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I Give Up

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    I feel like taking pills

    and Overdosing .
    yeahohwell yeahohwell 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 27

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    On life. Suicide has been my wish.

    I never could find a way. My doctor doesn't know that I'm suicidal and he gave me Xanax. I now have something to OD on. It feels so good. I just want to take them all, but I know I'll have better results with alcohol. I need some alcohol, that would be amazing. I have 7.25 mg...
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F 48 Responses Jun 24

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    Every Day Struggle

    I wish I could get out of this rut that I've been in. Every day is the same fight. If I'm not depressed then I'm anxious, if not that then numb. I wish there was a switch that I could flip in my mind to at least get my thoughts back. I used to cover up all my wounds with work...
    PreZombie PreZombie 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    Ep Isn'T Working For Me

    Nobody can help me. Ep doesn't work for me, I feel I'm not noticed by people. It's like I'm cursed with an aura so nobody will notice me :,( I'm a lost soul, I should end life I think...
    sparxef sparxef 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 25, 2013

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    My depression is killing me My demons are

    screaming blades calm me Isn't that scary?
    Taylorr2 Taylorr2 13-15, F 4 Responses May 22

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    Today You Win

    I tried, I really did, but you made it impossible. I gave up on so many things for myself for you, but today, I'm very sad to say 'I give up'. She's too pretty, too much to your liking, with a better everything. She's interesting and less delusional. I can't compete with that...
    HelloUnconsciousness HelloUnconsciousness 18-21, F Jan 7, 2011

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    I give up, I want to cut I want to die I just

    don't want to be here knowing I'm a waste of a life basically
    lewis349 lewis349 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I Give Up.

    I've lost everything i have worked hard for. I lost my job, im failing class, i will most likely lose my apartment, its just the way it is. People see me, they dont see a person. They see a person with dyed hair, piercings, wears all black and on top of that a deaf retarded freak...
    notperfectforu notperfectforu 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 12, 2013

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    Doing Something Wrong?

       Lately, I've been feeling like the entire universe, the powers that be, have decided "No triumphs for YOU!"  It just seems that regardless how hard I try, or what I attempt, everything results as a mediocre testament to my failure.    I...
    faultof faultof 41-45, F 2 Responses Aug 19, 2007

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    I can't take it anymore,

    I'm just lost.
    RedFireBlaze RedFireBlaze 13-15, F 3 Responses May 20

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    I Will Survive

    Im not a coward. Death is the easy simple way out. Why take your own life when you can suffer and learn from it. Thats not me anymore. Im sick of the scars emotionaly and physically. May aswell just suck it up, be strong, and live it out cause thats what we are here to do, why...
    xrheex xrheex 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2011

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    I have those days that I really just feel like

    giving up everything and become a future ********, but then I remember I'm too fat and can't dance.
    julie0300 julie0300 13-15, F Jul 20

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    I am tired of being lonely.

    I have lived in Ohio for 4 years now and have made 0 friends. I suffer from depression and have since high school. I have tried to go to church and meet friends, I have tried to be friendly at work, I have tried people at Kroger and at city functions. I can no longer go on...
    88lonelyguy 88lonelyguy 26-30, M Apr 11

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    I can't believe after 14 years together this is

    what our marriage has come too. No matter how much I beg or plead or argue with my husband he will not give up his sythetic weed or his father who enables him. And I am tried. Every chance he gets he sneaks into that room, to smoke to be zombied out. I can't take it, I give up...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jun 5

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    I just want something to go right

    for once and stay like that. But that's asking to much. Life hasn't been easy. Being born on the verge of death. Having 3 close friends die. Witnessing my dad go through a brain trauma. Growing up pretty much without my dad and now he's moving to America so trying to forge a...
    forgottenluna forgottenluna 16-17, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Actually I Did Recently

    I give up on happiness :) oh well I guess im meant to live this way
    iminpain iminpain 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 6, 2010

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    I don't even know where to start.

