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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Love is so far from me I can't

    even reach. At times like this it kills me softly but I hold on to my smile. Maybe I like pretense but underneath this mask is a sorrowful girl losing out so much emotions and left with sympathy and bitterness. I only wish for you to be kinder. You left me unwanted, you left at...
    MoonMusicLover22 MoonMusicLover22 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    So it was 16 years ago

    while we were in high school. I met him in Spanish class. Oh the attraction was instant and electric. After a while, I let him be the first man I was intimate with. It was amazing. Things were as good as they could be. Then we started hanging out less which made me feel insecure...
    AEM26 AEM26 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    It was not my first relationship, but he is always known as my first love. We met while we were working together in high school. He took my friend to the prom, but from there, we...
    mysterywoman69 mysterywoman69 31-35, F 2 days ago

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    My first love, my first everything, was 35 years ago. We were best friends for three years and then dated exclusive for 5 years. He was five years older than I was. He was...
    SpringOwl SpringOwl 46-50, F 3 days ago

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    I was 12 and he had just turned 13, we were in 7th grade. When we were in 6th grade, we hated each other, but I had liked him since the day I saw him( I'm not gonna say his name...
    Ivana12385 Ivana12385 18-21, F Jul 23

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    You were my very first love. You came to me during a bad period of my life, and changed me forever. You showed me that I need to have respect for myself, and to not put others on a...
    blossomforth blossomforth 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 12

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    I think of her each day and night. I miss her soo much. Ever been in love and knew that this person was the one?? Well she was the one for me and I was the one for her. We were in...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday. My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove...
    KissesA KissesA 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I don't know if he was my first "love" love. I know I loved him, I know he loved me. It's just, maybe in a brotherly and sisterly way. I don't know a lot of things, but I miss the...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I had my first kiss out of curiosity with (also my first) boyfriend. I kind of wish I hadn't after cause' it didn't feel all that special :/ It just felt like skin on skin and it...
    mahnouls mahnouls 16-17 Jul 21

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    I still love that person.i wrote a post last month or something.got loads of help and advice.and my craving to hear his voice or see him has reduced.but still I can't forget him...
    Naina94 Naina94 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I have never had my first kiss, but I recently met this guy and i really like him. but I'm scared about my first kiss!! What if it goes wrong!?!?!
    dancingtoatune dancingtoatune 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Ik this is kinda weird, but I'm gonna see this guy that I'm talking to soon and he always talks about kissing me, yet both of us have never had our first kiss yet... How exactly do...
    KellsThr13 KellsThr13 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    What would it be like to gaze into your honey glazed eyes and feel your hands press on my back as I taste your lips? What would it feel like to be injected deeply by you and feel...
    honestyreality honestyreality 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I remember him. I was in sixth grade. I was stupid. Too naïve. He moved away in seventh grade. But I remember him. I always will. "My first love broke my heart for the first time...
    PartyingWithEllie PartyingWithEllie 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    I'm with my first love, but we are in such a rocky stage. I don't know if I should continue being with him. But right now I love him so much. He is my best friend. I don't WANT to...
    misshaley7 misshaley7 18-21, F a week ago

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    Even though it was over 2 years ago, and I have another man that I love very much, I still think about my first love all the time. He was emotionally and physically abusive but I...
    Kaylamarie9413 Kaylamarie9413 16-17, F Jul 6

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    I do think first love is the deepest... it resides deep in the brain far away from the things that destroy the memories later in life.
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M 4 Responses Jul 3

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    Everybody misses their first love! They are the ones who hold all your insecurities. They are the ones who you told your deepest thoughts to. They are the ones who saw you at your...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 9

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    My first love...for 10 years the thought of him used to make me melt but now when I think of him. He just someone I used to know
    Shawneeluv Shawneeluv 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    I have been with my first love and best friend for over 2 years now. We are in high school. He has broken my trust in 2 ways now and he has a lying issue. Ugh. I don't know if I...
    misshaley7 misshaley7 18-21, F a week ago

