I Get Depressed

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    it's been hard to find complete happiness the

    past couple of years, and now I've been like..Actually depressed for the past 2 months. the situations I have going on take such a toll on me. I'm so irritable and become so angry at life sometimes and feel like a failure. I want things to change. I want to be happy..
    Thinking42morrow Thinking42morrow
    22-25, M
    Feb 8, 2014

    Rightnow

    and i dont know what to do about it  :(
    surfinusa surfinusa
    41-45
    1 Response Sep 21, 2008

    Do Not.......

         Do not undertermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Donot set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know whats best for you. Donot let your Life slip through...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    Aug 22, 2010

    My depression gets worse

    and worse, I almost cry everyday. But when i don't do anything about it, it turns to pure anger. I juat want to fight someone. I think I'm going to start seriously training in mixed martial arts.
    robor98 robor98
    18-21, M
    Apr 13, 2014

    I was talking to my mom about one of my friends.

    This friend got in an argument with her parents and needed to get out of the house. Knowing all too well how it feels to be in a position like that, just wanting to get away from it all, I asked my mom if I could just pick her up and talk to her so she doesn't feel so alone. Of...
    AKGhost98 AKGhost98
    16-17, F
    Jul 22, 2015

    Spells of It..

    I just get depression spells. They've been dwindling, but when i think they're gone they always come back.... I want to be rid of them forever. I get depressed over silly things, which is why i think i need a psychiatrist. Anyway. I usually can get myself out of the moods i get...
    candiipup candiipup
    22-25, F
    Mar 31, 2008

    While I do suffer from depression,

    this is actually about my general opinion on depression: I spotted an interesting BBC documentary on depression on YouTube today. I honestly think part of the problem has to do with the pressure society puts on you to "get it together". We smack each other around with cliche...
    OmBeauty OmBeauty
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 8, 2014

    Mother's Day Is A Hard Day For Me

    Our daughter was born with heart trouble in1989 her value was closing up. Doctors thought she would not need surgery until she was five years old.Wrong she had to at three and a half months old. So that Mother's Day was so special I had my husband,our daughter's my mother...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046
    46-50, F
    4 Responses May 6, 2010

    I used to be more depressed,

    but now I gotten better. But, this is what I recommend for anyone with depression. This is how I technically got over it. Only once in a while I'm depressed, but not all the time. It's better. Grab a journal. The first page, write goals. Example: -Clear Acne -Lose Weight...
    KiraAnkoku71 KiraAnkoku71
    22-25, F
    Jan 24, 2014

    Help

    I get so depressed. it's an awful feeling. I'm never good enough. I'm always the quiet girl. I wish I was happy. I know it won't happen for awhile
    Maeli536 Maeli536
    18-21, F
    Aug 3, 2013

    Yep... the hate is oozing back into my system

    once again and I'm trying to fight it but ugh so help me if I end up going back into the state I was in
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jan 9, 2015

    I Want Things To Change So Badly

    I am now 31 years old and I have a social anxiety disorder that has destroyed my life in making any friends.  I have been afraid of what people think of me even people I don't know!  I realize its crazy but everyday is a replay of the last day.  I have a roommate and he is the...
    firstkid52650 firstkid52650
    31-35
    1 Response Oct 20, 2011

    I've successfully pushed away every person

    that I once called a friend.
    Crispy25 Crispy25
    26-30, M
    1 Response Jan 16

    The problem is with the depression comes two

    things, 1) A desire to smoke weed and get stoned, 2) I get horny as hell and can't look at women without thinking what would be fun with them. Now number one is something that I could do quite easily but I abstain from which makes it all worse (I think I am generally too old...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 15, 2014

    Misunderstood

    The past two years ago I have become so vulnerable. When I was younger I used to get abused by my dad. Everyday I get criticized on the way I look by my Mom. My mom would always tell me how fat and ugly I am. But her and my dad are the only one who see's it none of my friends or...
    RhythmOfLove RhythmOfLove
    16-17, F
    Jun 9, 2012

    What's the point of life?

