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I Get So Depressed I Dont Know What to Do

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    I Know What I Should Do!

    I guess I know what I should do....I should get my butt down to the docters and ask for help. It's not that simple though, I don't want him to try and give me medication...I don't know what I want. I just hate the thought of having to take tablets for it everyday. I know...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    Need To Find Myself Again

    I have been battling a lot of failures lately.. Wrong job, wrong relationships, family issues.. If they were one at a time, i could have handled but now its piled up at the same time which is making it really difficult to handle things. I was not like this. I have programmed...
    niv999 niv999 22-25 2 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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    Daze

    I just feel so unreal, it's getting out of hand. I have to try so hard to focus and so hard to move; I feel like I'm slowly dying. In fact, if I was, I wouldn't be surprised if that was the case. I mean, how much can a heart take after all? I've gone through a few years of...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 16-17, F Mar 11, 2013

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    Such As Now...

    I don't know what to do and I don't know why I feel like this.  Well the latter is not specifically true, I have clinical depression, meaning that this is the way in which arrives upon me, when I least expect it, built around nothing more than a chemical imbalance in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Sep 28, 2008

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    Why Am I Even Here?

    Every day is the same, the same sad feeling, the anxiety, the crying, the want to self harm, the mood swings. What is wrong with me? why can't i be happy? I have an amazing boyfriend and good friends. I feel like the whole world are getting on with their lives and I'm going to be...
    Patronusmagic Patronusmagic 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2012

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    Very Unproductive Day

    Mostly on weekends I get like today, where I spend the entire day on bed, and do nothing. I wake up and think of all the things I plan to do during the day, to squeeze every minute and get things done. But then, as the day progress, I just cant find the will to get out of bed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 11, 2012

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    So there's this guy. he's kinda great...okay my mistake. he's really great. i'm 99% sure that i'm in love with him. but he just doesn't seem to be....i don't know, i don't know how to explain it. he seems to be be really cold towards me, like he just doesn't want to talk. we had...
    Ajlmau Ajlmau 18-21, F Aug 31, 2013

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    Someone Please Help Me

    my fiance left me after three years and a child together....i know he is depressed...he just got back from the army but he wont give me any answers...he never answers my phone calls and he barely ever answers my texts...i love him with everything that i possibly could and i...
    kbbabi kbbabi 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Sometimes....

    sometimes i get that way and i don't know what to do. i just write, maybe read, maybe help someone else if i can, and hope that the depressive state will be over soon....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2009

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    I Get So Depressed I Dont Know What To Do

    Another story about depression. This is long, but I will try to sum things up. 5 years ago I divorced the love of my life after he came out of the closet.  This just about killed me.  In many ways it did kill me.  I have worked through most of my issues with this...
    myeighthnote myeighthnote 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2009

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    Not even one clue. I don't have any passion, drive, or really any interest anymore. I use to think I had "seasonal depression", well it's summer when I'm usually not depressed, and...
    ironaddict ironaddict 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 23

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    I hate being around people. Every time I have company, I feel depressed and sad. I'm always the 'quiet one' because I never join in or say anything. I feel left out but I wouldn't...
    xavengedgeorgiax xavengedgeorgiax 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 29

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    I may be only 15, but I should think of it now. I dont know what to do in a few years. All I know is that I will go to University, but further I dont know. Lawyer would be a...
    2wrp 2wrp 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 4

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    Depression is not the problem its just a simple word with a meaning , but i dont know what i am going through right now i feel extremely sad and lonely but not depressed , all my...
    soltitude soltitude 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've dealt with an abusive father for most of my life. My biological dad nearly killed my mother on several separate occasions and my step dad had not only been physically violent...
    alexmarie214 alexmarie214 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    HELP!!!!!! I really really need someone's help! I have no clue what to do with my life! But my situation is very unique! I have asked parents what they did when they where like...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I'm lost and I just don't know anymore. I'm 18 and I do not know what direction I'm heading towards in life. I've always been the top student, with strings of As. Two years ago...
    jane2109 jane2109 18-21, F Jun 24

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    Suppose I told you this story—what would you think? I know this guy is really into me. But I’ve been hurt a lot, and I’m not sure I’m ready for anything serious. So I tell...
    patjemison patjemison 46-50 1 Response Jun 26

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    Suppose I told you this story—what would you think? I know this guy is really into me. But I’ve been hurt a lot, and I’m not sure I’m ready for anything serious. So I tell...
    patjemison patjemison 46-50 Jun 26

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    I have no freaking clue what I'm doing with my life. I'm almost fifteen now. I've taken special courses for bonuses to help me get into colleges and stuff. But along the way I've...
    y0ur3b3au1fu1 y0ur3b3au1fu1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    My bf and I have been dating for 6 months. A little over a year ago him and his gf of 9 ys broke up because he did not want to marry her. He immediately rushed into our...
    LD02 LD02 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 5

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    so I met this guy online on a chatting site in 2012. He was 17, I was 16. We hit it off really well and he eventually asked me to be his girlfriend. I agreed. The only problem was...
    shay328 shay328 18-21, F Jul 7

