I Had a Stillborn Baby

A place for the grieving, to share what was lost, and what might have been. All to point to your journey forward from your stillborn child. 570 People

    The Last Goodbye

    I had always thought 2 kids were more than enough for me, I planned for another but I must say my third pregnancy came as a surprise. Finding out I had missed my cycle for a week was enough for me to confirm I was having baby number three, because (being me) the morning sickness...
    aidansmummy aidansmummy
    31-35, F
    4 Responses May 6, 2013

    On August 5th, 2014 my baby boy Bane Zander was

    born sleeping at 35 weeks. My pregnancy was healthy throughout the whole 8 months. My little man was so active. He loved hearing his daddy say his name to my belly, and he loved when his mama would drink something cold. Words can't describe the excitement we had for our son. He...
    mamaandbane mamaandbane
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Sep 9, 2014

    On January 21, 2014 I gave birth to an Angel.

    I was 38 weeks pregnant. I named her Brailea Marie. She was 8 pounds and 7 ounces, and 21 inches long. I woke up that morning and was in labor I got to the hospital and my baby had no heartbeat. It was the worse day of my life. I have really bad flash backs and very bad regret...
    caitharp caitharp
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Mar 4, 2014

    I Had a Stillborn Baby

    On September 1, 2006 I gave birth to Treya Ge`ne Braswell a week before her due date. The cord was wrapped around her neck twice and it had a knot in it. She weighed 7lbs 4oz. She had blue eyes and dark wavy hair. She was our first daughter. We have three boys. My...
    LittleGoldWoman LittleGoldWoman
    36-40, F
    7 Responses May 25, 2007

    Hello! On 4/21/13, I found out I was going to

    be a mommy!! At 11 weeks, we found out he was a beautiful baby boy. He wasn't shy at all!!:) We were so happy and excited! Could not believe it! On 12/12/13, went in for my 37 week check up, we never missed an appt, and my world and happiness came crashing down. I carried Jake...
    kobrien03 kobrien03
    31-35, F
    5 Responses Jan 23, 2014

    I had a beautiful baby girl,

    Grace stillborn on Christmas Eve and feel the need to share my story of my life with pregnancy and loss, if I start at the beginning, I feel pregnant when I was young and had a son Thomas who is now 16, easy pregnancy, lovely baby. I married my husband in 2004 and we wanted to...
    AngelGrace AngelGrace
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Feb 20, 2014

    I Lost My Son A Month After I Lost My Sister

    I met my husband when I was 15 going on 16. I didn't know then that when we started dating a few months later that he was my soulmate and that 10 years later we'd still be going strong. Not long after we started dating my little sister suffered a tbi- traumatic brain injury and...
    Mommytoanangel104 Mommytoanangel104
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Oct 14, 2013

    I lost my baby boy, Oscar Matthew,

    at 36 wks on 11/18/2014. I went to my routine apt and they couldn't find his heart beat. It makes me so sad and sick to my stomach to even think about that day. Worst day of my life. I gave birth to him that same evening. He was 6lbs, 8oz, 19 inches. He was beautiful. He could...
    pagreengirl pagreengirl
    31-35, F
    2 Responses May 31, 2015

    Feel Asleep Waiting to Arrive!!!!!

    hi everyone, i'm janice,i'm 24 and loss my little angel on the 23rd dec 2007!!!!his name is Alex and he passed away on da day after his due date!!!he weight in at 8lb2.5ozs and was 22ins long!!!he was perfectly healthy no reason 4 wat happen...      ...
    alexbaby07 alexbaby07
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Feb 8, 2008

    My husband and I tried

    for over a year to get pregnant. After one round of IUI we were pregnant. From day 1 I had problems. Open cervix, hematoma and lots of bleeding. I over came all that and after 10 weeks of bed rest our baby made it past 17 weeks and we were allowed to go back to work. On march 26...
    milena82 milena82
    31-35, F
    1 Response Mar 29, 2014

    Hi. My name is Kayla.

    I was 18 when I found out I was pregnant. I had my bundle of joy Sept. 5, 2013. I named her Karissa. She weighed 10.6 ounces at 20 weeks. She had been born stillborn. I had went to the doctor the night before, which the doctors told me I was fine and the pain I was having was...
    Karissamommie Karissamommie
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jan 31, 2014
    whitby66 whitby66
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 23, 2014

    I had found out I was having a baby on Aug.

