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I Had An Affair

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    Affair With Son In Law, Now Pregnant

    I have searched all over the web for this situation and I have yet to find anything that remotely correlates.  I lost my job a few months ago and I moved in my eldest daughter and family.  I will admit right here and now that I have always had a crush on...
    littlejon63 littlejon63 46-50 351 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Feeling really good today.

    . Spent time with a the new MM man again yesterday..He's so into me, I love it! I will never ever waist my time again on a man that's not!
    Differentforever Differentforever 46-50, F 19 Responses Jan 23

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    gratefully I'm still NC with my mm.

    ..still miss him..still think of him everyday but seriously reading the angst from my fellow suffers...why couldn't we see where we were headed.. loneliness is such a opportunistic beast....allowing us to enter into a lair where our very souls are peeled away from our skin... I'm...
    Bancy918 Bancy918 51-55 1 Response Jul 25

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    I'm an affair success story.

    In a short period of time, my life took a direction that I never thought possible. I never saw it coming, did things I never thought I was ever capable of, and struggled through some turmoil...but it took my life in a direction that was best for me. This is quite long, as I'm...
    happyasever happyasever 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    I realized, here women are not afraid to tell

    that they had an affair. And many of the experiences are from women not men. Could it be true, that women likes sex and affection more then men?
    pluv2011 pluv2011 41-45, M 8 Responses Jul 23

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    Soo as the story goes he did return in April.

    First he was nice and said 'we can meet if you want?' Texted back and fourth my anxiety got high again waiting for my phone to beep. We texted over the next two weeks but only two days. By the last day he was for sure that I had let his currently divorcing ex wife know that he...
    ventingagain ventingagain 31-35, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Shocking Love Affair

    I must confess something here that I thought, I would never ever talk about in my life. But I have to admit, I had an affair. Yes I did, and now I have to live with it for the rest of my life. Here's my shocking story..... About two weeks ago, I cheated on my true love...I...
    LongLiveRockAndRoll LongLiveRockAndRoll 26-30, M 29 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Dear Wife, Your husband has been cheating on

    you for 10 years with all different women, he never engaged in relationships, just sex. Until he met me. The first time it happened, I felt bad, but not really, it was only going to be that once. Of course, though, it didn't stay that way. After then we got to know each...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 9 Responses Feb 13

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    I am friends with my MM (for now

    and I hope it never changes). I want it to last this time. I reconnected with him mid June. I missed our friendship. I was not ready to be friends again, but I am working on it. I am working on accepting his marital life. I am working on being neutral. I am trying to...
    Fmina Fmina 51-55, F 11 Responses 6 days ago

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    I feel as though regret is wasted energy.

    In all experiences there are lessons to be learned and there is beauty to be seen. Although you can see the positive in any situation, it is important that you don't entirely forget the negative. Having an affair is similar to using drugs. It's intense. Exhilarating...
    AnnUrban AnnUrban 26-30, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I am not married, but am the AP of someone

    who might be. Here's my question for you married people having affairs: why do you do it? Do you like your AP more than your spouse? And either way, why not just leave the marriage if you are unhappy?
    ashadams244 ashadams244 26-30, F 6 Responses 21 hrs ago

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    What a storm in a teacup affairs really ARE.

    .. All contained within the walls of our hearts and minds, never to see the light of day. Haunting in their hidden beauty and their memorable "one liners". Covered with innuendos and lies just to have that one more hug, one more look, one more talk, one more kiss, then one more...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 22 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I'm glad it's been over

    for the last couple of months. I just found out that hubby may have cancer. They found some suspicious spots on a scan. He's going for more testing. I'm in limbo right now. No clear answers. I'm scared and sad. I don't want to lose him. We have young kids too. I can't sleep well...
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    Hi, i had an affair

    which ended last week. She ended it because she said she deserved better i.e. that i should leave my wife, get divorced and live with her. I have two kids and I am caught in this dilemma but she wasn't prepared to hang around while i make up my mind. Emotionally i feel...
    kabe200 kabe200 51-55, M 10 Responses Jul 24

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    It was just sex. That is what the plan was

    anyway. We are both married, and yes, I know it's awful of us to seek comfort in each other, but we did. The first time we met for sex I was so nervous that I accidently locked my keys in my car. He had to call AAA to come open it for me. That sucked, but we still managed to...
    klady23 klady23 26-30, F 28 Responses Feb 23

