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I Get Suicidal Thoughts

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

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    We all feel down at times, but taking your life won't fix anything, trust me been there done that, not worth it, stay a live and enjoy life, if not you may miss out on someone special coming into your life. This come from someone with many things that have gone wrong.
    Goldwing244ricky Goldwing244ricky 51-55, M 5 Responses Jul 17, 2012

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    I'm glad people can't read my thoughts bc I'd be in a phych ward for being so suicidal
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    My friend is really mean to me and could care less about how I feel. She lies to me A LOT! Why do I put up with her? Because she's suicidal and no one cares about her feelings...
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    I'm still suicidal, it sucks tho , im just so confused
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    I am not happy. Simple as that. Is it wrong that sometimes I wish I had no family so there would be no one to care for me and I could just jump of some high building . Yet it's...
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    MisterNaked MisterNaked 51-55, M Aug 3

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    wenwen14 wenwen14 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 7

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    Wow...yes. I think they would really see me as a freak and be surprised as well. I come across as very happy go lucky, calm and balanced on the surface but inside is a different...
    Jenni855 Jenni855 26-30, F 6 Responses Aug 1

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    Well actually you can read my thoughts, but whose to say even that isn't fake? For I don't always display real thoughts even in my own head. Sometimes I tell myself things that are...
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    seeminglypossible seeminglypossible 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I fight these thoughts everyday. Thinking about it right now.
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    I find people talking while playing black ops funny. They also have random thoughts like me. Lol
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