I Get Up Every Morning and Wonder Why I'm Not Dead

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    I Hate This

    Every time I go to bed I am just so depressed I just wish I would die already.. then when I wake up in the morning I just desperately close my eyes and try and go back to sleep. I don't want to be awake.. All I want to do is sleep.
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 9, 2009

    Like This Moring...

    This morning I woke up, yet against, questioning weather why I should even live anymore. I just feel like there is no reason for me to be here anymore, if I wake up every ******* morning and just wish to not be here anymore. I have not felt this way in such a very long time, but...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Feb 9, 2011

    Then I Realize That Would Be Too Easy.

    I often wonder what it's like to have grown up in a loving and nurturing environment. I wonder if there is such a thing. I sit on my bed, alone at night, and wonder why my life didn't turn out that way. Why am I even here. I don't believe that a "higher power" put me...
    Sylverwynd Sylverwynd
    31-35, F
    11 Responses Apr 6, 2008
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