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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    So it was 16 years ago

    while we were in high school. I met him in Spanish class. Oh the attraction was instant and electric. After a while, I let him be the first man I was intimate with. It was amazing. Things were as good as they could be. Then we started hanging out less which made me feel insecure...
    AEM26 AEM26 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 30

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    Love is so far from me I can't

    even reach. At times like this it kills me softly but I hold on to my smile. Maybe I like pretense but underneath this mask is a sorrowful girl losing out so much emotions and left with sympathy and bitterness. I only wish for you to be kinder. You left me unwanted, you left at...
    MoonMusicLover22 MoonMusicLover22 18-21, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    A woman sat next to me last night that looked like my wife. I wanted to tell her she looked like my wife and how I had lost her one night. I wanted to tell the woman that looked...
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    You were my very first love. You came to me during a bad period of my life, and changed me forever. You showed me that I need to have respect for myself, and to not put others on a...
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    I don't know what else to say , it says it all, I lost the love of my life.
    SerafinaDouglas SerafinaDouglas 22-25, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    I think of her each day and night. I miss her soo much. Ever been in love and knew that this person was the one?? Well she was the one for me and I was the one for her. We were in...
    allencam05 allencam05 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Yep true. I wonder how it's like. It's just swapping spit. Kinda gross. But then again maybe it's not. Lol. I'd rather save my first kiss for when I'm older. These days lots of...
    FunnyandNerdy FunnyandNerdy 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 29

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    Where do I begin? I miss him everyday. My first love was in high school. We truly loved each other but we were to young to figure out how to make love work. After 5 years I drove...
    KissesA KissesA 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I don't know if he was my first "love" love. I know I loved him, I know he loved me. It's just, maybe in a brotherly and sisterly way. I don't know a lot of things, but I miss the...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Jul 7

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    I had my first kiss out of curiosity with (also my first) boyfriend. I kind of wish I hadn't after cause' it didn't feel all that special :/ It just felt like skin on skin and it...
    mahnouls mahnouls 16-17 23 hrs ago

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    Feel like I'm left out on everything else bc I haven't had my first kiss
    Faithunborn Faithunborn 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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    I had my first kiss with my girlfriend at the age of 16.
    SamGhanavati SamGhanavati 16-17, M Jun 30

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    Ik this is kinda weird, but I'm gonna see this guy that I'm talking to soon and he always talks about kissing me, yet both of us have never had our first kiss yet... How exactly do...
    KellsThr13 KellsThr13 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Lol I'm only 13 but tbh at the rate the world is going that might just be rare, I'm like proud to not have had my first kiss and then like wow I wonder what it's like XD If u...
    imamascardeball imamascardeball 13-15, F 6 Responses 1 day ago

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    I remember him. I was in sixth grade. I was stupid. Too naïve. He moved away in seventh grade. But I remember him. I always will. "My first love broke my heart for the first time...
    EllieBlythe EllieBlythe 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 9

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    The boy I ever truly knew loved me has been coming up in my mind a lot, His name was twon and I met him through a mutual friend. twon and i dated for about 4 yrs an i totally...
    CAMBRIA22 CAMBRIA22 18-21, F Jun 22

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    Even though it was over 2 years ago, and I have another man that I love very much, I still think about my first love all the time. He was emotionally and physically abusive but I...
    Kaylamarie9413 Kaylamarie9413 16-17, F Jul 6

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    The last couple nights , I've been dreaming about my first love . It's weird because I don't think of her at all . Only in my dreams . It's like she won't go away lol The sad...
    Raymoonnn Raymoonnn 22-25, F Jun 30

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    My first love was a pretty Mexican girl in Texas. Sadly, we moved to Florida and that ended it. She was so pretty and sweet. She was 17 and I was 15. I think about her often.
    gonzogeek gonzogeek 56-60, M Jun 30

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    I do think first love is the deepest... it resides deep in the brain far away from the things that destroy the memories later in life.
    AlwaysPersevere71 AlwaysPersevere71 41-45, M 4 Responses Jul 3

