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I Give Up

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    I tried to stay off here.

    .. It didn't work. I'm back, and here to stay
    kennedy10505 kennedy10505 13-15, F 2 Responses May 29

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    I'm done with good things.

    Maybe it's God's wish. Tired of fighting everything around. It's time to hang up my hat and give in..
    realheisenberg realheisenberg 26-30, M 12 hrs ago

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    I have those days that I really just feel like

    giving up everything and become a future ********, but then I remember I'm too fat and can't dance.
    julie0300 julie0300 13-15, F Jul 20

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    Every time I start to really like someone ****

    falls apart and my heart gets ripped to shreds and I end up crying alone. **** love. It just hurts.
    katelyn2222 katelyn2222 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 31

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    heeeeey heeeeey 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 16

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    I give up, I want to cut I want to die I just

    don't want to be here knowing I'm a waste of a life basically
    lewis349 lewis349 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    Lost Your Faith In Human Kindness???

    Well then join the millions of EP members that have done so as well... Seems I can't even make a joke without someone thinking I am a spy or have ulterior motives... I thought something was funny... I commented on it... there was no story to comment on so I commented on their...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F 14 Responses Jun 24, 2008

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    Today You Win

    I tried, I really did, but you made it impossible. I gave up on so many things for myself for you, but today, I'm very sad to say 'I give up'. She's too pretty, too much to your liking, with a better everything. She's interesting and less delusional. I can't compete with that...
    HelloUnconsciousness HelloUnconsciousness 18-21, F Jan 7, 2011

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    I thought all you had to do

    if you wanted something was work hard. Sounds simple right?you want something you put effort into getting it them BAM you have it . We'll apparently that's not the stinking case.Everything sucks and I HATE it all , we'll most of it anyway.like I like trees they sit/stand there...
    prankqueen prankqueen 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I Gave Up On Trying To Explain Myself Awhile Ago

    no one truly understands me and then when they say they do, and say down the road i get into an argument with that person they tell me im a s*ut and etc. I hate how people are so judgemental, and with there assumtions and guesses on my life. I give on trying to make people...
    thatonegirl25 thatonegirl25 13-15 1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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    I used to love but all those feelings are gone

    now. The only time I cry now is when I think of how pathetic my life is. It truly is. I've lived a secluded life and I've wanted to die for years now. I'm heading into college this year and I feel like it won't change anything got me. I'll just have a degree and debt. Not only...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F Jul 18

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    Yearbook - 1 Me - 0 And it hasn't

    even been a full week of school yet!!!!!! It's gonna be a long year!!!!!!!
    SlimsB SlimsB 16-17, F Aug 19

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    Every Day Struggle

    I wish I could get out of this rut that I've been in. Every day is the same fight. If I'm not depressed then I'm anxious, if not that then numb. I wish there was a switch that I could flip in my mind to at least get my thoughts back. I used to cover up all my wounds with work...
    PreZombie PreZombie 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    I lie down and I - cut myself,

    I cry all the time, I hardly sleep, I never wash, I stare at space, I smoke weed, I take too many pills, I always get drunk, I've been homeless too many times in the last 2 years :-/, I go to too many ***** clubs, I live on my own, I need a hug, I want a true love, I need...
    MartaysWorld95 MartaysWorld95 18-21, M May 25

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    i guess he wins his put me into depression

    once again i tried so hard to forget something and he brings back all the memories i just about gotten out of depression now i trusted him but he just put me back into depression i cant stop thinking about self harming my self i had counsiling today and she said she will help me...
    heeeeey heeeeey 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 1

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    I give up the very special feelings I used to

    have for you, my dear friend.
    anonlyme anonlyme 26-30, M Mar 18

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    I Still Have Faith

    When the world says give up, hope wispers give it one more try. I have felt that moments of despair when their seems nothing left to do but give up, but a liitle voice wispers to me hope. The darkest hour is just before dawn and every storm must calm down if we give up now we'll...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    I Give Up.

    I've lost everything i have worked hard for. I lost my job, im failing class, i will most likely lose my apartment, its just the way it is. People see me, they dont see a person. They see a person with dyed hair, piercings, wears all black and on top of that a deaf retarded freak...
    notperfectforu notperfectforu 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 12, 2013

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    I can't believe after 14 years together this is

    what our marriage has come too. No matter how much I beg or plead or argue with my husband he will not give up his sythetic weed or his father who enables him. And I am tried. Every chance he gets he sneaks into that room, to smoke to be zombied out. I can't take it, I give up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5

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    Let it be. Whatever happens,

    happens for a reason. I just give up fighting too much and over Thinking. I am young and can be free if I want to. I don't think I need to worry too much. What the heck, I'll just smile today and follow what life will bring to me.
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F Oct 2

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    I give up in the hope of ever finding a

    boyfriend. Everyone in my year has been in a relationship at least twice. I'm the only one who never has. The guy I like I have no chance with, as I found out he likes someone else. I am crying.
    VolcanoTheDragon VolcanoTheDragon 13-15, F Oct 12

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    Feel like banging my head repeatedly against a

    wall. I would have a sore bruised head with possible blood and maybe concussion if banged hard enough. At least I would have an outcome for doing it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 4

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    Trying To Get Sober..

    I am signing out of rehab first thing in the morning. This is torture, and I am done. I give up on being sober. I am dissapointed, but this isnt the way I am going to get clean. This place wasnt meant for me. I will leave and go back to where I belong for now. I know that sounds...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    Sometimes you have to give up on people,

    not because you don't care but because they don't . Upwards and onwards .
    spreadYrWings spreadYrWings 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    On life. Suicide has been my wish.

