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    An Excercise In Patience - I have within me plenty of good things. I've walked a long path and collected a few scars. For a while I waited to see those scars dissapear, but I...
    40ishgirl 40ishgirl 41-45, F Apr 29, 2012

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    I just found out that my roommate was spanked growing up! We were teasing him at dinner because his parents came to visit him last weekend and we (the 2 other roommates) thought...
    ofjndj ofjndj 22-25, M 3 Responses Mar 24

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    My mother was very mentally abusive to me and my brother growing up. She was physically and mentally abused by her stepfather growing up and in turn treated my younger brother and...
    NYSPANKER NYSPANKER 41-45, M 2 Responses Mar 27

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    I cant say I'm liking the 'growing up' part. Not right now, atleast. I'm coming to terms with certain things, and preparing myself to face the real world. I have always been a...
    MetalheadIntro MetalheadIntro 13-15, F Apr 8

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    We live in a generation where it's okay for young children and early adolescents to to dress and act like adults. Sad, but true. They're not taken though the steps of growing up...
    KeithPrice94 KeithPrice94 18-21, M Mar 23

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    When we were growing up we were spanked bare by both parents in front of our siblings until puberty, when we reached puberty we just told a parent (boys told dad, girls told mom...
    KirstyAJohnson KirstyAJohnson 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    I am consistently confronted with the fact that I regularly have very different, sometimes oposing views and/or feelings about things I experience, hear, see or otherwise. For...
    hifromberlin hifromberlin 26-30, M Mar 24

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    i have allways been socialy awkard but know im strating to understand those around me, and it seems they are starting to get me too i feel apreciated confident and through my downs...
    Sumptous Sumptous 18-21, F Mar 20

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    I'm beginning to grow a chubby belly and loving it! Hope to be able to speak with others who share my love for chubbiness. :)
    justaguygettingbig justaguygettingbig 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    Too fast? Or never at all? Hmmm
    Orchid284 Orchid284 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    I have the type of personality where I try to see the positive in every single situation. I'm always hopeful and see the good in things. And I notice how alot of people here are...
    jessik424 jessik424 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Hey everyone so I have a new problem and I need help so my current height ad wheight is I'm 5 foot 9 and I wheigh 260 pounds and honestly I'm not gonna lie I love it my gut hangs...
    Fattie64 Fattie64 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 24

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    It's horrible seeing children not acting like ... Well, children. I see 10 year olds in mini skirts and heels, with iPhones, joining Facebook and having 'boyfriends' and it breaks...
    xMina97x xMina97x 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 25

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    MY FIRST SPANKING EXPERIENCE . My strict Catholic upbringing was reinforced manifold at school . In Grade 6 , aged 11 , a number of other boys and I were brought before our primary...
    RandomBloke01 RandomBloke01 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    Is it selfish to not want my son to start school? My son is 3 and will start 4k next year. The thought of it depresses me. I've been a stay at home mom ever since I've had him and...
    kabaomoua kabaomoua 26-30, F Mar 27

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    And it's scary. But in a good way.
    jasonmadison jasonmadison 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 30

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    my natural hair color is blonde a really light blonde i dont like it but its time for me to love what i was born with and stop killing it with dyes only problem is ppl probly...
    DragonflyStolen DragonflyStolen 22-25, F Apr 2

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    Just like anyone else with their own set of unique challenges and opportunities presented day by day, hour by hour, or where it seems like there is no end of beginning; I struggle...
    DarkLush DarkLush 26-30, F Apr 6

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    Look at mycrox-d.com Lingerie for men
    fercrox fercrox 46-50, M Apr 6

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    I dress in a Burka and prowl theaters give luck patrons a nice surprise.
    burkaboy burkaboy 26-30, M 1 Response Apr 8

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    I too am a crossdresser and I love to wear feminine clothers. I love the feel of pantyhose and silky clothes. I used to fight my urges, but now I have come to realize this is a...
    JaimeCD JaimeCD 46-50, M 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I always felt unloved and unimportant to my father. Maybe if he was around I wouldn't be gay. He could have taught me different. I really feel like I missed out on all of the dad...
    algorythm algorythm 16-17, M a week ago

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    i want cross dress as a female like all the clothes,have long hair, makeup, jewelry and everything and also learn the ways of women. even how to do sex. plzzz message me and help...
    shifakhan shifakhan 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Well I'm about 5'10" and nearly 300 pounds- and hopefully by the end of this week I'll have met that goal! I wanna find a fatty girl to grow big with (and help me achieve my...
    METALHEADXFA METALHEADXFA 13-15, M 3 days ago

