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I Get So Depressed I Dont Know What to Do

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    I Don't Know What To Do

    So there's this guy. he's kinda great...okay my mistake. he's really great. i'm 99% sure that i'm in love with him. but he just doesn't seem to be....i don't know, i don't know how to explain it. he seems to be be really cold towards me, like he just doesn't want to talk. we had...
    Ajlmau Ajlmau 18-21, F Aug 31, 2013

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    Such As Now...

    I don't know what to do and I don't know why I feel like this.  Well the latter is not specifically true, I have clinical depression, meaning that this is the way in which arrives upon me, when I least expect it, built around nothing more than a chemical imbalance in the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 11 Responses Sep 28, 2008

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    I Get So Depressed I Dont Know What To Do

    Another story about depression. This is long, but I will try to sum things up. 5 years ago I divorced the love of my life after he came out of the closet.  This just about killed me.  In many ways it did kill me.  I have worked through most of my issues with this...
    myeighthnote myeighthnote 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 21, 2009

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    I Know What I Should Do!

    I guess I know what I should do....I should get my butt down to the docters and ask for help. It's not that simple though, I don't want him to try and give me medication...I don't know what I want. I just hate the thought of having to take tablets for it everyday. I know...
    AWUK AWUK 26-30, F 9 Responses Dec 2, 2007

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    my boyfriends whole family knows about mine n

    his relationship and he tells me that his family is fine with me... I recently called him and his mom answered the call and she kinda in a rude way asked me why I call him like this and told me not to call him again. I Dont really know what to do and I just can't think...
    avnn avnn 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    Need To Find Myself Again

    I have been battling a lot of failures lately.. Wrong job, wrong relationships, family issues.. If they were one at a time, i could have handled but now its piled up at the same time which is making it really difficult to handle things. I was not like this. I have programmed...
    niv999 niv999 22-25 2 Responses Oct 12, 2012

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    Very Unproductive Day

    Mostly on weekends I get like today, where I spend the entire day on bed, and do nothing. I wake up and think of all the things I plan to do during the day, to squeeze every minute and get things done. But then, as the day progress, I just cant find the will to get out of bed...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Nov 11, 2012

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    Why Am I Even Here?

    Every day is the same, the same sad feeling, the anxiety, the crying, the want to self harm, the mood swings. What is wrong with me? why can't i be happy? I have an amazing boyfriend and good friends. I feel like the whole world are getting on with their lives and I'm going to be...
    Patronusmagic Patronusmagic 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 4, 2012

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    Sometimes....

    sometimes i get that way and i don't know what to do. i just write, maybe read, maybe help someone else if i can, and hope that the depressive state will be over soon....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 2, 2009

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    Daze

    I just feel so unreal, it's getting out of hand. I have to try so hard to focus and so hard to move; I feel like I'm slowly dying. In fact, if I was, I wouldn't be surprised if that was the case. I mean, how much can a heart take after all? I've gone through a few years of...
    SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick SkinnyThoughtsAndRedLipstick 18-21, F Mar 11, 2013

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    Someone Please Help Me

    my fiance left me after three years and a child together....i know he is depressed...he just got back from the army but he wont give me any answers...he never answers my phone calls and he barely ever answers my texts...i love him with everything that i possibly could and i...
    kbbabi kbbabi 18-21, F 5 Responses Nov 16, 2009

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    I have a lot of say rn so idk if it'll be really long or not. So basically I'll just be talking to myself I guess. I'm confused. Who tf am I. I need to get my life together, stop...
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    i am opening up my heart and saying things to people and then i get rejected. i am lonely. but i do not want sex chat/sexting. please stop. thank you. i am here to be honest and be...
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    90% of the time i feel like a guy trapped in a girls body, but i dont fully hate how i look. the only time i feel like a girl is when im in my "little headspace" (im a little in...
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    I am not married but I am engaged. Me and my fiancé have been having problems especially when he's drunk. We have been living together for 5 years. I got pregnant at 18 and...
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    My husband spent about an hour this morning calling me every name he could think of. I destroyed his career and I am the reason our 15 year old is transgender. He wishes I would...
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    I don't know what to do, i want to enjoy my life but how? i want an adventure but i don't have friends to be with.
    AlexandraSandy AlexandraSandy 26-30, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Seem like I have been down in the spiritual battle field too long I don't know why or if it was a made up but for the most part everyone is ok now,but after 25years I am alone and...
    magicrabbit magicrabbit 51-55 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Life is turning out bad for me right now. From family to everything else. I'm lost and I don't know what to do at all.
    Atlchris Atlchris 18-21 1 Response 4 days ago

