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I Get Lost In My Thoughts Sometimes

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    Just wander and wander

    until I feel sick to my stomach
    Miklee02 Miklee02 41-45, F 2 Responses Jul 28

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    The past is a strange place to live,

    but your history does colour you. I am mindful of the past since it's energy can be channelled in creative ways. My Muse inspires me using this energy, and I can be determined in how I dedicate myself to a piece of sculpture I'm working on. You should always find a positive...
    Desartes Desartes 22-25, F May 12, 2014

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    Silentstorms Silentstorms 26-30, F Jul 20

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    I Miss You...

    Not because you don't remember me anymore..but the happy moments trouble me every single day and minute... Not because you don't talk to me anymore...but because I remember every conversation we had... Not because we laughed together...but because the happiness made me feel happy...
    papri papri 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2012

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    What happens after you die?

    Are you afraid of death? I love this poem by Rumi: "A plant I died and rose an animal; I died an animal and was born a man. Why should I fear? What have I lost by death?" Is it that simple?
    dreamydoc dreamydoc 22-25, M 3 Responses Apr 22

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    Maybe this is all a test.

    Like, if I make it through "life", I will move on to wherever I'm being tested for. But if I end up killing myself, like I think about every day, I'll be tested again and again until I can make it through.
    Madison677 Madison677 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 21

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    Something More Important On My Mind

    Well, it's late, 1:30ish am and I'm still hard at work- surfing the net some, checking out writer’s blogs, and writing some on my own. All the while I am trying to edit this paper I have due tomorrow at noon. I just finished my sushi and realized he wouldn’t like that too...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 29, 2012

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    Who are you? I  can't remember you're fading

    away Another blurred face in the crowd Resent me and beat me down  Because I promised you the world  And you have nothing now! I'm sorry I'm sorry I lied My tears for you are real but baby I never cried So here it is Lay it out on the floor Here I am and I'm breaking down the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Nov 10, 2014

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    That's how I failed English.

    .. Trust me that won't happen again
    rushman5 rushman5 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I sometimes just quietly stand there revising

    over my thoughts in my head. Recently Id been thinking, (not just now...) about a question I've asked multiple times and just completely forgot about and lived about my day. This question is one I have asked many times and still have not gotten an answer. -Why Am I Here? - What...
    Cooper802 Cooper802 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 20

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    mstv1112 mstv1112 18-21, F Feb 21

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    With the weather we're having I want to just

    give it up and move to England already.
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    What I've Learnt

    Hey guys, Being in a creative industry I'm always exercising my imagination. This is generally a good thing however I like to think of it like a really active puppy. Unless it's guided it can get into all sorts of trouble! Meditation has changed my life. I resisted it for so...
    dafunkofamadhatter dafunkofamadhatter 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 27, 2012

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    When I'm in my best of mood,

    my thoughts can be in a magical place, thinking of fun stuff I want to do or fresh new ideas to take on board, my creative streak is on fire. On the other hand when I am down I must keep myself occupied or I will be watching my own horror movie starring me as the one fighting...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M Jul 28

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    Thoughts...

    Will you ever really understand what I feel? Will you ever know what the stories woven into the delicate tangles of scars that sadly decorate the skin of my fragile body will ever really entail? When the truth is told, will you ever truly believe it? Will you be able to...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    If you can't be happy

    for without a reason then I have got some bad news for you! First of all,you are an addict.Like all addicts,you constantly try to satisfy your cravings.Remember every addiction starts with pain&ends in pain.And this addiction of yours is no different. Second,The reason for your...
    dreamydoc dreamydoc 22-25, M May 22

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    twelves twelves 22-25 Dec 8, 2014

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    One day I will leave this world.

    In the morning,dew will be dazzling at the tip of the grass.But I wont be there to see it. Sun will be scorching as usual in a hot summer day without me whining about it. Rain will caress everything unconditionally without even noticing. In the evening everybody will return home...
    dreamydoc dreamydoc 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 10

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    Poem: Late Night Thought ShowI'm sitting here

    with a small cigarsmoking it down to the quicksipping wine, kicking backand...Don't know whyI'm thinking about youbut I ammaybe something in our conversationyou got to meand it's driving me crazyI don't figure you outI don't wanna figure anything outI'm just thinking about...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2014

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    I have strange thoughts

    that scare myself. Like what if gravity stopped? What if I die in my sleep? What happens when we die, do we go on? If there is heaven will we remember our past life? If we don't there isn't really a next life to go to. I can't imagine my thoughts stopping.
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F Oct 11, 2014

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    Laying in my bed lost in thought

    and can't sleep. I need an interesting conversation. 😐😶
    QuietEmotion QuietEmotion 22-25, F Nov 26, 2014

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    Yesterday...

    I have been very sad at the workplace since I remembered I need to leave and go back to my country. I had asked for a feedback for my work and my team member sent me a very good feedback about my activities.This made me very emotional and tears streamed down my eyes couldn't...
    papri papri 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    Just Wonder Sometimes...

