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I Give Up

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 527 People

    I'm going to stop, I really do like you a lot.

    However I know you want someone else. I respect that and I'll always be here for you. Thank you for the most wonderful dream though.
    Uoaman Uoaman 36-40, M Jan 5

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    I really really liked him,

    and I knew he didn't like me back, but I thought I might have had a chance later on. But it turns out that, after (hopefully) seeing him one day this January, I'll probably never see him again.
    Nightingale73 Nightingale73 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F Dec 23, 2014

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    i cant take it anymore.

    ......that is all
    iampointless iampointless 46-50, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    I'm tired of everything.

    ... I'm tired of being treated like crap and I don't even care anymore , I try to make everyone happy and I still get treated horribly. I'm stupid I hate myself I hate being used I hate not being first in peoples lives when I put them first. I'm so frustrated and I give up...
    melanie17 melanie17 16-17, F 2 Responses Jul 14, 2014

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    “Laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep,

    and you weep alone; For the sad old earth must borrow its mirth, But has trouble enough of its own. Sing, and the hills will answer; Sigh, it is lost on the air; The echoes bound to a joyful sound, But shrink from voicing care. Rejoice, and men will seek you; Grieve, and they...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Dec 29, 2013

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    That's it, I dont care anymore.

    ... I'm done for good...
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 7 Responses Nov 27, 2014

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    I'm tired of guessing

    and trying I'm done with hoping and feeling that it's true and ending up knowing I've been used once again I need to remind myself why I'm here and learn from my past mistakes
    sela1095 sela1095 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 9, 2014

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    I tried to stay off here.

    .. It didn't work. I'm back, and here to stay
    kennedy10505 kennedy10505 13-15, F 2 Responses May 29, 2014

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    What did I ever do to deserve all thisI've

    tried the best I can and nothing seems to workI feel like The Silence from Doctor WhoPeople only remember me when I am right there in front of themBut right when they turn away the forgot my existenceWhat is it do they want from meI've giving all I've gotI have nothing leftI am...
    Theimpossiblegirl16 Theimpossiblegirl16 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2014

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    I can't take it anymore.

    .. Goodbye...
    A7XFoREVer99 A7XFoREVer99 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 27, 2014

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    I just feel like I don't know anything anymore.

    I'm tired of being confused and trying to be one thing and have that be wrong. Can't I just keep everyone happy. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't even do anything anymore. I don't know what do do with this, with my life... I thought I had it figured out, thought I...
    imgivingupnow imgivingupnow 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25, 2014

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    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    So I am letting you go.

    Before I hurt you more. Before you dissapoint me more. Before we got hurt. I packed my bags and left. So take care and be happy instead :)
    rockettothemoon08 rockettothemoon08 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Lost Your Faith In Human Kindness???

    Well then join the millions of EP members that have done so as well... Seems I can't even make a joke without someone thinking I am a spy or have ulterior motives... I thought something was funny... I commented on it... there was no story to comment on so I commented on their...
    phidget phidget 31-35, F 14 Responses Jun 24, 2008

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    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 4 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    HigherCalling HigherCalling 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 23, 2014

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    I am tired of being lonely of being ignored

    and invisible. It doesn't pay to be a nice guy , you never get anywhere and people just walk all over you. My feelings obviously don't matter...aaaarrrrgggghhhh
    umpreferee umpreferee 41-45, M 2 Responses Dec 20, 2014

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    Push me any farther and I could possible end

    everything for myself......
    Court24 Court24 22-25, F 3 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    I give up, I want to cut I want to die I just

    don't want to be here knowing I'm a waste of a life basically
    lewis349 lewis349 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 22, 2014

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    I'm stuck between having to leave my best friend

    so he can carry on with his life, and being in love with him. Fml.
    SuicidalSilence SuicidalSilence 13-15 1 Response Nov 30, 2014

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    Let it be. Whatever happens,

    happens for a reason. I just give up fighting too much and over Thinking. I am young and can be free if I want to. I don't think I need to worry too much. What the heck, I'll just smile today and follow what life will bring to me.
    Wewerethereinthattime Wewerethereinthattime 18-21, F Oct 2, 2014

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    Maybe some people are never meant to be loved.

    Maybe I am one of god's experiments, what happens without love. A lesson to others of how not to end up, what not to be. I knew the lesson though. I never wanted to end like this. I wanted to live knowing I am loved. Even for just one day by one person. It would have changed...
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    ShadowWolf01 ShadowWolf01 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2014

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    Today S U C K E D Big Time!

    !! It was a good old fashioned BAD DAY!!! I could have done better, I could have tried harder, but its done now. I had an speech to give in one class and my PowerPoint show would not open so I was left all on my own, just talking. I made the best of it but I fear a bad grade will...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 6 Responses Dec 1, 2014

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    I Give Up.