    28, 2010. At 20 weeks I found out it was a... GIRL!!! Her name was Inzley Kate. At 28 weeks they said Inzley Kate was not moving but she had a pulse. Inzleys next doc appointment was at 33 weeks she was perfect and moving. At 38 weeks my water broke. After 32 hours of labor on...
    BasilMarie BasilMarie
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jun 14, 2015

    I just had my baby girl Amari Reign Johnson on

    January 1, 2016 and she ended up being a stillborn. I was 35 weeks pregnant and was suppose to have her January 29 at 39 weeks pregnant. I only had 4 more weeks to go. Her umbilical cord ended up wrapping around her feet and stopping her blood flow which caused her not to live...
    AmariReign2016 AmariReign2016
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jan 7, 2016

    I Had a Stillborn Baby

        My name is Tina and I am 30 years old. I recently moved to Saratoga Springs NY in March  2008 with my fiance from Vermont in hopes of trying to build a foundation for ourselves and our future. Things started out wonderful with the move and we enjoyed the area...
    paisley08 paisley08
    9 Responses Aug 7, 2008

    On October 12th 2008 my baby was born resting

    peacefully I was 33 weeks pregnant when I felt decreased movement from my little baby and I went to the hospital and there was no heartbeat I was devastated to this very day I still get sad about it it's been six years I think I'll have this feeling until I decide to have...
    Feliciaellen Feliciaellen
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Nov 17, 2014

    My Perfect Baby Girl

    I lost my daughter at 39 weeks. It was on a Tuesday September 17th, 2013 I didn't feel her move, I called my doctors office around 5:00 pm. They told me to drink something sugary and lay on my left side for an hour, and if I didn't feel 5 kick to go to labor & delivery. I never...
    Mommyofanangel091913 Mommyofanangel091913
    22-25, F
    5 Responses Oct 27, 2013

    I had a stillborn boy at 31 weeks into my

    pregnancy. This was my third pregnancy. My first daughter passed away shortly after her birth. She was born at 24 weeks. Then pretty quickly I got pregnant with another girl and my ex left us. I met my now fiancé and he stepped up into the father role. When our daughter was 8...
    Amberjacobs Amberjacobs
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 20, 2014

    August 18,2014 was a gift

    and a curse. I was 36 weeks at the time and had a pretty normal pregnancy. Everything was fine. I had my baby shower I had been decorating my baby boys room. He was highly anticipated. On that morning I had been having cramps. Just thinking they were Braxton Hicks I didn't pay...
    Mzerambo Mzerambo
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 3, 2014

    I had a medical abortion today.

    Worst experience of my life. It was hard to breathe and I was nauseous. when I went to the doctor, the nurse said I was healthy but the baby was stillborn. I was given a choice to have it surgically or medically removed. I chose medical so I could do it at home. I didn't know...
    ShyBubble ShyBubble
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 3, 2015

    I was depressed all the time a mother of toe

    and one on the way I felt lost I had a home And husband a car a boat a family.. No reason I know now to be depressed I lost my 7 month old son he died in bed with my husband a freak accident who was blamed he went crazy beat me left me for my cousin he ended up In jail now he is...
    laceykight laceykight
    31-35, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2014

    It was years ago, I don't

    even remember the year. She was 17 weeks pregnant and during the doctors appointment, they couldn't find the heartbeat. I knew immediately. When she was delivered, I touched her hand and foot, like a Barbie doll. I've never been the same since.
    dontworrybehappi dontworrybehappi
    46-50, M
    Mar 17, 2015

    At 24 weeks I had a check up with my ob.

    . he noticed our baby girls heart was racing a little faster than he expected. Later we had an ultrasound which turned into being rushed from my town to the nearest major city where I was sent to the maternity hospital that specialised in in utero and premmie baby problems.. they...
    tiffnboxy tiffnboxy
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 21, 2014

    My husband and I were told 6 years ago

    that we would not be able to conceive naturally. Neither of us are keen on IVF so we dealt with it, case closed. We were both content with being aunty and uncle to all our nieces and nephews. I dove head first into my career – started my own business and I then found out I was...
    Walbrugh Walbrugh
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Jan 6, 2014

    The Last Time I Remember Being Truly Happy

    My experience began on 8/17/12.. The last day that I remember being truly happy. I woke up to my son's little kicks, just like every morning. I was 21w3d pregnant. Being 34, I could sense that my biological clock was running out, and I was so grateful to be blessed with a child...
    peaches14 peaches14
    2 Responses May 20, 2013

    Life Changing.

