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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 26-30, F Apr 28, 2014

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 26-30, F Oct 19, 2013

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 3 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 16, 2014

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2014

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    I still think of him quite often ,even though I haven't seen him in 10 years.. I still really care for him and I would like to know how his life turned out.. "PLUS IT'S PRETTY EASY...
    lovelee83 lovelee83 26-30, F 2 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    I wrote this letter to my first love yesterday and sent it. "Hello, it's me! (cue tune to Adele song here). haha :) I just returned from 18 days in Nepal.. 18 days with barely...
    gravity1 gravity1 22-25, F 12 hrs ago

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    When I do, I wish I could have the wasted years back and the money. I think that would be an excellent trade off. lol.
    TW8NY TW8NY 41-45, M 1 day ago

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    He's the first person who made me experience how love actually feels. He made me a better person than I was before I met him and he was my inspiration. I owe him and I can't...
    Genesol Genesol 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    Oh, how my heart goes out to you. If only I could take away your pain. My heartfelt love and prayers go out to all who are experiencing a loss. Hopefully, I might bring you a...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I've been around almost 40yrs. And I've never missed anyone before. Never knew who my first real love was. Until December 18, 2014. I ****** up and hurt the only woman I loved more...
    Grimmfk Grimmfk 36-40, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm drunk and I miss him but I'm drunk because I miss him.
    canadianlex canadianlex 18-21, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    If you love somebody, care about them, show interest in their business, say 'I love you' as many time as possible, never be jealous, easily forget the mistakes of the beloved one...
    Tourion Tourion 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    I learned age does not matter if you love them and I also learned don't lie to your boyfriend
    aby2015 aby2015 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    i learned that you cannot make someone return what you feel. that remaining loyal to someone who didn't care about you was not something that gained you anything more than...
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M a week ago

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    never been in touch ! but i guess her qualities are missed..
    crysis12 crysis12 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 28

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    hi.... im a lonlely boy...but two years ago i wasnt ..i had an awesome girl friend ... she named bita.... she was one the most beatiful girl that i knew... she was turk and she...
    javad113 javad113 16-17, M Jan 28

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    It's been 20 years since we parted ways. I've been married for 19 years. I spent the first 7 years of my marriage not even realizing how much I loved my husband until he came...
    ADixie4You2Know ADixie4You2Know 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    Although it wasn't my family member, it was close enough. My best friend for over 28 years, someone I grew up with and made our own stupid mistakes together, who had our first...
    jlbab321 jlbab321 41-45, F Jan 28

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    Yes i still love her a lot,how can i forget her she was the first love of my life i will never forget her.She has a special place in my heart and no one else can take that place...
    Roadguy Roadguy 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 28

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    I can't wait to meet her she not average
    TheAvenue TheAvenue 18-21, M Jan 28

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    My first love is my current girlfriend. There's something about helping her out during her days of depression that sparked our love for each other. Then I knew she desperately...
    DrapesOnFire DrapesOnFire 22-25, F Jan 27

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    We met in high school at 17 and we are still together. As such a young couple we were inseparable and became quickly involved in each other's lives.....We'll be married 10 years...
    RDELLA RDELLA 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I have been looking for a group like this. There is a girl I still love no matter what, we met in an orphanage but I got adopted so I haven't seen her in about 10 years. As you can...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    It gets sort of frustrating sometimes cause of the mild anxiety I have of being assocated with the pervs that happen to be male. I've experienced a lot of disappointment in my...
    ManifestoOfThePhoenix ManifestoOfThePhoenix 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    My first serious girlfriend. Saved my life way back then, more than 30 years ago. She gave me a choice - either her or the drugs, and I chose her and cleaned up. We were together...
    egbertnosh egbertnosh 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    I still see her too. If she only knew I still have feeling for her! I know it would never work but it's hard to stop loving someone just because your not together.
    Lust4uss Lust4uss 51-55 1 Response Jan 26

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    I watched my first love marry someone else. I moved on, loved again, and built a new life with my second love. At random times, I still think about my first love, and mourn the...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T 1 Response Jan 26

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    is name is (initials) Z.T, my first love/boyfriend ..we met when i was 14? (young silly love, didn't get really serious until i reached my Sophmore year) and dated until after i...
    anonymouskiwi anonymouskiwi 22-25, T Jan 26

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    About a year ago I met someone who turned out to be the love of my life. I lied to her and now I'm losing her because I was too selfish and stupid to just be honest with her. I...
    Jes12345 Jes12345 26-30, F Jan 25

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    I posted this as a response to have you ever fallen in love: my answer I wanted to share again because it was the first time I had put it into words how I felt... "I did fall in...
    Milvane Milvane 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 25

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    I lost the love of my life Dec 23rd last year to suicide. This past month has been the worst time of my life. The night before he died we had exchanged rings. We had been together...
    Sarah8183 Sarah8183 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    The story of my first (unrequited) love. Sooner or later in our lives we all come to a point in which it appears that all of our friends are dating someone , while we seem to stay...
    Frenzis Frenzis 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Here name was Paula and I think about her a lot.
    owizard777 owizard777 41-45, M Jan 22

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    I'm a 34 year old male. I'm an introverted homebody gamer that doesn't ever want kids. I've always been painfully shy with women. I met someone on a dating site a little over a...
    OrganicMachina OrganicMachina 31-35, M Jan 21

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    Psychic Friendship-Chapter 5 🌟Chapter 5: First Date 🌟 ~I woke up early on Saturday morning, wanting to totally prepare myself mentally for spending the majority of the day...
    angelafireheart angelafireheart 26-30, F Jan 21

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    we been together for around 6years. then she moved to miami in 2012 because i sponserd my family and they were coming to united stats in 2012. when she was moving ii begged her...
    mkdpk mkdpk 41-45, M Jan 19