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    lately ive been thinking that i havent been doing much with my life lately.i have been losing most of my friends that i met on the internet for one reason or another which were...
    IsmaelAlejandro IsmaelAlejandro 16-17, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I feel so lost and empty.. Sometimes I wish I was dead but then I think don't be so stupid why should I sacrifice my own life because I was treated badly? I don't even know who I...
    Victoriaa95 Victoriaa95 18-21, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I really dont know what to do or say anymore.... keeping stuff inside is killing me that i really wanna get out
    tasha2kids tasha2kids 26-30, F a week ago

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    I honestly dont know what to do. Last time I posted here, it was around a year ago. After that, I had the time of my life. I started to get some jobs (as a trainee), I actually got...
    jandeboi jandeboi 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 19

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    i have a boyfriend.. he is 28 years old. i am 20 years old. we're currently on our 2nd month of our relationship. as i recall, when we are on the 2nd week of our relationship, one...
    magebricks magebricks 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

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    I can't express how I feel. Part of me is scared that everyone I meet is judging me, but I know most people aren't. I feel so confident about my self and the way I look, and yet I...
    Lavenderwingless Lavenderwingless 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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    I've gotten to the point where I'm just so stressed I just want to lay in bed all day not really stressed Its more like depressed again. Its not a good feeling I hate feeling like...
    cookii cookii 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 18

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    Relationships can be so difficult...mine included! But I know what is important to me...not the fact that you are male or female, not the fact that you are drop down gorgeous, not...
    MyGirlLeslie MyGirlLeslie 46-50, F Aug 17

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    So, I feel really bad for my Dad. However living with him is super annoying. He whines everyday saying I'm so tired, help me mom for hours and hours until he falls asleep. He won't...
    youchewy youchewy 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I can't shake this feeling. Every time things slow down I become so depressed. My stomach hurts my chest is tight. I wonder if this anxiety will subside.
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F Aug 16

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    craigslist504 craigslist504 36-40 Aug 15

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    So, i meet this girl on a chat page on the internet. We talked for hours and it all went down really good. we shared our numbers and snapchat with eachother and had a really good...
    mannenspeci mannenspeci 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 15

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    This are is like free therapy right now. Tomorrow I'm going to confront my wife. She knows I'm coming over, we agreed to sit down and talk. It will be the first time I've seen and...
    Sbpetro Sbpetro 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 14

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    I don't really know what I'd say about now accept I feel no motivation whatsoever. I feel that my life has become something I can't relate to anymore. It's like it's a life, but I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 14

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    i wish i knew what i was doing with myself. for the last decade ive been making plans of doing something, starting it and then part way through it or just about almost finishing it...
    loveknowsnobounds loveknowsnobounds 31-35 1 Response Aug 14

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    Suddenly it just hurts. I know it's an emotional pain by the way it hurts, but it physically hurts my stomach. I hate feeling this way. I don't know what triggered it.
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Soo.. I have a boyfriend who I've been with for over 2 years, he used to be horrible to me, like yknow, cheating, threatening, hitting me. But about a year ago when he'd blocked me...
    Feliciajake Feliciajake 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 13

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    How to you speak to a person who constantly contradicts you? No matter how small or minor the topic of conversation is, my spouse automatically contradicts me. Then he wonders why...
    mom4ce mom4ce 51-55, F 3 Responses Aug 12

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    I don't know what is happening to me ; is it the fact that I turned 30? My drive has suddenly gone from "ooh ahh" once a month to I want it every day!!!! My husband is totally...
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