    Really, seriously, what is the point of living?
    Mick672 Mick672
    41-45, M
    1 Response Jan 4, 2015

    I Try to Be Happy But Life Brings Me Down Now and Then

     There is so much of my life that I take for granted.  There are so many people that have it worse off then I do.  I should be pleased with the things I have and the people in my life that love me.  I have a great future to dream about for myself if I work...
    denverguy denverguy
    36-40, M
    7 Responses Aug 25, 2009

    Do Not.......

         Do not undertermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Donot set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know whats best for you. Donot let your Life slip through...
    Anto815 Anto815
    46-50, F
    1 Response Aug 22, 2010

    I Get Depressed With Life

    I look around me and I see happy people or are they people who pretend to be happy! I just tell people yes I'm ok which is true to a point unless I really let life get me down. Why I do that is they really don't know me and my life is so depressing so many heartaches over...
    Lizzy2046 Lizzy2046
    46-50, F
    Mar 19, 2010

    I just had a brief moment

    where I didn't hate myself and it felt really good c: I think imma do this more often
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jan 5, 2015

    Why Im Depressed

    I was born in Vancouver,Canada in 1981. Moved to Mexico City for the first 5 years of my life. The physical abuse started before I was born, my dad would punch my mom in The stomach and beat her. I can remember from about 3-4 years old and on. My dad wasn't an alcoholic or drug...
    libra604 libra604
    26-30, M
    Jan 28, 2012
    eeeosborne eeeosborne
    16-17, F
    Jul 21, 2014

    I don't know what love is any more I feel

    abandoned and I can't trust any one lost my dad lost me grandma in death and me mother never understand she never with me I just wonder will it get better I don't even know why I live ever day I don't want to get up just fall in to a deep sleep and never wake up I can never...
    saulcabrera saulcabrera
    13-15, M
    Sep 9, 2014

    It's been a while now

    since I can't sleep properly at night and I'm always in bed thinking and not bothered to go outside. Even if I go outside il want to go back home. Do I call this some sort of depression ?
    Nadaax Nadaax
    22-25, F
    Jan 25, 2014

    Days Like Today...

    I have slight depression issues that arise every now and then. It is not too often that I have to deal with the depression, but today is definitely one of those day. It is never good to have both depression and stress at the same time, at least not for me. Today I just feel like...
    shiningstar13 shiningstar13
    26-30, F
    Apr 11, 2012

    I'm told to stay strong.

    Keep fighting. But what they don't realize is I've already lost. I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I am. Honestly I feel like I'm already dead.. I have no feeling, I have no soul.. I'm only existing and barely at that...I'm slowly slipping away..everything in me just wants to...
    Starvin9Artist1 Starvin9Artist1
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Apr 23, 2015

    I Despise The Feelings Of Being Depressed

    I'm sick of that dreadful feeling where anger and irritation fills the days or you can't help but hate the world for longer than what should be considered normal. Suddenly suicide is on the mind, and the world is against me, the world they world doesn't even know exists. I have...
    Rushio Rushio
    18-21, M
    Nov 22, 2013

    I get depressed very often lately

    because nothing lately is going well. I try to look on the positive said and to keep happy but it just isn't enough. I became so numb to this feeling and it needs to stop! I'v been on depression pills for over 2 years now amd the doctor ups the dosage every time i say they don't...
    stephaniejade7 stephaniejade7
    18-21, F
    Jan 14, 2014
    Crispy25 Crispy25
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 27, 2014

    Slow Death

    i dont normally talk about stuff like this. im 24 years old now and i have always been depressed and and wanted to die. when i was young i got a hearing loss so i had to ware hearing aids.the public school i went to sent me to a different school so i could be with another school...
    slowdeath slowdeath
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Nov 27, 2010

    Got A Headache

    Today was a dreadful day and I was actually starting it off quite well. I found out that the car maintenance/dealership had already fixed some thing on the car, however, the communication barrier in Germany is pretty bad. I asked them about the all the things that I wanted fixed...
    2008frenchie 2008frenchie
    31-35, F
    1 Response Jun 22, 2010

    I Have Ptsd And Depression

    No telling how long I`ve had depression but was diagnosed with PTSD in 2007 and have been on anti-depressant since then. I know that I`ll be taking meds the rest of my life but at least I know what is going on and most of the I`m ok but every once in a while something will kick...
    Pmacphoto Pmacphoto
    70+, M
    1 Response Sep 9, 2012

    For some reason, I get depressed on my Birthday.

