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I Had An Affair

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    My Husband's Best Freind

    I t was exactly 1 yr ago. I was so depressed and ready to give up on ever being happy. My husband at the time was being very emotionally and verbally abusive. I got an e-mail from my husband's best freind. He was wondering how we were doing, and needed to talk. He had just split...
    hotandcuddly hotandcuddly 51-55, F 46 Responses Sep 1, 2011

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    Life is strange. I've been struggling in my

    marriage for several years now. My wife has offered an open relationship because she has no libido and wants to see me happy, but she doesn't want to know what happens. We've never discussed the details. Over the last four months we've done sex therapy and marriage counseling to...
    frogchop frogchop 46-50, M 7 Responses 2 days ago

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    Fmina Fmina 51-55, F 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Lies have been told, anxiety is kicking in,

    the risk is massive, and yet the flight is booked and I'm about to hop on a flight in Jan to the other side of the world to see my AP. Another attempt on ending this 3yr affair. I know I shouldn't go. I know I risk the chance of my husband finding out. I know I risk the chance...
    ATH2000 ATH2000 36-40, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    Shocking Love Affair

    I must confess something here that I thought, I would never ever talk about in my life. But I have to admit, I had an affair. Yes I did, and now I have to live with it for the rest of my life. Here's my shocking story..... About two weeks ago, I cheated on my true love...I...
    JimMorrisonRocks JimMorrisonRocks 26-30, M 27 Responses Jun 25, 2012

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    As many of you have read,

    I had an affair with a single man (I checked out of my marriage a few years prior doe to verbal abuse and alcoholism). I left my ex husband and live together now with my AP for a year and a half. It has turned out to be the greatest love we have both ever known, as well as a...
    happyasever happyasever 31-35, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have been in EP for a few months,

    read many stories here, particularly in this experience and other post about had an affair. Just amazed, how easily other shallow peoples tried to judged other person when they have read the experience. Some of us, didn't have plan to be the other woman. And some of MM are also...
    ssally123 ssally123 41-45, F 19 Responses Jan 4

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    Feeling sad and slightly remorseful­čś×.

    As most of you know my lover and friend has been struggling since his gf found a pic on his phone. Since that day he has been distant, confused and depressed. He insists we aren't done....and put it all on the line with his gf. I can't be strung along anymore :-( Yesterday I...
    nitrolove nitrolove 46-50, F 1 day ago

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    An affair... The beginning: The best part.

    The getting to know each other, the can't get enough, the spark, the passion, the excitement, the fun, the romance, the constant communication, you won't fall in love The middle: Still passionate, still exciting, still fun, still communicating regularly, the romance is still...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 10 Responses Feb 22

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    I'm an affair success story.

    In a short period of time, my life took a direction that I never thought possible. I never saw it coming, did things I never thought I was ever capable of, and struggled through some turmoil...but it took my life in a direction that was best for me. This is quite long, as I'm...
    happyasever happyasever 31-35, F 8 Responses Nov 23

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    I am married and my husband doesn't know i like

    girls. I have been attracted to girls for as long as i can remember. A couple of years ago i had an affair with a woman from work. She was such a lovely amazing woman. So beautify, sexy and amazing in bed. I didnt realise how much i missed being with women untill we got together...
    drachenReiter drachenReiter 31-35, F 5 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    So today is a hard day

    for me. I sent my goodbye message. It's been almost 2 weeks since we last spoke. No reason at all. No disagreement or anything like that. But I have known over the last couple of weeks that I had to get out. That he isn't all in. I wasn't rude at all. I was civil and friendly...
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    Text from MM this morning " I can't explain it,

    I just can't do this anymore! I tried to tell you that I needed this in the past and I didn't stick to my decision. I am asking you again to please honor my request. I need this for my sanity. Please understand!" He ended, what was already ended. 9 weeks ago he ended it. We...
    Differentforever Differentforever 46-50, F 14 Responses 1 day ago

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    So I must say that I am not miserable this time.

    I said goodbye yesterday, didn't get a response, but I don't really care! This time I'm ok. Maybe because I was the one who decided to stop chasing him? He will do this though. Over and over. Stop responding for no reason then pop back up again hoping to start where we left off...
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    No not really. Sorry to disappoint you

    but you ladies in your 40s might want to hear this anyway. I have been crazy with thoughts about affairs and really any idiot has been looking like Brad Pitt to me since last December. I was unhappy, depressed and even put myself in the situations that could have ended up with...
    discovery5 discovery5 41-45, F 17 Responses Apr 25

