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    I am looking for women in their 30s

    that is local in the DC metro area that may be open to meeting up that have ended their affairs and are trying to heal and rebuild their lives. Please message me if you are open to this. Thank you. :)
    tulips1122 tulips1122 36-40, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Maybe you're reading this

    because you are having an affair or had one already or maybe you are thinking about doing it. I can't give advice because I have no clue. All I know is I am recovering and it's been a long recovery. I think the most surprising aspect was the emotion that came with this...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 20 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    norahcc11 norahcc11 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I have been married for 7 years to the woman

    who I cheated on my first wife with. I am looking for people who are in or have had similar relationships to me who might want to share their experiences...
    IINick77II IINick77II 36-40, M 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    An affair... The beginning: The best part.

    The getting to know each other, the can't get enough, the spark, the passion, the excitement, the fun, the romance, the constant communication, you won't fall in love The middle: Still passionate, still exciting, still fun, still communicating regularly, the romance is still...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 14 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    I'm thinking about sending the EX AP a cease

    and desist. I can't come to work and see I have voicemails waiting and I hit play knowing he will be one of them. And he is. I have caller ID so as soon as I see his last name pop up I hit delete without listening to a thing. But when will he stop ? I almost feel like he won...
    timetochange2 timetochange2 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    No need for me to stay,

    the last thing left I just threw it away. I put my faith in god and my trust in you. Now there's nothing more ****** up I could do. Wish there was something real, wish there was something true, Wish there was something real in this world full of you.
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    We had met and got instantly lost in a riveting

    conversation at an evening function. Looking around after a while, we noted the place had emptied. Standing alone, we were the last two people to leave. Time had stood still. We giggled and parted politely, promising to chat again soon. A month or so later, I saw you at a...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 16 Responses May 6

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    I have come full circle with my affair.

    .. This was the most beautiful yet unhealthiest relationship I have ever engaged in.... I trashed my self esteem, my morals and my heart for this relationship. I loved with every fiber in my body and every cell of my brain yet I was slowly reduced to a friend with no possibility...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 9 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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    Smashed up my sanity,

    Smashed up my integrity, Smashed up what I believed in, Smashed up what's left of me, Smashed up my everything, Smashed up all that was true, Gonna smash myself to pieces. I don't know what else to do.
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hate the fact that some part of me still

    misses her. Its been 3+ years since we parted. There is no contact. I have pinpointed the times at which thoughts of her are at their peak. Downtime. If I keep myself busy, which I usually do, but sometimes it is inevitable. Driving as well. Times in which my mind is able to run...
    idleheart idleheart 31-35, M 3 Responses May 18

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    I cheated on my husband several years ago with

    a coworker. He never found out. Now I'm having feelings for an old friend. Not sure what to do.
    zandra95 zandra95 36-40, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    It's officially over!

    I saw his true side and I finally was strong enough to end it. I am hurting but relieved at the same time. This has definitely been a learning experience for me. :( I know in time I will get stronger each and everyday. Thank you to all to my EP friends for your support and...
    Cheeks2014 Cheeks2014 36-40, F 25 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    Dear Wife, Your husband has been cheating on

    you for 10 years with all different women, he never engaged in relationships, just sex. Until he met me. The first time it happened, I felt bad, but not really, it was only going to be that once. Of course, though, it didn't stay that way. After then we got to know each...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 11 Responses Feb 13

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    Shocking Love Affair

    I must confess something here that I thought, I would never ever talk about in my life. But I have to admit, I had an affair. Yes I did, and now I have to live with it for the rest of my life. Here's my shocking story..... About two weeks ago, I cheated on my true love...I...
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M 29 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Question: Have any of you

    or your AP's ever showed each other pics of your children and spouses ? Mine has showed me pics of his wife and his children . I did too in return. I then made a comment asking if she was the kids grandmother and about how his wife looked like she was 60+ when she's actually 44...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 10 Responses 3 days ago

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    Wow. The ex is blocked Tom my life everywhere.

