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I Give Up

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    I am about to lose it!

    ! Plus I feel guilty for feeling this way. Now my husband's mother and stepfather live with us. I only agreed to it because it was suppose to be our home was just their home base and they would go stay with all the other kids a few months at a time then come back. 3 years have...
    hatemylife91 hatemylife91 46-50, F 1 Response Jun 8

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    People who randomly stop

    or don't put in an effort to be there for you or keep in touch with you anymore aren't really friends. I know people are busy and all with their own lives, but if it goes on for months and even after talking to them about it and you still see no effort from them, then that's it...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 6

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    Every day that I drag my sorry *** through,

    reveals to me what I have suspected for years. Life really is just a game of chance. Your hard work, your God, your faith, your prayers, your plans, your hope have ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with it. Life is all about who you know or who you blow. Hard work, education, NOTHING...
    BrokeBandit BrokeBandit 41-45, F 1 Response May 5

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    I just give up in life

    and dating. I've been cheated on and played and I don't need it anymore. I'm done with men and dating! Nuff said
    MizzChocolate99 MizzChocolate99 22-25, F May 3

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    Let it be. Whatever happens,

    happens for a reason. I just give up fighting too much and over Thinking. I am young and can be free if I want to. I don't think I need to worry too much. What the heck, I'll just smile today and follow what life will bring to me.
    sylviaplath01 sylviaplath01 18-21, F Oct 2, 2014

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    I don't know why i try to help others.

    I can only help if i know how, and i keep being shown that i don't so screw it. if i try to help you let me don't push me away. talking about it is the best way to help move on. that's all i have to say, rant over
    Darkenrow Darkenrow 18-21 Jun 13

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    Thinking I should just delete Ep.

    ..hmm I'm not sure :/.
    KaiyaSantana KaiyaSantana 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    I Guess So

    i'm finding i just don't really care about anything anymore, maybe i'm just getting old, or maybe its part of the depression. i just want to curl up into a ball go to sleep and never wake up. some days i think the world would be a better place if i did just that but i know the...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 15 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    i just have to face facts

    that no one will ever want me, no one will see me as good enough, or handsome enough, no one will ever see me as i am, the good person that does all that he can for those around him, no one wants to love me the way i need, and thus i just need to give up, and hope that im wrong...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M May 5

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    What did I ever do to deserve all thisI've

    tried the best I can and nothing seems to workI feel like The Silence from Doctor WhoPeople only remember me when I am right there in front of themBut right when they turn away the forgot my existenceWhat is it do they want from meI've giving all I've gotI have nothing leftI am...
    Theimpossiblegirl16 Theimpossiblegirl16 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2014

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    I don't even eat. I have too many stupid food

    allergies. No money and I'm always tired. I give up. If I'm going to be miserable i might a well enjoy myself too.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F May 26

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    SpiritOfOrpheus SpiritOfOrpheus 16-17, M 7 Responses Apr 1

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    I Give Up.

    I've lost everything i have worked hard for. I lost my job, im failing class, i will most likely lose my apartment, its just the way it is. People see me, they dont see a person. They see a person with dyed hair, piercings, wears all black and on top of that a deaf retarded freak...
    notperfectforu notperfectforu 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 12, 2013

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    You know what people you have no reason to say

    that I have brain cancer respiratory cancer rumors all over my body had to quit everything can't see out of my right eye I'm in a wheelchair can't feel my right leg and my left is cut off and I'm only 12!!!!' Yeah so shut up people you have no reason to!!!!!! I couldn't remember...
    photographyismylife photographyismylife 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 23

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    iamaphla iamaphla 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 24

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    I give up the very special feelings I used to

    have for you, my dear friend.
    anonlyme anonlyme 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 18, 2014

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    I give up. I'm done trying.

    You stopped being a friend for a while now, so I think I'm done too. You disappoint me way too much now.
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M May 30

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    here's how my day went.

    ...i went to work and told my crush i like him...he laughed at me. so i'm sorry to have kept bugging everyone and not shut up about him, now i will. i hate my life. my mom is right, i'll die alone. so after i told him that in the break room, i went back to the main floor and kept...
    randomgirl42 randomgirl42 18-21, F 27 Responses Mar 21

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    Not been on for ages

    because of my care home an this is getting annoying from May 2013 I have moved 8 times to different care homes.. And This has got to be the worst, the staff do not appreciate you and hardly speak to you it's horrible to think staff can say mean things to you and push you, I'm...
    meganwalton meganwalton 16-17, F May 26

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    I don't know what I say wrong.

    I am deleting this site for those who want to look for me I am on fb.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 15

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    I am finally realizing

    that love isnt for me. i start to love a woman but then they, if they even talk to me, dont take my love seriously and they have other needs that i obviously dont fill. i give up. i wont waste my heart and time further. If anyone thinks I love them its a mistake
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jun 17

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    Every Day Struggle

    I wish I could get out of this rut that I've been in. Every day is the same fight. If I'm not depressed then I'm anxious, if not that then numb. I wish there was a switch that I could flip in my mind to at least get my thoughts back. I used to cover up all my wounds with work...
    PreZombie PreZombie 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    I tried to stay off here.

    .. It didn't work. I'm back, and here to stay
    kennedy10505 kennedy10505 16-17, F 1 Response May 29, 2014

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    Today S U C K E D Big Time!