    I can't explain it, but maybe because I've had so many let downs. This year will be different!
    Effybear77 Effybear77
    22-25, M
    May 18, 2014

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    Lynnd520 Lynnd520
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    13-15, M
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    DragonTheDragon DragonTheDragon
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 11
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    mengak mengak
    26-30, M
    Apr 10
    Hi, My name's ---- I'm 16 It began when I was 3rd grade. Me and my parents we're eating Dinner and told me after Dinner to talk to them outside. I finished and went outside. I...
    Nobody1415215425 Nobody1415215425
    16-17, M
    Apr 9
    So today I was laying in bed and tears started flowing out randomly. First one from the left, it rolled down slowly, then the right. I wiped them away feeling silly for well...
    odioshi odioshi
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    I honesty don't want to live anymore, that's how bad it actually is right now. The pain is so strong, I can't ignore it anymore.. I wish there was a way to be happy again but right...
    DarkMooon DarkMooon
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9
    I'm too old to be depressed. I look at other people and the ones who seem to be depressed are in their teens or early twenties. Maybe I'm just looking at the surface. I want to be...
    ebetheee ebetheee
    41-45, F
    Apr 8
    I'm heartbroken and empty...I'm a great person with so much love to give and so much life...yet feel lifeless. I know this feeling will pass. It's the patience part that I'm not...
    notavictimbutasurvivor notavictimbutasurvivor
    36-40, F
    Apr 8
    In the darkest reaches of my heart sits a small girl. She doesn't know me, yet she affects me every day. She's anxious. She's sad. She cries all the time. The poor girl is so...
    Anonylyn Anonylyn
    22-25, F
    Apr 8
    Just last nite (Mon ,4 2016) I lost my dog who was literally my best friend, I don't have much in the world and he gave me happiness in this time which I cherished dearly. Instead...
    coolindeed coolindeed
    31-35, M
    Apr 5
    well I do but it's not common but something just ticked me off a few days ago I was in my algebra class and I got up from my desk to do something but when I came back a girl put...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 3
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    For with God nothing will be impossible (Luke 1:37). There yet is hope for you in Christ. Whatever your problem may be, and however seemingly grave the situation miay be, it is...
    Lincoln98 Lincoln98
    16-17, M
    Apr 3
    I just don't care anymore. Point a gun to my head and I'll smile. Talk to me and I'll pretend I care but to be honest. I don't care. I don't care about anything anymore.
    XDeadxNxAliveX XDeadxNxAliveX
    13-15, F
    1 Response Apr 2
    I'm straight. But iv'e posted several homosexual sexually explicit photos of myself online. I may be bisexual. I don't have a problem with that label but I've lost my dignity and I...
    CoreyG97 CoreyG97
    18-21, M
    Mar 31
    Sorry in advance if what i write is all over the place. I'm not that type of person who tells her friends and/or family how i feel because i wouldn't what them to worry about me. I...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Mar 31
    I'm back in my original state. All I think about is her. All I do is her. When I'm not with her all I want is her. My happiness truly depends on her. She hasn't been out of my head...
    EleanorSmithson EleanorSmithson
    22-25, F
    Mar 29
    I'm not really sure where to start. I am 36 years old and I work full time and got to school. I also am married with 3 kids. I am having a difficult time finding enjoyment in...
    jefferyrocket jefferyrocket
    36-40, M
    Mar 28
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