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    Everybody misses their first love! They are the ones who hold all your insecurities. They are the ones who you told your deepest thoughts to. They are the ones who saw you at your...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 3 Responses Jul 9

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    My first love...for 10 years the thought of him used to make me melt but now when I think of him. He just someone I used to know
    Shawneeluv Shawneeluv 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 10

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    hey all ! ... this is important and big. can i have a small time of yours, just little.. few minutes.. i sign up here around a year back to share my story with people and i did. i...
    heartless2 heartless2 22-25, M 19 hrs ago

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    I was 13, she was going on 14, I am white, she is black and well developed for her age. We were so lame, but we learned together and we were so much in love. Her family moved away...
    OldRangerbob OldRangerbob 61-65, M 2 Responses Jun 28

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    I've just began seeing a psychotherapist for my grief! It's hard ,life is strange, I'm a very strong person who's had to deal with a lot, I feel my past experiences has made me the...
    dahliamoon dahliamoon 31-35, F Jul 6

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    December 2013 I lost my dad to suicide. not only did I lose my dad but I also lost my best friend. things aren't the same. I've had trouble sleeping ever since and Iay every night...
    madison1998 madison1998 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 10

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    3 months tomorrow my boyfriend of nearly 3 years passed away in a scuba diving accident, though some believe he was taken by a shark. To make matters worse his ex wife (still...
    lizeh lizeh 22-25, F Jun 28

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    I have finally accepted that i have lost what i had for my husband a long time ago, maybe i have held on for so long because i have been scared to be on my own. I know my mental...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 3

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    My Dearest Virginia, I realize that as I write this that the possibility of your ever reading it is virtually non-existent. Though I only knew you for a few short years when we...
    memdump memdump 70+, M Jul 11

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    I wouldnt say he was my boyfriend.. We never dated. But had been friends from little kids on. Always did everything together. We were each other's first kiss but then stayed just...
    Missmetomorrow Missmetomorrow 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Me and my girl friend where betting on the World Cup and I lost so I had to go everywhere naked and my boobs where showing but I had panties on
    Jennifer1221 Jennifer1221 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I lost her because I was so concerned about her that I lost sight of my self. I lost her because I didn't listen to what she would say because I was so desperate to make sure she...
    jdroodry jdroodry 31-35, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I'm so upset right now 💔 my uncle lost his fight with leukemia today:( he was an amazing person. When my dad got in motorcycle accident, he took me in while my dad was in icu...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 2 Responses Jun 22

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    So for years I have been able to control my dreams and fly around every night a few times a night and can pretty much turn it on when I want to in my dreams. Every morning I tell...
    yogaa1999 yogaa1999 31-35, M Jun 24

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    We work together. I know. It's already started out bad. A lot surrounded the relationship that affected me and he didn't care about. Management thought I wanted him to move up in...
    ajv13 ajv13 36-40, F Jun 22

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    I lost my wife about a year and a half ago to a brain aneurysm. She was so beautiful and I love her so much. Now trying to figure out the new chapter in my life after a year of...
    kjbiker11 kjbiker11 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I have lost the most important woman in my life, my mother, 5 years ago. It's still the most painful event in my life. Losing her unexpectedly, when everything seems okay after...
    BakerQueen14 BakerQueen14 22-25, F Jul 3

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    It happened at a very young age that I couldn't process what it was at first. I was rushed by the grasp of my classmate towards the halls of her club. Everyone and everything...
    b9nny b9nny 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I had this boyfriend for about 2,5 years, then when we decided to get serious, his mother got in our way and started trying to tear us apart, and he couldn't do anything about it...
    Elikank Elikank 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Yea remember my first real computer is was beautiful black HP windows vista I loved her so much but sadly she became I'll from a virus and she had to be put down.
    superabe11 superabe11 16-17, M Jul 7

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    I'm going into the 10th grade and still no first kiss 😔 When was you're first kiss? Should I be as scared and stressed over it as I am? Thanks
    ashlea345 ashlea345 13-15, F 13 Responses Jun 30