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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28, 2014

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2014

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F Oct 19, 2013

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    Here it is... The story of me and my first love. Currently, I am so confused about where to share my feelings and I want to thank this site for letting me release my emotions...
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    The first feeling you felt that could not be identified, what was not logical made the perfect sense right then. We tend to compare all of our experiences to the first love and...
    RestlessFlame RestlessFlame 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    First kiss? Ha I haven't even had my first crush let alone my first kiss. I am 17, it's too young to be worrying about relationships or at least too young to be obsessing over it.
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Apr 25

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    I have a wonderful husband, amazing children and a semi charmed life yet I always wonder what could have been. This first love of mine, we were ripped part because his family moved...
    rowtohoe rowtohoe 41-45, F 1 Response May 10

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    Please help!!! We were together for 10 years. I was 25 when we broke up so we were just kids when we met and fell in love. Almost 2 years ago and I am still hurting. He was my...
    1loveNYC21 1loveNYC21 26-30, F 1 Response May 16

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    Pounding hearts. Unexplainable joy. Rearing jealousy. Fogging uncertainty. These are the feelings that portrayed my first love. My heart was like a little marshmallow, and you...
    Creampuffs Creampuffs 18-21 May 16

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    I first met my first love when I was 12 and we both get well together .. But we never start dating or confirmed our relationship which make me so sad until now . He's popular at...
    Samnesiaa Samnesiaa 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 29

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    I still love my first love. Always have. Always will. Not sure why exactly. I feel that I love the idea that I have in my head of who he is, Rather then the man he actually is...
    whatsmystory whatsmystory 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 24

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    I still think about the girl I thought I fell in love with in 4th grade. I liked her starting then and kept an eye on her until the end of 7th grade - literally the last day of...
    Brontide Brontide 36-40, M 1 Response May 8

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    My first love was a sweet young lady and i was a stupid shy teenager we dated and hugged and kissed and enjoyed each others company no sex it was always on my mind but during the...
    fire1a fire1a 66-70, M May 9

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    I lost you a year ago and it hasn't gotten easier. I rember watching you die just like it was yesterday. Helpless because there was no way that I could save you. They tell you it...
    XENETH XENETH 18-21, M 18 mins ago

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    today I was called my first luv after 1 month she didn't pick my call, I called her in every 2 hrs. she can't picked up my call... iam missing her a lot.. :(
    prashuk1996 prashuk1996 18-21, M 8 hrs ago

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    A while ago when I was 21. I was convinced to share this as I did not join EP for anything sexual but as she intelligently added, it's a part of EP and our lives, why not share it...
    Golfknar Golfknar 36-40, M 1 Response May 9

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    I miss him so much. I am always thinking of him... I dream him at nights... Too bad everything is so complicated. If i please myself and give the relationship a second chance i...
    onenico onenico 18-21, F 7 hrs ago

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    I was about 7 weeks along when I started bleeding we went to the hospital and they told me I lost the baby. I feel empty and lost. And to make things worse my sister is also...
    BrokenInside18 BrokenInside18 18-21, F 1 Response May 1

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    I am already an orphan. My mom died when I was ten years old, ever since, she is bedridden. My grandmother is the one who's supporting me financially, since she is also old, my...
    MAHUNNIE26 MAHUNNIE26 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    So Friday night, and I'm going out with my friends and I had just planned it to be us and then my friend invites this guy that she's trying to set me up with which I wasn't too...
    yungrochelle yungrochelle 18-21, F 1 Response May 16

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    My first true love was my ex fiancé, RD. He was the first guy I got to have a real relationship with and we talked about so much and got to know each other so well while he was...
    Rhisk89 Rhisk89 22-25, F 1 Response May 9

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    Just as a explanation this is about my first romantic kiss not like a little peck on the lips. So two days after my birthday I went to a old time music festival with my parents...
    Catmatix Catmatix 13-15, M 6 days ago

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    It was with Chandler. He is my boyfriend. We had been on a date. (My first but not his first. ) We were at the beach and it was pretty late. We were sitting on a rock and he turned...
    RecklessMistake RecklessMistake 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    We were at the movies &' he kept looking at my eyes I kept turning around then he had his arms around my body hugging me &' I had my head on his shoulder with my eyes closed. I...
    ilovetacoscx ilovetacoscx 13-15, F May 5

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    When I was 10 my parents divorced and my father's new gf had a daughter my age. A few years later the daughter and I were home alone while the parents went shopping. I was looking...
    RogerWaters1979 RogerWaters1979 31-35, M May 16

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    I miss my girl friend with whom I fall in love at first sight ..first time I saw her when I went to see my friend and she opened the door and then I was mesmerized by her beauty...
    xRohit xRohit 31-35, M May 5

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    I often think about him it's stupid but I was young and In love it's been about 1 or more that we broke up but I still remember all plans we had for eachother turn 18 and move to...
    Dezitorsmilez Dezitorsmilez 18-21, F May 3

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    Today at 10 am my father received a call that his dad passed away unexpectedly. My family is going through such a rough time. Not only did he lose his dad but his father in law...
    PAGuy30 PAGuy30 26-30, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I had a dream that me and my 14 year old best friend started to send **** pics to each other and we were both attracted to each other. What does this mean? Should i tell him about...
    GAMER108 GAMER108 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 26

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    I had a dream that me and my 14 year old best friend were sending nude **** pics to each other on snapchat. What does this mean? Should i tell him?
    GAMER108 GAMER108 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 26

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    I am still in love with tammy keys. I miss her very much, she was the first girl I actually got to fall in love with. l ended up in prison, and she wrote me to say that she could...
    weadkeys weadkeys 46-50, M May 10

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    i miss her so much she was my everything no she doesn't even think about me or maybe she does she left me for some one else she doesn't relise how much i have fallen apart with out...
    Jamison96 Jamison96 18-21, M 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    And she's STILL my first and last love :)
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I miss my first long relationship with my ex girlfriend and we are still going to be friends and all but I miss talking to her and all so I am just going to text her next week...
    MericaMan MericaMan 16-17, M May 1

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