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I Got Very Hurt Inside

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    The Clock

    Sometimes, I wanna let the hands of the clock be stopped every time I am happy... I wanna hide the hourglass just to make myself believe that moments wouldn't end... But I never did such. For I realized, there are also those who wanted the hands of the clock to move... For...
    PicturesqueFirmament PicturesqueFirmament 31-35, F Jan 24, 2013

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    Hurt

    getting specific would take way too long and bore everyone to death. so long story short... I've had countless people come into my life, and just blow me away. those people were my gods. I worshiped them. But every one of those people ended up THROWING me in the middle of the...
    thenewflesh thenewflesh 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    Alot of Things

    Alot of things have happened in my life that hurt me deeply, I wont tell you all of it cuz I know you dont want to sit here for two hours reading it.The important thing is that I am working on letting it go and being happy and living life.Its working out but its not easy at all...
    blackcat blackcat 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2007

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    he has hurt me again

    and I can't allow this to happen further anymore ...I ve to shut him out of my life Bec I feel I'm losing myself and my life since he returned I can't even focus he has messed up my life ...fcuk
    colorsnlights colorsnlights 26-30, F Jun 26, 2014

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    It's like internal bleeding.

    You can't see it, but some kinetic impact has forced pain upon my body, both physical and emotional. Break-ups like these can be a death sentence, they can drain you of hope, and make you feel like your room is an oversee Continent. You are thrown in a hole, only to look up and...
    TheSmartestManOnEarth TheSmartestManOnEarth 18-21, M Jun 26, 2014

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    It Hurts

    Okay, I am officially really hurt now. There is that one person I know and I really, really like very much. I am here where I am and the person lives far, far away. Once a month for a week we work on the same project together and we email each other ten thousand times a day...
    spot spot 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 23, 2007

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    Betrayal

    I'm not sure that I want to share my story because I am paranoid that someone will recognize it and figure out who I am.......is there a "I'm paranoid" experience I can share?  I was and still am quite hurt because af a betrayal against me by a close family member...
    johnwad3 johnwad3 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 15, 2006

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    actually he is watching the World Cup with his

    friends at the club and it's for sure the most important event ..it's actually what he does not to avoid talking to me but it's for sure very important more than talking to me
    colorsnlights colorsnlights 26-30, F Jun 26, 2014

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    Related Experiences

    i cant cuz sometimes I'm afraid what they might say or think.... cux when i do say it.... someone hurts my feelings saying that i just want attention when all i want is someone to...
    Rosmery003613 Rosmery003613 13-15, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I seem happy and carefree but that's what everyone sees, but on the inside I'm crying I don't feel like I'm important to my man.
    SMARIE37 SMARIE37 36-40, F 10 hrs ago

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    Ive also experienced this sensation. but when I feel the raw power come over me I sense a sort or evil around me lurking in the darkness. I get a animalistic behaviour overcome me...
    Antone2006 Antone2006 36-40, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I have been hurt very badly. I have hurt myself a lot. It was a long and torturous time. Now, I just want to have some peace. I was an open hearted person before the bad experience...
    Somexyz Somexyz 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    I cry on the inside until I can hold it no more. I spose Im just torturing myself though my heart hurts so bad though. I wish I could make it go away I suffer from Bipolar...
    TANQ247 TANQ247 26-30, M 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I'm tired of lying, saying that I'm fine, when I'm actually dying inside. Sometimes I just want someone to comfort me, but of course I'm not going to say that. In some cases it...
    Vysyn Vysyn 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I recently turned 19 in May and I have not had anything too crazy happen in my life. It was Thursday July 2, 2015 around 6:00. My family and I are moving into a new house soon and...
    SleeplessInSeattle4983 SleeplessInSeattle4983 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    why do I hurt so much ? because I'm weak, useless , broken , stupid and lonely. I used to be the happiest person but now I can't even smile. I try so hard to please everyone but I...
    DepressedOtaku DepressedOtaku 13-15, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    Almost every time I say I'm fine I'm crying on the inside. Sometimes I'm even crying when I say it. I don't want to tell anyone anything really because it's not their problems to...
    nightskyvampire nightskyvampire 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    At seths place Smoking outside. A dog barks at me. Me laughs A kid comes out. A teen boy. Me asks how big is the dog. Him says he dont know Hims just visiting mom...
    Converted Converted 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Hard to explain to people why I m depressed ... Because I seem to have everything. But the emptiness is eating me up. The only thing that can soothe my pain is wine. But I can't...
    thousandcuts thousandcuts 22-25, F 12 Responses 3 days ago

