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I Had An Affair

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    What hurts is I didn't

    even get a Valentine's Day card this year when we were still " together". He bought his new woman an hour massage. I just can't get over how fast he moves on to the next girl. He burned me so many times. I hate him.
    timetochange2 timetochange2 41-45, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    This is very raw... But long story short,

    my husband came home from a trip unexpectedly while my AP and I were spending time at my home. AP got out before my husband saw him, but husband knew something was off and I had to confess to having a man there and breaking his trust although I did not tell him the whole, true...
    DemmieClem DemmieClem 41-45, F 5 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    It's been over for a year.

    The toughest year in my adult life. I believe like everyone, I have an innate emotional intelligence that will direct me to my personal bliss. The affair woke me up to passion, like nothing else has ever done before. I'm more empathic, less judgmental & more open minded than...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 13 Responses May 27, 2014

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    Do you ever wish you could meet done of the

    friends you have made on here.....the ones who know everything about you but never judge you? We can't have these conversations with our friends (or many of them. I think we all have at least one that we trust enough to tell) ....they might judge/spill our secrets. But out...
    sallyanne44 sallyanne44 41-45, F 18 Responses Jul 30, 2014

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    I asked myself today,

    what did I learn from all this? The lesson for me is *Stay the heck away from a married man!* Until now, I kept convincing myself that he was separated when I met him.. his wife had a kid from another guy... she was a B and a User and a cheater.. yada yada yada. Time to fess...
    Fmina Fmina 51-55, F 41 Responses Feb 10

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    We had met and got instantly lost in a riveting

    conversation at an evening function. Looking around after a while, we noted the place had emptied. Standing alone, we were the last two people to leave. Time had stood still. We giggled and parted politely, promising to chat again soon. A month or so later, I saw you at a...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 16 Responses May 6

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    After two years of random calls

    and texts from xmm, we finally met. It was friendly and sweet and had a touch of the surreal to it. I wasn't meeting him to rekindle anything, nor was he. I'm certainly not interested in anything like that after all I've been through to recover my own sanity and peace...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 15 Responses 4 days ago

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    I Could Help It

    It started about 4 months ago in the grocery store i caughgt a guy about 23 watching me it kind of creaped me out and excited me at the same time seeing that my husband isnt interested anymore.So i paid for my things and headed for my car. As i turned around that guy had folloed...
    imsweetenough imsweetenough 31-35, F 182 Responses Dec 30, 2011

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    More Like, 'my Affair Had Me'

    my affair did have me - for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. it chewed me up, spit me out, and i have yet to recover. we were in love, and probably still are (i definitely am) but ultimately it was my choice to end it - i didnt want to end my marriage for various reasons and knew...
    IJustWantYouToKnowWhoIAm IJustWantYouToKnowWhoIAm 31-35, F 23 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    I am a father of 2 boys.

    I've been married over a decade. I am a professional with a career, home and financial security. I have loving parents, loving dog and good friends. I am able to enjoy my sports teams and hit the gym 5 days a week. I am also an addict. As nat king cole sang, some call it...
    MyThermopylae MyThermopylae 41-45, M 16 Responses Nov 3, 2014

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    Here's some advice: don't have sex with your ex

    affair partner. I started seeing mine again the past few months and we broke up again. To make a long story short, some hurtful things were said to each other, and now we aren't even on speaking terms. I wish that I didn't get involved with him again. I feel like I set myself...
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Smashed up my sanity,

    Smashed up my integrity, Smashed up what I believed in, Smashed up what's left of me, Smashed up my everything, Smashed up all that was true, Gonna smash myself to pieces. I don't know what else to do.
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    And he still continues to leave me voicemails

    on my office phone. I delete without hearing them of course. But I find this so crazy. He has a new girl at work. Why keep messing with me !? I know why, I always took him back. Not this time. Go **** your self mother ******. Ahhhhhh that felt good.
    timetochange2 timetochange2 41-45, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    I have been married for 7 years to the woman

    who I cheated on my first wife with. I am looking for people who are in or have had similar relationships to me who might want to share their experiences...
    IINick77II IINick77II 36-40, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Two Lovers, One Night.

