I Had a Miscarriage

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    It became real last night.

    I didn't have to get up to pee. I was sleeping on my stomach and my boobs didn't hurt. It became real that they are gone.
    gooberprincess gooberprincess
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 1

    I recently lost my fourth child.

    My first three are happy and healthy and loved. I've never had pregnancy problems before and have NEVER felt a pain like this. My heart is breaking newly each day I wake up to realize the baby is gone. How do you cope?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 15

    I lost my baby :( I'm

    so depressed idk what to say..,
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    13 Responses Dec 6, 2014

    you gave me the greatest gift?

    . you made me a mommy www.theurbanhippiemac.com my letter to my unborn child
    theurbanhippiemac theurbanhippiemac
    26-30, F
    Feb 8

    the feeling of emptiness never goes away.

    .. it may not always be in the forefront but it never fades...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 3, 2015

    I help out in the children's ministry at my

    church. Tonight for bible study they asked if anyone wanted to volunteer for the high school ministry. I volunteered out of curiosity. The teaching was great and a lot of issues were brought up, one being abortion. After the teaching one girl just sat there crying. I went up to...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 17

    I had a miscarriage a week ago.

    It was my first pregnancy and I just feel empty. I've never drank, smoked or done drugs and I made sure my body was in good condition for the day that I have kids. I have been with the daddy for about 5 months. I was 6 weeks pregnant. I only knew for a few days but I instantly...
    arsinoe arsinoe
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Aug 13, 2014

    Tuesday was my first ultrasound.

    I was 11 weeks pregnant. I was nervous and excited to see my little love on top on the monitor. I knew immediately there was something wrong because the technician was pressing very hard on my stomach to find the baby. Once she found it .. my heart dropped. The baby was soooooo...
    riptomysweetangel115 riptomysweetangel115
    22-25, F
    7 Responses May 8, 2015

    I never spoken once about my miscarriages.

    I will now briefly. I had five miscarriages over a 14 year period. Here is the strange part: it was always due to bleeding in the 4th or 5th month. However , it could very well have only been the 3rd month! Anyway as soon as the doctor heard I was bleeding she immediately...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks
    41-45, F
    Mar 15

    After founding out I was pregnant very young,

    I had a miscarriage a few weeks later. It tore me and my boyfriend apart and is the main reason we ended up splitting. I sometimes wonder what if...
    DarkNightsBrightStars DarkNightsBrightStars
    16-17, F
    5 Responses Apr 6

    Sadness

    I got pregnant on my wedding night. How is that for timing.  I have an extremely active and stress filled life.  I was so shocked.  I just couldn't believe I was actually pregnant.  I was just tired and nauseated which I thought was from working so much to cover for the time...
    WildSpectrumArts WildSpectrumArts
    46-50, F
    2 Responses Jul 1, 2012

    I became pregnant last year in mid to late july.

    .. i miscarried on my birthday (sept 4). it was one of the most painful experiences physically and mentally.. i think about it all the time.. i think about how my belly would be popping right now... id be due april 30 :/ ..and as that day gets closer i just cant stop thinking...
    LISETTE21 LISETTE21
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 25

    i feel it is my fault.

    what i did i don't know. why i punish myself still for some thing that wasn't my fault i still don't know. "your not that far enough for it to mattered" were the doctors words, it mattered to me. It mattered to me that there was a human a tiny human that was growing in me. one...
    covermewithrain covermewithrain
    26-30, F
    1 Response Jan 2

    Had a miscarriage 2 years ago

    and I am dying to try again but he isn't so open to trying again. I was 19 when I got pregnant and we were living at my parents home. Now we have our own home and financially we are pretty alright. I have anxiety and since I miscarried it has progressively got worse. I don't...
    lizzie423 lizzie423
    22-25, F
    Mar 28

    Grieving

    I don't want to talk to people I know about it. I don't want to share my misery with people, even online. But this grief is building inside me, and I fear its release. Everywhere I look, there are children or things pertaining to children. Its been 8 days since my miscarriage...
    nepenthe333 nepenthe333
    22-25, F
    2 Responses May 24, 2013

