I Get Very Sad Because I Am Damaged

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    My Damaged Vagina And Mind

    my personality has been raped since a child... people selfishly took from me my love, my heart, my dignity and virtue. I feel like a dirty soul to rott in a cloud of broken dreams and endless physical pain and heart ache over and over I am a voodoo doll for haters of my...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Apr 2, 2011

    It's one feeling that's hard to avoid

    because when pieces of you are damaged. It's hard picking up the pieces because you don't know where to start.
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    Jul 19, 2015

    M very sad today.. Its like going somewhere far

    away.. Alone nd nt to b in contact wid anyone... Why m forced to b alone always.. Its like sitng n watching wht is happening n i can't do anything..
    chetna25 chetna25
    26-30, M
    3 Responses Jul 2, 2015

    The Sad Truth

    I'd love to say I don't have issues, but anyone who knows me would know that's a lie. I am so insecure it's ridiculous. I feel like I am not worthy of anything good. I feel like people are judging me everywhere I go and they can see right into my past and base my value on where I...
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jul 19, 2011

    I Feel So Messed Up....

    I worry about and get upset over things that other people wouldn't even think about. It makes me feel like I am mentally messed up in the head which I have sincerely come to believe. I am so far behind in my life for a twentyfive year old and everyday I convince myself that I...
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    2 Responses Jun 14, 2011

    I have this thing called "inappropriate

    Tachycardia." For no reason at all my heart rate goes to over 130 beats per minute and takes hours to come down. Not particularly fun. I do take medication that somewhat controls it. However, the fear of another 'episode" brings on generalized anxiety and panic attacks. I...
    novaesq novaesq
    61-65, M
    1 Response Mar 17, 2015

    The Past....

    Sometimes like today, I get really sad, and even the smallest thing someone say's to me can cut really deep. Most people that really know me , already know of my Darkness, and when it surrounds me, they try really hard to make me laugh. Sometimes they don't even realize they are...
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    6 Responses Jun 14, 2010
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    Oct 30, 2015
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