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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    So it was 16 years ago

    while we were in high school. I met him in Spanish class. Oh the attraction was instant and electric. After a while, I let him be the first man I was intimate with. It was amazing. Things were as good as they could be. Then we started hanging out less which made me feel insecure...
    AEM26 AEM26 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Our stories are unbelievably similar. My first love and I met online when I was 17 and he was 21. My dad finally agreed he could come visit me and I've loved him since. He moved...
    cosmocolors cosmocolors 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 22

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    I was 18 living in Africa, one of my closest friends and i were walking back from school, he ask me if I would please stop by with him at his friend's house just for a minute. It...
    evolvinggirl evolvinggirl 31-35, F 5 Responses Aug 24

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    I can relate to these stories. I'm glad I found this site because I've only have shared my first love story with just a few people and just bits and pieces of it. It's been 40...
    LoveinthisLife LoveinthisLife 51-55, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    I had my first kiss with a guy, my best friend and I've fallen for him :3
    EmptyAgain EmptyAgain 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I just had my first kiss with my boyfriend! He walked me home and sat on my drive way and at the end we leaned in and had a small but remember able kiss :) it was amazing!
    cotygal123 cotygal123 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    He was not my first love. We were never together. He said he liked me and i liked him back. I still do. Its been 6 years. We never got together. Hes my first crush and the lust for...
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F Sep 10

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    My first love a school girl leonetry first kiss to lol
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 10

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    My first love I got one kiss it was the world to me still go buy her house and sie on the way to the farm weld love to see that girl agen but nop
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 3

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse...
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Okay.... I know I'm like way too young for this but I honestly don't care :) Im 13 She is 15 Okay so this is what had happened, The day I (Kenzie) Have been going out with this...
    kenzy409 kenzy409 16-17, F Sep 7

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    My dog porky was 13 years old, 3 days ago she gave birth to 5 puppies, in the next two days the rest of her puppies died. She's had 3 litters of puppies, and none have died, except...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    It's been over two years since we officially toke up. I've spent every single day thinking about you. Crying about you. I've managed to trash a relationship with a really great...
    KaylaNicole93 KaylaNicole93 18-21, F Sep 12

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    So my ex girlfriend is back in my life. We have a college class together. We've been talking and it's been real nice catching up. I secretly miss her, but I don't know if she feels...
    SIRROM88 SIRROM88 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 27

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    I got married 6 years to which i don't love. In my country marriages are arranged by parents even my x confirmed that she don't wanna marry anybody otherthan me to my parents. My...
    yaswanthr yaswanthr 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    I never experience love until I turned 23. I had plenty of girlfriends throughout the years...but never love. I would say it but I didn't feel it till she came into my life. I met...
    ebah22 ebah22 22-25, M Aug 26

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    Hi everyone ! So here is my story : I was in a relationship for two years and my ex boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago. It was awful because during this summer, we spent two...
    MagicalMystery MagicalMystery 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    So this was when I was in about 8th grade. It all started when I started to talk to the shy girl in class. She was a short girl who was about 5'2 and was very awkward and shy, but...
    spacepheonix spacepheonix 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    My friend and I have been best friends for 5 years now. Back in January he asked me to go out with him. I said "Yes!" and told him he was my 1st boyfriend to which he said "I am...
    LoveIsAConfusingThing LoveIsAConfusingThing 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    My boyfriend who I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with left me. We lived together, slept with each other every night. Took baths with each other made dinner for...
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    PLEASE DON'T OFFER ME SEX OR HIT ON ME THROUGH MESSAGES. EP IS SOLELY USED AS AN ONLINE DIARY FOR ME. I had my very first one night stand this year. I went on a trip up to...
    billabonggirl27 billabonggirl27 22-25, F Aug 24

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    Does anyone know her??? Dani Edwards she's 17/18 please ask around this is only picture i have ha we lost contact she lives in Australia but have been told she moved to Us not sure...
    lela201465 lela201465 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    So I lost my grandmother on Labor Day. It was pretty hard to deal with, still is actually. I just am glad I have great cousins, all six of us were laughing, remembering, joking...
    thedude5600 thedude5600 36-40, M Sep 7

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    I could feel the wind on my face, it was dark and raining slightly. It felt good. It seemed to carry some of my sorrow away with it. The waves sounded distant but I was standing on...
    joecell joecell 46-50, M Sep 12

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    Do you still remember the post about my prom or have you read it? If not read it first to know the story. My friend/pervert asked me the same question for 3 days straight and he's...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    And WOW what a crazy full of energy and sexy woman she is. Don't know if there is a relationship there or not but as far as first dates go.. This one was wild and fun. Not going...
    HeFeedee HeFeedee 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 30

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    Ok so this guy and I got really close at a camp we went to with my church and when we got back he asked me out. We've been going out for 2-3 weeks and last night his mom invited me...
    livlewis00 livlewis00 13-15, F Sep 7

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    I fell in love with my cousin last August, right before I left for Korea, where I'm stationed in the Army. She wasn't sure about the whole thing, and we were very conflicted... I...
    Joshyboysoldier Joshyboysoldier 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 11

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    Would it be considered love if him/her was never really yours? I've been in love with this one girl since I was 8. We were best friends. We were both very small so we both were...
    Beauty98 Beauty98 16-17, F Aug 22

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    HE REALLY DID! IN CLASS! WE ARE DOING GEOGRAPHY! HE GOT HIS FIRST MARS BAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :O :D
    2Tegs4U 2Tegs4U 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 26

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    I met him when I was 14. I was the the shy girl, who mostly kept to herself. He brought me out of my shell. When I was around him I felt like a completely different person. I met...
    aspennlynn aspennlynn 16-17, F Aug 31

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    I could never admit to anyone how much I miss him, especially after all the pain he put me through. But now and then I can't help but think of what it would be like if we had never...
    Bonamie22 Bonamie22 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    Last night the guy I've been talking to stayed at my house. We spooned and cuddled heaps and then he went in for a kiss and I just went along with it. I am so confused, I thought...
    MessyHairedGirl MessyHairedGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Yeah sure she was the love of my life at the time...but I feel like someone out there is better for me. I just want love
    Thisismynickname Thisismynickname 18-21, F Sep 8

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    I have been in my first relationship for a month now (I'm sixteen and he just turned seventeen) and we live two hours apart. I went to his birthday party, and after he bribed his...
    BriJC BriJC 16-17, M a week ago

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    I forgot about you last night.. ..for the first time in a long time I did I was caught up in these drinks they keep Making a amazing conversation with this guy named Tremaine...
    BeautynBrains4 BeautynBrains4 18-21, F Aug 24

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    He is dead. It was wired what happened between us. He was my first experience in intimate relations. R.I.P my 1st.
    kba85 kba85 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    That's not love that's something beyond my understanding love dosent hurt
    lastcall33 lastcall33 31-35, F Aug 23

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    I met a boy my freshman year of high school. We spent a lot of time together, not really doing much of anything. I felt butterflies when he said sweet things but I wasn't until...
    whocanibe whocanibe 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    I was an awkward Asian freshman in college. Into video games and not really good at opening up with people... great combination right? I met her by chance. It felt like fate. My...
    IBrokeHerTrust IBrokeHerTrust 18-21, M Aug 31

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    I still miss Monique. She was my true love and always will be. I do not understand why it did not work out. I was just too afraid to tell her I loved her. Too concerned that...
    martinfaust martinfaust 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 2