    !! It was a good old fashioned BAD DAY!!! I could have done better, I could have tried harder, but its done now. I had an speech to give in one class and my PowerPoint show would not open so I was left all on my own, just talking. I made the best of it but I fear a bad grade will...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    i'm just done being nice.

    i'm done expecting people to care. i've tried to help people over the years..i tried to be nice to everyone i tried to care about everyone... but as of this moment i've come to realize i quit. i give up the worlds constant attempts at crushing me the worlds ignoring me.. the...
    Chinsei Chinsei 26-30, M 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I've decided to withdraw from everything like I

    did 2/3 years ago. I have the baby to think about and I can't take anymore stress or arguments, I have also given up on being happy simply because every time I am something comes along to ruin it. I am now just an empty shell with no hopes, dreams or ambitions, the only thing...
    Jenezebel Jenezebel 26-30, F 1 Response May 8

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    Is it crazy to have been hurt

    so much that you no longer want kids or to be married? I've been hurt by many guys, by family, and people who are suppose to be my friends. Its crazy im sick of being hurt so much. Ive given up on relationships now. Marriage and having kids are 2 things that ive always wanted...
    tig1991 tig1991 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 10

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    Im never dating never getting married.

    My fear has gotten out of control and i rather feel safe than be uncomfortable to make other people happy. Dream indeed lay night scared me abit so I'll try to write it down as best as i can.
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F May 19

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    A dream,a simple fantasy

    that I wish were reality that you, come knocking at my door and relive this dream once more. Once again disappointed..The story of my life.Everyone I ever loved leaves.My heart has turned to stone and has been bruised to many times unsure of recovery...
    KAYDUBAU KAYDUBAU 31-35, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    I'm so tired of life.

    I want to keep trying but try for what? To fail? I've been failing my whole life I got to the point where I don't care anymore. I want to fail because that's something I'm good at. I give up. I've been giving up, I don't feel like my life has any point.
    cmt334 cmt334 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 23

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    I dont need school. I teach myself most things

    anyway. All school does is cause problems for me....
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 25

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    i dont know what to do to make people like me

    not like me love me hate me i give up life hopeless
    Beutifulman1970 Beutifulman1970 41-45, M Apr 22

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    “Laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep,

    and you weep alone; For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth, But has trouble enough of its own. Sing, and the hills will answer; Sigh, it is lost on the air; The echoes bound to a joyful sound, But shrink from voicing care. Rejoice, and men will seek you; Grieve, and they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    I give up, I want to cut I want to die I just

    don't want to be here knowing I'm a waste of a life basically
    lewis349 lewis349 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    Goodbye love, my heart to give is far too

    damaged to give away again, push my soul into moving traffic, kill me from the inside, let my become the shell my body has been so desperately fighting to prevent, no one wants me to be their world, or even share a corner of it, ive tried so hard, ive helped so many, and in the...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 2 Responses Jun 4

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    I give up.. I'm sick of trying.

    .. Time after time I just feel like ****.. Why? I get faith and then loose it... I have no energy to waist on trying when people don't even appreciate my efforts
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    So I cried for about two hours today.

    I still am. I am so broken. I just got yelled and beat for absolutely nothing. I don't even know why I try anymore. It hurts too much to try. As my mom says "your nothing." The one person who's supposed to have your back and be your best friend, sister, etc. is actually your...
    AGreenDayToRemember AGreenDayToRemember 16-17, F 8 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I'm so stupid I can't deal with life any more

    I've been diagnosed with ptsd rad and all that crap I lost my sister and every one I love is leaving me my life sucks
    imANDYlol imANDYlol 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    What do you do when you don't know what to do

    anymore? I can't talk to my bf and I'm just hurting so bad! My parents are always fighting and in just worried
    DarkWorld21 DarkWorld21 13-15, F 3 Responses Apr 18

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    i wanna die.. i quit.

    i cant take it anymore
    supratimchakravarty supratimchakravarty 16-17 1 Response Jun 8

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    I've tried so hard to do the right thing.

    .. be a good person, and I've tried to help people. ... obviouslying I won't get a response either because on this site the only people who get a response are women and the responders are typically just creepy *** men who are strictly just trying to have sex, all I truly want is...
    ddmagnum ddmagnum 22-25, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    i just want to end all this right now!

    im sick of being bullied judged no matter what i do nothing seems to go right i live with my mum who has depression and mental health issues every single day she abuses me emotionally verbally and physically for anyone who says go to counselling the simple answer is no. In 2012...
    chloe103 chloe103 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    On life. Suicide has been my wish.

    I never could find a way. My doctor doesn't know that I'm suicidal and he gave me Xanax. I now have something to OD on. It feels so good. I just want to take them all, but I know I'll have better results with alcohol. I need some alcohol, that would be amazing. I have 7.25 mg...
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F 43 Responses Jun 24, 2014

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    I'm done trying for you.

    You were suppose to be my motivation. Now that you're gone I have nothing to push me forward. I see myself sinking. Sinking into that place I once was before I meet you. You gave me a reason. Now that I no longer have a reason I just dont care.
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F Nov 4, 2014

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    Catho Catho 18-21, F Jun 4

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    I don't understand the meaning of anything

    anymore or what is the point of it all . Just feel numb
    chrissie58 chrissie58 46-50, F 26 Responses Apr 23

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    I Will Survive

    Im not a coward. Death is the easy simple way out. Why take your own life when you can suffer and learn from it. Thats not me anymore. Im sick of the scars emotionaly and physically. May aswell just suck it up, be strong, and live it out cause thats what we are here to do, why...