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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    Well at least I think I did. I was 17 when I started dating him and we were each other's first love. 3 and a half years later and I left him.. For no good reason. I don't know why...
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    I just lost my love... The last weeks have been like being a passenger in a bus without no chance to help guiding it into another direction eventhough it was doomed to crash...
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    It's been almost two years since we've broken up and almost three since we started talking and dating. I'm in a happy relationship that has lasted longer than my previous one, and...
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    While I was around the ages 8-12 years old, I remember I was going to a children's camp at the time, I met a girl there and we became good friends! We would go swimming in the...
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    I have never had a kiss and I'm too young but all the girls are getting them there stupid and none of there moms know yet I don't need one and plan not to have one:)
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