I can't even talk about my feelings without getting so nervous that my teeth chatter and my stomach churns. One of the worst feelings.
School starts tomorrow . . And I can't wait to see my crush ;D
Always cheer me up. When I'm stressed when I'm sad music is my go to. Even when I am working I'll turn the music up loud and listen in one ear it really helps to calm me down.
I should REALLY stop trying to comfort people when I'm drunk.... ****.
Laughter is all around me, coming from me, and I can see the faces of my friends. It's a good night. We're all at dinner together, debating the stupidest of subjects like world...
I love to run when I'm stressed, upset, happy, etc. My boyfriend is currently in basic training for the Air Force and I run every morning the same time that he does PT. It helps...
my family are nice people don't get me wrong. I love them and they do love me. I just don't feel like I can be myself around them. Granted to an extent, I think people will have...
When people are too stubborn to admit that they're wrong, it shows so much about them and their capabilities to understand. People who leave their opinion out in the open but...
When I'm upset I listen to music as there is no other solution. I just cry..nothing turns out the way I want. Listening to music is better.....
Even little things make me soso angry i end up punching walls or trying to harm myself... I must have smashed my phone about 5 times and my ipad once and last week I was really mad...
Literally! Last Saturday I was sooo high! Frigging loved it. When I'm high I block all my worries out. I just stay smiling. I absolutely love the buzz I receive from it.
"I'm okay, doesn't always mean I'm okay."
Put my bracelets through the wSh do I'm blow drying then so the metal doesn't rust 😂😊👌 (Morgan Logic)
But when I try to be funny crickets chirp. (Do crickets even chirp?)
Posting drunk is fun. :-D Wonder why they call it being lit... Actually it makes sense. Coz baby I'm a firework right now!
I'm about to do something stupid that's what's up. How dare her! Even though she's older than my deceased mother it doesn't give her the right to call her a "kid" does she...
Just miss being held n feeling like it's ok n I'm not fighting alone.
The last time was so long ago it feels like it wasn't real.
**** you! I hate you! Thanks for ignoring me when I needed you most.
I'm bat **** drunk and I skipped my classes
I don't give a goddamned ****
I'm gonna regret this soon:)
I'm bored anybody wanna talk to meh ps if I don't answer u then I'm sleeping.
"The Woman In Me (Needs The Man In You)"
I'm not always strong
And sometimes I'm even wrong
But I win when I choose
And I can't stand to lose
But I can't always be...
Just when I've started to forget him..he reminds me why I never really could...
You are my everything -Ariana Grande
"If I cross your mind just know I'm yours"
"You weren't my everything till we were nothing" <3
Only a couple of times have I been so drunk that stupid happened. There's one that happened when I was 22ish, it mighta been new years... It's worth telling but takes a bit of...
I had to take my dog to the vet for of course shots, but when she leaves my side I can't help but to feel alone. I feel like she thinks I'm giving her up and that she's going to be...
"How are you?" A seemingly common phrase nowadays, usually answered with a "Good." or a "Fine." or an "Okay." Sometimes if you're lucky, they'll ask the follow-up question "Are you...
I've been trying to find new music. I have almost 400 songs of all genres and looking for more songs I can relate too. Any songs about depression, suicide, self harm, eating...
I don't want to fill others with my problems there have been very little times I have said no I'm not okay most of the time I say I'm good or I'm fine or how about I'm okay I do...
I hope I'm not the only one :/ who does this. I rather punch a wall then go right up and punch a person in the face and hurt them and also get Suspended.
But really..? I don't understand why people think they have to pretend to care to boost my self confidence.
I'm a human being; Not a charity case.
I don't need you to flirt...
I would really like to make some new, genuine friends. To the extent the Experience Project may facilitate this aim I continue to post my experiences. However, in candor I must...
"I've seen fire and I've seen rain. I've seen sunny days that I wished would never end. I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend..... But I always thought that is see...
When i am drunk, i usually call a girl i try to flirt. then i call my best friends to ask them if i am a *******. It usually happens and I dont know why i do.
The first night i met this guy he was drunk & all over me but me knowing he had a girl friend i pushed him away.
Just a few days after them breaking up me & him hungout again for...
Pretty much all of the time. I am grateful enough and appreciate that i have all my family and i have no problems with them and i also am grateful that they love and accept who i...
Hugs... I'll hold you. Xoxoxo
Sitting in my balcony on the sea and thinking about the freaky things i've done
I am so freaking hungover!!
I can't even describe my love for this song. http://youtu.be/wFK1y6WMcb4
A lot more than I should actually
The looks i get help cheer me up.
For my Sayed. I know these words and it's time. Bahebk forever my love.
Habibi Ya Nour El Ain
Habibi ya nour el-ain
Ya sakin khayali
Aashek bakali sneen wala ghayrak bibali...
Love. I hit replay 7X