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I Go to Sleep Everynight Thinking of My Love

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    Its been over a decade.

    Thou m married. Had an extra martial affair but i loved her soo much. The affair went on for 6 yrs. ita been a atleast 14 yrs since v parted away but i still havent moved on. I know it was A HUGE mistake i cheated on my wife. She knew i was married. Then too she had an affair...
    cluelessboy cluelessboy 41-45, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I Do....

    And every night just before I fall asleep I say "nigh nighs Baby". Kinda soppy I know.....
    TheWanderingSupertramp TheWanderingSupertramp 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 7, 2010

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    Love To Sleep Than To Stay Awake!!

    Visions blurred as clock ticked 2 AM in the morning Inspite the darkness outside, I felt like the whole world is brightening, Closed the door and I jumped onto the bed excited Though I had to bear all the mosquitoes trying to eat me at night Only because I will be closer to you...
    maskedmenace maskedmenace 22-25, M 9 Responses Dec 8, 2010

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    Wht do you do if you can't sleep at night?

    ? Do you count sheep? Toss and turn?? Try to get up and do something productive??? Or log in to EP.....,,, : )
    Divine82 Divine82 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Different Ways We Say Good Night

    He is at home dining with his wife or tucking in his children an hour away from where I am lying in the dark of my dorm room wishing I could hear his voice and feel his touch. Or he is on a business trip, which means we get to talk on the phone or, best of all, via webcam...
    eloise18 eloise18 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 25, 2012

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    Everynight, I Am Thinking About..oueverymoment.

     I am thinking about you every night. I dream about you every moment. Imagining about you and I feel your fresh and your warns.   unchained imagination is flying over in my brain.   Quietly I am smiling.   I feel more  happy thinking about you.  ...
    HAL9001 HAL9001 36-40, M 4 Responses Jan 1, 2009

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    Just Like Tonight

    This month was really tough for me and my beloved,  starting with my b-day on which my love coudnt be with me, but he tried his best to make me feel really great and stayed with me whole night, continuing with an argument with parents because of my internet use, but...
    bublina bublina 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 30, 2008

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    Being Deployed Is Hard.

    This is the first time I have been away from my wife since we got married. I spent a lot of time away from my ex-wife, but the pain I am experiencing now is something I have never felt. I miss having her in my arms so bad. It is very difficult to lay in this bed every night...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 5, 2011

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    Love At First Sight

    I was only 17 yrs old when I saw my wife across a crowded room, and somehow in a single instant I was completely head over heels in love. How is that even possible? She was all the way across the room! Yet my peripheral vision literally went gray, I could only see her. I had...
    TruthTruth TruthTruth 36-40, M 3 Responses Jun 21, 2011

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    He's the Last Person I Talk to Before I Try to Sleep

    I always think about him, missing him next to me. Missing his arms around me and his legs twisted with mine. I miss hearing him breathe as he slowly falls asleep. I miss feeling his heartbeat. I miss the way he sighs before he moves to get more comfortable. I miss...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Jan 3, 2009

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    It's 12:24 Am...time For Bed. Thinking About You Always...

    I can't see or talk to you for 10 more days...I've only been waiting one day and I miss you so much. But I know you need to do this and I hope you get what you want out of you're trip. You're always the last person I think of before I go to bed then the moment I wake up I check...
    whatnottodo whatnottodo 18-21, F Jul 8, 2011

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    Loneliest Time

    Night time is the worst time for me. I miss him so much, during the day goes fast usually but night drags. I call him, he calls me, we say goodnight blow each other a kiss and end our conversation. We dont take for granted the times we spend together cos they are so...
    danni25 danni25 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 27, 2008

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    My Thoughts Carry Into My Sweet Dreams...