    I just wonder sometimes were we real life couples would we have loved each other with same intensity as we feel attached now..or is it we would have also joined the gang of so called happy couples of modern day life the tag line that says --we are in love don’t doubt we are...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2013

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    sometimes I feel crazy to argue with my

    subconscious. if it is what called by lost in thoughts. when there's nobody who would understand I'll rather talk to myself. since I was a kid it was always like that.
    ru661 ru661 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    bandit5320 bandit5320 31-35, M Jul 4

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I feel people in my age group don't really understand me...cannot get the depth of my thoughts..my feelings...cannot comprehend what I go thru...can never know "who I am" really.But how is that possible that people around me never seem to understand me. Well I haven't seen...
    papri papri 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 29, 2012

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    Sometimes I feel like dying

    because I think it would be better than living.... There are so many people that don't understand how much it hurts to be depressed and know that it's not your fault you are depressed.... It's not a choice....
    KoltonKnoch KoltonKnoch 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 29

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    Every girl dream of finding the love of her

    life,her dream wedding and a happy ever after life. But after my first love disaster everything is changed.I dnt trust anyone,i became mysterious,scared to let anyone in my life. Its like he wnt love you enough,just playing.No one is true. Sometimes i think like do i ever find...
    thendofmisery thendofmisery 22-25, F 4 Responses May 1

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    Are you okay?.. Always the same question.

    - I am fine... Always the same lie. -
    Silentstorms Silentstorms 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    What if your entire life is just a dream?

    Maybe you are sleeping&you aren't even aware of it? When you are awake,will you exchange this dream for reality?
    dreamydoc dreamydoc 22-25, M 6 Responses Apr 21

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    I Wish...

    I wish I could meet my EP friends in real sometimes. I wish they didn't stay so far away from me across the ocean and sea and the other side of the world. I wish we chatted in the coffee shop or had an icecream together sometimes. I wish I could them a real bouquet of flowers...
    papri papri 31-35, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    I zone out a lot. I think weird things.

    One time I scared myself by thinking we are all just lost souls and we are all in comas and this is a coma world and any minute I'm going to wake up and none of this will be real. But yeah I zone out a lot.
    heyguysss heyguysss 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2014

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    ...thinking about what I could do

    if only life was different. If people were open-minded about more things... if people didn't shun people who weren't cisgender or straight, because they're too ignorant to realize we're just born different. Sometimes I think about what I would do if the closet didn't exist. I'd...
    raisetherainbowflag raisetherainbowflag 13-15, T Jul 9

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    You ever just felt so numb to your feelings to

    the point nothing shocks you or surprises you anymore
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 8

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    Have we ever thought

    why we do what we do? We grow up,get a job or set up our own business,marry someone,raise kids....etc Then comes that day..at the culmination of our personal&professional life,we die. Suddenly everything becomes pointless. We only find the true value of life at the face of death...
    dreamydoc dreamydoc 22-25, M 1 Response Jun 14

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    I think too much and sometimes I wonder how it

    would feel to be dead is there an after life
    uglygirl76 uglygirl76 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Sometimes life is very mean: a person can spend

    days, weeks, months and years without feeling new. Then, when a door opens - a positive avalanche pours in. One moment, you have nothing, the next, you have more than you can cope with.
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F Apr 28

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    I make up stories in my mind.

    Strange stories. All related to me. I also have weird dreams. Last one I had I was raped by a ghost and my mom walked in.
    BeYourSelfNotMe BeYourSelfNotMe 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2014

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    So on oneness and separateness.

    The way we perceive reality, is either oneness or separateness at any given moment. If i am labelling, projecting, blaming, fearing, then I am separate. When I am in oneness, I am curious and open. My boundaries are intact and well maintained. The bridge, is healthy...
    Loufree Loufree 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    Often I like to loose myself in my thoughts.

    -When will you come back to reality? You can't just dream all the time ! -Yeah, this is the whole problem of this reality. Go figure.
    Kenshira Kenshira 18-21, M Jun 12

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    There was a little girl Who had a little

    curl Right in the middle of her forehead. When she was good She was very, very good But when she was bad She was horrid Beware the tides of Friday *evil laughter* !!!!!!!
    PrudentJezebel PrudentJezebel 36-40, F May 29

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    Ive learned getting lost in my thoughts helps

    enhance my third eye and if im in a boring situation like school I csn judt think my way into my inner mind
    Dissociator Dissociator 16-17, M Apr 20

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    I do drugs, alot. dont judge me please.

    I find that certain chemicals make me able to enjoy life by being able to just lay in be, close my eyes and go on a mind trip, not like acid or any hallucinogens, sometimes not even drugs I take ritalin for depression and that makes my mind go for a hell of a ride deep in the...
    Dissociator Dissociator 16-17, M 1 Response Dec 10, 2014

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    I can't think anymore I'm just lost I feel like

    I'm trapped in a dark room closed behind doors idk why I've been feeling like this
    Veronica231992 Veronica231992 22-25, F 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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