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    So, I've been talking to ex AP

    for about a week now. He's doing better. Not the best, but better. I'm relieved about that. I'm feeling less guilty about breaking NC. I know I'm going to have to start it again sometime, but now, we're talking, we've talked and that's that. I'll start over at day one when I...
    Rosybottomz Rosybottomz 31-35, F 4 Responses Jul 24

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    Today is one of those days

    where my H makes it soooo easy for me to have no guilt why I am having an affair.....his rude, ignorant, short fuse attitude toward me...reminds me why I do what I do....I just wish I had the b@lls to pull the trigger and leave him...I just cant do it....my mm would so love to...
    excessbaggage excessbaggage 41-45, F 17 Responses 3 days ago

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    Today, urged on by an EP friend,

    I deleted the Hotmail account that I had used exclusively, off and on, to correspond with my OW between 2006 and 2013. In there were the early love notes when we were exploring the possibility of crossing the line. I also kept some sad ones from the times that we were apart at...
    Wilbury Wilbury 46-50, M 17 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    My Husband's Best Freind

    I t was exactly 1 yr ago. I was so depressed and ready to give up on ever being happy. My husband at the time was being very emotionally and verbally abusive. I got an e-mail from my husband's best freind. He was wondering how we were doing, and needed to talk. He had just split...
    hotandcuddly hotandcuddly 51-55, F 43 Responses Sep 1, 2011

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    I asked myself today,

    what did I learn from all this? The lesson for me is *Stay the heck away from a married man!* Until now, I kept convincing myself that he was separated when I met him.. his wife had a kid from another guy... she was a B and a User and a cheater.. yada yada yada. Time to fess...
    Fmina Fmina 51-55, F 40 Responses Feb 10

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    after I hooked up with my side guy,

    I got a lot of advice about not getting attached. alright, so after another month of seeing him, I'm still keeping that advice in mind. he's not available very often as we both work with our spouses and live a distance apart. so I got it in my head that maybe I should look for...
    redpelican7 redpelican7 31-35, F 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Do you ever wish you could meet done of the

    friends you have made on here.....the ones who know everything about you but never judge you? We can't have these conversations with our friends (or many of them. I think we all have at least one that we trust enough to tell) ....they might judge/spill our secrets. But out...
    sallyanne44 sallyanne44 46-50, F 17 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    So I befriended him on Facebook - big mistake.

    I stalk his page relentlessly - who am I? I google his articles. I message him during business hours because I know- hope - we won't get caught. We speak on the phone - he gives me career advice. I respect him professionally but it's just an excuse to talk to him. He said...
    Lanasawmysoul Lanasawmysoul 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 26

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    amelcc11 amelcc11 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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    I feel lonely. I'm still doing No Contact,

    but I just can't believe my ex AP had to come back into my life again, mess it up again, and then ignore me again. I wonder if he didn't come back into my life, if I would have been more moved on by now. Now I have to go through pain again, and it really hurts, but I feel like...
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Over the weekend I had an affair with a married

    man. I'm 27 and he's 44. I met him over a year ago as a graduate student and then I began volunteering for his organization. I always found him attractive and thought that he might think the same about me based on subtle behavior and things he's said, and I got confirmation the...
    olivehadley olivehadley 26-30, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Dear Haters: I would like to give you an

    insight of a person that is currently involved in having an affair and giving this insight might give you a different opinion of us...might not agree with our actions but never judge someone before you know the entire story....so here it goes... We are human...we are daughters...
    excessbaggage excessbaggage 41-45, F 37 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    This must explain why women can't understand

    that affairs have nothing to do with either the wife or the other woman. Men are by nature compartmentalized creatures. Figuratively speaking, you view your work, your family, your hobbies, and your recreation as separate boxes. You eat breakfast in one box. You have...
    UrMickey UrMickey 51-55, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    chavacc11 chavacc11 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I am a father of 2 boys.

