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I Get So Depressed I Dont Know What to Do

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    my boyfriends whole family knows about mine n

    his relationship and he tells me that his family is fine with me... I recently called him and his mom answered the call and she kinda in a rude way asked me why I call him like this and told me not to call him again. I Dont really know what to do and I just can't think...
    avnn avnn 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 12, 2015

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    Why Am I Even Here?

    Every day is the same, the same sad feeling, the anxiety, the crying, the want to self harm, the mood swings. What is wrong with me? why can't i be happy? I have an amazing boyfriend and good friends. I feel like the whole world are getting on with their lives and I'm going to be...
    Patronusmagic Patronusmagic 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 4, 2012

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    Very Unproductive Day

    Mostly on weekends I get like today, where I spend the entire day on bed, and do nothing. I wake up and think of all the things I plan to do during the day, to squeeze every minute and get things done. But then, as the day progress, I just cant find the will to get out of bed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 11, 2012

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    I'm in a depressive phase again :( it seems

    like they get harder and harder to deal with
    melissamolly melissamolly 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 12

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    Such As Now...

    I don't know what to do and I don't know why I feel like this.  Well the latter is not specifically true, I have clinical depression, meaning that this is the way in which arrives upon me, when I least expect it, built around nothing more than a chemical imbalance in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Sep 28, 2008

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    So there's this guy. he's kinda great...okay my mistake. he's really great. i'm 99% sure that i'm in love with him. but he just doesn't seem to be....i don't know, i don't know how to explain it. he seems to be be really cold towards me, like he just doesn't want to talk. we had...
    Ajlmau Ajlmau 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 31, 2013

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    Sometimes....

    sometimes i get that way and i don't know what to do. i just write, maybe read, maybe help someone else if i can, and hope that the depressive state will be over soon....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2009

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    I Get So Depressed I Dont Know What To Do

    Another story about depression. This is long, but I will try to sum things up. 5 years ago I divorced the love of my life after he came out of the closet.  This just about killed me.  In many ways it did kill me.  I have worked through most of my issues with this...
    myeighthnote myeighthnote 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2009

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    Need To Find Myself Again

    I have been battling a lot of failures lately.. Wrong job, wrong relationships, family issues.. If they were one at a time, i could have handled but now its piled up at the same time which is making it really difficult to handle things. I was not like this. I have programmed...
    niv999 niv999 22-25 3 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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    Someone Please Help Me

    my fiance left me after three years and a child together....i know he is depressed...he just got back from the army but he wont give me any answers...he never answers my phone calls and he barely ever answers my texts...i love him with everything that i possibly could and i...
    kbbabi kbbabi 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    Daze

    I just feel so unreal, it's getting out of hand. I have to try so hard to focus and so hard to move; I feel like I'm slowly dying. In fact, if I was, I wouldn't be surprised if that was the case. I mean, how much can a heart take after all? I've gone through a few years of...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 11, 2013