    He is still coming up with ways to get to me. This time I got an email from 123 Greeting Cards. I never accepted the link. ( which said " so and so sent you a missing you card!") Deleted without opening the link. Then blocked 123 Greeting from emailing me. Next...
    timetochange2 timetochange2 41-45, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    Dear Haters: I would like to give you an

    insight of a person that is currently involved in having an affair and giving this insight might give you a different opinion of us...might not agree with our actions but never judge someone before you know the entire story....so here it goes... We are human...we are daughters...
    excessbaggage excessbaggage 41-45, F 38 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    I Could Help It

    It started about 4 months ago in the grocery store i caughgt a guy about 23 watching me it kind of creaped me out and excited me at the same time seeing that my husband isnt interested anymore.So i paid for my things and headed for my car. As i turned around that guy had folloed...
    imsweetenough imsweetenough 31-35, F 182 Responses Dec 30, 2011

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    I'm married to a wonderful man

    and have two beautiful children but I have been having an affair with a MM for over a year. It's been a tremendous experience for me, both good and bad, and I don't know if I ever want it to end. Lots to talk about sometime but just saying hi to you all for now. I'm so glad I...
    Wikedangel Wikedangel 36-40, F 17 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    Wanna know what I really hate the most ?

    Is when u have a good night texting back n forth, then the next day a good morning text, then nothing the rest of the damn day or night! Tired of thinking well maybe he was doing this or that. Or maybe he was busy, or....maybe he wants to text me back , but can't cause of wife...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 18 Responses 4 days ago

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    Is it normal if your husband remembers about sex

    once every 10 days or unless you remind him if you sleep in different rooms? Or is it most likely he is having an emotional or sexual affair?
    kimlife kimlife 31-35, F 6 Responses May 20

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    Here's some advice: don't have sex with your ex

    affair partner. I started seeing mine again the past few months and we broke up again. To make a long story short, some hurtful things were said to each other, and now we aren't even on speaking terms. I wish that I didn't get involved with him again. I feel like I set myself...
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm tired of the never-ending housework.

    I'm tired of all of the obligations of life. I'm tired of always wanting something that I can't have. I'm so bored of the mundane lifestyle that I am living. I wish that I could feel free. I wish that I didn't feel so trapped. I had sex with my ex AP not too long ago, and now...
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    alphamale1111 alphamale1111 36-40, M 3 days ago

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    My Husband's Best Freind

    I t was exactly 1 yr ago. I was so depressed and ready to give up on ever being happy. My husband at the time was being very emotionally and verbally abusive. I got an e-mail from my husband's best freind. He was wondering how we were doing, and needed to talk. He had just split...
    hotandcuddly hotandcuddly 51-55, F 44 Responses Sep 1, 2011

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    Well I have got my on place finally.

    Still no contact with kids they want have anything to do with me. It hurts so much living without them in my life sometime i just want to end it all. My future ex has movie own I think she's starting to bate which is good for her she should be happy. I just hope who ever she...
    tobad8 tobad8 41-45, M 7 Responses May 20

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    why do people like to call the ap women home

    wrecker??!! Come on... So sad to hear people say that.. It's ignorant, judge mental and so much more...truth is... If the home wasn't off to begin with the affair wouldn't have happened. It takes two people to make an affair work. So if anyone is a home wrecker it's the dam...
    ventingagain ventingagain 31-35, F 29 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    I hope... ...Every day

    when you wake up, you miss the good morning texts and calls we shared. ...Every night you think about how we would say " goodnight love bug." ...When you see a woman with auburn hair, you think about how you loved to wrap my curls around your fingers when we kissed. ...You...
    Urbancowgirl Urbancowgirl 36-40 12 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    No not really. Sorry to disappoint you

    but you ladies in your 40s might want to hear this anyway. I have been crazy with thoughts about affairs and really any idiot has been looking like Brad Pitt to me since last December. I was unhappy, depressed and even put myself in the situations that could have ended up with...
    discovery5 discovery5 41-45, F 14 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    Hey God, There's nothing left

    for me to hide. I lost my ignorance, security, and pride. I'm all alone in a world you must despise. Hey God, I believed your promises, your promises and lies. Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie You made me throw it all away. My morals left to decay. How many...
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I asked myself today,

    what did I learn from all this? The lesson for me is *Stay the heck away from a married man!* Until now, I kept convincing myself that he was separated when I met him.. his wife had a kid from another guy... she was a B and a User and a cheater.. yada yada yada. Time to fess...
    Fmina Fmina 51-55, F 41 Responses Feb 10

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    I was in so much pain

    after my affair. As I look back I can finally see why I put her above everyone else. It's because what we had was not real. I justified that I was in love with her and that she was perfect to make me feel better about what I was doing. For the most part my relationship with my...
    Notsosimpletoday Notsosimpletoday 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    What a storm in a teacup affairs really ARE.