    It was Easter Sunday nine years ago

    that I bled. I miscarried my first child. It was hard because I was already emotionally attached, and yet from the beginning of the pregnancy I knew intuitively that something was wrong. My mother said that I had caused the miscarriage by worrying too much! Nonsense. I just knew...
    JoannaBe JoannaBe
    41-45, F
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    I was 19 years old when I got pregnant

    (accidentally) but I had made the decision to go through with the pregnancy, my birth mother was a teen mom( I'm adopted). Anyways I was able to hear the heartbeat early on and everything was normal tons of morning sickness and cravings but at an ultra sound at 13 weeks there...
    mds89 mds89
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 21

    I never really told this story

    and I was hoping this would never be apart of my story. But here I am. And I don't know what is more ****** up. This is ****** up. On January 25, 2015. I had my first miscarriage. I still remember everything... and i still feel everything. I remember the days leading up to my...
    satinskull satinskull
    18-21, F
    Dec 28, 2015

    I'm so devastated. I lost my baby at 10 weeks

    and 1 day. The miscarriage was a little more than. Month ago and I'm not over it. I sometimes spend the entire weekend in bed crying. I feel like my baby rejected to me, and I'm not sure where to go from here.i know o should probably get therapy but I don't want to. I feel...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jan 29

    I recently suffered a miscarriage.

    It is by far the most sorrowful thing that has ever happened to me.
    gypsiejenny gypsiejenny
    31-35, F
    1 Response Feb 25

    i feel so lost becouse i hade a moscarriage my

    baby girl i dont know what to so with all the feeling that is cooming with loseing my daughter help
    mf1986 mf1986
    26-30, F
    Feb 8

    I lost my baby at 10 weeks

    and 4 days. I didn't know until I was 12 weeks. 18th January 2016. I had no symptoms I thought everything was fine. They scanned me and told me there was no heartbeat. I cried and cried. Why did this happen? They couldn't tell me. I had a healthy baby 2 years prior to this. So...
    HannahTutt1 HannahTutt1
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Feb 8

    I’m going to tell you something.

    I’m going to tell you something, I hope you'll never have to know. Ill tell you how a heart can break and tears can constant flow. I lost my baby girl you see an angel in my eyes The lord reached right down, took her hand and led her to the skies. Please don’t ever tell me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 4, 2015

    Born Into The Father's Arms.

    The past several years have just been an up and down roller coaster for me, I can't seem to find a calm point in my life. I had a miscarriage when I was 26, my fiance, who is now my husband was in the army at the time so I rarely got to see him during those times. The pregnancy...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    28 Responses Jun 28, 2011

    I had a miscarriage and I didn't

    even know i was pregnant. I have the mirena (iud). Now when it has hormones in it, it prevents pregnancy. Well my mirena was set to come out this coming July, it ran out of hormones last June I think. The doctor told me that when it runs out of hormones it makes my body...
    timsgirlash timsgirlash
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 20, 2015

    Last Wednesday was my 12 week ultrasound.

    I was so excited, I was finally showing and I was glowing in pregnant bliss. I met with my husband at the doctors office and we both couldn't wait to see our baby. We walked in the room and started the exam, the tech checked my uterus and then the baby. She looked at me and...
    N3rdette N3rdette
    31-35, F
    6 Responses Sep 21, 2015

    The real reason I came here was to vent about

    this and that's what I'm doing. It's a lot to read but it's life. I've been with my husband for 7 years since I was 20years old. Because of work we made the decision to move a few hours away from our families and friends. My husband and I tried to get pregnant for many years...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 16, 2015

    I have had two miscarriages.