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    Posted this story long time ago. I'll tell it again since it's gone. This was actually the beginning of my troubles today. Think it was 2001 when it began maybe sooner. Woke up in...
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    I don't know what I'm doing. With myself, with life, with anything. I'm so confused and frustrated, I just don't know what to do.
    littlebelle1997 littlebelle1997 18-21, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    I know it's crazy to wish for this, but I have thought many times that it would be great to be able to go back to my teenage years and know what I know now!
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    My father has been an irresponsible child for as long as I can remember. We always suffered economically and I never had any stability in my life. Bills unpaid, rent unpaid...
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    FreelanceHero FreelanceHero 18-21, M 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    Are we all just going through the motions of life? Do any of us know what the fvck we're supposed to be doing? I fvcking don't! Social poverty traps me in a house with someone I...
    guriinii guriinii 26-30, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I have no idea what I did wrong but whatever I did she's been getting mad a irritated at me lately for small thing I just wish things could be like before we dated when we were...
    natsufairy12 natsufairy12 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My worst mistake, was without a doubt my 9 year relationship with a mentally, emotionally, & physically abusive guy. it didn't start out that way, but those kind of men don't let...
    ShannieB ShannieB 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    The worst mistake I ever made was dating this guy who dated me & flirted with my best friend. I didn't know he was flirting with her. It wasn't signs around me. People kept quite...
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    In elementary I was bullied pretty badly. It got to the point where I would cry alone on a bench at school and think about how much I wanted to die. I never made any attempts to...
    NicoleAngel101 NicoleAngel101 13-15 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The feelings i have for my boyfriends best friend just keeo getting stronger and strong i dont know what to do about it...he treats me better than my boyfriend he is so sweet to me...
    Cuttlefishculler Cuttlefishculler 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I was sitting at lunch in a cafe full of guys and gals in business suits and I started imagine what underwear they had on. Did that prim looking fellow have on tighty whities or...
    Bobbie1952 Bobbie1952 61-65, M 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    Not only do I know what depression can do to the person who has it but I know exactly how it can destroy a marriage. Having had unresolved depression for many years, my husband...
    Alleygirltoo Alleygirltoo 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Well. It all started when I was in the tenth grade. Things begin to get better in high school and for the first time things were getting amazing. I met a boy and we begin to click...
    Lostinalonelyworld Lostinalonelyworld 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    christ i dont know what to do anymore.. I've just been talking to this guy from the internet for about 2 months and we've met up and gone on 2 dates so far.. we're trying to take...
    cupcakes1995 cupcakes1995 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    you know what would make this more fun? having to answer when you're not ready. when you're secretly listening to rub some bacon on it or something. :D
    nnysspawn nnysspawn 36-40, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I'm Feeling like English music tonight: Stone roses "fool's gold" Blur "there's no other way" The Charlatans "the only one I know" Sad thing is, I know anyone under 35 probably...
    nonolover nonolover 36-40, F a week ago

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    IT WAS NEVER A PRIORITY. I try to be who my parents say is good. Fail I try to get away. Be who society say is good. Fail lack of funds. I try so hard to be somebody anybody...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 6

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    Courtney I now we have not known each other for that long but since we started talking about a week ago we become really close and we understood each other. You had some stressful...
    xxxMickeyMouse22xxx xxxMickeyMouse22xxx 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 6

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    I sat and looked him in the eyes and asked if he loves me and his reply "yes babes I love you with all my heart" now why did I smell Bullsh"t because two weeks down the line and...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    Is it really that obvious to see other's problems but not your own...is this why Jesus said (paraphrasing) "Take the log out of your eye before you take the speck out of your...
    DarkKnightRanger DarkKnightRanger 26-30, M Feb 5

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    So, I'm in high school, I graduate this year, my boyfriend Matt, (that's hat I have been calling him from day one) has this friend, Carl. Well before Matt and I started to date I...
    TheWayLifeShouldBe TheWayLifeShouldBe 16-17, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    I feel so lost. I am 21 years old, working a dead-end job, and investing thousands into a major that I have no interest in. I cannot seem to get over my ex and I have forsaken...
    bawstenbrewin bawstenbrewin 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    Don't do it. You'll know what I'm on about when the time comes.
    BladeofSilver BladeofSilver 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 4

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    I am 23 years old, and I recently moved downtown into a sublet until April. Up until last week, I lived at home with my family. My family lives outside the city and moved there 5...
    blackdove3746 blackdove3746 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    What do you do when your close family member is in so much pain? Physically, mentally and emotionally? She told me a few years ago that she's only staying around for a few more...
    js246 js246 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 1

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    1. Beautiful Music for Ugly Children by Kristin Cronn-Mills. This book was, was, was, the reason I had the courage to come out to my Mom as Transgender. Parts of it still make...
    ProcessOfBecoming ProcessOfBecoming 18-21, T 1 Response Jan 31

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    Here I am a 17 year old girl, who just got accepted into my number one college. I don't trust easily, people come and go in my life always have. I've moved around so much. My last...
    love0914 love0914 18-21, F Jan 31

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    Hello, What I'm about to say I have never told anyone for fear of rejection or criticism. I feel lost, I feel like no matter what I do it's always a step back. 3 years ago I moved...
    Thranix Thranix 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 31

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    Hey. I wonder what u have planned for me. What does my future look like? I know I will never find out and all I can do is to follow the path u have planned for me. What I came to...
    Laraamani Laraamani 22-25, F Jan 31

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