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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2014

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 26-30, F Apr 28, 2014

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F Oct 19, 2013

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    i miss my first time when i miss her then i really get sad ,,,, i don't no but its good for both of us after seperation
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    I guess my first Love would be my Mom and I do miss her so much, she was a wonderful woman, and so special to so many, hard not to shed a tear as I type this.
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    My first love i was with for god knows how many years and i had pretty deep feelings for her but on our anniversary i made a great dinner and she never showed. i ended up going to...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It was a long lasting infatuation. Everything about him was golden, carrying a certain warmth. His hair, his eyes, his smile. The way he held me close, his breath tickling my ear...
    Fuzzies Fuzzies 61-65, M a week ago

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    I really don't even know how to express this. This is something I have never felt before, I never even thought it was something that I could even feel. I feel like I'm stuck. I...
    TaintedBlueberry TaintedBlueberry 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    many times.. and I'm still with him. I am miserable, but I am more miserable without him.
    KatherineRose20 KatherineRose20 18-21, F a week ago

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    I had been dating my boyfriend for a couple of weeks and we waited until New Year's Eve for our first kiss (my first kiss ever!) we've been dating for 7 months now :)
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    I miss him. I miss my besfriend. We we're together for five years. And in the end I left you. Maybe it's because I never took the time to mourn you instead I was too busy trying to...
    Hamyamyak Hamyamyak 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 21

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    "One Night at the Powerslide" While part of the 15% gang were barracks rats, most of us hit the town every weekend and many week nights. Walking out of the front gate we'd cross...
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    I still think about you to this very day you were my first love even though things may have ended badly between us i regret not keeping in touch i guess that its my own insecurity...
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    We are still in love despite of the long 14 years that we have not seen each other. No communication at all. It's like nothing happened. We're still the same us! We are the...
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    Brina99 Brina99 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 18

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    A month ago today we met again. Spent a few hours together and it was bliss again! I really loved spending that time with you it was so good. It was like time just stood still for...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F Jun 17

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    Forget crushes. I get full on in love! I think this all started with Edward Cullen (no judging) and never stopped. It came to a point where I freaked my friends out by telling them...
    heymarie heymarie 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    You know I was broke down, I had hit the ground I was crying out, couldn't make no sound No one hears silent tears collecting You know I had lost hope, I was all alone Never been...
    lifeistough123 lifeistough123 13-15, F Jun 16

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    Married my first girlfriend based on sex vs real love I care about her but not like I should. I was clueless about relationships as a lot of cases here on EP. I married for status...
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    I tried to track him down on Facebook but cant find him.So many people have his name. I still miss him. We had good memories but distance separated us. I still have feelings for...
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    Heartbreak.. Here we go again.
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    I really want too, all my friends have and I haven't, I have gotten the chance to at a party but I really want my first kiss to be with my boyfriend but I don't have one and I...
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    Welp, this is what my Saturday is like I guess. So, I'm a guy young and most people thing I'm stupid for feeling this way. But I just can't feel anything for a girl that isn't...
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    But I found it in my beach-bag!! Didn't take any pictures at the beach but I did the morning of as I worked a half a day-- I dressed kinda like a night of dancing at the beach...
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