    I'm afraid this is going to make me sound slutty. That is not really the case, i have just had weak moments in my life. I’m going to leave a lot of the mundane details out of this story to make it more interesting. This did happen several years ago but by highlighting the...
    emstioy emstioy 46-50, F 66 Responses Jan 8, 2012

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    It was just sex. That is what the plan was

    anyway. We are both married, and yes, I know it's awful of us to seek comfort in each other, but we did. The first time we met for sex I was so nervous that I accidently locked my keys in my car. He had to call AAA to come open it for me. That sucked, but we still managed to...
    klady23 klady23 26-30, F 28 Responses Feb 23

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    Ccutler Ccutler 36-40, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    My wife and I are now separated

    and living in different states. Who knows what is to come next
    jtk092 jtk092 31-35, M 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I was in so much pain

    after my affair. As I look back I can finally see why I put her above everyone else. It's because what we had was not real. I justified that I was in love with her and that she was perfect to make me feel better about what I was doing. For the most part my relationship with my...
    Notsosimpletoday Notsosimpletoday 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    My Ex AP contacted me

    after only 3 wks NC and I folded like a deck of cards......but it was good to know that he was feeling the same and didnt want to end it. It was so nice to talk to him again. ....not sure how this story is going to end yet
    katness99 katness99 36-40, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    Today, urged on by an EP friend,

    I deleted the Hotmail account that I had used exclusively, off and on, to correspond with my OW between 2006 and 2013. In there were the early love notes when we were exploring the possibility of crossing the line. I also kept some sad ones from the times that we were apart at...
    Wilbury Wilbury 46-50, M 20 Responses Jan 15, 2014

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    So after some thought

    and review of my own experience and others I have discovered the following. If you are involved in an affair there is something major missing from your marriage. We seem willing ( especially us women) to be used by our AP for their own satisfaction even at the expense of our...
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 17 Responses Mar 27, 2014

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    alphamale1111 alphamale1111 36-40, M a week ago

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    I'm thinking about sending the EX AP a cease

    and desist. I can't come to work and see I have voicemails waiting and I hit play knowing he will be one of them. And he is. I have caller ID so as soon as I see his last name pop up I hit delete without listening to a thing. But when will he stop ? I almost feel like he won...
    timetochange2 timetochange2 41-45, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    elincc11 elincc11 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    why do people like to call the ap women home

    wrecker??!! Come on... So sad to hear people say that.. It's ignorant, judge mental and so much more...truth is... If the home wasn't off to begin with the affair wouldn't have happened. It takes two people to make an affair work. So if anyone is a home wrecker it's the dam...
    ventingagain ventingagain 31-35, F 29 Responses Nov 19, 2014

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    Feeling really good today.

    . Spent time with a the new MM man again yesterday..He's so into me, I love it! I will never ever waist my time again on a man that's not!
    Differentforever Differentforever 46-50, F 20 Responses Jan 23

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    Wanna know what I really hate the most ?

    Is when u have a good night texting back n forth, then the next day a good morning text, then nothing the rest of the damn day or night! Tired of thinking well maybe he was doing this or that. Or maybe he was busy, or....maybe he wants to text me back , but can't cause of wife...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 18 Responses May 25

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    Question: Have any of you

    or your AP's ever showed each other pics of your children and spouses ? Mine has showed me pics of his wife and his children . I did too in return. I then made a comment asking if she was the kids grandmother and about how his wife looked like she was 60+ when she's actually 44...
    js1276 js1276 41-45, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    I am married with kids,

    he is also married with kids. Going on since last November. I'm addicted to him and our trysts. I tried to end it on numerous occasions because I know it is morally wrong. Obviously that didn't last. I love what we have and love him too. It will never happen between us...
    SexyMomma37 SexyMomma37 36-40, F 16 Responses Mar 13, 2014

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    after how many months,

    i snoop the fb profile of mm today and i was astonished to see that i am no longer affected. he looks happy with friends. i have finally gotten over him. i love my husband so much.
    chantal0218 chantal0218 31-35, F May 25

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    I'm an affair success story.

