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I Had And Lost My First Love

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    I Was Too Young

    I fell in love with my ex in 2007. We dated for 3 years but I feel we we're so serious at a young age that we didn't get along. There was continuous fighting everyday. I broke up with him in 2010 and started a relationship a few months shortly after, I was rebounding I soon...
    Torontoforever Torontoforever 22-25, F Oct 19, 2013

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    We broke up about a month ago.

    His name is Alan, and we were pretty serious. I even lost my virginity to him. (Don't judge me, I know I'm young) and I still try to talk to him all the time; texting, calling, even Instagram sometimes but I feel annoying about it. And when I text him and try to tell him I'm...
    Youresocreepy Youresocreepy 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 7, 2014

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    I was sure that we wouldve lasted a lot longer

    than we did , but once everything confusing and difficult he gave up on me and ended everything that we had . I questioned myself "was i a bad girlfriend ? What did i do wrong ? Im so confused" i was deppressed about it for i dont know how long . I still am and now i have my...
    savannah0115 savannah0115 13-15, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2014

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    I Messed Up My Relationship By Being Too Cautious.

    Girlfriend broke up with me 9 months ago (as of 5/29/12). I was best friends with the girl for 4 years before we started dating. We went out for almost 4 months. She broke up with me because she "fell out of love with me". We are still good friends. I still have strong feelings...
    H3boy H3boy 18-21, M 5 Responses Mar 23, 2012

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    She Was My Everything

    What a wonderful girl she was. I seen her one day hanging around my best friend Gabe early one day at school. I immediately thought to myself she was the one. She has sandy blonde hair in the sun and brown hair in the shade. Wonderful big brown eyes and the cutest little dimple...
    Daphney1001 Daphney1001 18-21, M 4 Responses Jan 20, 2012

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    I made some dumbass decisions

    while we were together..So, June last year we broke up for 2 months..i didn't think he'd come back to me so I slept with my best friend.. Anyway, we got back together and we moved past it. I then got diagnosed with depression and anxiety which lead to me pushing him away and...
    sophiejade92xo sophiejade92xo 22-25, F 2 Responses Mar 23, 2014

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    I didn't realize that meeting my first love

    again after six years would stir so much emotion and so many memories in me. Being the one who left, I thought I have long ago moved on. Now I just regret leaving him without closure. He seems to be fine with it though. He said he has forgotten about it. But I feel the need to...
    Moonhearted Moonhearted 22-25, F Apr 28, 2014

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    I miss him. I wish I hadnt broken up with him. I mean hes changed. We had ONE fight that we couldnt make through like damn. He said I was the first one he actually loved. The first...
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    I haven't had my first kiss and I'm 14 all of my friends have had there first kiss and not me I feel really jealous of them and I also don't have a boyfriend
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    does it matter? hahaha I'm 21 turning to 22 and I never had a first kiss... though i sometimes think of it.. like who will be my first kiss etc etc.
    KarenDew KarenDew 18-21, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    its so un fair im 16 and i havent had MY first kiss i want to
    philipphd1 philipphd1 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 18

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    I'm 14 and last week I had my first real kiss and it was actually really awkward. We both bumped heads and I'm scared he's going to think I'm a little inexperienced and weird...
    rsommer95 rsommer95 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I'm 17 and I have never had a first kiss nor have I ever had a boyfriend like I don't understand what's wrong with me cuz every guy I like never likes me back I mean NEVER and I'm...
    babygotback97 babygotback97 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    What is it about your first love? Why do they occupy a permanent corner of your mind and another permanent corner of your heart? I still sometimes fondly remember my WJV. He comes...
    Iwalwjv Iwalwjv 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Don't get me wrong, my husband is my world... My here, now and my future... But I can't stop having either dreams about my first true, long term love. Why is that? I know up and...
    laurenb229 laurenb229 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    It has Been 3 years that we didn't see each other.. I'll meet him tomorrow! My first Love :) miss him a lot! i Hope that all goes right.
    NawelClarck NawelClarck 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    I originally shared this story in response to an EP question but I think it needs to be added t my stories because it's the saddest story of my life... I lost my father at the age...
    stillinlove2 stillinlove2 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 10

