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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2014

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F Oct 19, 2013

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28, 2014

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    Where to begin. First off let me say I appreciate each and every comment and opinion, whether you believe it's best for me to move on which I've already heard a million times or I...
    Wantingtofixthepast Wantingtofixthepast 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I lost the love of my life at the age of 20 now I'm 22 now but since he been gone it seem like I lost apart of me. I feel like my heart has been broken n can not b fixed. I don't...
    raebaybrown raebaybrown 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I haven't had my first kiss and I'm 14 all of my friends have had there first kiss and not me I feel really jealous of them and I also don't have a boyfriend
    icecreamlove17 icecreamlove17 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 25

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    does it matter? hahaha I'm 21 turning to 22 and I never had a first kiss... though i sometimes think of it.. like who will be my first kiss etc etc.
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    True love is a gift and I want you guys to know that..I had my first ever love and he was everything to me but he disappeared on me but you can only cry for so long ...why did he...
    trew5432 trew5432 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    Experiencing love that I felt with my first love is truly rare. It has been years since he left but still I can remember the intense impact his love had on me. I dont mind...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Apr 4

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    I'm 14 and last week I had my first real kiss and it was actually really awkward. We both bumped heads and I'm scared he's going to think I'm a little inexperienced and weird...
    rsommer95 rsommer95 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I'm 17 and I have never had a first kiss nor have I ever had a boyfriend like I don't understand what's wrong with me cuz every guy I like never likes me back I mean NEVER and I'm...
    babygotback97 babygotback97 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 24

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    me and my first love would talk on facetime until we fell asleep and then still be connected in the morning... Memories sometimes hurt to think about because we no longer are...
    TheThinkerr TheThinkerr 13-15, F 6 days ago

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    I did Marry my first love the second time around. I walked through more stop signs then they have in downtown San Francisco.
    lovlife777 lovlife777 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I met my soul mate in college and the bond and love between us was incrediable. We both were madly in love and were inseparable. We both are middle eastern I had lots of Suitor ad...
    MelodyMoon MelodyMoon 46-50, F Mar 23

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    Two weeks ago I lost my nan, she was like a second mum to me. I'm 25 and she's the first person I've lost who I was close to! Every now and then I forget, forget she's gone, that I...
    XMissunderstoodx XMissunderstoodx 22-25, F 6 Responses 4 days ago

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    I lost my virginity last night. I'm a 17 year old female and last night I lost it to my boyfriend of a few months. Okay before I get into it I just ask anyone reading this not to...
    Queenofprocrastination Queenofprocrastination 16-17, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Yes I did but that was only the beginning of trouble-In 2003 after 14 years years together,12 years of marriage,and two children. We met and were married in Spain,but resided...
    Valentindelapontes Valentindelapontes 41-45, M Mar 22

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    Well what can I say... :( So, there was this one girl that i fell madly in love with. We even shared Whatsapp numbers to keep in touch. She was my dream girl... We did everything...
    ossiboy ossiboy 31-35, M Mar 24

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    i have lost many people, but the lost of my crush was surprisingly the most hurtful of them all. RIP Toboe. i`m a mess without you.......
    WolfsParadice WolfsParadice 36-40 Mar 27

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    I broke up with him about 9 years ago. He was the love of my life.Lately I have been talking to his nephew. He is only 20 years old but he reminds me of my ex. His haircut, his...
    bebita16 bebita16 26-30, F 3 Responses Apr 5

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    I have had several opportunities, but I am not the person who wants to make the first move. All of my friends have kissed people before. And I'm all like... "I now know how Leo...
    NobodyOfConcern NobodyOfConcern 13-15, F Mar 25

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    I was in the third grade when I met her. Her name was shauntel and she was really pretty, but really quiet. I was part of this dumb group of fake friends at the time also who kinda...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    Shauntel was quiet, kinda depressing tbh. She always looked so fragile and anorexic looking too, which is why I always worried about her because she RARELY smiled and always looked...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 29

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    On March 3, 2013 was my first bad day at Strawberry Festival. I wish that it was not my day. Oh, God. Why is that happen? When I came to Strawberry Festival, I at first was trying...
    JXoxo2013 JXoxo2013 26-30, F Apr 6

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    When i finally got to experience him in the way i have been dreaming of for all these years, i discovered that not only is he appealing to my eyes but he is the most wonderful...
    solongago2 solongago2 31-35, F a week ago

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    He was a really nice guy, but he had the tendency to ignore me sometimes. At times we hadn't even seemed like a couple at all, other times we'd argue about stupid ****. Overall it...
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 16-17, F Mar 21

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    Basically yes meaning on the lips. Not even a cheek kiss. Or a boyfriend. Tho if I was going to have a first kiss then do you tilt your head so you won't bump noses?
    pearlgir1 pearlgir1 16-17, F Apr 4

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    I met him in high school, and even though for the most part he treated me like ****, he always gave me just enough 'love' or kindness to keep me holding on. Once we were older...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 8

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    Yeah never really had it I guess it idk if it because I'm unattractive, tbh it probably because I'm really shy. This is a pic of me btw
    shaunrain shaunrain 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 23

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    uhhh......i never had one....i havent even seen one in real life....i've seen it in movies..but never in real life.....uhh just waiting for the right person and the right time.
    monishnair monishnair 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 23

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    It's more than 5 years now and when ever I think about her I feel sad. She gave me my first kiss and was one of the first girls to ever be interested in me. Sometimes we talk. And...
    Garafan Garafan 22-25, M Apr 4

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    It's been about 2 years since I've talked to him last. Even 2 years ago when we talked, it was just polite dribble. Anyway, I'm not sure if I ever loved him. I do know that he is...
    cowellowl cowellowl 22-25 Mar 22

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    ??"love will lead you back, someday i just know that love will lead you back to my arms...where you belong..."??- it happened when i got separated and he just got married...
    sexydivide sexydivide 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 24

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    always miss my 1st love .....
    onetouchforever onetouchforever 41-45, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    I wanna just breakdown so bad. every time I see you I cry. my parents wanna check me into a long term facility because I tried to hang myself and I cut my arms a lot. I'm sorry for...
    IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 IDontEvenKnowAnymore1 13-15, M Mar 29

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    "Don't believe the bridge between you and me could ever be washed away. . ." She is Home. She's my heart. My life, my love, and my one and only. Now, if only we could be...
    TokioDoll TokioDoll 16-17, F Mar 30

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    One of my biggest regrets so far in life is pushing him away. All he ever wanted to do was love me, & all I ever did was hurt him. All because I thought I was doing what was right...
    Leanne95 Leanne95 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 6

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    Every night I sit in front of my computer, checking my phone, all I want is to see her replies. I wait, and slowly I start to cry. Whenever I see the background of the chat room...
    CaPtJiMmY CaPtJiMmY 16-17, M 3 Responses Apr 9