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    So my very first serious boyfriend Shane, was not just my boyfriend but my best friend, my partner in crime. I loved him to death and I still do. I was just 16 at the time and he...
    deathlessfear deathlessfear 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've just began seeing a psychotherapist for my grief! It's hard ,life is strange, I'm a very strong person who's had to deal with a lot, I feel my past experiences has made me the...
    dahliamoon dahliamoon 31-35, F Jul 6

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    December 2013 I lost my dad to suicide. not only did I lose my dad but I also lost my best friend. things aren't the same. I've had trouble sleeping ever since and Iay every night...
    madison1998 madison1998 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    I have finally accepted that i have lost what i had for my husband a long time ago, maybe i have held on for so long because i have been scared to be on my own. I know my mental...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 3

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    My Dearest Virginia, I realize that as I write this that the possibility of your ever reading it is virtually non-existent. Though I only knew you for a few short years when we...
    memdump memdump 70+, M Jul 11

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    I wouldnt say he was my boyfriend.. We never dated. But had been friends from little kids on. Always did everything together. We were each other's first kiss but then stayed just...
    Missmetomorrow Missmetomorrow 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Me and my girl friend where betting on the World Cup and I lost so I had to go everywhere naked and my boobs where showing but I had panties on
    Jennifer1221 Jennifer1221 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I lost her because I was so concerned about her that I lost sight of my self. I lost her because I didn't listen to what she would say because I was so desperate to make sure she...
    jdroodry jdroodry 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 21

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    Every Tuesday, their is a concert in the park kind of thing, so I went, because my boyfriend always goes. (he's 15 and I'm 14) so when I got their I went walking through the woods...
    CaptainEm CaptainEm 13-15, F Jul 23

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    I have lost the most important woman in my life, my mother, 5 years ago. It's still the most painful event in my life. Losing her unexpectedly, when everything seems okay after...
    BakerQueen14 BakerQueen14 22-25, F Jul 3

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    It happened at a very young age that I couldn't process what it was at first. I was rushed by the grasp of my classmate towards the halls of her club. Everyone and everything...
    b9nny b9nny 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    So I went to Coney Island to meet up with my boyfriend for the first time. We went to the thunderbolt first which BROKE DOWN RIGHT BEFORE WE WENT ON IT XD so they marked our card...
    emmythehooligan emmythehooligan 16-17, F Jul 24

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    I had this boyfriend for about 2,5 years, then when we decided to get serious, his mother got in our way and started trying to tear us apart, and he couldn't do anything about it...
    Elikank Elikank 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Yea remember my first real computer is was beautiful black HP windows vista I loved her so much but sadly she became I'll from a virus and she had to be put down.
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M Jul 7

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    I knew it was bound to happen, we were at his house and no one was home. It started off as cuddling then one thing led to another, we began to make out and he kissed my neck (which...
    secretgal2 secretgal2 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    i should say the BEST experience in my life.i didnt have kiss with boys.my first kiss was with a dolphine! i went to dolphines park yesterday. there was a cute dolphine named...
    00roshana00 00roshana00 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I just haven't had much interest in kissing anyone really. I like to think that if and when do I kiss someone, I'll be pretty good at it because like all skills, its all about...
    MindvsHeartAJ MindvsHeartAJ 18-21, T Jul 9

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    Well my best friend whom I have known for 2 years and I decided to go hiking (just the two of us). He is 16 and I am 14, and he told me that he liked me a month ago and I also told...
    AnAwkwardPerson AnAwkwardPerson 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 14

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    Honestly, I feel like my life would be perfect if I had a bf and that bothers me. Why can't I just be happy with what I have? Why can't i go on without this missing piece? If boys...
    tonib123 tonib123 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Is asking you to hold my hand in public too much to ask? Is wanting you to kiss me like you love me too much as well? I don't understand I just want to be loved, I want someone...
    heyapple69 heyapple69 66-70, F 1 day ago