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    My bf and I have completely hit rock bottom it feels like and I don't know what to do. His name is Steve and we've been dating for about 2.5 years now. We've been living together...
    kikipee kikipee 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    30 years old and I never took things seriously, all I want/ed is a life of success doing what I love doing. I wish I could go back and try to retrace when and where this period...
    duplexoutlet duplexoutlet 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 7

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    I really do not know. When people ask me what I am doing with my life and what I am going to do my reply is "You will wait and see" but the thing is I do not know what exactly they...
    wonderlustdreamer wonderlustdreamer 18-21, F Jul 8

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    I have no clue what career I want to pursue although I have Ideas but I haven't made up my mind yet. I love biology and I sort of conquered chemistry this year although it was...
    l212 l212 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I went to the cinema with a friend of a friend on a 'date', during the film out of nowhere he began stroking my arms and inner thigh. I know it's a date, but I don't expect to be...
    Amy1203 Amy1203 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 23

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    So I'm gonna start at the very beginning; I'm really really good friends with Chelsie, who is dating David, because her sister Riley is best friends with my sister Victoria. Also...
    mb8422 mb8422 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    I'm done I just can't do you know what it's like to loose your bestfriend that you love? And I mean really really love and also your parents yelling at you because you've been...
    2Brokenhearts 2Brokenhearts 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    My mom keeps telling me that my friend is very manipulating and rude. I mean, I know what she means, but that girl is also my friend. I don't know if I should agree with my mom or...
    cotygal123 cotygal123 13-15, F Jun 25

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    I don't know what to do after high-school. Right now I'm debating between working in a bakery or a park ranger at GRSM (Sugarlands region) I don't have any college in mind but I...
    silvercobalt97 silvercobalt97 18-21 1 Response Jun 25

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    My (only/best) friend was beat up by her older brother. She had to go to the hospital for head injuries and he cut her up too. I don't know what to say to her. Nothing I say will...
    Nooneknowsmythoughts Nooneknowsmythoughts 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 26

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    In previously mentioned stories, I have a friend named T, the girl who cut herself, and my brother. So T and my brother met for the first time a few days ago, and T's was pretty...
    PercyJacksonisAWESOME PercyJacksonisAWESOME 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 28

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    *UPDATE* On the "I Want To Stay Strong Against Temptation" Well he started calling me to tell me that he misses me, wants to see me, all this stuff and he called me babe and...
    annieannana annieannana 18-21, F Jun 29

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    I am 16 and started my periods when I was 10/11... ever since my periods have been getting worse and worse but the doctor doesn't seem to believe me. I am sick and bedridden during...
    LozzaWozza123 LozzaWozza123 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 30

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    I've finally finished my thirteenth year or "final lap" of high school. Honestly I don't have a clue of what I want to do. I can't think of anything interesting to do. The...
    TheTshirt TheTshirt 18-21, M Jul 2

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    My boss and I have the best relationship imaginable! We're like the perfect best friends. We're always talking to each other at work and he is the only person I actually feel...
    stef17 stef17 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 3

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    My boyfriend and I have been dating for a few months, but for the last month or so we've been having problems. I always feel like he doesn't really have a lot of consideration for...
    CarenNiles01 CarenNiles01 18-21, F Jul 7

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    I'm going into my final year of secondary school next year and then I'll have to start filling out college applications and stuff but I have no idea what I want to do. I've told...
    abbiiee98 abbiiee98 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    Before i start i'd like to point out that i am only 16... Soo.... My first year at the university will start in 2 month.. I don't have any kinds of trauma like 90% of people here...
    Sahin1021 Sahin1021 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 10

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    I just posted this as a respond to someone else's experience, but I thought I might as well write my own. I need to voice this. My dad is cheating on my Mum. Ive known for three...
    usernameblabla usernameblabla 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 11

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    Why would I believe it could work? The same issues apply. The same women are a priority in your life. And that woman is not me. At least the crazy people that were in my life...
    Freebabyy Freebabyy 46-50, F Jul 12

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    My dad keeps telling me I'm living my life wrong. He thinks there is something wrong with me. I know I'm antisocial, but that's because I'm not allowed to go outside with one of my...
    magicalunicornninja magicalunicornninja 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I don't know what to think anymore he's the only one that makes me feel happy yet he live so far away my parents make me feel so alone and like I'm always stepping on glass I need...
    quietangel101 quietangel101 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I know what true love is. I may be young, but I know what love is and what it means. It's when you look at that one person and all the bad things they've done and all their faults...
    LoveandLoss17 LoveandLoss17 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    Just don't know what to do anymore so tired of feeling this way, fed up, annoyed, it's like taking one step forward and two back :( people tell me to replace my negative thoughts...
    tasmin1 tasmin1 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 23

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    Hello, I was able to convince my parents that I didn't want to be a Chemistry major. However, they told me that I had to leave the school that I currently attend and transfer...
    GrayHatBassist GrayHatBassist 18-21, F Jun 24

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    I honestly feel like an absolutely vile person. I can't say that there is anything good about me. My family treated me terribly for years and scarred me so badly. I've always been...
    selfishmachine selfishmachine 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 24

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