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I Get Lost In My Thoughts Sometimes

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    Who are you? I  can't remember you're fading

    away Another blurred face in the crowd Resent me and beat me down  Because I promised you the world  And you have nothing now! I'm sorry I'm sorry I lied My tears for you are real but baby I never cried So here it is Lay it out on the floor Here I am and I'm breaking down the...
    PorcelainGrenade PorcelainGrenade 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 10, 2014

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    Every time I read a story here I start thinking

    of my ex! Why? I am not sure! Not that I get upset or anything, or hope to get back together but because he is a soldier it makes me wonder of he was able to make it home for the holidays, if he was even able to spend time with his love ones. Or just wonder if he is even okay! I...
    hellio hellio 18-21, F Dec 25, 2013

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    I do drugs, alot. dont judge me please.

    I find that certain chemicals make me able to enjoy life by being able to just lay in be, close my eyes and go on a mind trip, not like acid or any hallucinogens, sometimes not even drugs I take ritalin for depression and that makes my mind go for a hell of a ride deep in the...
    Dissociator Dissociator 13-15, M 1 Response Dec 10, 2014

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    What Is Wrong With Me?

    I feel people in my age group don't really understand me...cannot get the depth of my thoughts..my feelings...cannot comprehend what I go thru...can never know "who I am" really.But how is that possible that people around me never seem to understand me. Well I haven't seen...
    papri papri 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 29, 2012

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    Haven't been on here in a

    while , can't sleep so why not check this out again
    BlazinAsian1 BlazinAsian1 18-21, M Apr 27, 2014

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    Yesterday...

    I have been very sad at the workplace since I remembered I need to leave and go back to my country. I had asked for a feedback for my work and my team member sent me a very good feedback about my activities.This made me very emotional and tears streamed down my eyes couldn't...
    papri papri 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    He's a bad guy with a suit fit

    for a gentleman and he's itching to show his true self. I can see the desperation in his eyes because he's been playing this role far too long. Not knowing, the whole time I could see his struggle to act the part. Love has him caged in. He's fighting to stay cool, calm and...
    PricelessJourney PricelessJourney 31-35, F Feb 8

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    try most of the time.

    ....i have been over analysing since i can remember its what i do and no one has really had an extreme problem with it till recently....so basically it comes down to it everytime a person berates me and makes me feel small or even has the slightest inflection in their tone i take...
    figmentoftheirimagination figmentoftheirimagination 26-30, F 1 Response May 28, 2014

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    Today in class made me realize how cruel this

    world is..especially with overweight people. I noticed in class the guys would ignore the "big" girls that would sit next to them and would scoot closer if she was "skinny." Then as I was browsing through my Instagram I saw something that shocked me for a man to say because men...
    princesss14 princesss14 18-21, F Sep 23, 2014

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    mstv1112 mstv1112 16-17, F Feb 21

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    Lying in bed listening to some soothing music

    after a long day at work, just...alone, with my thoughts, relaxing, finding that inner peace in my little fortress of solitude. Many emotions flowing through my mind....
    TheHeartOfALovingSoul TheHeartOfALovingSoul 22-25, M May 9, 2014

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    Laying in my bed lost in thought

    and can't sleep. I need an interesting conversation. 😐😶
    QuietEmotion QuietEmotion 22-25, F Nov 26, 2014

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    Power...wisdom...love.

    .. why cant i have all these things? with wisdom comes power but power and love never mix . My brother chooses power , his dream is to be a demon and serve Satan . He's trying to draw me in but im trying to resist . Satans deals are begging to soothe me in a way . bu Ill never...
    LunarDream LunarDream 16-17, M Jun 19, 2014

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    So on oneness and separateness.

    The way we perceive reality, is either oneness or separateness at any given moment. If i am labelling, projecting, blaming, fearing, then I am separate. When I am in oneness, I am curious and open. My boundaries are intact and well maintained. The bridge, is healthy...
    Loufree Loufree 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    The past is a strange place to live,

    but your history does colour you. I am mindful of the past since it's energy can be channelled in creative ways. My Muse inspires me using this energy, and I can be determined in how I dedicate myself to a piece of sculpture I'm working on. You should always find a positive...
    Desartes Desartes 22-25, F May 12, 2014

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    Just Wonder Sometimes...

    I just wonder sometimes were we real life couples would we have loved each other with same intensity as we feel attached now..or is it we would have also joined the gang of so called happy couples of modern day life the tag line that says --we are in love don’t doubt we are...
    trappedwings trappedwings 26-30, F 1 Response Jun 18, 2013

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    Poem: Late Night Thought ShowI'm sitting here

    with a small cigarsmoking it down to the quicksipping wine, kicking backand...Don't know whyI'm thinking about youbut I ammaybe something in our conversationyou got to meand it's driving me crazyI don't figure you outI don't wanna figure anything outI'm just thinking about...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 9, 2014

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    I zone out occasionally

    and people think I'm spacey. People could start talking and I just turn them out.
    ajrestless ajrestless 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 1, 2014

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    I was sitting at a café today

    and was talkin with some friends, I got lost in thought, and lost track of the conversation. after about 20 minutes or so, my friends got worried and shook me out of it. I don't know what happened when I got lost, but it must have been bad, cuz when I got back, the paramedics...
    Jaybugg Jaybugg 26-30, F 1 Response Dec 19, 2013

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    Trickster. My mind indeed is that.

