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I Get Suicidal Thoughts

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

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    We all feel down at times, but taking your life won't fix anything, trust me been there done that, not worth it, stay a live and enjoy life, if not you may miss out on someone special coming into your life. This come from someone with many things that have gone wrong.
    Goldwing244ricky Goldwing244ricky 51-55, M 5 Responses Jul 17, 2012

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    Why be suicidal? Is life really that hard? It's only hard if you let it bother you. Look at the beauty surrounding you. Actually see it! It's fascinating. And amazing. Suicide...
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    Eh, I for one do censor my thoughts because something in me is self-conscious towards myself...but it's strange, and rather pathetic that I feel so-- my thoughts are probably...
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    What's with all these people saying their thoughts are so messed up but not actually sharing any of them? Protip: However messed up you think your thoughts are, someone else has...
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    If people could read my thoughts... I would get sideways glances, more than a couple looks in my direction, and horrified expressions... lol I am so glad I am safe inside my head...
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    I'm very seriously glad no one can read my thoughts. More often than not they head towards the weird dark humour thoughts I tend to have a lot. Then again, I don't think I'd want...
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    "If people could see my thoughts they would hate me!/be freaked out!/think i'm crazy!" ­ Enough, people! Say what your oh so shocking thoughts are or don't bother posting. This...
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    I am glad people can't read my thoughts and I cant read theirs. If everyone could read each others thoughts it would be terrible. Everyone would be consistently in shock in terror...
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    This is long. I even cut some paragraphs to prevent it from being tedious. It's me when I think. Ideas flow like waterfalls. So pardon me for this long rant.... In a social...
    0nOpalsMind 0nOpalsMind 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    If my thoughts got out, I would be afraid that I might get thrown in jail. But if the right person read my thoughts, we could have so much fun.
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    Random Thoughts Woke up around 3 am and thought about a lot of random things. Life in general. First off let me start off by saying that I am a young black man who considers...
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    I have lucid thoughts of absolute profundity and love to share them....I also have silly thoughts of goofiness and love to share them.....especially during Full Moon Week... Hope...
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    I feel bad when I talk to people I I don't like because I know if they could read my thoughts they would be crying and I can't help it I always tend to think of the meanest things...
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    If people could read my thoughts this girl wouldn't even talk to me, my friend Felix would laugh but it would be awkward I would've been expelled, my mom would be really surprised...
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    I sometimes feel like I am drowning, screaming on the inside...my lungs burning as I cling on to air...but nobody hears it. The drowning is within; thoughts, feelings, emotions...
    Bellastasia Bellastasia 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    Dear girls. Look at u, so many of u girls posting here, all ladies, all in The same age group. All struggling with the same thoughts the same fight. You are not alone, we all go...
    HeartLion85 HeartLion85 26-30 1 Response Jul 10

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    Too many "me me me" stories. I want to hear THOUGHTS! Come on!
    immobilise immobilise 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I live half hour way from the Beach and I go there and I sit there by the water and just relax and think out my thoughts very relaxing southern coast of florida I have to say...
    sunnyday55 sunnyday55 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I really am because I don't censor my thoughts and they can be very twisted at times.
    thegirlnobodyknows thegirlnobodyknows 26-30, F 5 Responses Jul 11