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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28

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    So it was 16 years ago

    while we were in high school. I met him in Spanish class. Oh the attraction was instant and electric. After a while, I let him be the first man I was intimate with. It was amazing. Things were as good as they could be. Then we started hanging out less which made me feel insecure...
    AEM26 AEM26 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 30

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    I remember how I first met him. I'm sure he recalls it a lot differently, though. I was 16 and doing my A Levels, I was checking out universitys perhaps too eager and I went to...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I had my first kiss with a guy, my best friend and I've fallen for him :3
    EmptyAgain EmptyAgain 18-21, F Sep 15

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    I just had my first kiss with my boyfriend! He walked me home and sat on my drive way and at the end we leaned in and had a small but remember able kiss :) it was amazing!
    cotygal123 cotygal123 13-15, F 3 Responses Sep 16

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    I had my first official day of work today and boy am I tired..on my feet all day but I'm excited too..excited to keep learning the job and progressing.. In other news I'm soon to...
    courtleigh courtleigh 18-21, F Sep 22

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    He was not my first love. We were never together. He said he liked me and i liked him back. I still do. Its been 6 years. We never got together. Hes my first crush and the lust for...
    ninjadentistinspace ninjadentistinspace 16-17, F Sep 10

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    My first love a school girl leonetry first kiss to lol
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 10

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    My first love I got one kiss it was the world to me still go buy her house and sie on the way to the farm weld love to see that girl agen but nop
    josephkeeler josephkeeler 26-30, M Sep 3

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    I found this excellent quote: Who gives a duck about your first love? Give a round of applause for your second love. Your second love taught you love still exists.
    syntheticrhyme syntheticrhyme 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    I pass your house and remember the past; a lifetime has gone but your presence keeps me alive; knowing you still exist keeps my heart pounding; if I'm lucky I'll catch a glimpse...
    yollayoub yollayoub 36-40, M 1 Response Sep 20

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    My 3rd First Love lol 2012 by Chris Brown . I kind of hate that song sometimes
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Okay.... I know I'm like way too young for this but I honestly don't care :) Im 13 She is 15 Okay so this is what had happened, The day I (Kenzie) Have been going out with this...
    kenzy409 kenzy409 18-21, F Sep 7

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    My dog porky was 13 years old, 3 days ago she gave birth to 5 puppies, in the next two days the rest of her puppies died. She's had 3 litters of puppies, and none have died, except...
    ashlynn1014 ashlynn1014 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 4

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    It's been over two years since we officially toke up. I've spent every single day thinking about you. Crying about you. I've managed to trash a relationship with a really great...
    KaylaNicole93 KaylaNicole93 18-21, F Sep 12

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    So heres my story guys. I need some feedback .I lost my virginty to my boyfriend of 1 year and 7 months. After 1 month of having had sex with me he left me. He said he was tried...
    anaisxp anaisxp 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 22

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    I got married 6 years to which i don't love. In my country marriages are arranged by parents even my x confirmed that she don't wanna marry anybody otherthan me to my parents. My...
    yaswanthr yaswanthr 26-30, M Sep 16

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    Hi everyone ! So here is my story : I was in a relationship for two years and my ex boyfriend broke up with me two weeks ago. It was awful because during this summer, we spent two...
    MagicalMystery MagicalMystery 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    So this was when I was in about 8th grade. It all started when I started to talk to the shy girl in class. She was a short girl who was about 5'2 and was very awkward and shy, but...
    spacepheonix spacepheonix 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    My friend and I have been best friends for 5 years now. Back in January he asked me to go out with him. I said "Yes!" and told him he was my 1st boyfriend to which he said "I am...
    LoveIsAConfusingThing LoveIsAConfusingThing 16-17, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    My boyfriend who I thought I was going to spend the rest of my life with left me. We lived together, slept with each other every night. Took baths with each other made dinner for...
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    So I lost my grandmother on Labor Day. It was pretty hard to deal with, still is actually. I just am glad I have great cousins, all six of us were laughing, remembering, joking...
    thedude5600 thedude5600 36-40, M Sep 7

