 26-30, M 1 Response Feb 11

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    For some reason, I get depressed on my Birthday.

    I can't explain it, but maybe because I've had so many let downs. This year will be different!
    Effybear77 Effybear77 22-25, M May 18, 2014

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    Do Not.......

         Do not undertermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Donot set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know whats best for you. Donot let your Life slip through...
    Anto815 Anto815 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 22, 2010

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    I just had a brief moment

    where I didn't hate myself and it felt really good c: I think imma do this more often
    hecknope hecknope 16-17, F Jan 5

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    The problem is with the depression comes two

    things, 1) A desire to smoke weed and get stoned, 2) I get horny as hell and can't look at women without thinking what would be fun with them. Now number one is something that I could do quite easily but I abstain from which makes it all worse (I think I am generally too old...
    pwis2648 pwis2648 31-35, M 1 Response Oct 15, 2014

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    What's the point of life?

    Really, seriously, what is the point of living?
    Mick672 Mick672 41-45, M 3 Responses Jan 4

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    I Despise The Feelings Of Being Depressed

    I'm sick of that dreadful feeling where anger and irritation fills the days or you can't help but hate the world for longer than what should be considered normal. Suddenly suicide is on the mind, and the world is against me, the world they world doesn't even know exists. I have...
    Rushio Rushio 16-17, M Nov 22, 2013

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    Got A Headache

    Today was a dreadful day and I was actually starting it off quite well. I found out that the car maintenance/dealership had already fixed some thing on the car, however, the communication barrier in Germany is pretty bad. I asked them about the all the things that I wanted fixed...
    2008frenchie 2008frenchie 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 22, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I get depressed at times and don't know why and my parents add to that depression. Especially my mom, all she does is ***** at me for smoking weed and make me feel bad about it yet...
    kayceebby kayceebby 18-21, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Why is suicide so inviting? To know that it would be over, that I wouldn't have to do it anymore... It seems wonderful. I don't remember a time when I didn't wish for death...
    dreamyclouds dreamyclouds 70+, F 1 Response 36 mins ago

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    Its funny how people use the word 'depressed' so freely. Some dont even know the true meaning of depression yet they seem to be saying they are depressed like its the same as the...
    shhyoudontknowme shhyoudontknowme 16-17, F Feb 21

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    I am depressed. I hate those words. I can't admit to my therapist that I am, in fact, a depressed teenage girl. They don't understand. You can only understand if you are or were...
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 3

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      I came across this forum after searching for advice or similar stories online. Here's my story anyway; I'm about to turn 25 this April and feel completely at a loss with...
    Mardybum1 Mardybum1 22-25, M Feb 5

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    I know, I shouldn't let it get to me....but when it's Valentines Day, and I'm very romantic, and all I have is silence as my companion....then I get depressed. Which hurts my...
    Sinjintiger Sinjintiger 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 15

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    I've been randomly feeling depressed since I was in the third grade. At least that's the earliest that I can remember, and remember vividly. I locked myself in my room and put a...
    Jaivous Jaivous 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    I walk around with a smile. Joke around with everyone I know on campus. Though, no one knows that I'm depressed. No one truly understands and no one takes the time to actually see...
    DesignBlack DesignBlack 18-21, M 7 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    And it makes me even more depressed.. I want to be happy, but my smile is always fake..
    proanonymous proanonymous 18-21, F Feb 3

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    I am definitely suffering. Severe depression is like being in hell on earth. It's like crawling through the abyss in reverse. The pain, the anxiety and the feeling of...
    PiscesDream PiscesDream 46-50, F Feb 5

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    I don't have a fake smile. I have a full on mask. A mask that smiles giggles and tells jokes. instead of the real me crying and brooding and depressed
    thebladeisbae0718 thebladeisbae0718 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I'm not really depressed right now, but I'm listening to a depressing, but good, song.
    Woot2u Woot2u 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 6

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    even that everything in my life looks fine , im very depressed girl .. :( i feel very bad and i dont know why. im tired acting like im fine when im really dead inside ..
    neyah20 neyah20 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 7

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