    One when I was 16. It was my first time and we used a condom. I was also on the pill. I was scared out of my mind. It was scary to go through. I was confused and there was a lot of blood. Soon after I had an abortion. Than days before my 17th birthday I had another miscarriage...
    BOJ1988 BOJ1988
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 26

    I Had A Miscarriage.

    it was very unexpected. we weren't planning on having a child. i got pregnant though. and not long after i had a miscarriage. at first i was speechless. i didn't know what to do. as the day went on it sunk in and i just felt horrible and worthless. though it wasn't planned it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    8 Responses Oct 29, 2013

    7 weeks pregnant and I started to blend a lot

    turns out my baby's heart had stoped beating I just got back from surgery yesterday I'm feeling broken and not so pretty but my boyfriend tells me I'm beautiful all the time and that he loves me and he cried so much with me when we heard the news
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 19

    After 8 wonderful years of marriage my husband

    and I were so excited to share our news that we were expecting. This was our first pregnancy. We found out at 8 weeks that the baby no longer had a heartbeat. I was so heartbroken. I am so ready to be a mommy and I know my husband will be a wonderful father. When the doctor...
    80buttercup 80buttercup
    31-35, F
    10 Responses Apr 9, 2014

    Hello everyone :) Here is my story of loss

    and heartbreak. I was 18 years old and I was with a sweet boy (he WAS sweet at one point). One day, I felt very strange and I took a pregnancy test. It was quite exciting and scary to see two pink lines! I was pregnant! I had told my ex girlfriend about the pregnancy, along...
    MamaBreaABDL MamaBreaABDL
    22-25, F
    Jan 26, 2015

    Losing a child is hard Loving something in your

    belly for so long then its gone whoever said you cant love something you never had lied...id do anything to have my babies in my arms yes im young (im almost 15) im using my sisters account temporary because of bullying on mine but its been a hard experience and I cant get...
    brianalynne69 brianalynne69
    26-30, F
    1 Response Apr 24, 2014

    I had a miscarriage at 9wks.

    I think it's so common for us women to go through. I also feel for the male partners, some fully support quite well their other half but others struggle & I'm not judging that - I think some of us don't think how much of an impact falls in our other halves shoulders when it...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 16

    I have had 8 miscarriages.

    The one was at 18 weeks when I delivered a baby girl. It has been a process through the years to deal with each one. I understand the medical reasons for this and have had to stick to this in order to not allow the miscarriages to effect my soul. I appreciate my 15 year...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2015

    Teen Miscarriage - Grieving Decades

    Later There are so few articles that deal with the grieving process decades later. Even fewer for miscarriage, and non existent for teen miscarriage. Our society frowns upon teen pregnancy. Sadly, teen moms and their children are stigmatized. Hence, a teenager who has...
    imselby imselby
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Jul 16, 2014

    I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks.

    Not that far along but enough to know I was pregnant. My child would be turning one in a few days. I've since met my fiancé but I can't talk to him about it. He knows it happened before we met but other than that, I can't talk to him. We recently had a friend go through a...
    cookiemonster035 cookiemonster035
    18-21, F
    Jan 4

    My boyfriend and I are heartbroken,

    we don't know whether to try again or not. This is by far the worst thing to ever happen to me.
    bellaramsey bellaramsey
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 15

    I lost my baby in may 2012,

    at 6 or 7 weeks. It was the worst experience of my life. I went through a major depression for several months. The boyfriend at the time was very happy that I miscarried. I was alone with this pain.
    CantatriceChauve CantatriceChauve
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Dec 13, 2015

    I think i may be having a miscarriage.

    my boyfriend and i had unprotected sex December 26, and on December 31 i had spotting. i didn't think anything of it. time rolled and at the beginning of January i was late for my period. i was about 2 weeks late which is extremely uncommon for me. i had been questioning...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Jan 14

    At three months. Just the other day.

    My husband blames me. He says it's my fault, and that I should have died instead of the baby. I've been with him six years. He's all I've ever known, and j don't know what to do. I'm so lost, and sick of people acting like it would be so easy to walk away.
    AislynnGrace AislynnGrace
    22-25, F
    8 Responses Jan 10

    I had a miscarriage 3 months ago,

    I have had 4 pregnancies( including a twin pregnancy) and one living child. I am expecting my younger sister to announce her pregnancy today, and I am very happy for her but very sad for me. I am having a really hard time dealing with everything right now.
    ReneeEdwards1978 ReneeEdwards1978
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 27, 2015

    I've had 2, both when I was 12 weeks along.

