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I Get So Depressed I Dont Know What to Do

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    I Get So Depressed I Dont Know What To Do

    Another story about depression. This is long, but I will try to sum things up. 5 years ago I divorced the love of my life after he came out of the closet.  This just about killed me.  In many ways it did kill me.  I have worked through most of my issues with this...
    myeighthnote myeighthnote 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2009

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    Need To Find Myself Again

    I have been battling a lot of failures lately.. Wrong job, wrong relationships, family issues.. If they were one at a time, i could have handled but now its piled up at the same time which is making it really difficult to handle things. I was not like this. I have programmed...
    niv999 niv999 22-25 2 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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    Daze

    I just feel so unreal, it's getting out of hand. I have to try so hard to focus and so hard to move; I feel like I'm slowly dying. In fact, if I was, I wouldn't be surprised if that was the case. I mean, how much can a heart take after all? I've gone through a few years of...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 16-17, F Mar 11, 2013

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    Such As Now...

    I don't know what to do and I don't know why I feel like this.  Well the latter is not specifically true, I have clinical depression, meaning that this is the way in which arrives upon me, when I least expect it, built around nothing more than a chemical imbalance in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Sep 28, 2008

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    I Know What I Should Do!

    I guess I know what I should do....I should get my butt down to the docters and ask for help. It's not that simple though, I don't want him to try and give me medication...I don't know what I want. I just hate the thought of having to take tablets for it everyday. I know...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    Why Am I Even Here?

    Every day is the same, the same sad feeling, the anxiety, the crying, the want to self harm, the mood swings. What is wrong with me? why can't i be happy? I have an amazing boyfriend and good friends. I feel like the whole world are getting on with their lives and I'm going to be...
    Patronusmagic Patronusmagic 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2012

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    Very Unproductive Day

    Mostly on weekends I get like today, where I spend the entire day on bed, and do nothing. I wake up and think of all the things I plan to do during the day, to squeeze every minute and get things done. But then, as the day progress, I just cant find the will to get out of bed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 11, 2012

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    So there's this guy. he's kinda great...okay my mistake. he's really great. i'm 99% sure that i'm in love with him. but he just doesn't seem to be....i don't know, i don't know how to explain it. he seems to be be really cold towards me, like he just doesn't want to talk. we had...
    Ajlmau Ajlmau 18-21, F Aug 31, 2013

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    Sometimes....

    sometimes i get that way and i don't know what to do. i just write, maybe read, maybe help someone else if i can, and hope that the depressive state will be over soon....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2009

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    Someone Please Help Me

    my fiance left me after three years and a child together....i know he is depressed...he just got back from the army but he wont give me any answers...he never answers my phone calls and he barely ever answers my texts...i love him with everything that i possibly could and i...
    kbbabi kbbabi 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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