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I Get Stuck In My Past In My Mind Sometimes

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    Revolving Door

    I dwell on certain things that happen and I get stuck in these thoughts until I am completely tormented. It turns into nightmares so vivid that I will keep myself awake on purpose so I dont have to live thru things again.  I keep thinking I can find a resolution to things but I...
    WakgUp WakgUp 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 10, 2012

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    Nothing

    That's basically what I consist of; nothing. Sometimes too many episodes of my past dominate my mind and I wish they would go away like turning off the TV when an uncomfortable scene pops up. That's not how most minds work though. Rape and torture isn't something you easily...
    Brielle18 Brielle18 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 17, 2013

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    If I could just do something ,

    if I could just stop it along time ago , if could just change it , if could've just move on,if I could've just forget, I just hate life sometimes!!!...
    Anabe1995 Anabe1995 18-21, F a week ago

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    Over-thinked thoughts take over

    and overcome everything. Worst feeling :/
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I Don't Feel Stuck

    I do tend to dwell on my happier times.I don't think that is necessarily a bad thing. I think it helps me to face the problems I am now facing.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Oct 22, 2012

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    The One Who Loves You

    It is easy to get caught up in fantasies of former lovers or almost lovers, heightening and romanticizing what actually *was* or, god, could be. I think it isn't about them at all. We get seduced by our own mental constructions of the "one-who-loves-us," one who was never a real...
    dominomomo dominomomo 36-40, F 2 Responses Nov 13, 2013

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    It's like it just hits me,

    and I can't come out of them.
    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    The Real War Is Inside...

    I've been through many traumatizing events! I always thought that just because I can talk about them over and over, it meant that they didn't effect me. But in all reality they did. I was molested at 8 years old by my old baby sitter, It was terrifying but I knew I was strong...
    MoodSwingBetty MoodSwingBetty 18-21, F Jul 20, 2011

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    I can't ever escape it no matter how hard I try.

    I'm drowning in my past struggling to breathe.
    leaguegirl97 leaguegirl97 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    When yelled at. Or fired.

    Or tired of both.
    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 15

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    I have had very dark times

    where no one supported me. I made it thru but only just. This makes me bitter. And eager to see the worst in people. How can it not when you are so accustomed to watching those you thought you knew turn their back on you?
    katariffik katariffik 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Growing Up In Black And White

    We baby boomers have a wide stretch of time to recall. I sometimes think back into the joyfilled days when I was maybe 3 or 4. A late potty trained kid, I had accidents, which meant that in addition to "big boy undies" I still had some thick cloth training pants and rubber (yes...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Aug 28, 2012

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    Questions For My Ghost

    Do a thought of me ever cross your mind? Does it bring a bittersweet smile to your face, or a pang of guilt to your heart? Have you given me two seconds thought after all these years? Just wondering...
    amelia714 amelia714 46-50, F Apr 25, 2013

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    I keep thinking about the summer

    and what I did wrong but if I change it you lose an experience.
    599gto 599gto 13-15, M a week ago

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    I Dont Understand

    picture this lets say your in traffic your lane is all backed up and the other lane is speading by you just sit there like damn those lucky people thats how i feel about life im always stuck stuck in this bubble eccept i dont have a whole line of cars with people in them...
    murphy8 murphy8 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 25, 2013

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    Who Doesnt??

    If you picture yourself 20 yrs younger or whatever age and act like that, are in reasonably good health, keep on living your glory days. They are still happening. Be in control, you prob wasnt back then. Comments, questions, or discussion??
    linksysfan linksysfan 51-55, M Jul 20, 2011