    I've lost everything i have worked hard for. I lost my job, im failing class, i will most likely lose my apartment, its just the way it is. People see me, they dont see a person. They see a person with dyed hair, piercings, wears all black and on top of that a deaf retarded freak...
    notperfectforu notperfectforu 18-21, F 6 Responses Jun 12, 2013

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    I Will Survive

    Im not a coward. Death is the easy simple way out. Why take your own life when you can suffer and learn from it. Thats not me anymore. Im sick of the scars emotionaly and physically. May aswell just suck it up, be strong, and live it out cause thats what we are here to do, why...
    xrheex xrheex 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 4, 2011

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    I don't want to but I try

    and i try but to no avail.
    Shadowfox20 Shadowfox20 18-21, M 5 Responses Nov 16, 2014

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    I give up the very special feelings I used to

    have for you, my dear friend.
    anonlyme anonlyme 26-30, M Mar 18, 2014

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    I am ready to give up.

    Nothing changes, and obviously I can't change either. I am so ready to not care.
    umpreferee umpreferee 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 19, 2014

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    I Still Have Faith

    When the world says give up, hope wispers give it one more try. I have felt that moments of despair when their seems nothing left to do but give up, but a liitle voice wispers to me hope. The darkest hour is just before dawn and every storm must calm down if we give up now we'll...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    if u have read my previous post u will

    understand where i am cuming frm, i now know my mission. Also i kill that person that was living inside me. she is no longer with us. she was rebellious she wanted to be unique and nobody around her like that. i am new me now. no more fighting with my self. she is gone...
    furmal furmal 26-30 Dec 20, 2014

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    i just want to end all this right now!

    im sick of being bullied judged no matter what i do nothing seems to go right i live with my mum who has depression and mental health issues every single day she abuses me emotionally verbally and physically for anyone who says go to counselling the simple answer is no. In 2012...
    chloe103 chloe103 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 6, 2014

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    So I cried for about two hours today.

    I still am. I am so broken. I just got yelled and beat for absolutely nothing. I don't even know why I try anymore. It hurts too much to try. As my mom says "your nothing." The one person who's supposed to have your back and be your best friend, sister, etc. is actually your...
    TheSoulessWorld TheSoulessWorld 16-17, F 8 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Sometimes you have to give up on people,

    not because you don't care but because they don't . Upwards and onwards .
    spreadYrWings spreadYrWings 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 11, 2014

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    I should have from the start.

    I'm sorry. Maybe you'll won't even see this but who knows. Just want/wanted to make you happy.
    MO513 MO513 13-15, M 1 Response a week ago

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    Abandon me like the rest have.

    I don't ******* belong here anyways
    DeadDropGoth DeadDropGoth 16-17, M Jan 13

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    dreshany dreshany 41-45, F 6 Responses Nov 18, 2014

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    Every Day Struggle

    I wish I could get out of this rut that I've been in. Every day is the same fight. If I'm not depressed then I'm anxious, if not that then numb. I wish there was a switch that I could flip in my mind to at least get my thoughts back. I used to cover up all my wounds with work...
    PreZombie PreZombie 26-30, M 6 Responses Sep 29, 2012

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    I Guess So

    i'm finding i just don't really care about anything anymore, maybe i'm just getting old, or maybe its part of the depression. i just want to curl up into a ball go to sleep and never wake up. some days i think the world would be a better place if i did just that but i know the...
    ihaveanameitsrick ihaveanameitsrick 46-50, M 15 Responses Nov 13, 2009

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    XxscarsxX XxscarsxX 16-17, F Nov 1, 2014

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    I'm done. Done with everything.

    I simply want to give up life at this point. People don't know how much they hurt me. I have little to live for even though I have so many loved ones. I am only alive right at this very second because I have to live for my bf. I'm so done with life. I've tried not to cut, so...
    AleaAndLexi AleaAndLexi 13-15, F 3 Responses Dec 14, 2014

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    Feel like banging my head repeatedly against a

    wall. I would have a sore bruised head with possible blood and maybe concussion if banged hard enough. At least I would have an outcome for doing it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 4, 2014

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    On life. Suicide has been my wish.

    I never could find a way. My doctor doesn't know that I'm suicidal and he gave me Xanax. I now have something to OD on. It feels so good. I just want to take them all, but I know I'll have better results with alcohol. I need some alcohol, that would be amazing. I have 7.25 mg...
    thoughtfulstars thoughtfulstars 13-15, F 46 Responses Jun 24, 2014

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    I give up.. I'm sick of trying.

    .. Time after time I just feel like ****.. Why? I get faith and then loose it... I have no energy to waist on trying when people don't even appreciate my efforts
    catho catho 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    I give up. For real. I don't

    even feel like trying anymore. What's the ******* point...
    aew11 aew11 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    Was so close to committing suicide today.

    ... But i didn't - don't know why. This world disappoints me. I will definitely go through with it next time. There's no point in fighting for life anymore...looks like my demons have finally won. :(((
    ADTRfan ADTRfan 16-17, F 2 Responses Jan 1

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    I'm done trying for you.

    You were suppose to be my motivation. Now that you're gone I have nothing to push me forward. I see myself sinking. Sinking into that place I once was before I meet you. You gave me a reason. Now that I no longer have a reason I just dont care.
    WickedlilAngel WickedlilAngel 31-35, F Nov 4, 2014

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