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    I was with my ex for 1 year

    and 4 months (from April 2013 to August 2014.) I am 24 and he is 33. The last time he spoke to me was in September 2014. He has completely ignored all of my contact attempts since then. He did not warn me that he was going to disappear. He always said we could be friends, even...
    broken418 broken418 22-25, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't by the time heals all things there are

    pains we'll endure as long as we breathe if you've never experienced that then your heart has never been truly broken..
    AgingGracefully AgingGracefully 51-55, M 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Affair With Son In Law, Now Pregnant

    I have searched all over the web for this situation and I have yet to find anything that remotely correlates.  I lost my job a few months ago and I moved in my eldest daughter and family.  I will admit right here and now that I have always had a crush on...
    littlejon63 littlejon63 46-50 354 Responses Mar 24, 2009

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    Do you ever wish you could meet done of the

    friends you have made on here.....the ones who know everything about you but never judge you? We can't have these conversations with our friends (or many of them. I think we all have at least one that we trust enough to tell) ....they might judge/spill our secrets. But out...
    sallyanne44 sallyanne44 41-45, F 21 Responses Jul 30

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    It's been over for a year.

    The toughest year in my adult life. I believe like everyone, I have an innate emotional intelligence that will direct me to my personal bliss. The affair woke me up to passion, like nothing else has ever done before. I'm more empathic, less judgmental & more open minded than...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 15 Responses May 27

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    I am a father of 2 boys.

    I've been married over a decade. I am a professional with a career, home and financial security. I have loving parents, loving dog and good friends. I am able to enjoy my sports teams and hit the gym 5 days a week. I am also an addict. As nat king cole sang, some call it...
    2ndBruin 2ndBruin 41-45, M 17 Responses Nov 3

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    More Like, 'my Affair Had Me'

    my affair did have me - for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. it chewed me up, spit me out, and i have yet to recover. we were in love, and probably still are (i definitely am) but ultimately it was my choice to end it - i didnt want to end my marriage for various reasons and knew...
    IJustWantYouToKnowWhoIAm IJustWantYouToKnowWhoIAm 31-35, F 25 Responses Dec 26, 2011

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    My OM has been avoiding me:-( I see him in

    passing and my sons sporting events, but never alone. We have not been intimate for 2 months. He just wrote his gf a letter laying their relationship on the line. Idk what has happened or what is going on. He said he ├▒eeds to thi├▒k and make some decisions? Can't be with me...
    nitrolove nitrolove 46-50, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I haven't posted in a while

    and I hope you are all doing well. Today makes a year since my life was turned upside down. Not by my affair, as it hadn't started yet. But turned upside down but what I believe allowed me have an affair with one of my closest friends. A year ago today I had to make the...
    Suzanne1976 Suzanne1976 36-40, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    So I'm having or had

    or having I don't even no anymore, an affair with who I assume is a serial cheater A serial cheater that supposedly loves and and wants to be with me (with an IF ONLY ofcourse) I had a suspicion that there was something going on with a friend of his Amazing that he has time...
    zoey3000 zoey3000 31-35, F 9 Responses 3 days ago

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    Maybe you're reading this

    because you are having an affair or had one already or maybe you are thinking about doing it. I can't give advice because I have no clue. All I know is I am recovering and it's been a long recovery. I think the most surprising aspect was the emotion that came with this...
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 19 Responses Jan 4

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    Had one loved it,relieved,

    no regrets total justification
    BeenWithout BeenWithout 51-55, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I hope... ...Every day

    when you wake up, you miss the good morning texts and calls we shared. ...Every night you think about how we would say " goodnight love bug." ...When you see a woman with auburn hair, you think about how you loved to wrap my curls around your fingers when we kissed. ...You...
    Urbancowgirl Urbancowgirl 36-40 11 Responses Dec 16, 2013

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    Dear Jonathan And Our Two Children.....i'm So Sorry.

    Tomorrow 01/13/13 is the1 year anniversary of my relationship with the man I'm having an affair with, the man I compromised my entire life for, the man I chose over my family when I got caught 6 months ago, and the man I currently live with today. And 1 year ago tomorrow I...
    Annie3321 Annie3321 26-30, F 86 Responses Jan 12, 2013

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    What a storm in a teacup affairs really ARE.

    .. All contained within the walls of our hearts and minds, never to see the light of day. Haunting in their hidden beauty and their memorable "one liners". Covered with innuendos and lies just to have that one more hug, one more look, one more talk, one more kiss, then one more...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 21 Responses Oct 13

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    "How do you know for sure you loved him?