    I've been married over a decade. I am a professional with a career, home and financial security. I have loving parents, loving dog and good friends. I am able to enjoy my sports teams and hit the gym 5 days a week. I am also an addict. As nat king cole sang, some call it...
    MyThermopylae MyThermopylae 41-45, M 16 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    tessaccaa tessaccaa 26-30, F a week ago

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    Ok... So finally after 2 months of not seeing

    him we may finally see each other this weekend. But I am not gonna hope or hold my breath. I need to find a guy in between or just dump his *** . Tired of not seeing him.... Tired of everything... Just tired!!!!
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 5 days ago

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    He's a drunk. He woke up at 8pm thinking it

    was morning. He showered and got dressed for work. I watched the entire freak show.. So sad. I need to get out of this marriage. It's toxic. He's crazy one minute then loving the next. It's insane. Having the affair was an escape... I'm a coward. I took the...
    Differentforever Differentforever 46-50, F 36 Responses Jun 4

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    I Could Help It

    It started about 4 months ago in the grocery store i caughgt a guy about 23 watching me it kind of creaped me out and excited me at the same time seeing that my husband isnt interested anymore.So i paid for my things and headed for my car. As i turned around that guy had folloed...
    imsweetenough imsweetenough 31-35, F 182 Responses Dec 30, 2011

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    Dear Jonathan And Our Two Children.....i'm So Sorry.

    Tomorrow 01/13/13 is the1 year anniversary of my relationship with the man I'm having an affair with, the man I compromised my entire life for, the man I chose over my family when I got caught 6 months ago, and the man I currently live with today. And 1 year ago tomorrow I...
    Annie3321 Annie3321 26-30, F 85 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    Been about a month or

    so of no contact. I am glad. But he's haunting my dreams!! I keep having dreams that he's texting me. This is a very recent development and I'm not even thinking about him when I go to bed. I hardly think of him at all anymore. Ugh I just want it to go away!!
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 26

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    I have come full circle with my affair.

    .. This was the most beautiful yet unhealthiest relationship I have ever engaged in.... I trashed my self esteem, my morals and my heart for this relationship. I loved with every fiber in my body and every cell of my brain yet I was slowly reduced to a friend with no possibility...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 9 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    It's been over for a year.

    The toughest year in my adult life. I believe like everyone, I have an innate emotional intelligence that will direct me to my personal bliss. The affair woke me up to passion, like nothing else has ever done before. I'm more empathic, less judgmental & more open minded than...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 12 Responses May 27, 2014

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    So after some thought

    and review of my own experience and others I have discovered the following. If you are involved in an affair there is something major missing from your marriage. We seem willing ( especially us women) to be used by our AP for their own satisfaction even at the expense of our...
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 16 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    Two Lovers, One Night.

    I'm afraid this is going to make me sound slutty. That is not really the case, i have just had weak moments in my life. I’m going to leave a lot of the mundane details out of this story to make it more interesting. This did happen several years ago but by highlighting the...
    emstioy emstioy 46-50, F 67 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    We had met and got instantly lost in a riveting

    conversation at an evening function. Looking around after a while, we noted the place had emptied. Standing alone, we were the last two people to leave. Time had stood still. We giggled and parted politely, promising to chat again soon. A month or so later, I saw you at a...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 14 Responses May 6

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    why do people like to call the ap women home

    wrecker??!! Come on... So sad to hear people say that.. It's ignorant, judge mental and so much more...truth is... If the home wasn't off to begin with the affair wouldn't have happened. It takes two people to make an affair work. So if anyone is a home wrecker it's the dam...
    ventingagain ventingagain 31-35, F 29 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    The last time I posted here I was talking about

    how things were completely over with my AP. The last time we saw each other was in march 2014. I was feeling down one day in May- and I emailed him. I apologized and told him how I missed him. I received a vacation reply email and was actually disappointed that I couldn't...
    tangerinedreams23 tangerinedreams23 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 24

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    Day 24 over not a peep from him.

    This is the longest he ever stayed NC. I think I'm finally free !!!!!
    timetochange2 timetochange2 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am so messed up again.

    Ugh. I moved on and was over my affair. He was someone in my life regularly. I'm friends with his wife. He was best friends with my husband. My now ex husband. I'm still good friends w my ex and his wife. We weren't caught. We are still intertwined in eAch others lives thru...
    lilsecret1 lilsecret1 41-45, F 3 Responses Jul 26

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    I hope... ...Every day

    when you wake up, you miss the good morning texts and calls we shared. ...Every night you think about how we would say " goodnight love bug." ...When you see a woman with auburn hair, you think about how you loved to wrap my curls around your fingers when we kissed. ...You...
    Urbancowgirl Urbancowgirl 36-40 12 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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