    My life is in ruins, most of which I brought on myself. Without delving into the details of how I got to be where I am, this is the result: I am 53 years old. I have nothing and I am nothing. I have four children who don't care if I live or die. I took out a student loan a year...
    extraneous1 extraneous1 51-55, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    I used to love but all those feelings are gone

    now. The only time I cry now is when I think of how pathetic my life is. It truly is. I've lived a secluded life and I've wanted to die for years now. I'm heading into college this year and I feel like it won't change anything got me. I'll just have a degree and debt. Not only...
    DearYou DearYou 22-25, F Jul 18

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    I give up the very special feelings I used to

    have for you, my dear friend.
    anonlyme anonlyme 26-30, M Mar 18

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    I give up trying to find someone

    that understands me. Every time I think I've found the right guy he always leaves for some reason or another. I don't know what I do to make them walk away from me. I need help/advice
    Cowgirl6140 Cowgirl6140 13-15, F May 14

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    ok basically i always go back to people

    who have done me wrong hoping theyve changed but they havent there still the same. should i just let them come after me? theres so many people in my past i miss as much as they have really hurt me i cant get over the good times we had etc i get attached way too easily
    pinkglitteress pinkglitteress 22-25, F 2 Responses May 17

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 4

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    I give up on guys!! :( everytime I try,

    I always get hurt somehow !
    sssssk sssssk 16-17, F 2 Responses May 23

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    I Am Trying So Hard.

    Im trying so hard to turn things around. When my parents threw me out, noone in my family believed me. Not even my sister. The one person i hoped would. When they eventually took me back it was all back to normal. constant put downs, constant nagging and slagging me off. Again...
    prettybrowneyes1993 prettybrowneyes1993 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 21, 2013

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    I Still Have Faith

    When the world says give up, hope wispers give it one more try. I have felt that moments of despair when their seems nothing left to do but give up, but a liitle voice wispers to me hope. The darkest hour is just before dawn and every storm must calm down if we give up now we'll...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    I Guess So

    i'm finding i just don't really care about anything anymore, maybe i'm just getting old, or maybe its part of the depression. i just want to curl up into a ball go to sleep and never wake up. some days i think the world would be a better place if i did just that but i know the...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 15 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    I'm tired of people, they make me feel like

    garbage and I feel like isolating myself from everyone until they care, which they won't.
    Raiders17 Raiders17 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 14

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    I gave up a long time ago

    and not just on a certain thing but everything. I realized that no matter how hard I try or how much effort I put into something, I will never been good enough. It will never matter how much I try on something because I will always fail, my best has never been enough for anyone...
    ThatDarnKatz ThatDarnKatz 16-17, F Apr 26

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    Really don't know why I bother.

    .. Giving up trying now
    Rome2008 Rome2008 26-30, M 4 Responses May 20

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    karahmae karahmae 18-21, F Apr 9

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    my friend is an *** and I give up trying to be

    her friend anymore. i hate her so much and she doesn't seem to give a **** about me anymore. I used to like her, but she treats me like **** so I give up
    yeahohwell yeahohwell 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Lost Your Faith In Human Kindness???

    Well then join the millions of EP members that have done so as well... Seems I can't even make a joke without someone thinking I am a spy or have ulterior motives... I thought something was funny... I commented on it... there was no story to comment on so I commented on their...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F 14 Responses Jun 24, 2008

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    Seriously my goal was to lose 7 kg I've lost 5

    kg but I can't anymore seriously for like 1 month I am trying to lose those 2 kg but I just can't my family isn't helping me at all they always buy unhealthy stuff it's like the do it on purpose even my counselor spoke to them I am trying so hard but I am tired
    IjUstDoNtCare12 IjUstDoNtCare12 13-15, F 4 Responses Jul 16

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    What did I ever do to deserve all thisI've

    tried the best I can and nothing seems to workI feel like The Silence from Doctor WhoPeople only remember me when I am right there in front of themBut right when they turn away the forgot my existenceWhat is it do they want from meI've giving all I've gotI have nothing leftI am...
    Theimpossiblegirl16 Theimpossiblegirl16 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    I'm so sick of shopping right now,

    I hate it! 😒 I don't wanna go to prom.
    DepressingKayla DepressingKayla 16-17, F Apr 28

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    You know what it is that I stay alive in order

    of not disappointing everyone i have met, every one I jave talk to. To suppress my feelings no matter what they are. Getting used to not feeling anymore. To just do things to please others. That moment when you don't know if you are truly happy or if you are just pretending. To...
    twiligth2013 twiligth2013 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    Maybe I Should Do The Same.

    there is this guy i can't say who he is but i've been trying to get his attention for so long since i'd say aug 2010 he invited me here  in sept of 2011.and we chatted for some time but i slowly realized that he wasn't really intersted in me after all anyway he deleted his page...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 12, 2012

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    So I cried for about two hours today.