    In a short period of time, my life took a direction that I never thought possible. I never saw it coming, did things I never thought I was ever capable of, and struggled through some turmoil...but it took my life in a direction that was best for me. This is quite long, as I'm...
    happyasever happyasever 31-35, F 7 Responses Nov 23, 2014

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    I think kissing is so important!

    ! I love it when lady is a good kisser.
    alphamale1111 alphamale1111 36-40, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I feel that it much more important spending

    time learning how your lovers body works and gets turned on than knowing how your car works.
    alphamale1111 alphamale1111 36-40, M 1 Response May 25

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    Even though I know he wasn't good

    for me. It hurts to find out he moved on so fast. He still tries to leave VM at my office and all this time he has been dating a person he works with. Wow. True narcissist. It still stings a bit. But I'm better off. Just a sad day today. I hate that. Ugh. How I found...
    timetochange2 timetochange2 41-45, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    An affair... The beginning: The best part.

    The getting to know each other, the can't get enough, the spark, the passion, the excitement, the fun, the romance, the constant communication, you won't fall in love The middle: Still passionate, still exciting, still fun, still communicating regularly, the romance is still...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 14 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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    No not really. Sorry to disappoint you

    but you ladies in your 40s might want to hear this anyway. I have been crazy with thoughts about affairs and really any idiot has been looking like Brad Pitt to me since last December. I was unhappy, depressed and even put myself in the situations that could have ended up with...
    discovery5 discovery5 41-45, F 14 Responses Apr 25, 2014

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    Hey God, There's nothing left

    for me to hide. I lost my ignorance, security, and pride. I'm all alone in a world you must despise. Hey God, I believed your promises, your promises and lies. Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie Terrible lie You made me throw it all away. My morals left to decay. How many...
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Dear Jonathan And Our Two Children.....i'm So Sorry.

    Tomorrow 01/13/13 is the1 year anniversary of my relationship with the man I'm having an affair with, the man I compromised my entire life for, the man I chose over my family when I got caught 6 months ago, and the man I currently live with today. And 1 year ago tomorrow I...
    Annie3321 Annie3321 26-30, F 85 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    I'm married to a wonderful man

    and have two beautiful children but I have been having an affair with a MM for over a year. It's been a tremendous experience for me, both good and bad, and I don't know if I ever want it to end. Lots to talk about sometime but just saying hi to you all for now. I'm so glad I...
    Wikedangel Wikedangel 36-40, F 17 Responses Jan 4, 2014

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    Dear Haters: I would like to give you an

    insight of a person that is currently involved in having an affair and giving this insight might give you a different opinion of us...might not agree with our actions but never judge someone before you know the entire story....so here it goes... We are human...we are daughters...
    excessbaggage excessbaggage 41-45, F 38 Responses Sep 16, 2014

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    No need for me to stay,

    the last thing left I just threw it away. I put my faith in god and my trust in you. Now there's nothing more ****** up I could do. Wish there was something real, wish there was something true, Wish there was something real in this world full of you.
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F a week ago

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    I hope... ...Every day

    when you wake up, you miss the good morning texts and calls we shared. ...Every night you think about how we would say " goodnight love bug." ...When you see a woman with auburn hair, you think about how you loved to wrap my curls around your fingers when we kissed. ...You...
    Urbancowgirl Urbancowgirl 36-40 12 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    What a storm in a teacup affairs really ARE.

    .. All contained within the walls of our hearts and minds, never to see the light of day. Haunting in their hidden beauty and their memorable "one liners". Covered with innuendos and lies just to have that one more hug, one more look, one more talk, one more kiss, then one more...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 24 Responses Oct 13, 2014

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    There are numerous older men in the world

    who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to find women for dating and companionship. The spokesperson reports that many older men have started finding perfect companions through their...
    norahcc11 norahcc11 26-30, F May 25

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    I have come full circle with my affair.

    .. This was the most beautiful yet unhealthiest relationship I have ever engaged in.... I trashed my self esteem, my morals and my heart for this relationship. I loved with every fiber in my body and every cell of my brain yet I was slowly reduced to a friend with no possibility...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 9 Responses Dec 17, 2013

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