I Get Lost In Thought

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    In dreams of sleep my soul wanders the never

    silent night, Reaching for insight only to have it shimmer out of view; Sinking deep into meaninglessness within the morass of matter that used to be my mind. So I seek a sleep bereft of dreams to quiet for a time, Sweet illusion entwined within happiness that seems more cruel...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones
    Jul 21, 2015

    It's easy to dig deeper

    than "needed" and get stuck trying to find more information. Perhaps the past has been more cruel and unforgiving than the present making the future seem bleak... But there is much of the present I don't recognize and many things in the past which I do not understand and things...
    deleted deleted
    Jan 12, 2016

    Nature does not make mistakes.

    And we are nature. Our consciousness does not separate us from nature. It makes us the one part of nature that can be aware of our self. Our consciousness makes us, perhaps, the consciousness of nature, the only consciousness that nature will ever have. So. We are perfect. We...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones
    Jul 24, 2015

    I didn't know self sabotage was actually a

    problem people could have, I just thought they used words like self destructive as a way of saying they were **** ups, which I guess could mean that too... but I Googled it today... and a lot of it described my behavior. :( Actually it all matched my behavior... I assumed I...
    SweetDreamsRubi SweetDreamsRubi
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 19, 2016

    I feel so out of place in life.

    . I feel like everyones got this rhythm to their life and they have a pretty good idea of where theyre going.. And Im kind of just here, lost and going in random directions bumping into stuff.. I thought I just wanted to go out a lot more but I still get this feeling that bothers...
    SweetDreamsRubi SweetDreamsRubi
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 13, 2016

    there never was a place of dreams

    that wasn't partly despair, the light requires that the dark be there when we value joy above pain we set ourselves up for a cycle of discontent - each are of equal verisimilitude - discover this, accept this, and the result is the content that you seek
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones
    2 Responses Oct 23, 2015

    What I know is so much less

    than what I don't know. Every revelation shows me again how little I understand - or will ever understand. My facade of wisdom and calm breaks down before the expanse of what I try to grasp.My mind will break - as my heart - if I do not cease this fascinating cogitation. At...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones
    Jul 9, 2015

    Most Can Tell

    Most of the people who know me, will tell you that they know when I get lost in thought...it is usually when I am trying to write or come up to a question they had ask me... I just like to truly think out my answers and know the effect they will have on the person or the picatlur...
    PoppaBear53 PoppaBear53
    56-60, M
    Oct 22, 2011

    Away with the fairies!

    There are days where I daydream, just keep thinking and thinking!When i overthink i kind of lost touch with reality and escape in my thoughts so i get lost in thought!One thought becomes two which becomes many endless thoughts which spreads through the mind along with all the...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    Sep 12, 2014

    Honestly the only thing keeping me sane right

    now is EP. I do not love my life and hope is the only reason I keep trying to go on at all. I am constantly getting myself stuck in the stupidest situations, and I can never remove myself from them.. Why am I always surrounding myself with ******** and why don't I do anything...
    SweetDreamsRubi SweetDreamsRubi
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Feb 17, 2016

    I do not know if it is like this

    for all writers, if it is an artefact of my Aspergers, or if, indeed, I am completely unique in this, but it seems that by the very act of writing, of my setting that moment in solidity, it is possible to move forward from it. I heal through the process of pushing the agony...
    jacquelinejones jacquelinejones
    1 Response Jul 20, 2015
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