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    I met my soul mate in college and the bond and love between us was incrediable. We both were madly in love and were inseparable. We both are middle eastern I had lots of Suitor ad...
    MelodyMoon MelodyMoon 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    I've told this to only one other person, so putting it here on EP for everyone to see is quite a step for me, but I want to get it off my chest. There's a piece of information in...
    callmejohann callmejohann 41-45, M Mar 12

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    Yes I did but that was only the beginning of trouble-In 2003 after 14 years years together,12 years of marriage,and two children. We met and were married in Spain,but resided...
    Valentindelapontes Valentindelapontes 41-45, M 6 days ago

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    Well what can I say... :( So, there was this one girl that i fell madly in love with. We even shared Whatsapp numbers to keep in touch. She was my dream girl... We did everything...
    ossiboy ossiboy 31-35, M 4 days ago

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    i have lost many people, but the lost of my crush was surprisingly the most hurtful of them all. RIP Toboe. i`m a mess without you.......
    WolfsParadice WolfsParadice 36-40 1 day ago

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    I met my 1st love when I was 17 and he was 21. It was intense from the start. He was Muslim so we had some cultural differences which caused problems between us. We dated for 3...
    Tigga1975 Tigga1975 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 18

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    my dog died. when you have mental problems its even worse. He was the only friend I ever had and now he's gone :'( he helped me so much and he's gone. I'm gonna cut myself bad now...
    wouldyoumissme wouldyoumissme 16-17, M 1 Response Mar 9

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    I'm waiting on it. I have this unrealistic idea that I'm going to marry the man I give my first kiss to. I have such an obsession with kisses. I love the way they look, so sweet...
    lovleyroses lovleyroses 13-15, F Mar 1

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    I have had several opportunities, but I am not the person who wants to make the first move. All of my friends have kissed people before. And I'm all like... "I now know how Leo...
    NobodyOfConcern NobodyOfConcern 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    we met online and talked on and off for a year, dated about four months. stopped dating January 2014 but talked maybe once a month after that. June 2014 we talked a few times and...
    degavsser degavsser 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 1

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    My older brother (about 8 years older) started molesting me when I was very young. I don't remember when it started, I just remember being excited for him to give me a bath or put...
    roseoftralee roseoftralee 18-21, F Mar 7

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    When I moved to Mexico I thought about how I would never find anyone to like, I was wrong. There was this nice guy in my class who was just so .. Nice. We started talking in class...
    Brenda2397 Brenda2397 16-17, F Mar 1

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    this will sound cheesy, and probably stereotypical...but i've loved only one girl since i was 15 years old. i'm 21 now, and she broke my heart years ago, but i still can't stop...
    NotGonnaBeInYourTalentShow NotGonnaBeInYourTalentShow 18-21, M Mar 17

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    He was a really nice guy, but he had the tendency to ignore me sometimes. At times we hadn't even seemed like a couple at all, other times we'd argue about stupid ****. Overall it...
    WhisperingGrass WhisperingGrass 16-17, F a week ago

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    Yeah never really had it I guess it idk if it because I'm unattractive, tbh it probably because I'm really shy. This is a pic of me btw
    shaunrain shaunrain 18-21, M 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    uhhh......i never had one....i havent even seen one in real life....i've seen it in movies..but never in real life.....uhh just waiting for the right person and the right time.
    monishnair monishnair 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My mind wanders through my 17th year and the two happy ones that followed when we were together. You taught me what it was to love, you were my first flame that's never been...
    GoddessBluefox GoddessBluefox 36-40, F Mar 6

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    I wonder if he thinks of me as often as he seems to cross my mind. I know I remember who he was and not who he probably is today. But I hope he still thinks of me. We were each...
    Iwalwjv Iwalwjv 31-35, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    It's been about 2 years since I've talked to him last. Even 2 years ago when we talked, it was just polite dribble. Anyway, I'm not sure if I ever loved him. I do know that he is...
    cowellowl cowellowl 22-25 6 days ago

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    its a Saturday, I just got home from turning up with his high school friends whom I see more often than he does. I think its natural to think of him. His friends agree that what he...
    toekneeow toekneeow 18-21, F Mar 1

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    it was amazing but havent seen her in years,havent got to call her because i dont have her number. anybody interested in love?
    vinz101 vinz101 13-15, M Mar 2

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    ??"love will lead you back, someday i just know that love will lead you back to my arms...where you belong..."??- it happened when i got separated and he just got married...
    sexydivide sexydivide 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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