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    I could feel the wind on my face, it was dark and raining slightly. It felt good. It seemed to carry some of my sorrow away with it. The waves sounded distant but I was standing on...
    joecell joecell 46-50, M Sep 12

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    Ok so this guy and I got really close at a camp we went to with my church and when we got back he asked me out. We've been going out for 2-3 weeks and last night his mom invited me...
    livlewis00 livlewis00 13-15, F Sep 7

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    I am laying down currently high and tipsy. And I just got home and my night is over.. I was with a few friends but I thought I had to babysit and turns I didn't. And while I'm...
    parjae parjae 16-17, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I fell in love with my cousin last August, right before I left for Korea, where I'm stationed in the Army. She wasn't sure about the whole thing, and we were very conflicted... I...
    Joshyboysoldier Joshyboysoldier 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 11

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    It had to be a Frenchman...I was in summer camp and their were some exchange students from different parts of Europe. Antoine was from Nice, France. He was 16 an I was 14. I was...
    MSCris MSCris 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I could never admit to anyone how much I miss him, especially after all the pain he put me through. But now and then I can't help but think of what it would be like if we had never...
    Bonamie22 Bonamie22 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 3

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    Last night the guy I've been talking to stayed at my house. We spooned and cuddled heaps and then he went in for a kiss and I just went along with it. I am so confused, I thought...
    MessyHairedGirl MessyHairedGirl 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 5

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    Yeah sure she was the love of my life at the time...but I feel like someone out there is better for me. I just want love
    Thisismynickname Thisismynickname 18-21, F Sep 8

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    I have been in my first relationship for a month now (I'm sixteen and he just turned seventeen) and we live two hours apart. I went to his birthday party, and after he bribed his...
    BriJC BriJC 16-17, M Sep 14

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    For the first time I sucked off my friend
    cocolol cocolol 18-21, M Sep 23

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    We dated for 3 years he still loves me and I love him but he is scared to be in the relationship incase we have stupid fights like we used to but I wouldn't be like that anymore...
    mildred101 mildred101 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    After 5 long year I reunited with that guy who made my heart skips the first time... I was in 8 grade and he was in 6. Now I am working on my career and he's in 11 grade... Live...
    jasou31 jasou31 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 22

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    He is dead. It was wired what happened between us. He was my first experience in intimate relations. R.I.P my 1st.
    kba85 kba85 26-30, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I still miss Monique. She was my true love and always will be. I do not understand why it did not work out. I was just too afraid to tell her I loved her. Too concerned that...
    martinfaust martinfaust 56-60, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I don't think I'm still in love with her but... Gah I don't know! The reason I'm missing our relationship more than usual is because I'm going through our old messages from when we...
    Parker33 Parker33 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 11

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    I just found out she got married not too long ago. I thought it wouldn't effect me since we haven't spoken to each other for years now, but I guess it's all a lie cause I still...
    luckie530 luckie530 18-21, F a week ago

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    Brand new- Guernica I remember my mom taking us to Dallas when I was 15. standing with his arms wrapped around me on the balcony at The Door as he sang every word of every song of...
    korifrancis korifrancis 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    You'll always be a fire I can't put out and endless love
    steelergirl43 steelergirl43 46-50, F Sep 10

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    I cant remember my firts love(platonic) im not sure how it can be possible but its true, so he was not unforgettable :)
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    22 long lonely years since she was taken from me so violently. 264 months wondering what could have been, 8035 painful days wishing I could get my hands on the drink driving c**t...
    SmokBFG SmokBFG 36-40, M 2 Responses Sep 21

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    I have always thought about him and wondered what could have been , but I'm also a big believer in everything happens for a reason. Thinking about it still makes me smile and takes...
    FallenAngel0 FallenAngel0 31-35, F 2 Responses