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I Get Suicidal Thoughts

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

    Don't - We all feel down at times, but taking your life won't fix anything, trust me been there done that, not worth it, stay a live and enjoy life, if not you may miss out on...
    Goldwing244ricky Goldwing244ricky 51-55, M 5 Responses Jul 17, 2012

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    I've been cutting till i can barely hold my blade and i have been fighting my suicidal thoughts..even though i want to give.. i have no one to help me..
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    The wings of a butterfly Do you know the butterfly effect and the phrase, "the flutter of a butterfly can bring about a storm in another country?” What can a butterfly affect...
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    It's funny. Kinda weird how I started this out but haven't you had those moments where you laugh to yourself? I know I have, I always remember the stupidest of things. My thoughts...
    RY0RY RY0RY 18-21, M Mar 20

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    I am very glad that people can't read my thoughts. Some of my thoughts scare me sometimes, but the thought of someone else knowing and reading my thoughts, well that is not even...
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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 6

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    Poem: Late Night Thought ShowI'm sitting here with a small cigarsmoking it down to the quicksipping wine, kicking backand...Don't know whyI'm thinking about youbut I ammaybe...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 51-55, F Apr 9

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    "I hope they cannot see the limitless potential, living inside of me, to murder everything. I hope they cannot see; I am the great destroyer." - Trent Reznor (The Great Destroyer...
    Lullacus Lullacus 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Just a little something about me So I have all these ideas and thoughts in my head that I can sit and think of elaborately for hours on end. Then I decide I should probably write...
    Minty25 Minty25 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    If people could read my thoughts I bet very few people would dare talk to me anymore. I got from my mothers side that we think very meanly or sarcastically but unlike my mother I...
    Konalover0210 Konalover0210 16-17, F Mar 31

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    Sometimes I will be sitting in my desk at school and drift off into thoughts only to realise where I am when the bell goes for break. I miss so much of school but I have amazing...
    wg45678 wg45678 13-15, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have the strangest thoughts from sexy to sassy to ***** level
    lunamars lunamars 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 18

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    It's crazy inside my head. If people knew what I was Really thinking, I probably wouldn't have many friends...Sometimes I get into these intensely manic & lengthy conversations...
    Vixen2010 Vixen2010 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    I am so glad that no one can hear my thoughts. If they did I'll be alone in a world that can't accept the truth about themselves. And mostly death threats. 😃
    lolrule101 lolrule101 16-17, M Mar 18

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    If you can't trust your own opinion who can you trust:P I'm alone with my thoughts so much and it's a relief
    noahjoah123 noahjoah123 18-21, M Mar 19

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    I believe in a god. Not exactly a god of a specific religion. They can't all be right can they? Anybody had any personal experiences or thoughts on god they want to share? I'm open...
    ForeverInTheMoment ForeverInTheMoment 16-17, M 3 Responses Mar 19

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    It's terrifying. I'm so scared, god I'm so scared. When I'm quiet, when I'm alone, when I'm relaxed, it washes over me like a tidal wave. It comes fast, hot, heavy. I feel the...
    LittleListener LittleListener 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 21

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    I feel like I'm going to die soon, or any moment. I have depression and anxiety but then again I think about how we are put on this beautiful earth and then we just leave...
    manifestyourown manifestyourown 13-15, F Mar 22

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    I think if people could read my thoughts, they would automatically assume that I was the dumbest human on the face of the earth or they would all just hate me. Sometimes, I'm just...
    AlaiahMay AlaiahMay 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    All the time! The possibilities are endless when it comes the unexpected phenomena that emerge from the deepest and darkest shadowy depths of my mind. Normal people call these...
    JustAnotherHuman34 JustAnotherHuman34 18-21, M Mar 23

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    If they could, they'd be like.....O_O Of course, I'm sure everyone has had thoughts where they were like, "Man, I'm so glad people can't read my mind right now." Lol. :P
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Mar 23

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    Gawd I'm so glad no one is a telepath XD I am sometimes on the bus when I have really perverted thoughts and I just pray no one can hear them lol.
    Ruru88 Ruru88 18-21, F Mar 24

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    I hate it. Why would I want to die, to kill myself when I've never been more happy in my life. I have a sweet loving bf, yet I feel so...out of place. I feel like an alien upon...
    Blissfulkissofdeath Blissfulkissofdeath 13-15, F 4 Responses Mar 25

