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I Had An Affair

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    Do you ever wish you could meet done of the

    friends you have made on here.....the ones who know everything about you but never judge you? We can't have these conversations with our friends (or many of them. I think we all have at least one that we trust enough to tell) ....they might judge/spill our secrets. But out...
    sallyanne44 sallyanne44 46-50, F 18 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    Ok . He is walking on very thin ice with me now.

    I'm giving him til the end of July to see me. We are trying to figure out a day to meet. I told him to pick a day. He said no because the last 2 times he let me down . Each day I picked he said if he didn't have to work over. Haven't seen each other in little over a month. It...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 4 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Today, almost one year later,

    I had a flashback memory of my ap. And it hit me like a ton of bricks. It was not a tender sweet memory of us together. It was a memory of a time when he sensed my frustration in wanting more and me distancing myself from him. A memory of how he made me believe we would maybe...
    pencruz pencruz 51-55, F 7 Responses Jun 21

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    Affair With Son In Law, Now Pregnant

    I have searched all over the web for this situation and I have yet to find anything that remotely correlates.  I lost my job a few months ago and I moved in my eldest daughter and family.  I will admit right here and now that I have always had a crush on...
    littlejon63 littlejon63 46-50 352 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    It's been over for a year.

    The toughest year in my adult life. I believe like everyone, I have an innate emotional intelligence that will direct me to my personal bliss. The affair woke me up to passion, like nothing else has ever done before. I'm more empathic, less judgmental & more open minded than...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 13 Responses May 27, 2014

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    He's a drunk. He woke up at 8pm thinking it

    was morning. He showered and got dressed for work. I watched the entire freak show.. So sad. I need to get out of this marriage. It's toxic. He's crazy one minute then loving the next. It's insane. Having the affair was an escape... I'm a coward. I took the...
    Differentforever Differentforever 46-50, F 36 Responses Jun 4

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    I'm an affair success story.

    In a short period of time, my life took a direction that I never thought possible. I never saw it coming, did things I never thought I was ever capable of, and struggled through some turmoil...but it took my life in a direction that was best for me. This is quite long, as I'm...
    happyasever happyasever 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    So 1 week ago my Ap told me his wife was

    looking through the cell phone bill and was asking why so many texts on there. Then they ended up fighting . He hates her but anyways that's besides the point. So he tells me about this app called whatsapp . I downloaded it. Said it is secure and she will not find out about...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 7 Responses Jun 19

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    It was just sex. That is what the plan was

    anyway. We are both married, and yes, I know it's awful of us to seek comfort in each other, but we did. The first time we met for sex I was so nervous that I accidently locked my keys in my car. He had to call AAA to come open it for me. That sucked, but we still managed to...
    klady23 klady23 26-30, F 29 Responses Feb 23

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    Well. He went two full weeks leaving me alone

    with no voice mails at my office. I just saw he tried to call me. He left another voicemail. I deleted once again without playing it. Do they ever go away !? It's been two months since I started no contact. He has only given me two weeks of silence. And he's back to...
    timetochange2 timetochange2 41-45, F 8 Responses Jun 19

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    I am a father of 2 boys.

    I've been married over a decade. I am a professional with a career, home and financial security. I have loving parents, loving dog and good friends. I am able to enjoy my sports teams and hit the gym 5 days a week. I am also an addict. As nat king cole sang, some call it...
    MyThermopylae MyThermopylae 41-45, M 16 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    It was a year ago today

    that you found out. I will remember that day forever, you were so mad, I have never seen you that mad. I still could see the love for me behind those sad eyes when you told me to leave. That was the hardest thing you have ever had to do. You told everybody we knew. The anxiety...
    DannysSong DannysSong 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    Feeling really good today.

    . Spent time with a the new MM man again yesterday..He's so into me, I love it! I will never ever waist my time again on a man that's not!
    Differentforever Differentforever 46-50, F 20 Responses Jan 23

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    What a storm in a teacup affairs really ARE.

