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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 19, 2013

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    OddlyScintilating OddlyScintilating 46-50, M Nov 17

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Recently I have reconnected with the man that was my first love. He left his girlfriend in the meantime, and I am in, (was already) in the process of separating from my husband...
    JennyG0330 JennyG0330 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I was best friends with her, and then in a dark time, when everything else had turned to ****, and she was still there, I let it go too far and I fell for her. Before I knew it my...
    MrWinstonSmith MrWinstonSmith 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 22

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    The words he spoke to me are forever etched in my memory. Today, for completely unrelated reasons, those words are haunting me. My first love and I met in elementary school. In...
    lostit77 lostit77 46-50, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hi all, THERE'S NOTHING LIKE THE FIRST LOVE ! We all will definitely agree to the fact that , our first love or say a crush who turns into someone special , will always here...
    ProjectXPune ProjectXPune 18-21, M Dec 3

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    It was a couple of days ago, Monday I think. I skipped first period (religion ew) with my boyfriend and we went to the mall. We sat by this little seating area in front of Macy's...
    thequietpanda thequietpanda 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    Love The Way You lie by Eminem and Rihanna. That pretty much explains our relationship. he was awful and always had multiple girlfriends while he had me and lied to me about...
    taylormorgan2113 taylormorgan2113 18-21, F a week ago

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    Had my first kiss quite a while ago, but I though I'd share anyway. Three friends and I were drinking in one of the friend's basement and we ended our night by watching a movie...
    alexthebass alexthebass 18-21, M Nov 27

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    I wish I had my first kiss. It'll never happen
    asilva61 asilva61 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    Coldplay- the scientist AAR- the wind blows The Fray- the fighter Switchfoot- Dare you to move (only a few will probably get that one) Maroon 5- beautiful goodbye To people...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 23

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    It's been almost two years since we've broken up and almost three since we started talking and dating. I'm in a happy relationship that has lasted longer than my previous one, and...
    PriscilaGaray PriscilaGaray 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 23

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    The A Team- Ed Sheeran After I bought the + album, my first love came over to my house and we listened to it all afternoon. This was his favourite song on the album. Scary...
    ijustwantahug ijustwantahug 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My navy boyfriend (ex?) decided we need a break from eachother to focus on eachothers careers. I was crushed. I still don't know what to do.We agreed not to see other people but...
    Doopala Doopala 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    So lost a bet with friend now have to wear diaper to school lol go into be long day tomorrow
    IcoNFadedZebra IcoNFadedZebra 16-17, M Nov 24

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    I feel so bad for my kids who have already lost their dad. Now they lost an honorary uncle. Christmas just might really suck again this year.
    Rackshack Rackshack 41-45, F 11 Responses Dec 2

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    The LA Kings Lost tonight :( so now i have to change my pic to the Buffalo Sabers logo for a week :(
    mamaberry27 mamaberry27 31-35, F 6 Responses Dec 9

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    For awhile I did lose myself. I thought the journey of finding me would be this long road filled with questions left unanswered. Until I reached out to this person. He has opened...
    SaraBear87 SaraBear87 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    My whole life, I carried a torch for the girl next door. We grew up together. We loved one another. We cuddled frequently. We spent nearly every day together. Then I went away to...
    PhresnoPhoenix PhresnoPhoenix 36-40, M 3 Responses Dec 8

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    It's been years since I left you, But the pain is still there, I've been living my life, Pretending that I don't care.. That the happiness I thought I gave you was never enough...
    Harmony242 Harmony242 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 24

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    "From child hood, going up" When I was 10, I had a crush on my cousin. things got good but sooner or later me and my family had to go abroad. When I was 12, I had a girl i liked...
    PreChY PreChY 16-17, M Nov 30

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    I'm trying to not to love you everyday. I'm trying to ignore you every time we see. I'm trying so hard for not caring for you. I am having a hard time when I'm with you but we look...
    isahruth isahruth 18-21, F Dec 3

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    You know even I don't think about you. no matter what I do something always reminds me of you. like now. I'm simply reading a book and I thought of you. I shut the book and let...
    sadbaby103 sadbaby103 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    So the story is, i met this guy in june, and we kinda flirted with each other, everytime we met we somehow flirted, until last night we kissed. That was my first kiss, he didnt...
    Caroline128 Caroline128 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Ok.. You guys are gonna see a side of me you haven't and probably never will see again.. This feels weird but whatever.. Yes, I miss her. I remember when we became friends back...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 2 Responses Nov 27

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    Wasn't my first but it was my boyfriends Pm to here the details
    Muppo23 Muppo23 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I'm excited for thanksgiving but I'm not my great grandma passed away a year ago on thanksgiving it's gonna be so hard I'm so not ready for this I love you so much grandma Judith R...
    Babypandabear21 Babypandabear21 13-15, F Nov 20

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    I had a dream about him. I dreamed that he was knocking at the door, but I couldn't get to it in time. I couldn't find my shoes or a jacket and by the time I got ready to answer...
    kissmissnikki kissmissnikki 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    It's okay if you don't love me anymore, it's ok if you don't miss me anymore. Just please don't forget about me. Don't forget what we once had. Don't forget me....
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 22

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F Nov 26

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    Today my boyfriend of 2 years left to go to San Diego for his basic training. And I'm having a really hard time dealing with it tonight. IT seems like the night is a harder time...
    Kayyreese Kayyreese 18-21 1 Response Dec 2

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    Donnacc12 Donnacc12 26-30, F Dec 3

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    knowing that we will never be together again is just unbearable! I will always love you!
    citysquare citysquare 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 7

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    Ok so I didn't even know that I had it everyone said I would know I didn't
    mickeymousecupcakelover mickeymousecupcakelover 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I feel so lonely. Each & every moment she is in my thoughts. That was memorable moment when I Proposed her. She holded me first time. I not met for about 2 years Every moment every...
    lonely19M lonely19M 18-21, M Nov 26

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    Hah well actually it's demons by imagine dragons... Not that he's anything like a demon!! No because when I was still with him we shared our first kiss and that song was playing in...
    alisyn1299 alisyn1299 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    Mine is "I Knew I Loved You" by Savage Garden. Can't listen to it anymore
    84wraith 84wraith 22-25, M 1 Response Nov 19

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    I thought I was over you. Seems like I'm not at that point yet.. I still love you and it's torturing me.
    Togepi07 Togepi07 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 25

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    I don't know why I ended it.. I know that he said things that he shouldn't have but I miss him. I made the mistake of leaving him and "moving on" I'm now with somebody else who...
    issuesbitches issuesbitches 13-15, F Nov 27

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    I whittle the night hours away, thinking of your love. You're so far away, I cannot let myself believe we will never touch again...
    Iceman75 Iceman75 18-21, M Nov 29

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