    I still am. I am so broken. I just got yelled and beat for absolutely nothing. I don't even know why I try anymore. It hurts too much to try. As my mom says "your nothing." The one person who's supposed to have your back and be your best friend, sister, etc. is actually your...
    FuzzyBunnyx3 FuzzyBunnyx3 16-17, F 9 Responses May 27

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    I Just Want It All To End

    I give up. With everything. Just want everything to end.
    KakaRose KakaRose 18-21, F 10 Responses Aug 24, 2013

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    Trying To Get Sober..

    I am signing out of rehab first thing in the morning. This is torture, and I am done. I give up on being sober. I am dissapointed, but this isnt the way I am going to get clean. This place wasnt meant for me. I will leave and go back to where I belong for now. I know that sounds...
    imperfectbeauty imperfectbeauty 18-21, F 8 Responses Apr 13, 2012

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    well I guess I'm not ******* meeting someone

    that I really wanted to meet. I have been looking forward to this for months and now it will never happen. **** my life :)
    yeahohwell yeahohwell 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 27

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    I Gave Up On Trying To Explain Myself Awhile Ago

    no one truly understands me and then when they say they do, and say down the road i get into an argument with that person they tell me im a s*ut and etc. I hate how people are so judgemental, and with there assumtions and guesses on my life. I give on trying to make people...
    thatonegirl25 thatonegirl25 13-15 1 Response Jun 21, 2011

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    I'm tired of everything.

    ... I'm tired of being treated like crap and I don't even care anymore , I try to make everyone happy and I still get treated horribly. I'm stupid I hate myself I hate being used I hate not being first in peoples lives when I put them first. I'm so frustrated and I give up...
    melanie17 melanie17 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Don't Know If I Can Go On....

    After seeing what I saw tonight...  After the work, fun, love and emotion that I dedicated to her... after the two years of love that I gave to her... It all seems like such a joke (on me)...All of the hours together seem like such a joke, a joke on me... all of the hundreds...
    garys5150 garys5150 46-50 6 Responses Dec 14, 2009

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    I Mean Why?

    I never asked big things from life.Just to live peacefully with persons who love me and respect me.I realized that I didn't really have any chance.Honestly,I give up.I'll continue to function with minimal capacity and focus my mind on something that will not hurt.Maybe it's...
    Blass Blass 70+ 2 Responses Aug 7, 2011

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    abbyboo1234 abbyboo1234 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    Sometimes you have to give up on people,

    not because you don't care but because they don't . Upwards and onwards .
    spreadYrWings spreadYrWings 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11

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    Screw this, I'm going

    for a cigarette.
    screwmylife screwmylife 16-17, F May 21

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    I lie down and I - cut myself,

    I cry all the time, I hardly sleep, I never wash, I stare at space, I smoke weed, I take too many pills, I always get drunk, I've been homeless too many times in the last 2 years :-/, I go to too many ***** clubs, I live on my own, I need a hug, I want a true love, I need...
    MartaysWorld95 MartaysWorld95 18-21, M May 25

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    i just want to end all this right now!

    im sick of being bullied judged no matter what i do nothing seems to go right i live with my mum who has depression and mental health issues every single day she abuses me emotionally verbally and physically for anyone who says go to counselling the simple answer is no. In 2012...
    chloe103 chloe103 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 6

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    I give up I feel really kidding Whenever I run

    on profiles with female members who are ticklish and always write that one should write it for tickling rpg, if you relish has it. (waiting for both gender or female only) I write to the person. I will either be blocked, ignored or goes off when I'm off. why? I do not know...
    Catwoman92 Catwoman92 22-25, F 2 Responses May 10

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    I tried to stay off here.

    .. It didn't work. I'm back, and here to stay
    kennedy10505 kennedy10505 13-15, F 2 Responses May 29

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    “Laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep,

    and you weep alone; For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth, But has trouble enough of its own. Sing, and the hills will answer; Sigh, it is lost on the air; The echoes bound to a joyful sound, But shrink from voicing care. Rejoice, and men will seek you; Grieve, and they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    Feel like banging my head repeatedly against a

    wall. I would have a sore bruised head with possible blood and maybe concussion if banged hard enough. At least I would have an outcome for doing it.