I Get Too Attached

i still am like in love with a guy that did everything possible to let me know he doesn't like me. I just keep holding like one day he will love me back and everything will be okay. 
here is what he did:

he went out...

i'm attached and all it's doing is hurting me.

i can see this. my friends and family are constantly reminding me.

he says he loves me, but all he seems to do is make me cry.

that's not love. but i feel like i need him in my life.

oh...

I just joined this site... pretty cool. Gotta love this anonymous business. So my story is simple really: I start dating someone and I get waaay too attached. I don't know if that is "normal"...I know it's not uncommon...

friends or loversI put my heart into it and give my relationships everything I got. I want to be a good person. Its hard to comprehend that people are not the same way.I get used and it hurts terribly.Its pretty much a re-occurrence...

I do.
 
Take this for instance, just 3 weeks aho, started "hanging out" with someone new, I guess now it's turned into a friends with benifits type thing. I'v never actually done this before, usually turns into...

I wasn't even looking for anything from you other than friendship.
Its slowly crept in.
Now I can't stop thinking about you.

Your texts saying that you miss me slowly dried up after I told you how much I like you.

I hate this I don't...

I dont understand why I am the way I am

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