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I Got Very Hurt Inside

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    It Hurts - Okay, I am officially really hurt now. There is that one person I know and I really, really like very much. I am here where I am and the person lives far, far away...
    spot spot 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 23, 2007

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    The Clock - Sometimes, I wanna let the hands of the clock be stopped every time I am happy... I wanna hide the hourglass just to make myself believe that moments wouldn't end...
    PicturesqueFirmament PicturesqueFirmament 31-35, F Jan 24, 2013

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    Hurt - getting specific would take way too long and bore everyone to death. so long story short... I've had countless people come into my life, and just blow me away. those people...
    thenewflesh thenewflesh 16-18, F 3 Responses Oct 17, 2007

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    Betrayal - I'm not sure that I want to share my story because I am paranoid that someone will recognize it and figure out who I am.......is there a "I'm paranoid"...
    johnwad3 johnwad3 26-30, M 2 Responses Dec 15, 2006

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    Alot of Things - Alot of things have happened in my life that hurt me deeply, I wont tell you all of it cuz I know you dont want to sit here for two hours reading it.The important...
    blackcat blackcat 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 25, 2007

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    David, Ever since you left... it just feels like part of me is missing, a part of me you still have, a part of me that I can't have back. I really miss you. It still hurts...
    DancingWithFire DancingWithFire 16-17, F Apr 4

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    You are not mine,I am not yours cant ever be then why does it hurt so much to stay apart. Why it burns inside,why there is no cure,no balm ,no relief ....why does it hurts so much...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 Mar 31

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 3

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    Lost. That is what I constantly feel. Everybody tells me that I should just die or kill myself, but why is it that when I try they always stop me. I cut. I love the constant...
    bulimicbixtch49 bulimicbixtch49 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 9