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    It's gotten so bad that me and my husband are considering home schooling my daughter when she gets older. The schools are terrible, the kids in school are acting like adults, It's...
    ReeseThompson0424 ReeseThompson0424 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    Social War A courageous young mother Whose life was no walk in the park Working so so hard so her kids don't suffer She's my definition of a role model No older brothers or...
    shabazz213 shabazz213 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    11 A courageous young mother Whose life was no walk in the park Working so so hard so her kids don't suffer She's my definition of a role model No older brothers or sisters No...
    shabazz213 shabazz213 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    This is something I think I'm learning to accept. With a pending divorce and a business hanging in the balance I'm in relationship/marital status limbo...so it's not like I can...
    Xpinup Xpinup 26-30, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    We fell in love during the summer, she was pregnant by the end of July. We both knew we had something special, even though I was 17 and she was 16. We married one week after my...
    SamanthaLei SamanthaLei 46-50, M 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    6/24/2013- I was diagnosed with Scoliosis when I was 9 years old . It is hereditary in my family. Growing up I had to wear a brace which was very uncomfortable. My curve went from...
    chanel0408 chanel0408 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    For months now I have been working on my outlook on life. I have no wish to die or to run away. Perhaps go away but that is still being negotiated. See I love my wife, and we've...
    sjmckstan sjmckstan 36-40, F 7 hrs ago

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    In the past this particular vent was adopted as the trading as well as business center to the land since most of the actual adjacent countries make use of this vent involving Lagos...
    bnsshop13 bnsshop13 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Even here I find it a bit difficult to pour my mind, heart, and soul out. Old habits die hard. I'm not used to sharing but I figured it can't be too bad in a place where many...
    aLadywithoutaclue aLadywithoutaclue 22-25, F 9 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I been friends with a girl for about 3 years. We text almost every single day, but recently I feel as if my feelings for her are growing. We both listen to the same music, she's...
    wulfartic wulfartic 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    Friday. The dead have all the knowledge. That thought crossed my mind this morning as I was heading into work. Having recently lost a friend to cancer, I guess I've been thinking...
    samedeepwater samedeepwater 46-50, M 3 hrs ago

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    Does this make any sense?... "I am internally shy" I say internally because no body else really looks at me and thinks "oh wow, she's so shy". In fact, they think the complete...
    Dimples411 Dimples411 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    This is the first time ive ever written this down in all the horrible details.. It was 2 years ago and I was 18, and it was with a guy that I was only just getting to know, but who...
    rjc14 rjc14 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 1

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    I've had many close friends die. Last year a good friend of mine walked into a house and was shot twice, once in the chest and once in the abdomen. He bled out internally...
    soflyup soflyup 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    Laying here wondering what I truly want to do with my life. I want to do do many things bit school is really burning me out. Only 2 more years I keep telling myself but in reality...
    Anarai Anarai 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    Iam dealing with a lot internally. I try not to show it, but I know it will eventually blow up. I try to pretend to be happy with my life and relationship and sometimes I am, but...
    soulsearching84 soulsearching84 26-30, F Mar 20

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    I am curious, if a person is not Christian then where do the guidelines for what to do in marriage come from? This isn't meant to be antagonistic at all, it is a question I have...
    Usernametbd Usernametbd 36-40, M 16 Responses Mar 20

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    Bitter loss of a forever legend. Not in my era but still a hero to me. Punk grunge has effected my life in a positive way of actually being different. Not externally as much as...
    SassySam77 SassySam77 18-21, F Mar 21

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    I'm so sick of all of the hurt. I put on this front for my friends and family, so they don't worry about me. Internally I'm a ticking time bomb.
    nottobevelealed nottobevelealed 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    When I was really young (I believe it was the second grade), I was forcibly introduced by seating arrangement to a pretty (but bratty and snobbish) little brunette girl named Sheri...
    Unreasonable1 Unreasonable1 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    I have just got this app and this is my 1st post. Ok so I have been picking scabs for a about 50% of my life and I know I need to stop. I just can't even if I try my hardest not...
    Fattie987 Fattie987 26-30, M Mar 24

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    I am glad of the technology at times when is useful to connect and express our feelings. I am a beautiful,intelligent, God fearing woman and I always struggled in my life,always...
    oprah84 oprah84 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    I think my wife wants me to kill myself. Sounds bizarre, I know, but I also know that the pressures people can put on themselves internally can be so enormous that it causes them...
    doomd doomd 46-50, M Mar 26

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    Spring time is always so hard for me. Not as bad this year as others - thankfully - but this time of year I get very quiet, sullen and all I want to do is disappear. I start to...
    salacioustoastlicker salacioustoastlicker 36-40, F 5 Responses Mar 28

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    "I have some videos—shown as XAVC files from a Sony f55, the files are really good in quality, high definition indeed, or rather, the true 4K videos. but the problem is, I need...
    vipchenyingsoft vipchenyingsoft 22-25, M Mar 28

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    Is this an ok intro? It’s a curious wind, isn’t it? Stalking. Cold. Sharp. It follows me whenever I’m here, in these woods. But how can a wind be so cold and sharp when a...
    cutemuffin524 cutemuffin524 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 28

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    I can't totally help you if you don't want my help or if your don't try to make this forced forced friendship work work ~_~ As my favorite band of old time Paparoach says in my...
    SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 SquirrellyChanLuvsAcorns83 18-21 Mar 29