I Get Lost In My Thoughts Sometimes

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    Sometimes I feel like dying

    because I think it would be better than living.... There are so many people that don't understand how much it hurts to be depressed and know that it's not your fault you are depressed.... It's not a choice....
    KoltonKnoch KoltonKnoch
    16-17, M
    Jul 29, 2015

    4:00AM Still awake. My mind won't shut up.

    I can't move on with my day. I can't shake this feeling.
    c9Poke c9Poke
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 17, 2015


    Will you ever really understand what I feel? Will you ever know what the stories woven into the delicate tangles of scars that sadly decorate the skin of my fragile body will ever really entail? When the truth is told, will you ever truly believe it? Will you be able to...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Oct 20, 2012

    Lost in thought; full out lost in a whole

    'nother world that exists in my mind.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 16, 2015

    I found a picture of you in my phone today

    and I couldn't help but to cry....I miss you. More than anything. but I guess everything happens for a reason..... I wish You were mine again.... If only for one night.
    gonegirl23 gonegirl23
    18-21, F
    Dec 5, 2015

    I daydream a lot. Whether it's thinking of

    telling off my boss, or getting a new job, to just wanting to be home watching TV instead of working, daydreaming to me is a survival instinct. Without it, I think I would go crazy. Maybe someday, my daydreams will come true.
    36-40, M
    1 Response Dec 6, 2015

    Sometimes I think even

    though we have different experiences were all in this together. Other times I think sheittt every woman for herself.
    katariffik katariffik
    31-35, F
    Dec 15, 2015

    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I feel people in my age group don't really understand me...cannot get the depth of my thoughts..my feelings...cannot comprehend what I go thru...can never know "who I am" really.But how is that possible that people around me never seem to understand me. Well I haven't seen...
    papri papri
    31-35, F
    1 Response Aug 29, 2012
    Wantsfortomorrow Wantsfortomorrow
    41-45, F
    1 Response Mar 23, 2016
    41-45, M
    1 Response Mar 15, 2016

    Some conversations can take years .

    .. just like games of chess, and some remain unfinished ... and memories of those conversations can hurt even when they are covered with the dust of time, which does fly.
    DisappearingShadow DisappearingShadow
    Oct 17, 2015

    Something More Important On My Mind

    Well, it's late, 1:30ish am and I'm still hard at work- surfing the net some, checking out writer’s blogs, and writing some on my own. All the while I am trying to edit this paper I have due tomorrow at noon. I just finished my sushi and realized he wouldn’t like that too...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    4 Responses Jun 29, 2012

    When I'm in my best of mood,

    my thoughts can be in a magical place, thinking of fun stuff I want to do or fresh new ideas to take on board, my creative streak is on fire. On the other hand when I am down I must keep myself occupied or I will be watching my own horror movie starring me as the one fighting...
    deleted deleted
    Jul 28, 2015

    I Miss You...

    Not because you don't remember me anymore..but the happy moments trouble me every single day and minute... Not because you don't talk to me anymore...but because I remember every conversation we had... Not because we laughed together...but because the happiness made me feel happy...
    papri papri
    31-35, F
    Jul 8, 2012

    I wasn't too worried about

    who I was becoming, I was focused on how I could get gulps of alcohol down my throat.
    soulesssonora soulesssonora
    18-21, F
    Jan 14, 2016

    I've been trapped in the waves of forced change

    so long that I've finally made them my friend. I can't say where they are taking me, but if I just relax and ride them out things are okay. Far better than struggling against them, after all that's proven fruitless long enough for me to all but stop resisting. Now I just ride...
    Staticdissonance Staticdissonance
    26-30, M
    Nov 5, 2015

    One moment I'm sitting in my living room

    watching TV. Then I start thinking. The next, I'm sitting in my room typing. "How did I get here?" I always end up thinking.
    AManOfFewWords AManOfFewWords
    16-17, M
    Sep 6, 2015

    Are you okay?.. Always the same question.