    I have boundless images in my head that defines my reality. How is it that it's one thing one day and another the next? I can't stop the countless thoughts..memories...and future hopes.. that run through my head with such vivid imagery... Slow down please That's all I want...
    MelXo MelXo 18-21, F May 18, 2014

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    And sometimes I never want to leave those

    thoughts. Not because they are good just because I love thinking. Even if it makes me cry. It feels good to get the tears out
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M Sep 25, 2014

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    I make up stories in my mind.

    Strange stories. All related to me. I also have weird dreams. Last one I had I was raped by a ghost and my mom walked in.
    BeYourSelfNotMe BeYourSelfNotMe 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2014

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    Racing thoughts make me grrr sometimes!

    ! Lol But seriously, bipolar causes fast racing thoughts that sometimes makes it hard to talk out loud. Maybe that sounds like craziness which it sorta is ha But I'm an intelligent person & this sets me back at times. The worst is when I'm in an argument with someone. I can't get...
    PinkUnicorn26 PinkUnicorn26 26-30, F Jun 25, 2014

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    Thoughts...

    Will you ever really understand what I feel? Will you ever know what the stories woven into the delicate tangles of scars that sadly decorate the skin of my fragile body will ever really entail? When the truth is told, will you ever truly believe it? Will you be able to...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 20, 2012

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    I've been going through a bit of a rough patch

    lately, it happens to the best of us, and I've been in my head a lot. I find it difficult to explain myself out loud. I can feel a certain way, but I can't really explain it to someone else. I've spent a good portion of my time just thinking and mentally rephrasing, and when I...
    AlexandriaDark AlexandriaDark 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12, 2014

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    I can't think anymore I'm just lost I feel like

    I'm trapped in a dark room closed behind doors idk why I've been feeling like this
    Veronica231992 Veronica231992 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 16, 2014

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    That's how I failed English.

    .. Trust me that won't happen again
    rushman5 rushman5 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    I have strange thoughts

    that scare myself. Like what if gravity stopped? What if I die in my sleep? What happens when we die, do we go on? If there is heaven will we remember our past life? If we don't there isn't really a next life to go to. I can't imagine my thoughts stopping.
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F Oct 11, 2014

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    twelves twelves 22-25 Dec 8, 2014

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    Sometimes I will be sitting in my desk at school

    and drift off into thoughts only to realise where I am when the bell goes for break. I miss so much of school but I have amazing thoughts and ideas.
    wg45678 wg45678 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 16, 2014

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    the thing that i struggle with is loving someone

    who i feel i have to teach to love me.....one that gets irrationally jelous
    moosmoos moosmoos 26-30, M Sep 27, 2014

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    I Miss You...

    Not because you don't remember me anymore..but the happy moments trouble me every single day and minute... Not because you don't talk to me anymore...but because I remember every conversation we had... Not because we laughed together...but because the happiness made me feel happy...
    papri papri 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 8, 2012

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    Just some stuff to think about.

    . When someone dies people shouldn't just talk about how amazing they were, how good the times were, and only their qualities. They should be remembered by their good AND bad sides, because no person in the world is perfect, and acting like they were is trying to change them...
    Taurini Taurini 13-15, F Apr 9, 2014

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    I Wish...

    I wish I could meet my EP friends in real sometimes. I wish they didn't stay so far away from me across the ocean and sea and the other side of the world. I wish we chatted in the coffee shop or had an icecream together sometimes. I wish I could them a real bouquet of flowers...
    papri papri 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 19, 2012

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    Something More Important On My Mind

    Well, it's late, 1:30ish am and I'm still hard at work- surfing the net some, checking out writer’s blogs, and writing some on my own. All the while I am trying to edit this paper I have due tomorrow at noon. I just finished my sushi and realized he wouldn’t like that too...
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 29, 2012

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    I would say I am an attractive female.

    I just recently got out of a verbally and physically abusive relationship. I like to go out and meet new people and almost always get hit on. I am not at a time in life where I can trust enough to be in a relationship so I feel like I'm using all these guys. Some of them seem...
    AshleyAnne12 AshleyAnne12 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 19, 2014

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    What I've Learnt

    Hey guys, Being in a creative industry I'm always exercising my imagination. This is generally a good thing however I like to think of it like a really active puppy. Unless it's guided it can get into all sorts of trouble! Meditation has changed my life. I resisted it for so...
    dafunkofamadhatter dafunkofamadhatter 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 27, 2012

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    Window To The World Or Just A Way For Me To Have Friends Without The Complications?

    Well here I am :) sitting here looking into the screen, meeting people through words and share feelings or emotions on similar topics. I love people I truly do...I visualize myself meeting each and every one I have met here so far, but only in my mind. A huge part of me * as free...
    Ariane77 Ariane77 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 8, 2013

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    Sometimes is an underestimate,

    more like all the time.
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F Nov 4, 2014

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    I zone out a lot. I think weird things.

    One time I scared myself by thinking we are all just lost souls and we are all in comas and this is a coma world and any minute I'm going to wake up and none of this will be real. But yeah I zone out a lot.
    heyguysss heyguysss 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 23, 2014

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    Places

    Sometimes I listen to music and let my mind wander into a fun place. Sometimes I let my mind wander without music. I think of almost everything, but unlike the above, it is not always purely for entertainment.
    emipurple emipurple 18-21, F Nov 10, 2013

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    What does it matter anyway,

    no one really pays you the time of day..
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 18, 2014

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