    He's the only person I can think of in the day time so why not include him in my night?!
    Val3ntine Val3ntine 18-21, F Dec 7, 2010

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    He Tucks Me In

    Most nights, we talk on the phone up until it's time for bed.  We say our good nights and whisper our sweet words to each other and then I climb into my cold, lonely bed which quickly warms with my thoughts of him.  Thoughts of his arms around me.  His warm...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten 31-35, F 8 Responses Feb 10, 2009

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    Missing2

    My first love and only real love i first knew as a boy, and we were best friends for over a year i spent many weekends at his home with his mother and grandparents many times We had many baths with each other and I knew his body was not like a boy I had sense before or a girl...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 29, 2011

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    Wishing You Where Here.....

    every night when it comes time to go to sleep i hate it hes not here beside me all i want is him near. so i started do this for some reason: bed time- get a call from him to say good nite and love yous get junya ready for bed and tell him about jarid and how much fun he'll...
    browneyegirl89 browneyegirl89 18-21, F 6 Responses Nov 20, 2008

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    Missing 3

    Roberta 2 As many of you know from past post we were different then other kids our own ages. I think sometimes even in our own time we did not belong. Think part of the problem of not being able to go on with my life and the loss of Roberta is how her death happened and it...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 29, 2011

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    The Smell Of Marshmellow

      Since we are in long distance relationship We need each other more and more Especially at the night time The time when we were together was full of merriment Love is so amazing It can melt us like a marshmellow, when we hold hands ... when we so close ... when our...
    DollyDiva DollyDiva 22-25, F 6 Responses Feb 27, 2009

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    Nights Kill Me

    I can still feel her in my bed sometimes, with her arms wrapped around me, holding me together. She would sleep with me most nights, nothing sexual or anything like that, it was just us. School nights couldn't work but every weekend and all throughout breaks and summer vacation...
    godsmack666 godsmack666 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 8, 2009

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    My One And Only Love

     This would not leave me alone, the words kept me awake, and so, two days ago I wrote them in an email and sent them to him, I asked him to give it a title.... so, His titlemy poem.  Hope you like it.        My One and Only Love...
    nightowlinak nightowlinak 41-45, F Jan 13, 2010

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    Not Just At Night

    I will sleep thinking of him and complete all my day to day tasks thinking about him, its a wonder I even get anything done to be honest.   Everytime my phone goes off and its him I have the biggest smile on my face....   I Love Him =)
    SkinandBone SkinandBone 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 6, 2009

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    Missing

    Missing the one I loved or my best friend I still remember the day in 7th grade when I was called to the office to be a buddy to a new kid in school. Thought out the day we grew closer to each other and strange thing happened between us, it was like we had a mental connection...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 29, 2011

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    Pleasant Dreams

    i never fail to think of him before i go to sleep.  it doesn't matter if he loves me too or not. i lie awake at night... hoping he's thinking of me too! 
    SweetAppleBlossom SweetAppleBlossom 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 7, 2009

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    He Is The Last Thing On My Mind Everynight

    I have this deep feeling for my ex boyfriend. Though we already broke up due to my own mistakes, I still go to sleep with him in my thoughts every night. It's not healthy to dwell on a dead relationship but I can't help it. I believe he is my soul mate and we are perfect for each...
    luna97 luna97 26-30 Jun 21, 2011

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    My love lives 450 miles from me.

    It's so hard to not be able to see him everyday because I just want to be with him. I can't wait until the day we can be together. I love him so much. He's everything I've ever wanted and more. I can't wait until the day I can fall asleep in his arms and wake up to his face.
    meganayyye21 meganayyye21 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 15

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    Always....

    He is the last thing that I think about before I go to bed, and the 1st thing that I think about when I wake up in the morning. I Love him so much. He is always on my mind. he is the most amazing man ever, and I truly don't deserve him. <3
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 12, 2010

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    My Soul Mate

    I had met that Love of my life on 6-1-2012 On yahoo. We hit it off I was so happy I had found a real Hero. That man, my Hero swept me off my feet. It was Love at fight sight for both of us. We spend hours together Every moment we had we were always together. Then News came last...
    Burris001 Burris001 31-35, F 2 Responses Oct 4, 2012

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    Here's To All The Couples Out There...

    I was going to post this as a Facebook status, but it turned into something much bigger than I thought. I am starting to realize a few fundamental truths about myself. I am a broken person. I need to be fixed, and I am starting to do that. Last year taught me a lot about...
    BamaToon BamaToon 36-40, M Jan 21, 2012

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    I'm Cold, Where Are You?