    - I am fine... Always the same lie. -
    Silentstorms Silentstorms
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jul 9, 2015
    bandit5320 bandit5320
    31-35, M
    Jul 4, 2015

    I constantly have conversations with myself

    inside my head and find myself slipping away from everything else that's happening around me. I'm also a huge daydreamer, and I can't go for more than half a day without imagining some random scenario in my head that feels a lot better to be in than the real world.
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight
    3 Responses Oct 16, 2015

    What if there was a place in the world

    where only the kindhearted people are wealthy, And the ones with ugly personas were the poor. And everyone's looks were based off of their personalities. That would be an interesting place to be, where everyone's true colors are shown for all to see.
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Nov 5, 2015

    I get lost in my thoughts quite often

    even when I'm with people, talking on the phone, or skyping I tend to start daydreaming and zone the hell out especially when I have a lot on my mind
    ashley254 ashley254
    18-21, F
    Dec 9, 2015
    EndlessBummerz EndlessBummerz
    26-30, M
    Jan 12, 2016

    I Wish...

    I wish I could meet my EP friends in real sometimes. I wish they didn't stay so far away from me across the ocean and sea and the other side of the world. I wish we chatted in the coffee shop or had an icecream together sometimes. I wish I could them a real bouquet of flowers...
    papri papri
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 19, 2012

    What I've Learnt

    Hey guys, Being in a creative industry I'm always exercising my imagination. This is generally a good thing however I like to think of it like a really active puppy. Unless it's guided it can get into all sorts of trouble! Meditation has changed my life. I resisted it for so...
    dafunkofamadhatter dafunkofamadhatter
    26-30, M
    1 Response Sep 27, 2012

    I have strange thoughts

    that scare myself. Like what if gravity stopped? What if I die in my sleep? What happens when we die, do we go on? If there is heaven will we remember our past life? If we don't there isn't really a next life to go to. I can't imagine my thoughts stopping.
    walkinwonder walkinwonder
    18-21, F
    Oct 11, 2014

    I don't want people judging me

    and pointing out my flaws. It can hurt people's feelings and bring them down sometimes. And I wish I could find friends who have the same interests as me...who have a lot in common with me...sigh
    Music4Us Music4Us
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Nov 14, 2015

    Who are you? I  can't remember you're fading

    away Another blurred face in the crowd Resent me and beat me down  Because I promised you the world  And you have nothing now! I'm sorry I'm sorry I lied My tears for you are real but baby I never cried So here it is Lay it out on the floor Here I am and I'm breaking down the...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Nov 10, 2014

    I can't think anymore I'm just lost I feel like

    I'm trapped in a dark room closed behind doors idk why I've been feeling like this
    Veronica231992 Veronica231992
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 16, 2014

    my mom thinks it's a disorder

    because I get ad every time they interrupt me and idk y but it ruins my day when they interrupt
    yolifeisgreat yolifeisgreat
    18-21, M
    1 Response Oct 16, 2015

    Every girl dream of finding the love of her

    life,her dream wedding and a happy ever after life. But after my first love disaster everything is changed.I dnt trust anyone,i became mysterious,scared to let anyone in my life. Its like he wnt love you enough,just playing.No one is true. Sometimes i think like do i ever find...
    thendofmisery thendofmisery
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 1, 2015
    Cocrispy Cocrispy
    22-25, M
    1 Response Oct 16, 2015

    ...thinking about what I could do

    if only life was different. If people were open-minded about more things... if people didn't shun people who weren't cisgender or straight, because they're too ignorant to realize we're just born different. Sometimes I think about what I would do if the closet didn't exist. I'd...
    raisetherainbowflag raisetherainbowflag
    16-17, T
    Jul 9, 2015

    I tell myself that I hate most people

    because they're vapid, or boring, or not worth talking to. But honestly, it's very likely that this is a comforting lie I tell myself because I don't want to face the real truth: there are dozens of interesting, kind, beautiful people walking right past me every day, and I will...
    Songsinshadow Songsinshadow
    18-21, M
    1 Response Sep 8, 2015

    I want to believe that to love is a choice.