    In April, I found out I was pregnant. Being only 17 at the time, I did not know what to do. I told the dad and he denied the baby being his, so I knew I would be doing this alone. I fell in love with my baby girl as soon as I found out I was pregnant. Before I was pregnant, I...
    Alexandrasmom Alexandrasmom
    2 Responses Nov 10, 2013

    My Sinza. I found out I was having a surprise

    baby in June 2013. My boyfriend was angry and demanded I have an abortion. I stuck to my guns and decided to become a single mom. It was a tough time but I was determined to do my best by her. On 14.01.14, two weeks to her due date, I went for a routine antenatal check only to...
    celian celian
    36-40, F
    3 Responses Jan 28, 2014

    Twenty years later, and I still wonder what

    would have happened if she'd lived.
    bikegenius1 bikegenius1
    56-60, M
    2 Responses Nov 12, 2015

    Strep B Stole My Son From Me...

    On 11/27/2012, our lives changed forever. Our son was born sleeping. A month prior to his death, I went to the ER complaining of clear fluid leakage. The nurse ran a swab test and told me I was not leaking amniotic fluid and that I had an infection and that she would get the...
    fight4Jalen fight4Jalen
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Jan 1, 2013

    I was waiting for the best gift god had given

    me at 40 weeks and 3 days past my due date my baby was born asleep she was precious just how I had prayed for the most gorgeous princess I had set my eyes on... my princess I waited so long tried two times have three boys and she was gonna be the princess of the house but shes...
    jannessi jannessi
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Jan 24, 2014

    Im actually one of those girls you here about.

    You know? The pregnant teenager. Im only 17. I became pregnant at 16. But that doesn't change the fact that I lost my baby. At 16 weeks I had a ultrasound that said I will be having a baby BOY. I was super excited! But that's not all it said. The ultrasound showed that my son...
    autumnmichelle autumnmichelle
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jan 31, 2014

    Our sweet girl Maisie was born still on July

    22nd 2009 - the story is still to hard for me write, even 6 years later, but if you want you can read it on the GoneTooSoon website - her name is Maisie Renee and she is our baby girl forever and ever and always. Love you sweet girl!
    lifesimplifed lifesimplifed
    31-35, F
    1 Response Oct 13, 2015

    My daughter was born March 15 2014 she was

    perfect . Two days before I lost her due to a blood clot in her umbilical cord I was at the doctor and she was up and moving all around in me as usual and her heartbeat was fine the next day I noticed she wasn't moving nearly as much as she always did so I called my doctor went...
    londynn londynn
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 9, 2014

    Everyone I know Is Pregnant.

    In the last year I gave birth to my sweet baby boy Brandon whom was stillborn on July 20th 2010 and i also had a miscarriage in December. I feel like i am never going to be able to have another baby again. It makes me so upset but i swear everyone i know has either just given...
    katiecrumley katiecrumley
    Apr 21, 2011


    She was a full term stillbirth.  It was the most traumatic experience in my life.  I carried her for nine months, bought all her clothes, decorated her nursery, packed her clothes to come home from the hospital,  loved her dearly. It was a spontaneous rupture of...
    lonesurvivor lonesurvivor
    56-60, F
    16 Responses Jun 18, 2009

    My Baby Was Stillborn At 36 Weeks...

         I just lost my baby too. I was almost 36 weeks and I hadn't felt the baby move for a day. I thought it was because I was busy cleaning and I was moving around too much to notice. That had happened before. But, I something didn't feel right....so I went in to see my doctor...
    braydensmom braydensmom
    26-30, F
    54 Responses Jun 12, 2010

    Lexie Our Precious Angel

      My name is Christie and I am 33 years old.  I would like to share the story of my daughter Lexie so people experiencing a stillbirth can see the birth of their baby in a new light.  I have been married for 11 years and I have 2 beautiful daughters that are 5...
    christie1052 christie1052
    5 Responses Aug 13, 2010

    My Lil Maricelita

    My husband and i we were looking forward on our 2nd daughter Maricela. I was in labour on september 28 and we headed to the hospital as the nurses checked for the fetal heartbeat they couldn't find it. N we got the worst news in our lives " sorry your baby has passed away ". I...
    maca84 maca84
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Oct 8, 2013

    I'm erik and 15 years old

    and I've lost a child. My ex girlfriend and I did everything we could to prepare to be good parents but she sadly had a miss carriage on December 14th of 2012 it's hard living with myself because I feel like it was our falt
    sofranko12 sofranko12
    18-21, M
    Jan 25, 2014

    This was something that took me

    so long to get over and I went through a good bit of therapy. Well, today I came across this story and needed to share it. I love helping others and try doing all I can to help those in need. I hope if you read this and you will read this this story and share it as well. It...
    AudreyShyane AudreyShyane
    36-40, F
    Apr 12, 2014

    It was just a normal Thursday in December.

