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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I remember how I first met him. I'm sure he recalls it a lot differently, though. I was 16 and doing my A Levels, I was checking out universitys perhaps too eager and I went to...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    Always, honestly. Dare I say, my first love is my most thought about love. Obviously, I'll withhold names for privacy's sake. But I've known this girl for almost seven years, and...
    OdeToS OdeToS 16-17, M 1 Response Oct 3

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    I spoke to my first love again today. There was lots of tears and a lot of emotion. For some reason he reached out to me and asked to meet for Coffee, I was hesitant because seeing...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 11

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    I was a sophomore in high school and I felt like I was missing out on something. I use to see everyone make out and I felt like I was the only who never kissed. So one day I went...
    destiny0710 destiny0710 18-21, F Oct 2

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    She was the best thing that happened to me. She made me smile and laugh and feel as if I was the world. Kylie, I know you are watching over me. But I'm so alone now. I lost my love...
    thefoxden43 thefoxden43 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 7

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    My boyfriend and I had our first fight today. We haven't even been together a month and he throws those three words around like they mean nothing. You know what words I'm talking...
    lizygurl lizygurl 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15

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    No one ever forgets, the touch, the feeling, what was going on around them. It's all so magical and it lasts so long. Hopefully everyone has had good memories of their first love...
    prettyg1 prettyg1 18-21, F Oct 4

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    I had my first real gay experience with a good friend of mine when I was 17 and im now 24 and havent done anything since cause im not out at all.
    realredmist92 realredmist92 22-25, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's been almost two years since my first love and I have broken up. We broke up January 22, 2013. It's getting close to that time of the year again and I've been getting anxiety...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    My 3rd First Love lol 2012 by Chris Brown . I kind of hate that song sometimes
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Sep 26

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    My first love lasted three years and was ended suddenly by a car wreck. Sure I probably didn't even know what love was at the time. I still keep a picture of her in my wallet...
    locoladel locoladel 16-17, T 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I would always think about my first love because he's the love of my life as of today and will always be my heart.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F Oct 4

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    Meeting my first love happened unexpectedly, so did the relationship, we never thought it was going to turn into such a beautiful relationship. Unfortunately just as love came...
    CoralFlo CoralFlo 18-21 Oct 4

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    I am completely lesbian but my first *love* was a guy ned Connor and we dated for almost 2 years.
    Kitry Kitry 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Reading your stories helped me a lot knowing I'm not alone. I was best friends with her between the ages of 15 and 19. By the time I was 17 I was madly in love with her but didn't...
    JohnDoe878787 JohnDoe878787 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    its at night when usually everything just hits you. your past comes to mind and memories come alive. on this earth I have only been in love once. and I lost it. I don't know how...
    thenun232 thenun232 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 8

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    This is so much more then I feel like typing. But I'm hurt extremely angry, but more importantly moving on. I could write how he kicked me to the curb how he abandoned me bc he is...
    Mg89 Mg89 22-25, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    It started as a puppy love . we were so youge and innocent noone thought it would turn to anything real we were barley 12 , People dont believe in love at first sight but when I...
    WhenLifeGoesOn WhenLifeGoesOn 16-17, F Oct 5

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    (i go to a boarding school)me and my friend were betting on the world cup semi finals. i bet for brazil. i lost i had to get naked and stay naked for the next three weeks(even if...
    alex2789 alex2789 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So I'm going back to middle school because that's were it all started. I was like what idk 12 yes old haha and I liked umm this guys since kinder but like I liked him on and off...
    thecatso thecatso 13-15, F Oct 9

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    If you have read my other story that I posted in this experience, you would know I lost a lot of important people throughout my life, people who I love dearly, I posted that story...
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    parjae parjae 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 27

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    The passion. The chemistry. The intensity of feelings. I remember feeling like I had come alive, like someone had replaced the black and white tv with a color model. I remember the...
    lostit77 lostit77 46-50, F 5 Responses Oct 14

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    I'm a junior in high school and it just happened 5 days ago. Don't worry, it was awkward. It all started last football season when i developed a crush on this beautiful and...
    fourtyoneboys fourtyoneboys 16-17, F Oct 14

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    InstantCustard InstantCustard 26-30, M Oct 12

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    It had to be a Frenchman...I was in summer camp and their were some exchange students from different parts of Europe. Antoine was from Nice, France. He was 16 an I was 14. I was...
    MSCris MSCris 18-21, F Sep 30

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    Yeah. That was nearly 40 years ago!! She was tall. Had long blond hair and always smelled nice! She was gently spoken. Had a really delicate way about her. Wherever you are Deborah...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Oct 3

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    We dated for 3 years he still loves me and I love him but he is scared to be in the relationship incase we have stupid fights like we used to but I wouldn't be like that anymore...
    mildred101 mildred101 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 30

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    FindingTheRealMe FindingTheRealMe 16-17, F 1 Response Oct 12

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    its story of mine : when i was single and dont love anyone i was happy one day a boy came at my roof and hold my hand he said : I Love u Me : wat rubbish , Who r u ? Boy : i am...
    Shumsaa Shumsaa 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    its story of mine : when i was single and dont love anyone i was happy one day a boy came at my roof and hold my hand he said : I Love u Me : wat rubbish , Who r u ? Boy : i am...