    For when I glanced at you for the first time, I had all the chance to look away. But I chose to look a second longer and there my world has alienated every single concept that I knew about choice
    BreakingTheRules BreakingTheRules
    31-35, F
    Oct 16, 2015

    I'm always thinking. My head is like a nonstop

    flow of multiple thoughts. A teacher will start talking about class stuff and next thing I know I managed to drift through the whole class without hearing a thing they said. All because I'm caught up in thinking about whether or not black is a colour or what is at the end of...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 27, 2015

    I make up stories in my mind.

    Strange stories. All related to me. I also have weird dreams. Last one I had I was raped by a ghost and my mom walked in.
    BeYourSelfNotMe BeYourSelfNotMe
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19, 2014

    You ever just felt so numb to your feelings to

    the point nothing shocks you or surprises you anymore
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 8, 2015

    Sometimes life is very mean: a person can spend

    days, weeks, months and years without feeling new. Then, when a door opens - a positive avalanche pours in. One moment, you have nothing, the next, you have more than you can cope with.
    SailorsAngel SailorsAngel
    41-45, F
    Apr 28, 2015

    I kinda just realized my whole personality

    and some of the traits and behaviors I have can rooted back to how little my parents spent time with me or let me have fun. Nowadays without them around I'm kinda off the wall crazy trying out new stuff and enjoying life as much as I can. I'm a freak by definition but I love it...
    deleted deleted
    Oct 26, 2015

    I do drugs, alot. dont judge me please.

    I find that certain chemicals make me able to enjoy life by being able to just lay in be, close my eyes and go on a mind trip, not like acid or any hallucinogens, sometimes not even drugs I take ritalin for depression and that makes my mind go for a hell of a ride deep in the...
    Dissociator Dissociator
    18-21, M
    1 Response Dec 10, 2014

    One day I will leave this world.

    In the morning,dew will be dazzling at the tip of the grass.But I wont be there to see it. Sun will be scorching as usual in a hot summer day without me whining about it. Rain will caress everything unconditionally without even noticing. In the evening everybody will return home...
    dreamydoc dreamydoc
    22-25, M
    1 Response Jun 10, 2015

    Writing this to remind myself

    that I am a good person and to love myself and to stop thinking of others. You're beautiful. You're funny. You're not skinny but you aren't fat. You have a wonderful music taste. You have a cute small nose. You'll get get taller. You're still growing. Your larms are not fat. You...
    kidLeftInTheDark kidLeftInTheDark
    16-17, F
    1 Response Oct 16, 2015

    So true. Sometimes I will get lost in my

    thoughts and it will feel like I am dwelling on my thoughts for hours but then I 'wake up' and it has only been a few seconds. It's strange but it almost feels like there are multiple life times that I experience.
    GreyBear94 GreyBear94
    22-25, M
    Oct 17, 2015
    Silentstorms Silentstorms
    26-30, F
    Jul 20, 2015

    That is why I can never be out of something to

    write on. Before mobile gadgets became a must-have, I always brought a notebook to jot down my thoughts or a book to distract myself with whenever I find myself having to wait in line. Now, I use my phone and my tablet. I don't stop at just pondering on things anymore...
    iCuriousBabe iCuriousBabe
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Dec 5, 2015

    The past is a strange place to live,

    but your history does colour you. I am mindful of the past since it's energy can be channelled in creative ways. My Muse inspires me using this energy, and I can be determined in how I dedicate myself to a piece of sculpture I'm working on. You should always find a positive...
    Desartes Desartes
    22-25, F
    May 12, 2014
    StraCat StraCat
    31-35, M
    Dec 29, 2015
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