    .. All contained within the walls of our hearts and minds, never to see the light of day. Haunting in their hidden beauty and their memorable "one liners". Covered with innuendos and lies just to have that one more hug, one more look, one more talk, one more kiss, then one more...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 24 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    Today, urged on by an EP friend,

    I deleted the Hotmail account that I had used exclusively, off and on, to correspond with my OW between 2006 and 2013. In there were the early love notes when we were exploring the possibility of crossing the line. I also kept some sad ones from the times that we were apart at...
    Wilbury Wilbury 46-50, M 20 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    Well.. I flat out asked him

    why he stopped texting me at night and for him to be honest with me. He said reason why is because he has been getting home late and by the time he does few things around house , eats, spends time with his kids, goes into to the other bedroom (him and his wife no longer share...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    Does anyone has good resources

    for forgiveness? I am having a hard time forgiving....
    HurtsEverywhere HurtsEverywhere 31-35, F 4 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    My ex ap from 1 year ago texted me out of the

    blue. I didn't reply. Thought I deleted him. Deleted again now!!!!!! Lol
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 5 Responses Jun 17

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    I'm new here but thought I would post.

    My H is an over the road trucker and is only home a few nights every month. I've been seeing a single guy that lives down the street from me for the past year and although we are not in love, it's a wonderful physical relationship.
    TruckersWife1984 TruckersWife1984 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 21

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    I'm married to a wonderful man

    and have two beautiful children but I have been having an affair with a MM for over a year. It's been a tremendous experience for me, both good and bad, and I don't know if I ever want it to end. Lots to talk about sometime but just saying hi to you all for now. I'm so glad I...
    Wikedangel Wikedangel 36-40, F 17 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    Dear Jonathan And Our Two Children.....i'm So Sorry.

    Tomorrow 01/13/13 is the1 year anniversary of my relationship with the man I'm having an affair with, the man I compromised my entire life for, the man I chose over my family when I got caught 6 months ago, and the man I currently live with today. And 1 year ago tomorrow I...
    Annie3321 Annie3321 26-30, F 85 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    I asked the Magic 8 Ball ap on my phone

    if he still thinks of me: "yes - definitely"; Does he miss me? "my sources say no" Shocker! Will I ever see him again? "don't count on it" Haaa! Don't worry, I wasn't. Is he happy? "reply hazy, try again" Is he happy? "don't count on it" Aw, well, that's not good...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 2 Responses Jun 16

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    Shocking Love Affair

    I must confess something here that I thought, I would never ever talk about in my life. But I have to admit, I had an affair. Yes I did, and now I have to live with it for the rest of my life. Here's my shocking story..... About two weeks ago, I cheated on my true love...I...
    LegendaryJimMorrison LegendaryJimMorrison 26-30, M 29 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    Maybe you're reading this

    because you are having an affair or had one already or maybe you are thinking about doing it. I can't give advice because I have no clue. All I know is I am recovering and it's been a long recovery. I think the most surprising aspect was the emotion that came with this...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 20 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    My Husband's Best Freind

    I t was exactly 1 yr ago. I was so depressed and ready to give up on ever being happy. My husband at the time was being very emotionally and verbally abusive. I got an e-mail from my husband's best freind. He was wondering how we were doing, and needed to talk. He had just split...
    hotandcuddly hotandcuddly 51-55, F 43 Responses Sep 1, 2011

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    We had met and got instantly lost in a riveting

    conversation at an evening function. Looking around after a while, we noted the place had emptied. Standing alone, we were the last two people to leave. Time had stood still. We giggled and parted politely, promising to chat again soon. A month or so later, I saw you at a...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 16 Responses May 6

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    Just ended my affair

    and I'm sad. She was careless with her phone and her husband found out, she spilled everything. Mixed feelings. A bit relieved but also sad, I loved her. The sex...ha...no one complains that affair sex is worse than married sex. My wife doesn't know.
    joestu84 joestu84 41-45, M 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Happy Father's Day to you.

    You love your son. He means more to you in the world than anything else. Your face lights up when you receive his call or talk about him. I feel like such a horrible person, trying to steal time from a little boy. I have never ask you to leave..because... It's not right. I...
    HurtsEverywhere HurtsEverywhere 31-35, F 4 Responses Jun 21

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    More Like, 'my Affair Had Me'

    my affair did have me - for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. it chewed me up, spit me out, and i have yet to recover. we were in love, and probably still are (i definitely am) but ultimately it was my choice to end it - i didnt want to end my marriage for various reasons and knew...
    IJustWantYouToKnowWhoIAm IJustWantYouToKnowWhoIAm 31-35, F 23 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    It's officially over!

    I saw his true side and I finally was strong enough to end it. I am hurting but relieved at the same time. This has definitely been a learning experience for me. :( I know in time I will get stronger each and everyday. Thank you to all to my EP friends for your support and...
    Cheeks2014 Cheeks2014 36-40, F 25 Responses Jan 19, 2014

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    I don't know how much longer my heart can take .