    I always feel awkward when people express their sympathy to me because I'm not sad about it. I will meet them in heaven someday and it will be awesome! :)
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Oct 11, 2014

    Father's Loss

    When people talk about having a miscarriage, they assume how painful it is for the mother. It is without a doubt extremely painful for her but I think people forget that the joy that was once there was a double joy.  It was a shared joy and when a woman suffers a miscarriage so...
    KingofSwords KingofSwords
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2013

    Losing My Peanut At 17 Weeks

    My name is McKenzie and I am 17 years old and a senior I'm highschool. In July, I was at a graduation party and I had been drinking and I got pregnant. It was unexpected because I thought I was unable to conceive because I have polycystic ovarian syndrome. I found out I was...
    mamamack mamamack
    18-21, F
    20 Responses Nov 7, 2013

    today my 4 yr old forgot

    that I had a miscarriage so he asked me if he could go to the doctor with me again to see the baby and I had to remind him that there wasn't a baby in mommy tummy anymore. he started to cry and so I did too. I can't handle it and people tell me that I shouldn't stay cooped up in...
    AiymaSnikies AiymaSnikies
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Mar 27, 2015

    I lost my baby January 10th 2016.

    . I never got the chance to find out if it was a little girl or little boy.. I was devastated and I'm still coping with my loss :( I think about them just about everyday A piece of my heart is in heaven.. ♡anna noelle♡ ♡gabriel♡
    lovelee83 lovelee83
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 1

    A Chapter Ended Before It Began...

    I want to start by saying, I am not a woman. I can't know how a woman feels when she loses a child, nor do I claim to compare my pain to it. This is a story, from my point of view, from watching what she went through and having to carry on and help hold her up as well. In 2009...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    7 Responses Mar 10, 2013

    Miscarriages Happen To Teens Too

    I was three months along, almost four when it happened. I was in bed asleep with a felt this painful cramp on my side. I knew right then what was happening. I went to the bedroom and saw that I was bleeding. At the ER the nurses were all very nice and friendly but the doctor...
    NorthWind NorthWind
    26-30, F
    25 Responses Dec 18, 2006

    Lost And Found

    I remember the days very well. The physical pain, the emotional hurt and the grieving. The first time, the second, the third and a few more over the years. I went numb. Time stood still for a while. Then I remember I was not the only one in pain, hurting and grieving. I...
    Duchessforthright Duchessforthright
    46-50
    4 Responses Oct 27, 2012

    I Miscarried...

    A few weeks ago... At the beginning of the month I had found out I was pregnant. I was very happy, but I was only a few weeks along and didn't want to start telling everyone until we were at a good state within the pregnancy... and for good reason... only two days into knowing...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    13 Responses Aug 30, 2011
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Feb 1

    I will never get to kiss your little fingers.

    .. Or count your little toes.. Hear your sweet little coos.. Or see that sweet little smile that glows.. This pain inside,God only knows.. How it broke my heart to lose you.. But you didn't go alone.. For a piece of my heart went with you .. The day he called you home.. I'll shed...
    lovelee83 lovelee83
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Feb 2

    with a little over a week left till what would

    have been my due date that seems to be all that's in my mind this morning, and I can feel it and it hurts.. I just wish that those around me would see just how grateful and blessed they are too be able to have a baby, I would do anything to be in their shoes. I have a feeling...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 28, 2015

    Is it possible to have two miscarriages

    as in I had a miscarriage two months ago yesterday and yesterday I swear I miscarriages again but it would have only been three or four weeks I was a little late on my period but then I bled softly not even enough to show in my underwear and then I stopped completely for a...
    hmg21699 hmg21699
    18-21
    1 Response Jan 18

    I had 2 miscarriages

    while married. The first at 12 weeks was so hard as I wasn't sure I wanted to be pregnant so soon into the marriage...I felt like I had wished it away somehow. The second was far more traumatic, at 5 months my son came prematurely and lived for 3 hours. This was still classed as...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 3

    It's been over a year

    since I lost you. I've lost many but I miss you. Was it a blessing not to let you stay?
    deejustdee6969 deejustdee6969
    46-50, F
    6 Responses Jul 28, 2015
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