    I was coming early from work to go to my 32 week check up. It was a normal bi-weekly with an ultra sound. My husband and I got to the doctor office and waited for the ultra sound tech to call our name. Knowing that this was the last schedule ultra sound I was going to have, I...
    llmitchell llmitchell
    31-35, F
    3 Responses Jan 1, 2014

    Happy 22nd Birthday to my Baby Girl.

    I hope that the Angels are throwing you a massive party today...as I would be if you were here with us.xxx If any of you have read my one of my other stories, you would of rad that I was sexually abused as a child and this abuse lead to me being raped when I was 13yrs old...
    AlreadyOwned7379 AlreadyOwned7379
    36-40, F
    4 Responses Jul 11, 2015

    We were blessed with a beautiful baby boy on

    December 13, 2013. Silas Jeremiah was born at 4:49 pm at 5lbs 6oz and 18in. I was 35 weeks pregnant. He had a rare form of a major heart defect and though his heart condition was steadily improving the past few months, his little heart over worked itself. The Drs were at a loss...
    deleted deleted
    3 Responses Dec 19, 2013

    An Angel Mum X

      What is an angel parent?... An angel mom is someone who carries her baby in her heart instead of her arms, she sometimes feels like a failure & feels she has let herself & her partner down, but other times she is proud to be an angel mom as only special woman carry...
    holliex holliex
    18-21, F
    6 Responses Mar 27, 2012

    Having a still birth - I am 25 weeks pregnant

    today and have been told to expect a still birth due to complications with my baby. At my 20 week ultrasound the technician found that my baby has bladder outlet obstruction. In other words there is a blockage in the urethra and he can't pee. I have zero amniotic fluid, the...
    Storestore Storestore
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2014

    at 19w 6d I went to the emergency room

    because I had woke up and started bleeding within a 15 min ( I was waiting on my ride) it had soaked threw a handful of paper towels and 2 layer of pants and was running down my legs to my ankles. they took me straight to labor and delivery (im not going to put in every detail...
    gracemarie22414 gracemarie22414
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 10, 2014

    Pprom - Premature Ruture of Fluid

    I never imagined anything bad would happen to my pregnancy and as the weeks passed I swore we were gonna be that 5% chance that made it through with just an early delivery. I have an 8 year old durring his pregancy everything went perfect in fact my water didnt even break it had...
    myzac myzac
    5 Responses Aug 6, 2009

    I Miss My Son

    March 19 2012 is when my life changed forever....my wife's pregnancy was perfect, not a single problem and she was as fit and healthly as she has ever been....1 week out from the due date she started to go into labour....but something wasn't right, instead of contractions one...
    Zeth2012 Zeth2012
    36-40, M
    8 Responses May 18, 2012

    Hating Life.

    I miss my Layla so much, I all I really want to do is lay around and cry all day. I always try to put a smile on my face just so I won't worry my mom, but I feel so empty and alone. The only thing that would make me better is having my daughter. I just want to be with her, I wish...
    Mommyofanangel091913 Mommyofanangel091913
    22-25, F
    1 Response Nov 24, 2013

    I had the perfect pregnancy,

    first one. I am 27 and married. We thought now would be a good time to try. Took us a year to get pregnant. I was 19 weeks. We had two day til we found out the sex of our baby. I had a small amount of bleeding so I told my husband we needed to go to the hospital, we got in the...
    JamieWright27 JamieWright27
    31-35, F
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2014

    The Story Of My Son, Kaleb Rhys

    I will never forget the day that I lost my son. April 5th of 09 at 5 a.m. The day before everything was normal. I was visiting a relative, called my estranged father, and just living my life. That night is when it all happened. Before his loss, I did experience some pains and...
    thesilentchef thesilentchef
    31-35, F
    4 Responses Jul 5, 2012

    We had already suffered 3 miscarriages.

    In the meantime my wife was also diagnosed with a cerebral aneurism and went trough an open head surgery (11 hours). We thought we had had enough, but then, on September 30, 2013, a Monday, my wife felt that something was wrong with her pregnancy. We went to the hospital and our...
    eduodivellas eduodivellas
    41-45, M
    1 Response Aug 7, 2015

    Mommy'S Little Angel: Gregory Jr.

    I gave birth to my little angel...my sleeping baby almost two weeks ago on Friday November 15, 2013 at 9:15 pm. I was full term, 40 weeks and 5 days...delivering him 5 days after my due date. This was my first child so I never knew the actual feeling of the signs to look for...
    ksybilannw ksybilannw
    26-30, F
    8 Responses Nov 26, 2013
    gabbithagreat gabbithagreat
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Feb 24, 2015
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