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    When my mom sees me cry she asks what's wrong? I tell her nothing and then she'll ask if I'm sure and I tell her I'm sure. So I'm lying to everyone about being fine
    xxemogirlxx xxemogirlxx 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    if I feel like I am getting too Close to someone, I tend to become distant, especially since someone, who I got really close to, Really did hurt me really bad, and I kinda kicked...
    BroknGirl89 BroknGirl89 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    I cannot get over the hurt that my husband caused me over three months ago. I am in therapy and doing all the reading etc. I can, but I cannot seem to let go of what happened and...
    Patilud Patilud 51-55, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    my dad walked in from work today angry as ever and I have a CD of the Carpenters and he says "get rid of it" and I said" no it makes me happy". "what are you going to do with it...
    sarahhoek sarahhoek 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    maybe one day when I'm gone, then I won't belong to anybody. No one's punching bag that is. I'm tired mentally, so so exhausted.
    nurabj09 nurabj09 18-21 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am a 13 year old white girl and today I had my 12 year old black friend Keisha over to my house. I was wearing a green t shirt, pair of black shorts, and white pantyhose today...
    katiemitchell katiemitchell 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    No matter who I'm with, no matter where I am and no matter where I go, it still feels the same. When you are talking with others and hanging out, then they start discussing...
    Junderbalt Junderbalt 18-21, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    To my father, my abuser for 25 years: I am writing to inform you that I know exactly who and what you are. Additionally, despite your many years of bullying & brainwashing...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Broken promises. Why babe? You promised me everything but all those promises fades away when you met her. I'm pretending to be happy eventhough I'm drowning inside just to make...
    hellsAngel025 hellsAngel025 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I got hurt yesterday for caring about a friend yesterday and i was crying all night
    bigguy2015 bigguy2015 26-30, M 5 days ago

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    I was blindsided one day when my husband called me out of the blue crying and told me that he had messed around and got another woman pregnant. He was away from me training in...
    forty6and2 forty6and2 22-25, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My boyfriend of 4 years lied to me a lot in the past , i can't forget and it still hurts tough it have been almost a year back.. He created dating sites and lied about them,told me...
    Candymett Candymett 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    that moment when you like someone and the person leaves u and you don't wanna show anyone ur pain so you do a silent cry on which u try so hard not to give up but the person...
    nightmare06 nightmare06 13-15, F a week ago

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    I was playing football with about 12 boys coz I joined a football team I get shoulder barged so I got back up bit this guy was massive so I ran into him to try and put him on the...
    miamousley miamousley 13-15, F a week ago

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    I really am still just a small, scared, hurt little child inside. I am all alone in this cold, mean, scary world and I want so much for my mommy or daddy to take my hand and tell...
    SomeoneOutThere SomeoneOutThere 41-45, M Jun 28

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    I feel so empty. I feel like I'm trapped in a jar that can't be opened... I am so scared. I hurt myself again after 2 years of not harming myself. This time it was out of anger...
    PlanetGaia PlanetGaia 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    Early this year I met a friend of a friend, who quickly became a close friend. We did everything together, exchanged experiences and all. Our personalities matched on the first...
    AkariYama AkariYama 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 24

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    It happened 4 years ago, and it didn't start really hurting until like a week ago.. in 2011 I lost someone who was very close to me, she was my big cousin and she was only 12...
    Jerseyboi Jerseyboi 18-21, M 1 Response Jun 24

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    But I was hurt more.. It's that moment when you have to say that forced goodbye...When you have to step on your kind heart and "pretend" you don't care! No one can feel that pain...
    hangonthere hangonthere 22-25, F Jun 23

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    What a cowardly and immature thing to do. If he got mad at me he should at least man up and be an adult about it. Instead he had to be childish and throw a tantrum because his...
    annagirl13 annagirl13 18-21, F Jun 23

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    Even when I'm Happy I feel it inside me. The pain that won't go away. It is in me, hiding, waiting. I'm like a prisoner to my own pain. I can't escape it. One wrong move, one rude...
    JustMe1214 JustMe1214 18-21 1 Response Jun 23

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    Soooo, I got inside my head, because I see multiple perspectives. I turned off pain, which is awesome, but that turned off love too, unfortunately. I'm trying to rewire what I need...
    musikid48 musikid48 22-25, M Jun 22

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    Because im hurting everyday , every minute everyone sees the angry side of me but doesn't know its just me being sensitive words and actions really do hurt me and that's what...
    IHoldElegance IHoldElegance 16-17, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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