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    i always seem to think back on some of my

    darkest days, i dont know why
    Izziemac Izziemac 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I've been spending more time with my mom

    since she's been sober. and as nice as it seems... I think its messing me up. For 1. I'm not used to her being there so I am trying to be happy about it. For 2. I have some terrible memories of her. I vividly remember her touching me while her boyfriend raped me as a...
    bluediamond325 bluediamond325 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    We all know what Dr.Seuss said "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened" I always keep that in my mind it help me to be more stronger. My life is really like...
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    I wonder if sometimes I'm too open to possibilities. Always looking for the other side of the coin. In the end, I find I neither believe nor disbelieve much of anything. I believe...
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    Today has been an oddly happy and good humored day. A little bit of change, a little bit of challenge, and choosing to change my perspective. Step out of your comfort zone and...
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    I'm sitting here a couple nights before my exam and am I studying? No. Procrastinating. Eating, shopping, thinking of things I want to find and try... because I think I probably...
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    I'm not a writer, sometimes I lack common sense, and other times I make no sense at all. If you still with me for the nect few minutes though I only hope that it gives you some...
    InfinitelyCurious InfinitelyCurious 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 12

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    I feel like I never move forward anymore. I always do this. I move forward really well for a long time then I just freeze somewhere. I have a good job but there's no way it will...
    emgrimm2011 emgrimm2011 22-25, F Oct 30

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    I have been answering the same answers to so many people here. So, I thought perhaps I should write a story about it to reach more people to also become more aware of their mind...
    AngelicLights AngelicLights 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I feel like I am stuck in the past, that I haven't been living up to my potential, and the older the more I feel like a complete failure. I'm 28 years and I haven't finished...
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    I just feel really awkward when it happens. I've ran into a few people & it's been an alright experience I've said hi or hey, throw a smile...if it's an old high school friend...
    Isayis23 Isayis23 26-30, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel so happy but... Sometimes I feel sad... I just need someone to talk to. Please.
    RebeccaMontero RebeccaMontero 22-25, F 3 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    It had been nearly four years since the dreaded events drastically transformed me from a small-town naive girl into a not-so-innocent teenager. I went to middle school and was...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 16-17 Oct 24

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    Limbo I feel stuck in a limbo kind of situation. I just got back from Texas after spending time with my friend at his college for their Homecoming Football game and parade and all...
    Atlas0Scar Atlas0Scar 18-21, M Nov 3

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    There is so much I wanted to do in life, but I feel stuck babysitting my mother who has extremely bad lung disease (she's been on life support far more times than I can count) and...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Nov 5

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    Sometimes Love Just Ain't EnoughThis song popped into my head tonight, and it won't leave. I only remembered the chorus, but here's the full song.Sometimes Love Just Ain't EnoughBy...
    livelaughlovedream3 livelaughlovedream3 41-45, F 3 Responses Oct 24

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    Sometimes if i want convey a complex series of thoughts into a message its hard to find the right words and it takes longer. Or i just don't know what to say atm
    TheWickedJester TheWickedJester 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    I have so much on my mind. Im constantly thinking. I have a messy sleeping schedule and I barely sleep anyways. I hate sleeping. It makes the next day come faster. So I don't sleep...
    LifeOnAThread LifeOnAThread 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 2

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    I've been with this guy for almost 5 months and its been great till now.. He had a past affair with my cousin but that was way before us and just recently she found out about us...
    Natalia16 Natalia16 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 6

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    Dear whoever cares to read this, ♥o♥ I've been numb for the past month. (I won't say exact details on the off chance that this person reads this and I kinda hope they don't...
    Mittons Mittons 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 14

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    i like open minded people ,people who judge others or are very conservative really irks me.we all should have freedom to live our own lives and as long its not harming us or others...
    greatgal001 greatgal001 22-25, F 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Another one of those nights. Sleep is coming in fits and starts. My mind is racing, worrying about someone 3000 miles away. I'm not one to pray, but I keep positive thoughts until...
    WistfulPrincess WistfulPrincess 36-40, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    'A mind is like a parachute. It doesn't work if it is not open.' - Frank Zappa
    awebventure awebventure 36-40, M 13 hrs ago

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    I really don't most days. I think seeing couples holding hands is sweet and makes me smile when I notice it. I like it when I catch one of those I will miss you so much goodbye...
    DizzyGreenEyes DizzyGreenEyes 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I am so open minded that my friends come to be for sex, birth control or pregnancy advices. Which I find flattering and hilarious at the sametime.
    Francoise25 Francoise25 18-21, F 43 mins ago

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