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I Had And Lost My First Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 106 People

    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 26-30, F Apr 28, 2014

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2014

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 26-30, F Oct 19, 2013

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    She is 16 years old, and she said a lot of boys wants to date her. And the future guy was 17 and in her class. now they are dating :) she tried to follow her dreams like a green...
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    I cannot hold these thoughts on my own so I'm setting the weight of our dysfunction in the hands of strangers. I have been writing the letters I'll never ever send to you, l.i.n.e...
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    When I was 8 years old at summer camp, I met this girl named Gwen. She was my first true love. You see, I never found girls gross. For as long as I remember, I have always liked...
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    My thoughts strayed from the burdensome weight on my chest and looked back stealing glances at me memories I hate to have unpacked. I sense your judgment as though you must know...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 days ago

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    I miss you for the first time in a long time. I don't miss the idea of us and the many idle day dreams and lose pages of thoughts I call our story. I do not miss the man I wanted...
    honestlyanonymouslyme honestlyanonymouslyme 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    This goes back to when I was below double digit age or so. My parents were both working and I had a new little member added to my family. So to keep that little guy growing and...
    JhnRdrgz JhnRdrgz 22-25, M 3 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    I was 12 and he just turned 17. We met on Facebook. I lied to him and told him I was 15 and then about a month later when he was starting to fall in love with me I told him the...
    laurenzerbe laurenzerbe 16-17, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    tessaccaa tessaccaa 26-30, F 5 days ago

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    Soul mates aren't the ones who make you happiest. No. They're instead the ones who make you "feel" the most. Burning edges and scars and stars! Old pains and pangs. Captivating and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 days ago

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    So I lost a bet and have to ask you guys to give me a dare and in the dare I have to use the thing in this photo, I have to do all the dares. No pics.
    extrasmall1997 extrasmall1997 18-21, F 7 Responses 5 days ago

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    Well, not a real kiss at least. I had one, highly impersonal, kiss that lasted all of half a second. I can't wait for my first, real kiss.
    Redmoon383 Redmoon383 18-21, M 6 days ago

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    Yeah that's true... I have no guy who's worthy of stealing my first kiss...
    RagingDemon29 RagingDemon29 13-15, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was 5 years old when I lost the girl I was meant to be with forever Her name was Sarah. I was 7 when I told her I was going to marry her I was 13 when we went on our first real...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses a week ago

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    I like to kiss random things like just for practice so i'm good when i have my first kiss
    ec32082 ec32082 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    He's my first love because he actually loved me and adored me when we were kids. I still stay in contact with him because I still love him so. He lives back at home and has a...
    gobacklike4thgrade gobacklike4thgrade 26-30, F a week ago

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    Her name is Shannon Morgan. She was my very first love and best friend until I got married and my wife put an end to our communication. I dont know what happened to her or where...
    Lloydd111 Lloydd111 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 24

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    Ladies...how old were you when you had your first experience? Who was it with? Did you enjoy it? I'd love to hear your experiences! Drop me a comment or a PM.
    Moldedplastic1985 Moldedplastic1985 26-30, M Jul 23

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    I'm realising that 30 years mean nothing against the spirit of a great heart. He loves me. I need to educate my soul to accept him utterly and completely into my mind. My heart is...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 23

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    I want nothing more than to see your face again, to have your arms wrapped tight around my waist and to have you look into my eyes again, to look into your eyes again. What we had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Jul 23

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    I dreamt of my first love again. Of him confessing that he never stopped loving me. Me throwing myself into his arms. Sounds kind of desperate. I miss him and think of home very...
    lonelydinosaur lonelydinosaur 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    I am still in love with my first love and we're also married.. haha
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 21

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    Today I had my first surgery . I had something on my hand at the wrist so they removed it under local anesthesia . It wasn´t pleasant, and now it hurts. :(
    Tm1111 Tm1111 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 21

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    chriscc11 chriscc11 26-30, F Jul 21

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    Today, for the first time in my whole life I looked at myself and thought... I'm handsome! Yep! I live as a man so I'm not feminine in my look at all and I've always found my...
    HisC HisC 41-45, T 1 Response Jul 20

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    And that's bullshit!!!!! And that's bullshit!!!!!!!!!
    QuInieFox QuInieFox 22-25, F Jul 20

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    30 years may as well have been 30 minutes when he walked into the room http://youtu.be/V8Gj0fSzf7Q
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 20

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    And I probably won't experience it until girls realize that it ins't important how good you are in bed but how you are as a person.
    Eli072 Eli072 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 20

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    It was a totally new experience for me and so I didn't really know what to expect and was quite nervous about it. The lady leading the whole process was quite confident and direct...
    NataschaSwiss NataschaSwiss 22-25, F Jul 20

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    I learnt that letting go hurts a lot. I know she was and is my first love, she will always have a special place in my heart because she is amazing. She learnt me how to love myself...
    ssweetdisspositionn ssweetdisspositionn 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 19

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    im so excited i thought we were going on another ride by they surprised me with a date night. we are going to my first fancy restaurant! we are even getting all dressed up!
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 19

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    This is exhausting. It's been over a year.
    exacerbate exacerbate 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    I'm new to this so bare with me. I'm figuring this may be more helpful to mend or help my aching heart. I guess I start with my story... I was with the most wonderful man on the...
    lostinwoods83 lostinwoods83 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    I'm 18 & I just had my first kiss! :) (last week) It was with my friend who is a girl & we've texted a lot & talked about how we both r confused about our sexuality & everything...
    Lovedance24 Lovedance24 18-21, F Jul 16

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