      I've lived with my boyfriend for almost a year now, he and I met like any normal street riff raff couple, at some random hang out where we ended up at his friends with my friends and eventually decided to give each other a chance. Oo romantic, I know. Well in August of...
    donspanda31 donspanda31 22-25, F Mar 9, 2009

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    Almost Everynight. . .

    i think about him all day and night. i like thinking about him before i go to bed  so that i can dream about how totally awesome he is and how much i want to be with him. i only want to dream of him.
    Hazuki Hazuki 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7, 2009

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    I'm only 18 (almost 19).

    I came back for Winter Break from school this past December, and I fell in love. I went over to my friend's house one night, just to hang out with a bunch of people. I drove my three friends over, meeting my other two there. Little did I know, one of my friends, E, brought a...
    lexixlack lexixlack 18-21, F Mar 9

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    Missing 4

    We were never your run of the mill kids Many years ago I was told the only fight Roberta, even had with her mother was about me, and whether her mother would tell me the truth or did Roberta have to do it. I think the closer it came to that weekend the more she may have...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2 61-65, M May 29, 2011

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    The Man of My Dreams

    I am an air force girlfiend. It takes a lot but I have gained so much through my experiences. There have been many instances where I had no communication with my man. I had to just cheerish all of the wonderful memories that we had built together and await the day that I'd be...
    usafsweetheart usafsweetheart 18-21 7 Responses Feb 8, 2009

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    Nobody has any idea.. like everyday people think i'm so joyful and smiley all the time and they're always like "omg does she ever stop laughing haha!" little do they know.. i cry...
    alliixxxx alliixxxx 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Even though I am not that of an ASPCA member (let alone an ASPCA zealot which are two completely different groups), I do hate that there are many animals that do not get...
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    My online mama is the best she does everything for me. She got me a bottles, binkies, blanky, and bunny to sleep with. I lover her lots she is the best and I would never do...
    babygirlh95 babygirlh95 18-21, F a week ago

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    I had to escape The city was sticky and cruel Maybe I should have called you first But I was dying to get to you I was dreaming while I drove The long straight road ahead, uh, huh...
    lozzenbee lozzenbee 22-25, F Dec 11

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    I'm always torn when it's raining outside. I always have my fan on when I sleep but I love the sound of rain and I can't hear the rain if my hulk of a box fan is roaring away!
    shweek shweek 22-25, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    We are not going to see one another over the whole of the Christmas holidays and all I want to do is take her in my arms and kiss her she is on my mind constantly when I'm awake...
    Sirwithherkey Sirwithherkey 31-35, M 1 hr ago

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    It's not the way you would hug a toy In bed it's just for some reason I love to wrap my arms and legs round my pillow at night and sleep like that it makes me feel happy like I'm...
    andiloveyou andiloveyou 16-17, F 5 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Why can't e just notice I'm alive it kills me every time he looks and me and walks away why can't he love me the same way I love him ugh
    purtylilcountrythang purtylilcountrythang 13-15, F 7 hrs ago

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    Love the style and era ??, but it sooo wasn't a good time for my people. ?? *sigh* It was pretty rough in those times but I absolutely adore vintage clothing, just not the old...
    Jadrienne Jadrienne 22-25, F 6 hrs ago

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    So honey now Take me into your loving arms Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars Place your head on my beating heart I'm thinking out loud That maybe we found love right...
    officialwanderer officialwanderer 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    I'm wearing some wet ones right now it was a good nights sleep with windows open and I had 2 cups of water before I fall asleep and next morning huge wet spot
    Guywhopees Guywhopees 22-25, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Idk what types of sleep disorders are there in the world, but sometimes, I really feel/do weird things in my sleep that I think I might have some kind of sleep disorder. Apart...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Mmmm love the group any fun mature busty ladies about mail me
    TeddyboyUK72 TeddyboyUK72 41-45, M 7 hrs ago

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    I love staying up until the realization of,"Oh, Crap I've got **** to do tomorrow," hits you and yet you do it anyways...... And then you regret it in the morning and drown...
    RedCatHunting RedCatHunting 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    it's hurts the most when someone uses you it hurts even more when you fall in love with them and you tried so hard to help them just for them to addmit they used you
    dannydarko178 dannydarko178 18-21, M 4 hrs ago

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    “I cannot picture what the life of the spirit would have been without him. He found me when my mind and soul were hungry and thirsty, and he fed them till our last hour together...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 3 Responses 1 hr ago

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