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I Got Raped By Someone I Loved

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    I Got Raped - when i was 13 year's old i got raped....... my rapist was my boyfirend and a very cool firend until that day when went over to his house after school evry thing was...
    valaill valaill 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 10, 2013

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    Why Are They Here? - We dated for 1 year but I wasn't ready. I was getting ready for school on day and then I missed the bus so just like any other day i asked if he can come and...
    Teyiah Teyiah 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 4, 2012

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