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I Had A Horrible Life

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    Deadbeat Father

    When I was like around 6 or 7 I moved in with my dad who lives in Tacoma, Washington. My brother and I shared a room and were really close. I used to be a goodie two shoes until the day I moved in. I was unpacking my boxes to go into my dressers when my dad comes in screaming...
    NicoleMedina NicoleMedina 18-21, F Oct 15, 2013

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