    " "Because it feels like someone died. You don't grieve lust."
    nothingbetterthanlaughing nothingbetterthanlaughing 31-35, F 11 Responses Mar 22

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    adeleccaa adeleccaa 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    So after some thought

    and review of my own experience and others I have discovered the following. If you are involved in an affair there is something major missing from your marriage. We seem willing ( especially us women) to be used by our AP for their own satisfaction even at the expense of our...
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 19 Responses Mar 27

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    Koalaclover Koalaclover 36-40, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When it ended for me 9 months ago,

    I didn't want to hear about Time being the healing factor, because time was just an inanimate word and the burning pain in my chest and soul could not be soothed. Time was a vacuum.. a void. Being in 2 relationships never made sense to me. It's some kind of "temporary...
    marmelade marmelade 51-55, F 9 Responses Jan 10

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    Men in affairs: Do you celebrate your wedding

    anniversary? If so how? Do you try harder out of guilt if you are having an undisclosed affair or do you try to just get through the day? Women: your thoughts?
    just2night just2night 41-45, F 10 Responses 6 days ago

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    So it's been a week tomorrow

    and I haven't made any effort to contact him. He hasn't contacted me either. We weren't fighting or anything. I just decided that I should take some space before I got too wrapped up in it all again. I have no idea why he hasn't made any attempts from his end but I suspect he is...
    lovinglife11 lovinglife11 31-35, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    He emailed me last night

    and said that he loved me! What do I say? I've been seeing him on and off for nearly a year. I've been always looking for someone else as we don't see each other much. And now he says he loves me. Did he say it because I'm getting impatient about not seeing him much? Would a...
    HappySecret HappySecret 36-40, F 17 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    why do people like to call the ap women home

    wrecker??!! Come on... So sad to hear people say that.. It's ignorant, judge mental and so much more...truth is... If the home wasn't off to begin with the affair wouldn't have happened. It takes two people to make an affair work. So if anyone is a home wrecker it's the dam...
    ventingagain ventingagain 41-45, F 33 Responses Nov 19

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    I'm married to a wonderful man

    and have two beautiful children but I have been having an affair with a MM for over a year. It's been a tremendous experience for me, both good and bad, and I don't know if I ever want it to end. Lots to talk about sometime but just saying hi to you all for now. I'm so glad I...
    Wikedangel Wikedangel 36-40, F 18 Responses Jan 4

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    Blah blah blah! Completely over affair

    and nothing to write about:)
    ventingagain ventingagain 41-45, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    How do cope of the festive time?

    Knowing you not part of it.....
    zoey3000 zoey3000 31-35, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    Question for chesters

    why is it that you hate the person your cheating with if they don't call you ever day or if the get morals all of a sudden. Your cheating to aren't you just as wrong as them.
    tobad8 tobad8 41-45, M 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    Guys would it be harder,

    easier or better if your wife and your mistress knew each other and got along very well?
    tc57 tc57 31-35, F 8 Responses 2 days ago

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    Tonight it is over! We will have the talk.

    hm.. call it the sixth sense of a Scorpio. A friendship/ relationship of 7 years has reached full circle. Out of the 7 years, this past year has been the worse of all. I guess I should be saying I am glad it is over for good. I am hurt though that he turned into a...
    Fmina Fmina 51-55, F 8 Responses 4 days ago

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    Dear Haters: I would like to give you an

    insight of a person that is currently involved in having an affair and giving this insight might give you a different opinion of us...might not agree with our actions but never judge someone before you know the entire story....so here it goes... We are human...we are daughters...
    excessbaggage excessbaggage 41-45, F 38 Responses Sep 16

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    He text me last night

    and my heart jumped. I desperately wanted to respond but I didn't. He wanted to see me over the weekend but I didn't meet him. I love him so much and want to lie in his arms like I used to. But I can't. I know it's not a good situation for me. I can not take the guilt that comes...
    Australianladybug Australianladybug 31-35, F 17 Responses Mar 3

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    Today, urged on by an EP friend,

    I deleted the Hotmail account that I had used exclusively, off and on, to correspond with my OW between 2006 and 2013. In there were the early love notes when we were exploring the possibility of crossing the line. I also kept some sad ones from the times that we were apart at...
    Wilbury Wilbury 41-45, M 21 Responses Jan 15

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    Younger women dating older men mainly

    because younger women are attracted older men. older men mature, confident, stable .Mature guys always know how to treat their women.These younger women are looking for their age gap love romance.For older men, Younger women older men relationships will surely make an older man...
    adeleccaa adeleccaa 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

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    It's officially over!

    I saw his true side and I finally was strong enough to end it. I am hurting but relieved at the same time. This has definitely been a learning experience for me. :( I know in time I will get stronger each and everyday. Thank you to all to my EP friends for your support and...
    Cheeks2014 Cheeks2014 36-40, F 27 Responses Jan 19

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    Guys would it make it easier,

    harder or better if your wife and mistress got along very well?
    tc57 tc57 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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