    I never could find a way. My doctor doesn't know that I'm suicidal and he gave me Xanax. I now have something to OD on. It feels so good. I just want to take them all, but I know I'll have better results with alcohol. I need some alcohol, that would be amazing. I have 7.25 mg...
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F 46 Responses Jun 24

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    So I cried for about two hours today.

    I still am. I am so broken. I just got yelled and beat for absolutely nothing. I don't even know why I try anymore. It hurts too much to try. As my mom says "your nothing." The one person who's supposed to have your back and be your best friend, sister, etc. is actually your...
    TheSoulessWorld TheSoulessWorld 16-17, F 8 Responses May 27

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    Why is it you try to help people ether

    for them support them even give them a helping hand but yet they are blind
    Mustangkid2016 Mustangkid2016 22-25, M Aug 24

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    Seriously my goal was to lose 7 kg I've lost 5

    kg but I can't anymore seriously for like 1 month I am trying to lose those 2 kg but I just can't my family isn't helping me at all they always buy unhealthy stuff it's like the do it on purpose even my counselor spoke to them I am trying so hard but I am tired
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    What did I ever do to deserve all thisI've

    tried the best I can and nothing seems to workI feel like The Silence from Doctor WhoPeople only remember me when I am right there in front of themBut right when they turn away the forgot my existenceWhat is it do they want from meI've giving all I've gotI have nothing leftI am...
    Theimpossiblegirl16 Theimpossiblegirl16 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I'm tired of people, they make me feel like

    garbage and I feel like isolating myself from everyone until they care, which they won't.
    Raiders17 Raiders17 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    Don't Know If I Can Go On....

    After seeing what I saw tonight...  After the work, fun, love and emotion that I dedicated to her... after the two years of love that I gave to her... It all seems like such a joke (on me)...All of the hours together seem like such a joke, a joke on me... all of the hundreds...
    garys5150 garys5150 46-50 6 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    I've been stupid and naive

    for 10 years. He has lied, cheated, and consciously and deliberately does things just to see me in pain. And I've stayed and put up with this treatment and would forgive him for things I can't even talk about. I need help.I'm so sad
    tooblueu tooblueu 51-55 Aug 20

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    And in this moment, I realized

    that I am completely defeated.
    PrincessKayleigh PrincessKayleigh 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    I give up trying to fix stuff

    that would never change
    xoxobi xoxobi 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I give up.. I give up on you.

    . I give up on me.. I give up on hope.. I give up on love..
    youaretheonlyexception youaretheonlyexception 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 21

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    I Mean Why?

    I never asked big things from life.Just to live peacefully with persons who love me and respect me.I realized that I didn't really have any chance.Honestly,I give up.I'll continue to function with minimal capacity and focus my mind on something that will not hurt.Maybe it's...
    Blass Blass 70+ 2 Responses Aug 7, 2011

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    I Will Survive

    Im not a coward. Death is the easy simple way out. Why take your own life when you can suffer and learn from it. Thats not me anymore. Im sick of the scars emotionaly and physically. May aswell just suck it up, be strong, and live it out cause thats what we are here to do, why...
    xrheex xrheex 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2011

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    I'm tired of everything.

    ... I'm tired of being treated like crap and I don't even care anymore , I try to make everyone happy and I still get treated horribly. I'm stupid I hate myself I hate being used I hate not being first in peoples lives when I put them first. I'm so frustrated and I give up...
    melanie17 melanie17 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 14

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    I just want to give up.

    I can't live like this anymore
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Aug 27

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    Maybe I Should Do The Same.

    there is this guy i can't say who he is but i've been trying to get his attention for so long since i'd say aug 2010 he invited me here  in sept of 2011.and we chatted for some time but i slowly realized that he wasn't really intersted in me after all anyway he deleted his page...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 12, 2012

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    i just want to end all this right now!

    im sick of being bullied judged no matter what i do nothing seems to go right i live with my mum who has depression and mental health issues every single day she abuses me emotionally verbally and physically for anyone who says go to counselling the simple answer is no. In 2012...
    chloe103 chloe103 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 6

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    Not my way usually. Og great.

    They say my story is too short. Better now?
    discovery5 discovery5 41-45, F 3 Responses Aug 1

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    I Just Want It All To End

    I give up. With everything. Just want everything to end.
    KakaRose KakaRose 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    I Am Trying So Hard.

    Im trying so hard to turn things around. When my parents threw me out, noone in my family believed me. Not even my sister. The one person i hoped would. When they eventually took me back it was all back to normal. constant put downs, constant nagging and slagging me off. Again...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2013

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    I Guess So

    i'm finding i just don't really care about anything anymore, maybe i'm just getting old, or maybe its part of the depression. i just want to curl up into a ball go to sleep and never wake up. some days i think the world would be a better place if i did just that but i know the...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 15 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 25

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    I give up on cultivating friendships.

    And the friends I think I have now, I'm going to walk away from them until they disappear.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    abbyboo1234 abbyboo1234 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    Adam352 Adam352 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 3

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    Doing Something Wrong?

       Lately, I've been feeling like the entire universe, the powers that be, have decided "No triumphs for YOU!"  It just seems that regardless how hard I try, or what I attempt, everything results as a mediocre testament to my failure.    I...
    faultof faultof 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2007

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    because they did. to them i'm just an unworthy

    dumb girl.but in reality at least i don't be dihoest and fake to make a paycheck.i might not make a whole lot.but i'm very much real.i don't play a fake barbie and hurt people....
    deadsoulinside deadsoulinside 41-45, F Oct 9

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    “Laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep,

    and you weep alone; For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth, But has trouble enough of its own. Sing, and the hills will answer; Sigh, it is lost on the air; The echoes bound to a joyful sound, But shrink from voicing care. Rejoice, and men will seek you; Grieve, and they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    Actually I Did Recently

    I give up on happiness :) oh well I guess im meant to live this way
    iminpain iminpain 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2010

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