I Had A Day That Changed My Life Forever

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    I ended up relapsing

    after 2 weeks of being clean from meth. I truly believed at the beginning that this would be my final and most success attempt at staying sober. But towards the end of my two week run, the temptation I had been fighting so hard to beat finally drove me to use. The depression...
    addictionbarbie addictionbarbie
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 25, 2014

    Hell

    Imagine your worst fear, the one thing that you think if it ever happened to you, you'd want to die. Then, imagine that though your fear happens to less than.1% of all surgical patients, you happen to be one of those .1%ers. That's me. The name of my worst fear/ nightmare is...
    Pebbles1982 Pebbles1982
    31-35, F
    Jul 31, 2012

    The day I left my home country

    because my dad got a job offer in Europe. I still cry about it 3 years later at 17. I made ZERO friends after that. Everyone was so rude and artificial. Hbu?
    Ilovecharlie Ilovecharlie
    18-21, M
    May 2, 2014

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