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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2014

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 26-30, F Apr 28, 2014

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2014

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 26-30, F Oct 19, 2013

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    For almost two months, you've been gone, my white furred angel... After fourteen years of your fur all over everything, your sudden death hit me hard. I'm getting a tattoo, in your...
    iFortiTude iFortiTude 31-35 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
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    So, this happened on Sunday August 30 in the afternoon. A week earlier there was this guy who sat on the other side of the school bus from me. He told the boy who was sitting...
    velvetybat velvetybat 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    So, this happened on Sunday August 30 in the afternoon. A week earlier there was this guy who sat on the other side of the school bus from me. He told the boy who was sitting...
    velvetybat velvetybat 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    My first love was unexpected. I first knew her as "the bus girl" as she was on my friends bus. I was in grade 9 and she was in grade 8. she was so energetic and happy all of the...
    daniel888932 daniel888932 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    well i would have to say that the church im going to is amazing, well i knew that before hand but it even says it more here. the kids ae so incredibly genuine and people who where...
    dathglas dathglas 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Today my thoughts and prayers are with those in my home state of Louisiana and the surrounding Gulf States for this is the Tenth Anniversary of Hurricane Katrina! So many where...
    gamma87 gamma87 46-50, M 6 days ago

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    I really want to text him right now, but I know that would be stupid so I'm writing this instead. I've been constantly distracting myself, here goes another one. It stings a little...
    captivating23 captivating23 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Ive had several drugs tests for various jobs in the past. I don't know why companies/agencies drug test. Either you do a good job at work or not. If you're not doing a good job you...
    Mossonarock Mossonarock 41-45, M Aug 27

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    Hey, if you're reading this and you have an advice or an opinion I'll be glad to read it because I'm looking for that one advice or quote that will get me through this. Where to...
    American19 American19 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 27

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    This is a brief telling of the three years I spent with this teacher all the way until I fell head over heels in love with her. This might bother your eyes with the block wall of...
    AKoolGuy AKoolGuy 18-21, M Aug 27

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    It was a totally new experience for me and so I didn't really know what to expect and was quite nervous about it. The lady leading the whole process was quite confident and direct...
    NataschaSwiss NataschaSwiss 22-25, F Aug 27

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    And it's amazing after 31 years!!!
    LotusLIL LotusLIL 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 26

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    Believe it or not I did. I had a ton of comics when I was a kid. Lots of baseball cards and some basketball too from 1968 - 1971+. As I was growing up and getting older, I was...
    steverick steverick 56-60, M 2 Responses Aug 25

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    So I met my last girlfriend in late 2010. She had moved to my high school and we soon became close friends. After a couple months we decided to become a couple. We were inseparable...
    eman9523 eman9523 18-21, M Aug 25

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    I lost the love of my life. My ex wife, 15 years on I still miss and love her.
    moraymint moraymint 41-45, M Aug 25

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    Not sure how it happened. We were skyping one minute and the next he was gone. I don't know what happened. I just want to talk to him again.
    LurkingShadow LurkingShadow 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I just had my first sexual experience yesterday, and it was Awesome !!
    SunnyDay98 SunnyDay98 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    I was 14 when we first met. It was a house party we didnt talk much but danced the whole night away. We felt the instant connection. But i was young n felt that I was too young to...
    berniefree berniefree 46-50, F 2 Responses Aug 25

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    .....long long time ago. I'd had a crush on him for such a long time. We'd pass in the street and i'd get that fluttery feeling....he would occasionally smile at me.....but....I...
    sillysoo sillysoo 46-50, F Aug 25

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    Of course, since I am still with him!!! :)
    Mrskatearch Mrskatearch 31-35, F Aug 24

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    SolitaireGent SolitaireGent 41-45, M Aug 22

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    from the moment i laid my eyes on her.i knew she was the reason..i was going to jail.
    waitformesenpai waitformesenpai 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    150821 I had my first kiss from my first lover.. It was so sudden that the only thing I did was freeze. He kissed me at lunch room in the office. He suddenly grabed my face and...
    meandmythought meandmythought 26-30, F Aug 21

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    We met in 2011 and I knew I loved her but we broke up after a year only three weeks ago we got back together and I miss her still being that she is so far away
    RedShiftBrady RedShiftBrady 18-21 1 Response Aug 21

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    He was my brother's best friend. I met him when I was around 8 and he was 12. He was the first person I really felt a connection with. Of course I had other crushes that meant...
    unfaiir unfaiir 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    She is not a good person, she knows, because if she were a good person then she would not be leaning into this boy. If she were a good person, she wouldn’t let him wrap his arm...
    calimaki123 calimaki123 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 20

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    What happened to you? Why did you change?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 19

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    Is it bad I never had my first kiss yet? :c
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 19

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    It's because off the most off the men are using me. I don't trust men that much anymore. I want my first kiss to be perfect, with a boy who loves me for real and who I can love...
    GirlyGirl1993 GirlyGirl1993 18-21, T 2 Responses Aug 19

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    Sex....and vacation....butterflies :)
    MoonlightAlma MoonlightAlma 18-21, F Aug 19

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    sour truth .....lol but its cool ...
    LonelyGuy29 LonelyGuy29 22-25 Aug 19

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    I have kissed, but it was pretty awkward so I need to share ut whit you. I used to study theater/drama and my class was setting up a play.. In the last scene i had to kiss someone...
    Stanpines Stanpines 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 19

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