    Tired of him telling me how he has to work over everyday because of the work load. Ok... I get that. Tired of him telling me how tired he is because of work. Ok.. I get that too. Tired of him not texting me at night before bed. Excuse: I'm sorry. I fell asleep. Been really...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    It was an okay day, I saw my ex at work,

    we took a break together and i was pretty up beat, i am trying so hard to put on a straight face, i didn't get sad today. I have to believe that i can overcome anything, i will get over him. Closure helps and acceptance that it's over and it's for the best.
    Ccutler Ccutler 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    So after some thought

    and review of my own experience and others I have discovered the following. If you are involved in an affair there is something major missing from your marriage. We seem willing ( especially us women) to be used by our AP for their own satisfaction even at the expense of our...
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 16 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    Those of you who had an affair

    and experienced a D-day with your spouse... what does it feel like? I'm curious.... sorry if the question sounded weird. I just want to be more prepared if my affair came to light. (unlikely since it is over but I'll never know for sure that it won't happen)
    HurtsEverywhere HurtsEverywhere 31-35, F 5 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    What do you do when you don't know what you

    want? Stay in the secret relationship but my mind can't see us not together even if I think or say it. I don't know what I want anymore but being cold to him just breaks my heart but I seriously can't help it I'm just irritated with everything
    sunshineab sunshineab 26-30, F 5 Responses Jun 21

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    Dear Haters: I would like to give you an

    insight of a person that is currently involved in having an affair and giving this insight might give you a different opinion of us...might not agree with our actions but never judge someone before you know the entire story....so here it goes... We are human...we are daughters...
    excessbaggage excessbaggage 41-45, F 37 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    Im feeling annoyed, upset,

    offended, resentful, disappointed, discouraged, powerless, doubtful, uncertain, perplexed, hesitant, unbelieving, sceptical, unsure, uneasy, empty, pathetic, tragic, reserved, weary, cold, tormented, anger, rejected...........all of these unpleasant feelings i still have some...
    katness99 katness99 36-40, F 12 Responses Jun 22

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    lord help me...I can do this today.

    . I know he was trying to be sweet and tell me about the death of our friend.. but I want to respond with..please leave me alone so I can heal...every time I am about to be good..he pops up and I am right back here again..and he is just fine....argh...
    MissMoneypenny6 MissMoneypenny6 36-40, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I hope... ...Every day

    when you wake up, you miss the good morning texts and calls we shared. ...Every night you think about how we would say " goodnight love bug." ...When you see a woman with auburn hair, you think about how you loved to wrap my curls around your fingers when we kissed. ...You...
    Urbancowgirl Urbancowgirl 36-40 12 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    I don't get it. I don't get

    why am I still hung up.
    HurtsEverywhere HurtsEverywhere 31-35, F 10 Responses Jun 19

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    i tied up my lover. she enjoys that.

    i know how to play her. that is what she misses with her boyfriend
    rbrtoo rbrtoo 41-45 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had sex with a man that's not my husband

    tonight. that's a first for me. I should be feeling guilty right now, but a little happiness goes a long way. I'm not going to leave my husband and he's not going to leave his wife, we just wanted the physical attention.
    redpelican7 redpelican7 31-35, F 18 Responses 3 days ago

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    I have a other rant that I need to get off my

    chest: Haven't seen each other in 3 weeks. Then wife looking at phone bill. Asked him questions about so many texts. Then asks me to start using this app called whatsapp. Ever since using that stupid ******* app, things have changed . Hardly anymore late night texts . "Work...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 5 Responses 5 days ago

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    with a married man that ended tragically.

    I was left devastated, hurt, confused and an empty shell of a woman. All that I ever wanted in life was to be successful at any and everything I touched. I have a great career, loving family and a few close friends. I thought my life was content but needed a loving partner to...
    Hunniebae Hunniebae 26-30, F 11 Responses Apr 1

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    well it's the day after,

    I was wondering if the new guy would still be interested in continuing wherever it is we have or if it was a one time thing. he's not gone outside of his marriage before either. we messaged like usual today, just light conversation with flirtation. nice to see it didn't change
    redpelican7 redpelican7 31-35, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Two Lovers, One Night.

    I'm afraid this is going to make me sound slutty. That is not really the case, i have just had weak moments in my life. I’m going to leave a lot of the mundane details out of this story to make it more interesting. This did happen several years ago but by highlighting the...
    emstioy emstioy 46-50, F 67 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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