My brain is doing that spinning to the right thing again today and I am bored out of my mind. So, I called my local friends.
"Wanna hang out? I have gummi bears"
No, no and no. No one is spontaneous.
So I send Dave fishing.
I feel so alone at times .I have a wife and kids but still feel alone and dreadfully sad .I can be sat in a crowded room and still feel so alone.I am on antidepressants and have tried suicide several times however it is obviously not my time as I am still here to tell my story...
I SOMETIMES FEEL ALONE WHEN WITH FRIENDS AND FAMILY AT PARTYS BUT
I PUT ON A BRAVE FACE BECAUSE I AM A MAN.
And as everyone knows real men dont cry.
When I lost my Father and Mother 2 years ago I did not show any emotion on the out side
because my three sisters and my wife were...