this all my life
i was at work this week and in a meeting with 10 others which is uncommon and i got asked a direct question i didn't know the answer and i froze everyone looked at me and i was so embarrassed i hate being like this
is there anyway to improve my shyness
I hide my anxiety with shades (which also hide my ugly f/cling stupid face that bores/disgusts everybody. I look nervous but hide it with attitude and shades or a hoodie, even when it is dim outside. Why do guys and girls have to act like they're better than me? I don't much care...
give a presentation to the class*
Me: stands up and sets everything up at the front of the class.
Group: good job
Me: Stutters every single line that i read.
That's how it works every time I get very uncomfortable speaking to large groups.
Lately I do. I think it's because I've lost my confidence. I've been to so many jobs to fill out applications and to the interviews and been looked at like I'm a bug under glass that it makes me very nervous. My whole life nothing made me nervous, but now nearly everything does.
and happiness that can't be earned from being lonely. It does not necessarily matter what that person has to be. Most of the time, I find people attractive. Sometimes their personality and character encourages me to be like them.
But sometimes I question myself. Do they find...
it's never immediately obvious from the start. I've always been a very anxious person, though my body copes with anxiety in very interesting ways. Usually it comes in the form of dreams where everything happens as it would in real life, except there is this underlying feeling of...
Recently I had a doctor's appointment for my ecezma. As small as that is, I was worried about going; in fact, I panicked making the appointment as I had no idea what to say. A friend of mine was nice enough to come with me, which really helped; she was very supportive after.I've...
. I always feel like I want to cut or get high.. When a friend doesn't reply I feel like I said the wrong think and will worry non-stop, but when I smoke it's different .. I'm not as nervous. And I can talk to more ppl
I get nervous speaking in front of people.......it has always been that way. Even when I'm fully prepared I'll get really nervous when all eyes are on me, my voice will start to shake, I'll lose my train of thought, and even start sweating its sooo embarrassing. I guess I just...