    .. All contained within the walls of our hearts and minds, never to see the light of day. Haunting in their hidden beauty and their memorable "one liners". Covered with innuendos and lies just to have that one more hug, one more look, one more talk, one more kiss, then one more...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 24 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    I am a father of 2 boys.

    I've been married over a decade. I am a professional with a career, home and financial security. I have loving parents, loving dog and good friends. I am able to enjoy my sports teams and hit the gym 5 days a week. I am also an addict. As nat king cole sang, some call it...
    MyThermopylae MyThermopylae 41-45, M 16 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    My update. Today is 4 weeks total no contact.

    Prior to the 4 weeks we communicated three times a month since February. Things are getting easier. I see things so much clearer now. My anxiety level has lower significantly. I'm enjoying life more. It's been nice not having to lie and sneak around. No contact is hard...
    timetochange2 timetochange2 41-45, F 6 Responses May 19

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    Realized that I missed being bored.

    Before the affair, I was just bored during downtime. Now... it's more sadness than boredom. Who knew that boredom is a privilege of the innocent times. How I wish to go back to the times of just plain bored instead. ??
    HurtsEverywhere HurtsEverywhere 31-35, F 10 Responses 5 days ago

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    After two years of random calls

    and texts from xmm, we finally met. It was friendly and sweet and had a touch of the surreal to it. I wasn't meeting him to rekindle anything, nor was he. I'm certainly not interested in anything like that after all I've been through to recover my own sanity and peace...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 8 Responses 13 hrs ago

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    Do you ever wish you could meet done of the

    friends you have made on here.....the ones who know everything about you but never judge you? We can't have these conversations with our friends (or many of them. I think we all have at least one that we trust enough to tell) ....they might judge/spill our secrets. But out...
    sallyanne44 sallyanne44 41-45, F 18 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    Hate weekends like this.

    Yesterday we texted back n forth all day long. Last night I texted him and he replied she is here (wife) and he would text me in a few minutes. Well minutes turned into an hour. Finally fell asleep. I dare not text him in case she was still around or if they were fighting or...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    with a married man that ended tragically.

    I was left devastated, hurt, confused and an empty shell of a woman. All that I ever wanted in life was to be successful at any and everything I touched. I have a great career, loving family and a few close friends. I thought my life was content but needed a loving partner to...
    Hunniebae Hunniebae 26-30, F 11 Responses Apr 1

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    Today, urged on by an EP friend,

    I deleted the Hotmail account that I had used exclusively, off and on, to correspond with my OW between 2006 and 2013. In there were the early love notes when we were exploring the possibility of crossing the line. I also kept some sad ones from the times that we were apart at...
    Wilbury Wilbury 46-50, M 20 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    I stay hard after I c m.

    . I am told that isn't normal... Especially if I am really turned on.. Is this normal?
    alphamale1111 alphamale1111 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    It was just sex. That is what the plan was

    anyway. We are both married, and yes, I know it's awful of us to seek comfort in each other, but we did. The first time we met for sex I was so nervous that I accidently locked my keys in my car. He had to call AAA to come open it for me. That sucked, but we still managed to...
    klady23 klady23 26-30, F 28 Responses Feb 23

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    Affair With Son In Law, Now Pregnant

    I have searched all over the web for this situation and I have yet to find anything that remotely correlates.  I lost my job a few months ago and I moved in my eldest daughter and family.  I will admit right here and now that I have always had a crush on...
    littlejon63 littlejon63 46-50 351 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Two Lovers, One Night.

    I'm afraid this is going to make me sound slutty. That is not really the case, i have just had weak moments in my life. I’m going to leave a lot of the mundane details out of this story to make it more interesting. This did happen several years ago but by highlighting the...
    emstioy emstioy 46-50, F 66 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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