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    I used too I was abuse around when I was 10 by other kids I just wanna to die but then I remember all the good in life the slowly all those bad thoughts faded and now I'm happy...
    MonsterSlain MonsterSlain 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    This just came to my mind and I could stop thinking of it. •Suicide/Self Injuring• I have a friend who injures herself so that she can get peace in her and stop thinking of...
    Planetweird Planetweird 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I never ever seem to get out my true feelings or thoughts to anyone or even on here. There is something always keeping me back. I think the reason I am scared too is because I don...
    untilmydeath untilmydeath 18-21, F Mar 29

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    I think these thoughts a lot, but tonight they are running wild. Really want to connect with someone feeling the same way. I'm turned up in a big way.
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    Either you'd wanna kill me even more than you already probably do... Or maybe that's just the angry paranoia talking XD Or you'd hate me forever... Honestly I could be even more...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 Mar 31

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    So, me and my colleagues were talking about random things in the universe, and we finally reached the exciting topic of physics (or specifically, optics and light). One of them...
    Ansonicchi Ansonicchi 18-21, M Mar 31

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    I can’t really focus on anything right now. My mind just wanders back to last night’s incident. Am I overreacting? Maybe I am. When we heard about the gunman on campus all I...
    shortgirl4 shortgirl4 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    Because if they did, more than likely they'd go deaf, be confused to death, or their head would explode. Lemme give you an example of my thoughts. *clears throat...
    Dragoniesse Dragoniesse 13-15, M 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I like seriously almost got to the point of thinking about killing myself. Sometimes my thoughts are good, and sometimes they're bad. It just depends I guess. It's not from anybody...
    PureWhiteMoonlight PureWhiteMoonlight 16-17, F Apr 6

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    Seeing? Smelling?? Tasting??? Listening. Silencing thoughts... -is understanding. "The quieter you become, the more you can hear." - Ram Dass ???
    SinisterSmile SinisterSmile 22-25 Apr 9

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    Just another moment my hands are drawn to the pen and i start sketching away.. depicting the thoughts that flow freely from my soul and are imprinted on the pages of the book of...
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    I hate feeling this way sometimes… I cant help it though. Just as soon as I see something from one of “them” it gets me all worked up and a little worried. I know I shouldn't...
    MusicCrazed MusicCrazed 16-17, F Apr 9

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    It's been a tough week so far. I just want to be left alone with my thoughts today.. 😒
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    Jumping off the golden gate bridge without any life saving devices. and dive into the cold blue water. Or Jumping out of a helicopter just to see how the world is round and not...
    NymNin NymNin 18-21, F Apr 10

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    This would be a bloody long story of I ever did put my thoughts and feelings into a book! Haha!
    ifilayhere ifilayhere 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I have been fighting these thoughts for years. I'm lonely, and just upset. Someone message please..?
    BethMP BethMP 16-17, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    Every day I fight suicide thoughts but I can't stop thinking about it
    Nyamal Nyamal 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    If some people knew what I was thinking about them they'd probably kill themselves. Or would be forever scared by the evil tainting my thoughts.
    TheSouless TheSouless 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Words from the past cut deeper than a knife. They tear things apart on contact. They make thoughts a punishment for the one who has to live with it. They know they deserve it...
    IcyDragon IcyDragon 16-17, F 4 days ago

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    I am my worst enemy. No one can save me from my own thoughts.
    MysticalBlade MysticalBlade 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I have tried to kill myself before, but all of these thoughts just won't go away. I don't know why but I just want to be happy again...
    hearmecryandwatchmedie hearmecryandwatchmedie 16-17, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    How can i kill my thoughts...without killing myself?
    mtzav mtzav 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    Yes I am shy on the outside but my eyes say it all apparently ;) I have dirty naughty thoughts!
    browneyedgirl10 browneyedgirl10 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Hi guys! Any problems in regards to women? Like your crush, someone that u like, girlfriend,wife etc? I'll try to answer them thru a woman's perspective.. No sex problems though...
    marellamorton marellamorton 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    "We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We...
    The8ob The8ob 22-25, M 6 hrs ago

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    My emotions are everywhere. I can't handle criticism, I can't handle keeping my head clear, I can't handle opposition right now. I don't know what's wrong with me.