when people are nice to me i take special care to make sure that i don't trust them, i've lernt long ago that people arn't nice to other people unless the want to either get something from you or betray and hurt you. Most people see me as a cold individual, however this is due to...
Like there is this guy at work called John. He is 18 and thinks I am the same age although I am 25.
He is so kind to me, always asking if I am ok, and caring. It is so lovely but I feel that if he knew my real age he wouldn't be so thoughtful and sweet to me. He is one of a kind...
People are nice
When they need something
When they want something from you
People smile and greet you
Because they want something in return
You are invisible
When people don't need you
You are like trash
Lying at the side of the road
Not wanted, Discarded
and when people are nice i get very paranoid it's like hmm why would this person be nice to me all sorts goes through my head it's a no win situation i don't know how to be with certain people and people don't know how to take me neither so frustrating
Nice people are ******* SCARY!!!!!
What do they want?
What are they up to?
Is it going to hurt a lot?
Or a little?
Why nice to me suddenly?
Endless questions run through my mind when people are nice...I'm not used to it from most...so it scares the **** out of me!
I like to think that there are good people out there, that not everyone is mean etc, blah, blah...I even try to live my life as such, trying to be kind and what not.BUTWhen someone is nice to me I immediately question there motives. I just don't wanna be hurt in the long haul :[
I know it sounds strange, but every time someone is nice to me, I feel so vulnerable and I feel like they might be thinking sick things. I know that people are nice people and kind but there is this man who has come round my house to talk about how I am being home-schooled and he...